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I hate to beg all the time, I'm stressed financially without social support and I'm still open for commissions. I can offer some reference art like this (starting with 50$, check pricing in my carrd), but I'm open for anything listed in my carrd.
I'll take 3 slots for the reference art though, unlimited for anything else!
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| 9/8/23
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Hi! With your stargazers au, what radio symbols do you use with Alastor's powers? What do those symbols mean and is there some special thought behind choices in symbols?
📻: "These ones, my dear?"
Keen eye! They're actually various electrical symbols for radio stations and are NOT VOODOO at all. As I'm not a practitioner of the Vaudoux religion, I didn't feel qualified enough to represent their practices all willy nilly. Though Alastor is still very much an actual Creole Vodouisant who lived in New Orleans Louisiana in my #HHStargazersAU! This design choice for his magic came to mind when I realized that since I couldn't use the more natural voodoo deer side of him, I could just shift focus to his more electronic radio hosting aspect. Which actually had symbolisms of their own! Be it his radio symbols or sound waves. Pictograms that were likely used on signs, books, or instructions, and such. That's how his green spells came to be in my story and they're usually just the general symbols for radio! ^v^
-Bubbly💙
#spacebubblearts#alastor#hazbin hotel#HHStargazersAU#radioapple#appleradio#radio symbols#voodoo discussion#human au#sort of#why did I draw him this cute tho#whoops#duckydeer#duckiedeer#doodle#asks#thanks for the asks anon! =D#it's been awhile but I still have college finals so#sorry if it's been radio silence on my end TvT#pun intended#alastor the radio demon#I swear I'm doing a lot of things#behind the scenes for my au tho#still happening#ughhh I can't wait to reach the chaggie & lilith part of my story tho#then there's alastor and lucifer aughh#I'm just as psyched as you guys I swear#why do school works exist WHYYY#animation student complaining about doing more art#because they want to do MORE art
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pearls 🦪
based on Pearls from the Deep by @thedarkivist🖤
#ferdibert#fire emblem three houses#hubert von vestra#ferdinand von aegir#fe3h#my art#disclaimer that (too) many artistic liberties were taken (I'm sorry)#therefore you should go and read the fic to see how much better it is!!#this idea has been haunting me since May but ughhh some things need to ferment in my head before I draw them#it was so fun to draw it#I love this fic go and read it!!!!!
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Irene - Like a Flower MV Teaser
#bae irene#irene#red velvet#dailyrv#femaleidolsedit#loml#rvedit#redvelvetinc#rvinc#igfs#ggnet#my gifs#mine#flash tw#i've never been so excited about anything ever in my life#i'm stoked#ughhh i love her#sorry the quality isn't my best#i haven't giffed in awhile
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much 😩#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way 🤦♀️#lulu posts
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im sure i've talked about it before but i won't even lie. the utter lack of fat people in most media is really, Really depressing. like it's 2024 i thought we'd have come farther than this by now .... sad!
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Btw when Acronix said, "I like her, she's...mean," he was referring to ME!!!! (100% REAL!!) <333
#./hj#I'll let yall macaroni shippers be happy justttttttttttt a tiny bit#But we all know that he was talking about me#Yall call yourself time twins fans but then forget I literally made a cameo in season 7 and was his love interest... smh#Sigh#Sorry guys its about to be 12 i swear im so weird when its almost midnight#ninjago#lego ninjago#Ninjago acronix#acronix#acronix ninjago#Hands of time#My only true love is bread#Machia ninjago#ninjago machia#machia#Commander machia#Ujjjghjjjjjjhhh#Dies#Joke joke joke joke joke joke joke#Jokeeeeee#Choke hahhkkk#Jokeeeee#Ugh I'm so tireddd#UGHHH#./jjjjjj#Ninjago time twins
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Phil gets a boyfriend!
#amazingphil#phil lester#my edits#Phil gets a boyfriend!#10:07#this top text is getting under my skin. i'm so sorry. it looks DISGOSTANG#i was solving a puzzle trying to get how to show when his reading stops and comment starts ughhh#and yes it is intentionally smaller than the bottom one :)
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My headcanons of the Reluctant Follower unmasked back in the day vs now :3 Valerie (2019) and Vanessa (2021) + Rare human art
Imma be real I was a bit disappointed at the Vanny is Vanessa twist because off how it got spoiled already by SteelWool and stuff but I'm fine with it now!!! But oughhh rip my old Vanny design you will be my oc now!! I think I was just bummed because they kept hinting at it and like the first human character revealed and the enemy being a furry is like huh istg if she ends up being the security guard... I think I wouldn't have mind if Ness had more screentime tbh!!
So back then I hoped Vanny was separate from Vanessa and they both had similar names so Glitchtrap wanted to frame Nessie for the murders due to it. Same with Glam Freddy and Greggy think it was Vanessa who was the bad guy at first like gasps Vanessa + Bunny = Vanny!! Also they're both fake blondes and dye their hair often!! (There's more to it but I'd end up rambling)
First time drawing textured hair digitally I hope to improve more on it in the future because oughh Vanny deserves it!!!
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#fnaf fanart#fnaf au#reluctant follower#fnaf vanessa#vanessa sb#vanessa security breach#fnaf vanny#vanny#my art#sorry for yapping yall but-#vanessa has lots of blue streaks in her hair because It reminds me of my first fnaf self insert and that's why :3#I feel like a fake vanessa fan because I prefer drawing her fursona more but ughhh i'm a furry leave me alone... /lh#trying to get out of my comfort zone with this and not draw lineart but the lineart beckons me (Also new brush yay!!!)#this would've been tragic toxic yuri vanguard...#going back to my love of bright and saturated <333#🦭🩷🐇🐰🐇🐰🐇🐰🐯
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Hottest JJBA Outfit Bracket - Round 3 Match 15
#oh fuck. i'm so sorry mariah my love :(#i mean look mariah is hot as hell and i love her style and she looks amazing in that hood#but abbachio's look is just. it's abbacchio's look it's goth and slutty and he has hair like a yugioh character for some reason#he's a jojos character through and through in his design#mariah has a beautiful design but not as iconic#but ughhh i hate voting against my girl#leone abbacchio#jjba mariah#vento aureo#golden wind#stardust crusaders#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#who's hotter jjba#hottest jjba outfit bracket
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hate being an artist that likes fictional characters i feel like everytime i post art of a character and tag it the people going through the tag absolutely hate my ass LOL
#like im sure this is the case with a few characters i draw alot#constantly thinking about how theres probably a shit ton of people that despise my interpretations or whatever#like yea i can do whatever i want but likeeee i still have fear of being judged like that in the back of my mind all the time .#even by the people i know#sorry forbeing a freak .💔#i haaate putting my art in main tags but i kinda have to just to make things easier to find on my blog ughhh#its always ''do it scared'' ''do whatever you want forever'' ''make weird art'' and then when i do i feel like I'm gonna have a billion#people side eye me like im a freak#UGHHHHsory#ill explode forever I guess
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I drew some art for Falls The Shadow as it has been living rent free in my head for the last couple of weeks now, it’s just THAT good. I really really hope you like it and ahhhhhhhh I hope I did Brennan justice
@avituses UM. What in the hell is happening with your account, first the incredible REMS art didn't show up anywhere in the tag and I didn't get any notification for you tagging me, and now I have zero memory of this ask?? No notification?? I've been scrolling now and saw the art AND OH MY GOD???
This is AMAZINGGG, thank you so much!! Hope it's okay if I immediately add it to the fic, fuck. It's so delightfully creepy, and Joker's expression is perfect. You absolutely did Brennan justice. I'm so amazed by people's love for him, it's the second time someone drew him! I love it, and I'm so glad you enjoyed FTS so much.
#ughhh how the hell did I miss this. I'm so sorry since I have no idea how it happened#tumblr is hiding all the good art from me!!#asks#falls the shadow#joker
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How do you juggle work, school, AND conversion?? I want to get started on my conversion and have made steps to, but it feels nearly impossible when i have almost no days off :( how do you do it??
So, I'm not sure how helpful this is, but I have found that having a flexible job and having to commute to school and shul to be helpful.
I've had shabbos off for the longest time and will have to take off time for my weekly classes for conversion. I've had to significantly reduce my workload because of college, so getting on financial aid was pretty much inevitable. I have to commute to school and shul about forty-five minutes each way, and weirdly enough, it helps me. It definitely forces me to make the most out of all the time I spend to do this.
I'd really say that having a strong community and people you can talk to is imperative. I really hope you either have or will have a rabbi who can work with you for your schedule - my rabbi lives over two hours away, and he's still talking about making plans to have coffee or hike to talk.
I hope this answer might have given you some ideas - I've planned my schedule almost completely around my education, and I treat my conversion as an extension of my college career. In that sense, I guess I never thought of it as "juggling," so I'm really worried that I might not have the best advice for you, especially because we most likely have vastly different workloads and education and whatnot. If anything, I just hope you take out of this that you are welcome to speak with me, and I hope hope hope you have or will find a community that really makes you feel welcomed and loved. Sometimes, even that small blessing makes it easier
#ask#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#conversion FAQs#personal thoughts tag#ughhh i'm really sorry that this (most likely) isn't helpful#my mindset has been hyperfocused on education and my brain sees learning as like... the same as drinking water?#so i just don't necessarily think of it as a potential stressor (though it is stressful) so i'm really scared this isn't helpful 😭#further questions/clarifications/anything else is more than welcome 🩵🩵🩵
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why did i do this
#new expressions challenge#darik and caira#it darik#brookriver art#im going to chew my arm off#pokemon mystery dungeon#except not really these portraits are all 45x45 they wouldn't fit#i tried doing them smaller but i'd have to crop out the top of his head in order to be able to do his eyes#i'm sorry caira i can't do this again you're going to have to go portraitless#ughhh if the madness carries a little bit further and i'm compelled to make walking sprites for him i could possibly use that for something#artwork#pixel art#YOU'LL NEVER GUESS WHAT POKEMON HE USED TO BE
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stuff i'm thinking to get off: tits and especially nipples when someone is pregnant and/or in labour. The way nipples get puffy, longer and darker, as they prepare to feed. the way tits grow and swell with milk. Someone whose tits grow to look more like udders as their pregnancy goes on, their partner making them labour on their hands and knees when the contraction start. Their partner squeezing their huge boobs in an almost painful manner, pulling, rubbing and squeezing their huge nipples in a way that makes milk shoot from them to the floor.
Someone without tits, but their chest still swells with pregnancy. Their nipples still grow and they look so much more prominent with their lack of actual boobs. They poke through the clothes they wear in a way that look obscene and they leave wet patches to the fabric, always leaking milk so everyone can see how perfect for breeding they are. How their body is so good at making food for their child, when they haven't even given birth yet. People commenting on how much milk they're leaking, all the time, people squeezing at their nipples through clothing without their permission and laughing and making fun of them when they cry and whine about it.
Just... people's nipples, leaking milk and so perfect to put your mouth on, when they're pregnant and/or in labour.
#ughhh sorry there's not enough lactation stuff combined w pregancy and especially labour and it's SO HOT to me#stuff i'm thinking to get off#pregnancy kink#birth kink#lactation
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