#tyyyy for the ask ily

[deathlonging]

orchid abelia edelweiss <333

orchid: whats a song you consider to be perfect?

achilles come down largely due to past coping mechanism reasons but if i were to make the emotional playing field even then family tree by ethel cain . both songs make me equally crazy btw acd just also unearths memories to back it up <3

abelia: dyou have a piece of jewellery you always wear or cant part with?

absolutely adore earrings !! i own these turquoise ones w silver backings that gleam in the sun and theyre tiny but they're my emotional support jewellery pieces i've always gotten compliments on them <3

edelweiss: how’d you think of your url/username? what’s it associated with to you?

ohh this is a hard one due 2 i simply cannot remember :) im pretty sure i started using this blog in earnest one winter not so long ago and i wanted something that was descriptive enough on its own to both make sense and induce serotonin <3 might change to a preachers daughter url soon though that album has an iron grip on me rn

[habken]

your mha headcanons are my fav and i smile every time you cross my dashboard

do I make many headcanons I feel like most of the headcanons I've shared are basically "ahahaa imagine deku in the hero fandom"

[lalallorona]

sweet dreams………… 💞

omg they will be cuz ill be dreaming of u 😚

[pyro-thon]

Hank headcanons?

Ahhhh yeasssss thank youuuu!

so excited to share these fr.

•Hank likes to collect little things he finds on agents that interest him, mainly shiny things. Has a massive collection.

•Enjoys watching Gordon Ramsey yell at people. My man will be listening to him as a comfort for sleeping, like the RPG asmr they got out there.

•loves cuddling. Weather it be with Sanford and Deimos, with his own pillow, or doc, or all of the above at once, he loves being snuggled, or holding something warm in his arms.

•hates brushing his teeth. It hurts his gums because they’re all wonky from loosing his lower jaw. Doc had to make a specific toothpaste so it would numb his gums while brushing.

•he likes to try to cook things. Hank is not the best, thats for sure, but he tries. Sometimes he’ll make decent food, hut most of the time his food is ass. Everyone tries to stomach it to make him feel better.

•Loves, and I mean LOVES, to wear those knee high Converse. He knows they are terrible for fighting, but they look so cool to him. He will rock those until the day he will actually die.

•Actually not bald bruh 💀. He just had a buzz cut. Be nice about his hair 💀💀💀💀

•likes to steal Doc’s mask and wear it for himself sometimes. Finds it funny because its quiet comfortable and breathable. Doc gets mad at him for it, but Hank doesn’t mind.

[cruisingheightswithdragons]

17, 21, 34 :]

17. Are you angry with anyone right now?

My upstairs neighbors have been loudly stomping and throwing stuff all day every day for the past week and my patience with them is wearing very very thin god.

21. Describe your best friend.

Given how rarely I talk to people can I even say I have one? As far as that goes with what I can consider, why not look in a mirror and tell me what you see?

34. What’s your coffee order?

I like my coffee black ngl. Maybe I’ll treat myself to a caramel macchiato on the off chance I crave something more, but I do prefer plain, black coffee.

[sleepinginmygrave]

hey this feels awkward but I just want to say that I think you're really cool and i want to ask how you're doing :)

AAAROFKHKFKGKF TYSM YOU'RE LIKE. SO SO COOL I DIDN'T EVEN THINK YOU WOULD EVER INTERACT WITH ME YOU'RE SO COOL HHURUGHUUGH AND I'M DOING GOOD!! MY STOMACH JUST HURT A BIT BUT IT'S OKAY WHAT ABOUT YOU??

[harrylights]

6, 14, 44?

ty ash i appreciate u 💛

6: what blogs do I mostly interact with? in terms of talking? like. you, @braverytattoos @hazzasultimatekiwi @walkinginsunflowers @louiscarrotsxoxo @heartshaped-lou @holyshit but in terms of likes/rb (i’m just gonna scroll thru activity so this isn’t like. Ranked, ily all sm) @letmeadorelouis @faithinthefuturedeluxe @wemadethishome @yourslarry @moranginhos @whatifai @paradise-compass @louisgrayhairs @itsworthitallthistime @hometomysatellite @quickpauseinconversations @medicinelarrie and there are soooo many more, some are more recent moots tho so i don’t wanna call them out but know that if you interact w my stuff at all ily 🫶

14: do I admire the clouds and colours of the sky? (do you like the colours of the sky flashbacks) but yES i could stare at the clouds or a sunrise/sunset for hours even tho i prob shouldn’t lmao

44: do I collect anything? not really, no. i have a small collection of cool rocks but I haven’t added to it in like a year at this point 🤷

asks to help me ignore life <3

[prince-of-red-lions]

Can I just say...i love your blog sm, you are funny and you are really good at drawing.

BDNTYBBTEBEBEJEJEJRJDJ WHAAA

STOP OMG U GUYS R TOO KIND :)))) HGJFJDHS THIS IS JUST WHAT I NEEDED TODAY HRRGH I AM SMILING SM RN :DD TYSM UNI UR SUCH A KIND SOUL 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 :)))) WISHING A HAPPY WEEK FOR U 🙏🙏

[melancholiaenthroned]

5. and 6. for the fandom ask meme for the fandom of your choice!

5. who is your favorite character (and maybe why?)

ok making this one about saw. MANDY<3333 i know i have a hoffman pfp and like. kind of blog theme in general and it does shift a bit depending on which movie i rewatched last but i do think amanda is the objectively best character AND the one i like most rn:-) today i had to leave the house quick and i didnt realize til i was out that id put on my amanda sweatshirt AND had my amanda keychain attached to my wallet chain... repping my girl today... ok and as for why like i said i think shes genuinely such a well written character and her arc is sooo crazy and tragic. shes holding herself to absurd standard for an ideology she struggles to believe in but has placed all her self worth in and cant escape now... saw ii&iii supremacy is always real forever

6. when you first think of the fandom, what image comes to mind?

ummm so i guess for saw as a franchise i kind of see the reverse bear trap as like. its logo. which is kind of silly cuz it probably should be the jigsaw piece but im not getting a tattoo of that shit. speaking of puzzle pieces i saw the most ANNOYING autism mom bumper sticker the other day. it was like rosie the riveter dressed in a puzzle piece patterned dress and it said like. AUTISM MOM IM SO STRONG DONT MESS WITH ME or smth dumb and i wanted to key that car so bad. what were we talking about again.

[spursthatjinglejanglejingle]

🐒💖💎 :]

AUDHHS

🐒 What's your favorite line from your special interest if it's a video game/movie/tv show/etc?: There's a line from Bioshock 2 that has haunted me for YEARS. "I know you never wanted a daughter, but love is just a chemical, we give it meaning by choice." That line. Ough. It's stayed with me.

💖 Current special interest?: Probably Disco Elysium honestly, I've been trying to tell myself it isn't but. Uhh.

💎 When and how did you discover your special interest?: I saw some of my mutuals posting about it and bought it when it was on sale about a year ago! It took me a while to get into it because I've never seen anything describe my experience with depression and suicidal thoughts so accurately, it scared me off because it was so... idk the word, soul baring. For Bioshock 2 there used to be a video rental store in my town that let you rent video games and the cashier recommended the Bioshock series to me, I miss that store a lot.

[oathofkaslana]

hi!!!! lee!!!! do you have any specific, favorites tropes (romantic, just plot-wise, or platonic!!) from hi3? :”3 💜

WOOO!!! :333 HAI <333

every single hi3 relationship to me is just what if home was a person and every time i think about it i start gagging and throwing up and vomiting and killing and <- kiana and mei being the ones to end each others loneliness, bronya and seele returns to each other marking points of domestic stability, sakura and kallen finding a new life within each other, siegfried and cecilia going to places they wouldnt go because of each other and holding that so dear that ceci craves freedom from schicksal after and siegfried goes back to schicksal for her.

[bensiskos]

HAI ELLA i know you rbed it like yesterday but i want to ask for the oc ask game in regards to lucas and mary. 7, 38, and B for the both of them

HI TEKENY THANK UUUUU

7: what triggers nostalgia for them, and do they like the feeling?

Lucas gets very easily triggered by smell and texture and often times when she’s outside & smells something that reminds her of what her life before the faewilds was like she’ll get pretty sad. She doesn’t enjoy nostalgia and tries very hard to push past the feeling. Mary doesn’t often get nostalgic, she’s one who’s always looking towards the future, partly because she doesn’t really care about the past. She’ll sometimes eat a food that reminds her of a lovely summer and she’ll enjoy it, but otherwise she doesn’t think about it.

38: what memory do they revisit often?

Lucas thinks a lot about her last day on earth, and revisits memories of her family often. She also finds herself thinking a lot about her memories with Mary, their first meeting, working together, etc. Mary thinks a lot about her memories of the court library bc she always has to remember what fucking books she’s read and where to find them <3 she also will wander into remembering a funny thing Lucas said, or how Lucas looked the other day, or generally abt Lucas. Mary has a lot less self awareness than Lucas does when it comes it Feelings and memories

B: what inspired you to create them?

I wanted to draw a hot lesbian night with a weapon and then obvs I had to draw a femme to go with her <333 and I think exploring power dynamics esp in fantasy situations is fun :3 I need to revamp their story & draw them again tbh I haven’t thought abt them in a while

[ideasarestuckinmyhead]

I NEED A PART 3 OF A GODS OBSESION YOUR AMAZING AND ILY (platonically) PLEASE AND TYYYY<3

A deal with the Devil.

PT1 A God's obsession love where it first started. PT2 Golden cage of mine where I continued. Now let's go in for PT3 :D I wonder how Auron is going to be in this one, since Lucien now owns his obsessions lover soul.... TW: Blood, tearing a vocal cord, suicide via poison,

Rook felt like throwing up, they were forced to go to this party held in their 'honor'. Different God's were there with various emotions on their face as they saw Rook. It seems most of them knew who they were and how they got here.

"Love? Are you-" Soft words were interrupted by Rook snatching their arm away from HIM. Auron frowned, eyes narrowing as he looked at them to behave. He might have been too lenient with letting them act out, this was getting out of hand.

"Don't. Call. Me. That." Spitting out Rook got up and walked to the God of Love and God of the Hunt. Auron gritted his teeth as he tried to keep his calm in front of all the gods he sees over.

Rook held a gauntlet filled with wine from the God of festivities gifted them. One that would never be empty, it was about their....fourth? Glass they guessed. Alphonse looked at the cup they held and then their hand in their pocket.

"Rook, you didn't bring that vile did you?" Whispering to them, and looking around to see if anyone noticed or heard. Rook simply snorted and nodded, sipping more of their wine.

"Rook, that isn't smart." Scolding Seth kept his distance. Seeing that Auron was watching the two like a hawk. Rook laughed and looked back at Auron, flipping him off causing some minor God's to gasp at their bravery.

"Is....is he coming?" Rook questioned looking at Seth with a pleading look. A heavy sigh was heard and the brunette nodded, Alphonse was looking worried as he looked back at Auron. Who was talking to a God about something and looked back at Rook.

"We.....we don't know if he'll agree. He usually keeps to himself at these things and if Auron saw you with him-" Alphonse clamped his mouth shut seeing Lucien finally walk in. Every noise silenced seeing the God of the Dead, even Auron looked at his every move.

"Lucien, dear. Do you think they have good booze here?" A giggling voice could be heard as a figure leaned against him. The God smiled at them, nodding and snapping his fingers for a gauntlet to be placed in the person's, God's? Hand.

Auron, finally stood putting on a smile looking at Lucien. Who, seemed unimpressed by the whole party as he focused on his plus one. Alphonse smiled as he looked at the person next to the God of the Dead.

"Lucien! It's nice to see you out of your domain. Tell us, who is this person next to you?" Loudly asking, other Gods mumbled and chatted amongst themselves seeing who the person was. Lucien simply smiled and showed them off, as the person was chugging their gauntlet.

"My spouse. You may call them Angel." 'Angel' looked at everyone and smiled widely. Waving excitedly at all the Gods gathering, Seth saw this as a opportunity to get closer to them. Giving a firm nod to Rook, they noticed as well and started going to the God of the Dead. But, sadly Auron saw this and waved his hand causing Rook to float to him as they cursed loudly at him.

This made Angel the God of Justice, glared at the God of Protection, tugging on Lucien's robe. The God with horns turned his head and scowled seeing Auron placing Rook on his lap. It seems he couldn't hide them in this life either, guilt struck the God as he looked Auron in the eyes.

"Oh, you have a lover again? Interesting." Commenting Lucien then turned away and went to the buffet table. Angel still had their eyes on Rook and Auron, glaring at the latter one last time before walking to their lover.

Rook felt their skin crawl as they sat on this bastard's lap, how dare he put them here?! Trying to get up they were held down firmly by Auron, who looked at them straight in the eye's.

"Love?.....Behave." Commanding darkly, Auron then went back to smiling at the guests. Leaving Rook throwing a pleading look at Seth and Alphonse, but a bluenette looked at them with pity and decided to do something.

Going to the God of the Hunt, the God of Stars and the Moon grabbed his arm and smiled. Leaning into the brunettes ear and bluntly stated.

"I know your planning something. Let me help." Simply words mace Seth pause and look at him. Then sighed as Alphonse looked at Seth with a 'We-need-his-help' look, so the brunette began explaining the plan.

"I'm trying to get to Lucien to strike up a deal in Rook's name." Whispering low Seth leaned to Faust. The younger God nodded and turned to Auron who was focusing on Rook.

"And you need a distraction to not look suspicious......On it." Determination was in Faust's eyes as he teleported in front of the 'loving' couple in stars. Seth and Alphonse then hurried to where Lucien and Angel were to get more help in getting Rook away from Auron.

The God of Protection scowled seeing his younger brother in front of him. Before he could shoo him away Faust started to yell at the older God.

"How DARE you! Taking a mortal from their life and trYING TO MAKE THEM A GOD! THAT HAS NEVER OR WON'T EVER WORK!!" Everyone snapped their head's at the brother's that have argued for over centuries. Whisper's rouse as Auron shouted back at him to quiet down and they wuld discuss this later.

"NO!!" Faust's power started to seep into the air as it moved around him. Showing his anger towards his older brother, and one of Faust's hidden eyes saw Seth talking to Lucien.

"What?.....GOING TO SILENCE ME NOW? EVERYONE KNOWS HOW IDIOTIC IT IS TO TURN A MORTAL TO GOD!" Screaming out Faust turned to the crowd of Gods that kept quiet. Some of the older ones gave Auron a look, he was the one that made it a rule. To NEVER turn a mortal to a God unless they EARNED the right and AGREED to be one.

The room hushed into a silence as the two glared at each other. Rook was gently moved out of Auron's lap on to his throne. Faust got into a fighting position as Auron raised his hand, the bluenette looked at Rook and winked.

Making Rook pause before looking away from the argument before them. And seeing Seth pleading to Lucien while discreetly looking at them.

As the argument went on Lucien looked at Seth and spoke in a deep voice as his power slipped into the air.

"Are you FULLY sure Rook wants this?" Looking down at the younger God, who nodded. Alphonse and Angel stood away from them as the pinkette explained to Angel what happened.

"Lucien." Angel turned to their dark lover and clenched his robe in anger looking at Auron. Their eyes of Justice started to glow brightly seeing the scene in front of them. "Free them from their shackles, please."

The was the last straw, Lucien let his dark fog roll down on the ground. Causing Gods to yell in fright as they pushed away from him, the tallest God stalked towards the throne where Rook was sitting. Faust was brought down by Auron's chains, as the red head tried to go back to Rook.

"Enough." The single words made Auron freeze where he was and the room was once again stomped to silence. All saw as the God of the Dead's horns grew as he looked down at Auron.

"I let you be here and do what you pleased. I'm not one for fighting but you forcing my old friend to being in this golden cage? Auron...You KNOW better than to anger ME!" Skeleton arms shoot out form the fog and sinked their claws into Auron. Forcing the God to his knees as he tried to thrash out of the dead's hold, Lucien ignored Auron and approached the throne.

"NO! ROOK-" A Skeleton shot up and clawed at Auron's throat making him cough out blood. His vocal cord being broken at the forced they used to silence him. Faust's chains were broken, he was helped up then went back to Seth and Alphonse who signaled Finn to heal him.

Lucien went down to one knee as he held Rook's hand, they looked at the God with hope. It was weird usually he got a look of fear when he approached a mortal, but Rook was always a weird mortal.

"Rook, my old friend. I helped you before, giving you a knife to end the protection Auron had on you. But, I failed to try and keep you hidden..." Sorrow was in his words as he looked at their face. Rook simply smiled and decided to ask him of a deal.

"I want my freedom and to NEVER be under Auron's hand again...But I know it comes with a price....." Gods started to whisper hearing the deal the mortal told the God of the Dead. Lucien nodded and materialized a contract before him, letting it go to Rook.

"It would cost your soul. I couldn't protect you after you were reincarnated....But if you were....forever dead, I could make sure Auron can NEVER have you again." Whispering to them, Rook took in a sharp breath and nodded. A feather pen materialized in their hand as they singed their name on the contract.

"no....no no no no nO.....NONONONONONONO??!!" Auron howled as he thrashed his head away from the skeleton behind him. The red heads power started showing as he set himself on a protective fire to burn the souls holding him down.

Lucien was about to summon a knife once again, but Rook held up a hand making the God of the Dead to pause. Rook then showed off the poison they had, everyone gasped seeing what it was. Lucien then stood as Rook got off the throne and went in front of Auron.

The God of Protection started acting insane, his hair going wild as his power tried freeing him. Faust looked at Rook with sad eyes, he knew them once and knew this was a hard decision for them. Seth looked at them with a sad smile and Alphonse began crying into his hands.

Glass shattered on the floor, Auron's howls echoed through the throne room and Gods all having different reactions. In the chaos, Lucien closed Rook's eyes and held out a hand to Angel. The lover of the God of the Dead went to him but paused before Auron, his face filled with tears as blood dripped from his throat and body.

"Check mate, Auron." Final words were said as Rook downed the whole vile of poison.

They began choking holding their throat as black filled their veins showing everyone a painful death. Rook's eye's rolled into their head as they fell back into Lucien's arms, slowly their arms fell.

"How dare you bring injustice to this mortal. To cause them to go this far, I hope you suffer from this till the day you slit your own throat. BASTARD!" Scoffing at Auron who started trying to grab them, Angel continued walking to Lucien. With one final smile to the Gods that helped Rook, the couple vanished into thin air.

Leaving behind a broken God, too consumed by the consequences of his own actions. Along with other Gods questioning if letting Auron lead them was even a good choice anymore.

[quehecke]

Dear Yuta Glazer 3000

How do you do your shading 😍 especially the oart when everything is gray and then it comes back to normal (is that shading???? I'm still getting used to art terms, sorry if I'm mistaken)+ for how long have you doing art? You already know that I'm a fan of yours (you're yuta glazer 3000 and I'm yuta glazer glazers 3000 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥) so yeah you're inspiring me to come back to drawing 😍 pls teach me the magic of doing art Mr!!!!!!!!!!! (If you want to, if not that's totally plausible bcs you're (in my view) one of the most original artists I've seen 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 like, frfr, no jokes and no glazing)

Idk how to end this now, but bite bite 🤙

ty as always silly 😍😍

honestly idk how to explain my shading i may have to make a tiktok or something on it someday bc i get asked about it a lot 🙏

and to answer when i started doing art uhhh

must've been sometime in 2021 so like 3 years maybe??? i forgor

TYYYY ILY MY #1 GLAZER 😝😝

[txna-blxckthorn]

NWURJDIDBBDM CONGRATS ON 300 BBG

CAN I REQUEST HYACINTH

TYYYY <3333

Hyacinth - Ask for a compliment or a positive affirmation. (mutuals only)

girl where do i start you're an amazing friend, i love being with you, youre a great listener and your vibes are just >>>> youre always such a mood ily

ty for participating in my follower event!

[osarina]

okay so i read the newest part really late last night so i read it again just now and i SGABGHFHVJDHGJFF i have many things to say

“I’ll be back later tonight… wait for me?” “Yeah,” you finally agree, voice wavering. “I’ll wait for you.” hey now. that one kinda hurt.

“Fate, the word haunts him, curses him, he wants to spit in its face but every passing day reminds him that the gods must be laughing down at him.” IM ABOUT TO THROW HANDS W FATE IDGAF 

THE FLASHBACKS. THATS ENOUGH. DONT DO THAT TO ME.

“i am NOT coming to ur funeral.” our friends are so real tho 😭😭😭

THE KISS !! THE KISS THE KISS THE KISS

“and god, you want him.” YES TF I DO ‼️‼️

“it’s unfair, you might die” CARINA WE TALKED ABOUT THIS

“The man lets out a sigh of what can only be utter suffering, lifting his head to look up to the ceiling as if asking a higher deity ‘why me?’” chuuya ily you don’t get paid enough to deal with dazais shit

THE SCENE W HIM COMING BACN TO THE EMPTY APARTMENT IM SCREAMING. THE FLASHBACKS. THE PURE PANIC. I JUST.

“the way you meet him (although you’re always the one to find him), the way you die (he always finds you though),” hey so what the fuck.

the sunsets im sobbing 😭

WALKING TO THE EDGE OF THE ROOF??? AND STAYING THERE???? that shit made me so nervous my heart was in my ass for the entirety of this scene

the pov change at the end omfg i wanted to cry

UGH anyways ty for listening to my ramblings ily and your writing have a great day/night!! 🫶

TUMBLR USER PE4RL-DIVER WELCOME BACKKKK IVE MISSED YOU

dazai and his legendary beef with hate will never not make me snort - every time someone comments or sends an ask about it, it makes me giggle because this man is TRULY ready to throw hands with gods at this point

NOOOO WE LOVE THE FLASHBACKS <33333 it's not the end of them either!!!

I WAS SOOOOO EXCITED TO WRITE THE KISS - i wanted i to be in chapter 2 soooo bad but i just couldn't figure out a way to cleanly weave it in so i had to push it off</3 BUT I THINK IT WAS WORTH IT

HELP MEEEEE I CAN'T HELP IT also it's partially because i'm dramatic and every time something slightly inconvenient happens im seeking death so </3

CHUUYA IS SOOOO FUNNY BC YOU KNOW HE'S SO SICK OF DAZAI'S BULLSHIT LOLLLL poor man questions his existence every day

the pov change was such a last minute decision BUT im rlly happy i went with it because it also gave me an idea for uu6 that i think im going to try to implement so we shall see how it goes

TYYYY FOR SENDING YOUR RAMBLINGS ILY HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY