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junopede · 7 months ago
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Can’t get over Freddie sneaking in “Enemies to Lovers” during his phone call with Tyrus. I’m so happy we’re getting another Freddie Wong Disaster Bisexual this season
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irishleo13 · 10 months ago
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Stranger Things version of Tyrus (New Will Byers crackship)
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So I've been thinking of a possible pairing for Will if Byler doesn't happen and the Duffers do want to give Will a BF in S5. One of candidates I've thought of was someone on Basketball (and I'm going spefically with Andy since he's biggest living member left). I know Greatwise has become somewhat prominent crackship but personally I don't think the idea of that relationship is interesting and pairing Will with another DnD fan feels like lazy (and also actor age-gap is a decade, unlike Andy which is just a few years).
Now some might be unaware of ship a refer to in the title of this post, Tyrus is canon gay ship of Disney Channel Andi Mack. I've always really enjoyed the dynamic of the ship which consists of a gay Jewish nerd who's struggling with his sexuality and crush on his male bff who ends falling for a Jock who starts as a antagonist in another storyline and who's ususally a jerk to everyone but has a heart gold that is first shown with his treatment of the other boy (Cyrus) . Definitely sounds fitting with Will's story and so far Andy seems like a jerk but he's flat enough of character you can give him a redemption arc and reveal he's actually good guy underneath (I mean witchhunt does make sense from basketball team's perspective especially after Patrick's death). He also works as kinda of dark foil to Mike, someone who's a snarky shit but taken up to eleven (accidentally ST pun lol) due to lack of genuine friendship ( except for Patrick giving good angst opportunity) or even shittier parents.
Andy does seem like he'll have a role in S5 but unfortunately, he'll probably play the role of generic psycho bully but I honestly even if we don't get this crackship, hope they give him some depth. Hell if they want a psycho bully, just bring back Troy. Could even start this ship with a resuce romance moment of Andy standing up to Troy for Will.
Finally tell me what pontential ship names sound the best:Wandy, Andill, or Willdy. Or something more creative like BasketballCleric
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imagineitdearies · 10 months ago
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Should be working, instead I'm
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secretly-of-course · 2 years ago
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the face you make when you realize the guy you have a big gay crush on is embarrassing af 😔
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awigglycultist · 1 year ago
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Pete & Steph being so excited over Steph getting a C in NPMD and Cyrus & TJ being so excited over TJ getting a C in Andi Mack I love accidental parallels between two ships I absolutely love
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loadednachosao3 · 2 years ago
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so someone in the comments of WBWH asked what a/b/o designations the other BCS characters are in my fic universe, and I think I gotta answer! under a cut just in case you don't want spoilers (though idk yet exactly which of these other characters will appear in the story proper, so don't get your hopes up, lol)
fun for worldbuilding anyway! subject to change if I find something else that works better later on. let's dive in:
Gus - omega. and a bit of a complex situation! he came to the cartel initially as an open omega, and Max was his bonded alpha partner. Hector almost killed HIM instead of Max, but got A Look from Eladio and switched it up at the last second, realizing that Eladio would rather have a heartbroken omega to control than an enraged mourning alpha. (bad decision, since Max probably would've turned out less ruthless.)
he's openly omega in his civilian persona, but alpha in his cartel one. so, most people who know him assume he's an alpha pretending to be an omega for his cover, when really he's an omega pretending to be an alpha pretending to be an omega... inception! does that even make any sense?
Victor and Tyrus - alphas, btw.
Mike - alpha, but he pretends to be a beta. does anyone in this universe own what they are? anyway... Mike dislikes the alpha posturing bullshit, always has. he was open about it when he was a cop, but after moving to Albuquerque, decided to get a fresh start as a mild-mannered beta parking lot attendant. they tell Kaylee it's not something you should normally lie about (since she knew him from before he moved), but sometimes pop pops want to keep things private. she has no trouble keeping the secret.
Kim - alpha. she doesn't often show it when she's not with Jimmy, though. she's been browbeaten into putting up with people's shit her whole life, and as a result, she feels insecure about being openly alpha. when she gets into public defense, she downplays it even more, thinking it'll help put her clients at ease. dislikes the aggressive alpha lawyer stereotype.
Jimmy - omega. but he's never let that stop him, despite the aforementioned "lawyers are/should be alphas" stereotyping. he's the omegaverse equivalent of what we'd know as nonbinary: doesn't really care about designations one way or the other, and will pretend to be anything if it serves his purposes (real-world equivalent being akin to my gender, "whatever's funniest for the bit"). if it helps him scam someone, he can be your angle or yuor devil alpha or your omega.
as Saul Goodman, he markets himself as "Better Call Saul - the omega that KNOWS how to FIGHT for your RIGHTS! hi, I'm Saul Goodman, and I know a thing or two about being OPPRESSED! about having THE MAN say you're not WORTH DEFENDING! well, I believe that every alpha, beta, and omega in this country has rights..." etc. etc.
Howard - beta. considered a nepo baby because of this. ol' Howard couldn't alpha his way to the top, so he had to have his father hire him, or at least, that's what they say. he doesn't pretend to be something he's not, though. he's not ashamed of who he is, and his clients and coworkers (more or less) respect him for that, if nothing else.
Chuck - alpha. the picture of the alpha attorney stereotype in his prime. Jimmy used to resent him for "stealing all the alpha genes outta mom's womb," but after Chuck telling him about 400 times that the father's sperm are what determines the sex of the baby, he gave it up and got over it. the fact that he's not "living up to his gender" after getting sick weighs on him heavily. toxic alphalinity!
Domingo/Krazy-8 - beta. by the BrBa timeline, he'll have switched to masquerading as an alpha.
and not all of the Salamancas may be as they seem... :)
that's all the major names I can think of right now! hope this entertained/enlightened!
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sirotras · 1 year ago
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here i come several days later with my opinions on the last swtor update. undercut for spoilers
it started strong but lost me a little after you actually get to kessans landing
the opening on port nowhere was fun!
the envirnments rly cool tho!
im... not really sure what they were going for with petra? like shes just very suddenly force sensitive it seems? idk. then she ducked out when the camera wasnt on her and that... doesnt seem like its going anywhere i guess
what was rly sticking with me was... at the very start, as an imp side character, they make a point on how you'll need to avoid attention bc, obviously if anyone noticed an imperial bigshot just wandering around a republic planet, well. you wouldnt be able to get much done before things got complicated
(sidenote: omggg hiiiii that one guy from the sith inquisitor prologue!! hello!!! you still suck!)
BUT THEN by the end theyre talking abt how "ooh ppl seeing an IMPERIAL helping them will exacerbate their resentment to the republic and maybe make them open to joining us! and word will spread!"
which.... isnt that exactly the opposite of what we want?? if word spreads the republic military will come running straight for us? wasnt that the whole point of why we had to seek out that corrupt politician?
not to mention as someone playing a saboteur. getting a planet to potentially secede from the republic and join the empire is. not ideal?
(not that ive been very impressed by the saboteur options we've had so far. but man. we couldnt even shoot jonas a message like "hey by the way the empire has apparently been up to some Shit on ord mantell for years. might want to try and stop that)
also if you take tyrus prisoner, why do we then give him to the empire?? wouldnt it make more sense to give him to the mandalorians?
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seventhwinterwolf · 2 years ago
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Tywin and Rosalind’s Children
I’ve decided to update the Prologue chapter eventually, there will be some changes but the biggest is that I want Rosalind to be married to Tywin for longer, and that means more heirs to the Lannister legacy. I’m getting better with using Artbreeder, though it’s still not quite what I would truly like it to be. I have these potential children all planned out for birth dates and appearances but I will not reveal more than the first two’s years to avoid unwanted spoilers. 
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Tyrus Lannister, the heir to Casterly Rock
Born: 299AC at Casterly Rock
Looks: He possesses the traditional Lannister colors, Tyrus has light golden hair that he wears short with emerald green eyes. He resembles his half-brother Jaime and Uncle Kevan or a softer feature version of his father Tywin. (Eyes reference, duller and a bit darker)
Name: From the Lannister traditions of “Ty” and works as a combination of Ty+win in regards to his sister Winona as the first two children of Tywin from Rosalind. The name Tyrus means “land of the yew tree” from Tyrone and “heir to the throne” from Cyrus. The fictional weirwood trees resemble real-life yew trees to reference Rosalind’s homeland and fulfill Tywin’s dream of a worthy heir to replace Jaime and prevent Tyrion’s claim from coming to fruition after his death. 
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Winona Lannister 
Born: 299AC at Casterly Rock
Looks: She displays the classical appearance of Lannister women with wavy golden hair, though hers is much darker than the common light whitish blonde hair. Winona has jade-green eyes flecked with gold like her father’s. She does not have the true beauty that Cersei, Myrcella, and Joanna possess. Winona is considered to be fairly pretty though not particularly remarkable. (Wavy hair alternate and Eyes reference)
Name: Winona is partially named after her father’s suffix matching Tyrus’ name possessing the prefix of Tywin’s name. Winona originates from the Dakota people and their language wherein Winúŋna means “first-born daughter”. It is closely related to Wynora / Eleanor which is derived from Greek and means “shining light”. 
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Aredian Lannister
Born: xxxAC at Casterly Rock
Looks: He primarily reflects his Lannister heritage with some traces of the Stark long facial structure. Aredian has golden hair that he wears shoulder length with some light waves in texture. In his beard, eyebrows, and hair undertones there are hints of the Tully auburn color. His eyes are minty grey-green and melancholic. Aredian is considered to be of average appearance with no common trait of attractiveness.  (Eyes reference)
Name: Aredian is derived from many different things. In Scandinavian cultures, Ari means eagle, and Ari in Hebrew means lion. In the Badaga language, Ari also means “sun-like”. The combination of an eagle and a lion create the griffin creature which is seen as the king of kings for beasts as the lion is referred to as the king of the jungle and the eagle the king of skies. Aredian is partially remade from Adrian which from Latin correlates to the sea or water to make a general reference to Casterly Rock’s location on the coast of the Sunset Sea.
Pronounced as “Uh - rid - ian”, similar to iridium 
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Loreon Lannister
Born: xxxAC in King’s Landing
Looks: He has golden hair with pale green eyes flecked with gold, his eyes are shrewd and calculating. Loreon is a spitting image of Tywin in his youth, he resembles his father tremendously leading to comments on Loreon being Tywin’s twin or clone. Loreon wears his hair short and tidy. He sports a light beard that is also neatly trimmed. (Eyes reference)
Name: From the ancestors of House Lannister, Loreon the first King of the Rock.
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Clayre Lannister
Born: xxxAC in King’s Landing
Looks: Clayre has auburn hair with bright green eyes. She favors Rosalind the most and is fond of her Tully heritage. Her hair is straight and she generally wears it long and unadorned. There are soft brown undertones to her hair. Clayre is comely in appearance and is often regarded favorably like her Aunt Sansa and Grandmother Catelyn. (Eyes reference)
Name: It is a respelling of Claire which means bright, clear, and famous. From French and Latin origins it can also be described as “fair-colored”. Rosalind named Clayre after her mother. 
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Rory Lannister
Born: xxxAC in ????
Looks: Rory has golden auburn hair that he wears long and wavy curls. His eyes are wolf-like with a wildfire-green color. His hair could be called golden copper, golden red, or similar descriptions. Rory’s hair is primarily auburn red with natural golden highlights that are subtle in most lights. He generally is clean-shaven and is well regarded as handsome though his eyes are commonly thought to be striking and full of burning hunger. (Long hair reference, younger Rory somewhat, wildfire color reference albeit not glowing)
Name: Rory’s name is Irish and means “red king”, derived from the High King of Ireland in the 1100s who fought against Anglo-Norman invaders. It is similar to Rodrik, Roderick, Rogar, etc. 
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Cerion Lannister
Born: xxxAC in ????
Looks:
Name: From the ancestors of House Lannister, Cerion a King of the Rock who greatly extended the kingdom’s domain. 
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Marius Lannister
Born: xxxAC in ????
Looks: Marius has sandy blondish brown hair with pretty sea-green eyes. (hair is lighter than in the picture, blonder highlights, and eye color reference)
Name: Marius is comprised of a few naming elements. One aspect is from “Maria” which means “a drop of the sea” and another is Mars being the Roman god of war leading to a meaning like “sea wars, or warrior of the sea”. From Latin Marino / Marinus there’s a general relation to the ocean or sea.
Additional Names
Boys - Addam, Cedric, Godric, Gilderoy, Jason, Benroy, Lucias, Lucien, Kasar, Leo, Leobald, Lyonel, Jeremy, Tybur, Tyrek, Tyrone, Tybolt, etc
Girls - Joanna, Jeyne, Gwyneth, Aemma, Tyshara, Cerelle, Ariel, Myrielle, Ellyn, Cassandra, Irene, etc
Rosalind wishes to name girls after Joanna and Jeyne Lannister to honor Tywin’s first wife and mother, but he eventually only agrees on the condition that she can name them as such if she has twin girls
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bookguide · 1 year ago
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The Nemesis
Author: S.J. Kincaid
Book: 3/3
Genre: science fiction
Summary: Three years ago, Emperor Tyrus Domitrian shocked the galaxy by killing the woman he promised to love forever. His former aspirations of paving the way to the Empire’s bright future has seemingly vanished. Tyrus now rules the galaxy with an iron fist: capable of controlling all the technology and Grandiloquy, he could destroy a planet with a single thought. However, whispers among the Excess begin to spread. They say Nemesis is not truly dead, but is back to take revenge on her former lover, now turned cruel tyrant. They say that Nemesis will rise and topple the oppressive government. They say that Nemesis lives.
Review: This book left me awe-struck. To get to the point, and to avoid spoilers, this series had me wrapped around Kincaid’s finger. I was fully enveloped in this story, and I was shocked each time the plot twisted and turned. With other books I have read in the past, I can usually predict the direction of the story and/or the ending. When reading this trilogy, I was completely incapable of doing so. I would like to applaud Kincaid and her writing; it was seamless and ever-evolving and kept me intrigued throughout this series. A motif that stood out to me was the control of fate. Though Nemesis and other diabolics were designed in a lab to be ruthless killers, they still have human qualities that make them more than a lab-made monster. They possess free will, emotional intelligence, and the capability to love. The diabolics’ origins did not determine who they are, or determine their fate. Nemesis’s journey through discovering her humanity and finding love was beautiful and inspiring. Like Nemesis, we as people have the strength to blossom and grow despite our past.
Rating: 5/5 stars ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Keep reading💫
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photog-crafty · 2 years ago
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I apologize for not having dollar rims, chrome paint, and green neons on my Adder. Like any classic car, such an old vehicle should always be outfitted with period-accurate mods. I will do better in the future.
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The Cyclone was my absolute favorite of the electric cars. It looked cool and it was fast enough to be enjoyable, especially when it got up to highway speeds in reverse. Low grip tires only made it even more chaotic and goofy.
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A Penetrator drives into a bar. The bartender asks, "Why the long face?"
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Once it stopped being the poster child of race car power creep, the T20 was a comfortable, if benign, little supercar. It was the first vehicle to have an active spoiler, which is something I wish had been retroactively ported to the game's older cars that would have had one. At least they quickly gained popularity.
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Is it just me, or does the Torero have really tiny rear wheels? I don't remember the Countach looking like a platform cart with a body kit. Still, I was born in the '80s so I was obligated to buy one. It was a decent car that served as another example of the developers' ineptitude, as it was shown in official marketing material with a colorable interior, yet no such feature was available in the game without the use of clever glitches. All you had to do was tick the box to enable it, guys!
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In a humorous parallel to real life, the Toros was an alarmingly quick SUV that was released with a faulty transmission. When driven hard in a particular manner, it was possible for it to get stuck in a high gear until it was manually shifted in and out of reverse. I don't know about you, but I play GTA games to get away from car problems.
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You'd think a McLaren F1 homage would have been a shoo-in for a GTA game, but it took years for the GP1 to make its debut. Sure, there was the Tyrus, but that was a track car and it wasn't the same. I remember the GP1 being quite grippy, as well as for the novelty of having eight exhaust pipes.
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While we never got a true M1, getting an interpretation of its supercar descendant wasn't so bad. The SC1 was a favorite of mine for its futuristic looks and its lovely louvers.
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When the 811 showed up to the party, you knew you were about to have a good time. This curvaceous beauty was derided for its poor track times, but only true believers knew the spirit of the Autobahn dwelled within it. An incredible top speed made it ideal for those long trips to Paleto Bay, and it could even hold its own against "meta" vehicles in stunt races where it had room to stretch its legs. Curb boosting and the low grip speed boost made it even more of an untamable monster that was sure to have its two passengers grinning from ear to ear as they careened into the side of a mountain.
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From a distance, the Tyrant looked like just another supercar. When you got in one and pulled up next to someone at a traffic light, that was when its appeal was made clear: this car was friggin' huge. Seriously, it was like those BMW M8 memes. The Tyrant had almost the same footprint as a Rhino tank. Its performance was nothing special, and it was a pain to customize, but there was something appealing about driving a supercar that was the size of a Super Duty.
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panjabrurkiya · 2 years ago
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Jojobet681 : Hem Son 16 grupları hem de Ön Eleme eşleşmeleri, yaz boyunca Patrick Baumann Basketbol Evi’nde yapılan kura ile önceden belirlenir.
Sonuç olarak, eşleşmeleri biliyorsak, soru şu olmalı, Normal Sezon bugün biterse?
Jojobet681 Giriş yap
Mesela Play-In eşleşmeleri
Mesela Play-In Serisi , Ocak ayında en iyi üç seri olarak oynanacak.
çünkü Normal Sezonda ikinci olan takımlar ev sahibi avantajına sahip olacak, yani gerekirse 3.Maçı evlerinde oynayacaklar.
Mesela İki Oyun gününden sonra eşleşmeler şu şekilde:A2 – B3UCAM Murcia v Pınar KarşıyakaB2 – A3AEK – Tofaş BursaC2 – D3Hapoel Atsmon Holon – Bahçeşehir KolejiD2 – C3Igokea m:tel v Filou OostendeE2 – F3MHP RIESEN – Limoges CSPF2 – E3SL Benfica – DarüşşafakaG2 – H3JDA Bourgogne Dijon v Bnei Ofek Dist HerzliyaH2 – G3Rytas Vilnius – PAOK
Sonuç olarak maçı Son 16 resimi Ön Eleme Serisinin galipleri, Normal Sezonun sekiz grup galibiyle Son 16 Turunda birleşecek.
Sonuç olarak Dört takımdan oluşan dört grup halinde oynanacak, ilk ikiye girenler Çeyrek Finale yükseliyor.
I. Grup
A1SIG Strazburg*E1Hapoel Bank Yahav Kudüs*D3 – C2Bahçeşehir Koleji v Hapoel Atsmon Holon*G2 – H3JDA Bourgogne Dijon* v Bnei Ofek Dist Herzliya
Grup J
B1Telekom Basket Bonn*F1BAXI Manresa*C3 – D2Filou Oostende* v Igokea m:telH2 – G3Rytas Vilnius – PAOK maçı
Grup K
C1Galatasaray Nef*G1Unicaj*F3 – E2Limoges CSP* vs MHP RIESEN*B2 – A3AEK v Tofaş Bursa
L Grubu
D1çünkü Surne Bilbao*H1Lenovo Tenerife*A2 – B3UCAM Murcia – Pınar KarşıyakaE3 – F2Darüşşafaka – SL Benfica*
Jojobet681 : Mesela C Grubu seti: Holon’un yenilgisi Galatasaray’ı Son 16 Turuna gönderdi.
Mesela MIES (İsviçre) – C Grubu’ndaki normal sezon son maçlarında Galatasaray Nef, Filou Oostende’nin Hapoel Atsmon Holon’u uzatmada mağlup etmesiyle son 16 turuna çıkmayı başardı.
Sonuç olarak Galatasaray bir çeyreğin sonunda sekiz sayı öndeyken ikinci çeyrekte Legia Warszawa toparlanarak 31-18 galip geldi.
Galatasaray, üçüncü çeyrekte yedi üç sayılık sayı atarak son çeyrekte 90-76 galibiyetle kazandığı sekiz sayılık farkı geri kazanınca maç bir kez daha tersine döndü.
Mesela Galatasaray’da Tyrus McGee yedek kulübesinden 20 sayı ve 8’e 5 üçlük isabeti kaydederken, Angelo Caloiaro 14 sayı, 6 ribaund ve 6 asistle takımının en yüksek verimini elde etti.
Sonuç olarak Galatasaray’ın sayılarının yarısı (45), 15’te 33 üçlükle berabere kaldıkları için arkın ötesinden gelirken, Legia şutlarının yalnızca yüzde 27,3’ünü derinden buldu.
Mesela E Grubu’nu normal sezonu 4-2’lik rekorla tamamlayan Galatasaray, Son 16 Turu K Grubu’na kalacak.
çünkü Legia şimdiden elendi.
Mesela Oostende fazla mesai gerilimini kazandı, Holon için spoiler oynadı.
Sonuç olarak 21 galibiyet değişikliği olan bir maçta Oostende, Holon’a karşı 95-86’lık bir uzatma galibiyetini korudu.
Sonuç olarak Galibiyet, Oostende’nin BŞL’deki üç maçlık evinde kaybetme serisini kırdı.
Mesela Maç, Shawn Dawson’ın zile üç sayılık atışıyla 81’de berabere kalarak uzatmaya gönderildi.
Sonuç olarak SIG Strasbourg (9) ve Reyer Venezia’nın (6) ardından tüm zamanların en çok üçüncü olan BŞL tarihlerinde hem Oostende hem de Holon için beşinci fazla mesai maçı.
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sarahinsaturn · 5 years ago
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We did it boys
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meldy-leib-fangirlmode · 5 years ago
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Cyrus: My parents will come for dinner.
TJ: Cool... Wait. They know you are gay?!
Cyrus: Thelonious, we're married. And they paid the wedding!!
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imagineitdearies · 7 months ago
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We know you love iwtv. Will you share your feelings about the show? Or the newest episode (2x5)?
Hey anon! I do indeed love IWTV 🥰
It has its flaws, but it's just so refreshing to have so many queer mains (even if we could all use more wlw) and vampires at the same time!! I've been a Lestat/Louis shipper since the first time I read the book of the same name. I especially love how they've remixed the setting and Louis's identity so much--it honestly feels like I'm watching an IWTV queer-ified fanfic (fanmovie?), and it's amazing to me that that's been allowed and even embraced by people!
While I could list out changes and choices I don't love, I feel like the show is strangely meta/self-aware of them? And the lovely playfulness they have with memory and the 'true story' being just a matter of perspective, it really smooths over the bumps--the biggest one, in my opinion, being Lestat in 1x5.
When you sent this in 2x5 hadn't actually come out, at least as far as I'm aware, so I'm not sure if you meant episode 4 or not! So I'll just briefly say on both of them--I love what the show is doing with Claudia, I love how we're being exposed more and more to Louis's flaws, and I'm so fascinated by the episode 5 flashbacks and all the implications around Armand!! Gahhh!!! Anyway, definitely enjoying myself watching these toxic queer vampires.
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coffeecrusadeclub · 5 years ago
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Familiar Faces -Tyrus fic
Cyrus's POV:
"I know! I swear I want-" I cut my sentence off short and stared past my friend, Buffy, causing her to turn around and see what had rendered me speechless.
"What the-Is that TJ?" Buffy asked, a little too loud. His head turned towards us and I quickly ducked down to avoid being seen.
"Cyrus what are you-"
"Buffy Shh!" I cut her off, but it was too late. We were noticed and TJ had started over to our table.
"Buffy did we pay already"
"Yeah wh-"
Before she could finish her response I had grabbed her hand and rushed her out of the spoon. I was glad I had given up trying to sit at the counter and let Buffy choose a seat by the exit.
"Cyrus what the heck is going on" Buffy asked after a couple minutes, finally pulling me to a stop.
"I dont- I dont want to see him. Why is he back"
"Cyrus he probably is visiting family. When he left Amber said their mom sent him to some bootcamp program or something, that hed be gone for a couple years, it's been 3 years he might just be back"
"No! No no no! He cant be back I cant- I cant have him around after-" I stopped myself from completing the thought.
"Alright Cyrus come on we are going to your place and you're telling me what the heck is going on. You two were so close up until a week before he left"
Despite my protests Buffy dragged me to my house and upon heading down to the entertainment room in my basement, demanded I tell her what happened. I was hesitant at first, not wanting to relive the memories but the therapist in me thought it might be good for me to talk about so I told her.
**** 3 years ago ****
"TJ, you've had too much to drink. Where did you even get all this you're only 17"
"Ugh mind your business Goodman I get it's in your name but why cant you loosen up? You're being a lame"
I tried to shake off his words, I didnt know why he was acting this way but I tried to convince myself it was the alcohol talking not him.
"Baby you don't mean that, come on let's go wash up and go to bed okay? Come on" I gently took hold of his arm and tried to lead him up the stairs but he quickly yanked away from me.
"Stop calling me that I'm not fucking gay Cyrus. Whatever this is has to stop now it's getting old"
"TJ, I-"
"No dont look at me like that. I'm not gay I never was. Sure you're my friend but I figured I could win you and mess around some"
"I was wh- Is that all I was? Some prize to be won? A toy to be played with? You know what TJ no screw you!" I felt tears well up in my eyes and tried to stop them from falling but still they rolled down my cheeks.
"Don't cry. Cyrus dont cry please I'm sorry" TJ's tone and attitude changed and I didnt know what to believe. He was drunk and unstable.
"Just- just stop talking let's get you to bed"
"Cy I love you baby" he smiled softly at me, it was like he didnt remember the things he had said just a moment before
"Mhm come on into bed you go" I replied setting a trashcan down next to him. I decided not to sleep in his bed and took some blankets and pillows down stairs to the couch. I was woken up to the sound of TJ's voice the next morning.
"H-hey Cy goodmorning baby, how come you slept down here?"
"Do you not remember what happened last night?"
"No not really, but based on the massive headache I have right now and the fact that I reek of liquor, I assume I got drunk"
"That you did. As well as say some pretty nasty stuff"
"Oh no Cy I-"
"Dont. Just- Don't okay? Dont say sorry because itd be nothing more than empty air you dont even remember." I cut him off, a sense of bitterness in my tone.
"Cy what did i- what did I say?"
"I was you're prize, just a toy to be won.. You're not gay."
"Cyrus Im s-"
"Dont. Dont say it. Dont tell me you're sorry you dont mean it"
"I didnt mean for that to come out then I didn't-"
"So it was true?"
"No I-"
"Just- stop already TJ you're not helping. You were right about one thing last night. This needs to stop. I'm tired of being pushed around- pushed away when other people are around. The truth came out TJ, hopefully you can too" with tears running down my face I took my chance to leave at that. I never wanted to see him again.
****current time****
I looked up at Buffy who had a a soft expression on her face. I wiped tears away from my own as she pulled me into a hug
"Oh Cyrus you didnt deserve that. Not at all, nobody can treat my best friend like that. I'm gona go find him" she stated, getting up from the couch.
"Buffy no. That was 3 years ago, I should be over it by now"
"But you're not"
"I know I'm not Buffy but he probably doesn't even remember"
Buffy sighed but agreed to let things be and I heard a familiar knock pattern on my door.
"TJ's here..." I said a slight panic rising in me
"How do you know"
"That's his knock. Everytime he used to visit he would knock a bunch of times in a heartbeat rhythm"
"I'll kick him out-"
"No no just- you go home I'll call you later. Okay?"
"Fine okay"
We walked upstairs to the front door together and I opened it, sure enough it was TJ
"Hey Buffy.. Cyrus" TJ greeted us shly
"Kippen" Buffy responded coldly before walking out the door to leave "Bye Cyrus see you later" I waved for a moment before turning back to the blue eyed boy standing on my front porch.
"TJ..."
"Can I come in? Please we really should talk"
"About what? Theres nothing to talk about"
"About what happened before I left"
"I dont know what you mean" I responded playing dumb.
"Cyrus we both know that's not true or you wouldnt have run away at the spoon like you did." He looked at me with pleading eyes and I sighed stepping out of the doorway and letting him in. We sat down in the kitchen and I made him a cup of coffee.
"Cyrus I never meant to hurt you. The things I said- they weren't meant to be taken like that. I just I was drunk and I guess the delivery wasnt great"
"Yeah no kidding" I responded coldly, scoffing at him.
"I did love you Cyrus- I do. I just was scared. The day before.. my mom found out. She started screaming at me because she had seen us kissing. I- I panicked she had seen us on a nanny cam she told me to breakup with you. I never meant to but I knew the camera was there and I guess I just couldnt convey that I was acting.. she sent me away anyway"
"TJ.. I didn't- I didnt know.. I'm sorry"
"How were you supposed to?"
"I could have let you talk that morning... tell me..."
"It wasnt you're fault Cyrus"
I felt tears well up in my eyes, "yes it was! All these years I spent mad at you and it was my fault. I should have just let you explain and this wouldnt have happened I wouldn't have-" suddenly I felt TJs hands on my wrists as his lips pressed against mine. He started to pull away and then leaned back in, slowly loosening his grip on my wrists. Once he pulled away I took a deep breath
"God I missed that" he whispered softly
"Me too" I replied.
We sat there and talked for hours, we had 3 years of making up to do. And 3 years of anger, pain, and betrayal to deal with. But we had each other and that's what mattered.
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swiftlythebest · 5 years ago
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Okay, I don’t really watch Andi Mack, but I was invested in Tyrus. Imagine if I had grown up with an actual endgame queer couple on Disney Channel. Maybe it wouldn’t have taken me until my 20s to figure out my sexuality.
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