#ughhh when u have to do ur own work :/

[syleus]

since his wiki page is so limited, i think i'm gonna try to make a page on his carrd that outlines his myth / backstory 🙃

[changbinsboobs]

I.n. reading and we finish series boobie

Skz Husband Series: I.N

One of the best ones so far, if not the best🙌🏻

He would be a very loving husband, putting lots of emphasize on romance, quality time together, showing love towards one another and just being happily in love! Thats literally the first card i pulled which jumped out so quick before i even finished my question. This is also the card/energy that sets the tone for the whole reading, like im feeling that presence in all of the following cards afterwards.

He's very very giving and very devoted, in fact sometimes he may even give a bit too much, where his partner may begin taking him for granted so that may be something he should watch out for. When in love and in a committed relationship like marriage, i see him being very focused on the relationship and placing it really really high on his priority list, if not even at the very top. Most of his energy and thought goes towards it, i see him as someone that, when its long term and promising - really doesn't fear "investing" so much into it because in the long run its worth it.

I see him having high emotional understanding, maturity even, idk what exact word for it is but when you understand ur own feelings, can operate them in situations...ugh just in general he's good with feelings thats what im trying to say. He doesn't shy away from them, he feels them, accepts them, can express them - appropriately and knows what they mean for him and for others.

This is a great quality, tho it may result in some frustration if his partner isn't on the same emotional literacy level as him, or isn't that much into touchy feely stuff. I see him sometimes missing that or feeling a bit neglected/unfulfilled/rejected. Tho im not seeing that being a very big issue, just something little that would come up often throughout the marriage, at least initially.

Furthermore i see him being a big team player, and having the mindset of "we together". Idk why (probably cuz i've been rewatching himym for the 87th time) but this energy reminds me a bit of marshal and lily when they started merging into one person😂 i think this is something he would love. Ughhh how to put that energy into word?! He just loves being a part of a team, especially when that team member is the love of his life and he gets to build a family with them and be their partner in crime and their best friend and their advisor and their lover and their teacher and get to be their healer, friend, and much much more. U get what i mean? Also he's very easy to work and partner with, im really getting that strongly. (And immediately im getting the polar opposite of comparisons like changbin, han or chan (lol 3racha) that i think have a very difficult energy to partner with in general...different aspects, in different ways, but regardless even if they try and actually manage to play well for an amount if time, int he long run they fail, whilst I.N is just a natural in teamwork/partnership)

He's passionate, has a high libido, loves having sex, wants lots of it, is easily excitable and is good at it. Or at least like giving pleasure as much as receiving. His goal is cumming - for both. His all for the amazing experience.

Theres also a sense of childlike wonder here i think the relationship/marriage will be all in all very innocent and pure in nature, will flow easily without much turbulations and problems, again pure in intentions, communication, love etc. and i can see them becoming this middle aged and even old couple where both of them are still very young at heart and still love each other very much, despite being 80, u would think they're still in their 20s and just started dating (🥺thats so cute omg😭✨🙌🏻💗)

Now i literally have the death card and heard "till death do us apart" - idk what else to say to that, it speaks for itself. He has (will have) an undying love for his spouse, needless to say he will be loyal and faithful and have their back. He's ready to put in effort to progress the relationship, keep the spark alive after years, keep the love between the two, have a beautiful healthy marriage, keep both of them happy and just be a good husband, father, son and whatever else. Of course that would be most likely reciprocated, i hope so. But since thats the energy im getting from him i assume his partner will be similar.

[bwoahtastic]

carlos did oscars non-patch work sleeve, it was the first big piece he got done cause he loved carlos' work before he even got an apprenticeship. It's how he met max. Max was just finishing his apprenticeship with Carlos as Oscar was starting his with Mark. The sleeve was quite intricate so it required a few sessions and during the second session oscar makes an awkward joke and max laughs from off in the corner where he's pretending to steralise the piercing station and not eves dropping. From there they just hit it off, at first carlos is like "great, max probably needs more friends." Then he starts noticing max's heart eyes and oscar's obliviousness, then all of sudden they've moved in together and he has to deal with max being weird about oscar 24/7 and then suddenly oscar has finished his apprenticeship with flying colours and enough of a client base that he can open his own studio and before he knows it oscar has stolen his piercer right out from under carlos' nose and they're not even dating. carlos trying to convince max to stay because oscar "obviously doesn't like him back" (maybe that's part of why max never made a move and later on part of why oscar doesn't like carlos) but max just shrugs and says he just wants to be in oscars life however oscar will have him and working together, and living together means he basically spends 24/7 with oscar, sure it would be better if they went to sleep in the same bed but he's happy if oscar's happy.

bonus points if lando's bakery is a favourtie of carlos's but now oscar is always there so he has to find a new place to get his lunch time coffee from. Oscar keeps accidentally "stealing" carlos' things.

ughhh sorry for constantly being in ur ask box I'm so obsessed with this au, id ask for a sign off emoji but I'm embarrassed by the sheer number of asks I send u

Do not apologise, I love this verse so much atm and I get so excited whenever I see an ask about it!! Can never be too much!!

Oscar getting a sleeve from Carlos plss!! He really looks up to Carlos by then and is so excited to get the piece, and Carlos is excited too because the piece fits his style very well and he gets a lot of creative freedom! It takes a few sessions tho and during, Oscar chats to Max a lot too who is doing his apprenticeship in piercing and they get along really well! Carlosnbeing really happy for them at first cos Max does need more friends and Osc seems nice, and they seem to share the same weird humor.

(ALSO OSCAR AS MARK'S APPRENTICE AAHH)

But then suddenly Max is moving in with Oscar, claiming it's just as friends and Carlos is very confused, and then shocked when Max tells him he is leaving and taking a job at Oscar's newly opening studio! And sure, he wants Max to stay but he is also worried because max seems so smitten with Oscar while Oscar seems to have firmly friend zoned him and Carlos is worried it's going to end badly. But Max claims it's fine as long as he can be friends with Oscar and spend time with him...

And Oscar not liking Carlos from then on cos he feels like he was trying to convince Max that Oscar was a bad person and a bad idea? And pls the two don't get along st all anymore and glare a lot at each other when at Lando's bakery until Carlos finds a different cafe to go to.

Carlos is relieved tho when it seems the 4 idiots are all together cos at least it means Max didn't get hurt like he worried about... but he doesn't really talk to Max anymore which is a little sad 🥹

[ficyorick]

I asked a question who tops or bottom in Butchlander like one minutes and forgot to add: How would you write it?

I love your works, btw. Great writing

thank you thank you thaNK YOUUUU mwah!!!<3

I HAVE A LOT OF CONCEPTS ... bc i have a lot of butchlander fic concepts, some one-shots, some multi-chapter longforms... i dont like talking about fics i wanna write bc then i dont write them 😭😭 you know how it is, sometimes if you say youre gonna do something then ur brain feels like youve already done it , so this is just a precaution for me. i'm really not trying to be like... secretive or anything like that i PROMMY 😭😭😭😭

its the same reason i also have to keep at writing bad ending bc im worried that if i switch projects even just for a second im not gonna return to it. im kinda like a shark when it comes to writing fics, if i stop swimming I SINKKKKKK... altho i was thinking abt giving myself a little break to write smth short and disconnected from that world... or i might power thru to finish the story so i can move on to other concepts

UGHHH i feel bad for just edging u guys but unfortunately thats the type of writer i am, i need to have a lot of adhd-proof precautions SHFIGHGFH, like sticking to only one project and not talking too much abt my ideas

OKAY OKAY MAYBE ILL JUST TELL YOU A BIT ABT LIKE... the most canon-aligned work i wanted to pick up after BE... as much as i like s3 im also so sad that we didn't see butcher work with neumans bureau more and i also wanted to see homelander scheme a bit more, so it wouldve been an alternate version of s3 and the turning point woudlve been butcher NOT taking temp V and then another plottwist happens (hoho) which makes homelander actually seek out his help and then they start talking and u know what talking leads to. thats right. two men fucking.

SO THATS A CONCEPT ive been rotating in my head, tho a bit less than the other concept which is also an extensive AU with a lot of useless worldbuilding BUUUUT like i said. i need to ZIP IT before my own brain defeats me

[lxnarphase]

hey lunar :] was off of tumblr for a few days hru !! and wdym ur posts got flagged :0 I ALSO DIDNT SEE THAT RECENT ONE W THE LIPSTICK TODAYY REBWJSNWJ what happened? TT hope uve been well tho :> tbh yesterday was kinda emotionally tiring ughhh (where’s nanami when u need to be taken care of fr) (or gojo? choso or hiromi…..)

- 🧸

a BUNCH of my posts got marked as mature all at once and it was really really weird- BUT im not too iffied by it, i just think it means my blog is being surpressed for the alorgithm, dare i say shadow banned since it seems i havent been showing up on my own dash or even in the tags lately

BUT i hope it'll be fixed soon, i have been working on a bunch of asks and am just waiting to see if anything changes soon and if not i'll just post them anyways

but its so good to see you again 🧸 nonnie!! i hope you've been taking care of yourself, i'm sorry you had a rough day and if theres anything i can do to help, i'm all ears 🤍

[tetzoro]

hihi precious aimsies!! im glad you’re feeling a bit better, im sending a big ol hug your way to heal you with my magical aimsies sickness go away powers !!! >_< AWEEEE oh my goodness, YOU AND KUROOS BACKSTORY?!?? HOW ADORABLE!!!!! that’s so silly how you both were pining for eachother T^T and then you’re just like “erm… what are we?!?!” BCUZ SERIOUSLY!!! kuroo seems so infatuated with you, warms my heart to see how adorable you two are (kuromy forevaaaa!! FAVORITE SHIP ITS CANON!!!!)

TEEHEE help!! of course ill tell you about me and kou, you’re spoiling ME right now!! >.< me n kou don’t have tootoo much of an interesting backstory (the lore does tend to change… sobs) but i will indulge since miss aimsies asked!!

basically we met back in highschool, i was super duper shy when it came to people i didn’t know </3 but i had seen him once in the courtyard and was like “°-° who is that fine man…” HELP.

i ended up seeing him around more since we were in the same grade, i accidentally quite literally bumped into him looking for a club to join (made a fool of myself i was super embarrassed, but hey beefy chest!!) and obviously, he suggested the volleyball club <3 took some convincing but the coach thought “hey, we could use another manager with bokuto on our team!” LMAOO!!

anywhosies, i joined as manager and got realreal close with the team (and obviously had a huge ginormous crush on bokuto) but kept it veryyyy quiet because i was too nervous to do anything… sigh. i only told the girls!!

one day i was just talking to the managers about him, and SOMEONE☝️ (konoha) overheard me !! he didn’t think twice before blurting a little too loudly “you have a crush on bokuto?!” UGHHH KONOHA AND HIS LOUDMOUTH!!! </333

everyone was just dead silent and i just walked out of the gym… i was so upset and embarrassed i didn’t even know what to do sigh. (little did i know the girls were absolutely screaming at konoha for it, poor guy HELP… and akaashi was with bokuto like “wtf just happened…”) but kou got super excited about it!! he had a big huge crush on me the whole time and i had no clue yet SOBS

kou eventually found me and gave me a big huge hug telling me the feeling was mutual in his own bokuto way <3 i was so close to sobbing because UGH he’s such a sweetheart i could smooch him forever and ever, i was so shocked and my shy self was just like “oh he likes me back and im kinda dumb! HE’S ALSO HUGGING ME RIGHT NOW!!! WHAT DO I DO!!!!” WAHHH (and i forgave konoha, i couldn’t hold a grudge to save my life!)

and yeah that’s a lil tidbit of just one of my favorite silly cliche backstories to think about teehee!!

not me practically writing a whole fanfic with this ask right now… um whoops!! but EEEP ILY AIMSIES, i hope you have the bestest day/night evaaaa and im looking forward to more of our chats teehee :3 youre the BEST!!! big huge smooches to you >.<

- :3

HI HIIII ^_^ WAHHH U ARE SO SWEET !! im already feelin much better thanks to your magical powers <3

PLSSS kuroo and i are dummies and unfortunately fall under idiots to lover trope … mostly bc im the idiot LMFAO !! but hey .. it all works out :3

YOU AND BOKUTO ARE SOOO SO CUTE STOP !! please i feel you sm on having it change all the time bc !! its just so fun to explore all the different ways you could meet your f/o :3 blooping them into different aus and different kind of meet cutes eeep !!

but the manager to lovers trope .. oh i love love love that for you guys hehe EVERYONE YELLING AT KONOHA MADE ME LAUGH PLS !! he’s prob just like ??! what did i say … i thought everyone knew …

im glad the girlies had ur back tho <3 and the HUG !!! HOW SWEET !!!! i know he gives the best hugs ever and will just scoop you up into his arms all the time bc !! he can teehee :3

you guys are everything to me please 🤧 im living for the fanfic LMAO i ate up every word you had to give me !!!! i sincerely love our chats so much !! everytime i see your like ‘ :3 ‘ i get so GIDDY !!!! my lil pal :’)

[peskyfirefly]

CHEEEEESSSYYYYY !!! so good to see u back in my notifs<3

awe im so glad ur thanksgiving was fun! yesss i love the holidays too!! its just a time thats so full of warmth and love<3 im sorry urs felt off tho ): screw the calendar, u celebrate whenever ur feeling in the spirit bestie 😤 also that sounds like a such a lovely time with ur friend o: what movies did u watch??? what are ur faves??? i watched a few silly netflix romcoms for christmas last year and honestly it was kind of a vibe hehe. sometimes u just need to watch something fun! :D my holidays were very chill this year. my parents got me lotr in 4k which is AMAZINGGGG and i got to hangout with my friends and they bought me BOOKS!! i love books. ty for asking 🥺 wbu? what did u receive!!

omg has ushijima come out as the hq fave front runner ?? i love that we all have one hq favorite to takes up all our brain space. u cant help but love most of the cast i feel like. BUT THERES ALWAYS ONE WHO JUST sits on top of ur brain and constantly pokes at it like this cat who wants attention

now what kind of ushijima thoughts are u having bestie whats taking up ur brain share pls!!!!! 👀👀👀👀 i wanna KNOWWWW

ALSO A LIL PIROUETTE?? UR SO CUTEEE 😭omgggg ok i havent had wedding thoughts yet but now its definitely gonna be ruminating in my brain... also sorry but he would nottttt give a shit about u disliking him. or anyone else for that matter! and i love that about him<3 ill throw hands about it tho (but not with u.....everyone else tho better watch it !!!!!!!)

wanting to consume everything u know about the hq fellas is SOOOO REALLLLLL. stoppppp timeskip!suna......... its a good thing suna is always on his phone bc we can just text him while we're speechless. like ya i cant look at u and ur pretty eyes and ur stupid hair and ur fucking hot smirking face but i WILL send u a meme about how bad i want u 😩

that would just be my own personal strategy of course. he will fall in love with me thru my usage of memes i will make him 😤 he will reply with his own memes. itll be like our own meme mating dance...

ugh i really wish they would adapt the full rest of the manga bc ur right, u will miss a lot of things. although the movie they released last year did hit a lot of the Big Moments from that arc...i dont think it would quite feel the same for people ONLY watching the anime bc u miss so much of the buildup ??? like those are the big moments bc of everything that led up to them !!! and ughhh they just announced the second movie is in the works too. how can u adapt half the manga and then just drop the ball so hard with the rest of it ??? esp when its clearly popular and doing well ?? give the fans what tHEY WANT !!!!

and omg thank u for ur kind words on my colorings, thats so sweet!! i appreciate U<3

man i really do gotta reread and catch up with kn8. im just soooo bad with ongoing manga. i never keep up with them 😭

hOW CAN I BE EXPECTED TO CLAIM A FAVE? sorry im full of love and desire and yearning ????? ( <- basically contradicting what i said about having One fave earlier. dont worry about it. maybe thats hq specific ok)

u and me have to hold STRONG on switcherland. also thank u for having me here its very nice and beautiful

ALSO i did see the s2 promo. lowkey could not believe it. like ok u fixed him maybe BUT WHY IS HE SO FAR AWAY?? BRIN GHIM CLOSER?? LET ME LOOK AT HIM U KNOWWWW THATS ALL I CARE ABOUT

wait omg id love to hear the song send my way pls !!!

"literally nobody in bluelock likes him. he doesn't get along with anybody. he's such a dreamboat. 😍 my man." has me GIGGLING i love it i support u two may u be very happy (unhappy?) together

of course ur so welcome!! im wishing u such a joyous 2025 may it be full of only kind things for u darling<333

also i got so much art.... ;]

Mishmish!! Who are your hq faves, and do you have any bluelock faves?

Also I never confirmed this but are you perhaps just sliiightly more narumi nation than bowl cut island?

hiiiii cheesy!! :D

im sooo sorry im normally faster at responding but unfortunately ive been SICK with covid for the past several days ): but thankfully i just started feeling better today so now i can replyyy (:

TSUKKI WILL ALWAYS BE MY NUMBER ONE HQ FAVE<333 🥰

i love everyone tho and my answer for favorites might change slightly here and there bc of that but. i also rlly like nishinoya, THE MIYA TWINS!!, sugawara, iwaizumi, and kuroo

oikawa kind of took a seat in my brain a few months back and hes just been chilling there so idk maybe him too asdfghjkl

i need to do a full reread of hq !!! maybe itll change more...or maybe theyll stop rotating around so much asdfghjkl....everyone is just so good and lovable!!!!!!!!

also that is a TOUGH question. i think right now i would have to say im a lil more part of bowl cut island 🫣🫣🫣 i mean the anime came out this year and i got to fangirl over him so much publicly (im so sorry everyone who witnessed that..). aND FUJI WAS KEEPING US FED WITH SUCH GOOD HOSHINA FICS. AND SHE EVEN USED MY NICKNAME IN THEM SO LIKE. YEAH IM OBSESSED.

maybe its just recency bias. idk ask me again whenever the next season comes out and they hopefully fix narumis design 😭

but i LOVE them BOTH so much

aND AS FOR BLUE LOCK. ok i read a little bit of the manga like 3 yrs ago ???? and i dont remember having any standout faves ): i dont think i read enough of it to really have one tbh!! i have thought about revisiting it at some point though....

tell me about ur faves tho!! ur hq faves and blue lock faves and whether u are more narumi nation or bowl cut island 👀

[sojutrait]

thank you so much!!! 😭💓💓💓hope u feel better omg fuck the plague

i just simply started making sims kdjfkdk

I DO im so happy season 2 has started it reminds me sm of old school sims 4 lets plays with storylines and such UGHHH im so glad that style is making a resurgence

thank u!! again im so unhelpful when it comes to advice on making sims bc i really jus Go for it 😭 i dont really have a different approach when it comes to making masc frame sims either

probably not bc its such a small action (like theres only 2 or 3 steps iirc) it just wouldnt be worth the hassle and i dont think that many ppl would find any use out of it😭😭

well,,,, tis the season 🤔

i highly doubt it dkfdkkd

i didnt its from the gallery! i just decked out the inside

ahhh i play on desktop but theres 3 and 4 columns for different screen sizes u can read more about it on the actual mod page iirc

my defaults should be good but my mods arent but i cba to update them rn 😭

( @simarcana ) TYYYYYYY she really is, i just wanna spin her around in cas all day and gawk dkfndk

my only tip would be dont dress them in clothes only if u would wear it/its your style. more so let it be a reflection of their character and their own fashion sense. theres alot of my sims id never dress like djfdkfkd but i know its something they would like !

NOW- DIFJDIFJDK me and nia orphyd have written many dissertations about... That aspect of dante's life but i will not confirm nor deny if that was included

im drawing up blanks too rn 😭😭😭 id suggest if u already know like the ethnicity of ur founder sim to just google last names from that culture and go from there, thats what i usually do dfjkd

10!

thank u omg but no i would feel bad if anyone gave me their money esp considering my tendency to like.. dip for weeks at a time DFKDJK also love u tumblr but i absolutely do not trust u with my credit card information

strip naked/bald, facial features, skin details, hair, clothes, repeat any steps if i dont like what i picked initially

( @thatoneplumbob ) no thank u for enjoying them !!! 💓💓💓😭😭

thats an easy one i dont JFKDJFK thats all neighborhood stories and mcc, i would simply die if i had to do all that myself 😭😭😭 i just pop in and give them quick makeovers

( @cutie-with-glasses-blog ) thank u so much !!! u have a great day as well 💓💓💓😌

i havent, im not a big marvel movie fan 😭😭 BUTTTTT i have seen edits and fancams of shuris actress and i agree i would also sell my kidneys and yours for her, shes so fine

( @wildsangria ) THE WAY I ALREADY FORGOT THIS DISCOURSE HAPPENEDDHFDJHDJ ugh throwback to when i gatekept the decades old tabletop rpg game dungeons and dragons

ive been staring at this in my inbox for almost a month and it never fails to make me laugh yet also feel horrified great job you two

WELL GOOD NEWS I DID and ive only made one hs so far!! buttttt it was before hsy so it doesnt work with the pack 😭😭 ill prob make one for hsy eventually bc as much as i hate building im also drawn to it like a moth to flame

thank u!! but ahhh no i havent been having any problems with uni

thank u, i hope ur having a great day too! tbh its not like something i put like... effort into if that makes sense KJDSK like for my gameplay sims no matter how casual i try to make it i inevitably start adding unnecessary depth into them 😭😭 like ill just be cleaning my house and think hmmm this sim hates this food or once had this happen to them, so pretty much the same approach i do to my ocs!

I ACTUALLY RECORDED A VIDEO i just gotta grow some bawlz and upload it 😭😭 its just a quick cas vid for a sim i wanna do gameplay with on there but im still peeing in nervousness

TYYYY i am doing well i rlly am 😌😌 im on winterbreak so YIPEEEE hope ur both doing well too!

[dreamii-yume]

ANOTHER ASK BECAUSE IM HORNY ASF-- IT'S STILL THE ANON WHO SIMPS FOR DEUCE BTW!!! I LOVE U YUME!! ❤️💕

Okay, so... Closet Pervert!Deuce 👀 just basically stealing anything from darling from her newly bought handkerchief, straws from drinks she sucked from, hell maybe even sneaking into her room and stealing her underwear hngg.... AAAAAA i just love the idea of him finally having the privilege of fucking darling when she finally consents(or not, i love ur non con works ughhh 😩) when it's finally his birthday, for him to fill her up a bunch of million times and going feral when he thinks about his precious best friend getting knocked up with his babies-- GAHDHFKFHAKDHAKA BARK BARK BARK--

Baby, I smell your hornii from way over here ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I, too, LIVE for yandere closet perverts ♥︎

Warning : Dub-Con | Yandere | Kleptomania (?)

LOL Deuce probably doesn’t even realize this creepy-ass behavior most of the time, since I can see it starting off really innocent and sweet. Like— He loses his temper one day and got into a fight with another random mob. He won, he always do but in this particular fight, he didn’t come out unscathed and blood was shed. Maybe his nose bled or there was a cut on his lip, but it caught your attention nonetheless and offered your own handkerchief to help wipe up the blood and cover the wound until you both reach the infirmary.

The handkerchief was so potent of your scent and realized how fond he is of this smell, somehow making him feel so nostalgic and soothes him up. You basically gave him the first item in his collection, despite Deuce saying how he’ll wash and return it afterwards. Surprise, surprise,he never did return it not that you minded anyway nor ever washing the piece of cloth because he didn’t want your scent getting washed away in the process. Now, it sits at the top of his collection, still stained with his own dried blood from that day...Deuce lowkey considers it his favorite lol

AND THUS, stealing shit you probably won’t notice gone became habit little by little, even becoming a daily basis. The eraser you dropped? Nope, gone. You tried looking for it in the place it landed but for some reason, it’s not there, like it was just been swallowed by the ground...weird. Oh, and that pen you were chewing on as a way to quench your boredom during history class? You looked away one moment to watch the birds outside the window and looking back— Yup, it’s gone. Sometimes, Deuce would even offer to throw your trash for you, specifically when you just finished drinking a special limited-edition milkshake, only for him to...casually slip the straw out of the cup and pocket it in to add to his growing collection. He’s a soft boi to blush at the thought of indirect kissing if he sucks on it right after.

But the real problematic issue comes in when he starts to come into your room at every opportunity he gets. Whether it’s because you invited him in, or he sneaked his way in, it doesn’t matter if he can find a way and he always will. He begins to steal stuff that was now making you suspicious, like— you’re pretty sure you dumped your underwear in the laundry basket just a few minutes ago...huh, where did it go? Socks?You’re missing a pair. Bra? It’s not difficult to count in one hand how many you have, and you SWEAR there’s one missing in your closet. Shirt, a full-set of your daily outfit?? Okay, this is getting weird, it’s clear to you now that someone is stealing from you after denying it for so long, and that’s not good, not to mention creepy.

But you don’t know that it’s him and you don’t have to know! You’re more wary of your surroundings but that’s alright...Deuce thinks as he listens to you complain about this stalker you claim to have, a smile slowly forming on his lips and sweat dripping down his forehead...You look really cute being all pouty about your lost items here, it’s difficult to resist the urge to just...steal you away for a change.

DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED WHEN YOU FINALLY GIVE THIS “CONSENT”YOU SPEAK OF. Okay, maybe you developed feelings for him at some point, cool, that’s understandble— I mean, he’s a great listener, a sweetheart who’s willing to protect and provide for you, a true gentleman who wouldn’t hurt you ever. How could you not fall for this wonderful boi? So, as a birthday gift, you finally answered his call and tried quench his hornii, the thirst and give yourself to him...Well, yeah~ Maybe it’s great at first, since he’s really cute being inexperienced and wanting to learn more about pleasuring you sexually and all but...His actions surprisingly doesn’t seem to be that of an inexperienced individual at all, if you do say so yourself.

Once you give him that green light, there was no turning back as he, quite literally would pounce on you before you could even say anything else. His actions seem so practiced, like he was just waiting for this day to come, fantasizing every outcome and how to deal with it, what methods he should use. Deuce is that type of person to get lost in the moment after all, because goddamn you feel so good wrapped around his cock like this. He had been stealing from you for months without you ever considering him as a possible suspect, like a deranged kleptomaniac he is, but he could not describe the ecstasy he feels when the realization hits him of actually being able to steal your virginity away with mere words.

So, if you give consent, you can’t expect him to stop or to slow down at any moment, because— Um, you just can’t, Darling. Isn’t this supposed to be his birthday gift? Even you can’t shake him out of the goal of fucking you stupid, finding your special spots and thoroughly abusing those spots until it all goes sore that it would be difficult for you to even stand tomorrow morning. He wouldn’t be able to shut himself up too during an intense session most likely. Aggressively muttering about creating a family with you, and wanting you knocked up with his child, possibly suggesting more ones that sounded more like a threat rather than just dirty talking that you just clench against him out of instinctive fear. Unfortunately for you, it only motivates him further.

So, anyway— yeah...This happens.

[embossross]

hi!! just an hour ago i came across your work of the devotion of the girl in the mirror and i’m hooked. i am sucked in and there is no getting out. not that i would want to anyway after crossing the initial hesitancy over the subject i’ve only ever briefly read up on.

the way u write has my brain buzzing with colors and sending shivers down my spine over the interactions and relationships ur creating. several times i wanted to eat my fist over rindou not being real, other moments i had to pause when i noticed how warm my cheeks and neck were from blushing. then at times, which compete for my favorite, were the literature references (+ your overall writing) that made me want to send this ask. moments that helped give the characters life. what literature and music, of any and all kinds, would u recommend??

like rindou i like to balance work and life, keeping them separate, and would love to read/explore new content while waiting to see what happens next and what it takes for rindou to crack a smile or a laugh. (there were several descriptions and details that were favorites but “Rindou’s laugh is as deep as his speaking voice. It seems to break free from him, resonant and rich. Even more rare than his smile, though no less precious.” is one that made me buzz whether it’s from the progress or wish to read him laugh idk i’m rambling) GAH your writing has ruined me in the best way possible. it’s been lots of fun so thank u for writing this and sharing. cant believe i’m gonna think about coins while drinking coffee

it has your brain buzzing with colors?!?!?!?! oh that's just the most beautiful compliment my writing has ever received. i'm shaking now!

describing someone's laugh is - i think - literally one of the hardest things to do without either losing the magic that is laughter or being a complete cliche, so that is SUCH a compliment to have you call that out 😊 like i'm seriously giddy reading this whole review/ask.

but getting to your question about lit recommendations...i legitimately gasped. that's my bag. that's my moment. i need a read more!!!

thank you so much for giving me an excuse to share ughhh i love it so much. unfortunately don't have any real music recs (like tbh i live by taylor swift), but i'll give you too many book recs to make up for it.

the biggest direct influences i thought about in this story - other than the ones i quote at the end are:

Snow Country by Yasunari Kawabata – though this is a less happy outcome, explores intimacy and a kind of doomed love. (note: this is an almost embarrassing reference because I am like a kindergartner compared to his writing)

The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath - girl in the mirror is actually a reference to this one as that was the working title. My themes about branching choices and the future are directly inspired by this novel.

The Idiot by Elif Batuman - collegiate coming of age stuff for reader 😊

Fanfiction! lots and lots of fanfiction. i reblog my faves from the anime fandoms but honestly, i've been reading for like 15 yrs now and i have a lot of fanfiction-isms in my writing. it's the biggest influence because you can't have 2 characters just sit down and talk and fall in love in published books. that's such a fanfic thing to try to capture that dialogue and process in its own right.

these aren't as direct or references for devotion of the girl in the mirror, but they are books i would recommend anyone and all deal with like love or eroticism or character in a way that i think largely impacts my writing:

Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin - I literally read this while writing the 1st draft, so I think the influence is probably there

Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Mexican Gothic by Silvia Garcia Moreno - so sexy

Palimpsest by Catherynne M. Valente - best erotic writing, not best sex, best eroticism

After the Winter by Guadalupe Nettel

A Manual for Cleaning Women by Lucia Berlin - live & die for her writing and ability to convey rich characters

The Ten Loves of Mr. Nishino by Kawakami Hiromi

In the Miso Soup by Ryu Murakami - NOT SEXY OR ROMANTIC but does impact some of the writing about tokyo specifically, especially the criminal underbelly

[hufflepuffhollander]

for ur smutty requests i was thinking tom finds out ur not wearing a bra under your shirt and he can’t do anything about it because his friends are over. so you tease him anf flash him when they’re not looking. and when they leave he shoves you into the bedroom and sucks and plays with your tits, while talking dirty. then fucks u <33

~ requests are closed :) ~

omg this--i will not do this justice. i apologize in advance. 😂

smut below the cut! nsfw! 18+ please!

it’s smutty sunday, my dudes

You heard your front door open as Tom welcomed in his friends for game night, rushing around your bedroom to throw on clothes before anyone asked where you were. You told Tom to come get you out of the shower when he got the “on our way” text, and of course, he hadn’t. When you made your entrance and said hello to everyone, the ac hit you full blast, making you shiver in your thin t-shirt, and you sat down in a chair across from Tom in your living room, realizing just then that in your rush you’d forgotten to put on a bra.

It only took your all-too-observant boyfriend another second to notice it, too.

The cold air making your nipples poke at your shirt was a dead giveaway, and the first card game has barely started by the time Tom was already starting to lose his patience. He couldn’t keep his focus on his hand of cards, looking up at you every other blink and visibly biting his lower lip when you caught him peeping. Then and there, you decided to plot your late shower revenge on his poor ass when there was absolutely nothing he could do about it. 

You purposefully tugged down the neckline of your shirt when you knew he was looking, crossing your arms under your chest and lifting them just a little to really make your cleavage pop. Tom kept fidgeting in his seat, unable to sit still, and the moment you leaned over the table to place down your card, he shot up out of his seat, face flushed completely red. “Can I, uh, get anyone a refill?”

He went into the kitchen to get more drinks, and you decided to follow him in, where your friends couldn’t see you. He saw you coming in and took an exaggerated breath in and out.

“Babe, d’you have any idea what you’re doing to me out-”

Without letting him finish, you feigned a big stretch, letting your cropped shirt lift with your arms outstretched in the air, basically full on flashing him. He cleared his throat, peered out to make sure nobody could see you, and shoved you up against the fridge as you let your yawn die down. You smiled playfully up at him. “I have no idea what you mean.” 

“Okay, now that’s just not playing fair,” he huffed, grabbing your hips with his hands and then running them all the way up your body to knead your breasts between his fingers. You leaned in, looking like you were about to kiss him, but when he moved to do just that you put your hand up to his lips, lightly pulling his bottom lip down with your index finger and taking it into your mouth, sucking on it for just a moment before pressing a quick peck to his cheek and moving to go back to the party. Tom stood completely dumbfounded in your wake as you left with a wink.

“Who said anything about needing to play fair?”

Tom sped his way through the rest of the games and ushered his friends out of your place like he was on a mission. The moment the lock clicked, he turned back to you, grabbing your wrist harshly and pulling you into your bedroom.

“Hey, what are you-”

It was his turn to cut you off as his pushed you down onto the bed, bringing himself to hover over you, still holding your wrists down. He placed a hot, wet kiss right below your jawline that made you shiver.

“You ruined game night, y’know that?” he huffed, releasing your arms to pull your shirt effortlessly over your head, followed by his own.

“I mean, I was having fun,” you giggled, about to continue playing with him before he moved his head down to your chest, taking one of your nipples into his mouth and biting it harder than you were ready for. Your breath hitched in your throat, rendering you unable to keep speaking, as he continued to use his mouth to suck on your tits, one then the other, all while grinding his hips down into yours. Your fingers pulled at his hair, closing your eyes and lying your head back against the pillows enjoying the waves of chills he sent through your body. After a long minute he pulled back, sitting up on his knees situated in between your legs. You watched his eyes linger down your body, and he shook his head in disbelief of the way you looked that way, splayed out underneath him. He painstakingly slowly slid your shorts down your legs, stopping any time you’d start to close them so he couldn’t see you in full, pushing your thighs outward again.

“Let me see you, pretty girl,” he said, a devilish grin appearing on his face when he finally got you completely naked. Still feeling playful, you moved your hands to cover your chest as he said that.

“Nuh-uh,” you whined.

“Oh, so you wanna play games, huh?” 

“Wasn’t it game night?” you cooed at him as he rolled his eyes at you and quickly forced your thighs apart like he wanted them, coming up to kiss your collarbone, trailing his kisses down your chest, then your stomach...until he placed a few heavy kisses on your inner thigh and stopped completely.

You picked your head up to look at him, confused. “Where’d you go?”

“I thought you said you were feeling playful?” he smirked at you, seeing your face drop as you were anticipating feeling him bury his face into you any second. You regretted what you had said.

“Tommyyy,” you whined, pouting at him. “You can’t just do that,” you started twisting his curls between your fingers, fidgeting at the sudden loss of friction.

“I have no idea what you mean,” he said, mocking you from earlier, bringing his body back up to yours but leaving his hand down between your legs, stroking two fingers slowly between your folds.

At feeling how soaked you were he took one of your nipples into his mouth again, making sure to hold your stare, grinning like an idiot. “What’s wrong, love?”

You rolled your eyes and brought his face back up to yours.

“Ughhh, no more games, babeee,” you pleaded, but he didn’t let up. 

“Who’s playing games?”

“Tom, just fuck me, please,” you said, his eyes lighting up at your words but immediately darkened again, loving the sound of your gasps as he continued to work his hand between your thighs, knowing just where to touch you to get you going.

“Is that what you want, baby girl?” he said in a husky voice, moving himself on top of you and rubbing his thumb against your bottom lip.

“Mmhmm.” he dipped his tongue into your mouth and closed his lips around yours, pushing into you without a second thought. You frantically dug your nails into his back at the sudden pressure and gasped out loud.

“Gotta give my baby what she wants,” he growled into your ear, starting to find a slow, agonizing rhythm as he sank himself into you, over, and over, and over again.

“Jesus, Tom-” you felt him slip a hand behind your head and grab a fistful of hair at the nape of your neck, giving him some leverage to get even closer to you, concentrating his breathing into your ear which he knew always sent you over the edge.

“God, that whole night, couldn’t stop thinking about how you’d feel so good like this,” he muttered, lost in how slick every movement felt, your bodies moving in sync perfectly. He could barely hold it together himself, seeing your eyes fluttering shut and open and listening to your steady whimpers as he started to move faster, heavier, harder. You involuntarily arched your back, pressing yourself up into his body, needing every last bit of friction he could possibly give you. You felt yourself starting to slip into a state of bliss as your fingertips clawed at his shoulders.

“Baby, fuck, I need to-” you pleaded, completely awestruck by how fast he was always able to get you to see stars. He cut you off with a heavy kiss, only coming up for air to say your name, to get another look at how he was making you feel as it was painted across your expression.

You both felt the shockwaves come over you at the same time, letting the high wash over you for a long moment before he laid his forehead against yours, still completely out of breath. You finally felt your muscles let up the tension, your hands still on his biceps feeling them relax under your grip. He moved slightly to the side of you, pulling you in close to him so your noses were still touching, trying to regulate your heartbeats together.

“You’re incredible,” he whispered, kissing your nose lightly. You smiled and brought your hand up to rub circles with your thumb on his cheek. 

“I love you, Tommy.”

“I love you too, y/n. And I think we could both probably use a shower,” he laughed.

You rolled your eyes, still smiling at him. “As long as you’re in there with me this time.”

[confusednarcissistwrites]

Could you write a jealous timmy fic pls?

AHHH so this is pretty much pure fluff lol I feel like there’s a lot of angsty jealousy fics out there so I wanted to try and do something a little different. hope you guys like it!! ☺️💛

Jealous? (T.C.)

(cursing, smut, flufffff)

“Baby, I’m late! I gotta run,” you giggled, pressing the puckered lips of your doting boyfriend away as you pulled on your shoes.

“Ughhh fineeeee,” Timothée whined, following you to the door like a puppy. “Have a good day, baby doll.”

You grinned, pecking his lips. “You too, cutie.”

You’d been filming intermittently for the past few months on a local indie project. It was hard not to be daunted by Timothée’s big name films, but your heart was in dinky, little indie projects with weird motifs, and you were perfectly content to stay in your niche acting there in New York. It kept you close to him.

You’d only been together for about six months, but you could tell that this wasn’t a short term type thing. This was your first project since you and Timothée had gotten together, and he’d already been incredibly supportive every step of the way. It was almost like you had your own personal cheerleader every day.

Once you made it to the studio, you realized you had missed a text from Timmy.

T💕: “u forgot ur lunch :(“

You: “dang it :/ I’m sure I can find something around here tho”

You slipped your phone back into your pocket, heading into your dressing room to get your hair and makeup done for the day. About halfway through, your director knocked on the door and popped his head inside. He was all smiles, eager to get into the scenes for the day. “Hey, Y/N! Just wanted to let you know we are starting with 32 today!”

“Great, thank you, Derek!” you responded, grabbing up your script in between your makeup artist’s brush strokes. You flipped through the marked up pages, landing on the scene.

“Ooh, you’ll need some extra setting spray today!” sang Marrissa, giving you a playful wink as she finished up the avant-garde paint job on your face and began setting it with powder.

After getting dressed, you strode out to the set, feeling excited and confident for the day’s shoot. The schedule was packed, but you were ready for it.

•••

It was less than an hour after you had left that Timothée became bored. You’d left him a grocery list, but he couldn’t imagine how dreary the supermarket aisles would be without your puns and odd-ball fun facts about preservatives. He smiled to himself, feeling a bit silly for missing you so much.

He decided that he’d go pick up lunch from your favorite restaurant and bring it to you since you’d left your lunch at home; he knew how rough catered lunches could be at times.

It was about noon when he arrived at the studio, entering quietly as he knew they were likely filming somewhere nearby. He greeted the staff he passed, some looking at him with wide eyes and making him chuckle to himself a bit, but most had seen him with you before. He was instructed to the set and eventually found his way to you. What he was greeted with, however, stopped him dead in his tracks.

You were practically naked, your body only draped in a sheer, flowy gown that left little to the imagination. An actor circled you, his eyes hungry and predatory. In a snap of movement, he was on you. Timothée watched in shock as he gripped your throat, feverishly kissing you. You, completely immersed in character, reciprocated, releasing a soft whine audible to the crew.

And Timothée.

He, of course, logically knew you were simply acting in a role, but to see such a thing made his stomach twist and ache. Half of him was astounded by your talent and beauty, but it was nearly completely overshadowed by his jealousy.

An abrupt call of “CUT!” pulled him from the trance, both you and the actor stepping away from each other. It took you a few moments to notice him, but, the moment you did, your face lit up, and you hurried over to him.

“Oh my goodness! What are you doing here, mon amour,” you grinned, pulling him into a quick kiss. He smiled back, but you instantly could see it was a bit forced. “Hey, what’s wrong?”

Timothée shook his head, presenting your lunch to you. “I just brought you food! I was worried you wouldn’t find anything around here, and I wanted to see you,” he confessed, blushing a bit.

You tilted your head. “Thank you, Timo. That’s very sweet, but what’s wrong?”

“What? Nothing. Nothing’s wrong!”

“Mm, never play poker,” you teased, continuing to press his buttons.

He sighed, scratching the back of his neck. “It’s- honestly, it’s stupid. Can we go to your room?”

Suddenly, it clicked. “Oh my god, it was the scene, wasn’t it?” you gasped, leading him to your room and closing the door behind you.

“Y/N…” he warned.

“It totally was!! Babe, you kiss other actors all the time; you know how it is!”

“Okay, yeah, but- I just, ya know, haven’t seen you do it before!! It was just a little.. startling I guess,” he stuttered, clearly flustered and defensive, his arms crossed over his chest. “I mean, you don’t dress like this at home!”

You set your lunch down, letting out a snort. “Darling, I’m also not typically the damned ghost of a duke’s daughter at home either,” you deadpanned, wrapping your arms around his neck. His arms wrapped instinctually around your waist, pulling you close. “Are you jealous, Timothée?” You wore a cocky grin, finding him incredibly endearing.

“I just don’t like seeing other guys all over my girl; is that a crime?” he whined, making pouty faces at you and making you giggle. He wasn’t one to be upset over much for very long.

“Mm, I love when you call me that,” you sighed, biting your lip at him.

He very promptly reacted to your shift in tone, raising a brow at you. “Don’t start anything you can’t finish, doll.” His voice was quiet and low, making you grin.

“Oh, you’ll finish, alright.” His eyes went wide as you pushed him back onto the couch with a giggle, placing yourself in his lap and tugging his bottom lip between your teeth.

“You’re so baadddd,” he sang, giving your ass a playful squeeze. You rocked against his growing bulge, pulling him into a hungry kiss. Your costume pooled around you both as you continued to grind against him; the thrill of the possibility of getting caught spurred you on, much to Timothée’s delight. His lips latched onto your throat eagerly. He wished he could leave a little sign to remind your scene partner of his place but decided against it in fear of you getting scolded.

“Only for you, babe,” you hummed. In a flurry of fabrics, you slipped down the floor, kneeling between his spread legs.

Timmy was pleasantly surprised, chewing on his lip as you made quick work of his belt and fly. He was already incredibly turned on. You removed his length from his jeans, pumping him up and down while gazing up at him. “Fuck, Y/N,” he gasped, sliding down in his seat. You took him into your mouth, knowing you didn’t have as much time as you’d like. You circled your tongue around his sensitive head, relishing the soft groan he let out. You licked a wide stripe along the underside, feeling him twitch in your hand. The gratification of watching him feel so good was nearly enough to get you off all on its own.

He gently gathered your hair, holding it out of your face as you began to bob your head up and down his length. “Holy shit, baby. Ugh, your mouth..” he babbled mindlessly, hips twitching up toward you every so often. You weren’t able to fit all of him into your mouth, so your hands aided in the effort, one following your lips while the other squeezed his thigh or roamed over his stomach occasionally. Feeling warmed up, you pressed yourself further, taking him down your throat until you managed to reach his base. You held for as long as you could before pulling back, gasping for air; he was no easy fit. He cursed, his slick cock twitching against his stomach while you caught your breath. He bit the back of his hand to keep from getting too loud. You quickly went back to work, sensing he was getting closer.

You watched his pretty, hazel eyes roll back as you sped up. “Fu-fuck, Y/N, don’t stop,” he whimpered, his free hand tugging at his own hair as he tumbled toward his climax. Suddenly, his whole body went tense, his head falling back in a silent shout as he spilled his lust into your waiting mouth. You did you best to swallow all he had to give, not wanting to make a mess. He trembled softly and let out sighs as he came down from his high. You pulled off of him with a little pop, biting your lip up at him while he tucked himself back into his jeans. You pulled yourself back up onto the couch next to him, grabbing his chin and pulling him into a lustful kiss.

“See? No reason to be jealous,” you purred, bumping his nose with your own.

“Jesus…” he panted, laughing and running his hands over his face as he soaked in what had just happened. “You’re something else.”

You giggled and hopped up, wiping away your watery eyes in the mirror, readjusting your costume, and drinking some water; you hoped your voice wouldn’t be too hoarse for your next scenes.

Timmy followed after you like a little puppy, wrapping himself around you from behind. He was always so cuddly after an orgasm. “Mmmm, I’d love to return the favor,” he hummed, pressing kisses to your neck and shoulders.

You grinned, leaning back into him. “Ugh, I wish. But I have to get back to set now, my love.” He stuck out his bottom lip, pouting at you through the mirror. “You’ll have to make it up to me later.”

He walked you back to set, his fingers tangled with yours and a little smug smile on his face; anyone could have guessed he just got some.

“I’ll see you later tonight,” he hummed, smiling like a fool. You stood on your toes to peck his lips, but the moment you pulled away, he pulled you right back again, locking lips with you heatedly for a few seconds more. You blushed hotly, hearing a few whistles coming from the cast and crew. It was only after he pulled away and headed for the door that you saw your scene mate standing a few feet away.

[toonhlvrai]

[LOADING REACTION....]

...Is it a bad time to question if those two were....like, friends?

....You could put it that way.

555H1T, 8UTT0NZ. R W3 G0NA G3T B4RN48UZ BAK?? :{

(SHIT, BUTTONS. ARE WE GONNA GET BARNABUS BACK?)

Barnabus? Barnabus is going to be just fine.

Bubeep, though? ..........Well. Sparing the grisly details, you know how Barnabus can be, when, uh. *ahem* When violence is....an option.

WEREN’T YOU ALL IN A BAND? THAT DOESNT CHECK OUT BANDS DONT KILL PEOPLE UNLESS IM WRONG YOU MIGHT BE MORE OF A DANGER MUSIC COLLECTIVE WHAT DO I KNOW

You people actually fell for that? Yeesh.

WHAT.

UGHHH I THOUGHT YOU WERE COOL. Turns out you’re just a bunch of POSERS. LAME.

D1D U JUZT C4LL M3H “””””LAME””””””? D0 U KN0 WH0 UR T4LK1N 2

(DID YOU JUST CALL ME LAME?! DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU’RE TALKING TO?!)

Yeah. I did. And you know what? That’s because that’s what you are. You’re just a bunch of LOSERS. Lying about being in a band so you can....kill someone? Is like....pretty not tubular, dude.

WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE LET US IN

WELL MAYBE -

I just can’t seem to catch a break, can I.

H-hey Rain....boomer...! Um. L-long time no see. What happened to uh. What happened to the others? Are they okay? T-that’s not my Dad’s car, is it? Was it just you and Bubeep comin’ down here, or?

Funny you mention that, Thomas. We were just about to get away from this place because of things like this, and look where it got us.

Back to square one. That’s where.

S....should I get the baby?

Go get the baby.

[Darnold has acquired Joshua. THE BABY IS SAFE.]

Rain, listen. You can still go and stop Barnabus from doing god knows what to your friend(?). There’s still time!

Darnold? I-I don’t see Bubeep anymore...

W-well. Uh. That complicates things, but...

I’m sure it’ll come back, then.....eventually....

It doesn’t work like that. It never does.

Because it never can, can it?! Nothing ever goes well for me!

I SHOULD’VE NEVER AGREED TO ANY OF THIS! IT MAKES ME WANT TO....I-IT MAKES ME WANT TO...

IT MAKES ME WANT TO FUCKING EXPLODE!!!!!

*pant* *pant*

Now, if you excuse me, I’m going off on my own now. I’m going to find Bubeep by myself. And I don’t want any of your help.

[ Rainboomer has left the group. ]

[taegularities]

Omg ugh those anons pfff

If they see this I hope they know that we love interacting with you because we ARE IN LOVE WITH YOUR AMAZING WRITING cuz yeah you’re so freaking talented and no talent is overrated ever, i mean do they have any idea of the effort and the amount of work needed to create such interesting plots and convey emotions so beautifully through writing?!

Also you’re literally so sweeet! You answer each of our asks when you don’t even have to, and you give each ask its own importance! The world really has too many jealous sad people 🥲 harsh but this is the only way I can portray those who send hate messages.

RID! YOU’RE WONDERFUL! NEVER DOUBT YOURSELF EVER ❤️

-S

ughhh, writing is so damn hard, like forming a sentence w a blank brain is really a challenge lmaooo 😭 pfft yeah, lots of sad people in this world, but i hope their days get better. but thank u so much for sending this message, cutie, i appreciate and love u and ur words are really doing wonders for me 🥺 i'll always try my best at writing fics and being a better person <3

[staysuki]

https://ibb.co/s9hRYQD 👁️👄👁️ ohh we ll be seeing the older sister soon 👀 seungmin and older sister are on their rebel phase ✨ interesting. i love the build-up of this whole thing. the progression is slow BUT that gives more reason as to why i want more updates. it heightens my curiosity the longer i read it :>> anyways, you dropped all of the YHM chapters na pala HAHHA i ll read it when i have the time, maybe later early morning or tomorrow para tuloy tuloy 😭

Lovegame anon: anyways, i read lovegame anon s thoughts about the endgame in EHALOJ and t/s/he/y gave a BIG YES to seungmin 😌👌 you make a great point about felix and changbin though 🤔 like what 🍕 said, it d be nice if you could also share your thoughts about s2 hehe. it s fun reading your opinions. ALSO MAYBE SLC (??)

🍕 anon: yeah im also curious to how it well end up with them being together, considering their current relationship 😭 I M EXCITED TO READ HUHU though ash did mention that it felt rushed. nonetheless, all her works are a good read 😌 it s the way she constructs the dialogues, for me. it s always hilarious LMAO. yes, i want to hear it x129424 🥺 how s work btw?

i like the new PPs ash <33 they come in various colors and shapes <33, PP heart is still the best PP out there though 😔🙌 i think its bc seungmin is your bias and you always subconsciously force yourself to make it your best work since ITS seungmin girl 🥴 or maybe it s just HIS presence that gets you so distracted LMAO either way, i enjoyed reading the first 7 chapters of YHM :>> I WANT TO CONTINUE READING IT BUT SCHOOL UGH 🤧 good luck finding the culus-es (??) ! i just recently finished hunting all of the geoculus and it tired me out like watdafuq. ofc, you made this smallass emoji (not really :>>) for me, i promise to use it to it s full capabilities 😌

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is that tumblr huhu 😭 it suxx. yes, older sister reveal soon 😈😈😈 (actually not yet, i’m thinking about it. whether i want to reveal her in chapter six already or not skahajshwjshsh although i already did drop her name, but i still wanna give suspense as to what kind of person she is and as to how she treats y/n because i literally have not dropped a single clue yet about that 🤧). i do like the slow progression tho :,))) less pressure and also i wanna wait to hear peoples’ thoughts before i roll in the big boy chapters

and yes take your time reading. or don’t read it at all lmao 😭

and yes, it’s fun reading lovegame anon’s thoughts 😌 it feels like such an enlightening conversation everytime, it gives me good outside perspective of my own characters too (and like i said, sumtimes i take inspo from the conversations in the asks 🤧). idk if they’ll read SLC tho but it is pretty in the early games rn 😭 and also it’s like, hyunjin’s smau so there’s no exciting endgame stuff.

thank u for having faith in me but fr, don’t expect much 😭🤧. and yes, we wanna hear it uwu.

yes, felix has been working overtime for those designs. ALSO IDK WHY UGHHH I LOVE SEUNGMIN BUT UGHHHH, yk what i will TRY to write a good fic for him. maybe not anytime soon but i WILL 😡😡😡 he’s always my favorite side character in literally every fic i make that features him so it dOES NOT make sense how i can’t make a good story with him.

this genshin grind is killing me :,))) i remember why i stopped playing in the first place. and ur welcome ␈␈␈␈␈␈␈␈␈␈

also, don’t click the read more button until you’re done with the seungmin smau (unless u don’t plan on reading it cuz it sucks) because it’s just a one sentence spoiler answering your “how they end up together” question.

they don’t.

[nopenname23]

here’s a shitpost of me playing the click and drag game <3

If you wanna play too, here’s the link X.

KUROO is your Best Friend & BOKUTO is your Sibling

THE KUROO AND BOKUTO FRIENDSHIP ALDKJASDLK. Just living for the imagery of your older brother and your best friend having the BEST broromance?!?

I love it. You’d be the three musketeers

Bokuto is the best big bro and u won’t tell me otherwise

He’d definitely act like 5 years younger than you sometimes, even though he’s a year older

You’d call him nii-chan esp when he’s in emo/baby mode 

You’d pep him up in a second when you say “but nii-chan can do anything!”

[[Akaashi (despite his understanding of Kou and abilities to control his funk) is admittedly quite jealous of the immediacy and certainty of your ways]]

Anyways, yeah yeah, kuroo was your brother’s bffl first

But over time he’s just been really dependable and like the /actual/ older bro of your group

Guh I love this dynamic a lot

ATSUMU is your Rival 

Same year.

Same class.

Every year.

Sometimes you think it’s fate’s cruel joke.

You’ve got a rivalry going with Atsumu that has only been going on since pre K

It started with you two competing to make the biggest and prettiest sandcastle

To this day, no one knows who stomped on whose first, but everyone remembers the tears and the screaming blame game

In the present, he’s your rival in the sense that you try your best to destroy each other’s egos

Relentlessly.

Your interests are vastly different, but your temperaments are quite the match

Aka Atsumu loooves your reactions

And you take his bait Every. Time.

At the end of the day tho, somehow you still got each other's backs

You stick with the same circle of friends 

There's this one time when you gave him the silent treatment for a while and he was very very confused.

He tried to play nice but even then u weren't having it

(Tbh it was like shaking the bottle of a carbonated drink. You felt it, but you seemingly had the patience of a saint)

Atsumu starts to get hurt by this bc even though you never gave each other a break, he's never considered you not a friend

He withdraws and his silence actually shakes the bottle more somehow 

So when he mutters an offhand comment about you always being late under his breath at a group hangout

You burst.

LIKE YOU DON'T MAKE US ALL WAIT WHILE YOU PUT THE GREASE ON YOUR MUSTARD HEAD? 

o.o

He's stunned (along with everyone else) but it only lasts a second bc everything is back to normal and this feels way better than being ignored

Ughhh why don't you just go home it seems like you haven't prepared your public manners yet >:(

"Don't worry, y/n. I'm not going anywhere. :)"

"KEEP YOUR HANDS TO YOURSELF BUD ISTG—"

"Did you hear that everyone?? We're buds :)"

TENDOU Plays Volleyball with You

When you were younger, you’d accompany Kou and Kuroo to the community volleyball spaces

And when no one Tendou’s age wanted to play with him, there you were

And the cutest friendship blossomed <3

It was fun, he taught you a lot (and while your technique has improved, you don’t love the effort it takes to chase the ball lol)

You mostly just toss back and forth while you gossip

You both are THE BIGGEST shittalkers 

You LIVE to just chat and each other’s antics (you both like to poke fun at others’ egos and laugh about it together later lol. I love a bully duo)

Dw this duo doesn’t make their victims cry or anything

Like max is poking fun at Semi’s casual clothes and saying he looks weird (even though he looks damn fiineee)

SEMI Takes You Out on a Date

speaking of Semi...

SEMISEMISEMI

[[PLEASE TAKE ME OUT MY MUSICALLY GIFTED BB]]

You’ve lowkey crushed on this beauty for a while

But there’s like too many degrees of separation between ya

He goes to tendou’s school, he works at the record store, he’s in a local band

He's so cool and hot and you have no nerve to talk to him

Luckily (or not) tendou somehow makes a date happen

(Tbh I don't think semi knows it's supposed to be a date but it def is for you!!)

You've only waited your whole life for this moment.

You’d go to the movies or something generic (bc you want to plan it out to a tee and make it perfect so u go with cliche bc this is everything you want to tell your grandkids etc)

Yay! Date with semi~

KAI Cockblocks You

(fyi I know next to nothing about Kai, but he gives off v nice guy with a nice smile vibes)

So on your date with Semi, Kai also happens to be working at the movies that day

You’ve been v excited about this date and have maybe overprepared

(as in pretty much scripted the entire thing)

Part of your plan was to see the latest horror film (you think it’ll make you look tough... and you pre-watched it so that you wouldn’t do anything too embarrassing and could come up with quippy lines/reactions)

As you approach the ticket counter, there’s this guy there with a nametag reading Kai

Turns out that horror movie is sold out :/

So Kai suggests a different movie bc it’s playing at the same time

!! 

-This is fineeeee. You’ll make do. Stick to the script.-

Too bad the movie’s a Schindlers List type of show 

:$

Everything goes NOT according to plan from this point on

You act super awkward (aka major performance anxiety)

You say lines that you prepared for the jumpscare scenes at the dramatic ones in this film

It. is. Not. cute.

No recovery available. 

Sorry.

You had plans to eat after but it was a heavy movie and semi thinks it'd be best to part ways here 

O.o 

"oh. ok...bye"

You don't go to the record store anymore. 

Sigh.

So, therefore, Kai inadvertently “ruined all and any semblance of romantic feels that could and would have developed!!”

It’s no fault of his own, but you refuse to forgive him. Ever. 

Poor guy :(

(Later you see him playing at a Nekoma match with Kuroo, ur bffl, and you highkey shoot him glares the whole game lol. Gives him SEVERE shivs)

Again, poor guy. 

KITA was your First Kiss

When you were in middle school Kita was your first kiss after some freak ‘accident’ on suna’s part HAHA

[[or maybe, casual middle school bf bc he was the nicest friend and you walked home together, held hands, and then tried to kiss and were both like lol nah]]

Dw he’s been very chill about the whole thing, apologises and lets you know it doesn’t count and he’s still your pal (sweet bb)

Atsumu looked on with a surprised raised eyebrow open mouthed look like D8<

If anything, Atsumu is the one who doesn't let anyone forget this happened

YAMAGUCHI Has a Crush on You

Yamaguchi (and all other ‘nice boys’) crush on you because you give off sweet and quiet and perfect wife-y material vibes 

Little do they know when you’re with your pals, you’re the rowdiest of the bunch, got the mouth of a sailor, and just the biggest roaster of anyone and everyone

So he has a crush on you for a while 

But he never talks to you and that's cool~

?????? Is Your Boyfriend

Tbh i have no clue who that character is... dkm lol

You probably had a period where you forgot his name too

You call him petnames to get around that

You’re mostly dating bc he confessed to you and he seems like he rly likes you so you thought the attention would be nice :)

Atsumu definitely gives you the HARDEST time when he catches on that you don’t know your bf’s name/anything about him.

It is 100p THE. WORST.

He def baits you when you’re in a large group setting with your bf to embarrass you (ex. “Okay, now y/n is going to order us by our first names/birthdays/day we first met her! >:)”)

Yeah, so this relationship lasts longer than it realistically should (but not really that long, you don’t waste ur best years with him or anything)