#tyla jane

[theluxuriansecret]

Dear Diary 01042023

8:37 pm

So, I was working today and I was wondering why I thrived in chaos. Now that the holiday season is over, the store has reverted back to normal, and boy was I not prepared for normal. I didn't work there prior to the holiday season, so I didn't realize how little business they actually got. Today was fucking brutal.

I hate when I can't distract myself. I hate when I have moments of silence to myself. I believe that is what drives people to work. Because they don't have to think about literally anything else but what they're doing. I was miserable today. I worked the same section that I worked yesterday and so there was nothing to do because I went all out on my section yesterday, but I didn't think they'd put me back in the same section as yesterday. All I could do was be in my head, about j... about working there, about my goals.

I'm having a hard time thinking about how much free time I have. I want hobbies, but I don't know how to find one. Just trying new things? I wanna read so bad, and I have two books I'd like to read but how can I read when my head is so full of thoughts. I literally can't have a moment of silence or I go insane. I'm going insane right now. I want a job on campus so bad, but I want it to be an office thing. Also, I don't know if they'd let me because my GPA is sooo fucking low. The lowest my GPA has probably ever been in my whole life.

Sometimes I feel like I got it all going for me, I have all the plans, I have all the things I want to do and then I can't execute. It's so embarrassing. I know it's starting to get bad when I start thinking "why do any of us do any of this?" I've been trying to keep the mindset like "I know I didn't ask to be here, none of us did. But because I was given this life, I might as well choose to live" But it gets so hard. It gets so hard to keep this positive energy around when I feel like there is negativity around me allll the goddamn time.

I asked a friend if she felt like it was her year this year and she said "no, just feels like another year. You're just in a different phase than me" I wish I could've asked her what the fuck that means. A different phase? I feel this year becoming very lonely for me. And I think I need it. Last year I worked on all my friendships, but more than anything zi need to work on my friendship with me.

SOTD: energy by tyla jane

[ravenplaylist]

September 18, 2023 - BLUEPRINT by Tyla Jane

[groovetrill]

'Cause last year was a mess, but I'm growing up

Thanking God that I'm so blessed

Yeah, he showed me love

Said, "Girl, don't cheat yourself on this, get your glow up"

And it's all because I'm working on my energy

Cleanin' up, I'm taking care of I, myself and me

Drinkin' coffee, take a sip, they say I'm sparkling

Manifest that, write it down, you know it's happening

[ukiyowi]

How Will You Be Remembered?

Note: I'm in the middle of end sem season which is why I've been so offline and like bad w posting, I hope you like this <33

Read from 1 -> 3

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🌷 Pile 1

Hello Pile 1! I will start this off with don't take it to heart, this is not who you are, just how people may remember you or perceive you after you are gone. You may be remembered as someone who was not afraid of showing your vulnerabilities, some people may see you as weak because of this and remember you as someone who did not take enough risks or played it safe too often to the point of your own detriment. They could think you were someone who lacked confidence and had low self-esteem even though you may have "had it all" so people may remember you as someone who had a lot of potential to do great things.

People would also feel like you were the kind of person who had a lot of problems with self-victimisation or self-sabotage where even if you had resources you felt too scared or restricted, almost powerless because of your own mind. They could have thought that you faked a lot of your problems or blew them out of proportion to seem like you have it really bad, even if this is not the case in reality, (remember what I said earlier). You could also be remembered as someone who had issues with romance or in your domestic life, possibly with your partner where you may have been a little possessive or controlling, some sort of jealousy that gets in the way of you being able to completely devote yourself without even a sliver of doubt towards your partner, yeah people could remember you as someone quite ungrounded in that regard. They may also remember you as someone who had a lot of internal familial problems and disharmony possibly with your kids as well.

However! Not everything’s negative, people would also remember you as someone who celebrated their own achievements and had a lot of inner peace and harmony surrounding them. People may recall you to be a team worker and someone who is very ambitious and sincere when it comes to their work. Also someone extremely generous and willing to share their wealth not only materially but also your knowledge, wisdom, resources, time, etc. You would be remembered for being able to go through cycles of constant change and come out better and brighter on the other side, someone who is very good with leaving the past in the past and not looking back once you move forward. To top it all of you could also be remembered as someone who tries to keep the peace and mediate even if they don't want to, almost as if your hand was being forced every time because you had to carry the responsibility of keeping things civil.

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🌷 Pile 2

Hello pile 2! You will be remembered as someone who is extremely intuitive. Maybe you are spiritual yourself and get bad vibes from people that are often correct (or good vibes), maybe you think or feel something is going to take place and let others know, and are dismissed initially before it turns out you were once again correct. So you would definitely be remembered as that, also someone who is very true to their roots and authentic, you can stay close to your culture and traditions and may even carry out conventions at the most with a twist of your own! People would also remember you as an individual who is very abundant, especially financially. Someone who has their business in different domains and tries to capitalise off of a number of ventures, also someone who starts their own ventures! Yeah, you may leave behind a huge sum of money or capital too, that may be inherited by the people around you so that would instantly have you be remembered as someone who is generous and good with their money, people would think you were the kind who never had any monetary issues that you had to face growing up or during your young adult ages even if it may not be true to reality.

You'd also be remembered as someone who is very bright, shines in whatever they do, and someone who may be the mood maker. Like the glue in friendships or workplaces, you would be remembered as someone who connects people with each other, like if you have a friend, and you introduce them to someone else, then those two people become friends even if you drift apart from them, you know what I mean? A little specific however, something that is coming through strongly. You may be remembered as a mentor figure too, like wise and knowledgeable, someone very open to helping others even if it does not benefit you in any way.

Now, some people may also remember you as indecisive, or someone who lacked commitment and that you were shrouded in self-doubt. They could also think that you may have knowingly or unknowingly indulged in gossip that could have been malicious in nature and that you may end up victimising yourself even if you have wronged someone else, you may be recalled as a figure in people's lives where you wronged them, but they had to bear the weight of all the consequences. Some could also think you were apathetic to a large extent and dispassionate about things when alive, that you did not use the resources and talents you may have had productively because of repeating negative cycles of laziness and procrastination which could lead you to not complete projects or meet deadlines.

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🌷 Pile 3

Pile 3 you've got some goo d cards! You may have a lot of people around you and a lot of good friendships/family members and connections in your life who appreciate you because wow! People would remember you as a family person, someone who was very close to their relatives and had the kind of family that one would dream of having. Your children may carry some sort of your legacy as well where they may become very well known, and you would be remembered through them. People would also think that during the course of your life you were someone who got very lucky with marriage or finding your partner, so a lot of how you are remembered also come from your family like your relations with them, maybe your partner as well.

You could also be remembered as someone who is very active when it comes to social justice. Someone who always stands up for what they believe in even if you are in the absolute minority, but this could also come with people thinking you have a way of being forceful and pushy when it comes to wanting what you want, especially when it comes to arguments or conflicts. You may also be remembered as someone who used to challenge convention and play by your own rules.

There is so much familial stuff here, how you'd be remembered for being nurturing and playing a motherly role (regardless of gender) for the people around you as well. Also, remembered as being very confident in your own convictions and being extremely optimistic, like you could have helped people around you look at the brighter side as well.

Okay so this is a little aside, but it was a strong intuitive message that people could also remember you as someone who is accepting of new challenges no matter what, even if it is something that you may not have resources to completely pass obstacles. Also, someone who has a lot of turbulence in their life and ups and downs that may have pushed you to the edge, but this could be taken as inspirational for people, like seeing you go through so much and still make a good life for yourself could make people believe they can do the same, so you could also be remembered in a light of you being an inspiration.

Now moving on, you could lastly be remembered as someone who was not able to fulfil your true passions in your life and someone who could have passed without getting to nurture your inner child enough because of how busy you were nurturing the people around you.

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[itboyaugust]

manifestation music

(that’s more than just that one ariana grande song)

here’s my personal manifestation playlist i listen to every morning:

• Mental Health - Moonlight Scorpio

• Pretty Girl Magic - Moonlight Scorpio

• Good Days - SZA

• I Am - Baby Tate ft. Flo Milli

• Main Character Energy - Moonlight Scorpio

• What Wants Me - Moonlight Scorpio

• calm & patient - Jhené Aiko

• Higher Self - Liyah Dalani, Maijah

• Bed Peace - Jhené Aiko, Childish Gambino

• Frequency - Jhené Aiko

• $money Mantra$ - Moonlight Scorpio

• 123 affirmations - Moonlight Scorpio

• Inner Peace - Moonlight Scorpio, Equanimous, Hohm

• Twinflame Soulmate - Moonlight Scorpio

• Love Myself - Moonlight Scorpio

• Spotless Mind - Jhené Aiko

• Ascension - Jhené Aiko, Brandy

• Manifest - Russ

• Sativa - Jhené Aiko

• When We Love - Jhené Aiko

• Eternal Sunshine - Jhené Aiko

• Pop Star - Coco & Clair Clair

• Love To Dream - Doja Cat

• 7 rings - Ariana Grande

• energy - Tyla Jane

• mercury retrograde - Amindi

• Healing Is Not My Purpose - Toni Jones

• Currentsea - Toni Jones

• Talk To Me Nice - Toni Jones

• Payday - Doja Cat ft. Young Thug

i encourage you to find whatever music suits your music taste and raises your vibration, just remember music has subliminal messages and what you listen to is an important part of your mental diet 💌

[404icy]

sprinkle in a little bit of self-care ✨ my life is always busy so i always make sure to have a little time for myself. don't get me wrong, i'm beyond thankful i get to go to college, go to work, go to the gym, etc,.. always looking forward to the future and being fully present in the now... thank you for 3200 followers... i really don't know what to do with this blog. i initially started it to be a studyblr. i know ya'll here for computer science/computer engineering content but my life doesn't always revolve around it...

🎧 ~ energy by tyla jane ~

[1000-year-old-virgin]

200 Best Songs of 2023

Janine - If I Call *FAVE SONG OF THE YEAR*

Kim Petras - Brrr

Sam Smith, Koffee, Jessie Reyez - Gimme

ILIRA - Work of Art

Joseph - Nervous System

Mariah the Scientist ft. 21 Savage - 77 degrees

PinkPantheress & Ice Spice – Boy's a liar Pt. 2

Ryan Destiny - Lie Like That

Latto ft. LU KALA - Lottery

Chrissy Chlapecka - I'm So Hot

Ashnikko - Don't Look at It

serpentwithfeet - Gonna Go

Don Toliver ft. Lil Durk & GloRilla- Leave The Club

Don Toliver ft. James Blake - Let Her Go

Miley Cyrus - Flowers

Miley Cyrus - River

Meghan Trainor - Mother

Ice Spice & Nicki Minaj - Princess Diana (Remix)

Melanie Martinez - DEATH

Natalie Jane - Seeing You With Other Girls

Amelia Moore feat. jxdn - FUMD

Ashnikko - You Make Me Sick!

Flo Milli ft. Lola Brooke & Maiya The Don - Conceited (Remix)

Flo Milli ft. Monaleo & Gloss Up - Bed Time (Remix)

Astrid S - Come First

Ashnikko - Want It All

salem ilese - PainHub

Libianca ft. Ayra Starr & Omah Lay - People (Remix)

Labrinth ft. Billie Eilish - Never Felt So Alone

Katie Belle - The Best You'll Ever Have

Emilie Nicolas - Everyday

Donna Missal - Flicker

Donna Missal - Out of Me

Donna Missal - Move Me

Donna Missal - God Complex

Donna Missal - I Saw God

LØLØ ft. girlfriends- 5,6,7,8

Jackson Wang & Ciara - Slow

Troye Sivan - Can't Go Back, Baby

Baby Tate & Saweetie - Hey, Mickey! (Remix)

Shania Twain - Number One

Shania Twain - Got It Good

Empress Of ft. Rina Sawayama - Kiss Me

NLE Choppa ft. SexyyRed / Sukihana - Slut Me Out (Remix)

Maggie Lindemann, Siiickbrain - deprecating

Ed Sheeran - The Hills of Aberfeldy

Rita Ora ft. Fatboy Slim Praising You (Fatboy Slim Remix)

Tyla & Ayra Starr - Girl Next Door

Kesha - Only Love Can Save Us Now

Ciara ft. Lola Brooke & Lady London - Da Girls (Girls Mix)

Jeremy Zucker - OK

CXLOE - Flight Risk

Josh Levi - See Low

Josh Levi - BIRTHDAY DANCE

Alex Vaughn & Summer Walker - So Be It (Remix)

Alex Vaughn & Ari Lennox - Demon Time (Remix)

Taylor Swift ft. Ice Spice - Karma (Remix)

Taylor Swift ft. Lana Del Rey - Snow On The Beach (More Lana Del Rey Edit)

Boris The Lucid - BOYFRIEND

Carrie Underwood - Take Me Out

Libianca - Jah

Conan Gray - Never Ending Song

The Aces - Always Get This Way

Madison Beer ft. Timbaland - Home To Another One (Remix)

Äyanna - Girlfriend

Nicki Minaj & Ice Spice ft. Aqua – Barbie World

Rita Ora - That Girl

Rita Ora - Unfeel It

Tanerelle - Feel Good Inc. X Sidetracked (Perfect Lover Mash Up)

Sleater-Kinney - Hell

Saweetie ft. YG & Tyga - BIRTHDAY

Mae Stephens ft. Meghan Trainor - Mr Right

Brooke Candy - FMUATW

Ben Kessler - When I Hate Myself

Eliott ft. Vancouver Sleep Clinic - Happy On My Own

Reneé Rapp - Pretty Girls

Leah Kate - Bored

Chappell Roan - HOT TO GO!

Rina Sawayama ft. Amaarae - Imagining

GAYLE - Leave Me For Dead

Selena Gomez - Single Soon

Äyanna - Change Your Life

Julia Wolf - Wishbone

Cloudy June - Devil Is A Woman

Anne-Marie ft. Shania Twain - UNHEALTHY

Leaf ft. Bandmanrill, DJ Drewski - 2 Freaky

Olivia O'Brien - I should've fucked your brother

SIIICKBRAIN - Psychopath

Adekunle Gold - Do You Mind?

Duncan Laurence - I Do

Dizzy - Open Up Wide

Leigh-Anne ft. Ayra Starr - My Love

Troye Sivan – Got Me Started

Cate - Girlfriend

NERIAH - Falling 4 Somebody

Cardi B ft. Megan Thee Stallion - Bongos

Amelia Moore - Over My Ex

Johnny Orlando - Boyfriend

Tyla - Water

Tems - Me & U

Mette - Mama's Eyes

Wrabel - Beautiful Day

Chxrry22 - MORE

Norah Jones - Can You Believe

Kanii ft. Trippie Redd - sins (let me in) [Remix]

Niall Horan & Lizzy McAlpine - You Could Start A Cult (Encore Version)

Travis Scott ft. Beyoncé - DELRESTO (ECHOES)

Addison Rae ft. Charli XCX - 2 Die 4

Gyakie - Rent Free

Kim Petras - Hit It From The Back

Kim Petras ft. Banks - Bait

Kim Petras - Dirty Things

K. Michelle - Blame Yourself

Sunnitharapper ft. Salma Slims - Moody

Troye Sivan - One of Your Girls

Lady London ft. Jeremih - Do Something

Zara Larsson, David Guetta - On My Love

cassö, RAYE, D-Block Europe - Prada

Serpentwithfeet- Damn Gloves

Dove Cameron - Still

Kenya Grace - Paris

Dua Lipa - Houdini

Tokischa ft. Sexyy Red - Daddy

Zach Seabaugh - Helium Balloons

COBRAH - 10/10

COBRAH - BAD POSITION

COBRAH - TEQUILA

Clinton Kane - PANIC ATTACK

Megan Thee Stallion - Cobra

Nick Wilson - For You It Was Him

Nick Wilson - Way Back

Ice Spice - Deli

Enchanting - Needy

SZA - Kill Bill

Kylie Minogue - Padam Padam

Summer Walker - Girls Need Love (Girls Mix) ft. Tyla / Victoria Monet / Tink

Tate McRae - exes

Tove Lo - I like u

Kim Petras - Je T'Adore

Doechii - Booty Drop

Kim Petras - Claws

Sam Smith & Madonna - VULGAR

Kim Petras - uhoh

Borgore x Cupcakke x Chase Icon - Abracadabra

Clinton Kane - DISAPPEAR

Nicki Minaj - Big Difference

Nicki Minaj - Pink Friday Girls

Charli XCX ft. Sam Smith - In The City

Reneé Rapp ft. Megan Thee Stallion - Not My Fault

Flo Milli - Never Lose Me

Kim Petras - Thousand Pieces

Kim Petras - Minute

Charli XCX - Speed Drive (jamesjamesjames Remix)

Chrissy Chlapecka - BRAT

The Last Dinner Party - My Lady of Mercy

Shania Twain - Waking Up Dreaming

Nicki Minaj - Fallin 4 U

Jessie Ware ft. Pabllo Vittar -Pearls (Brabo Remix)

Shania Twain - Queen Of Me

Chiké, Oxlade - Spell [Remix]

Anycia - REFUND

Lah Pat ft. Flo Milli - Rodeo (Remix)

Biig Piig - This Is What They Meant

Niall Horan - Save My Life

Bronze Avery - Sex In The Room

Ava Max - Cold As Ice

Peach PRC - F U Goodbye

Suzanne Sheer - Off Limits

Nicki Minaj - FTCU

Madison Rose - Girls Girls Girls

Kaliii ft. GloRilla - Can't Get 'Em

BIA - FALLBACK

Miley Cyrus - Jaded

Kylie Minogue - You Still Get Me High

Miley Cyrus - Violet Chemistry

Miley Cyrus ft. Sia - Muddy Feet

Bebe Rexha - Visions (Don't Go)

Coi Leray - My Body

Coi Leray ft. Saucy Santana - Spend It

Maiya The Don - Luv U Better

The Last Dinner Party - Nothing Matters

IDK ft. Jucee Froot & Saucy Santana - Pinot Noir

Tinashe - Uh Huh

Nicki Minaj - Beep Beep

Nicki Minaj - Pink Birthday

Duckwrth - Big Bewts

Nicki Minaj - My Life

Trippie Redd & BANKS - Saint Michael Myers

Tamera - Frozen

Shygirl & CoSha - Thicc

Ari Lennox - Get Close

Flo Milli - Fruit Loop

Mette - For The People

Amaarae - Angels in Tibet

Jamila Woods ft. Saba - Practice

Rachel Chinouriri - Maybe I’m Lonely

Jonah Kagen - Save My Soul

The OMG Girlz - Lover Boy

Karin Ann - A Stranger With My Face

Victoria Monet - Alright

2022's List

[cerismo]

GET TO KNOW ME .ᐟ.ᐟ

Hi, and welcome to to my world. You can call me Mo for short.

This is my spare blog, you can go visit my other blog @venusxsturnio where I have posted other stories but have lost the motivation to finish them. This is basically my refresh.

On this very blog, you’ll find things like, Stories, Reposts, Yap Sessions, and more…

cerismo ୨ৎ she/her. fourteen. gemini. chronic yapper. certified big back. dedicated chris girly but matt hits different sometimes. lover of toxic but sweet men. also very in love with rafe cameron.

In my spare time I like to:

Draw/Sketch/Paint

Do Crafts

Binge My Fav Shows

Listen to Music

Spend time with my loved ones

QUICK FACTS:

FAV ARTISTS:

Olivia Rodrigo

Madison Beer

Sabrina Carpenter

Chappell Roan

Billie Eillish

SZA

Summer Walker

Brent Faiyaz

Tyla

Ariana Grande

Melanie Martinez

and many more…

FAV TV:

13 Reasons Why

Cobra Kai

Stranger Things

Outerbanks

Jane The Virgin

Gilmore Girls

SCREAM

that’s all for today folks…

cerismo est. 2024 © ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

i do not promote copying, or stealing anything

[lovesbiggerthanpride]

Thanks, @trulybetty for tagging me!

Rules: answer + tag 9 people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

favourite colour: blue 💙 all shades

last song: truth or dare — tyla

currently reading: funny story. (If y’all have any book recs, please send them my way.)

currently watching: rewatch of being mary jane.

currently craving: burrata arugula tomato ciabatta sandwich. so flavorful and filling, with pesto. had a dream about it the other day, so I take this as a sign. here is the video I saw last year.

coffee or tea: coffee, please

no pressure tags: @iamskyereads @katareyoudrilling @typingcorgi @maggiemayhemnj @nicolethered @javierpena-inatacvest @lowlights @tessa-quayle @thethirstwivesclub

(and if you’ve done this already, I’m sorry!)

[junebug2896]

“And I eat anything that I want

I got a belly, got a booty, got that dun-duh-dun

I'm on the grind, I level up, I do it just for fun

See you watching, take a picture then it lasts for long”

-Energy (Song by Tyla Jane)

[rkiveoframi]

Finding and loving myself and kpop detox

Note: English is not my first language Day 1 and 2 Entry of becoming myself and detoxification from kpop and other content. I'm gona turn 22 in mid 2024. I'm super lost like past 4 years. I literally don't know who i am. I had a breakup last year mid. That was quit good relationship... We have been in relationship for 3 years.. but it became messy i don't want to hate it and also i don't know who i am. I became physically and emotionally weak. So we brokeup and i graduated uni with high grades but i don't feel like i achieved something. My parents are super protective but they are sweet yk typical desi parents (not stereotyping).

My escapism : Kpop is my escapism i got in to kpop at 2021. My ults are BTS, SVT, (G)IDLE, TWICE, ITZY. I consume more BTS from 2021 and in 2023 i started to consume SVT as my escapism. I won't regret staning any of those group because they are soooo good.

To escape from reality like graduated, not applied for any job because of fear of interviews, rejections and fear how would i be treated in the job like soo on... Im not comfortable with my body and I'm kinda socially awkward coz I'm not used to be going outside much... Coz obviously my parents. It turned me into not liking going out. The delusion became so serious. I imagined my self as an kpop idol in a group.. Like leader, vocalist etcc.. Im good at dancing.. so i imagine many senarios and those kept me alive and made me survive 2023.

On other hand it made me worse, when i look at mirror i don't know who i am. So i decided to do kpop detox. On the other day i saw a video of Vernon from SEVENTEEN quotes something like"if I'm not living as me, then who will be" that's hits me hard. I'm really thankful for vernon for saying that.

Present : I'm on day 2 of this detox, it's hard and i feel lonely coz I'm cutting those things which made me feel less alone person. But it's my time to live, so i created a new me who will takecare of my old me.

So she wakes up at 5 am no matter what, Makes bed, journal, meditation for 5min(lavenderie lifestyle ) , full body streach(maddy Marson ) , 4k morning and 4k evening , workout (growwithjo, madfit& Emi wong ) Then moving with my day (I'm not figured out what to do with my day yet ), sleeping before 12 am. I should start preparing for my entrance exam which in couple of months.

Note : I really love my ults and I'll never stop loving them. But it's my time to shine and stand for myself ♡

[sleepysmoon]

this literally gives girl vibes, i really like the rhythm and its write very well^^

[tittsuccerdeskclutter]

[vampdyke69]

2, 10, 24 :)

2 - energy by Tyla Jane

10 - Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand

24 - claws by Charli XCX

send me a # 1 - 100 for a song off my wrapped ✨

[amaretrapp]

2023 What Will It Be…….

It’s a new year so it’s time to start new. Know that you can control small parts of your future. It’s time to start a new era of yourself. Know that you are powerful. You are strong. You can do whatever you set your heart to do. As long as we stay positive and keep striving for our goals anything can happen. Also let’s remove anything that’s negative out of our lives. If we have individuals that are not doing anything for us but giving us a toxic relationship/environment, it means that it’s time for them to be removed. Surround yourself with people who are clapping for you instead of hating.