#so im just like. well fuck T____T

[c4rr10n]

The bad news is that I had an episode (svt) and hesitated too long to call the paramedics and missed it by like one fucking minute. The good news is that I passed as male LOL

[timehascomeagain]

I am so fucking exhausted idw see my english teacher tomorrow i do not care what he has to say. I have genuinely never cared about school as little as i do literally right now like my top priorities are music money and writing rn and i dont fucking care abt my grades anymore i genuinely just want to be happy and to do things that make me feel like my skins been peeled off in one clean strip and everything else is just background noise

[bummeryumedanshi]

hiii stoked fandom ^____^ i love music sooo hereis my music taste headcanons for the characteres...

reef:

-He would listen to white rappers. but not the eminem type i mean the jack harlow/tommy richman/yung gravy type

-Ohh i kind of dgaf about him. He would just listen to whatever is popping off on tiktok I guess

emma:

- any taylor swift album idk i dont listen to her but shes definitely a swiftie

-I haven't thought of Emma enough for her to become a lesbian in my head but if she was then i'd see her listening to stuff like P.U.N.K. girl by Heavenly

fin:

-she never grew out of her emo phase so she would listen to paramore and fall out boy

- Youuuuuu sink intooo myy clooooootheeeees...... This invasion makes me feel Worthless hopeless sick... Im so sick Infected with where I live let me l

-Clocking her as a musical fan idk why i just have a feeling

lo:

-lo IS brat 💚

-She would like azealia banks i believe

-Oh god anything that serves cunt really I love her thats sister

broseph:

-when kendrick lamar said "are you myy friendd?? Are we locked innn??" broseph would have went "yessss kendrick we areeee T____T" out loud

-Aside from being familiar with a lot of reggae music which I'm not that well versed in. I don't know why my mind palace is saying he would like ecco2k. Maybe that's incredibly wrong and he just listens to it because reef listens to it though

- i think he wiuld like gorillaz

johnny:

-He would tell people he likes artists like steve lacy to look normal in front of people but he would be a kpop gg stan on twitter under a different name and his pfp is his bias and he has all the other staff members preemptively blocked so no one finds out about his stan twt account

-He has definitely also had an emo phase so maybe him and fin can queen out sometimes

-Staceys mom has got it goin on.... at first i gave this to reef but its kind of not jock-core enough in 2024. i believe johnny would also be the type to enjoy a few white boy songs

andrew:

-God knows

-Boku wa naze... Kaze no you ni...

-in reality he wouldnt know what the fuck vkei is but its in his soul. (I am delusional.) In reality he probably listens to something completely normal like Radiohead

-I really dont want to say itbut he probably listens to classic rock

kahuna:

- He wiuld like ska music but i only know about ska music because of Sublime so what im saying is he would probably like Sublime

- ithink he would also enjoy a bit of 90s r&b

snack shack:

-weezer

[skixns]

hewwo miss skixns im love love love love love u i hope you are able to rest and feel better soon🥺🥺🥺! i have many smooch for u SMOOCH SMOOCH SMOOCH 🥰😍🤩💌💖💕😚😚😚😚

AH!!! hello miss kasey!!!! 🥺💖💕💘💕💖💕💘💕💖💕💘💕💖🥺 thankuuu so much for the wishes 🥺💖💕💖💕💘😭😭💖💕💘 i can feel myself getting better from ur smooches 😳👉🏻👈🏻 i Love LOVE LOVE U TOO x63836383 !!! and im giving u many smooches as well!! but from a distance!! bcs im sick 🥺😭 hehe bye2 hope ur having a great day/night miss kasey! love love 💖💕💘💕💖

[yutadori]

i cant sleep and have been thinking about how natori pretended not to hear that the youkai mentioned that natsume's the owner of the book of friends and oh i want to cry like. hhhhhh when natsume was about to tell him after his altercation with the youkai, natori stopped him and said he didnt have to tell him. he pointed out how natsume always shares what's on his mind and that he's honest with him. so if natsume had something he didn't tell natori, then he knows it's for a good reason and he doesnt need to force himself to say it and im just like ;---; okay . okay im fine

it just fucks me up because like.... i think about all the bad relationships natsume has had with adults growing up ): like how they neglected him, despised him, and abused him ))))): like it honestly makes me want to cry so fucking much like he was just a KID!!!! and it makes me so so heartbroken because he always blamed himself. any time bad things would happen, he thought it was his fault. like when he lived with the couple and their daughter and she was getting made fun of by the other school kids for living with natsume, he saw the interaction and felt like he had to apologize to her because he believed it was his fault ))))): he even went as far as to think that he shouldn't have gone to live there T___T and he was like what???? under ten years old????? my god he was an actual BABY )))))))))): to have so much self blame at such a young age ohhhh im gonna fucking CRY

and oh my god... every time i think about the scene where shigeru asked touko if natsume could live with them i could seriously start crying like ill never ever forget that scene like it was just so tender and kind and emotional im T___T god like the way shigeru talked about it and said that he'd spent a lot time considering it makes me so diskdjs because he really wanted to make the best decision for everyone involved )): and oh my godddd oh my god when touko started to cry and when her voice started to crack and you could hear the change of her voice that sounded like she was crying oh my god that seriously makes me so emotional every time )))):

[legobatjoker]

waa oaky omg it is pased 2 am and i rluy rly rly rly am soo fucking exaghsted im falling asleep as we speak practically lol so i lry gotta go 2 bed now so osrry if this is short but i od j wanna say b4 i do that !!! i love you so os much mx i lr y rly do :'> like ough ur j such an incredible friend i hope u know like ur here 4 me sm nd care 4 me sm nd ur j so os good to me and treat me w sm kindness nd love nd ur j so undrstanding of me nd thoughtful and i just know rly tht u rly rly do care abt me and love me and tht just rly rly does mean the whole world 2 me mx and makes me feel so so happy and loved and i hope so much that i can be the sdame for you my belvoed becuase you deserve it so os much and becuase i just love you so so so much and want to make ur life sm better and happier and bring sm joy into it and just i hope u know how lucky i am 2 b ur firend mx bc i lry rly am and i rly do jjust love oyu so os much u mean the whoile world 2 me :'> i hope ur days been good and tht sleep well w many sweet dreams (also os osrry 4 my typoes om j so tired sleeby yk) ilusmm <3 ❣💗🍋💞🍰🌻❤🍓❣✨✨ /p

its only 1 am but i almost j fell asleep by accident myself LMAO so yeah do nottt worry and i really hope you get a chance to get a lot of good rest tonight omg!!!!! and oughhh T____T 🥺🥺🥺🥺 tysmmm im sosoo glad i can be all of that for you and!!!!! you are absolutely so much the same for me dear:333!!!!! youre so lovely and incredible and make me feel sososo warm and loved wahhhhh❤️❤️💕💕💕❤️❤️ i love you and hope you have such sweet dreams, good night jules!!!💕❤️❤️💕💕❤️❤️💕💕

[gooferdusted]

watching the spn anime so you dont have to: ep 6 (till death do us part)

edit: forgot to tag my pals! lmk if u wanna b tagged in the future!! @mila-dans @mtwalker @samclownchester @amoosewithflannelforfur

• I accidentally left the app running while I let my dog out smth and it played like 4 episode in a row. the universe is trying to speed this process along for me, but I am in it for every excruciating second

• OH RIGHT!!!! pain.

• holy shit dean and john hunt flashback

• "well, if it's in stanford we already have someone to show us around town, right?" IM DEEPLY UPSET

• OH DO YOU JOHN??? INCH RESTING..

• dean being called out for reckless driving by john. this might be the only watchable episode, for real

• SAMJESS COFFEE DATE... THIS ONE CAN STAY ;___;

• "dad told me not to let anyone too close, cause I'm bound to make them sad one day" dude I'm gonna curb stomp john for real

• damn sam is rlly not holdin back secrets w jess here. hes known her like two seconds and is already on level 3 emotionally scarring backstory

• JESS WAS MIXED UP IN A CASE JESS WAS MIXED UP IN A CASE

• also idk if we ever got in show confirmation on this but jess was also studying pre law w sam!!!

• cant believe I'm going to say this but like. this might actually b worth watching if ur a die hard spn fan. its rlly filling in some backstory we didnt get

• oops, my heart went SAMJESS T____T

• just sam, and dean & john are trying to solve this case separately.... I wish this were a real ep what the fuck

• THEYRE IN THE SAME LIBRARY IM GOING 2 START CRYING

• "why didnt you tell me jessica knew sam?" "because if I had, you wouldve just gone to sam." "yeah, I wouldve"

• SPN ANIME GOT ME FEELING THINGS???? OK

• .... I DONT REMEMBER THAT IN S1.....,.,,

• okok so jess??? knows a about hunting??!? like on god she just knew fucking Everything for idek how long???!?!?

• SAM SAW THE CAR DRIVE OFF.....,

• regrettably I have to give this a 9/10. this episode has EVERYTHING. stanford sam. samjess. dean and john hunting. dean wanting to see sam at stanford. jess knowing about hunting. john also definitely wanting to visit sam but not wanting to disturb his life there... but still making sure hes safe...,, 1 point off for my immediate sadness of it not being a real 45 minute episode I could watch on netflix.

[jincherie]

RHAAAAAA. IM SO EXCITED 4 SIREN!JIN!!! UR SNEEP PEEP WAS SO G8. CANT W8. THIS IS EXACTLY THE KIND OF CELEBRATION JIN NEEDS 4 HIS BDAY. IM V EXCITED. CAN U FEEL MY EXCITEMENT?? WHAT ARE THESE FLOWERS HE HAS?? SIREN!JIN IS RADIATING SUCH BDE THAT EVEN THE LADY IN THE ELEVATOR CAN FEEL IT. DONT BLAME HER. I WAS FEELING IT THRU MY SCREEN. !!!!!!!!!! 💖🔥😋

GAH i know u sent this before I posted it but I hope it lived up to ur expectations!!!!! i was so happy to be writing jin again lmao!!! thank u so much for hyping it up and sending this babe!!! ily !!!! 💖💗💗💕💞❣️💝💓💖💕

sergentculotte said: Oh maaan… Thar siren!Seokjin was everything I needed! Funnily enough, I watched two mermaid movies tonight, the little mermaid (the new movie) and aquamarine, and then I got the notification that you posted, what a perfect addition to my great merfolk-y night! Thanks again for making me feel stuff with your words, xoxo 

UGH YES FCK we love mer-moods in this house!!! fuccc!!!!! thank u so much for reading baby I hope you enjoyed it !!! 💖💗 ugh its been so long since i watched other merfolk-y movies jhfbjbf

Anonymous said: hi, I just found your account because I was scrolling through bts imagines and I was reading a lullaby on canvas for a good 5 minutes (you write so well by the way and now I’m staying up to read your other stuff lol 💗💗) and the app crashed so when I put in bts imagines again it didn’t show up so it’s almost been an hour and I just found your account/ the story again and I had to follow just to make sure I wouldn’t lose your account

HAHA love an obligatory follow!! But I am so so glad you’re here and that you enjoyed lullaby on canvas, thank u so much for reading and sending this my love!!! 💖💗 I’m glad you liked it enough to look for it again :)

rinatemme said: Hello! “A lullaby on canvas” is one of those works that made me feel so happy to read, it has an amazing plot, the descriptions are wonderful and you can practically feel the atmosphere, taste it. Thank you for writing it

hey babe thank u so much for reading aloc and sending such a lovely message!! i’m so glad you like it and think those things, thank u so much!!! 💖💗

Anonymous said: oh my GOD YOUR NEW FIC IS SO! GOOD! WHAT! THE ! FUCK! Allsldksjaldlslaldldjsjjslslsj have an amazing day 💜💜💜💜💜

thank you so much!!! sob!!! you too my love!! thank u for reading and sending this !!! 💖💗💗💕

Anonymous said: hi babe!!! i finally had the time to read a lullaby on canva and T____T this was really freakin cute !!!! and the way jin calls yn flower…. perhaps i cried a little… i love ur writing sooo much ahhh 

nfhbfhjbfhgf god listen i am the biggest slut for a good pet name so i fnjhbfjhbf FFUCKKK i love it too!! sm !!! thank you so much for taking the time to read it, and then for sending his babe!! ily!! 💖

captainship97 said: So I read lullaby on canvas and I loved it! I do have a question though about a siren’s kiss. I’ve done a little research trying to see what mythology says about kissing a siren and didn’t find very much. So when you say that it was taking life force, was it just energy, or life span? If the reader were to continue to kiss Jin here and there would it be considered dangerous or something they can regenerate with sleep or something? Loved the story!!! 💜💜💜    

HAHAHAHA ok to be fair i pulled a lot of shit right out my ass but I wrote that in concurrence with the idea that sirens, at least in this au, ‘traditionally’ lured sailors etc to their demise as they feed on their souls/energy/essence. I figured a way that made sense for them to create a link and siphon the energy would be via kiss. In this sense, I guess they’re not that different from how I shape incubi in my fics LOL. to answer your question I’d say its more like energy! it can regenerate, but too much taken can be harmful. In this au, some sirens are especially greedy and drink it all in at once– they’re the ones that started the myths :3 

ALSO seokjin can control how much he takes, but he can’t stop the kiss from acting as a siren kiss– UNLESS the recipient is his bonded & mated, in which case his mate will be resistant. she can still give energy if she wants but its more a choice. So MC is all good in the end!! (also i’m glad you liked it!!! tysm for reading it and sending this!!! 💖💗)

Anonymous said: OKAY I have so many questions! First of all, seokjin x reader siren fic, I loved it! But also, is it a one-shot, because now I’m just, my mind is, I wasn’t ready. The picture? What is it? Why is the reader so moved by it? When did they meet? Did he move there after seeing her? Did he meet her after she moved to the apartment? How long has the longing been going on? Does he sing for her? because of her? Did he leave his life behind because of her? Just, amazing. no words, incredible, as always. 

it is a oneshot, unfortunately! and seokjin’s artworks aren’t of anything concrete, but a combination of colours, shapes and patterns that evoke feeling in the viewers. there is nothing recognisable within them, yet the contents call to the deepest parts of a person’s being and tug. It is especially potent if the person gazing upon the artwork is the one that he had in mind while making it, as MC found hehehehe. its a little bit magical :)

And they “met” a year or so prior, when Seokjin moved in to the apartment next to hers! Although, that wasn’t the first time he’d seen her...

And yes, when he sings at night it was always for/about her. Ugh our lovesick little siren, singing mournfully about his “impossible, unrequited love”.... over time the tune changed though, often his song reflected how he felt after an interaction he had with her during the day-- it was usually sad if he didn’t see her. And regarding the last question, he left because he wanted to explore and travel in part but perhaps.... also bc of her.... :3

anyway thank u so much for reading and expressing such interest, I love having the opportunity to expand my worlds a little more for you all! thank u babe! ily!

Anonymous said: ahh… i just dropped by to say how much i adore your work. i reread the recent siren!jin fic bc i wanted to do a mock-up story board for the reveal scene (one of my favourite ever parts!!) and i loved the way you wrote it so much, like the whole fic but also that scene in particular. your fics make me so flustered and i get hot cheeks and everything - and yet i find myself creeping back for more. *‘you cast a spell on me’ plays from the speakers* 

a m-mock up storyboard? OMO-- and gah I’m so glad you liked that scene! I love that scene too!! It’s one I had in my head from the moment I started brainstorming and planning it. Perhaps one day I will illustrate it as I imagined it but in the meantime.... ugh... i love it so much. i’m so so glad you liked aloc,, and even my other fics too! thank u for reading and for sending this in babe!!! ily!!! i hope u have a wonderful day!!!

[theworld-accordingtocasey]

Wahhhhhhh this was wonderful!! I’m pretty sure this is actually my favorite one of Slightlymore to date! (♡ﾉ ´ 〇｀)ﾉ

• Y/N-me as an emoji lol

• Jaemin trying his hardest to be patient with me when he realized im a big fraud™️

Side note: I liked the comparison to the ‘scared angry cat’ lol I was like ooooo I see the vision what you mean yes that is me here

• Brooding after realizing that my deliberate bitchiness has still failed to elicit a negative response from Jaemin. 🤔😤

• Decorating cookies together!! was so cute !!! And holding hands shyly!! Idk it was just pivotal esp because of the ment of even if it isn’t real, it was nice to see someone excited to be around me so that whole evening was !!! \(//∇//)\

• Jaemin sad,, Jaemin heartbreak,, Jaemin cry,, 🥺

(+ That whole part about it is still ok to say Hyuck hurt him even if he didn’t mean to but that still doesn’t mean it’s Jaemin’s fault or anything to do with him..I felt comfort in that. )

• My face the moment the lightning flashed and Jaemin visibly crossed over to the dark side before he fucked me within an inch of my life,,, realizing that perhaps I have,,, fucked up

• Y/n-me after The Dickdown™️ ; He fucked the attitude, out and some manners, in. LOL. Yes I am a good girl who knows how to act now, I’ve seen God and I will behave accordingly Suddenly my head is clear of all irrational reason to act up.

• Everything he said when he confessed;;; what man gives you 2 orgasms, carries you to the tub, gives you another orgasm and then professes his love for you? Pride Universe Jaemin, the only man ever

(Side note² When he talked me down from the anxiety attack I felt so...T____T💚)

++ Some stories don’t verbalize plainly that sometimes people just have different love languages. Like is saying please and thank you and I’m sorry important? Yes, to me, but there are some people who can’t just utter the damn words and just do loving gestures instead. And to an extent that can be okay too, if there’s sincerity behind the act. That doesn’t mean it’s excusing toxicity of course— obviously don’t just accept some silent jewelry where the issue isn’t even addressed let alone an apology, and call it a day if someone cheats on you lmao...but a batch of “I was unfairly grumpy yesterday when you were just trying to help and that I regret that but I’m a little emotionally constipated” cookies that were going to be left on a stove are lovely & can suffice sometimes. Conversely there are also “you just gave me back to back earth-shattering orgasms that I didn’t really deserve & even though you mentioned my need to do so, I still haven’t thanked you, but I do appreciate it tremendously so bless you, your dick, and your soul” blowjobs. It’s all relative. Some people would be sooo put off by getting their hand slapped away, but “No, Thank You” Jaemin understands that “I” am just not always the most touchy feely or verbally affectionate person, and doesn’t hold it against me or whine about it, because he knows I care from me showing it in other ways— my love language ( ◠‿◠ )

+++ It feels wrapped up well..I don’t remember how long ago but I mentioned that I enjoyed a story a lot (idr which one, I’d have to look it up to be sure) but that the ending felt a little too abrupt. I just remember that it was a while ago and that it wasn’t necessarily because of lack of closure for the characters per say, but just the way the ending sentences were, it felt rushed so what may have meant to be one paragraph got shortened into a sentence— well this story’s ending I feel was perfectly paced. I liked several of your last ones too, you’re totally getting better every time, but like I said I think this one is my new favorite. It feels like it ended juuuuuust right *´︶`*

• Lastly, I just wanted to say thanks:

for not making me feel alienated othered or caught off guard with any references to skin tone. I don’t think slightlymore ever has, I’m just mentioning it right now because it crossed my mind as I was typing this that at no point did I have to stop and roll my eyes or sigh over the color of anything being mentioned. On the one hand it should be considered the bare minimum to be race-friendly, but since things on this site don’t always go the way they “should”, this account is among the tumblr writers that i know I can count on to be inclusive ..... so thanks for always being a good noodle (੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ—✩ (´▽`ʃƪ)♡

no, thank you

part of the Pride Universe

jaemin x fem reader

others: haechan (mentioned in jaemin’s thoughts but not present in the real plot)

genre: smut with plot, roommates au, mentions of university (jaemin is a med student), angst, fluff, very +18 tho

warnings: very! rough! smut! (brat taming, oral, masturbation, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, denial, slight degradation, restriction, manhandling, bath tub is one of the locations), short mentions of mlm (jaemin x haechan fwb in the past), yn comes off rude in the beginning but it’s necessary for character development, yn has an anxiety attack, angsty 

words: 11.3K

this is kinda good if I say so myself, yall have to read 👁️ if you don’t like mlm or memberxmember I promise it’s just a short bit of fluff/angst connecting it to Cute~ and that’s all lol, the plot is very jaeminxreader centered 

Jaemin has been told that he can’t say no to people. Yes, he will come to the party. Yes, he can help with the moving out. Yes, he can help you with Anatomy. Yes, that kind of anatomy as well. 

The only time Jaemin would say no is when people would ask if he’s busy or tired. No, I’m fine. No, everything is alright. 

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