#turning 30 this month
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birthday prompts are open!
send me a 'happy birthday' and a fandom, and i'll write you a three sentence fic. feel free to ask for continuations of past prompts :)
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having a body is truly humiliating. got out of bed wrong yesterday and now can't move my neck. got an F in waking up and my driving privileges were revoked. clown car of an evolutionary design
#personal#nothing new under the sun!!!!#this is just what being in your 30s is!!#i remember the first time my lower back spasmed - like - 2 months after I turned 30#and I've been dealing with arthritis since I was 24#so truly nothing new#but come ON#I had to cancel on my little a cappella trio tonight bc I legit can't drive safely#ABSURD#the human spine is a joke
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FUCK THE KARKAT VANTAS PLUSH THEY CUT ME OFF FOR FUCKING REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
I WAS GOING TO MAKE A KARKAT VANTAS PLUSH AND SELL IT TO THE PEOPLE!! I WAS GOING TO DO THAT!!! I HAD A MARKETABLE PLUSHIE DESIGN AND EVERYTHING!!!! DO YOU SEE THIS FUCKER??? DO YOU SEE HIM??? DO YOU FUCKING SEE HIM?
I SAID IT TO ALL MY FREINDS!! TO MY FAMILY!! 'gonna make a marketable plushie out of this dog hes sellable as fuck' FUCK!!!! THEY FUCKING GOT TO IT BEFORE ME AND THEIR DESIGN ISNT EVEN GOOD!!! WHY IS THE HAIR LIKE THAT ITS FUCKING makeship THEY CAN MAKE SOME PRETTY QUALITY WORK!! ITS GOING TO COST 30 DOLLARS YOU DIDNT FUCKING NEED TO skIMP ON THE HAIR!!!!! PROMISE!!! WHAT IS THIS A FUCKING FNAF PLUSH??? ARE YOU JOKING??? WHO DID YOU COMMISSION TO MAKE THIS PLUSH DEISNGNNNNN WHY IS THE HAIR FLATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I WAS GOING TO DO THAT!!! IT WAS HALF THE REASON I MADE THIS STINKIN COMIC AND NOW I HAVE 60 MORE PAGES I WANT TO FINISH NOOOOO FUCKKKKKKKKKK NOW I HAVE OFFICIAL COMPETITIONNN WHYYYY
its fine. im fine im. FIIIIIINEEEEEEEE. its on me for not working on aphids... f in the fucking chat (this post is not very serious)
#genuinely was going to try and do some kind of makeship plush of my karkat design#also did not think the makeship plush was real. i mean. its kind of bad#like i want to get it but also it's bad. you feel??? you fucking feel? hes my favorite little guy but there has been way better plushies#made than this#a lot of worse ones two but fuckit#dont take this seriously at all please#im just whining#i have been talking about turning aphids karkat into a plush for months before like the whole life went off the rails thing and i stopped#updating aphids for a while#BUT I WILL FINISH IT#tbh when its done id like to try and do a plush still but we'll fucking see LOL if theres an audience for it#definetly a bummer homestuck official got there before me but i dont like their plush design. like its just woof. rough#its a 30 dollar plush you can afford hair and arms. promise
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Yesterday was Sparta's gotcha day and by extension my 10 year mark as a dog owner. I'd never had responsibility for a dog before, hadn't grown up with dogs, didn't know what I was in for, and certainly had no idea how far this little dog would take me.
#i wont put the whole weight of my mental health on an animal - that wouldnt be fair to her#but 10 years ago i was sad and isolated and i spent my dads life insurance payout on a puppy. unsure if it was responsible because i had#no job no plans no ambitions and definitely no intention of living all the way to 30#i turned 31 last month.
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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok
#im turning thirty at the beginning of next year and trying not to have a meltdown about it 😭#I’ve actually been having one continuous meltdown about it since I turned 25#WHY IS IT SO SCARY!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!#being 30 is literally such a normal thing to be 😭#and I keep thinking I’ve gotten over it (I have done a lot of mental preparation this year) but then I still get overcome by Panic!!!#and my birthday isn’t even for months#help👯♀️ sos😍#who in my fandoms is over 30 🥺🥺 guys hold my hand I’m being a baby about being old#as usual#i was supposed to have my life figured out by now but I have even less figured out than I did when I was like 22 I think .#how did I go BACKWARDS#I want to be a good example for the 20-somethings and tell them it’s all fine but I’m always freaking out so .#gonna need the 30-somethings to step in and be a good example for ME#I am soon to be one of you so if you would be so kind as to extend a gracious welcome and ignore my sobbing. thank u#wise beautiful powerful 30-somethings. thank you#mine
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First day of Pride and I just want to shine a light on all the trans people who are unable to transition, especially those who aren’t fresh faced university grads. Those who don’t live in a supportive or even just accepting home or community. Those who aren’t well off, those who aren’t good at or popular enough to crowd fund. Those who can’t afford transitioning. Those who can’t even transition socially or need to stay in the closet for your safety. Those who rely on benefits or unforgiving jobs to just pay the bills. Having to hear day in and day out you’re just GNC, that your pre-transition body is “ugly” and the ways you can express your gender are “cringe.” Every trans person who’s been told they aren’t “trying hard enough”. Those trans people who won’t even get to imagine transitioning for years.
I see you. I love you. You’re so undervalued and under appreciated in a world where being a white, well off 20 year old on HRT and getting surgery is more common to see than people who work full time and just don’t have that privilege. It sucks, so much. But you are loved and you are seen.
Happy Pride Month to trans people who aren’t where they want to be. The world is better with you in it. We all need each other.
#nobody seems to give a fuck about trans people who haven’t ‘started’ (fuck that word btw) before they turn 20 honestly#like we just don’t exist to you#so if no one is going to tell other trans people who are ‘too old’ that they’re loved and important and deserving of support#fuck it I will#all the trans visibility goes to people who meet the right criteria who fit society’s idea of Trans#fuck that. y’all are wonderful and handsome and beautiful#and if you never get to transition YOURE STILL TRANS AND YOU STILL DESERVE JOY#I don’t fuck with queer groups anymore coz they cannot be normal#you ostracise your most vulnerable#because fuck poc poor disabled ‘old’ trans people amirite#iswtg the trans community here is so weird about age too#you’re 30 and still have your legal name and long hair and visible breasts and a high voice? faker obviously. don’t want it hard enough.#THIRTY?!?#yeah get fucked#sorry for being so pissed but seriously#grow up if you think all trans people have their shit sorted by 24 and are living comfortably as themselves#pull your head out of your ass and go TALK to trans people other than your rich circle of teens at your GSA#I’ve not been terribly positive on this positivity post#pride month#transgender#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#every single one of you is braver than any us marine and I FUCKING MEAN THAT#we all stick through this together#trans awareness
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iwachan is now a 30yrs old man~
all credits to the artist @orankiro on X, ig & tumblr
#haikyuu#iwaoi#oikawa tooru#iwaizumi hajime#don't worry iwachan you make a very sexy dilf~ (prob oikawa until he turns 30 a whole *one* month after hajime)
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The whole summer had felt like trying to remember a dream after waking up: the moments and days slipping away no matter how much they tried to hold on and make them last. Running outside with abandon, chasing each other through the tall grass deliriously happy and lying down in the fields surrounding their village, watching the clouds float by.
The Sallow twins were determined to enjoy the last summer of their childhood.
#who else feels nostalgia about the last years of childhood🧍♀️#my younger sibling and I are practically twins (14 months apart) & we spent every summer biking around and running through forests#I remember I held on to my childhood as long as possible & I wasn’t ready to grow up 🥲#this was super fast - maybe 30 min? & no sketch underneath#but I’m happy with how it turned out💓💓💓#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#anne sallow#this was an excerpt from my fic hope you guys don’t mind it jajajajajajajaj
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Welp... only a month left till my birthday.
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I'm not prepared whatsoever 😬
#ever since I turned 30 I can't seem to feel excited about my birthday anymore...#guess it's not only because I'm getting old (VERY old OMG)#but also because... it's just not the same it used to be#every birthday reminds me of the people I used to celebrate it with in the past and who are not in my life anymore#and just... assuming that those people were not meant to be a permanent part of my life is hard#and even though it somehow gets easier as time goes by#there are certain times when it actually gets harder#I don't know I'm just getting too introspective lol#guess this is why I needed some time alone today...#it wasn't just a “meh” mood due to my period#there was more lying beneath the surface 🙃#anyways lol I'm getting older in one month and I'm not prepared how does the time fly so damn FAST 😭#I swear I was just turning 32 yesterday what the h—#zahra's ramblings#don't mind me
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sweet ★
#artists on tumblr#art#oc#digital art#cowboy#?????????????????? still hate tagging#my art#tian#hi i have good news and i have bad news#good/GREAT news: my man woke up from his nap and is back to carrying my fucking blog. [ zhu voice ] thank u daddy! 🥰#bad/hilarious news: this is dedicated to my fav pair of jeans which ripped in this exact spot on 30 apr as a final Fuck U to Me from April#THEE cruelest month. they do not make these jeans anymore. 7yrs together....................... distraught#anyway sniff lmfao this was a study#my values are slightly off but i still like how it turned out!!!#also i half-assed his tattoo last time but not today!!!#drawing is so hard......... but worth it.......... my boyfriend's back and he's cooler than ever........... learning............. et cetera#btw caption is a ref to sweet honey buckiin (thank u beyonce (and shaboozey)) but also if u change the tone ''tian'' means sweet! 天 vs 甜#ok luv u bye i've been fussing at the colors for an hour i am going to BED
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Things I would say to my younger self now that I’m turning 30
No one actually cares about what you do once you get out of school and, even then, no one cares enough to stop you.
People don’t hate you. Sure, they might not like you, but not everyone is going to like you. You’re gonna have to live with that. It’s not that bad a thing.
What you see online is a microcosm of the world. Your experience on the internet is your responsibility to curate and process, and it is a FRACTION of a reflection of the real world.
The awful shit you see in the news is bad and you should stay aware. But not everything is awful; there is still beauty and goodness in this world, there are still people who want to make it better.
Hating things doesn’t make you cool, it just makes you look like a miserable jerk. Enjoy things with your full chest. Cringe is dead, and you’re still breathing.
It’s better to assume ignorance over malice. Someone might not share your ideas because they’ve never been exposed to them before, and a question that may sound foolish may be coming from a place of curiosity and wishing to understand.
The world is a rough place. Don’t contribute to the pain. Put something beautiful into the world instead.
That thing you did all those years ago? That thing you’re embarrassed about still? No one remembers it or cares about it. If they do, fuck ‘em.
#I dunno#turning 30 has left me feeling weird#it might just be a number and it’s not even that old#but I never considered I would reach this age#won’t be 30 for another month or so but still#aging#advice#if any young people follow my blog#heed my words#don’t make the same mistakes I have#don’t waste time the same way I did
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Fuck all of y'all in Florida how dare you misrepresent my liberal king that man loves women (not in that way) and he would not STAND for this smh
#yk damn well he'd make the vague but absolutely not vague threats and then actually follow through on them#HE WOULD NOT MISS!!!!!!!#anyways this week has sucked so bad dear god#the cold I've had for a month has apparently been pneumonia#And I coughed so hard I TORE A FUCKING MUSCLE in my ribs and I could barely move for days and had to sleep in a recliner#also finally got diagnosed with adhd but found out all my old teachers told my mom they think I have it and I should get tested but NOOOOOOO#SHE DIDN'T WANT TO DEAL WITH IT#there literally couldn't have been a clearer sign than when I almost failed fourth grade because I couldn't turn in my homework on time#The election obviously my immediate family are full Kamala but my grandparents are VERY Trump#Oh and my brothers therapist told us he apparently has the most severe case of executive dysfunction he's seen in his 30 years of working#He literally told us to just take him out of college and let him live at home forever because he won't be able to finish school#because of it so THAT'S gonna be fun since my dad said if he ever tries to come live back here he'll throw him out on the streets#THIS IS JUST IN A WEEK#WHO IS MY OPP I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I DON'T DESERVE THIS FANFIC WRITER ASS LORE#LEAVE ME ALONE 😭#red vs blue#rvb#rooster teeth#rvb florida#election 2024
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accidentally said i was going to fucking kill myself in front of my coworkers 🥴
#not what you want to hear from your boss !!!#there’s just too much going on at work right now#when i’m like. i don’t want to do anything !!! at all !!!!!!#and turning 30 at the end of the month is getting to me so bad#i’m not where i want to be but i don’t know where to go from here#and it’s so overwhelming and depressing#i see myself becoming increasingly apathetic but idk how to fix it#i’m just tired of everything#anyway. i’ll be fine don’t worry i just hate all of this rn#gg txt#suicide tw#suicide ideation tw#sorry idk how to tag that
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this is about me btw
#i'm turning 30 in 3 months#and im gonna plan a joint 30th party with two of my friends who are also turning 30 :3
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spreading misconceptions and misinformation as a method of over self-victimizing is not on the bingo card of maturity.
#• the one true queen speaks ! || ooc.#i turn 30 in a month and i refuse to give sought out attention to things that don't deserve my time or energy#but i also won't sit on the sidelines watching someone make vague call out posts with incorrectly described information#with intent to dirty the names of people who were not doing anything but joking about some 2019 references#i vividly remember seeing the word JOKE in caps when the conversation was happening so bffr#and the way it's worded? as if it was a personal attack? as if it was all AT/TOWARDS them? absolutely not#NO ONE did anything with intent to hurt anyone nor with knowledge of anything being a trigger.#adult level communication alone would have solved it all but alas#unfollow/block/do what you gotta do#but THAT was not it.#and this is all i will say about it all on the dash#if clarity is needed for anyone i won't shy from that as long as it's for good reason and not just gossipy vibes#now moving on <3#drama tw#vague tw
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Not my company sending us an email about saving money saying "Set your air conditioner to a moderate temperature, ideally around 26-28 degrees Celsius, which is comfortable yet energy-efficient." In what fucking world is 26-28ºC comfortable?!?!
#ruffled feathers#last year i blasted it on around 18ºC almost constantly#and got a huge electricity bill at the end of the month lmao#it's on around 23ºC atm and i only turn it on for maybe 10-30 mins
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