#trying to get my muse back
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ocs and the halloween costumes they’d wear in their modern!au?
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You’ve gained 1 x Sighting of a Parabolan Landmark.
#zeeposting#my art#fallen london#trying to get back into painting again so we go back to my old muse#vibes based Parabolan warmups
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⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ❝ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖚𝖓 𝖗𝖎𝖘𝖊𝖘 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖓 𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖘.
independent and original british witch following the name of 𝐙𝐄𝐄𝐕 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄, ready to fulfill your darkest wishes or just serve you the best tea blend you ever tasted ⸻ based on neo-pagan beliefs and modern witchcraft aesthetic, selective and mutuals only, activity varies, 21+ p&mdni ( conjured by cherry, she / her ☼ )
#( hi )#( i heard promos work to gain new moots )#( and i hope it'll help to get my motivation back up and have a bit of activity )#( will post some prompts and memes soon too )#( yes i'm still working on the drafts )#( but y'all are all encouraged to throw in something new as well )#( also can we speak about zeevs handwriting )#( i'll never write anything more beautiful ever again and i won't even try )#( only time my handwriting turned out pretty )#( i love him by the way )#*✹˰ ʾ edits . ʿ deception and perfection are wonderful traits.#*self promo#rp promo#paranormal rp#witch rp#witchcraft rp#muse promo#userfakevz
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Toadette's gotta lil crush it'd seem...wah ha ha.
#。*゚+.*。🧄— $𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐇;; ooc#MyArt#Toadette#Wario#Warioland#WarioWorld#Warioware#Nintendo#Mario#Super mario#mushroom people#// Been talking with Timid who muses Luigi and it made me really wanna draw Toadette daydreaming about Wario#// I still wanna make a peachette version for my rendition of toadette because I dont like her looking EXACTLY like peach#// I want her to be very pink and still kinda look like HER but...not entirely herself. You know?#// Also sorry for the lack of writing and more just drawing-- Im gonna try to get back to my writing soon#// just takes a lot more for me to write than it is for me to draw#// appreciate the patience!#doodles#marioverse
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Responding to this post as a separate post because I want to respond to something that I think is beyond the scope/intention of the original post (and honestly the scope/intention of the response in the linked post) but that, like.
I want to respond to it because it's been churning in my head.
Specifically the idea of the Protestant Work Ethic and trying to earn your way into heaven.
Because that's the very antithesis of what the Gospel is.
Over and over, it is made very clear that you cannot earn your way into heaven. (Titus 3:5 and Ephesians 2:8-9 are the ones that come immediately to mind, but there are more than that. (I also like - Romans 4 and the entire discussion about it being faith and not works and especially Romans 4:4-8.)) Literally one of the entire points is that you are stuck in your sin and you cannot get out and no matter what you do, you cannot earn your way in, but God loves you and chose you and wants you, so He paid your debt Himself (Jesus) and is giving you His righteousness - His perfection - because He was the only one who could earn His way in.
God is for you, not against you.
Are there things you should be doing? Yes. (Ephesians 2:10 talks about that, too.) But, like. It's not to earn your way in. It's out of love and gratefulness to the One who got you out of your horrible predicament? And then on top of that, made you a co-heir with Him?
Because it's...He paid for you to get in and then also you got adopted as a child of God? And someone described it once as good works after that being like when a child makes a drawing for their dad and their dad hangs it on the fridge? It's not to earn anything; it's because you love Him, too?
So, like - I want to know where the Protestant Work Ethic went wrong. Why so many people think it's about earning their way when it isn't that at all.
It's a gift. It was always a gift.
#musings#Christianity#dash commentary#and i know with my ocd and scrupulosity i get caught up in trying to do stuff to keep something i could never earn in the first place#but that's - it's so easy to get caught in that trap and it's. not. true.#and the discussion of suffering -> perseverance#man i wanted to talk about this re: nagito too because some of his stuff he brings up at the beginning of chapter 2 twists that too#(it's romans 5:3-5 btw).#but that's a different discussion imo#and it combines with my not liking the conversations that pop up on my dash every now and again about witnessing#and that we're just sending people out so that we can be told no so that we can go back to our in-group and reinforce our in-group#witnessing at its most basic isn't#it actually came up in the sermon yesterday - and one of the comparisons was like#if you invite a vegan or a dallas cowboy fan to a barbecue#you will know who these people are#if you bring up danganronpa around me i'm probably going to go off on it#witnessing AT ITS MOST BASIC is LIKE THAT#but more important?#like this is my best friend and i would like you to meet my best friend?#but also more than that?#it's not...about that#but again#that is a separate topic that wasn't brought up i'm just#spitballing now#sorry y'all this one was sitting in my mind and i just#i don't understand how the protestant work ethic got to this#which is the antithesis of the Gospel#stopping now
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everyone hates crunch and everyone wants the new dragon age to have 4x the scope with 8x the quantum content
#I'm sorry this isn't fair. I know we lost half a decade to two reboots making cool concept art ideas too unfeasible to consider#it is more than fair to mourn it. it's just so entropic. trying to keep containing the unraveling worldstate of thedas over and over again#such a uniquely weird predicament. I think I am starting to feel antagonistic to this type of storytelling#like not fully but to a certain degree I can sense its catastrophic toxicity in the long run#but then again I am the stories-matter-over-lore guy so maybe I am simply blind to the value of it all#this ties back into my musing yesterday about authored vignettes being defanged by player choice even without this context#so like I am starting to lose the plot here for why do this at all. they either have to bethesda it now#and start telling local stories or whatever#or keep banging their heads against this geometrically progressing wall while losing larger and larger sizes of their audience#like with the mass effect trilogy it's kinda like. a double funnel. gets wider then narrows back down by the end#cause it's a finite context those quantum states serve and exist in. but then you want to tell more stories in that universe#and the lorebrained gymnastics inevitably kick in. and like what is this all for#I think I'm growing away from this a little haha I hate that realization lmao
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The Death of Kevan Lannister








"And in their hands, the daggers."
The second in my diorama series of "person ends ADWD being stabbed to death by people he didn't consider a threat". (I have a feeling the editing of ADWD may have spared Barry and the Brazen Beasts being included in the series for now!)
I'm definitely not one of those people who say Kevan Lannister is a good or admirable man, but his death does certainly have a degree of pathos. I always adore the idea that Varys has to off Kevan and Pycelle as the most competent members of the government, not so much because theyve risen to the top as because the bar has continually lowered until mediocrity puts them head and shoulders above the competition. As someone living under the UK government in the 21st century, somehow that image feels very resonant.
As with all my dioramas, this started as a passing fancy when I noticed the Kevan mini could easily be reposed to look like he'd been shot, that got more and more elaborate. I love the winter imagery in Kevan's epilogue, especially the icicles in the red keep, so I definitely wanted to include those, and the white raven letting everyone know the Starks will need new house words - winter has well and truly come. I had fun with all the maester paraphernalia on the desk - theres a glass bottle of wine reflecting candlelight that's probably the most technical bit of painting I've done, and you can barely make it out overall! Another detail I like is the stonework having Targaryen carvings, with Lannister rugs and hangings over the top, and one rug that Kevan has kicked over on being shot - Varys' attack revealing the dragons still beneath the thin veneer of Lannister power.
Finally, I'm sad not to have Pycelle included. It's hard to get minis in anything other than standing or fighting poses, and "old man in robes slumped over a desk" was too much of an ask. I looked at sculpting him myself, but it was just more work than I was willing to put in, so say he's dead just Offscreen of the diorama instead!
#sorry to not have posted for a few weeks - ive just got really out of the habit of painting at the moment#no work stressors - some preparing a wedding stresses! (so hard to get crossbowmen who can play the harp)#but largely it just seems to be out of my routine#ive got a few painted and not based so will try to keep drip feeding posts until the muse comes back#asoiaf#asoiaf fanart#miniatures#minis#a song of ice and fire#valyrian scrolls#cmon#kings landing#house lannister#kevan lannister#varys#dioramas
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reading jamie threads from 2022. either getting really embarrassed or feeling like i'm a literary genius. or both.
i've always been a comedy master tho
#why is he like that!!!!#jamie is so funny and he doesn't even try to be#✖ ooc.#tried and true method of getting muse back bc i am remembering my Vision.
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It upsets me sm that there aren’t inaction figures for TS, Brandi, and Bethany when they’re the main characters of their movies
#view askewniverse#why does the shit demon get a figure and not the female main character. what.#ALSO NO MUSE FIGURE IS CRAZY I LOVE MUSE WHERE IS MY GIRLLL#oh well. At least strikes back had four girl figures :T#also no Rufus figure is crazy where is my boyy I love that guy. I want figures for all the dogma characters honestly#and I just love TS so so much I wanna hold him in my hand and shake him around :(( but alas#ok I guess Brandi isn’t TECHNICALLY the main character but TS is the main character and she’s his love interest and blah blah whatever#SHES IMPORTANT AND I LOVE HER!!! ISNT THAT ENOUGH#hmm maybe I’ll try drawing some of these characters in the animated show/figure style#gotta study the style a little bit more and get a feel for it first!#bleats
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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UPDATE: A REASON FOR MY ABSENCE, A BRIEF SUMMARY Normally I don't make posts about my life but I think I need to give an update to all the peeps out there about my random absences. I don't talk about my life a lot due to the amount of dysfunction and heartache that goes on behind the scenes that drain my will to be creative, to interact with everyone, to even live. It's like every year that goes on, there was something in the background that disrupted my life and mental state further.
First and foremost I've grown up a parentified child taking on responsibilities not mine to bear with no say in the matter. Being forced to give up my own childhood for my own parent's selfish decisions. Then I moved away from my mother's to my father's. Which wasn't even better from 2014-2019 living with him was very terrifying due to his anger issues and violence whenever I didn't do things his way. He had this expectation for me to go to college full time while working full time and expected me to pay for my own college and pay him rent. When I stopped going to school to focus on working, he would verbally and sometimes physically hurt me. I had lost a severe amount of weight due to the stress and decided to move back in with my mother in 2019.
Fast forward 2021 my father died of cancer and my mom is in a custody battle with one of her many baby daddies and looked to me for financial support since she hadn't worked in nearly a decade. I had started a new job around that time but my mental health was drained at that point.
Now in 2024 my mother has decided to bring my elderly and sick grandmother into the household where we don't have a lot of resources and we really aren't equipped to give her proper care. But now the table has turned where she has finally got a new job a month ago and I am not working currently. She decided to dump the task of taking care of a confused, incontinent, elderly grandmother onto. Even though my own mother never had anything good to say about her own mother and I don't have great experiences with my grandma either. But we have to take care of her because "we're family." Gimme a break.
So right now I'm a bit pissed, sad, tired, and a myriad of other unpleasant emotions. If you ever want to know why Koji is gone all the time. Here is your answer. Family life bullshit.
But not to worry, I've been working on trying to get myself out of this hole I've seemed to find myself in again. Because I do want to interact with all my new followers and old ones. It's just that I've been recovering from deep wounds.
#ooc#& the stoic facade shattered (ooc)#{To everyone wondering where my ass has gone this time. The explanation for my random comings and goings.}#{I don't take random hiatuses to be malicious or lazy but for health reasons}#{Also my mom is a hoarder and the only time the house is clean is if I clean it. living in chaos constantly has worn me down}#{I honestly feel like my muse so much since our lives seem to have been nothing but tragedy and heartache. Such fucking loneliness.}#{Roleplaying has been a small reprieve from the nightmare that is my family}#{Sorry for the rant but yeah this is D-mun y'all}#{I've been trying to get back into rping cause I miss you guys but life is hard sometimes.}
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— Roman Godfrey { moodboard }
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Additionally.
Rio says the boy isn't Agatha's.
Which means Rio knows who Teen is.
Which strengthens my theory that Rio set the sigil.
(If Rio is Death, then why would a sigil matter to her? She's a concept. Etc.)
Further.
The sigil doesn't get removed; it gets destroyed when it no longer has any use.
If Agatha knew Teen was Billy, that would go poorly for Billy. But Agatha is bonding with Billy perhaps to the point where that won't matter and the sigil is removed; this won't happen as long as Agatha believes that Billy might be Nicholas.
Rio did not kill Nicholas (I don't think she can kill anyone), but she did take him from Agatha when he died - that was her job.
Rio knows that Wanda is dead (or at least she said Wand was dead in Agnes's scenes in episode 1).
....
Rio may be playing the long game of matching up a motherless child with a childless mother.
...kind of like a lot of us wanted to happen with Wanda and America in DSMOM, but that's not the point here.
#musings#agatha spoilers#bandit liveblogs agatha#agatha harkness#rio vidal#billy maximoff#billy kaplan#and like one of my biggest issues with the push for wanda to adopt america is that#one child does not replace another#or in this case - gaining billy as a surrogate son does not change the fact that agatha lost nicholas#and i think it is important that rio seems to understand that#but rio has also seen the lengths agatha has gone to in her attempts to get nicholas back#(re: the darkhold#re: trying to take wanda's power#re: stuck as agnes for three years)#and at some point#agatha needs to quit trying to recapture what she's lost#and look at the new family she can have#....#jac are you writing finding family for agatha#bless you if you are#because you're doing it much more succinctly than i did goodness
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I F.UCKING LOVE MEN IN SUITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#;dl#its why when i saw c.onstantine it was love at first sight- (well one of the reasons)#(big s.ucker for gentle looking men)#and i get that s.aito is wearing a simple suit with nothing that really stands out but that's also the point; like it fits his character#but im not going to ramble about how actually fitting it is for him now#THISIS ABOUT SUITS!!!! I LOVE SUITS MAN.....!!!!!#when i see s.ervants on ce wearing suits i go RABID#a very iconic one is a.rthur's; both the in-game one for white day and the one with the balloons#i also really loved w.ada a.rco's robin; it was a unique looking suit but it fitted robin so well#it was kind of sporty;;i dont know how to explain it#OH OR K.ARNA'S ONE- THAT ONE IS SOOOOOOO GOOD ICONIC#even g.il iconic f.uckass animal print ; u cant just not remember it if ur into f.ate#A.RJUNA WORE A FEW SUITS ON SOME CE'S TOO- and then vests#i love the silhouette they give; what can i say im a harlot for suits; I love the shape they give on the back and shoulders-#If i was able to enter the chamber of time for some random ahh reason#i would design suits for all my favs that dont have suits#and yes there are many other wonderful pieces of clothing but this time im especifically talking about suits#i need o.dysseus in a suit- a healthy need if i dare say so#there was one f.anart i once reblogged where he had one and i went insane#im now trying to think of who from my muses had been put on suits in official media#j.ason had a green one for a ce too#m.oriarty;; OH S.ALIERI..... OUGHHHHH S.ALIERI......#s.herlock has a vest ; i dont think the other part qualifies as a suit; he kind of just wears his cloak over#spiritually putting d.ante in a suit#WAIT NOW THAT I REMEMBER; R.EDROP DREW HIM IN A SUIT NOT TOO LONG AGO#talking about d.ante; d.antes has one constantly#there was this one a.rt buti cant remember if it was official; where they put a.rjuna in a silver-y/white suit with thin stripes and it was#SAUR PEAK#and k.arna had a black one
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open to: anyone 18+ (new muses welcome but also AUs for existing ships) plot: y/m has a huge crush on some guy but this guy doesn't want someone as inexperienced as y/m. So y/m needs someone to teach them all the dirty deeds. Who could be a better (sex) teacher than Trevor middle name "I don't do commitment" Anderson, right? What could possibly go wrong when y/m and Trevor spend lots of time together and get closer? connection: anything non-taboo content warning for: sexual content, actual smut is not a must but there will definitly be lots of talk about sex
Trevor's eyes slowly wandered down the body of the one standing in front of him, then up again, before directly meeting their eyes. "So, you wanted something from me?" he said in a low dark voice, his head slightly tilted to the side as he watched them. His tongue wetted his lips as he studied the other's reaction with curiosity - and a hint of amusement.
#open starter#open to all#indie rp#indie open starter#please bear with me i'm trying to get my muse back somehow
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Me: *-tries to tackle drafts-*
Also me: "CAN SOMEONE TELL AUSTRALIA THAT IT ISN'T SUMMER ANYMORE?!"
#blog: musing#blog: mobile post#tj: the irony of the gif having rain in it is not lost on me-- rain would be good for my state-- just not cyclone levels of rain. k thanks!#tj: i sit at my computer on these hot days and stare at my screen like 'uhhhhhhhh' get tired then nope back to bed.#tj: on top of worrying about my upcoming treatment. i think my hysterectomy triggered menopause is trying to greet me??#tj: im just tired and can't focus to save my life... how to combat menopause when im not allowed hormone replacement therapy???#tj: not until after 5 weeks of radiation treatment at least *-flops-*#tj: i will stfu now and *-hugs everyone-* hope everyone else is okay! sorry for rambling!
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