#ugh 😔

[persuaison]

BEANIE BOY 🥰

[bass-alien]

really just want cuddles and a preroll rn

[moonprismmakeup]

bleh

[ringneckedpheasant]

also got myself a new library card & I only looked at the back of this book before checking it out so. when I opened it just now I was caught off guard by the dedication & burst into tears. Literally was reading a Boswell book at work today 😭

[julysecnd]

anybody else mentally unstable over the canon fact that chuuya doesn’t dream but dazai has dreams (nightmares) every night ?

[hwajin]

someone punch me i just downloaded hinge again

[callilouv]

back then i used to be so miserable that i’d find such pessimistic ppl and go “yeah . they’re just like me i like them” but now i recognize that fuckkk i need to surround myself w more optimistic ppl bc this is actually getting rlly bad so i did . i tried rlly hard to get out of my comf zone in school and spoke to a lot of ppl and now i have a lot of friends that r good company and wow!!!

[squishyxpotato]

I dreamt of her. Felt like I was living it. It’s rare for me to dream. I’d say this was special but it turned into a nightmare. It was still nice seeing her and talking to her even if it was only a dream.

[quixoticprince]

When your medic leaves to go pocket another man or something

[darkaviarymc]

I'm not trying to call anyone out, I'm not mad at anyone, I'm literally just venting in the tags...

[cas-backwards-tie]

Tell me how I can live in a city with a million people and have never once, not in my life— EVER been asked out?!

[atticwifesam]

powerline valley, ethel cain

[louferrignojrofficial]

BUCK AND TOMMY ↳ ASHES, ASHES — 7x09

[catradoraism]

ND is like what if two gay childhood friends were horribly fucked up growing up and in love and divorced

true love is found in the childhood friend u were brainwashed with and has tried to kill u multiple times since u defected to the ‘wrong side’ <3

[witchkittymeow]

what did you say to him

[simonbrain]

Hey friend. I've put off this ask a little while, because I'm sure you're tired of getting it by now, but... are there any updates on the neglected! reader (a/b/o)? I really liked that one, and though I have no issues with the second part not being done yet, a little progress update (if you want to add one) would be very cool! Thanks for writing :)

ugh i know i've been putting it off for a long time but i haven't abandoned it guys! just feeling very stuck with where the narrative is sitting rn 🥲 however, here's a little tease of the beginning of part two, keep in mind it may not be written exactly like this when i post it:

"what?" kyle mumbles, rising from john's lap to grapple with the sudden coldness that overcomes him. no one else says anything, but you can see how your words affect the rest of them: john stiffens in his seat, simon's dismissive glance has turned into a burning glare, and johnny's hand has slipped from where it was resting on his captain's shoulder, a look of confusion and panic twisting on his face.

your anxiety may have dissipated, but that doesn't make this any easier. the air feels too tense, too uncomfortable. you don't like how agitated everyone's scents became the moment you walked in, and it hurts even more knowing they didn't even try to hide it. you don't like seeing them all together here like this. you don't like that you're believing that spiteful little voice in the back of your mind jeering at you that they've been planning your departure, planning how to break the news to you that you're not worth the hassle anymore.

it only makes sense why they're all cooped up in john's office, whispering amongst themselves.

"darling, what are you talking about?" john's voice cuts through your thoughts, but you try not to find comfort in it. he stands from his seat, and you try not to reveal how much you've missed his scent despite how thick it is with stress. your omega has been quiet for a while, but now that you're gathered in one place like this, she's getting restless, simultaneously wanting to hiss at them and cling to anyone who will spare a scrap of affection.

"please, captain, just do it. i don't want to be a burden any longer." you'll beg if that's what it takes; you'll get on your knees and clasp your hands together if it means saving them from unnecessary stress and annoyance and you from further heartbreak.

the earnestness in your voice is so strong it bites at them because how could you even suggest something like that? how could they even consider their pack whole if you're not there?

but hearing his rank fall from your lips leaves a bitter taste in john's mouth and a knot forming in his stomach. it's unnatural to hear you call him that while sounding so defeated and miserable. it's scary to feel so out of control when he's supposed to be your captain, your head alpha.

to know he's let you down so much makes his alpha growl pathetically in shame; how can he even consider himself a leader?