#two tests to go then i’m done
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What if in S3 we get this look
But he takes off his sunglasses and we’re able to see his pure adoration for Aziraphale
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#crowphale#ineffable husbands#gay omens#good omens crowley#aziraphale x crowley#good omens aziracrow#aziracrow good omens#crowphale good omens#good omens crowphale#aziraphale good omens#good omens aziraphale#crowley good omens#crowley loves aziraphale#aziraphale loves crowley#two tests to go then i’m done#I have never studied this much in my life
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Man I love Omori and Steven Universe, on tge first watch/playthrough it’s all fun and games but on the second time around you see that foreshadowing is everywhere and it feels like being stabbed. No other piece of media does it like them.
#steven universe#omori#su#omori has an excellent plot twist that I feel bad talking about because there’s nothing like a blind playthrough#but steven universe I’m ok with discussing so uh#su spoilers#it’s not pink diamond I’m talking about it’s steven’s trauma#every time he gets hurt is another fracture line in future#every time he offers to help someone is another moment of anxiety later#and you’re powerless to stop him from hurting himself because it’s already done#the story is over#no matter how many times you rewatch again and again it will go down the same#steven will be an innocent little kid who just wants to help out the gems#only for episodes like the test to roll around and you see him taking on the role of family therapist when he’s literally just a kid#and empire city was once an episode of a kid bringing his two caretakers on vacation because he loves them and wants to spend time together#but now it’s an episode of a boy trying to fix problems he shouldn’t have to worry about because he Solves Problems#and it’s just…#he’s hurting himself and there’s nothing I can do#and there’s nothing the people around him would do anyway because he’s Steven and Steven Loves To Help#so why would they#and in the end#Steven gets hurt#and the story doesn’t change
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I’m currently in the process of making a Bruno AI voice bot ! (Ray Chase)
Soon I shall harness the power to make Bruno Bucciarati say whatever I want him to say. >:)
….When it’s ready, I’ll be taking requests ;)
#I’m in the process of ripping every single voice line from the anime#it’s going well I’m on episode 20#should have this done in a day or so#I’m so excited BECAUSE#i tested it out on just the first two episodes of his dialogue and it actually sounded pretty decent#i will also be able to make voice covers#and yes I DO know my way around a DAW… ;)#here’s a fun fact: Bruno only speaks for 32 consecutive minutes within the first 19 episodes#one thing I can’t wait to do? Replace all the ‘ZIPPERMAN’s with ‘STICKY FINGERS’
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I present: funny things my Beta reader sends me that made me tee hee during editing
#teenage mutant ninja turtles#Two nardos one dream sequence#I’m going as fast as I can#But god this chapter is killing me#I just need to post it and be done with it#Cuz trying to push my usual 10k isn’t doing it homes#I started this in February….#I’m so behind schedule agsksmvs#rottmnt#rise leo#beta testing#tmnt fanfiction
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hey guys. would u still love me if i told u the reason i knwo who kurt vonnegut is
#if u knwo u know#his books r on my tbr!! but the og the reason how i discovered him is so 🫣🫣#also guys my test turned out to be 5 hours of physical activity and i got a 90 and i’m one step closer to a black belt everyone cheer 💕#had two nightmares i think bc of stress before waking up this morning too like . what a weird omen .#anyway. i’m done i’m going to go shopping !! and not feel bad abt spending money i deserve a little treat <3
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#apparently I’m not done being mad about this I’m sorry guys I gotta vent#my dad is like an ox and never sick and like not very understanding with health issues/general illness#which you’d think he would have been after having me the super sickly child with a ton of health issues but no#we have a positive Covid case in the house and I have the same fucking symptoms I just started later#I have taken two tests- one yesterday and one today#and he yelled at me saying I’m wasting tests and also that I’m apparently fine which like#even if I somehow don’t catch covid I’m still sick but okay dad 🫠#if it helps put things into a better perspective… did yall know that back in November after I had my 3rd fucking endometriosis surgery#he asked why I was off work for two weeks and why I didn’t go back the day after surgery?#like I had had this surgery twice before and at home recovery was also two weeks both those times#but moreover like sir I have 3 incisions in my abdomen and my job requires me to left 50lbs???#at which point he still insisted I was fine and was just being ‘dramatic’ 🙃#I wanna fucking scream#I’m lissed the fuck off#did yall know he nearly got me killed once because I had neurovirus and he refused to take me to the er?#I eventually lost consciousness from severe dehydration- he thought I was sleeping and continued to argue with my mom that I was fine 🫠#they eventually took me but I was unconscious for several hours and it took five bags of iv fluid for me to regain consciousness#and the doctor estimated I was about two hours away from death so like#yeah#if that gives yall a better idea of the shit I’m putting up with#I have like zero tolerance for dealing with his bullshit when I’m sick#it’s the trauma from not fucking being believed for years of my life about any of my illnesses#and like also the fucking almost dying part#fun times 🫠#I’m sorry I’m ranting so much today I’m just really fucking done and have no other outlet 🙃
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friend invited me to a movie but because of the insane feeding schedule i have i had to turn him down and explain what was going on, because i’m really only actually free six hours a day, and i got a call from my boss that because i didn’t qualify for job protection, they’re opening applications for my position :/ if they fill it they’ll find somewhere in the hospital system for me to work so i won’t be completely out a job, but i’m still stressed, I hate this
#I know South Park is South Park but the anniversary of the movie was this month so they had a sing along#and i really wanted to go with my friend#and I’m just so frustrated at the job#I like my job I don’t want another position#we found out that ‘newly discovered birth defect’ that caused lifelong symptoms wasn’t a birth defect at all#it was damage done to me by treatments i had as a child and has likely impacted the entire lower half of my body since I was an infant#and nobody fucking told us. so now I have two things to test for and apparently the only possible treatment is a risky surgery#that might not even be an option or a good fit for me#I’m not even mad that something happened when I was a kid I’m mad that a mistake or side effect damaged me so bad as an infant#that it impacted my entire life and literally changed my anatomy and nobody told my parents it had happened. they’re just baffled
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…as excited as I am to sail and unplug next month in also really going to miss y’all 🥺
#shatters’ fragments#part of it we aren’t allowed to use our phones the other part we won’t have any service to use them anyway#and it’s fair. we wouldn’t make the connections with our fellow sailors if we’re on the phone all the time#but also I’ll miss you#and tbh given that probably none of these kids ever wear a mask anymore I’m just. not sure I am capable of making the same connections as my#first trip where we were all still required to mask and text ahead of embarking#and I had that peace of mind that we’ve done everything we could to be safe to all unmask on the boat#ah we aren’t allowed to use our phones except to take photos for the whole voyage#I think I wrote that first tag weird#ah sorry we did rapid tests before embarking#adding: it’s max two weeks I’ll be gone#I’ll make a post before I go and reduce my queue
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Can’t wait for my drivers license to arrive so I can be driving legally again for the first time in 1.5 years!
#for legal reasons this is a joke#SO THIS IS WHATS UP#as a youngin#a young adult one might say#I was starting to learn that some systems are bullshit when I’d previously been a pretty big rule-follower#my mom showing me how to navigate the healthcare system a bit/showing me how student loans legit have practices to confuse and fuck us over#also im really bad at getting things in on time (this is an important fact)#so when I see that my drivers license is abt to expire. I’m like ‘Oup gotta get that done!’ then promptly forget abt it#next time I remember it’s 3 months expired.#I check the date and realize that wait! in a year imma be turning 21 and just one yr after that Real ID’s will become mandatory (im p sure)#so I decide to push off renewing my license! I think that the whole process will b annoying asf bc I’ve only dealt with the DMV in-person#and it SUCKED and took forever. I’m thinking that if I renew my drivers license right on/after my 21st birthday I can knock out two birds#with one stone: I can get it as a Real ID and I can get an updated picture that’s flipped sideways so getting age-checked is faster#little do i know: it’s v much illegal to be driving around with an expired license!#I drive around for a year (over a year? I don’t remember when I first realized it was expired) j having fun#then one month b4 my 21st birthday I get into an abroad study thing and have to get my passport. which I realize is also expired. and#realize that to renew my passport I have to have a valid drivers license. At this point I also realize how fucked I could be if I get pulled#over with my expired license. so I check out the process for DL renewal and rejoice! it’s online!#AND THANK FUCK I CHECKED THEN. bc if I had waited LITERALLY two more days I would not have been able to renew online and would’ve had to go#in-person. and there were no in-person appointments until after my 21st. and I learned in this process abt the fines my state applies when u#renew a DL late and ALSO that u have to entirely retake the test/redo all the paperwork shit if it’s expired for too long. I would’ve had to#retake the test n everything if I’d gone past my bday. I was also in another state for college. idk how incoherent these ramblings are but#basically I would’ve been Ultra Fucked. anyways! got that figured out#renewed the DL and had it sent to my home. then da house floods and crime goes up in the neighborhood and my DL ends up either being lost#Or tossed (with other flood-damaged things) or stolen.#I don’t realize this for 4 months bc I am silly. also in college out-of-state. also other reasons.#finally got around to calling DMV and telling them that my DL never arrived… 6 months after I renewed it!#and they were v sweet and are resending me my DL for free. so in the next few weeks I shall finally b driving legally again#!!!! the end#mypost
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CON CRUNCH IS REAL I THINK IM GONNA JUST START HOT GLUING SHIT TOGETHER TONIGHT FUCK IT WE BALL!!!!!!!
#AAAAAAA#how important is peronas hat REALLY#months of work and i’m still putting shit together t-minus 72 hours before i gotta start loading the car#you know. the usual#me: haha i have plenty of time to get everything done#the last two weeks of july: TWO COWORKERS ON VACATION SO YOU GOTTA WORK 6 EXTRA DOUBLES ON TOP OF UR REGULAR DOUBLES#MULTIPLE SELF -IMPOSED AND ACTUAL IMPORTANT WRITING DEADLINES FOR EVENTS#OH ALSO STILL NOT DONE W/ THE COSPLAY FOR THE CON YOURE DRIVING 500 MILES DOWN THE COUNTRY FOR [[checks calendar]] IN THREE DAYS#AND SURPRISE!!!! YOUR IN-LAWS SHOWED UP TO SPEND THE WEEKEND BC THEY WANTED TO GO TO THE BEACH BUT DIDNT WANT TO GET A HOTEL#me: [[through gritted teeth]] haha i have plenty of time to get everything done#asdflhjhskdfhjls someone send help i need 8 extra hands and 30 more hours in the day. sitting at work going insane rn#i need to stop working 6 days a week. thats definitely not helping the ol' stress levels#i slept for 15 hours yesterday bc sunday is my only day off. which knocked out 15 hours i could have used to get stuff done unfortunately#anyway i’ll post test pics + closeups of my accessories before i hit the road#i’m doing a costume test wednesday night after work#I SWEAR TO GOD IM HAVING FUN ALL OF THIS IS FUN STUFF IT'S LIKE A GOOD STRESS!!!! except im also on fire at the same time#gyro.txt
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I’m like if a feral cat and a Clydesdale had a baby
#To elaborate: I am very aware and cautious and just… uncannily strong for my size.#Like I knew I was strong but I didn’t know I was THAT strong until today#And it’s not all strength either. You could have 6’ 5” guys who work out all day with huge muscles#who would not WANT or even ATTEMPT to do what I’ve just done/have been doing because it’s an extreme inconvenience#they might get grime on their perfectly oiled skin and the hand truck is too embarrassing because it shrieks like a banshee#Well I don’t give two fucks. If there is any chance at all I will be able to do something I’m gonna fucking do it#Maybe I will try to be a firefighter after five years in education. Maybe. I. Will.#I could probably pass the physical test in a few months if I keep going how I’m going#I know I can already pick up the jaws of life with one arm very easily because I did it when the fire truck came to the school#“Wanna try to pick it up?” CHALLENGE ACCEPTED AND OBLITERATED#(No shade I respect them a lot… I just like to do things people think I can’t do to get a rise out of them. It’s entertaining)
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#right so#firstly: oliver stark i love you please never stop#the way he talks about buck is so nice!! not to mention always reiterating that the show was queer before bi buck was confirmed#secondly: oliver stark i love you but please stop!!!#lmao. ben affleck smoking jpeg#i completely understand his reasoning behind what he says about tommy#he can’t confirm or deny anything and changes are he doesn’t even know anything. just like before#when he was waxing poetic about natalia and buck’s future#i just do not like the whole narrative of tommy being a perfect queer elder who can do no wrong and is there to guide buck through this#it’s a disservice to his character. and to buck’s#and to eddie’s if you really wanna go there#tommy is the perfect first boyfriend because he’s got experience. right? that’s what we’re saying?#experience does not equal perfection#and like i said the other day. it suggests eddie is not worthy of being a queer love yet because he has no experience#they hadn’t written the final episodes yet for a reason. they’re posting positive b/t posts on social media for a reason#they’re testing fan reactions to decide what to do with b/t. sorry but i genuinely think that’s the reason#and this characterisation of tommy as perfect and ideal for buck and they’re smitten etc#a second ben affleck smoking jpeg#i have nothing against tommy or b/t together or multi shippers. nothing at all#but i sweaaarrrrrr#if i lose out on the ship who have 6 years friendship and a history of getting through neg and pos experiences together#coparenting and saving each others’ lives. literally and figuratively#being so intrinsically linked to each other#not to mention oliver and ryan’s chemistry#if i lose out on that because people can’t stop screaming about tommy on social media#i will implode and take this place with me#especially because focusing on buck’s lovely new perfect relationship will probably mean that eddie is pushed aside#with a shitty storyline they put no effort into. wait what who said that that’s crazy#i agree that bi buck isn’t about eddie (it’s not about tommy either) and potential queer eddie isn’t about buck#but i’m so done with people saying we can’t hope the two storylines come together in the future. why is it suddenly bad to want buddie
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😓🤬
#I fucking hate doctors and the medical field so much#I was FINALLY starting to get on the right path#called a php place and think I know where I’m going#have a therapist I’ve been talking to here and there#I’ve been trying to get into a psych evaluation right?#called 5+ places the other day and they all had 5-8 month long waitlists#I need to get most of this shit done before June#so that ain’t gonna work#called the psych place my doctor referred me to#(would like to add that I did call this same place right after my doctor visit a few months ago and they never called me back)#so I had no hope they were even going to pick up#I was shocked when I heard someone picked up and even more shocked when they said they had an opening for fucking Wednesday#literally I felt like everything was finally aligning#I scheduled the appt for a zoom meeting at 10am#then I get a bunch of random emails saying my appointment was changed#now I have two different appointments- Wednesday and Thursday both at 9am and with a totally different doctor#so I was like???? ok guessing something happened but I didn’t think much of it - called to figure out what day it actually is#when I called to confirm they told me that I can’t be tested until I get an internal referral#I told them I did get a referral???#they looked at it and it was just a referral for depression not adhd or anything else#but then when they looked more into it they found in the notes she wanted me to get adhd testing#SO she just forgot to add it to my referral#I get people make mistakes#but this is like the 4th time something like this has happened lately#I’m just trying to be healthy#and it is fucking RIDICULOUS how incredibly hard it is to find the proper help#also the girl yesterday when I made the appointment said yes to all my questions but sounds like she doesn’t know what she’s talking about#was like ‘does this test for adhd and autism?’ ‘yeah for sure’ and then I find out they don’t even test for autism#so now I have to find a totally different person to either do both or just test for autism#either way I feel incredibly disheartened and overwhelmed and sad
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does the kidney area of my body hurt because of my period cramps or because my kidney infection still isn’t gone. that is the question
#i finished my antibiotics for my infection this morning and i’m not sure if it’s going away#bc my kidney still hurt as little as two days ago and then my period showed up so i’ve been taking pain meds and don’t know if the pain#is still there bc i’ve been numbing all of it with tylenol#i was only put on antibiotics for a week. is that normal for kidney infections or????#bc i genuinely don’t know#i just don’t wanna have to roll up to the er over the weekend and ask if i can get more tests done#whiskey yelling into the void
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it’s ✨okay✨, right~?
#s o rry rant incoming im just. re a l l y crabby after working for 8.5 consecutive hours with no proper break okie~? </3#ayEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE ADMINS AT MY WORKPLACE CAN GO K I C K R O C K S#their time management is somehow worse than mine and i suck balls at it?????? SJCFJFFHDHHD I THOUGHT Y’ALL WERE BETTER AT YOUR JOBS MANSSSSS#the!!!!! admins!!!!!! sent in over a hundred samples without any info sheets and stuff so the morning shift literally couldn’t get started!!#doing the morning shift’s part of the job was. annoying. to say the least. especially when said work could’ve actually been done (ʘ‿ʘ)#dammit workplace admins you had one job </3#and n o it’s not to send in the sample info sheet things at the same time as the pm shift’s reporting time </3#and as if that weren’t enough.. the!!!! admin!!!! refused to go home in the evening?????? and sent in like 80 samples at like 8.30pm??????#and that’s not counting the samples that were yeeted in at 5pm </3 truly sadge#and o f c o u r s e we haaaaaaaad to be short-staffed today lmfao. the two workstations life compels me to lay down on the floor and c r y .#but bc i’m just ✨too great✨ at my job you see (lies) i finished my stuff way too early and had to do other extra tests too s o b s#and that included a test that i don’t fully know how to do (sadge)#well. at least that test involved the use of a microscope. thank you past me for attaining magic skills with microscope zooming and stuff#seriously. thank you past me. i can almost forgive you for choosing to enter the f r e a k i n g ✨s c i e n c e✨ industry of all things#but hmmmmmmm im amazed that i actually managed to finish everything across those two stations. am i too good at my job or ✨w h a t✨ (lies)#but man. m a n. none of this even gets into my secret beef with the data entry admin.#she can’t spell for her life. it s e r i o u s l y grinds my gears whenever i see her spell the word ‘content’ as ‘contant’.#but no. her spelling got on a w h o l e new level of questionable when she spelled the word ‘crackle’ as… ‘cracker’. like??? how????????#and she told me to ask the senior analysts if it was possible to retrieve the results for a test that we’d write the results for ✨by hand✨#from some kind of system????? like i was just so!!!!! baffled!!!! that she couldn’t understand that there was no system to check????#though. hm. i guess saying that i have ✨secret✨ beef with that admin would be an understatement. i think none of the others like her either#but! i do have secret beef with the janitor bc he alwayyys magically appears behind me whenever i’m doing something important/holding acids#well! at least we don’t cross paths when i’m working the pm shift. the janitor dude was spared from my presence for the week lmao#hfhfhfhhfhfhfhffffffff well. m. i’m sorry if you read all that. i’ll be more normal tomorrow i swear!!!! (blatant lies)#i feel like tling something ✨t o x i c✨ to match how im feeling thoughhh… hm. maybe the p a r a s ite chapter from the d*27m annequin anth…?#been thinking about that song lately ngl.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.#oh wellssssss at least i can try to enjoy what’s left of my long weekend lmaooo goodnighttttt#inedible blubbering
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#i am so tired#physically and emotionaly#had a really early morning#and late in the evening my best friend called with the news abt her test results and they were and it was one the greatest relief#after 3 weeks of waiting and worrying that it could be really bad#this also means we can finally go ahead with our trip to Vilnius-Riga-Tallinn-Helsinki trip in two weeks#and i spent the next two hours booking different tickets online and just handling things that had to be suspended before#but i did it and gotta say i’m proud of myself i’m just really good at getting some things done really fast#anyway#i’m exhausted bc it was a rollecoaster of emotions#i knew i was worried but it’s only when you know the worst isn’t gonna happen that you realize#how much weight was on your shoulders#i’m also so excited for our trip 🥰🥰🥰
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