#tw prescription drug

[thehobbutts]

gobbled up an entire box of poptarts while on my (legally prescribed) oxycodone and, well, this is how it went

[0l-unreliable]

originally a style study, did not stay that way.

Close-ups under the cut

[opioidenjoyer]

Wish i could share this with all my drug mutuals, LOVE YALL STAY SAFE THIS WEEKEND 🪖❤️

❄️❗️

[boing-o]

Wellbutrin posting again

I drew Frank Iero on my antidepressants

[jj-exe]

Silver has some serious depression istg

[lususnatura]

so, i have talked about mental health and the struggles that my characters have with it in particular before, BUT i have yet to do so on this account. thus... i'm going to touch upon how blamore has bipolar 1 disorder and how that affects its daily life. here's just a little background about bipolar one in particular just in case y'all don't know a lot about it — bipolar disorder is a mental health condition that is usually characterized by periodic albeit intense emotional states that affect a person's mood, energy, and ability to function. these periods could last anywhere from days to weeks, and there are usually two types of mood episodes. though some people also experience periods of neutral mood as well. the first of these two types are manic/hypomanic, in which the main mood that the person will be in will either be intense happiness or irritability.

the other kind of mood episode is depressive episodes, where the person affected by bipolar disorder is in an intensely sad mood or the ability for them to experience joy has seemingly disappeared. the onset of when blamore realized it had it was when it was twenty after having a manic episode, which led to him having to be hospitalized because it had experienced what is known as psychotic features (esp. disorganized thinking and hallucinations) along with the normal but also severe symptoms of a manic episode: increased risky or impulsive behavior, decreased need for sleep, and uncontrollable racing thoughts, just to name a few.

and i have done some research about it that states that mood-stabilizers / anti-psychotics, as well as psychotherapy, do help to treat it (though meds are usually the main way to, it seems) which i think blamore immediately tried to take after being told his diagnosis because it had encouraged him to make some bad decisions regarding his academic life + he was having trouble with maintaining his relationships as well and felt like his emotions were so heightened that he felt hopeless. i mean, to the point where it was crying and screaming into it's pillow every night.

so blamore decided to seek treatment after a bit of time spent in reluctance to accept that what he had was bipolar disorder, because at first, he just wanted to believe that he was depressed. and after trying out several medications along with different regiments, it seemed like it'd finally found something that worked for it. so blamore was doing well and thriving, in fact, for a while with just a little extra help from its meds. which is definitely possible for someone who has bipolar disorder to do, of course, because your diagnosis isn't who you are. and it is treatable like i mentioned previously.

now, however, is... a slightly different story. blamore has tried to return to taking medication for his bipolar disorder with the same dosage + regiment in general, but because he has an accelerated metabolism, it affects it's body differently now and has led to it experiencing some side effects that are pretty unfavorable in it's opinion. so it stopped taking it at that dosage and has now been switching between meds at the lowest possible one to try to find the right prescription, though blamore does sometimes forget to take it + has gotten sort of frustrated with it seeming to have no effect on him. so he may or may not be teetering in between the decision of just stopping it altogether.

though yeah, right now, the general gist of it is that blamore takes a drug for it at the lowest dose... inconsistently. so he may be prone to forgetting to take it for like a few days, or possibly longer and because of that, the meds may not have had enough time to work within him properly for lack of better words. and he has had several depressive episodes over this time as well as one really bad manic episode with perhaps some hypomanic ones that had gone undetected. thus, thing's are a bit complicated for him right now, to say the least and he is suspectible to experiencing more severe mood episodes again. buttt yeah,, i just thought i'd give y'all a little insight as to what having bipolar 1 has been like for blamore + how it tries to manage it today. i hoped you all liked this longer drabble of mine (':

[nade2308]

@whumpgifathon | Day 14: Sleeping

Nightmares | Exhaustion | Passing Out

"Crossing Lines", season 1, episode 9 "New Scars, Old Wounds (1)", Carl Hickman

@thethistlegirl

[incorrectquotesideas-deactivated]

Person A: It’s not drug dealing, I swear! We were just going to sell pills to get some money.

Person B:

Person A: Oh.

[kenobihater]

literally have been unable to concentrate on anything but youtube shorts for the past few days i'm boutta go thru the medical cabinet in search of an old bottle of adderall this shit fucking SUCKS

[opioidenjoyer]

Happiness can be found, dont stop believing 🙂💊

(Pre-Game for the weekend) ❤️

[thatsmoneyduddeee]

I mean I do be selling content feel free to message or add snap enlightenchoas

[anawkwardlady]

People outside of proana spaces feeling all comfy and okay with jokes about needing to starve themselves and do cocaine and substance abuse… We’re soooo over oh my god

[hamlettheedane]

who else up doubling they mood stabilizer dosage

[straightlightyagami]

remembered when my mom lowkey suggested abusing stimulants to me

[anotherqueersnailowner]

I was just in the Trevor Projects fucking suicide lifeline queue for like 5 or 6 minutes yall if I hadn't already taken those pills and was like on the side of a building I'd be fucking dead

[klutzykelzy]

snorting lines in the bathroom at the family gathering lol