#u: seven

[philzasjuicyass]

HOLY SHIT.

[lotus-pear]

cringefail exes oh my god

[jinjjayo]

WHEN I'M WITH YOU (2024) / MY FIRST AND LAST (2017)

[soaked-doors]

this devotion of mine runs deeper than the ocean

[slushglow]

the price of your mercy

[gardenhqs]

¡muestra tu lado más amable!, prepara la sonrisa de cortesía y saluda a tu vecino, lux behrend, va pasando por el complejo, por un momento casi le confundimos con jessica alexander, su departamento es el 20-Y, muchas cosas escuché por ahí y me llena de curiosidad conocerle, ¿qué dices si le damos una visita un día de estos?

seven, ¡agradecemos tu interés en el proyecto!, desde este momento tu aplicación ha sido aceptada. cuentas con 24hrs para hacernos llegar la cuenta de tu personaje, no dudes en solicitar más tiempo de ser necesario, ¡saludos, vecine!

—   out of character:

nombre/seudónimo: seven.

pronombres: ella.

edad: 25.

zona horaria: gmt-5. 

¿algún trigger?: incesto, non-con, racismo, maltrato animal. 

—   in character:

nombre completo: lux behrend.

cupo: c2.

fecha de nacimiento, edad: 24. 20 de agosto. 

pronombres: ella. 

nacionalidad: alemana. 

rostro reservado: jessica alexander. 

—   ficha para residente: 

ocupación: bartender en 808 club berlin / cantante. 

¿estudió en la ufb?: sí (no terminó la carrera).

—   datos de personalidad: apasionada, divertida, temeraria, distante, autodestructiva. 

—   datos relevantes: 

i. matrimonio es un desastre incluso antes de que ella llegue. ambos abogados que están tan sumidos en su trabajo y dejan de lado realidad dentro del hogar, entre todo eso, incluida hija única que crece con figuras paternas siendo bastante ausentes. nunca hace falta nada material, el dinero es suficiente para intentar llenar esos vacíos de cariño que no recibe y aunque a la vista de tantos parece que sí se logra, en realidad nunca es así. divorcio llega a sus ocho años y eso solo es el inicio de otra inestabilidad. pelea por ese bufete que han creado y llevado a lo alto en todos los años junto es mucho más importante que la decisión de su custodia, una vez más, ignorando su existencia. es bajo la tutela de su madre que continúa creciendo por unos meses más, pues decisión de mudarse con abuela materna es puesta sobre mesa y aceptada sin siquiera pedir su opinión.

ii. aquella mujer es a quien considera verdadera madre. crece adorando nueva vida, pues ambiente es distinto a lo que estuvo acostumbrada antes. a pesar de ser madre e hija, son diferentes y no tarda en comprender que ella ha salido tan parecida a lo que su abuela es. vínculo con sus padres (si es que se puede decir que alguna vez existió uno) se mantiene solo con llamadas, visitas esporádicas y lo económico.

iii. nace con talento para la música. aprende desde temprana edad a tocar la guitarra y el piano, aunque es a la primera la que siempre se inclina más. no tarda en descubrir también que su voz es buena, que si en verdad lo quiere, un futuro puede ser prometedor gracias a ello. impulsada por la ayuda y el apoyo de su abuela, comienza clases de canto entrando a la adolescencia y está segura de querer seguir ese camino. idea no es tan emocionante para progenitores, negándose a que única hija siga ese camino y por primera vez, mostrando un interés en su vida y futuro solo para su conveniencia. manipulación llega y termina siendo convencida de ingresar a freie y cursar carrera en leyes.

iv. puede decirse que lo intenta, en verdad que sí, pero un interés real nunca llega. dura un par de años haciendo aquello antes de decidirse a abandonar carrera. lo que quiere no está en aulas y libros, ansía un publico frente a ella y un micrófono para expresar todo lo que siente. decisión no es bien recibida por sus padres, quienes rápidamente se niegan a seguir enviando dinero cada mes si no se vuelve abogada y sigue legado. no lo necesitan, es lo que su abuela siempre asegura, alentándola a comenzar a buscar su sueño.

v. hace aquello por algunos meses, bares y cafés siendo únicos lugares en los que logra hacerse un espacio, pero todo va bien. o al menos eso parece, pues nuevo giro es dado y en poco tiempo, la perdida de su abuela llega. noticia no es fácil de sobrellevar, paredes pasan a ser solo de una persona y la soledad no lo sienta bien, llevándola a buscar constante compañía que sirva para olvidar realidad. también es primera vez en su vida en que el dinero es un problema, y aunque la oferta de sus padres está de nuevo allí, se niega a tomarla y volverse algo que detestaría. presentaciones en bares siguen sucediendo, pero poca frecuencia la lleva a buscar otro tipo de trabajo en uno de esos lugares.

vi. hace poco comenzó a subir vídeos a tiktok cantando algunas de sus canciones, y aunque hasta la fecha no puede monetizarlo, sus seguidores crecen cada día y los comentarios que recibe casi siempre son positivos.

[screampied]

i just need five minutes with them both 🧍‍♂️

[athenathegoddess13]

Boycott SM

I hope this reaches the right audience, and that bigger creators write something about this to spread and help, even if you're not a Riize fan, please help us.

I want to say something about all this Seunghan's situation. To all the people who say "If you boycott the other 6 members you're not a true briize"

We're not fighting only for seunghan.

We're fighting for ourselves,  because KPOP companys want so badly to have an impact outside of Asia but don't do anything when the international fans ask for something. It took us 10 months to get seunghan back but 2 days for Asian fans to kick him out.

We're fighting for the other 6 members who were so happy to have their friend back in the group and their happiness has been taken away from them.

We're fighting for the other idols as well, Seunghan was wrongly bullied for having a girlfriend and smoking, basically for being human, and SM did nothing to protect him. And now that he left I can't help but wonder, how are other idols feeling now? Are they scared that they might be the next ones this happens to? Knowing that if they get caught even hanging out with someone of the opposite sex might end the career they've been working on for YEARS.

And we're doing this for all the people who suffer from bullying. SM left those funeral wreaths outside their building for idols to see, isn't that wrong? They should have done something. This situation is critical, SM basically proved that by bullying those people can obtain whatever they want, they're giving an example that encourages bullying, which is clearly wrong.

It's time for international fans to raise their voice. SM has been called out for this behaviour for YEARS and yet they've done nothing. I am tired of this agency, I'm not supporting any of its groups till they start protecting their artists.

PLS repost or make your own post, I don't care if you're a small or big creator, your help is needed, even if you're not a fan, please understand our situation and help us. We're trying to make a difference in that industry.

[inkskinned]

nobody ever gets the mugshot of gluttony right. these days you think it has nothing to do with bodyweight. what a good trick: that gluttony could take a shape. no, there was never any fault in finishing a meal or in taking second helpings. it was always in taking from others that there was an issue - the oil baron's fingers steepled over dead bodies and stolen lands. gluttony - twin of greed, although most think greed and envy are the siblings - gluttony is pleased with the experience of gaining, is thrilled just-by-having. greed is the one that stays hungry, that has to move forever like a shark. gluttony likes it - "a glutton for punishment" is one who is seeking the harm, who loves the rush.

gluttony is a mother using her daughter's body for a diet testing ground, sharpening the bone angles. gluttony is saying why, well not! to the seventh and eighth mansion or yacht. it is not just wanting the six white horses, it is making sure that the horses came from your stables. it is not just bathing in milk - it is bathing in milk while others are starving.

oh, it's true that some sins still blaze in their bright floral prints. wrath in a white woman yelling at a person of color for even daring to be in her neighborhood. the red, incipient rage of a neck tightened at even the thought we would take the guns away. wrath has laurels, and she is good at her job, and works hard.

but sloth wasn't ever the sleepy morning of depression, the hours spent begging a clouded body to please move goddamn it; the protestant work ethic claiming even rest is somehow demonic. it was never chronic fatigue. sloth was subtle, a grey mist. she is watching you get bullied and she is deciding it is none of her business. she crosses the picket line because - what! it's just chicken, isn't it? she is closing her eyes and turning her head when the next anti-gay legislation passes. someone else will handle it. not the tense freeze of anxiety or a lack of preparation - she knows you're hurting and would rather you stay quiet about it. she tells other people i just don't see what the big deal is.

sloth is a father that doesn't do the dishes. sloth is your boyfriend's innocent shrug you're just better at household shit. sloth isn't the missed opportunity - it is the purposeful desire to just get-someone-else-to-do-it.

greed and envy are doing body shots in the back of a private jet. they are the way they always have been, but are lovers in the age of the internet. greed just finished union busting, is rolling a bitcoin over his knuckles, is about to start another MLM. envy is in a broadbrimmed hat, showing off her instagram life, grinning about how if you want it, work for it.

okay, it's true. you have a soft spot for lust, gathering dust in a corner. so tame in comparison to the others. but how funny lust is always painted as being a woman in tight clothes. you've met actually lustful women - the ones that purposefully climb into your partner's lap, the ones that say lesbians are gross but ask bisexual women into bed with their husbands. a lustful woman is not donned in lace and garters and red: that's how men think lust looks, painting their own sins into frame. this way, the sin displaces as fog and hovers above her: a woman in a dress is lust; what the man experiences is just the natural consequence.

here is the thing: lust is doing just fine, save your pity. lust is running more circles than any of them. lust is shutting down safe sexwork sites while also making teenagers in knee-high socks sex sensations. lust is CEO of an advertising network where women never pass 25 years old. all the bras lust makes are pretty to look at but, when worn, legitimately hurt. lust has a podcast, his fur coat looped around his shoulders, sells the idea that only certain people have value, that sex raises some and destroys others. lust is tilting his head and asking what did you expect when you dress like that? lust shuns you, sneers that everything you want is disgusting and taboo - right until he can figure out how to capitalize off of it. lust has the midas ability: everything he touches becomes an object.

people usually say wrath is the scary one. you agree with FMA here, though: the real dangerous one is pride, and the shit-eating grin. the white cloaks and the nationalism and the inability to apologize. it is every partner who threw a book at your head because you don't respect him. it is every mother who said my son doesn't deserve to have his life ruined over allegations. it is the teacher that fails you because you talked back.

you worry you have this one. you feel guilty when you need help but don't ask for it. prideful. ashamed when you complete something and feel good about it. too proud for your own good. but pride is not the reward of hard work or accomplishment: pride is a twitter feed. it is the thing that has to mask i didn't do anything with look at me.

pride is your father's raised hand, his raised voice. how he was never there when you needed him, but he is still "head of house." he ruins dinner and blames it on you: you're an embarrassment to this family. this is the glass you walk around, the cuts in your feet. how he says this isn't how i raised you and you have to bite back the retort: that's because you didn't actually fucking raise me.

[lunisoular]

what do u mean, we’re all by ourselves ?

[yooboobies]

his laugh is everything (7/7) 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

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[disease]

"EMOTIONAL DETOX: THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS VI" MARC QUINN // 1994-95 [cast lead and wax | 33 7⁄8 x 21 5⁄8 x 15 3⁄4"]

[watchyourbuck]

There’s something about Eddie saying he’s a nester yet being completely incapable of doing such nesting with any of the women we’ve ever seen him with. Shannon was not only his wife, but Chris’ mother, and yet he didn’t feel ready to let her see their son once she came back… I’d even be willing to say he convinced himself into redoing his life with her because it made sense, and not because he was in love with her (again). Ana, however lovely she was, was also very clearly the product of Eddie putting Chris first. We see this when he has The Conversation with Buck: “Chris loves her”, “is that enough?” and soon we find out it isn’t. “We became a ready made family, and I’m not ready for that”. Finally we have Marisol, who he shoved inside his house only to kick out a few days later. But then… cut to Buck and Chris playing video games together, and doing some sort of scrapbook thing for Christmas, and visiting Santa, and going to the zoo. Cut to Buck picking Chris up from school, and being the first person Chris calls when Eddie breaks down (and goes to when he’s mad at his dad). Cut to homemade meals and difficult talks at any of their kitchens, and carrying each other physically and emotionally through the worse possible times. Cut to “there’s no one I trust with my son more than you,” and “this changes nothing between us.” Yeah,,, Eddie can’t nest with the women we’ve seen him with, because he already nested with Buck.

[bubba-luz]

[dasketcherz]

okay, fiiine... your sister's not so bad, goggles.

[gardenhqs]

🔔🏠 DING DONG, RESERVA ENTRANTE

se hace la reserva de jessica alexander con el cupo ( #C2 ) a nombre de seven, ¡desde este momento cuentas con 48hrs para hacer llegar tu aplicación!