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Kai is a horrible weapon smith, but boy does he make the prettiest jewellery youll ever see in your life
#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago headcanons#kai smith#ninjago kai#kai#*screams into the void in agony*#ehehhe#u guys have to deal with me now
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Gaze upon me, and witness my glory!
#im so tired of this painting get me out#im done im doneeee#for some reason i made this canvas big as hell#like 11x17#so i could make this a print. if i was brave.#im not tho so u guys just have to deal with it#tf sentinel prime#ANYWAYS enjoy! I hope you like it!#maccadam#transformers#sentinel prime#transformers one#oh my god I’m so cooked I forgot to add to the end of that sentence#it’s there now
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watching misfits and magic 2 after skipping season 1 (harry potter rip off stories dont super appeal to me but taking them out of the school setting made it 100x more entertaining) and....... listen... why are sam and evan kind of. hm. hmm.
#theyre like m/f yuri. to me. do u get it#this isnt just me shipping the nearest guy and girl together i promise#all their tender moments. their natural chemistry#i dont fully get k and evan's old deal but it kind of seemed like they brought out worse sides of each other(?)#whereas sam and evan. how genuine they are as ppl now w/ evan becoming comfortable being 'weird' + sam wanting to meet ppl where theyre at#it cooks and idk if they know it#ofc they make fantastic friends and id b perfectly happy with just that#i just think they have a really sweet chemistry that would make for a cute romance#misfits and magic#misfits and magic 2#evan kelmp#sam britain#dimension 20#on ep 10 rn so idk where its going. romance isnt a big focus this season so id be shocked if anything actually happened
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I've watched Inception and The Wild Robot for the first time today. I'm fine! No, truly, I'm fine!
#i didnt Cry but i was p close for both LOL#i was actually trying to watch twr last night but#it was late .#i fell asleep .#like constantly#i was waking and sleeping waking and sleeping waking and sleeping#incredible movie though holy shit#roz ras and ra's i love u all now <333#raine's rambles#the wild robot#inception#inception was pretty cool#incredible visuals and the twist was insane ...#they rlly were just stacking dreams on dreams on dreams#speaking of dreams i got my first and only dreamzzz set today but that aint matter#tbh for inception i think my only issue was there was a part where it rlly just Drags for a bit to me at least .#its not that big of a deal tho#the scene w fischer getting that false idea planted in was so good it was such a nice resolution#it leaves you in two minds about the whole thing#on the one hand the heroes succeeded ! yeah !#on the other they have completely altered the course of Everything for this guy via a false notion#he may be happier but it was never true ...#and the thing w the spinner at the end. ..#ohh my god#can i just pretend i got the happy ending instead AUGHH...#good day for me today actually !#might have been my best one in a while...#not me YAPPING in the tags when i have a project to finish WHOOPS !!!
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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real talk: lxl should continue to explore romance fantasy concepts in their songs. it’s clearly working for them~
#typical prince aesthetics in romeo/julieta and nonfan… and now historical rofan in meoto…#(and there’s also whatever’s going on in tsuki no hime but that has no mv :( sadge)#sorry guys i still have meoto on the brain pls suffer with me~~~~~~~~~#but mannnnn. i was struck by sudden inspiration for a meoto au a n d#well. ig now i understand why they skipped over the falling in love phase. romance is hardddd#i want to subscribe to the meoto expansion pack p l s i need to know what their deal is~~~~#bc man. how in the world did they go from complete indifference to promising to stay together forever hello#what happened???????? excuse???????????#man. m a n. ok i think im done for the night. i hope#LXL MEOTO CRISIS 2K24#(but if anyone here wants to get into the otome isekai genre in general… i recommend starting off with ✨s u r v i v i n g r o m a n c e✨#(it’s a great story and it’s still modernised enough to ease into the genre. and after that…)#(you can just go for the series with the most interesting premise/prettiest art/both tbh)#(though i personally recommend ✨the perks of being an s class heroine✨ ✨the villainess’s stationery shop✨ for milder content)#(and there’s also some series with both isekai and regression.)#(like they isekai after their 1st life in 20xx-> live out their 2nd life in the fantasy world -> regress to a point in their 2nd life)#(for that type i kinda like ✨i shall master this family✨ though ngl i’m mostly reading it bc i think the aunt is very pretty)#(a nd there’s the occasional modern regression story but that’s pretty soap drama-esque and the one i read got ridiculous at times lmao)#(but ofc the ones with less romance focus are fun too~~~~ like stories with multiple isekai-ed people for one)#(b u t i digress i think i’ll stop here before i lose the plot any longer ahaha~~~~)
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....why are the youtube comments so mad lol don't y'all like to have fun. don't we like to have fun here
#ari speaks#half of them are 'wahhh this is what happens when you make games WOKE' like. baby. shhhh. it's not dark fantasy enough for you???#like we are allowed to have varied opinions but also idk. dragon age has always had moments of being a lil silly. especially inquisition.#titsicles???? the nug king???? i'm attacking your holdfast with a goat????? cmon now.#we DO get a little silly here and i'm really not opposed to (well-placed) tonal irreverence in a world about to end.#bitch the world we are CURRENTLY living in is falling apart and i am also being a silly fucking guy because it's all i got.#if i lived in thedas irl i'd be in taverns getting tomatoes thrown at me for bad stand-up about kirkwall HAVE SOME FUN LIVE A LITTLE.#also bc it's been so long one has to imagine that they're also trying to grab some new fans here so it does not surprise me#that the trailer is not 'Boo Hoo Sad Times Dark Fantasy Game No. 49' (i say as an enjoyer of depressing dark fantasy)#esp when all of the prior promotional material has been very doom and gloom.#i don't think that just because the game is being marketed like this/that we're switching focus from solas that the game will be#sanitized and not dealing with any kind of fucked up lore and shit. i am holding out hope that we're going to get some cool opportunities#to play in a space that is def dark but can still give room to breathe.#anyway i do not actually giv a fuck (genuine not insulting) if the trailer did not make u excited das ok.#unless you're complaining that it's woke garbage now/so bad because g*ider is uninvolved. if thats the case you may fuck off.#sorry for the tag essay!
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Hm with the bit we got with Kai and Jay fighting each other,,, isn't it Jay’s turn to be evil? Like it's only him and Cole left to have an evil arc (?) and based on the fight with full elemental powers, someone has to be trying to kill the other.
#Fun Fact! This has been sitting in my drafts since freaking Seabound!#You guys get to deal with this with me now!#Ninjago Jay#Ninjago#Ninjago Dragons Rising#I have not Touched it.#If u would have told me the Full Elemental Power Fight would be a parallel#from s4 with Cole and Jay but Nya and Jay instead#WITH THE SAME CHALLENGE#Minus being enslaved if you lost.#WELL.
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Gavin McKenna haunts the 2024 draft for no other reason than because EYE keep having to read about him in other peoples draft profiles .i google him and come to find out he aint even draft eligible until 2026? why???? are we talkin about a 16 year old in this manner??? (by the by i know he's very good according to reports. i just think he deserves some PEACE. and the prospects haunted by him on their scouting reports i.e. "he was playing with McKenna so how good is he REALLY" sentiments also deserve the same damn peace) anyway did you know he's not even related to Bedard by blood. everyones like THEYRE COUSINS but its by marriage. shut up about Bedard and let McKenna be trapped in his own damn story there's enough Doomed by the Narrative and First Overall Ennui to go around <3
#deepest condolences to the guys playing for the medicine hat tigers who will be dealing with this speculation for the next 3-4 years#assuming he goes first in his year#well. there's still time!#puckscouting#2024 draft class#the profile i was looking at was Andrew Basha's LMAO#Gavin McKenna#thank u meg for enlightening me about his status as bedards cousin this is insane .#2026 draft class#<- can't believe i have to tag for that right now
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I saw 9-1-1 and then I saw psych and then I blacked out an followed you - jkjk that snippet looks AMAZING Buck and Shawn would synergize on a level unheard of it's such a big brained concept!!!
HAHHAHA YESS OMGGG i am always happy to find more ppl who are into 911!! and psych too LETS GOOO
THANK YOUUU THATS SO SWEET ILL CRY EUEUUE <333
i wrote that snippet so long ago and then got distracted but ive been getting back into psych and now i cant stop thinking about them aaaaaaa
BUT YES OMG shawn and buck have so many parallels it actually makes me go bonkers (gonna ramble under the cut)
they are just both goofy goobers
both are bisexual disasters
they both have a scene where they're angstily riding their motorcycle before crashing
both would hookup constantly before they found a job to give them a sense of purpose
GOD THEY BOTH. THEY BOTH HAVE FUCKED UP CHILDHOODS BUT IN LIKE OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS ARHGHRGH
both are attention seekers (in very different ways)
they both have ppl think theyre much dumber than they actually are (smart buck u are so special to me)
both are a fan of old rock (Shawn with Tears for Fears, Buck with Bruce Springsteen) CAN YOU IMAGINE A KARAOKE SCENE JKFDSKJ
there are more but omggkgkjgkj honestly i feel like. a big difference between them is just that Shawn had Gus growing up and Buck had Maddie
#i also . now have. two separate 911 psych aus?!?! someone pls stop me this is getting out of handddd#i saw a photo of young peter krause and it looked sm like shawn for a moment it Jumpscared me#and after chatting about it with two of my friends (shoutout ace and dez-- love u guys !!)#i now have an au where bobby meets shawn pre LA and adopts him as a younger brother#uncle shawn with buck dynamic I LOVE UUU#i love both the dynamic of 118 meeting shawn and gus at the same time#but also shawn knowing og trio before the rest#“Bobby you didnt tell me you adopted a kid how dare you!!”#ALSO MY FRIEND CAME UP WITH SHAWN INSTANTLY CLOCKING BOBBY AND BUCK AS FATHER SON (in the og au that ive written)#“I thought you were psychic.”#“I am!!”#“Well they're not blood related.”#“theyre NOT??”#okay but also im just getting sm joy from skeptic eddie having to deal with ✨️Shawn ✨️#anywaysss#foxie rambles#foxieasks#psych 911 au#krow tag#i srsly need to get to writing this hehehe
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where.....Where art thou.............WHERE ARE YPU!!!!!
#sorry followers that have been dealing with me barely posting only to come back and talk about the same guy#someone asked if im talking abojt my boyfriend no he's fine and well and freshly lip pierced#im talking about a mutual WHO KEEPS GETTING TERMED#I MISS YOY#PLEASE#IM OBSESSED I NEED YOU#okay now im soubding creepy#but you fueled me with all the best jerkoff material and no one hits the way u do
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you guys ever go thru a stage in art where it feels like everything u draw is solely for socmed and that ur interest in something is not genuine and ur just overall burnt out in art and draw like once a month. lol lmao xd
#i keep looking at old art and going wow#im so washed. LOL#i had like . a mindset back then where i Needed to have a hyperfixation and run that interest to the ground#until my brain was sick of it fr#and its like. that just completely disappeared at one point? the drive to discover and learn and create just disappeared#and like im . a giga Casual enjoyer of things now and like i guess i can think deeper of the Themes now. woah. media literacy unlocked#but im never really hooked on things like i used to be. idk if this is what being normally interested in things is like or#or if its not normal. idk#trying to forcefeed myself interests and hope thag its normal hahaha#my rationality tells me i cant possibly be the only one dealing with this but like idk. i just never see it#i think ive vented about this before but i may have deleted#who knows. this is just a moment of weakness u guys shouldnt have to see this again . just going to be real
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i'm imagining immortal altaïr circa the 9 years desmond was hiding from the assassins, kept being randomly approached by the assassins thinking he's desmond because he's like. physically identical to desmond and has updated his clothing to match modern-blending in, aka desmond style clothing. "desmond what the hell are you doing in france" "who the fuck is desmond. go away."
he’s been kidnapped multiple times by various sects of the brotherhood under william miles’s leadership (allowed this to happen. to be clear. they’re good assassins! but he’s better.) and they kept calling him desmond, or if they’re more familiar with desmond’s whole deal, referring to him as “the mentor’s runaway kid”. altaïr is nine hundred years old and is Thee mentor and should not have to put up with this. he doesn’t even know any desmonds! go bother ezio about it!
he’s going to run into desmond for real one day and be just a little more petty than he should about all of this akshkfjgks
(altaïr picks up the white hoodie look for familiarity reasons and if u ask him he’s going to say desmond copied him. actually. (<- they both adopted this look independently of each other))
#also like in this au because there’s now been ac games set before ac1. altaïr isn’t the oldest assassin. but. he certainly acts like the#old man he is the most i think.#anyway potentially this whole confusion is what clues him in first to ‘wait the desmond guy ezio mentioned a goddess told him about once#is actually a real person and alive now??? and looks like me. for some reason’#and this is going to be how desmond gets a little bit kidnapped himself by hundred year old assassins who want to poke at him curiously to#figure out what the deal is#……potential desmond survival method: if his whole genetic thing is so important. well.#what if u had three other guys there. who also have partial makeups of that genetic stuff. if they can share the burden between them.#then none of them have to explode and die and also the world doesnt have to explode either and maybe even juno can <3 explode instead#ask#assassin's creed#i am so charmed by the idea of altaïr and desmond as like. extremely similar looking. like unnaturally so.#it’s got the energy of looking at a picture of your great great grandpa and realizing you have the same face.#except altaïr is way older than that but still looks like he and desmond could be twins. wait stop wait i swear this isn’t a selfcest#adjacent thing. i nean not entirely.#its more for the comedy of them getting mistaken for each other.#i swear
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omgg lol [guy who won't stop going "more like scapeGOATED" voice] now hold! on!! lmao [same guy just saw encanto voice] Hold on!!!
#& [it might be 5am but i'll still see if i can draw some] trackpad homemade reacts. inhales & hands to head/face x9 then walking off#site giving pretty random Suggested assortment there where i was like oh right sure. prob not tumblr keywords captures lmaooo#(plus happened to have it open in firefox) but my god Not the scapegoated literal seers lmfao. whoooo. my god#also it was just really good anyways like right nice. damn#the (queerrr) seerrr the perceiverrr the truth tellerrr the ruinerrr the scapegoat be-errr the internalizerrr the neurodivergerrr#& now i Know there is 0% chance ppl weren't putting ''always a gay cousin or it's you (avuncular edition)'' in that thing#family tree design not even leaving space for the hypothetical kids of this relative we mostly pretend is nonexistent hmm#also that necessarily. it's giving all intents & purposes Disability abt a dozen ways & it's saying [accept that] vs [we'd better fix him]#you don't cite said [it's giving disability] as part of the We All Hate The Horrible Little Freak scapegoating justification & then be like#''actually we don't have to do that anymore b/c he's sooo normal :)'' or not if you're serious about [don't scapegoat your family] anyways#which like oh ok they Are serious so The Weirdo's scapegoating / casting out / lack of support Isn't justified#so he's still weird & you just gotta get over that b/c otherwise. bye. having a natural rat affinity is such a slay btw#& we've all been there like ''you NEVER want two scapegoats talking it's Over if they do'' + littlest kid is like um. they're the best#plankton voice Correct! inhale i'm so impressed like. getting to go ''finally someone Normal'' (serious abt letting someone Be Weird(tm))#which also always counts as like mm hard time suggesting someone's Not queer & also autistic for a start lmao. an award#adding in suggested layers like talking to oneself; talking Oddly / w difficulty; physical uncoordination; rituals ; acting; animal friend#the layer of ''& all that's fine? like?'' again rather than him ever suppressing or even changing it so far as it's suggested#besides that it's observed as Weird like but so? or else what? nonrhetorical: hostility / rescinded support & driving someone off is what?#& that Truth like the [worse treatment / exclusion / scapegoat] oft recipe for someone giving the support they're not getting themself#again Never let the [ppl both experiencing this] talk oh it's So over. or the child who's all i like family support & kindness actuallyy...#obviously also like the complete opposite of billions. knowing what they're about & letting this Just As Beloved crucial guy be So Weird#but billions Also [hmm feels right for our scapegoated guy to Perceive / Tell Truths / openly want/need & then be hurt] now get his ass#anyway [guy who could always go way on could go way on but only has thirty tags & it's 6am & i still mean to try some drawing] voice#remarkable amt of So True & ''it feels like ppl on the same page w/exactly what they're doing are all behind this''#remarkable amount of concentrated My God That Is So A Slay located in bruno all at once. what a gift#sticking to ''sometimes someone In Your Group is Weird. Disabled. deal'' firmly enough there's no ;) oh u can bet we'll Fix Him in the end#everyone always assumes the worst so....me when i'm [always as a kid yearning for Living In Secret Passages]. emile gtmpota?#oh congrats to whatever rando who will be having his dramatic gay reunion w/bruno just out of frame obviously. i perceive#now imagine if That rando was....emile gtmpota! what a crossover event. haunting4haunting. do i have enough tags for this lmao. yea#& having 1 more tag to say: as though the [endless serving] isn't enough bruno's also as close to gender envy as it gets. incl rats; sure
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to me, all my muses here are princes, just that some sometimes they forget it -coughs- gilly -coughs- romano -coughs- f.eliciano -coughs-
#;ooc#ooc#theres a thread some balance reslly thinly over- like it.aly#HE IS PRINCELY IN HIS OWN WAY YES! but sometimes he also cant read the room#but he is very charming and genuine so he gets points back#or then theres k.iku; polite prince ; gentle strong but also a bit shy#i feel like he would never loose his prince-like trait; he sparkles on his own#f.inland is like a fairy tale type of prince; like from a shoujo manga#he is thst optimist coworker thta always helps you look at the bright side and hype you up; sunflower shaped#r.omano is the spoiled prince type; but it also depends bc with ladies he is def much more gentlemanly; with men its like; get over yoursel#still a bit prickly on the sides like hedgehog ince u start getting closer but he doesnt loose his moments#g.illy is arrogant prince; a special type of tsundere where its more lime a DENSE tsundere#england is always concerned about his gentleman qualities; ✋its very important to him#but he is a bit of a loner so you dont often see that side#it doesnt help either that the msjority of people he talks to get on his NERVES#also far more considerate and gentle with women; with men hes already lifting a brow (used to dealing with the other countries behing unhin#unhinged#HE MIGHT;; because he is a 'gentleman' give you the benefit of the doubt but thats i t#he is going to be judging u ✍️#also apologies for the typos and horrible redaction; my phone doesmt tend to corrrect typos and its nogjt time oof#but i hope the general gist can be conveyed#what i mean is... basically if all of them were in an o.tome game; that would be a disaster#AEIOEIEOERPRITOERIOY#i would talk about the rest but for now this is it#i love chivalry and gentlemanly traits its just too sweet to me; like in fairy tales; in that regards i mean#its like in my f.go blog; those guys are like princes to me...#u cant look at c.onstantine and say he doesnt look gentle and warm- or a.rjuna with his (canon actually) princely attitude#spain is so gentle and warm and friendly; its like;; if he were a prince; he would be so down to earth u wouldnt feel shy to talk to him#hes a literal sunflower i love him#he is funny and spontaneous and he would have way too many acts of love to just pick one
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well🙂
#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up#surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha!#so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what#who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life#like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me#looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her”#n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly#like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them”#n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt#no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself#no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up#< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys#fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!!#anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back
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