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holy fucking shit, i looked at the pro ana account from which you reblogged the post today to call them out and... although i've seen and reported a lot of pro ana stuff in the past, this account kinda takes the cake
I know.. absolutely disgusting. Everyone report; this horrible person deserves to answer to their endangering of everyone their content comes in contact with.. in their letter "from ana" they said "no butter, that's cancer causing" among the "rules," as if they aren't killing people themselves by promoting anorexia!
@anashidingwithme you are a creator of some of the worst pro ana filth I have ever seen in my 14 years of disordered life on Tumblr.. and if you take pride in that you're even worse. Posting as the "personification of anorexia" telling everyone who reads your explicit garbage that they should starve and how to restrict, etc requires a lack of human empathy and a will to harm others I haven't personally seen before. I hope you're terminated soon; you don't deserve a platform to spread your hate and destruction.
And yet Tumblr @staff focuses on nuditity and barely does anything about content that actually harms people like this.🙄
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"Death is nothing, but to live defeated and inglorious is to die daily."
+ process(tw blood)
Also, look at him, bloody little guy 🥹
This drawing was inspired by several matador pics :D here and here:
^ I don't think I'll ever live up to the second one ah. There's several pics of that specific guy just soaked with blood, and I'm uh a bit obsessed with then ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW OKAY! But I've not drawn blood in a while so it was a bit difficult so I added less than I would want to I guess. Also I'm obsessed with how often they kneel in bullfighting?? Like okay who are you arching your back and spreading your legs for-
#ah not 100% sure abt this one but i think i still like it!!!#i was practicing matador poses during the wknd and im like yeah should prob paint one#and then it felt like all the energy left my body djfkkglg i was like ugh how do i paint again?????#mostly: just really wanted to draw him bloody#i love how every time i draw him in ferrari colors its just the most eye bleeding thing ever#my eyes get too used to it on my ipad's display and im like aw this isnt red enough :(#and then i transfer it to my phone and it feels like the red suddenly is hurting my eyes even worse djfkkglg#im glad the blood turned out well. i honestly think it was probably easier bcs the clothes are red already#but yes yes suffering ferrari nando. hes my comfort character atp 😭😭#perfect catie drawing: depressed ferrari fernando. blood. napoleon quote#anyways yeah lmk! i think it looks okay?? idk i think i just love the first 2 matador drawings i ever did#and its very hard to live up to them. but whatever. we move on#im glad i did a more complicated pose at least ?????#also god i was somewhat annoyed w his face and then i redrew his eye and it was like OH OKAY suddenly good okay#tw blood#<- i would put this drawing under the cut but like. my blog i do what i want and i want to draw blood#i used to draw bloody stuff a lot more but ah idk less opportunities now sjfkkglg so it was kinda nice#catie.art.#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#matador au
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not going to give the blog any attention or time of day but this is your reminder that the leverage crew would never be zionists or support israel whatsoever
I wasn't going to engage with it because I value my mental health but yeah. absolutely fucking NOT
y'all really think that this group of people that actively go out of their way to go against the rich and powerful, who make it their goal to help people that are oppressed, devalued by society and taken advantage by those more powerful would at all EVER align themselves with israel? bffrrn
I'm going to go off for a few paragraphs about why this is such a horrendously ridiculous and delusional idea, but I'm not going to clog up your dash so it's going under the cut. I want to respect people who already participate in activism and need fandom space for lighter things
tw for discussion of the atrocities and war crimes happening in palestine
over 25 THOUSAND innocent people have died as a result of israeli terror the last few months alone. over 10 thousand children. entire family lines have been erased from the world forever- grandparents, parents, children, grandchildren all martyred, often together as they are sheltering from bombs and bullets until they are murdered by soldiers that laugh as they shoot and detonate bombs.
you really think that eliot 'I adopt every child I see' spencer would support a regime that let a child stay trapped in a car where her family members were martyred, not let paramedics in for days and then when they finally let the paramedics approach they kill both her AND the EMS? you think he would stand with the government that arrests children as young as 6 years old for *checks hand* being terrorists (because what fucking 6 year old is a terrorist let alone any kind of national threat. they're fucking SIX). that snipes children for throwing rocks at tanks and their apartheid walls
he and all of them would weep at the picture released the other day of the little girl handing from rubble with her legs blown off.
all of them would be horrified of the bombardment that has murdered tens of thousands of innocent civilians, women, children, men, elderly alike with no fucking care. that shoots people with their hands up waving white flags. that bulldozes graveyards and digs up bodies and probably steals organs from they dying and deceased. that bombs hospitals, governmental and archival buildings, mosques, churches, holy sites, schools and universities. whose soldiers have a trend where they go through women's underwear drawers and make lewd comments about their lingerie and how kinky they must be. who make tiktoks of them playing in decimated playgrounds and signing their children's names on bombs. who force parents to collect pieces of their children in plastic bags because they have been blown apart by relentless bombing. who shoot a grandmother holding a child's hand. who murdered a woman that dared say that she was older than the 'state' of israel.
the fact that you're posting this as israel relentlessly bombs rafa, the place they were told would be the only safe place to be, where 1.6 million people are living in tents living off animal feed because no sufficient humanitarian aid (if any) has been let through
these people that advocate for comeuppance and exposing wrongs would not support a regime that actively targets and murders journalists and their entire families.
you really think any of them would actively support a genocidal sociopathic government? fucking delusional
to a certain extent, I know that people want to keep fandom and advocacy spaces separate and I acknowledge and relate to that- when we are logged on every moment of the day we sometimes need to take breaks and engage with something else for our mental health. I need that too. and there is a very thin line when you try to apply fandom to current events because in all honesty, making headcanons about how your faves would react to X horrendous event can come off as extremely tone-deaf. I get you love your blorbos (I do too!), but actual people are suffering and it can come off as disingenuous to a lot of folks when you try to talk about your characters instead of the very real harm that is going on. HOWEVER, the other account posted in the leverage tag that the crew would be zionists and started that discourse and since it was already out there in our space I wanted to make sure that people know that this blog does not support that whatsoever.
and before this gets misconstrued: antizionism is not antisemitism. I have a lot of love for my jewish friends and followers, but saying that we can't be critical of war crimes and incessant aggression because it is a jewish state is fucking ridiculous. we should be able to hold any and all governments accountable when they do bad things (this absolutely also means I think we should hold the US accountable for enabling them and I live here. every country that is complicit needs to face consequences). saying that israel is exempt from criticism because jewish people deserve a right to a homeland isn't a great take. I completely understand fear of antisemitism and discrimination, but at some point we have to think critically and acknowledge that people are dying by the thousands and standing up for that and calling out atrocities takes precedence. jewish voices for peace has some really good content about this topic
anyways there's a random blog out there posting about how your faves are zionists splattering their rancid sponge and I want to make sure my stance on this subject is very clear: fuck israel, free palestine, and no one is free until everyone is free
#i got really fucking angry and this was kind of cathartic but honestly i'm just really fucking tired of this shit#thank u digitaldiscipline for talking me out of reblogging it with a response because that would just give the blog more undeserved attenti#free palestine#palestine#gaza#anti zionisim#fuck israel#fuck isntreal#leverage#leverage redemption#your fave is NOT a zionist#tw war crimes#also raf 'splattering their rancid sponge' is such an iconic phrase thank u for sharing that w me#I'm not going to talk about my real-life activism for privacy and security reasons but I regularly interact with people from jvp#and they are super awesome and lovely and courageous people#i really respect them. they are treated so awful in my area when we have protests at city hall from local rabbis. it takes a LOT of courage#ALSO there is a lot to be said about eliot as a character and how he isn't the best person but for the sake of him loving children i wrote#it that way. also hardison would be disappointed in you for supporting israel#mine
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moments that deserve to be in gif form despite the video's bad quality
#jung yunho#tvxq#kpop#oma*#tw flashing#there should be tw for awful gifs#i literall did bare minimum and nothing i could do to save them#love these too much tho not to have them in my blog#also my computer is dying so this took me way too long
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just got the most transphobic ask ever 😋 *giggles and kicks my feet*
#deleted it because holy shit. that was fucking awful.#it was also my first transphobic ask ever on this blog 😭😭😭#transphobia tw#scottie speaks
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I'm not usually a person to post on many serious matters not regarding fandom on here, but as someone who watched a lot of his stuff and posted about him in the past a bunch, I just wanted to say that I'm no longer am going to interacting with any of Wilbur's content and if you support Wilbur Soot then please don't follow my blog because you are not welcome here. All strength and love to Shubble in this ✊
#just felt i should adress this stuff cause its. yeah#its so messed up#his music really helped me through some messed up stuff and even if i wanted to listen to it now i couldn't even enjoy it i don't think#its just. man#i havent been watching much of sbi and their friends since technos passing but like. this still is such a punch for some reason#glad shubble is in a better situation now and that she had the strength to come out with this. this is such a mess#tw abuse#Wilbur soot#im not gonna make more posts about it or rb much stuff if its not support for shubble#cause i try really hard to have my blog be a positive space for myself and for people who enjoy my art and my blog#but like. wilbur is such a godawful person and its like. with dream i just always thought he was annoying asshole#if not an absolutely awful person although you know i don't rule it out#but with Wilbur like. i never thought about him this way and now that i do a lot of stuff feels. well bad#there are a lot of things that seem really bad with this context.#its just. man. what a fucking asshole. don't even have words for this
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let's...? 🥺👉👈
#tw flashing#my art#ffxiv#sherry#carbuncle#this was an awful lot of effort for a very crispy low res pic but my friends reactions made me laugh so hard I started coughing#also hello new followers!#this is not specifically a ffxiv blog but alas anything non ffxiv is currently under wraps#hopefully I can post those soon though!
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I can't stand masculine women. I am transmasc and I try a lot to be percieved as a man but I am only seen as a tomboy only because some girlies think being its fun to dress like a guy.
I understand where you're coming from, and I'll presume this isn't bait, but: your anger is misplaced, and the way you are expressing it is only hurting women, and it will not make transphobes have a change of heart.
It isn't appropriate to hate an entire group of people because other people are transphobic. As a trans man, transphobes don't hate me because there are butch women, they hate me because I'm a trans man (and, let's face it, butch and GNC women are in the same boat. Transphobes are often just as hateful toward GNC/butch women). Transphobes don't care what you are if they know you are deviant. They will never respect a butch or transmasc because transness and GNC inherently go against their worldview.
I'm sorry, anon, that people are transphobic, I really am. But misogyny isn't going to fix the issue. If GNC women didn't exist, you would still have the same issue because transphobia is the problem, not GNC women.
I really hope you can build connection with GNC people because it really shows you a whole lot. I've found a ton of GNC women who are on my side and recognize my maleness and celebrate it with me. Gender deviants tend to get where trans people are coming from, because society treats them just as shitty. Do not let misogyny go unchecked because society is transphobic.
#ask#anon#misogyny tw#butchphobia tw#this post is also not about 'lel every transmasc is misogynistic'. that is also inappropriate#don't let transphobia go unchecked because you want to 'prove' something#i'm really uncomfortable with the ask function being used this way. i am platforming this for the sole purpose of having...#...this discussion *once* and further inquiry will probably go deleted#i do not want this to become a bigger deal than need be#if anon is a genuine ask then they are in real pain because transphobia is inherently awful but that is not a reason for misogyny#i remember being in this headspace of feeling bitterness towads everything and it *is* painful#but that is not a reason to hate other people#anyway. y'all really need to remember that a real person is running this blog and it isn't like... the void or an AI#and it SUCKS when people treat this like i'm a chatbot who doesn't feel anything
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Day 7
"I wanna ruin our friendshiiipp~!" (I think you can get the song im referencing to here teehee)
#paper_guitar#daily art#daily ship art#song reference#It's Jenny by Studio Killers btw lol#I had shaded this but it's too god awful to share so flat colors it'll be lol#TW self harm scars#scars#Tw sh scars#I just spent a few hours drawing this#stars please pretend I drew the other side im too tired for a full artwork today lmao#I'll redraw this in the future one day#Paperguitar Redraw box#Most tags ill prolly ever tag on this blog lmao
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All this talk about people who self ship with rapists is making me remember an ex mutual who ships with Valentino HH and is reblogging shit like ""he's a bad person" okay ❤ yay ❤" or smth like that. Blocked them immediately after I realized they ship with him, and sent them asks about it but I assume they deleted them and just do not give a fuck. I can provide a URL but I don't want them harassed and all yknow :/ I just want them to realize why loving that character is bad but I guarantee they don't care (they always don't care I've noticed lol)
i mean if you have to tell them "hey knowingly selfshipping with a rapist isnt a good idea", it either means they didnt pay attention to the source material or already didn't care.
#“but he served cunt-” and theyre talking about a rapist and abuser#like theres a big difference between “i think this villain is well written” and “i want to fuck/date them”#(and personally the well written part is debatable with viv)#1 reason why i filtered the HH tag. so i don't get to see mind-numbingly awful takes like that#[radio jargon]#f/o blog#proships dni#rape mention tw
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So I'm going to have my cat put to sleep tomorrow, the cancer is hitting him really badly and it's not fair to not but it feels unfair to do it as well y'know?
#life blogging#he cant stand up and hes struggling and its such a quick decline#idk i feel awful#its also expensive as hell#but i want him to be as comfy as possible#and know that he is loved#tw sick pet#tw pet death
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if i see one more motherfucker like my art and not reblog it im gonna go insane and push them into oncoming traffic
#wordsauce#/j... unless?#can u tell im pissy cuz snake dory has 9 likes and 2 reblogs (not counting the reblog that is Just Me on another blog)#INSANE RATIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ABSOLUTELY AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#tw threats
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my psychiatrist thinks I have adhd. well, she used the term "add" but I think she just wanted to distinguish that I have the inattentive type. I guess that makes sense, but also I really did think for a while that I'm just Like This™ or that I'm just experiencing the normal stress of adulting, you know? doesn't everyone get overwhelmed by adulting and living in a consumerist capitalist society??
anyway. I'm fine with taking meds but like. the difficult part is that she expects me to have a normal consistent bedtime (because I have to take the meds at a consistent one hour before bedtime, same time every night) and that's REALLY hard for me to do. and also funny because her observation with me is that I'm not consistent but I want to be, but in order to take the medicine that helps me be consistent, I have to... be consistent. like, that's sooooo funny to me
#mine musings#tw mention of disordered eating in the tags#what's also funny is that. i didn't go to her for focus problems#which i mean. i do have those. but my intake session was about an entirely different problem (spontaneous disordered eating behaviors)#(not so spontaneous but like. it's a stress thing i think. it's kinda weird?? i'm 99% normal about food)#(but when the 1% happens it's bad. it's rare but it's awful)#(anyway probably TMI for this blog though. just thought it was funny bc i came in for a different problem)
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Unrequired sapphic culture is writing a whole movie script about the horrible homophobic girl who neglected your friendship and never accepted you as gay because you're in love with her and you hate her and- *whisper* wait, that's just me?!
Fuck
#wlw#lesbian#wlw yearning#wlw ramble#wlw blog#this is a wlw post#sapphic#unrequited love#unrequited feelings#tw toxic relationship#tw toxic friendship#toxic friends#for the record: i still love my girlfriend. i just also have very strong feelings for this person who's been in my life forever and#who has hurt me more than anyone else; and like she is an AWFUL person - but she was still my first friend and crush
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this fandom makes me want to kill myself
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#aw damn im sorry#block the tag?#it will be in your blog setting under smth like ‘filter’#little shop of horrors#confession#cw sui mention#cw sui joke#tw sui talk#hater tag of shame
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Sight has become a lot like holding your breath to me
Yes, I can see
More or less
It’s harder in certain circumstances-
The afternoon light is like the pressure of the deep, or cold water shock response-
And not forever.
And the longer I do it
The longer I do it
The longer I
Do
It
The more it burns
Until I think it might kill me
#this is my blog so I can post bad vent poetry if I want#:)#not being able to see is the least awful part of what’s happening with my sight#cipher vents#tw vent#tw bad poetry lol#visually impaired#actually blind#still sorta adjusting to vision loss
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