#tw drug implication

[chaoscrawls]

@cursedblessed - Liked for a stater with Hastur

Music thumps heavily against the brick walls, through bodies pressed close together in a state of bliss. As far as he could gather, his cousin had brought a bunch of people here to feed off the natural chaos that exists between folks who have ingested many legal and illegal substances. 

He isn’t allowed inside, nor is he meant to be here, but that doesn’t stop him from patrolling the outside of the establishment with a skip in his step. It isn’t till he spots a pair of mortals sitting on the back doorstep that he conceals himself away in the shadows. The pair are sharing a drink, faces red and giggling. It’s not long before they take each others’ hands and drag themselves back inside to continue their revelry. 

Except they have left something behind. There on the concrete stairs is the half-finished bottle of wine that they had been sharing. Stepping out from his hiding spot, he eyes it curiously. Realistically, he doesn’t need to drink but he’s curious as to the appeal. This drink brought so many people together and caused them to do such silly things.

Sniffing the neck of the bottle, he places it to his lips and takes a large swig. Well, it isn’t unpleasant - maybe a bit bitter. But these humans have better, tastier drinks. So why- Before he can finish his thoughts the bottle drops from his hand. His stomach churns and his legs begin to tremble.

Black oily liquid begins to spew forth from his lips, his body rejecting the alcohol. Lifting a hand to his mouth he tries to stop himself but it's a weak attempt, the odd substances spewing out from between his fingers. Hearing the door open he looks up. “H-Help…”

[kadextra]

“Risus Potion”

The name of the potions q!Forever received from the Federation to make him happy.

“Risus sardonicus” refers to a facial expression characterized by raised eyebrows and a diabolical grin, resulting from facial muscle spasms caused by tetanus or strychnine poisoning. Risus means ‘laugh’ in Latin, and sardonicus is a Latin loan-translation of Greek sardonios gelos: "of bitter or scornful laughter.”

…are the federation giving him poison.

[havockingboo]

Acid Trip!

[landfilloftrash]

was rewatching jello play AAI2 a bit ago; decided to draw a couple of the little segments that were my favorite

[soups-archive]

Im in love with the implications of tape 1 of Roier's lore because he either:

1) Was legitimately turned into a rat by the federation, which, beyond the goofy fucking model, is genuinely frightening body horror that I think roier (the guy not the cubito) has the full capacity to explore knowing his rp abilities.

or

2) He was hallucinating getting turned into a rat because of all the drugs he the feds are pumping him with. This comes with the extra terrifying implication that the feds ARE actually experimenting on him, but what they're actually doing to him is being obscured by the effects of the drugs.

Either way it's fucking horrific and I love it. I can't wait to see what he has planned next.

[black-klok-youth-pastor]

My Zazz stanning has result in my first "only when X appears on screen compilation". Would have done Snowball since I really adore him especially (we need to learn more about how we was a father!) ,but he doesn't have spoken dialogue outside of the comics and I'm on a Devin Townsend kick sooooo.

[aropride]

two similar interactions i had with a friend this week that i know she feels bad about but she shouldnt because every time i remember them i burst out laughing

[suncaptor]

Lucifer doses Sam with a love potion in preparation of being around Jack so he won't fuck anything up with their little family ☠️☠️

[rat-prophetess]

So back on my "distract yourself from your problems in the name of education by playing through patho classic but in Russian this time" bullshit and I'm trying to catch where there are interesting translation choices.

For instance, in English, what Aspity says about Katerina is "Rumor has it, she needs daily morphine injections and welcomes cold-skinned visitors in her alcove at night..." whereas in Russian it's "Ходят слухи, что колет себе в бедро морфий и принимает по ночам визитеров с холодной кожей". (Disclaimer: I have not slept in 2 days and I might be stupid, so someone tell me if I'm wrong! however) I think the only significant difference is that instead of saying "she needs daily morphine injections," what she originally said was "she injects morphine into her thigh" [hip? idk I assume meaning like the femoral vein]

Which is only funny because h. hey Aspity. hey Ms. Aspity "I know all the local bitches" Pathologic, do you want to share with the class exactly where you got that specific piece of information? Did you see it or—

[luthanraels-bignaturals]

So I went to the TV Tropes page for Andor, and someone made the observation that Cassian sniff checks all his drinks. Aside from the wholesome fact that the only time he doesn’t do this is with Nemik, there are a lot of supremely fucked up implications to this.

[kindahoping4forever]

Ash IG Story

[adsmpgemau]

George Cinnabar Rambling

a basic summary of his character from me in discord:

that's also your warning for drug usage implications.

Summary: George spends 99% of his time at Dreams side, as both a companion and a calming aid. As Dream has never had good control over his emotions (Primarily angry outburst that are not befitting of a diamond.) George rarely is seen not at Dreams side, and when he IS, he manages to spook every single other gem (on accident/not on purpose) due to his gangly size and form, and Due to being very quite in both movement and voice, never calling out to greet other gems when alone.

Post wars, when Diamond Dream gets put in the prison (Spoilers for the au LOL.) and George has actual unopposed alone time, where he's not just waiting for Dream to return, poor guy doesn't know what to do with himself! George spent all the thousands of years of his existence attending Dream, only focusing on Dreams wants and needs and simply not thinking of himself that he is just clueless on what do to with himself. Sapnap guides him through some of self realization and wants, but Sapnap also pushes the point of "I cant tell you what you want to do or need, George" George eventually finds himself primarily enjoying a comfortable spot in the woods where he can lay for days and just watch the sky. Somewhere far from where they'd been building, alone and undisturbed, except from the occasional beast that would wander up to George to sniff him or inspect him, then George would watch the beast until it wandered off. Sometimes beasts that became familiar and comfortable with his presence would rest beside him in the sun, curled up against his side. The fungus his spores grow is edible to beasts, and it has grown around his resting spot. It doesn't cause the same intoxication effect as it has on the gems, but does cause a calming effect. Meaning animals that eat a few of these fungus are far more confident and calm around George, and when they curl up in his comfortable spot he's made beside him, they rarely react to him touching (petting) them besides the initial gentle startle and glance from his touch.

Georges Powers Description: He fungal boy. He can create spores for shrooms, that he can either grow intentionally once they've landed, allow to grow naturally, or when they are inhaled by other gems, cause an intoxicated effect that usually causes a calmness about them. George is immune to this effect of his spores.

George Physical Description: George is very tall and lean, and i think is currently going to be the tallest gem on the colony. He's not terrible at physical combat, but doesn't have much training and often is to sit out with Fundy when Dreams court combat trains. George is a big gangly, arms and legs very long, smaller torso. When he walks with Dream, he keeps his hands clasped together on his chest chest just below his diamond shaped collar. When alone, he walks with them at his side, he looks like (Endermen) the similarly lengthy black scaled beasts that roam this planet in dim light. Also i think im removing his nose from his design. i am retconning his nose if you see old art with him having a nose, no you dont.

George's job Description: George was specifically created by pink diamond to be given to Dream very early on in Gem society. George is the third oldest gem on the colony, with Dream as the oldest and Techno being a close second. He is meant Comfort and Calm Dream, either with words or his Spores. Also to entertain and counsel Dream, mostly in a way of having Dream voice his thoughts to George and work himself into his own decisions. Doodles of George below the cut

some of these are from last year when i started the au. the above mention of the nose retcon is still true you do not see it

Pencil drawings are from 3/13/24 (when this post is written lol) the blue pend page and the digital doodle are from last year

[therevengeoffrankenstein]

'in my mind, the Apple was dark green-brown'

the camera nods off,

He turns me on,

this life will never be the same -

the Apple falls out not far from the tree.

at this point, i'm not sure

Who's more myself,

the hair teasing or light ribbing....

it doesn't matter Who we are; the equation can be out of order.

I'll figure it all out for You.

-

pandora's heart-shaped box,

'fantasy,' '05.

wear me like Britney,

i'll crawl back to You.

snake the noose around my neck, Babe,

a Lover's embrace.

Angel lust, trust, dust -

You hang the stars, hang me, hang up your coat -

i'm 'one that loved not wisely, but too well.'

-

leave my window open,

Peter Pan-ic, i'll go like innocence.

i don't care, Baby.

Apple Lips, Honey Hips

'stead of steadfast fast -

let me bite You.

whole foods' Soap Bar with Angel eyes -

still life, still Live;

a cornucopia, Utopia -

oh, i love You.

organic Sweetness,

it's so worth You.

Abs vs. abstinence,

Six Pack vs. twenty-four pack -

You taste better.

He is not our final judgement, Lover.

a Hell of a time,

i know. an educated choice.

- ellie revenge

[cease-starvation]

"Oh my stars, hes going to eat a WEED BROWNIE!!"

CHOMP

"!"

["Wow, Scientist. Did you just eat my FOREVER weed brownie?"]

"It was the only way t"

"the what"

[caseyarchived]

thomas   weatherall.     he/him.     cis   male.      ›      spotted   at   the   met   steps   ,   casey   rutherford   ,   most   likely   listening   to   if   so   by   atlas   genius  with   their   airpods   pro   .   the   twenty   four   year   old   gained   quite   a   reputation   ,   known   to   be  - closed   off  yet   + amiable   to   anyone   who   knows   them   .   you'll   easily   spot   them   when   you   hear   about   overworking   and   restless   nights   ,   vegan   recipes   ,    being   forced   to   become   an   adult   when   you   were   just   a   kid   ,   playing   the   piano   at   three   am   ,   followed   by   dark   woods   by   joseph   abboud   .   latest   nepoupdates   article   talks   about   our   theories   on   why   casey   rutherford   shaved   his   head   and   eyebrows   that   one   time   (   are   you   currently   doing   okay   casey?   )  ,   but   i   guess   any   reputation   is   good   reputation   . 

basic stats ;

⟶ full name: casey anthony rutherford  ⟶ nicknames: usually just goes by casey  ⟶ three things he likes: passion fruit boba tea, australian accents, dreamcatchers ⟶ three things he dislikes: hospitals, his father, the idea of anyone bullying his little brother ⟶ gender: cis male ⟶ height: 5 ‘ 9 ⟶ age: 24  ⟶ birthday: february 14, 1999  ⟶ zodiac: aquarius sun, virgo moon, capricorn ascendant   ⟶ right handed or left handed: right handed   ⟶ eye color: dark brown ⟶ hair color: black ⟶ piercings and tattoos: no piercings, a tattoo of the name ‘lukas’ on his left wrist ( little brother’s name ) ⟶ languages spoken: swedish and english ⟶ sexuality / romantic orientation: bisexual / biromantic ⟶ place of birth: brisbane, australia ⟶ last five songs listened to: change ( in the house of flies ) by deftones, stand by me by oasis, lesser things by barcelona, broken by lund, stadium arcadium by red hot chili peppers ⟶ five aesthetics: restless nights attempting to write, crying out of stress, a smile so kind and warm it can cure it all, the best kind of hugs, warm vegan cupcakes ⟶ character inspo: lexi howard from euphoria, maeve wiley from sex education, malakai mitchell from heartbreak high

background story ;

casey was the first born son of corey rutherford and amalie peterson in brisbane, an accident if you must, as his parents never intended to have him. his mother lived in sweden but was in australia visiting some relatives when she met corey, one thing lead to another, and nine months later, casey came along

his mother was infatuated with his father, while his father liked his mother, but not in the way that she liked him. regardless, his family forced him to marry amalie to give casey a ‘stable’ life, but it was anything but that

growing up, casey really loved his mother. the same thing couldn’t be said for his father. from a fairly young age, he got the feeling that his father considered him the reason that he was ‘forced’ to stay with his mother, treated him like garbage, making casey strongly dislike him from early on

he was emotionally abusive, to him and to his mother. casey didn’t know why she stayed with him. things were cool when it was just him and his mother, but as soon as his father came along, the vibe shifted

things only worsened when amalie became pregnant again, with casey’s little brother, lukas, who was five years younger than casey. from that moment on, casey was determined to defend his little brother from whatever emotional abuse his father could even think to throw at him

but when lukas grew a little older, they knew that he was different. he didn’t like to talk much and whenever he did, it was avoiding eye contact. he didn’t like to be touched often, he had melt downs, and well, after several tests and doctor visits later, lukas was diagnosed with autism

from that moment on, things drastically changed. his father didn’t know how to handle the news and ended up leaving. his mother didn’t have much in australia without him, so she moved back to stockholm with casey and lukas when casey was ten and lukas was five, where thankfully, lukas got the treatment he deserved

casey thought this move was for the better, but things only seemed to worsen from that moment on. his mother was severely depressed over what his father did and on some days, refused to even get out of bed

casey was forced to become an adult when he was just a kid himself. clean up the house, look after his little brother and mother, it was really hard for him, and as much as he loved his mother, she only added onto the baggage he felt forced to carry

as soon as he was old enough, he had a job. between going to school, working, and practically being the parent in the house, he always lacked sleep, he was always tired, but he swears, he worked really hard than anyone his age, it’s not like he had a choice

it was a lot to deal with, and soon enough, he was finding ways to try and stay up. coffee only worked for so long, even strong shots of espresso became nothing to him. through this desire to try and stay awake during long shifts and school, well, this… this is how he discovered the ‘wonders’ of adderall, through one of his classmates who would sell his prescription to make an extra buck. casey soon realized that it worked perfectly for his dilemma, it kept him going for ages

so this is how he became a frequent customer. it was an unhealthy habit of red bull, adderall, under eating, not sleeping, repeat – he was practically a zombie at one point. this went on for a while. a little over a year of this unhealthy cycle is when it caught up to him, in the worst possible way

! tws for hospitals, eating disorder and stroke ! to be clear, he can’t recall a lot of what happened beforehand. the headache, the dimness in his vision, soon followed by him passing out, are all very faint memories in his head. the thing casey remembers most is waking up in a hospital, and being informed that he had a stroke… a stroke. he was also told he had malnutrition and was underweight which was most likely linked to an eating disorder and his abuse of adderall, but he didn’t hear anything else, all he heard was stroke. frankly, he didn’t even think someone his age could have a stroke, it was all really scary news for him. this happened two months before his graduation, and thankfully, he had all the credits needed before this, but he still had to finish school virtually

the aftermath of it all is what sucked the most for him. the therapies, medications and countless check ups even though he swears, he felt fine, the way his family was treating him like he was made of paper or something, even his grandmother, aka his mother’s mother, got involved, which was a huge mess because all she did was blame his mother for dumping all of their problems on casey and causing all this. long story short, but his grandmother didn’t think his mother was mentally well enough to take care of casey and lukas, which wasn’t exactly a lie. after casey’s graduation, they moved with her to her house in new york, which his mother didn’t even fight her on, claiming she had to work on herself

and as much as he didn’t want to admit it because a part of him really missed his mother and he didn’t blame her for what happened, but, casey really liked new york, as much as he wanted to hate it. he felt a lot calmer there, he wasn’t constantly stressed over taking care of his little brother, or his mother, and still finding a way to make ends meet, he was done with high school, eighteen, had everything in his favor, took a gap year but didn’t travel the way other people do, really just focused on his therapies and bettering himself, focused on writing and playing the piano and sundae sundays with his grandmother and little brother, practically became a whole different person ( crazy how not being completely stressed 24/7 can drastically change someone )

he ended up going back to school when he was nineteen, to nyu to be exact, majors in literature because he wants to be a writer, even if it won’t make him much money in the long run

he really had no intention of ever going into the spotlight. even with his first published book heart shaped box ( literally his pride and joy, a horror novel he’s been working on for over three years ), he only made a decent following on social media when his book hit new york’s best seller list, with most of his followers being book nerds which, he was okay with. he just wanted to write and hopefully one day, publish another book. he didn’t care if he made it to the best seller’s list again or not, he just wanted to do something he was passionate about and stay under the radar

anyways, long story short but that under the radar shit doesn’t end up happening when he meets abel in nyu, when he’s twenty one. they date for a little under a year before he says he has to leave and then just… stops answering casey’s texts and calls altogether, whatever, fuck him, is all casey can think. but then people somehow find out they dated and he starts getting all this attention because they used to date and really, he didn’t even know abel had that influencer status, so the attention just annoys him. he feels like he’s worked so hard to even get his first book published and instead of being only recognized for that, he gets recognized for dating a boy, literally… wants to stab himself with a fork

the past two and a half years have just been him working on another novel, and a comic book, illustrated by his little brother, that he has hopes of finishing and hopefully releasing one or the other by next year. now the question is, will people soon enough recognize him for his talent in literature, or will he forever be known as ‘that guys ex boyfriend’?

headcanons ;

he’s a vegan! became one about five months after he had a stroke and has never looked back. his health has gotten a lot better since then, been a vegan for over five years already

casey really doesn’t like entitled people who have just had stuff handed to them and never had to work for anything, so basically... most nepo babies let’s be real. he’s had to work really hard for everything, even getting his book published was hard as hell, and then lots of people recognize him for a guy he dated forever ago rather than his hard work which really, really makes him angry

he isn’t a mean guy, he’s really patient and kind and understanding and will never be rude unless provoked, but if you get him to a certain level of angry, he can literally be the worst person ever. very nice and sweet and people tend to think they can walk all over him because of that, but if you really do something to upset him, he’s like a different person. black and white in that sense if you must because he can go from one extreme to the other, especially if you’re a mean or manipulative person, he see’s right through that shit

he writes about anything, romance, science fiction, fantasy, but his favorite genre is fantasy and horror based. his career claim is similar to joe hill, and his upcoming comic book will basically be the first comic of the ‘locke & key’ series, basically joe hill but modern day

he doesn’t tell people he had a stroke. mostly because he doesn’t want sympathy, but also because he wants to make a new life here. no one really knows about his life in sweden. no one really knows about his life before he was eighteen and he likes it that way

doesn’t do anything besides occasionally smoke weed ( boring boy i guess ), mostly out of health but also because he has alcohol intolerance. alcohol, even in small amounts, makes him really sick so he prefers to just avoid it, obviously would never go to serious drugs because that incident he went through scarred him

he see’s his little brother frequently, he’s literally the illustrator of the comics he plans on publishing soon enough. he has a really big soft spot for little kids, especially if they have special needs. he would probably be an amazing dad if he ever decides to go that route

he loves music, especially old school music. the idea for heart shaped box literally came to him when he was listening to heart shaped box by nirvana. he has a very old soul, literally owns a type writer and a vinyl player

he has a female dog named opal, named after his favorite australian stone, opal. the dog is a goldendoodle, he loves this dog with his entire heart, she is two

the rumor in his app is true. he once was undergoing a mental breakdown so bad, he impulsively shaved his head and eyebrows, it was a true monstrosity. this happened like four months after his break up with abel, so he was around twenty two. thankfully, hair grows back because otherwise... no comment

wanted connections ;

heart shaped box lover: a book lover or horror fanatic who liked his novel and just wants to be his friend, wholesome connection

it’s meant to be, look, we’re both vegans!: simply put, a fellow vegan. watch them go to vegan restaurants together and let each other know about the hottest vegan spots

not your biggest fan: someone who doesn’t like him. could be because they think he’s boring, because they think his book sucked or because they just don’t like him, i’m open to it all

dog sitters: someone who walks their dog at the exact same time as he does, and they’ve just bonded over their pets, bonus if their dogs really like each other

devil on my shoulder: a bad influence, or at least, tries to be because he isn’t easily convinced. a muse who just wants him to let loose

former college friends: someone he went to college with, they could be friends or not

...perhaps something more?: maybe friends with benefits, one night stands, something romantic?

or we can brainstorm!

birthchart ;

[ziwi-miwi]

Thinking about the fact that Nathan drugged Chloe and tried to take pictures of her too

Like the whole thing with Rachel had to have already happened at that point. Was she gonna be the next victim? Why was he doing it in his room instead of at the bunker? Was he trying to hide it from Mr. Jefferson? What would he have done if he'd made the same mistake and overdosed her? It's a lot harder to cover up if it happens in the frickin dorm