#tw: starving
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mintymarabell · 1 year ago
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If you die your elder yautja will slowly go crazy without you.
When he found out you passed away he was kind of shell shocked.
He’ll just stare at your recovered body, his hand holding your much smaller one. He doesn’t wanna let go because he knows your hand will become colder again without his warm one clasping it.
He’s most likely to have your body preserved in an alien liquid tank, so he can always see you.
If he could he’d sleep with your decaying corpse. But he can’t bring himself to do it, rigamortis already settled and has made your body stiff.
His son will be so genuinely worried for him. His son will often make him stay in the med bay just so he can get rest without having to face your empty side of the bed.
He talks to your dead body. His palm on the tank in hopes yours would reach out to meet his through the thick glass.
Let’s say, for angst reasons. The tank your kept in is smashed and a bad blood takes the body or just plane out destroys it.
That will be your mates breaking point.
He will honesty just go hay wire crazy.
He’ll send everyone he knows to go get your body.
As he sits in front of the empty tank, he’ll laugh. One of those villainous loud booming laughs. Kind of a random thing but he just does it once he finally comes to terms that your gone and never coming back.
He’ll talk to the tank as if your still there.
He won’t eat properly and will start to not take care of his appearance. His claws growing long and sharp. A stark contrast to the short dull ones he had just for you.
His tendrils will become dirty with grime from not properly washing.
He will find himself in your closet sniffing desperately at your clothes trying to smell the scent he has because so addicted and accustomed to. If he does find a shirt that smells like you he will shove his face in it and talk to himself as if you were right there.
He’ll start to hallucinate from the lack of sleep he gets.
The hallucinations being of you walking around or touching his face telling him how nasty he is.
The hallucinations are 50 50 when it comes to if you spout distrustful thoughts over his appearance or just nice remarks on how strong or handsome he is.
He only knows their not real because of the lack of heat your head has as it cupped the hollow of his cheek.
He would probably be dead by time they even recover what’s left of your decayed body.
Alone in your once shared bed.
His eyes peacefully closed as he wore all his armor.
He will be loosely clutching the pillow your head used to lay on. When you were still with him.
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luxe-in-luxury · 1 year ago
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"To be enough"
Hobie X reader angst/ fluff 🎸🩷
Tw: Starving , possible ED
Fic under the cut.
"Can't sleep?" Hobie yawned as he woke up to you tossing and turning in your shared bed.
"I'll be fine. It's just a bad night. " You sighed. *Don't worry, go back to bed. Sorry for waking you up. " Placing a kiss on his cheek, you sat up, waiting to go get a glass of water, when your stomach rumbled.
Hobie grabbed your hand.
"Darling. What did you eat today?"
His eyes bore into yours, before you looked away, tears gathering in your eyes.
"A little rice, and two fishballs. " You sniffled. "I know that's not healthy, I know I promised you to eat enough but- " You tried to wipe your tears away, but they just kept on flowing. "But I can't stop myself. I'm not perfect , I'm overweight, I know. But this makes me feel a sick twisted sort of happiness, like I'll finally be enough one day. "
Hobie pulled you into his embrace, stroking your hair, letting you sob into his shoulder.
"You don't have to do these to be enough, love, you already are enough. You are perfect in so many areas, who cares about that stupid number on the scale? I don't, because I love you. " He kissed you on your forehead. "You've been so strong, at least you ate something today. But how about we fill that tummy with something else, hmm? I'm sure I have so food laying around. " He kissed you once again, and held your hand. "Come on, darling, let's go to the kitchen"
"And I'm getting rid of that blasted scale tomorrow."
A/N: wrote this during one of my episodes, no beta , obv
Take care of yourselves okay?❤️
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belosxhunter · 10 months ago
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This is so self indulgent to my own trauma but I headcanon that Belos used to starve Hunter so he was easier to fuck
oh, that is lovely. poor hunter being to weak to fight back against his uncle, his body trembling as he tries to push away his uncle, but belos easily owepowers him. now hunter is just laying in bed while belos has his fun with him, fucking him and calling him a good boy now for taking it so well now, understand that he should just let it happen, as if belos wasnt the one that make hunter so weak. and maybe belos rewards hunter food afterwards, since he got to fuck him
also, so sorry that it happened to you 🫂i hope you are well💞
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but-is-it-whumpy · 2 years ago
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caretaker/rescuer searching their car for snacks whumpee can have on the way to the hospital/home
OR if whumpee isn’t too hurt: them running into a gas station cause whumpee just wants a lushy 0:)
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getsusun · 1 year ago
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Most of his life Character A had a super accelerated metabolism due to his magical/hitech powers. After suddenly losing them, on the top of other problems A is told by good-meaning doctor to control his eating habits to avoid getting out of shape. Of course, nothing can go wrong, even if A had lost his ability to feel hunger a long time ago due to starving all the time because of his powers.
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justalilghosty · 1 year ago
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gonna go exercise off the urge to puke even though i haven’t eaten for almost two days. im a very logical person. hopefully im not almost run over this time. if they threaten it they better go through with it.
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feelingveryillrn · 1 year ago
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⭐️ introduction ⭐️
• Hi! I’m lee
• TW: this blog will contain posts about eat!ng disorders among with other things
• I definitely don’t encourage ed’s and i do think recovery is the best option… i have tried this 3 times before but i just gave up
• i’m 15
• i also have a marauders blog so if you want to follow that message me
• bi
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cw: 76kg (180cm)
ugw: 55kg
start: 09/08/2023
deadline: 09/08/2023
goal reached: ?
updates:
70kg -
65kg-
60kg-
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raystuffofficial · 1 year ago
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I wanna starve myself....I don't wanna eat anymore....when I do, it makes me look fat....i dont want that...i dont wanna be body shammed like i already am....why does this have to happen to me...why can i just be normal...why cant my mind make me starve myself, im already hurting but its not enough....I do not care for my pain....the pain people put me through, the pain people make me into....I JUST WANNA STARVE MYSELF....
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ayoits-coon · 26 days ago
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HELP
My health teacher is talking about body image and 3d
I am actually gonna cry i don’t wanna be here
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cruellasdisorder · 3 months ago
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i swear if my scale doesnt start dropping ill go insane
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lxvenderhxzehv · 2 months ago
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"I just found the things in books, things that happened in the past were and escape. And even though they were real...they made me feel less alone" Fox put his hands in his pockets "History is full of shitty people...but you know what was good? the things they left behind. The art, the physical stuff that outlives us...its what kept me going" he thought of a way to explain it. "I'm like Indiana Jones with out the professor part." Though he could teach history if he wanted to. it was a good back up option if he needed to use it.
Fox looked at Emrys "Why do you think I left....if I didn't look after our dad and snuck out to do what I wanted to do I'd never hear the end of it. Or how I had to miss out on eating because there was never enough food in the fridge but there sure was enough booze..." He wasn't trying to one up Emrys not by any means. The Name he had the nerve to call emery struck Fox deep. So It wasn't just a him thing. His brother was doing it to his own kid too? "You don't ever have to worry about that Jackass saying that to you anymore. Its over and I don't plan on being anything like he was..." he never was like his brother. "I was 13 when things got the worst they ever had and it took me 5 years to get out of the this shit hole....just wished I had stuck around and then you wouldn't have been out through it too" He sighed the glut washing over him "It seems I left and you just....filled the space"
"Wish it would take this fucking camper with it...." Fox said bluntly kicking a rock in its direction. "Never, I made that promise long ago...we might share blood but he's not my brother....Wasn't my brother" Fox shrugged "I'm here now, whatever you need"
"What does that mean, you buried yourself in history?" Emrys asked, wrinkling his nose and making a weird face as he looked the other over. He did look a little bit nerdy, maybe he was a history teacher or some shit. Emrys could see that. But he didn't have a great rapport with any of the history teachers he'd come into contact with in the past, so he was sort of hoping that wasn't the case. Teachers in general really weren't Emrys' cup of tea, just like he hadn't been theirs.
"You dealt with it, too? So you had a lot of experience fishin' my dad outta his own vomit so he wouldn't choke on it, only for him to wake you up with screamin' and his fists a couple hours later? Or did he lock you in the bathroom at night when the lights weren't workin', too? Call you a fuckin' fag, and then teach you exactly what happens to fuckin' fags who step outta line? Somehow I feel like you and I aren't that much alike," he snorted, shaking his head.
Emrys shrugged. "She died. Or disappeared. People go missin' sometimes, kinda hard not to when the ground can literally open up and fuckin' swallow you whole," he pointed out. "I wouldn't say anythin' really works here, you just kinda learn to put up with it all. But I can help you out if you need, I guess. Long as you're not like my dad. You don't seem like you are, but you kinda look like him, and he didn't always look like a piece of shit, so."
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the-pobble-terrarium · 1 year ago
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[ringing a dinner bell] COME GET YALLS FOOD
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I don’t think he’s normal about that, Scrabby
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nyanpoka · 4 months ago
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im not even scared of dying or malnutrition im just scared of losing hair and my ass
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sparklejumpropequeen1949 · 4 months ago
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Never ending fucken cycle.
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dy1ngst4r · 1 month ago
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st4rving to look pretty? nah.
st4rving to look masc? yes.
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rather have a headache from not eating, than feeling bloated from binging
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