#ugh T____T

[c4rr10n]

The bad news is that I had an episode (svt) and hesitated too long to call the paramedics and missed it by like one fucking minute. The good news is that I passed as male LOL

[moonspirit]

A year and two days ago, I came back to the writing arena with Tomorrow Will Come, a post-canon oneshot that wasn't supposed to spawn four sequels after it, and the crazy talented and wonderful @annawayne gifted me this T_T

(anna pls, I'm overwhelmed every time, you can't keep doing this T_T)

I don't want to sound like I'm tooting my own horn, because fic writers come and go, and there are many who've been in the AA fandom for years - but all the same, I just want to say, I'm happy I started writing again and returned to Tumblr. I've met so many wonderful people on here (you know exactly who all you are), and it doesn't feel like a year, more like a lifetime, and there is nowhere else I'd rather be. So... I'm glad this fic was the one that half brought me here.

As for this... This BEAUTIFUL art T_T Anna. Your talent knows no bounds. This is beyond fucking magnificent, I'm so grateful, thank you so much T/////T

That said, holy fucking shit do I need to re-write the whole damn fic because 🥲 I'm wincing a bit at my prose from back then...

[forcedhesitation]

Man.

there's just something about the love between a woman whose impending death is inevitable and a man who's an immortal undead...

[thingswhatareawesome]

¨

[tenebriism]

"here. i made this for you."

kaeya's voice is nothing if not gentle as he takes a knee by dainsleif's side, his good eye twinkling with a merry light that's so very unusual for him. one hand comes to rest tenderly against dainsleif's shoulder, and then kaeya holds up a bowl of steaming-hot and delightful-smelling soup, looking quite proud of himself.

"shorbet adas. baba used to make this when i was a kid. do you remember it ? mine ... isn't as good as his was, but ... well. please ... humor me, sir dainsleif; you do so much for me --- won't you let me care for you, too ?"

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO DAINKAE ONLY ;; @aalberich .

An indefinite existence, though largely a curse, could be KIND sometimes, too. It was always around this time of year that the realms seem to EXPLODE with a level of blinding festiveness that oft had the wandering immortal stopping in his tracks to simply admire, before he pressed on to CONTINUE along this winding path to nothingness. Each culture brought with it its own unique traditions, and while each one had become vastly unrecognizable compared to centuries ago, some things, still, never changed.

This, though, is the FIRST year he, personally, would not stick to tradition ( of keeping to himself, of submitting even further to the loneliness he'd all but accepted as a permanent fate of his existence. ) This year, he'd found that which had defined his entire past -- HE -- who had given him purpose back then, too. Purpose, a place, happiness . . . yet, truly, he's still afraid to appeal to optimism. That this held any sort of indication that his difficult life of disconnected waywardness had, finally, come to an end.

It's the smell of the soup that makes him feel strangely . . . HUMAN again. Kaeya's touch, that first day they'd reunited, had done the same. Stirred something so deeply and desperately HIDDEN that it felt akin to that of a beast in captivity attempting to claw its way out of a cage.

" I . . . remember . . . " He whispers, cradling the bowl within his palms like the rightful ruler of Khaenri'ah had just handed him pure gold. " You have eaten already, my liege ? " Kaeya comes first, always, " Or you intend to eat alongside me ? I will not have you forgoing any meals. " And only when the forsaken prince, too, settles down to eat does Dainsleif FINALLY take that first bite.

It hits him the moment the taste settles 'pon his tastebuds. The memories, the feelings, all of it, like a nauseating, yet impactful rush of adrenaline and nostalgia. He remembered it ALL . . . his place at the table, young Kaeya just beside him, and a heaping bowl of this very dish, fresh and steaming, plopped right afront them for them to share.

" Is it good, your highness ? " " The best ! " " Good. Eat some more, let us make it a race to see who may consume the most. "

And Dainsleif always, a l w a y s, lost.

The taste was so familiar, seeping right into his war weary soul and trapping it in a warm embrace that he hadn't realized he'd NEEDED until he feels a tear coursing down his cheek, head quick to pivot 'round so his superior needn't worry himself over the boughkeeper's cracking demeanor.

" It is . . . " His voice wavers, BETRAYS him, in that moment. With a huff of discontent at his own vulnerability, he takes in another spoonful, and then a third, until certain his composure shan't make the same mistake. " . . . delectable, my liege. Thank you . . . for this . . . "

Promise me this happiness is not fleeting . . . for now, I've a taste of it again, and certain, I am, that I could not bear it a SECOND time, were I to lose you once more . . . my beloved Kaeya.

[tenitchyfingers]

ALSO got every custom song i'd downloaded off a fan group to work on Rock Band: The Beatles to work in-game AAAAAA

[nothing-tolose]

All Because I Liked A Girl.

Part 2.

Warning: death threats, panic attack (?), lmk if i missed anything!

A/N: still kinda short anyway but yeah here it is. english isn't my first language so pls pls i hope u guys can understand t____t love u guys sm xoxo

Part 1.

🇵🇸 Daily click.

You keep your phone on screen after you saw those comments on school's blog. You couldn't tell what's happening right now, too many comments made you so hard to search the problem. You bring that thing to everywhere; kitchen, living room, porch, or even to the bathroom.

It's been two hours since you woke up and you haven't showered yet. You were too focused on your school's blog. You sit on your dining chair with a cup of water in front of you, fingers still scrolling and searching.

'Why there's so much bad comments towards me? Why do people keep mentioning Ellie and Anne in between my name?'

You keep asking the same question in your head. You have no idea. Because, oh really, what the fuck is happening right now? You didn't even do anything wrong before!

And you stopped scrolling when you saw Anne's post.

11 hours ago

@annel1se-torres

oh.. i think.. people should be know about a girl who just stole someone's girlfriend, yeah? been hiding this for months but i guess today is the right time to tell you all. aaanddd this isn't about a gossip at all since it was happened to me:)

i would never understand why did she still can smile so brightly after she stole my gf, oops, i mean.. my ex. sorry my bad ;(

there's no girls supporting girls when the one have NO SHAME 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

anyway, have a good night everyone! <3

You froze. You figured out that her post was the problem of all those bad comments, and that post finally answered your curiosity.

Who doesn't know about Anne, though? Everyone knew her as an 'IT GIRL' or something like that on your school. She was dated with Ellie back then and broke up 5 months ago. Everyone always praising her like she's the perfect one, no one could replace her. Good grades, good looking, good personality. Oh, she got them all.

You were confused. It was 5 months ago, you started talking with Ellie 3 months ago, and started dating with her a month after that. There's a little big gap between their relationship with yours, right? Why did she bring up about that and saying that you stole Ellie?

Did she really talking about you? Or you were just overanalyzing? Absolutely not. She haven't been in relationship after her break up with Ellie. If the post wasn't about you and Ellie, then who?

People in her comments section were shading you and even mentioning YOUR NAME.

@bracchiosoreuzz

I THINK I KNOW WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT :0 her name starts with * right?

@annel1se-torres replied

@brachhiosoreuzz girl i know you're smart but shh 🤫

@butter-cheese777

i fucking agree w you anne, no girls supporting girls when the one have NOOO SHAAAMEEE FOR STEALING SOMEONE'S GIRLFRIEND!

@rainawastinghertime

lmfao, she's ugly tho why did ellie accept her to be her girlfriend? ugh she's not worthy to be compared with you, girl

@77-s18

ugly bitch always steal everything

@plhrmc

she should be dead fr i don't care what anyone says

@dont-lookat-m33 replied

@plhrmc hey delete that, you're going too far

@dont-lookat-m33

are you sure that she stole ellie from you? i mean, they started dating like around three months after your break up. think again, anne. im on your side if they were dating a week after the break up. she's already getting a death threat because of your post. not everything should be about you though.

@77-s18 replied

@dont-lookat-m33 guys it's her!!! use your real account you loser XD

You shouldn't have seen those comments, you should've just see the post. Those comments were worst than the first you saw before. The way Anne replied their comments, and didn't even care about the others. What's her actual problem with you? You both were never interacting before. All you know is Anne's post was absolutely a lie because you didn't even care abour her or thinking about her when you talking to Ellie for the first time until you dating with her.

It was your first time getting really really bad comments and death threats. You were definitely scared. Firstly they said they'll spit on you on Monday morning if you show up, and now they wishing you dead.

You can't stop scrolling and reading the comments, it gets worse. God, they made you scared to death. Your body starts to shaking, your hands too. You hold your tears.

Your phone buzzed when you were about to see more comments on Anne's post. Lauren calls you again.

"Hey, I just found the–"

"Lau, I.." You couldn't talk, words suddenly disappeared. Lauren can hear your breath, and you were panting. "I saw those comments. They–"

Lauren went silent, she took a deep breath, "Would you close the blog right now? Please?" Now she sounds more softer than the last call you had with her.

You nod slightly.

You swear to God, you can't hold your tears anymore. You were too scared, scared of what will happen next. What if they really spit on you? What if they give you a disgusting stare on you? And what if—

Then you cried.

You hear Lauren's voice from the call, "I'll be there in five minutes. Just sit there where you are and don't go to somewhere else." And she hang up.

Of course you're not going to anywhere. Your feet were limp, you couldn't do anything except crying.

Your phone screen was on, you can see the notifications on the screen there.

messages request from ssalxxxx

god i really hope you the worst

she's dating with you because she just wanted to make anne jealous

poor girl

messages request from qwrtxxxx

ellie was never happy with you and anne is better than you, girlie

i'll be waiting for your funeral 💘

You shut your eyes, you don't want to see it. But hey, remember that curiosity killed the cat.

messages from els <33

babe are you okay??

taglist: @backedbeansh

[glimmerlofsea]

Billy Hargrove x Reader

MASTERLIST

TINA'S SISTER

Warning : Cute one, perhaps? Enjoy ●ω● ah.. and I will make your character as clingy as possible.. so, if you are get uncomfy by girls who are too spoiled you can skip this! ;D.

WC; 2,1k

#TALKISSA; You are one year younger than Tina and Billy, the relationship you and Billy have is very interesting, since you are too childish, such a crybaby, rabid, and too clingy which makes Billy annoyed but on the other hand he is also curious. This is one of my Billy Hargrove's imagine on Wattpad.. If it's not satisfactory, I'm sorry because I'm not in the mood to start writing a new story again T____T

Your parents are never home most of the time, and you have just returned from studying away, to return to Hawkins you have to beg your parents to let you continue your final year studies where you live.

Summer is still on, which means Tina can throw parties to her heart's content and you can wander around Hawkins as much as you like to cure your homesickness.

You were walking back towards your house after walking around your old housing complex. It wasn't surprising that when you returned there were lots of young people hanging around. Tina throws another party. You start to get used to it and just walk past them- yes, you are bothered or even teased but you just keep quiet and give them the middle finger.

Usually after doing that you always chuckle a little, feeling like you are the coolest girl. Well, by far away school what is meant is that you are sent to a girls' boarding school. so you can't act as you please there.

You open your bedroom door and see a boy making out with a girl. You shouted, making the two people stop what they were doing,

"Not on my favorite sheets!" You shouted approaching your bed. The girl hurriedly put on her clothes and left the room to get away from trouble, leaving you with the boy.

You looked sharply at the boy who was checking up on you as if to ask himself who this girl was.

"What are you doing?!" You exclaimed, your shrill voice making him cover his ears.

He chuckled, walking closer to you, his tall body almost covering your shadow from the light in the room, "Damn it, we almost actually made out if you didn't ruin our moment."

You raised the corners of your lips to slam your jaw, "Well, you guys can fuck if it's not in my sheets?!"

"Jeez, it's just a sheet, why do you give a shit about that?"

You tighten your jaw, "It's not just a sheet, dickhead! It's a ghost busters' sheet."

The boy laughed, "Such a freak." Then leave you.

Hearing what he said, you couldn't accept it, you took the lipstick you had and aimed at his head. As soon as you throw it, it hits his head! Makes you smile proudly.

"What the fuck-" He groaned then turned his body back to look at you, "What's that for?!"

"I'm practicing aiming for my basketball practice... You know, putting it in the hoop?" You acted stupid while scratching the back of your head.

Again and again he chuckled, walking closer to you, "Who the fuck are you? Do you know who I am?"

"What? You some kind of mullet charmer or something?" You mocked him.

The boy turned his face away, he was starting to see that this girl was a problem that would really drain his patience and invite his anger. Exhausting.

"Billy?"

You heard Tina's voice and peeked behind the young boy, "Hey, sissy!"

Tina groaned, "Ugh, shut up, Y/N." Tina grabbed Billy by the collar of his sleeve, "C'mon, we need our keg king."

You frowned, "What is keg king? Is that like cousins of Stephen King?"

"Shut up." Tina said before closing your door tightly.

"Couldn't you have done that while I was gone?!" You groaned and threw yourself on your bed, annoyed that Tina always forgot to lock your room so no one could come in while she was partying.

A few days later you decide to buy your stationery for school, for some reason you feel very excited about school.

When you get home the house is quiet, you see a note on the refrigerator,

"I'm out of town with

friends. Bye, bitch."

There is a message written there from Tina, that she went out of town with her friends which makes you surprised, they haven't even got a job yet but have dared to go out of town?

You shrugged your shoulders and went back up to your room. You hum a song and open your room,

"Hey, there, long time no-"

You screamed at an invisible figure and then threw the stationery you bought at the source of the sound.

That invisible figure was heard groaning in pain, "Ouch!"

You turn on the light in your room and see the figure of the same boy a few days ago.

"Why do you like throwing stuff at me so much?!" he shouted.

You smiled awkwardly feeling a little guilty, "Because you're really throw-able..?"

At first he frowned, but remembering his first meeting where you acted weirdly he would get used to it, "Tina's gone, right?"

You picked up your equipment back on the scattered floor and answered his words, "Yeah." You didn't expect that he would also help you pick up fallen items.

"Thanks." You said as you finished putting it back on the table.

"Okay.. I'm really blinded so what's your purpose here? Are you going to kill me 'cause you're upset at my behavior last week?" You said landing yourself on the bed and narrowing your eyes at him.

He chuckled, "Maybe. You got some knife?"

"In the drawer." You replied pointing towards your drawer.

His face stiffened, "Wait- You fucking kidding me? Girls like you have some-"

"Gosh, I'm joking." You chirped with a small laugh showing your neat, medium sized teeth.

He landed himself next to you, "May I?"

"Well... You've already landed your ass so what can I do." You replied, getting a smile from him.

"Aren't you afraid?" he asked.

You looked at him, "Afraid of what?"

"That I'm going to fuck you right now since it's just the two of us in the house?"

You were silent for a moment and smiled,

"What are you smiling at?" He asked sounding displeased.

"Wait... I thought you're just joking...?"

He let out a chuckle slowly, "God, you're a handful to deal with. And so innocent... Indeed you're such a freak." He said getting up from the bed.

"Weirdo." You reply.

"Huh?"

"Don't call me freak. It sounds rude, dude."

He rolled his eyes, "Whatever, you are Tina's sister?"

You nod,

"Starting the final year of school next month?" He asked and again you nodded.

"Then you're one younger than me, ay?" His reply approached you. He bent his body slightly to examine you with his eyes.

You started to feel nervous and gripped the sheets tightly,

He smiled and was about to break the distance between you but you avoided it by immediately standing up, making him almost lose his balance.

"I- I'll get you some water because you're my guest, right?" You said laughing awkwardly.

You could hear him chuckle in annoyance, "Do you have a beer?"

You shook your head,

"Then, I'm leaving."

He comes out of your room and you just stay silent, what is that? Why did it pass so quickly? You don't even know his name yet. What kind of atmosphere are you in that night? And he almost kissed you? Oh, wow.

Three months passed very quickly, you knew his name just because you heard several students talking about their senior from High School. Billy Hargrove. His name.

You think it would be better if you finish school quickly, the sights you have to pass by while walking in the corridor are seeing couples making out and sometimes you see the guy being aggressive. Makes you groan in disgust.

A boy- with red spots invites you to come to a party.

But the party didn't go well, the night wind hit your face, which after crying made your face stiff and cold. Along the way, without a lift, without a jacket covering your body, you cried non-stop.

Until you hear the sound of a car engine driving beside you softly, "Hey!"

You turned around still sniffling from your tears, "Leave me alone, Billy Hargrove."

He chuckled, trying to match his gas pedal with your stride, "You know my name."

"Congratulations, you're fucking famous." You replied, still choking on your tears.

"Get in." he said.

"Leave me alone."

"Or I'll take your virginity."

You immediately looked at him in disbelief, "What the hell is that?" You said between tears.

"I won't repeat it twice."

You wiped your tears with your hands and got into his car. It smells like... Cigarettes. Well, he's a smoker so... Smells of cigarettes.

You tried to hold back your tears by pulling at the mucus in your nose. Billy groaned in disgust but he didn't want to make you cry even more.

Billy saw your nose and almost your entire face which was red from crying, he handed you some tissues and you took them. Billy thought you would use it to expel your mucus, but he was wrong, your cries got louder, making Billy pull over on the road and cover your mouth.

"Hey! Motherfucker what is wrong with you?! I'm trying to help you and then I get this?! You want me to be arrested by the police because of your drama shouting?"

Hearing him shout suddenly made you pause and look at him, you tried to hold back your tears.

Billy sighed, "Tell me what's going on."

"And breathe." He said again placing his hand on your thigh. That's when he realized you were only wearing a black thigh-length dress. Like dressing for a party.

"I came to a party... Invited by a boy with freckles... Don't know his name..." Billy tried to listen carefully even though you were telling the story while choking on your tears.

"At the party I tried to blend in... But I couldn't blend in!" You exclaimed again and then groaned, crying because you remembered how bad you were for mingling with them.

Billy sighed tired of your attitude, "Such a crybaby." He said then gently stroked your thigh, "Tell me what's next."

You took a breath, "Then... A guy approached me, know that I'm Tina's sister, the fuck he tried to touch me," Hearing that, Billy's caressing at your thigh stopped, his face became flat, his anger was really real, burning but not because of you, but because of guy who tried to touch you, "Trying to sleep with me.. I'm a little scared but-"

"Did you fuck him?" Billy asked.

"What? No! No. Listen to me first." you whined. Billy was really tired of facing you, he rolled his eyes and nodded, "Go on."

"I pushed him away, and he screamed at me, he told me that my sister was a better whore than me."

"He's right.." Billy whispered but you could hear him, you frowned, "What?!"

"No. Nothing. Did I say something?"

Seeing that you are already sensitive makes him play stupid.

You forgot about it and continued your story, "I didn't like the way he said that about Tina. I slapped him right then and there. I didn't mean it, but it just happened, when I wanted to say sorry then he slapped me."

"What?" Billy exclaimed, you looked at him and nodded, looking from there Billy you answered, "I know right! He must have thought I was strong enough to withstand his slap and I appreciate that-"

"Fuck, Y/N. No time for your stupidity. He's fucking slapped you!"

Seeing Billy starting to feel angry made you remember confused, "Okay... I'm not finished yet."

"God, make this your final year thesis."

You widened your eyes, thanks to Billy's words you got a glimpse of your final assignment, "You're so clever!" You exclaimed then got up from your chair to kiss his cheek.

Billy was surprised by the electric touch you gave him, and so were you...

"Sorry, just to... Um, excited?"

He chuckled, "Keep telling your story, or I'll seriously lay into you."

That way you immediately retell it, "Then a girl appeared next to me and slapped me again. She said, you are messing with my boyfriend, you are messing with me." You mocked her tone.

"I'm really confused! If he has a girlfriend and she is his girlfriend why would she let her boyfriend tempt me to sleep with him? Then I told her, he tried to sleep with me and you still want to be his?"

You took a breath, "THEN SHE SLAPPED ME AGAIN RIGHT ON MY LEFT CHEEK AND-"

As much as Billy wanted to hear the rest of your story but he really had to stopped you, he immediately kissed you and grabbed your neck to deepen the kiss.

Where one of Billy's hands was around your neck then the other wandered around to find your waist, you held his cheeks with both of your hands.

His kiss wasn't too hot or rough... But gentle enough to make the butterflies in your stomach dance with joy.

You and Billy pulled each other to steal your breath, you laughed in amusement, he smiled, "Perhaps you've had a rough day, but I'm here to turn things around and make you feel good."

Billy's words made you smile, "Would you believe me if I said you were my first kiss?"

"Hell, nah."

You smiled, "Yeah. You're my first kiss, surprise. I'm a good kisser, right?" You said flipping your hair.

"Oh, save that for later, Miss. I still have lots of surprises for you from my delicious lips."

You clenched your jaw, "Shut up, I haven't even graduated yet, Billy." You said choking.

"I have to wait a year then?"

"If you patient enough," you replied, raising your eyebrows, he chuckled,

"Will you take me home?" You asked, he was determined, "With pleasure, My Lady." He kissed your forehead in return.

"Ah, and toss me a rundown of what this dude looks like, would ya?"

"What are you going to do with him?"

"Gonna teach this shit a lesson or two."

Author Note : My head's like about to explode... With school and everything, and my fanfic ideas are kinda stuck, sorry if I'm late updating the new story, Issea! Soooo, I'm gonna plan out making a masterlist first! Hope y'all been diggin' my stories so far! ♥ω♥

[quinloki]

This is not a fully fleshed out thought but... you reblogged a "no one else is allowed to touch you like this" and tbh it gives me Sabo vibes

I don't think he'd be obviously jealous or anything like some of the other dudes you tagged, but I think he'd show it in other ways

Idk the man gives me some very lowkey yandere vibes and I think that's the appeal T____T

Also idk why it's just been like a solid thought in my brain about him just liking to watch I can't help it I'm glad other people seem to think he has that vibe

UGH I CAN'T GET HIM OUT OF MY BRAIN QUIN WHAT HAVE YOU DONE I HAVE TO GO TO WORK NOW AND PRETEND THAT THAT LITTLE LOWKEY FERAL MAN ISN"T TAKING UP MY BRAIN SPACE

T____T

Sabo can be both the perfect gentlemen, and the most terrifying yandere possible, and maybe only Luffy or Shanks as yandere would scare me more because people would either support them or not believe you. (Or both).

Ahem, but yeah, Sabo’s got a little madness in him. A touch of unhinged. He controls it well, but I could see him just throwing caution to the wind with the slightest of pushes.

I can see him communicating limits - especially in the host club AU, with what he’s willing to watch, what he’s okay with letting someone else to do.

No one else’s fingers can go in your mouth.

God save the person who hurts you. Sabo will be all smiles and reassurances when he asks how you got those bruises - he certainly wants you to feel safe telling him everything. Accidents are forgivable, but if someone struck you to hurt you? To scare you?

Thinking on the Host Club AU - woe be unto Arlington Arlong if he harasses you after your debt is paid, scuffing you up in an alley and leaving you to limp into work. The only reason Sabo won’t light the entire apartment complex Arlong lives in on fire is because Shakky sends Ace and Luffy to keep him in check.

Sabo, Kaku, Kid, Zoro, Law - a few others im sure - have a very strong “no one else is allowed to make you cry but me” vibe, and not necessarily in a toxic way. Unless we’re talking a toxic story in the first place, they’d all feel horrible if they actually made you cry cry.

[lesbiheon]

N!!!!!! JOOOLO IS HERERE AHHHHH!! aoty right? what's your fave song? or pls rank the songs from fave to least fave

ERIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! ah this album is so FUN! my ranking would be the following:

freedom - THIS SONG IS CRAZYYYYYYYY! I love how he gets to showcase ALL of his talents here from rapping to singing to dancing to his producing skills, the message is really special and reminds me of the mxray ep where he was hypnotized ah the growth since then ;-;!!! been watching reaction vids and being like YES! IKR! EXACTLY! when they say anything and ik he's probably doing the same hahaha it's been on repeat and stuck in my head since its release I absolutely love it plus the mv is incredible and this choreooooo cannot wait to see stages!

hype energy - SO FUN! deffo gets me hyped! his rap is so cool and the composing here is SICKKKKKKK the instrumentals are my fav and I can't wait to see it performed bc kmbb saying it's incredible… I NEED to see it and also him channeling his no.mercy outfit w the beanie *o*

독백 - needed a track like this sooo bad >v< and gsoul's voice? heaven. the jazzy elements here like the trumpet ugh love it! the lyrics are so *shakes fist in the air* powerful his monologue... speaking to himself... really emotional I love that he loves himself T____T

voice - loved hearing/seeing it on tour and now we get it on the album!!!!!!!!!!!!!! song goes absolutely insane

evolution - deffo get the anime opening/ending vibes here I’ve seen lots say it reminds them of hahaha can totally picture like a running/fighting scene or something it's super fun the jooruto agenda lives on! and he's right! he IS still evolving!!! what a self aware king

don't worry, be happy - cute so so cute :^( so true to him we can always count on jooheon to deliver the duality from hype energy to don't worry, be happy and ending on a v sincere note

overall I really liked how he gave us heavy rap, a sprinkle of drill, honey vocals, jazz, a joo “ballad” & even some rock!!!!!

gonna head over and ask you your rankings bc I NEED to hear your thoughts!!!!!

[memoirna]

Journaling.

Lt 6 perpustakaan UNS

Aku ketemu orang jepang!! They look soooo fineee, while I'm just being statue there T_____T

Hmm lantai 6 looks fine kok. Ga terlalu buruk ya walau tempatnya kurang PW but it's cool enough. Tempat duduk dari pintu ke bagian kanan itu kalau siang ugh, so hot. Karena ngadep ke barat. Pemandangannya lumayan karena bisa ngeliat yang hijau-hijau walau sebenarnya ya jalan di depan FIB.

Waktu mau masuk perpus, aku sempet kebingungan cari loker '48' karena emang lokernya ada di paling ujung deket sayap perpus. Jadinya ga kelihatan T____T oiya! I'm glad that I can go to the library by myself. Rasanya walau awalnya malu-malu sih overall aku enjoyy! Tenang dan ga terlalu banyak kegiatan ga bermakna.

Waktu mau di lift I met Japan student! Huhuhu new experience unlocked. Aku mati kutu alias gemeter di pojokan karena aku bingung harus mulai percakapan dari mana T___T agak nyesel karena ga mulai percakapan but I'm glad that I can face to face to them tho. Putih banget dan mulus. Tipe-tipe wajah kawai deh walau sipit. Jadi jatuhnya kayak chindo(?)

I think enough for this story. Besok kita sambung ke hari lain!

[pageofheartdj]

Ugh nooo I remember some old not old anime that wasn't good?? at least the first ep wasn't much, something mystical with more realistic artstyle but my POINT is that the opening in there was AWESOME! I don't remember the song, just remember loving it and now I can't Fucking Remember the song nor the anime and I want to find it but I CAN'T because anime wasn't that recent and pretty average T____T

[daisyvisions]

hi daisy how are you? <3 i had a loooooong day at work today and i just T____T can't help but fantasize about sangyeon taking care of me because im truly exhausted and helplessly in love with him 😤🍇

hi! doing actually me and my co-workers got the day off from work YAY! so there's more time for me to draft some writing and relax after some stressful days 😪

ugh that's honestly what I think about after every stressful work day, I just want him to order my favorite food, put on my fave movie and have a warm bath ready where he'll join and we do our skincare after and just cuddle while watching the movie and just talk about many things after 🥺

[yoonstudios]

bts "silent night" // 2019 sbs k-pop awards 🎄

[nezukochaaan]

lol this is killing me

[findsilver]

trying to post any gif at all with my current internet connection is testing my patience and my will to live.