#ughhh i hate the world
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the urge to not deal with politics and discourse bc i’m severely mentally ill and also physically disabled and need to get my life together so i can actually manage/act on information at this critical time vs the absolutely horrific timing of me coming to this conclusion
#the adas speak#i don’t want to make myself worse but i also don’t want to know nothing bc shit’s really going down#and learning about stuff without social media is going to be difficult. i don’t fully trust most news sources#also i have that class related to politics and i need to be up to date to own the libs (black leftist edition)#if i don’t look i won’t know things. if i do look i probably won’t do things about the things i know#ughhh i hate the world
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twink of the day
#i was forced at gunpoint to say that/j#sleepykitty5549#my art#digital art#drawing#dandys world sprout#dw sprout#sprout seedly#dandys world fanart#dandys world#dandy's world fanart#dandy world#dw roblox#dandys world roblox#dandys world art#why are there so many fucking dandys world tags.#ughhh#i hate tagging
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You’re looking for something— no, someone, too, aren’t you?
(I can’t comprehend how you understand what’s going on, with your lifeless shell. Craft as you are.)
#isat#in stars and time#live a live#isat loop#cube live a live#RAHHHHHH [COMBINES MY FIXATIONS]#behold my crack fic au. tiny robot in dormont#I’m cooking let me cook. cube has the little guy little dude vibes#and is also canonically like. a baby?#their chapter in the game happens the day they were finished#so. a baby.#cube is so <3. their chapter is a space horror#I would 100% recommend at least watching a video of it#IT GOES CRAZYYYYYY#pov flicking a card that says die child die at the floor. so#anyways. this au makes no sense to anyone but me#this is MY funny house and I’m going to play in it#worlds smartest baby [a robot] figures out timeloop shit before the party more at 2#if you ask I WILL ramble abt the concept of this au I will#<- trying desperately to get away from working on my other au post#[I need to draw smth for it and I’m struggling lollll]#sitting here like ughhh I don’t wanna draw this imageee [puts off entire au post]#ANYWAYSSSS#LOOP WOULD HATE THIS KID. the fuck is a robot.#the fuck is this damn thing and how has it read me literally immediately#how dare you be made of craft. be artificial. and be able to read my despair like a book#how dare you; a fake being made by someone else. be more human to me than the people that once were my party#how dare you want to help me when I dont know you because you didn’t EXIST in my loops#…but. uh. thanks for the coffee. even if I can’t drink it I recognize the sentiment. or whatever#falls to the floor dramatically. oughhhh loop and cube ougughhh
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I saw @khrysalisposting do a tier list based on music, so I had to do one too lolol ❤️
#lemuria? PEAK. esp ursai village and the ending. no notes#arcanum is so pretty. and the combat themes fuck so hard#KH is self explanatory lolol#empyrea? MOST SLEPT ON MUSIC EVER#ITS SO GOOD#AZ is fantastic but I hate the combat music lolol#SL gets a perfect score#but it’s brought down by the rest of KT#KT is nostalgic but they were also still trying to find their footing at that point#mirage is SO good. just didn’t have the same oomph as the top tier#KM gets a high score for the theme lol#it’s just so catchy and annoying and I love that they got people to sing it#UGHHH WL IS SO GOOOOOD#a couple that missed a little bit#but it has my favorite Dasein theme so it’s all good#it took me a longggg time to warm up to NV I’ll be real#still a banger. but it took awhile to get used to#WC is so iconic. kinda repetitive but how can you not start humming the shop theme#ZF is so unique. didn’t have the oomph of the higher tiers but still so good. atmospheric af#same with AV#MB gets real repetitive after awhile lol#GH gets major points for WT. Nick Jonas u knocked it out of the park#the rest of the music is. fine.#MS is so repetitive#I can’t stand the Olympus combat theme lolol I wil actually mute the game#DS gets very samey very quick#reminds me of slogging thru the world too#I literally can’t remember anything outside of the hub theme for PL. nothing noteworthy at all#WS is annoying 😭#so is CL. didn’t fit the theme and was real boring. got used way too much in p101
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Me staring at test results: It makes so much sense for her, but if I don't specify or elaborate, then we end up with the fanon take. Ugh, how do I easily explain that if you look at the word 'sex' through a much more old-fashioned lens instead of the modern one, that you'll get a vastly different picture of it?
/takes angycat.png typing to my tags
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ post-it. ] in a way; you are poetry material. you are full of cloudy subtleties I am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out.#[ i'm so tired. i need to write a post on this or something. and somehow add it to my pinned. in some way. ]#[ 'sex' and 'seduction' are /not/ wrong in my opinion. HOWEVER-- they are /very wrong/ if we go by modern labels and perception. ]#[ god the horror of writing a muse that is so interlaced in a modern world; setting and culture but seems to /ooze/ something archaic. ]#[ this level of refinement isn't of our times in my opinion. these things that she loves aren't commonly loved nowadays. ]#[ there's so much about her that is old-fashioned to me and it's so in my face. and yet fanon doesn't see it. ]#[ i can't believe i'm an old millennial who's screaming boomer or older things. ]#[ but like can we acknowledge that sex in today's age isn't the same as it used to be? not /always/ but more generally so. ]#[ can we acknowledge that /seduction/ didn't always mean what people see it to mean now? ]#[ can we acknowledge that the FEMME FETALE TROPE HAS CHANGED /LEAGUES/ since the 2000s? ]#[ which is my biggest beef actually. and maybe all of my frustration plays into this most. it's that the femme fatale now is sexualized. ]#[ while that is /not/ what the femme fatale used to be. kafka plays into the old school femme fatale so well. film noir days. ]#[ i had this same struggle on yelan where they make VERY OBVIOUS draws to it by her music in her trailer. god; the jazz. ]#[ but kafka suffers from this so very much as well to a point where i don't dare to call her a femme fatale because then it's fanon. ]#[ the fanon i hate so much. ]#[ but just uuuughhhh. UGHHH. it's so much to explain. ]
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Chat should I watch trolls band together?
#I actually kinda liked the first trolls movie it was okay it just got kinda ughhh in like somewhere around the second half.#personally i dont like trolls world tour i hated the whole ROCK IS EVIL thing yk?? and the film itself was just..not my thing.#but i have been hearing alot of good things from people#and im only mentioning it now bc i can watch it now on netflix
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im so mad im going to draw my favorite characters so i wont be so mad
#UGHHH whayever. throwsup#Sorry i havent eaten at all today and ive been stressed the fuck out over a minor thing#ughhhhhh the world hates me everyone hates me#On a semi related note I might finally try selling adopts because i really dont like being poor#its annoying as fuck Likei didnt even get to keep my birthday money bc i immediately had to give it back#people constantly ask me for money despite me being the only unemployed one in the house#I can never keep anything ever#anyways lalala im going to snap someday
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gonna start drawing character refs and actually uploading to artfight
#ughhh.. world hates me#ipad pen ran out of battery? charge and get on pc and grab my huion#BATTERY DEAD TOO. FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFE IG#i wanna draw hobie i w*clawing at the wall#speak iza
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the amount of time between jack cutting that girl's spaghetti sack and him actually doing something about it is very unnerving
#hey... un... NERVING... heh. hehe#it really is tense. christian is standing there giving jack the iconic pep talk and im like#''ughhh the passage of time''#but yeah its meant to be tense#can you imagine how uncomfortable the other doctors must be in that scene#or how uncomfortable the doctors and nurses of their hospital must be on a regular basis#whenever the fucking shephards have Drama in front of everybody during surgery#jack: dad i need you. dad stop looming over me. dad i hate you. dad i love you#christian: you're the best doctor in the world and you're a cringe loser failure forever#nurse: i don't wanna work here anymore
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I'm so immune to the inquisition hate because if a sidequest is boring i just wont do it. built different
#ya ya ik there's other things to criticize#but thee number one thing people pop up with when u mention this game is the hinterlands and the sidequests#which is so.#it reminds me of when im playing some of my multiplayer faves like OW or valo#and people in chat are like UGHHH THIS GAME SUCKS I HATE IT IT'S NOT FUN#like?? stop playing then 5head#go do something fun#also immune to the inquisition hate because i genuinely love the big expansive open worlds#idc that there's “nothing to do” like i enjoy taking walks with my pals listening to the music and killing wildlife/mining ore
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finished HnK. first half was great third quarter was really good and sometimes fantastic last quarter almost completely lost me. is stopping caring about the characters because you never spend any time with them and then, like, spoilers happens the POINT or did i just read it wrong
#cried a bit at it but didn’t actually like the ending#disliked how the series handled its approach to ‘everything ends eventually’ in general tbh. i ended up just almost-completely disconnecting#with any of the individual characters#and none of the newer ones introduced around the endzone felt sympathizable#apologies to the author but i’m also a fucking human still#a truly non-anthropomorphic world was not achieved in the story and is wholly unappealing as a conclusion to a story#it’d be better without any dialogue or ‘characters’ at all at that point#<- actual earnest critique . it’d’ve worked way better.#in the interest of making a story about letting go of ones connections to life or whatever because humanity is corrupt#it leads to ME letting go of my connections to the damn story. its a pity.#i have let go and moved on. to like. idfk what i’m reading next actually i was considering claymore but i dont actually expect it to be good#also the ‘romance’ arc was. :/#which started in the third quarter by my mental ruling but was part of the. ughhh sorry i hate how all the gems interpersonal relatuonships#with each other were pathologized and (un)resolved it fucking sucked i dont like it
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anyways
finished watching all the hobbit + the lord of the rings movies
now how the fuck am i going to sleep rn after crying my eyes out, huh
#leos ramble#and i just HAVE to keep reminding myself#ITS JUST A MOVIE#ITS FICTIONAL#and a part of me hates that strong emotional attachment like this#dear gods all the medication and therapy in the world won’t solve whatever the fuck is wrong with me#i need like a billion years of hibernation to get back to normalcy holy fuck#I HATE THIS SM UGHHH
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how tf do ppl play pebble as a kiter maybe im just goobbrained I HATE HOW PEBBLE HAS A HIGHER STEALTH ITS SO ANNOYING!!! and having 2 health is so much worse to play :(
#dandy’s world#dandy world give us stealth lowering trinkets….please…plsplsplspls#i hate that i used all my ichor on him when i couldve bought shelly or saved a bit more for astro ughhh#dandys world yapping
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ughhh I’m so sick but we’re so short staffed at work this is NOT the week for me to need to take days off
#Vi is yapping#if you know me you know that I’m always sick#Like always#me and my rhinitis/sinusitis against the fucking world I guess#UGHHH I HATE HAVING SINUS INFECTIONS
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Weight talk tw I guess idk how to describe the post sorry im a little high
It’s so weird being around people who talk about weight problems (IOP) and like idk it brings up weird shit in my brain almost anxiety that I should feel bad about myself somehow like I’m doing this wrong being confident idk. Weird self doubt thing that happens when you’ve loved yourself (hmm. Rephrase. I don’t care about being fat. let’s say that.) and then you’re in a room full of people having a group discussion about how they avoid living their life in happy ways because they don’t want to become like you. But you love yourself. But everyone in your life since you were little has been dieting and talking about weight and specific numbers (someone was anxious about gaining seven pounds! SEVEN. If they saw my scale they would shit themselves. I put on seven pounds taking a big bong rip Jesus fucking Christ seven pounds. I wanted to rip my hair out.)
Next time weight issues come up in IOP I’m stepping out of the room. Like idk how to explain it cause it’s like not a trigger but I guess it is ? But it’s just so weird like the way I’m triggered makes me want to cry why does the world hate me for being fat what the fuck !!!!
#me when I gain weight issues through thinking about my own body in a group setting#ughhh#whatever fuck it#taking an anxiety med chavas at work Levi’s on a train (EXCITED!!!!) I’m gonna take my little sedative friend and try to take a nap bc six#and a half hours after the last two days I’ve had is fucking nothing. going to nap city will fix me.#also taking my morning med. I haven’t done that yet I need to eat *stares into camera* to take my meds gahhhh I hate having a human form an#intestines just take the med with one cracker and not get sick what the fuck body I’m so sick of heart burn I want to burn down the world#and now that I’ve had a med increase I get fucking withdrawal symptoms if I miss a morning dose which I found out bc I left my meds at home#accidentally on Monday when I was so overtired and forgot to put them back in my bag for IOP (cause they have food at IOP so I take them#there once I’ve eaten) and then I had a headache for like half of the day and I was so overtired I was crying on the drive home cause I#wanted to sleep so bad and then I got home and my brain wouldn’t shut the fuck up even on the sleep meds until I talked to kath and she#calmed me down just existing the little sweetheart god I love her okay anyways babble over I’m very overtired and a little cranky and my#brother has been in a very bitchy mood recently idk what’s got him on edge but everything is setting him off into little fights like not#just with me he was fighting with mom this morning he’s just kick to getting worked up recently which leads to me being angry wanting to be#rude which means do the opposite which means show extra compassion woohoo coping skills 🗣️🗣️#anyways. post panic attack sedative nap (my beloved) or perhaps work on editing my vlog#I’m high I forgot you can’t hit comma on tags. edit my vlog. vacuum. (I always spell vacuum with two c’s and not two u’s and I think#autocorrect should not correct me on that one bc I think I am right in my soul idk why#there’s another word I’m like that with but I forget what it is . okay bye thank you for listening to my type words goodbye goodnight mwah#it’s nap time babyyyyyy#idk if I have to trigger tag this ? someone let me know if I do please
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distacking
Arb (the first few are wips)
Pings (groan)
Rnd, Goob, Loucky, Finn- @homelesstransroachguy @umaisho @four-corners-dude @machlover54666
That goob is heavily based on machlover
The vee is for @skerozz
#callmeend#ughhh#dandys world#dandy’s world#little star#Little star stamps#stamps little star#goob dandys world#dandys world goob#dandys world razzle and dazzle#razzle and dazzle dandys world#dandys world teagan#teagan dandys world#vee dandys world#dandys world vee#dandys world toodles#toodles dandys world#i hate finn#finn dandys world#dandys world finn#flutter dandys world#dandys world flutter#loucky little star#little star loucky#<<loucky jumpscare /j#my friends art :]#om nom nom
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