#tw self harming

[swampstew]

I'm having such a bad fucking day, and everything keeps stacking up to the point where I just might start throwing glass plates at peoples heads. I fucking hate the health care industry being so shit ass that I have to go without meds despite all my efforts to get it handled before I ran out. And ofc this all accumulates on a stressful Monday where other shit is going wrong and I just want to scream at everyone and everything, even those helping me and I feel so fucking bad for just existing in this state and even through my foggy, logical moments of getting through the immediate tilted reaction I want to have, I have to do it digging my nails into my flesh til i bleed to keep myself from saying or doing something I'll regret. And then punching a wall after the fact just to let the stress and feeling go but it never just goes away its like it richochets back inside my body. I feel like there are ants on crack rushing through my veins and all over my skin. I hate having a broken ass brain and I hate my stupid fucking childhood for being the way it was that it made me a broken as i am now. Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK

[lilywily143]

Flufftober Day 10

Witch

I missed making Solver Doll so much

Voo-Doo Tail

V: ... I'm sorry

Doll: Mmp ow...

Lizzy: This is why you don't yourself for spite.

[mossy--wizard]

Making severe angst soon! Hooray!!!

^ to this song, it'll explain some of the reasons she ran away, and why she tried to khs

Love yall!

@monsterfucker-research-wizard @f4y3w00d5 @good-wizard @drew-bard-for-hire @aileaxthevoidien @gobodegoblin @combustion-witch xxx

[imnotrevealingmyname]

I've had a terrible time recently. I don't know where else to talk about this. I'm so, so tired. I just slept for five plus hours straight and didn't get anything done because of how listless I feel. I wasn't even all that sleepy. My brain just wants to give up at this point. Just woke up cuz I had a nightmare on top of everything. I nearly fell back into self harming today. Somehow managed to distract myself.

I'm just exhausted. Please just make this stop. I don't want to be like this again. Please. I rarely pray for stuff, but this is one time that I'm making an exception - this is the one thing I can't live without. Please.

[pearlescenthing]

i am not like y’all , i will open tumblr in public without a second thought . if you’re invading my privacy by looking at my phone , i will scar you in return

[kyri45]

Will Wukong have a huge panic™ because he thinks MK will never see him the same ever again?

Someone asked for hand holding so I gotta give you the most fluffiest elements in the most angstier of contexts.

Shadowpeach Bio Parent AU (PREV / FIRST / NEXT )

Personal comments under the cut (mentions of past self harm)

Around 3 years ago I had some anxiety issues, one of the main things that I thought it wasn't self harm for so long was the fact that when something that involved other people went wrong because of a choice of mine (even just minor inconveniences) the pain of guilt was so strong that to turn it down I had to physically sting my skin with my nails. (I play guitar, so I always have a hand with longer nails to play arpeggio). Never it went to the point that it would bleed, but bc of that I thought It was no problem. Thanks to my therapist I know that just because it wasn't the "typical" self harm doesn't mean it wasn't a serious issue.

All of this to say that I might be projecting a little. And honestly I can't even imagine how terrible Wukong might feel everytime the guilt comes back to him...

[beidak-art]

This is Huno's every evening since he met Bogna.

feat. @grozat Bogna

[starlightseraph]

house md will always be remebered as the most insane thing ever broadcast because of how unabashedly feral everyone involved was.

a short collection of things that happen on the show, just off the top of my head, not even scratching the surface:

- house shoots a random dead body in the morgue and then sticks him in an mri machine, which pulls the bullet out of the dead guy’s head and destroys the machine, costing the hospital millions

- foreman gets bitten by a person with rabies

- chase kills an african dictator

- cameron steals drugs from a patient after possibly getting hiv from said patient

- house induces a migraine and then takes a drug made by his arch nemesis (who he’s been stalking for 25 years) to get the drug taken off the market. he then takes lsd (in the hospital, in the middle of a case) to cure the migraine.

- chase goes into anaphylaxis after doing body shots

- house stops an elevator so he can perform a cavity (vaginal) search on a teenage heart transplant patient who’s in cardiorespiratory arrest

- they give a neurosurgeon mushrooms to cure his food poisoning, then they stick him in an operating room. the neurosurgeon strips in front of a health board assessor.

- kutner dies for gay marriage

- house sets an autopsy room on fire while trying to juggle flaming bottles

- house gets recruited by the cia

- taub gets held at gun point after diagnosing a stripper with skin cancer

- in almost every single episode, the team breaks into multiple houses

- house fakes terminal brain cancer so he can get drugs implanted directly into the pleasure centre of his brain

- house cons us immigration to get his fake wife a green card. he also uses his fake wife’s ukrainian food truck to spy on people

- house tries to get wilson, his closet case boybestfriend, into bed every few episodes. every other sentence out of house’s mouth is about wanting to rail wilson.

- taub has a kid with his ex-wife, after they divorce, at the same time he has a kid with his 25 yo side piece. the kids’ names are sophie and sophia.

- house and wilson have a bet on who can hide a chicken in the hospital the longest without anyone finding out

- house tries to kill himself like 6 times and always fails (insulin shock, overdoses, electrocution, jumping off a building, cutting, etc)

- house fakes his death to get out of a prison sentence after violating his parole so he can live out his bi love story with his gay best friend who has 5 months to live

[3ddp0ny]

Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Double suicide)

[iwillnotseeheaven]

[tearsfallout]

[tavania777]

the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked

[mostly-funnytwittertweets]

[prettygirlsrot]

do i masturbate or self harm? these are life’s greatest questions.

[hardcoregayanalsegx]

Are people deadass not depressed like what does that even feel like

[wis-art]

Lucy celebrating her 31st birthday!

(I am manifesting getting to live to 30 as a trans woman)