#tw meat ment

[blitz0hno]

Why does knowing I have DID because ✨DID Problems✨ make said problems both less and more Terrifying.

Like I know what it is and how to cope. I'm getting really good at it in fact.

But also these are like. Problem problems. I dunno if we can counsel ourselves outta this one gang..

Blogging time! Cuz like yeah it's objectively weird but just another Sunday for us lmao

Like tell me why, when we headed back to work shortly after hanging out with a friend, "we" briefly couldn't even remember who we hung out with. Except now that I know what's going on, I realize when I'm not fronting. This other alter fronted by surprise, probably because we were deciding where to work tonight.

Like cool I know why I was so out of it but still Doing Things but the WHY there makes things. So incredibly complicated for me. And bro felt baaaaad like shit he didn't remember jack. Because duh the Guy Who Was Not There fronted only after the other human is Gone. Some alters just can't help but mask and it's not good for us so they don't front with others around, you know the basics lol

And why do we feel like a bad friend even though we remember them perfectly clearly now. We remember them, but we had to consciously communicate it... To someone else in our own head... Like a thought-game of telephone? And like u know what it's like to think u can feel your brain working, and mine's like "compartmentalize or else." Whoops! Having fun? Many people wanna share front? Gonna slice up the memories! Oh you're conscious of this process? Amnesia. Get shadow realmed bitch you're not about to come into contact with something you shouldn't be reminded of. DAMN being wired for Living is so cool actually but also mom pick me up I'm scared (picks myself up). We always remember after a moment or two, which is why we never used to suspect amnesia to begin with. I will never understand why latching onto guilt for every little thing seems to be hardwired into our being.

It's up and down really, and makes socializing tough even though we love interacting with our friends so much. And Idk we always have really good communication when we're happy (and high ngl) but sometimes if we're alone we connect a lot of dots and don't know what to do with them. Silly funny interesting things and not something legit keeping me too dissociated to drive lmaoooo good thing we're freelance

BUT because we stopped, we saw a raccoon skitter across the ground. I love raccoons, they're cute. We were just thinking about them earlier. Makes up for the Horrors I think.

Tryna make some more money before bed but my phone is crying "no signal" despite working on certain apps. Guess I'm being forced to chill for a second. We're doing just fine and hopefully have a whole new job soon. We saw a magazine at the store that had part of the title obscured and all that remained visible was "your mind works." I think I'll take that as a good sign because uh it sure does! We deal we deal.

Being myself is the best advice I ever actually followed but damn this is difficult.

So yeah internal communication is a fuck. But less so than it used to be.

[memoriescut]

*screaming into the void* there are so many things pudding likes / says are her favourite because a) she's supposed to, b) doesn't know anything else !! show her new things !!

[dutybcrne]

Prior to falling into the Abyss, Ajax had always been a rather fussy eater, at times only ever willingly eating select fruits, fish ( either simply in fillets or sometimes in crepes ) or deruny his mother would make because he just couldn’t stand everything else. To her worries, this even continued well into his older years too, even if he did slowly start coming to terms with other foods when she’d worked to adjust them so he could eat them a lot more comfortably.

After he’s fallen into the Abyss, he seemingly did a complete 180, to his parents’ surprise. From then on would not only eat all the foods he used to hate and even new ones he’d never had before, but he WILL finish everything on his plate, and without complaint. While his father took this with full relief, his mother still couldn’t help but worry about what that meant for her poor boy.

[homiro]

[Picture ID: white background text with two pictures side by side under an arrow that points to the left and right. It reads dykehood is a spectrum on top of the arrow that is above a picture of the common depiction of the Catholic Sacred Heart of Jesus Christ, which is a semi realistic picture of a human heart pierced by an arrow and surrounded by thorns and a star with a small cross on top, and to the right there is a picture of a realistic meat steak. Under the Sacred Heart of Jesus Christ it's written: unconditional love and devotion, the common meaning of this symbol. And under the meat steak is written: violent carnal desire. End ID]

[mrrrpmeow]

sittin in da baf lik "o so this is how stew meats feels"

[voidselfshipp]

Big happy family.

Cw: food ment, meat ment.

Ok to rb

Summary: jerico and aizawa get reunited after the siege for Eri, and that makes all the feelings hang out.

Jerico hasnt seen aizawa in days, she went here and there for a visit at the hospital.

Hes keeping an eye on the rescued girl,eri, knowing that hes neglecting his wife. He misses her so much,and the texts arent helping

Just the other day, she, mic and toshiro went to scort the 1-A class students that failed the temporary hero licence, And after that they had a nice dinner togheter.

He read the last message jerico sent him, its a picture of her and her other two partners ( And friends) cuddling in bed, mic and all might are still in bed, asleep.

He sighed, shoving his phone back in his pocket, he really misses her.

-- mr.aizawa!-- exclaimed midoriya-- can Eri come to the Autum festival?

Aizawa thinks it for a moment, and nodds-- its not imposible...ill figure it out

After talking things out with the authorities, he texts jerico.

"Hey, im coming to the Autum festival, ill see you there"

He smiled seeing the picture she sent him before, hes going to be home soon

When the festival arrived, jerico was running all around the house looking for clothes.

-- jerico! Jerico baby calm down! -- said mic grabbing her by the biceps and shaking her-- just wear what you feel most comfortable in, shotas gonna love it either way...

Jeri sighs, pressing her head against mics chest-- I miss him hiza

Hizashi nodded patting her back-- I know sweetheart-- he sees allmight put his hand on her back-- we know...

Toshiro smiled softly-- go and get all dolled up,we'll help

She nodds sniffing-- thanks

After changing they run to the festival, they were still on patroll, but in more casual wear, for example, hizashi had his hair down.

Jeri looks around for aizawa, starting to get frustrated, Someone like him wasnt easy to miss-- donde esta,donde esta-- she muttered.

Hizashi sighed looking at toshiro, she was badly missing him.

-- alright children remember to look out for Eri, ill be close behind

-- mr.aizawa-- said eri-- why are we here, the festivals down there-- the girl points at the stalls

-- I just need to...see my...wife-- he turns to jerico, his cheeks turn red, and without thinking it he charges at her-- JERICO!-- he screamed.

Jeri runs to him hugging him tightly-- oh shota!

He smiled caressing her hair-- oh you look beautiful-- he says caressing her cheek.

-- ive missed you-- she says.

--Me too kitty-- he whispered kissing her softly.

She grips his clothes and deepens the kiss.He lets out a growl and smiles.

-- whose that Lady?--askes eri-- thats mr.Aizawas wife?

-- yep!-- said midoriya-- thats miss jerico! Shes been married to aizawa, mic and toshiro for a while now!

Eri runs to jerico with deku and mirio behind them-- niss jerico?-- inquired eri-- im eri! I wanted to ask you something!

Jerico nodds kneeling down gently-- what is it

-- why are you married to more than one person?

Jeri giggled-- well, Eri, when some people love eachother a lot, they can get married with more than one person, we all know eachother from our U.A days, and we couldnt really choose, so , my husbands are very good Friends! They all get along very well!

Eri smiled-- aww thats cute!

Aizawa helped jerico up and kissed her-- ive gotta go

Jeri hides her desdain but her eyes say a gentle " dont go".

Their hands slip away painfully, and as aizawa looks away jerico tries to contain her tears.

Mic pats her bac and Gently kisses her-- ill win ya a plushie-- he softly says.

Toshiro hugs her and kisses the top of her head-- lets get you something to eat, come on

Jeri nodds, sniffling.

The festival went on without much fuss, though, jiro was hesitant to go out on stage to play.

Mic was helping with sound and acoustics, jerico leans down to be at eye level with jiro.

-- hey, I know youre worried, but youll do alright kid

Jiro sighed-- I know but...its so Many people

The teacher thinks for a moment and looks at her student-- would you like me to sing with you?

Jiro looks at her teacher-- w well! Itll help

She nodds-- well then, what are we waiting for!

Aizawa is standing behind mirio, deku and eri. He sighed and grabs his phone, looking at the last picture he took with jerico, justba couple of days before the siege for eri.

They were all making breakfast togheter, he chuckles with a sad smile.

But suddenly he looks back at the stage when he recognized jericos voice.

Jiro and her sang togheter, the students were playing the instruments, and jeri was providing backup vocals.

He smiled tapping his foot.

-- I wanna Marry her all over again!-- said mic, with his mouth wide Open.

Toshiro is blushing , coughing-- Man, shes amazing...

Jerico meets glances with aizawa, and its the only thing she concentrated on during the remaining of the song.

The band took a break and she let jiro handle it from there.

Mic picks his wife up by the waist and nuzzles her chest-- you were amazing! Oh I love you!

Allmight lifts her up too once shes set on the ground, and smiles-- nice work! Now young jiro Will have enough courage to sing for herself!

--hey is there anything left for me? Im just a humble fan!-- exclaimed aizawa hugging jerico, to then kiss her.

--shota!-- she says-- I almost trip on my words, you distracted me

He chuckles-- well, kitty, youre the only thing ive been able to think about these days, so I think we are square

Jerico smiled and hugs him tightly. He chuckled and buries his face on her hair.

That day they said goodbye with a grin on their faces.

-- see doll? Everything went just fine!-- said allmight preparing for bed

-- you guy were right-- jerico puts on aizawas shirt and lays down besides mic.

Toshiro hugs her and nuzzles her cheek with his nose.

--nighty night sweetheart-- said hizashi.

-- night guys...

A couple of days later, its early morning and somebody rings on the door.

Jerico opens her eyes and groans. -- hiza, go see whose at the door

Mic clings to his pillow-- too...sleepy

The ring bell keeps sounding off, she turns to allmight, asleep like a log.

She groans and goes downstairs to Open the door.

--morning sweetie, breakfast?-- said aizawa-- eri is staying with us, im his guardian now

Jerico smiled hugging aizawa, her othe two partners run downstairs whe they hear her scream "SHOTA!".

Eri smiled seeing her New big happy family make breakfast.

Jerico puts flour on aizawas nose, he chuckles kissing her.

Mic is preparing pancakes and toshiro is making Bacon.

Jerico ended up cuddling the morning away, eri was asleep on her lap, one big happy family.

[cloverpatches]

grimora's body isint present in the backroom because leshy buried it outside instead

That is a wonderful view on it.

Sadly.. This is a wonderful opportunity to talk about the consequences of starvation.

As we can see in Act 2, what was in the safe was a ball of fresh meat. What we see in Act 1 however.. was a pile of reddish-purple meat with a candle. It's a different meat. In the same safe that we find Grimora, and the same one we see her hand reach around to touch.

Where the other Scrybes' bodies are untouched and their memories the same, she can't remember even Magnificus' name.

The skull Leshy uses in boss battles has her same forehead scar and is around the same size as his head. That same skull is lacking during Act 2, where you would expect to see it, or at least something indicating to where it came from. There's no wonder why her memories would be the most faint when Leshy slams it against the table so often.

Isn't it good to try a "delicacy" every once in a while?

Just remember.

It wouldn't be the first time he's eaten a friend.

[adorable-abomination]

assumption: you would eat raw meat for breakfast if you could

I DO!!!!

[tvslashers]

ugh it’s so frustrating bc it’s like. I gain weight i work WEEKS to gain maybe 5 lbs then i get off schedule with my food for a few days and drop it all immediately

[bubbasawyerenthusiast]

Me every time I see raw meat: sawyer core

[an-absolute-trainwreck]

There’s currently a giant country ham soaking in a large plastic tub in my bathtub and I’m exciiiiiiiited

[moonmadmalk]

@grinningjaws

I GOT BUCKETS OF MEAT!!! Chicken, pork, beef, fish! Tell me where to go so you can pull me over :D

[thesensories]

can you tag meat?

for sure, I don’t remember rebloging anything with meat but I will bbe sure to tag from now on 

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

Aradia: listen i l0ve a magg0t-filled dec0mp0sing b0dy in the right scenari0,-

//Source: Ask A Mortician on YouTube

[notwerewolfbutch]

is it me hating food or is it meat just really not tasting good

[voidselfshipp]

In this episode of I fucking hate my mom we got.

Getting yelled at for not remebering something that happened on friday.

And getting made fun of bcs I couldnt find the right type of hanburger.