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radio-zephyr Ā· 4 months ago
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orv spoilers (?) ahead-its a small moment
i think genuinely one of the moments in the novel that really stuck to me, was a quiet small moment between kdj, when kdj was talking to lgy about his sponsor and he raises his hand- and lgy flinches. So kdj holds his hand until he stops trembling.
like that moment is just SO TENDER and quietly devastating. Because kdj loves lgy. But he also sees himself in lgy. And he can't love that reflection of himself.
Yet he still does love lgy sm, and when he raises his hand and realizes lgy's fear, he just holds his hand in silent comfort.. and just sits there with him. until he's able to calm down again, kdj just sits with him.
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marietheran-archived Ā· 1 year ago
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what is it with all the books set in the so-called dark ages that are all like "our beautiful pagan beliefs that hOnOR WOmeN are being supplanted by MisOgYnIStIc Christianity, how terrible!". Like, who told those guys that ancient pagans (or vikings or whatever) honored women? truly, a case of wishful thinking, it seems to me
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lollygaggingloser Ā· 3 months ago
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Varian has a thing for people who wear glasses (think megane). To him, a person's attractiveness goes up when they wear glasses because it helps frame people's faces so well. Sadly, when he tries wearing glasses himself, he just looks dorky, so he's low key jealous of people who pull them off so nicely. Instead, he wears goggles for their more practical use until maybe one day when eye glasses won't look so off on him.
He would rather die than admit this to Hugo.
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pansy-picnics Ā· 9 months ago
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when varian and hugo get bored they play wrestle like cats
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sig-num Ā· 20 days ago
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seeing eugene and rapunzel interact in tangled before ever after is so interesting bc like. i think it showcases really well how good the writers are at fleshing out their characterā€™s different perspectives of life, and why they perceive things in that way. especially because itā€™s shown rather than told, like how we see rapunzel at first overjoyed at eugeneā€™s proposal only to be set off by a specific trigger sentence / implication
eugeneā€™s someone whoā€™s never had stability before in his life. growing up in an orphanage and shaped by the abandonment he felt in his early years, and done wrong by the opportunities not offered to him, heā€™s lived his life on the road and on the unpredictable path of crime. aside from lance (and even with him it seems rocky) most of his relationships are marked by transaction, not care. so finding someone that sees past what he needed to be to survive, finding someone that gives him that stability? it makes sense that he wants to cling onto that. he outwardly talks abt it in the movie too!! his willingness to be vulnerable and open around rapunzel is so heartwarming, bc from his background i could only imagine how much he probably struggle(s/d) with getting to that point. AHH!!
but even with that aside, heā€™s also justā€¦ seen the world. having moved from place to place so often, heā€™s seen so much and experienced even more. he says this line thatā€™s like, ā€œiā€™ve been all over the world, and chances are, itā€™s not getting any better than thisā€. from his perspective itā€™s true, but to rapunzel and where sheā€™s currently at in her healing journey? PROBABLY THE WORST THING TO SAY HAHA
and then we have rapunzel, someone whoā€™s NEVER seen the world. for the first eighteen years of her life, her most formative years, she was locked away inside of a tower, stuck in a single room. and now that sheā€™s free, thereā€™s only even more holding her down: her fatherā€™s (albeit well-intentioned) helicoptering and her royal responsibilities. she has everything she thinks that she wants, and while told that sheā€™s free, what happens around her proves (to her) that she isnā€™t. we watch as she struggles to adjust to an entirely new world, all the while trying to understand this discontentment sheā€™s feeling and WHY ā€” especially when almost everyone around her is telling her that she should be happy.
rapunzel, at her core, is free-spirited. she does things her way and lives to experience, aiming to make where she was a little brighter when she leaves it. thereā€™s a restlessness she has from being locked away, and in order for her to be happy she needs to express that. the world is entirely new to her, and this foils eugeneā€™s lived experience of having seen so much. while eugene has grown almost ā€œtiredā€ of the world, rapunzel is deeply enchanted by it ā€” and this enchantment reignites a passion inside of eugene, which they end up exploring and touching upon in the series
while i watched the show first before the movie accidentally XD i can safely that that the movie does a really good job at setting up the series. it shows clear character dynamics and sets up conflict within those dynamics to be explored and then resolved, and while this post is focused on rapunzel and eugene, i could talk for equally as long abt the other characterā€™s like king frederic and cassandra. GOOD MOVIE!!!! AHHH!!!!!!
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rory-multifandom-mess Ā· 30 days ago
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I mentioned this au in the tags of a post likeā€¦ Yesterday I think I donā€™t remember. Anyway.
In this AU, Thadā€™s universe had a bad ending, aka Solver managed to wipe out the whole universe.
Before the finale, Thad located this time machine thingy that looked like DD ships and taught himself to work it. During the finale, after Lizzy, Khan, and Nori died, Thad, V, N, and Uzi realized there was no winning. They started to flee toward the pod, fighting off solver; V gets killed on the way, but Uzi, N, and Thad make it to the pod. N and Uzi then realize that no one would make it out alive if they went with Thad. So while they were arguing, Uzi shoved her jacket and Nā€™s hat logo at Thad, which shoved him in.
Thad stumbles back with a yelp, hitting his elbow on the emergency start button. The door slams and he panics, rushing forward and slamming his fists on the door, screaming and begging for them to come with him, to please donā€™t do this!
They turn back to him and smile. N starts to tear up. Uziā€™s visor changes to text. ā€œSurvive. For us.ā€ Nā€™s visor also changes to text. ā€œWeā€™re sorry. And weā€™ll miss you.ā€
Thad begs, but the pod shakes, falling into his back as it takes off. He scrambles to his feet again, looking down at them.
He watches as Cynessa lunges at them and theyā€™re consumed by dust. He sees oil splatter and heads fly. Yellow tendrils shoot out of the core of Copper 9 and at him. Moments before it reaches the pod, the pod enters hyperdrive, which knocks him out.
When he wakes up again, he tries to use the pod to go back to his universe, but it gives him an error message.
[[:Error: Universe Unavailable. We are sorry.]]
Yeah heā€™s not ok.
Anyway, all of that was 3 years ago. Hereā€™s some extra info about the AU under the cut!
- He occasionally visits the og Universe, partly to rummage for scrap metal, partly to make sure itā€™s still healthy (if something bad happens to it, there goes the rest of the universes) and partly to hang with Uzi, V, and N. He physically cannot go near Lizzy because he will have a breakdown
- Hanging with the gang kind of hurts his heart but heā€™s coping itā€™s ok
- V and Uzi donā€™t fully trust him which also hurts but he fully understands it
- He taught himself a lot of skills like mechanics, engineering, coding, and some quantum physics, etc so he could repair himself and the pod
- Obviously, he goes around the universes saving others from total destruction like his, even if it does obstruct things. Moral dilemma pov u know how it is
- Oh also his upgrades make him 5ā€™1
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Hereā€™s Uziā€™s og design in the universe Thad is from
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I was gonna draw V, Lizzy, and Nā€™s lil design differences but i donā€™t have the motivation anymore, so Iā€™ll write them.
TT! Thadā€™s OG Universe - SD-V
- Has the original red bandana/scarf from her concept art
- Permanent glasses
- Hair is longer, tied into a spikey bun
- ā€œFingerless glovesā€ on her normal drone hands
- Shorts, like the ones she wore in episode 4, except black and permanent
TT! Thadā€™s OG Universe - SD-N
- Back of hair looks more like a mullet cause itā€™s longer
- White T-shirt under jacket
- Gave the pilot hat logo to Uzi so she can put it on her beanie (i forgot to add that to her ref)
- Snaggleteeths
- Pilot ā€œcoatā€ thingy is slightly longer like a trench coat
TT! Thadā€™s OG Universe - Lizzy
- Instead of her hair all being up in a ponytail, she has a half up, half down look, and her ponytail isnā€™t as long. Medium length hair girlie
- Jacket that she wears off her shoulders so they rest around her elbows
- Streaks of pink in her hair
- Tights. donā€™t ask me how that works
- Obvious eyelashes added to her eyelights
- Not a physical change, but sheā€™s slightly smarter than canon Lizzy. When she got Thad between Episodes 6 and 7, she gave him her hair ribbon, because she knew he is far more agile than she is. And she was right.
Uuuuh. Kay thatā€™s it. send asks with questions if you have any. Yes you can draw stuff for this/draw the designs. I donā€™t have the motivation </3
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silverwhittlingknife Ā· 1 year ago
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the reason why nu52 Dick is so simultaneously messy and yet boring is because they don't let him be bitchy enough whilst simultaneously making him a little bitch
sdfsdfdsfs I don't totally understand what this means and yet I feel like I agree with the spirit, anon <3
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Outsiders 21 - preboot Dick yelling at Bruce my beloved
Yeah, caveat that there's plenty of nu52 Dick stuff that I haven't read and I don't think it's all bad, but also... man, he is not for me. As far I'm concerned, the main good thing that came out of n52/Rebirth is some setups for sad!Dick fanfic. And yeah, "Dick is not bitchy enough" is actually a pretty good summary of my complaints sdfdsfs
The thing is, nu52 Dick has some similarities to preboot Tim, in that he'll sometimes be insincerely fake-cheerful even when actually upset, plus he periodically seems uncomfortable with direct confrontation so instead he lies to avoid confrontation. And mmm I mean, I like these qualities in preboot Tim, so it's not like I think these are terrible traits to have!!
BUT :
1) Preboot Tim has no authority. But preboot Dick does, and it's frustrating to take it away from him in nu52.
There's some post-2011 panel where Dick lies to Batman and is cheery about it, a la Tim bragging to his friends about lying to Batman in Teen Titans, and I had to stare at it for ages trying to figure out why it felt like such a record scratch moment to me.
But it's because there is a huge difference between a presumably independent superhero lying to another superhero vs. a sidekick and his sidekick friends secretly joyriding in Batman's car.
Like, Tim lies to authority figures more-or-less constantly, because he doesn't want to be told what to do, but also because - importantly!! - those authority figures reasonably assume they have authority over him that he has to evade. Of course he tries to avoid direct confrontation with the JLA / Batman / Red Tornado / Starfire - they're not his equals and a direct confrontation would end badly!
Whereas Nightwing lying to Batman feels like putting him in a subordinate position in a way that preboot Dick never is. Preboot Dick always tells Batman off to his face, because preboot Dick cares about being equals and refuses to accept being subordinate. He doesn't sneak around behind Bruce's back - he fights back! If he doesn't agree with Bruce's position, he tries to argue Bruce into his own. He'll do stuff without asking Bruce's permission, but he won't conceal it; he'll make a point of making sure Bruce knows what he did and also that he isn't sorry.
2) Preboot Tim's lying / tendency to be fake with people is a consistent personality trait that's also consistently problematized. nu52 Dick's characterization is wildly all over the map.
In preboot, Tim is a liar and obsessive compartmentalizer, which is both a strength (disguises, sneaking around authority) and a problem (loved ones who are hurt by it). He's self-aware about his lies, periodically resolves to lie less, and generally fails at it.
Tim's consistent enough that you can track this character trait in all his relationships: he lies to his dad. He lies to Batman. He lies to his girlfriends. He refuses to tell Babs his real name for ages for basically no reason. He stalks Dick and then tries to run away from him in his origin story and then tries to avoid telling Dick his name. And this evasiveness consistently causes him problems!! Dick's suspicious of him. Ariana's suspicious of him. His dad is suspicious of him. Young Justice and Steph get annoyed with his secret-keeping. Young Justice want him to take off the mask. Steph wants to know his real name. When she finds out and calls him by his real name, he has a panic attack and literally runs away. When upset, he insists he's fine and fake-smiles at people. In Teen Titans, when Tim's busy being fake-cheerful and Conner is startled to see him there right after his dad died, Tim gets upset and angry at Conner and demands that he not tell anyone about Jack. Fine, Conner says, I guess it's another secret. In AC 3, he's lying to Conner again and Conner accuses him of having an insincere "Starfire voice," which is a hilarious callback to Tim being fake-agreeable-yet-secretly-bitchy at Kory when he first meets her. I feel like I get that the lying is a Tim Character Trait which is sometimes endearing and sometimes less so and which all the people who love him are gonna have different feelings about.
By contrast, nu52 Dick spends a ton of time lying but it's hard for me to model his characterization in the same way? He's sometimes fake and ... sometimes that's totally cool and sometimes people punch him! also, does it say something about him? ehhhhh maybe? no? who can say!! At the end of nu52 Nightwing, he doesn't want to go undercover and Bruce beats him up, but then in Grayson he seems totally on board with his mission and willing to actively lie to everyone, and then in Batman and Robin Eternal he carries out a whole secret mission behind nuTim's back because he thinks nuTim is maybe a spy and is scared (?) of confronting him directly, but also he's so sloppy about it that he gets followed and the bad guys find nuTim's parents. Oopsie! He represents The Heart and is super-caring but also somewhat ditzy with a tendency to leap before he looks, and also he's very very very goodlooking and Grayson would really like you to know that.
You can try to make sense of this character's internal motivations and I have read various enjoyable fanfics that do, but in the comics I don't feel like he's clearly characterized.
3) Dick should be a convincing team leader
I know I kind of talked about this earlier but it bothers me SO MUCH that I have to talk about it again dsfdsfds
Preboot Dick is a natural leader: he seizes control of the feuding personalities in the Fab Five; he does the same thing in the NTT; he stands up to Bruce. He can overrule strong personalities like Pantha and Roy; he can hold his ground against the Outsiders. He doesn't back down and he doesn't quit. He's got instinctive authority, and he's a forceful and aggressive enough leader that he can lead teams even when his teammates are feuding or difficult or arguing with each other. Sometimes he's a little too forceful and it backfires on him, but for the most part, it works!
By contrast, nu52 Dick often comes off as kinda... hapless? He's definitely not a force to be reckoned with.
Like, just to take one small example, in post-Crisis's Red Robin 14, Tim and Damian are fighting and Dick wants them to cut it out, so he throws a batarang at Tim's staff and snaps at him, and the fight stops immediately. By contrast, in nu52's Batman and Robin 10, Tim and Damian are arguing and Dick wants them to cut it out, but nuDick is incapable of confronting anyone over anything so he just sighs about it, passive-aggressive and ineffectual.
And "ineffectual" is too often the vibe I get from n52 Dick in general. You put that man with Pantha, and he'll probably be bemused, but he won't be able to make Pantha do anything, and he wouldn't be able to make Danny Chase do anything, and he can't or won't stand up to Bruce so he has to lie the way Tim does, and he would never have a fistfight with Roy over the proper way to lead a team.
And in a lot of ways this makes sense, because n52 Dick isn't a team leader, because they've deleted the Titans. He's just a guy. He's nice, I guess.
But even though he gets all kinds of excellent woobie plotlines that I'd normally enjoy (an evil organization is stalking him personally! his dad is beating him up and forcing him into becoming a spy! he's losing his memory!) his personality is usually so far off from the character I like that I struggle to get invested.
Because the thing is, Dick's leadership instincts aren't incidental to what I like about him. They're all wrapped up in his outsized sense of personal responsibility and instinctive belief that if anything is going wrong anywhere near him then it is his obligation to handle it and if anything goes wrong then it's his fault if he was involved and also his fault if he wasn't involved and actually if you have ever gotten within five feet of him and unrelatedly something bad happened to you then it's probably his fault and he FAILED. This belief gives Dick a lot of control issues and makes him bitchy sometimes and is not great for his mental health, but it's also very endearing and an outgrowth of how much Dick cares!
Anyway, re:bitchiness, I have similar feelings about various choices in Batgirls and in Tim Drake: Robin and in current Nightwing; like, I don't think any of these stories are bad ipso facto, I don't begrudge anyone who likes them, and I certainly enjoy fluffy fanfic sometimes - I don't always want the same things in transformative fandom that I want in canon.
But in comics, I often want the characters to have a bit of edge, to be cranky and difficult and just... y'know, clearly the kind of people who would choose to be vigilantes. I want them to care enough to be bitchy about it. And I often feel like I'm missing that, post-2011.
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khoirkid Ā· 4 months ago
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Whumptober Interview with Amethyst!
Before the glorious event that is whumptober, I reached out to Amethyst to ask a bit about her process and what to look forward to. (Everything is shared with her permission.) You can find her tumblr @amethystfairy1 so hop on over and give her some support for October!
Q. How does the writing style and process change for a month-long event verses just writing?
A. I guess with like, my long form stuff, I write with a ton more detail for the month long events, especially since I've done multiple now, I try to pick out a specific thing to center the fic around and use that as a through line, strip it down to it's bones, and just go with that... I try to be a bit more abstract and use extended metaphors for the month long events
Q. How do you find a balance between the TTSBC AU and the TT au?
A. I don't. [A]ctual answer... um...I don't (Interviewer: Well, you know you have a 50/50 split for whumptober, right?) I DO... WAIT... I DO???... THAT WAS A TOTAL ******* FLUKE... you give me far to much credit... no that was a total coincidence
Q. Are there any characters you feel like youā€™re drawn to for whump?
A. Tango and Scott. [I]ts just because they feel so bright and spunky... so breaking them in different ways is really interesting... And it's different from like, Grian Pearl and Jimmy because with the three of them their fannon characters have such a wide expanse of styles that slotting them into the broken avian mindset wasn't impossible...it was tricky at times for Grian to write him being so docile and obedient because pesky bird and all but even still, with Tango it doesn't fit, and so finding a way to make it fit is super interesting! Same with Scott!
Q. Is there anyone who isn't easy/fun to whump?
A. Everyone is fun to whump in some way... As far as not easy ...Pearl has been tricky, mainly because I write her so as being so solid in her emotions usually
Q. Is there anything you think will surprise readers for the coming whumptober?
A. I think there's a lot more plot relevance than people realize on the way. Several of the fics are... crucial to the plot going forward.
Q. Do these writing challenges help you come up with some of the plot or does the plot just fall into them?
A. Both! The plot has it's shapes and curves already, but doing these writing challenges sometimes helps me put pins in specific themes to tie in important plot points and drive the au forward.
Q. Finally, is there anything readers should watch for and what day are you most excited for?
A. Day 10 and Day 25 will probably be the most plot relevant of the bunch! As well as Day 31! I'm personally the most excited to for Day 10, as I think it's going to be super amazing seeing the response to that from everyone who's been so kind as to follow my AUs for so long!!!! (Interviewer: It's a well done major ouchie) I love thinking about that as I'm writing, especially since both TT and TTSBC have gotten so much love, imagining what folks are going to comment and enjoy about it!
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lil-inky Ā· 1 year ago
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HAPPY BORTH TO @paintedkinzy-88!! It be a double driller strike! šŸ’›ā¤ļø
Textless version under the cut:
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beloved-cat-gremlin Ā· 1 month ago
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Honestly I still think the original plan for the Tangled series was for Varian to be the Moondrop.
There are just way too many aspects hinting at it as well as foreshadowing. Especially in S1.
Like you cannot tell me that a kid with a blue hairstripe has no further plot meaning in a show about magical hair that can change color. Like. Really? You really want me to believe that Disney?
Yeah I'm not buying that. Deep in my heart I know that Varian was meant to play a much more important role with the Moonstone and the Dark Kingdom.
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wizardgirlxyz Ā· 1 month ago
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EDIT: it turns out that is what he said my bad i misheard it. How depressing
ok I was rewatching queen for a day p2 and like that scene with Varian saying ā€˜dad! Dad! No! Dad!ā€ And the subtitles got it wrong and had him saying ā€˜daddyā€™ on like the third time and now I canā€™t stop thinking about how much more depressing that would have made it
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yoloyeahhh Ā· 1 month ago
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Hymn to Virgil is such a good spiritual successor to Tell It To My Heart and Francesca, I need you to understand.
The production is heavier than typical for his sound but, just like in Tell It To My Heart, he pulls it off so well. Itā€™s not as strongly experimental, which makes sense considering itā€™s not a feature this time, but itā€™s exactly what Iā€™ve been craving from his discography since hearing what Meduza pulled out of him. Taking a similar technical approach but still highlighting Hozierā€™s specific musicalityā€¦ musical perfection.
Thematically, it sure does sound like it belongs in Unreal Unearth. Beyond the clear continuation of the Inferno inspiration (very heavy handed in this one, but we love some Virgil devotion), the story beats of the song feel like a direct callback to Francesca from the base album. Like ā€œyou are the reason I went through it/the only meaning as I knew it [ā€¦] Iā€™d walk through hell on living feet for youā€ compared to ā€œIf someone asked me at the end/Iā€™d tell them put me back in it [ā€¦] If I could hold you for a minute/Darling, Iā€™d go through it againā€ the narrative beats feel very reminiscent of one another. And, while yes, I do greatly enjoy Francesca and that is a large contributor to my excitement at this, the implications of these parallels for the commentary being made on Danteā€™s work has me buzzing.
I do not have time to keep unpacking all that Iā€™m thinking about this song right now; I could easily talk about this for at least an hour and thatā€™s without doing any external research yet. Maybe Iā€™ll come back to this with more thoughts laterā€¦ BUT, all in all, highly recommend listening to Hymn to Virgil!!! I love this song!!!!
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theetwinkleboy Ā· 1 year ago
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just. came across this panel and got unexpectedly and wildly emotional about aizawa becoming a dad. because like. he cares about his students, he's shown time and time again that he'll push them and fight for them against villains and the media and he'll go to his last breath to protect them but like. they're hero students and he's their teacher and he's tough and strict because he has to be to keep them alive. but then like--
it's morning and he's doing her hair. he's got the hair ties with the little baubles on them and he's doing her hair and she's been through so much crap and aizawa's never shown being demonstrably affectionate or enthusiastic around her the way that izuku and mirio are but like. he's been her dependable quiet shadow every time she's shown up in the manga so far, and he doesn't have to be strict or tough with her because what she needs isn't someone to teach her how to save others, it's someone that she can trust to be there when she needs, someone she can trust to do her hair with little bauble hair ties in the morning.
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littlefankingdom Ā· 9 months ago
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~ Teen Titans: Year One
Batman checking if the place his kid hangs out at with his friends is "secure" enough, like the over protective father that he is.
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pansy-picnics Ā· 8 months ago
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A vat7k related question.
What do you think is Hugo's gender identity? Cus I want to hear what you think Hugo's gender is and the story behind it.
EHEHEHE personally i think sheā€™s genderfluid and uses he/she/they pronounsā€¦ā€¦.I think he was kind of an uncracked egg up until the trials though. like, heā€™s been in survival mode for so long that heā€™s never had the time or luxury to really think about himself or his identityā€¦.i think heā€™s had a lot of different disguises over his career though, and those personas are either male or female depending on what the situation calls for so heā€™s not a stranger to dressing femininely either.
but yeahā€¦i think for a long time hugo just identified as male by default cuz likeā€¦what else would he be LOL. if he had any doubts at all they werenā€™t significantly hindering him or anything so he just buried them with all the other of the emotions he doesnā€™t want to feel. but like the closet is made of GLASS and this becomes especially obvious when she teams up with 3 other teenagers who are also transgender so sometimes sheā€™ll just Say Shit and they all turn around and look at her like ā€œā€¦ā€¦.šŸ¤Øā€
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i have this very vivid scene in my head where varian comes out to the gang as trans and hes clearly really uneasy abt it. and hugo doesnā€™t know what to say so he just tries to relate by saying the first thing that comes to mind and goes ā€œoh yeah i get it i mean. sometimes i wish i was a girl but like not all the time ykā€ and nuru and varian both just stop and stare at him
hugo, getting nervous: ā€¦Sorry thatā€™s probably not the same thing forget i said anything
nuru: No i think we should talk about this?
anyways yeahā€¦.other than her traveling party giving her some weird looks nothing actually really came of these conversations bc hugo would refuse to think about herself even if you put a gun to her head
fast forward to post-trials though, and hugoā€™s been living in the castle with varian for about six monthsā€¦it was REALLY messy for both of them while she was adjusting, but at this point shes finally started to let her guard down a little, and all of a sudden she has SO much free time and she has no idea what to do with any of it. sheā€™s stealing collecting things, tinkering with all kinds of useless little gadgets, rapunzel is teaching her tons of little arts and crafts projects. overall shes pretty content despite everything. So anyways then the gender crisis hits them like a fucking freight train
honestly iā€™m like half joking when i say i think it started bc they just kept forgetting to cut their hair. like one day they looked in the mirror and theyā€™re like ā€œwow my hairs getting so long i kinda look like a girl lol. Waitā€
AND AS FUNNY AS IT IS ITS SO. WILDLY UNFAMILIAR TO THEM. like all of a sudden theyre SO insecure for as far as they can tell, NO reason and it drives them CRAZY. i dont even think that hugo dislikes their masculine features after coming out, i think they embrace them if anything but its just likeā€¦going from 0 to 100 so fast and suddenly being so hyper aware of themselves in a way that they NEVER were beforeā€¦having to realize that theyā€™re definitely Not cis. itā€™s fucking TERRIFYING!!!
not to mention it hits him all at once during a time when heā€™s still frankly really paranoid about him and varianā€™s relationship, and heā€™s kinda walking on eggshells bc deep down heā€™s convinced that varā€™s just gonna get tired of him eventually and kick him out. its like heā€™s just waiting for the final nail in the coffin despite the fact that there is literally no coffin.
All that being said i think it takes him a while to work up the courage to talk to varian about it. and he knows he wonā€™t like. hate him for being trans or anything (I sure hope he wouldnā€™t, at least, seeing as he is literally also trans) but varianā€™s already done SO much for him and helped him through literally everything alreadyā€¦.he doesnā€™t want to burden him any more than he already has. he also cant comprehend that someone can just Like him, like, as a person, so heā€™s convinced himself that varian must see something specific in him right now and heā€™s afraid that if he changes himself drastically in any way then whatever varian saw in him just. wonā€™t be there anymore. If that makes sense
as for who he actually goes to first- honestly i think itā€™d have to be lance. at least in my head lance was the first person hugo really started to bond with aside from varianā€¦.he didnā€™t start letting his guard down with rapunzel until quite a while after that. also i think heā€™s worried that if he tells rapunzel sheā€™d end up accidentally spilling something to varian (which is like. Valid bc sheā€™s a horrible liar) heā€™d definitely write a letter to nuru, too, but nuru is also in another kingdom, and that message takes a while to get to her, so itā€™s more something they talk about after the fact
when he finally does get a letter back after dumping this revelation on her itā€™s just like
ā€œdearest hugo. upon reading your letter i desperately wanted to tell you that i told you so, but i realize that would be in poor taste, seeing as you are clearly struggling right now. Moreover,-ā€œ /j
regardless of who she tells first, they obviously all support her and encourage her to talk to varian as wellā€¦And ofc varian hypes her up to no end when she finally does. i wanna say itā€™s a sweet emotional scene but i feel like varian was also under the assumption that she figured out the gender thing like a year ago /j
hugo: ,,,,so like. i donā€™t think iā€™m a guy
varian: . yeah?
hugo:
hugo: TFYM ā€œYEAHā€?????!!!!???
varian: D. DID WE NOT ALREADY KNOW THIS?
hugo: ,???? NO???!!???!
jokes aside though as soon as hugo does decide he wants to explore his presentation more varian immediately consults rapunzel who gets WAY too excited about it and it kind of scares hugo a little bit. /j like Do you want to cut your hair? Dye it? Do you want new piercings? TATTOOS????
they eventually just settle on getting her a few new pieces to add to her wardrobe and that works out fine. varian sees his girlfriend in a dress and loses his mind etc etc. All is right in the world
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teshiee Ā· 2 months ago
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stress doodlleleee hello mr jay ! ! walker
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