#trust me i realize dat lol

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AAA THANK YOU

I fricken love interactions bless you I actually had to sit here and decide which part I wanted to do

Or, "send in a ⭐star⭐  to have the author select a section they’ve been dying to talk about!"

SO, ADOPT A JOCK Ch. 5 Part 2, someone on A03 commented that the conversation between Steve and Eddie is almost reading like Steve is from the future (but they were hoping Steve was just identifying Eddie as special.) They were referencing the below exchange:

"The less anyone knows, the safer everyone is. Especially you." 

"What does that mean!?" Eddie's voice grew loud for a second, and Steve hissed a word at him that Gareth couldn't make out but was probably "Shut it." 

"Just promise me you will never explore that lab." 

and I responded but now I'm going IN DEPTH because

Yes, Steve is recognizing that Eddie is a special bean, but at this time it's not so MUCH of his crush, as it is that even though Steve is friends with Gareth and Jeff, and has hung out with them individually at this point, Eddie is still his "main" friend and connection to Hellfire.

If he loses Eddie, he feels he might lose his connection to everyone else. He realized in this scene here that he trusts Eddie and what Eddie says. He trusts that Eddie wants him as a friend, and will accept him as he is (even with teasing and shit.) There's no ulterior motive.

Steve at this point has been rejected by Nancy and is in a weird place with her and Jonathan, is having a rough time with his parents (he's about to be strong-armed into the Scoops job so his home life with his parents is very tense and disapproving) and yes, he's still driving the kids around but also they're you know. Kids.

He doesn't have anyone to lean on--except Eddie.

It's still a very new thing, and our boi got dat anxiety. Sure he's hung out with Jeff and Gareth separately and he's getting closer to them at this point ( LIKES them in fact), but he also feels most comfortable with Eddie, and is very worried if he loses Eddie, he loses the rest of them too.

It's selfish and Steve knows that, but mentally he's a lil rocky, and just doesn't want to lose this person who accepted him so wholeheartedly, doesn't want to see what would happen to the rest of Hellfire if Eddie got hurt or died. He also knows that Eddie is a central core to so many people, has helped so many people and he doesn't want to come out and SAY that Eddie can't get hurt bc so many ppl love him so much.

Steve is ALSO very aware that if anyone was to explore the lab and get into trouble (instead of turning around or playing it safe) It'd be Eddie. This means Eddie is at a LOT higher of a risk of getting hurt or finding something he shouldn't.

There's also some guilt here--Steve doesn't want to go to the lab. He's never been, his challenge was the tunnels, but he's heard of what happened there. He's been physically dragged into this all once already, he doesn't want to do it again. Feels responsible bc HE knows whats up, and if he "LETS" Eddie go to the lab, he feels like HE has to be the one to pull them out.

Our boys got so much twisty feelings. He feels kinda abandoned, he's trying to find this new person he still wants to be, and he already knows he's not getting into college so it's just this mess of sad boi Steve Harrington hours, and one of his few bright spots is Eddie.

That got threatened and he panicked.

ANYWAY thank you spilled-jar for asking I really appreciate it I love talking about this shit (clearly) and also the person who commented the above on A03 because I love comments because it lets me go on about all this lol!

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hold on i'm about tos tart spitting facts right now, My nelvas in t*lltale twd setting i was thinking about for a bit; as i said........... they have a perfect imbalanced dynamic dats fun to play with so they obviously would do 'Good' in a zombie apocalypse too......UUUUUUUUUUUU 😭UUWAH😭WWWWWWA😭AHHHHHHHH NELVAAS anyways:

i just spent minutes writing a calmer caption for this but tumblr threw that take away so we're left with what we have above. anyways i wrote most of this riding a high. 🤗

first off talvas always gives me spiraling med student vibes so that's what he is. he's like ~24 as i always label him, so probably getting a masters. that won't matter soon though lol. something to do with surgery so that it's convenient to the setting and his 'role' in a group. (logically it would make more sense for him to be into engineering and such, but that's not alldat interesting for this or any setting at all imo)

and then obviously neloth wud be a professor perhaps or just someone talvas sees on the regular for educational purposes. i'm just gonna say he's pushing 70 but still not retired for some reason (he's a Tryhard). i honestly get the feeling he would carry the same level annoyance people get from Larry of s1 except he doesn't really start fights + has no actual 'good' reason to be that unbearable unlike Larry, who did have crumbs of a tragic past/loss. he's big on researching stuff at his own alone time and has an extensive record of abusing and testing on animals i BET! but it gets covered up pretty easily, or no one really wants to get into that debacle with him. everyone knows that if he could he'd test on people too.

i'm not gonna start making up entire lifestories rn so let's get to the zombie part. they obviously end up together involuntarily, talvas isn't really overjoyed but doesn't detest it either, since he respects neloff deeply and trusts his judgement (sometimes). neloth just keeps him around because he knows he can't just be walking around free at his old age in an apocalyptic world and needs a meat-shield with him at all times, especially someone young that has more energy/physical abilities than him. but obviously talvas is not always able to be big help to him just cause he's pretty "Soft" and wasn't ever prepared for anything like this. he's still stressing over his finals or soemthing bruh. they develop a strong 'bond' @ some point just cause neloth isn't liked by anyone and nobody is actually willing to stick with him thru it all but talvas. just bc it's easy for him to cling onto someone that reminds him of the normal past. when neloth realizes that someone is willing to look past his nasty behavior or practices, or is just afraid to voice their own opinion, he starts being pretty open with that person (talvas in this case), a form of trust. it's not just cause talvas is a lil bitch, but also cause he himself shares some opinions that neloth has on other people's lives/their worth/morality. it's something that would stick out from his personality in any setting at all but here it's even more important from all the deaths happening around them, especially when they're grouped up with other people. their apocalypse journey is just 90% talvas trying to do damage control and apologizing for neloth's behavior by saying he has a (NPD) diagnosis he has never taken care of before the whole zombie thing happened so u should be patient with him

so obvi the best part of this all would definitely be seeing how they would gel with a group of other survivors. it's funny too because talvas is literally always the only reason nobody throws neloth out to die or just blows his head off clean bc they had enough. talvas takes on the role of a medic like Katt in s1, and is 'high ranking' just cause of that. neloth is a 1000001% even more capable of taking on that role, but i just Know......he would just refuse to do it cus he doesn't feel like it. he'd probably try and separate himself from the group or any discussions they might have because he doesn't value anyone's opinion on anything at all. the only thing keeping him in a group would be talvas begging him to stay (neloth not being able to separate from him for reasons listed above) and him finding something to do to keep himself occupied. and Happy at that 😍 it goes like this: (talvas voice) hey remember your wife that turned last week so we had to put her down ? Yes about that i;m sorry to bring her up, Yeah stop crying i'm sorry, anyways as i was saying.. Sir neloth dug her out of that grave and is currently ripping of her skin tidbits to lab test them, just thought you should know.. don't tell him i told you anything please he'll get really mad at me okay . also your son that you didn't have the heart to put down and just left him for us to deal with? Tied to a bed, he already turned so it's no big deal, sir neloth broke his jaw off so he can't do anything to you if you feel like seeing him. Sir neloth chops his limbs off to see what happens sometimes. it's smells like crazy in there tho so wear this mask if you wanna go in, just warning you.

can't say there'd be an apparent motive that others see in his experimental, kinda unethical, ventures, but talvas assures everyone that there is one. nobody knows. But honestly neloth is too smart of a guy to just be testing on people out of pure curiosity, it might be him trying to blow out his ego to an unimaginable degree by trying to figure out how the whole infection works, how to stop someone from turning or how to cure someone who's been bitten. tasks very ambitious but keeping him busy and away from everyone else. he mostly only communicates and shares 'secrets' with talvas because talvas has faith in him and doesn't see anything wrong with what he's doing. bonus: the whole group hates neloth even more because he keeps using the generator power to have talvas shave his head even though that should be his last priority. neloth is in seventh heaven the whole time (not showing it) just cause his dream of getting to experiment on people without being thrown in jail became true

cute fact: if they ever got into a St. John's dairy type situation and were confronted with the fact that they committed cannibalism.... they rly wouldn't gaf especially neloth. i can see talvas turning to look at him just to see how he feels (and form his opinion on the situation around his reaction) and neloth is just chilling getting his stomach full. talvas wud be disgusted by the food but then eat regardless. feels Funny for the remainder of his life after that. it really doesn't bother neloth tho. i had other situations in mind for them but they slipped out of my mind for now lmfao

neloth would have the most insane plot armor of all time to the extent that even though he's always working closely with the undead he'd never get bitten or just get killed. his ego is shielding him from everything because he values his life so much that it works in his favor. talvas latches onto that plot armor just because he's the 'closest' person to neloth but he's too nice of a person to actually survive for a very long time. he'd get Bitten😂😂😂😂 #FlyHigh but actually the nicest thing(s) neloth has ever done for him would happen after that occurrence... i feel like they'd hide that fact from everyone as a team and neloth would try to do something about it. but talvas dies anyway bye king. love you

wait Update: i forgot i wanted to write down some of this here as a bonus too. skyrim would still be in warfare but it just gets paused for zombies. i really want (we all want something don't we damnn) for elenwen and all her thalmorlings to be stuck together with some imperials in a military base perhaps. doesn't matter. just leading up to the fact that thalmor would have free reign to commit cannibalism (not every single one of them is into the idea but they're not that disgusted by it) while the imperials just try to survive on actual supplies. Elenwen: Back on summerset isles we were always taught not to waste 🤓🤓. they have the most civil agreement where the thalmor would promise not to eat any imperials if they let them eat outsiders as they pleased.

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U see tha thing about break ups in a relationship or situationship tha one dat caused it will always&forever move along w.o hesitation or second🤷🏿‍♂️dats jus tha way it is‼️dat means they nvr liked love or cared for u. U were in dat relationsituationship by urself tha whole time in didn’t realize it til afta it’s all over‼️now finding dat out hurt yes if they loved dat person‼️ppls wit a heart hurt in ppls w.o one dnt🤷🏿‍♂️key word Heart❤️do sum ppls hurt,kill themselves in who they were dealing wit Absolutely🤦🏿‍♂️😮‍💨they cnt handle tha pain of tha break up. Wich is a sad thing for both family🙏🏿I say dat to say wen tha relationsituationship ends things get betta Always‼️u jus gotta be determined to want it to get betta😉cry fart shit piss throw up do all dat shit lol🤷🏿‍♂️do it. It’ll make u feel betta then start doing wut u need to do‼️focus on urself keep putting ur best foot forward. Talk wit tha🗣️BigMan Upstairs🙇🏿🙏🏿he’ll definitely help u get through in bless u new journey like u nvr thought🤷🏿‍♂️Trust Me😉🙃it ain’t nuttin God cnt do or wnt do for u if u really being a good person to All even tha ones dat supposedly did u wrong or hurt u deeply😮‍💨in wen God see sumbody hurt one of his He Takes It Personally🤷🏿‍♂️Karma Comes Wen Ppls Least Expect It😉dats why he says revenge ain’t urs‼️u might see tha karma u might not🤷🏿‍♂️I Advised u not to laugh jus giggle then look up in say ummhmm☺️dats Karma&Joy Right There In You’ll KnoIt😏Remember God Always Got U😊Even If U dek It‼️Things Do Get Betta Afta Ur Relationsituationship it jus takes time‼️Take One Steps Towards God He Takes Two Towards #DntLoseMe #LetsStayFocused🤴🏿💯

[memoamp]

Celine Galliguez (she/her) - UCI '18

Career Goal: Bioprocess Manufacturing Technician (at Genentech for 2 years, now currently at BioMarin in the Gene Therapy Downstream Department)

Major: Biological Sciences

Introduction: Hi there! My name is Celine Galliguez. I was in the UCI chapter of MEMO from 2015-2018, then I was on the Non-Profit BOD from 2018-2019. I was an intern during my third year, and I was the Webtech-Historian on board during my fourth year. On Non-Profit, I was the Service Coordinator, but I also worked closely with the two Executive Directors, and was pretty much their VP, since we were good friends. I also went on 12G and 13G. While I was at UCI, I majored in Biological Sciences and entered thinking I would become a doctor (like most of us do) but found out it wasn’t for me, my grades weren’t the best either by the end of second year, so I transitioned to being pre-dental. I was studying for the DAT and working as a dental assistant during my post-grad year, but right before I was supposed to take the exam, I realized I was in it for the wrong reasons (money lol). It took me quite a bit longer to get to where I am now, in the Biotech industry, but I love my career and how I got here, and I still earn quite a good amount of money without being a doctor lol. Hope to hear from y’all!

Involvements:

{Undergrad}

MEMO: 2015-2018 (see details above)

Pre-Dental Society: 2016-2018

Delta Delta Sigma Fraternity (DDS), Pre-Dental Professional Fraternity: Beta Class; Volunteer Coordinator (Apr. 2017 - Feb. 2018)

Research Assistant for Dr. Joseph Wu (Jan. 2017 - Jun. 2017); analyzed TBI scans for patients on trial

Research Assistant for Dr. Petra Wilder-Smith & Dr. Thair Takesh (Oct. 2017 - Jun. 2018); clinical trials for dental research, specifically for the effects of dental products on the oral cavity

{Post-Grad/Work Experience}

MEMO: 2018-2019 (see details above)

Dental Assistant for Dr. Phuong Tran (Sept. 2017 - Nov. 2019)

Bioprocess Manufacturing Technician at Genentech (Mar. 2021 - Jan. 2023)

Downstream Bioprocess Manufacturing Technician in Gene Therapy (Aug. 2023 - Present)

Extracurriculars: The fun stuff: I love music! I collect vinyl records and have over 200 at this point. My favorite k-pop group is TWICE (bias line is Momo, Jihyo, Sana 👀). I enjoy film and tv. My dream is to one day pursue a masters and career in music as a sound engineer/song master/composer. I’m just working hard now to save all that nice biotech money. Sound equipment is expensive! I love spending time with my friends by watching movies, grabbing food and dessert, going on a hike, etc. My Instagram is (cgzzz_) (feel free to follow me! I post stories more so than actual posts lol

What kind of advice would you be giving? You DO NOT have to have your life figured out, especially at your young age! I know the filial piety is intense, but make sure you enjoy your college days! You may not get the chance to be in this special environment again. Yes, grades may be important for grad school, but it is also important to learn how to treat people! You never know who will be your boss in the future! I had a whole plan of my life, and how I thought I wanted it to turn out. Trust me, my life is nowhere near that but I am so happy and I love my life :)

Best piece of advice you've received? Listen to the lyrics of Vienna by Billy Joel 😌

Preferred method(s) of communication: Phone Number (text/call), Email, Instagram

[ditttiii]

Top 5 movies

Why are the basic questions the hardest to answer!? okay. SO! this list keeps changing but rn it’s 

Me Before You

Iron Man

The Purge: Anarchy (is my fav, but I absolutely LOVE the entire series. The concept is so intriguing and I love the suspense of it all)

Legally Blonde

P.S I Love You

ask my top 5__ 

[dreadpoetssociety]

I Told You So

TW: Suicide, abuse, kidnapping, blood, death

Note: Sorry for any spelling or grammatical mistakes, I didn’t go back through it LOL, but I may in the future. Enjoy !!! 

Request: “hi was wondering if i could request a reid x sister fic where the reader gets a boyfriend and spencer doesn’t like him and it turns out the boyfriend is an unsub. i love your work so much!!!”

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Sister!Reader

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When Spencer met your boyfriend for the first time, he told you immediately after that he didn’t like him. He began explaining the signs he was noticing, but you didn’t dare to listen. You told him he was a great guy, and that he was just being over protective because he was your brother. You told him to stop profiling everyone you meet, that who you date and who you’re friends with is entirely up to you, and that he should just let you live things out on your own. Of course, you did appreciate his concerns, but you just figured he was a bit overdramatic. I mean, you were all just kids, and of course Spence would have a biased view on you hanging out or dating someone.

Your boyfriend’s name was Noah. You’d been dating for about four months, he had wavy hair, dressed pretty plainly, very smart, and liked classic rock (Except Led Zeppelin, damn did he hate that band.) You’d met after the death of a mutual friend, Elaine Richards, a year ago, and the two of you became close after helping each other through such a hard time. You hung out all the time, called all the time, merged your friend groups together. Everything. And you loved him. Your friends all knew you both liked each other, and eventually, you finally went out on a date.

School had ended, and you had just got to the apartment to actually see Spencer in it, which was a very rare occurrence. 

“Hey Spence! I didn’t know you were off.” you said with a smile.

“I’m not, actually. There’s a case locally.” he said, which turned your smile o a frown.

“Well that’s not good.” you replied, trying to lighten his mood. He seemed stressed and aggravated, as that happened every once in a while when a case was particularly difficult. It always made you feel bad for him., “We should go do something before you have to go back. You know, some good ol’ sibling bonding.” 

“Sorry, Y/N, but not today. Serial killers don’t exactly wait for ‘sibling bonding.”” he sighed, annoyed. You figured at this point you’d just leave him to his thoughts, and decided to go out.

“I’m going out with Noah then. “ you replied, grabbing some of your things together. You didn’t’t notice, but this grabbed Spencer’s attention.

“No, Y/N, you’re staying here. This guy that’s out there is killing people who look like you. You fit his type.” he explained, “And I don’t trust Noah, not for a second.” 

“Jesus, Spencer, can you stop profiling literally everyone? There’s thousands of girls in this city that look like me, what makes you think I’m the one he’s gonna scoop up?” you realized that was a bit insensitive, and that you probably should care about those other girls, “Besides, wouldn’t it be safer to not be alone? You’re going back to the BAU anyway.” 

“Y/N, seriously, this can happen to anyone. You of all people should know that.” he answered. You knew what he was referring to. So a girl almost gets kidnapped once, and suddenly must live her whole life in fear.

“Spencer, that was a while ago.” you said in a small voice, “I don’ want to be afraid of it anymore.”

At that point, Spencer sighed and realized that he most likely shouldn’t have brought up the experience. He of all people should know that this was your way of trying to move on, and bringing up the past would mostly just set you back majorly, but his answer still stayed the same, “I shouldn’t have brought the up, but you’re still not going. I don’t trust Noah, you know that. Especially with a serial killer on the loose, Y/N. You’re staying home.”

This just pissed you off, “You know, you’re not right 100% of the time. You think you know everything about everybody you meet, but you literally do not. Noah is so good to me, and you just bash him and for what? I get you’re worried, but it’s started to get old. I’m not a kid anymore.” 

You walked off into your room without any other words being exchanged, and had decided you would just go anyway once Spencer left. You aren’t generally the rebellious type, but every once in a while you liked to have a little fun here and there. Spencer wasn’t home for long, after finding whatever it was he was looking for, and you just walked out the front door ten minutes after he did, texting Noah along the way. 

Your boyfriend lived nearby, so it didn’t really take him long to come driving up in his black sedan. You loved his car. It was so sleek, had a brown leather interior, a wood dashboard, and just drove beautifully. If he ever put it up for sale, you would buy it. But once you got into the car, you realized something was off. Noah seemed antsy, like something was bothering him.

“Hey, baby, what’s going on?” you asked, concerned. Noah got like this every once in a while, and you figure dit was just anxiety or something along those lines, and all you could ever do was jus be there for him.

“It’s nothing don’t worry about it.” he answered, somewhat blandly. Almost monotone, like he wasn’t happy to be there. But he was, and for what reason you were unaware. 

“Alright.” you said, “Let’s go to the mall, but not the one downtown, the one off the highway.” 

“No.” he snapped. He then recognized your surprised expression, “I mean, sorry, I just have a surprise for you.” this made you smile. Your boyfriend had always been a hopeless romantic, and he would constantly surprise you with nice dinners, cute gifts, and it just made your heart warm. He drove for a while, to an area you’d actually never been o that seemed to be completely secluded. There were empty fields, and eventually an old house that looked to be abandoned. You didn’t pass by much after that, except for one cemetery and a church. Even you had to admit, it was a bit weird, but knowing Noah, you knew to just be patient. He didn’t talk much the whole time, and just sat there smiling as he drove. The windows were closed, and you also noticed the doors were locked, but thought nothing of it.

“Spencer wasn’t even going to let me go out tonight, isn’t that so stupid? Like, he said some wack about some serial killer who’s been killing girls nearby. I looked it up, but they kinda seem to be right outside of town, like the dude’s avoiding it or something. I guess that girl from the Washington High soccer team got killed, too. It’s sort of scary.”

“That’s a shame.” was all he said in response.

Eventually, you pulled up to another house. It was absolutely destroyed, but you trusted him anyway. Stupidly. The two fo you walked in, and walked down to its basement. You knew Noah really dug these abandoned places, and you did, too, but the basement was full of rusted weapons, ropes, a table in the middle with restraints. It hadn’t clicked just yet.

“Noah, I don’t think I’m really fe-“ you turned around and were he was, gun in hand, pointe dat you, “What are you doing?”

“Get in the chair, and don’t scream.” he demanded. His whole personality changed. He was dominant, and his voice was heavier. You complied. He tied you tightly to it.

“So it’s you then?” you asked, weirdly calm. 

“Shut the hell up, Y/N.” and you did. You looked around you as he walked into another room. Looking to your right you noticed a shelf full of random things, mostly girl’s clothes and rings. Until you recognized one of them. A brown sweater with a tear in the shoulder, folded neatly on he bottom. Your heart stopped.

That was Elaine’s. And you had cut the shoulder open by accident after the two of you were messing around.

“Elaine?” you whispered, “You killed Elaine, didn’t you? She didn’t kill herself, you did! This whole time you faked it? You killed her and I mourned her and you pretended to feel with me? You killed her?” It was now that you fully processed what was happening. Your mind was racing, your heart was pounding, and all you could think about was the amount of clothes up on that shelf, and the fact that you were about to die. The items on the shelf far exceeded the numbers on the news. 

“I said shut the hell up, Y/N” he screamed, hitting you across the face with something solid, which knocked you out quickly, but not for long. The dizziness and pain when you woke up two minutes later was almost unbearable, and you had to re-process what was happening to you all over again.

Until your phone rang from the other side of the room. He must’ve taken it while you were out, and the ringtone was specialized to let you know that it was Spencer who was calling. 

“If I don’t answer it he’ll know. He’ll track everything from before I got here.” you said. Noah shot you a look, but promptly brought the phone to you. 

“Say anything, and I’ll make it painful.” he held a gun to you again, and your heart rate went up. He slide the phone open.

“Y/N?” you’d never been happier to hear your brother’s voice, “Where are you? I told you to stay home, and you’re not here.”

“Sorry,” your voice wavered slightly, “I just really missed Elaine Richards. I went to Southwoods Cemetery to visit her.”

Spencer sighed, “Please get back here as soon as possible, Y/N.” and he hung up. You prayed he picked something up.

()()()()()()

Spencer knew as soon as you spoke that something was wrong. Firstly, you’d never referred to your friend by first and last name, and Spencer actually hadn’t really known her last name until now, and secondly, Elaine wasn’t buried at Southwoods Cemetery. She was buried in the complete opposite direction, actually, at Rose Hill. He couldn’t pinpoint why you would say Southwoods, and why you would talk about Elaine, but he completely forgot about his case, and sped back to the BAU. 

The team knew instantly hat something wasn’t right when Spencer came back to the office. He couldn’t pay attention to the case evidence enough to put it together, and wasn’t staying on track.

“Reid, what’s going on?” Hotch asked him.  Spencer shook his head.

“Something’s not right.” he said, “Y/N went out earlier, but something’s not adding up.”

“I’m sure she’s alright, kid, teenagers go out all the time.” Morgan joked.

“No, no, really. I understand how the teenage mind develops, and how their brains develop. I know that rebellion is primarily a process that teens go through almost as a way to reject a “child” identity. I know that. But this wasn’t that. I told her not to go out, but she did anyway.” he rambled.

“Spence, kids do that.” JJ reassured.

“No, it’s not right. When I called to ask where she was, she would’ve lied. She wouldn’t have known I was home. She said she was visiting her friend’s grave, but she used her full name and said the wrong cemetery, her voice wavered, but nervously, not in a way that expresses sadness. If she had snuck out, she wouldn’t tell me she went there, and especially get the cemetery wrong when she’s been going to Rose Hill practically religiously. Southwoods is in an area she barely ever goes to.” he explained. Then his eyes grew a bit, “Garcia, can you trace her call?”

“I can try.” she said, rushing back to her computers, the team close behind. They knew not to question Spence, most of the time he was right. They all sat there for about three minutes before Garcia spoke up again, “That’s weird.”

“What?” Prentiss spoke up.

“Reid, her phone pinged off of like, twelve different towers in the two minutes you called her. I can’t track a location for the last hour.” she turned to him, concerned. The team all looked at each other worriedly. 

“We’ll have to split up, we’ve still go a case and this is off protocol.” Hotch broke the silence, bearer of bad news.

“No, actually, I think it’s the same case.” Spencer sighed. He looked up at them, “She fits the UnSub’s type.”

“You can’t be a part of this then, Spencer.” Hotch replied, which caused him to whip around, “It’s personal now. You’re  victim.”

“There’s no say in this.” Spencer had never defied Hotch’s authority before, but his sister was missing, “What do we have so far?”

“Well, we know he’s a sadist, white male, probably in his 30’s. He’d be social, fit in with a crowd. Probably good with the ladies, which means he sticks out, but not too much.” Prentiss relayed. Spencer thought for a moment. Who would you know that fit that profile at all. This UnSub seemed to make a connection with these girls beforehand. The team thought that maybe the victims were a surrogate to a daughter, or a sister.

“I don’t know how this related to Elaine and Southwoods. Southwoods is an hour and a half away, I had only been gone for about an hour, so she couldn’t have made it there yet.”

“Reid, who is Elaine?” Morgan asked.

“Elaine Richards. She was a friend of Y/N’s who died about a year ago. She committed suicide.”  Spencer explained. They were all silent for a moment.

“Garcia, can you bring up a picture of Elaine?” JJ asked. The analyst nodded and did so quickly, showing a picture of a brown hair, brown eyed, thin girl. It was saddening, really. They’re always too young. But JJ had confirmed her thought, “Spence, what if it wasn’t a suicide?” 

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“She fits his victim ideal, the hair, the eyes. Her file says she was smart, she had friends. They interviewed an ex boyfriend, her father, so on.” JJ explained, “What if Y/N stumbled onto something she shouldn’t have? Maybe Elaine was one of his victims staged as a suicide. The profile says he became active a few weeks ago, but what if it’s been a year? Maybe he’s been testing things out until he finally got something he liked.” 

“Garcia, bring up Elaine’s autopsy report. Is there anything about anything that matches up with his current MO?” Spencer asked, “Elaine was found at the basin of a bridge within the water. It was written that she had jumped off.” 

“Uhh,” she hesitated, “I’m not seeing anything. . . Wait. Yes, yes there is. The UnSub usually cuts three lines on their necks, right? Elaine had them, too, but there was loads of glass under her, so it was written off that she’d been cut when she reached the ground.” 

“This means he’s been at it for at least a year, then. The profile is wrong. This changes everything.” Prentiss sighed. Spencer still couldn’t pinpoint who you would’ve trusted enough that fit the rest of the profile, until it hit him. Noah.

“I knew there was something wrong with that boy.” Spencer said aloud, “Y/N’s boyfriend, Noah. He fits every part of the profile. We got the age wrong, he’s a teenager. He knew Elaine, too.”

“Noah’s the name of the ex boyfriend they interviewed.” Garcia stated. “Noah Allen.” 

“That’s him.” Spencer said, “What do we know about him?”

“Well, his parents are divorced, his mother lives somewhere in California while his father- oh geez. His father has a history of abuse towards his second ex-wife, who,” she stopped, “this poor kid. His second ex wife committed suicide after trying to file multiple reports of abuse towards her and Noah about three years ago. His father was finally convicted a year ago and sentenced to life in prison.” 

“That must’ve been the trigger. He blames her for his father being sent away.” Hotch said.

“But why would he be angry? Wouldn’t he be happy to see his abuser in prison?” Garcia asked.

“He’s lived with his father his whole life. Most likely he’d developed some kind of Stockholm Syndrome or was manipulated into thinking that’s how life was. He thinks his father can do no wrong.” Morgan said.

“But what’s this have to do with Southwoods? She wouldn’t have made it that far, and something tells me they were already at their destination.” JJ asked.

“Who owns Southwoods?” Spencer asked.

“Let me see. . . The Burke Family. They also own funeral homes.” Garcia said.

“Do they own any other cemeteries?” 

“Yes, one, Marshall Fields Cemetery. It’s in a more secluded area. It was considered completely full a few months ago.” she replied.

“Garcia, are there any properties around there that Noah’s family would’ve owned? Even a family friend?” Morgan jumped in.

“His uncle owned a house about a mile and a half up the road. It’s the only house in a two mile radius. It was foreclosed a few years ago and hasn’t been bought or even kept up since.” she said, “I’m sending you the address now.” 

“Let’s go.” Hotch demanded. The team ran to the garage and jumped into the SUV’s, but Hotch stopped Spencer beforehand, “You know you could get in trouble for this. This case is too personal.”

‘“I really don’t even care.” Spencer answered, quite informally. Hotchner sighed, and let him go.

()()()()()() 

It’d been a few hours by this point. You were beaten up, bloody, concussed probably. Noah had used a whole slew of different objects to torture you, pipes, knives, anything he could find. You could barely stay awake, but he wouldn’t let you fall asleep.

“I’m not going to let you die, yet.” he said with a twisted smile, “That ruins all the fun.” 

“They’ll come for you.” you replied faintly, blood dripping from your mouth. He yanked your head back by your hair, which caused a deafening wail from the bottom of your throat.

“They won’t find me. If they could, they would’ve by now.” he giggled. He tightened your wrists until you almost couldn’t feel your hands. Your shoulders were sore from being tied behind your back, but that didn’t amount to the pain in the rest of your body. You bleeding out practically everywhere, you could feel the start of every bruise forming, your head spun and pounded, and you were convinced you had a few broken ribs at least. 

“W-why?” you huffed out with tears.

“Why? Why? I’ll tell you why. I spent my whole life looking up to my father, but it’s women like you who ruin men’s lives. And for what? For attention? For power? You’ll never be on the same playing field, but the system is so messed up that it threw my father in prison for something that wasn’t his fault. He didn’t make Brenda kill herself, she did that on her own. And her reasoning? How she cried about him abusing us?” he let out a posh laugh, “That’s just how the world is. She should’ve known her place like I knew mine. And should’ve never spoken for me.” 

“Why me?” your face twisted in pain as you spoke, but if you were going to die, you at east had to know.

“I just told you!” he slapped you, causing you to sob, “It’s stupid women like you, Y/N. You just exist to ruin lives, and I’m going to stop you before you start.” 

But the door upstairs burst open just then, causing him to look. You smiled mischieviously, “They’re here. You better let them get to you before I do.” you threatened. It was an empty threat of course, given your state, but you felt so much rage that you honestly thought you might’ve killed him, too, which scared you.

“Noah Allen, FBI!” you recognized Emily’s voice, and it was like music to your ears. 

Noah had moved towards you and covered your mouth, holding a gun to your head, waiting for them to come down stairs. You watched frantically as you saw JJ and Morgan step carefully down.

“Noah, drop your weapon.” JJ demanded. At this point, Spencer, Hotch, and Prentiss joined them after hearing JJ speak. Spencer’s expression was horrified, and angry. 

“Death is an honor, you know.” Noah taunted as he pulled your head slightly back. 

“Noah, you don’t have to do this. If you cooperate, we can lessen your sentence, and we can negotiate a deal for your father.” Hotch said. Noah’s head turned slightly.

“That’s not how the system works and you know it. You’re lying!” he yelled.

“That’s not how the system works for civilians. I’m the Unit Chief of the Behavioral Analysis Unit of the FBI. I can pull some strings, but only if you let her go.” he said. Spencer was surprised, Hotch never really used lying as a coercion, but he understood that all this boy wanted was his father to be free, and that he wasn’t a rational thinker. He’d fall for it.

“Swear? Swear on God?” Noah asked.

“Yes, Noah, I swear on God.” Hotch said. The boy lowered his weapon and came closer, but was startled when Morgan quickly, and not so kindly cuffed him.

“What? What are you doing?” he yelled out.

“Noah Allen, you are under arrest for multiple counts of murder. You have the right to remain silent and refuse to answer quest-“

“What the hell! You lied! I’ll kill you for ly-“

“Anything you say may be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to consult an attorney before speaking to the police and to have an attorney present during questioning now or in the future.” and with that Morgan walked him out with a few other backup, while the rest of the BAU rushed towards you.

“Y/N? Are you okay? Can you hear me? What hurts?” Spencer asked questions at about a mile a minute, but you ignored them.

“I g-guess,” you painfully said, “I guess this is that part where you say ‘I told you so.’ huh?” 

“Y/N, I don’t care about that.” he said, holding your face trying to check for any signs of concussions, that were definitely there, while Prentiss and JJ worked on getting you untied. One you were, you tried to stand up, stupidly.

“Woah, woah, woah,” Hotch said as you almost fell and hit the floor, “take it easy.”

You had your arm wrapped around Spencer while JJ had her hand pressed on your upper back and above your chest to keep you balanced.

“Heh, so humble.” were your last words before blacking out.

“A medic! Somebody get a medic, goddammit!” Spencer yelled, as he and JJ slowly followed you to the door, “Y/N? Stay awake.” 

()()()()()()

You woke up with bright white lines shining in your eyes. Confused you tried to sit up, but painfully failed.

“Y/N? Wait, Y/N, no, no, no, no, no, lay down.” you heard Morgan’s voice and felt him slowly and gently push you back down to the pillow, “How you feeling, kiddo?”

“Like sunshine.” you mumbled sarcastically. You heard Spencer chuckle, “I’m sorry. You were right.”

“Y/N, it doesn’t matter. I’m just glad you’re safe now.” he said. His face dropped, “Y/N, I’m honestly impressed by the hints you gave us. It was clever, and you just saved a bunch of lives.”

“They’re going to have to question you soon. They don’t care what condition you’re in.” Morgan stated.

“I don’t even really remember.” you whispered, eyes closing from exhaustion. 

“They’ll do a cognitive interview with you, then. It won’t be fun. But for now, get some rest.” Spencer knew that it didn’t matter what he said anyway, because you were already half way asleep. He was glad that you were falling asleep on your own accord, rather than from being knocked out or drugged up, and smiled at you. He swore then to do better at keeping you safe, and also not to underestimate you, either. How you knew that he would pick up on something as simple as a last name and a cemetery chain was beyond him, but it made him realize that you were actually much smarter than you ever let off. He patted your head gently, before falling asleep in a chair near your bed. 

[wendibird]

SPN 15X17 Observations

Well, watching this week went pretty smoothly (and I was actually able to get my little bluetooth keyboard thing to talk to my tablet so I was able to watch on my big TV screen and type up notes fairly easily. :) 

And just to clarify, sometimes my notes as I took them were VERY brief, and in some cases I’ve gone back and added in a few details or explanations to make clear what I meant by what at the time. 

I’ve also come to the conclusion that I don’t always remember to take notes, especially if Important Things are happening. (Do people even like the notes section? Or would you just prefer reading my odd takes on everything after the fact?) 

Anyway, here’s what I have for 15X17 “Unity”. Well, I do have more thoughts drifting around, but I’m always concerned that I’m going on too long as it is. *LOL*  (Under the cut for length and spoiler aversion)

Okay, going in I’ve heard rumors that this is a “Sam Heavy” episode, so we’ll see. *fingers crossed* 

- wow, is Chuck starting in on this world already?

- Silent treatment.

- I wonder if she’s guessed.

- fuck you Dean!

(but I’m not surprised. it just confirms what I’d already suspected about how Dean really feels about Jack.)

Commercial Thoughts:

Yeah, so, I’m firmly in Sam and Cas’ camp here. Jack may not be family to Dean, but he is to them. He’s their Son. 

I also think that though he hasn’t talked about it, Sam regrets his part in the Drama Coffin plan involving Jack last season. Think it’s one of those cases where he realized too late he was on the wrong side, and he doesn’t want to be there again.

As for Dean… I get that he wants to see the people he cares most about make it out of this. (Sam and Cas.) And I get he’s doing the tunnel vision thing. I think he knows that Sam’s right but he won’t let himself admit it.

- Wow….. The fanangels are kinda creepy.

- They’ve lost all their nuance with Chuck. Or my theory is right and Chuck has actually shifted darkside.

- Oh wow…. Amara is really going to bat here.

Commercial Thoughts:

Still not sure how much she’s (Amara) really guessed. She’s acting as though the whole “trapping him” idea is still a go, but what she’d said to Dean, as pointedly as she did, it seemed like maybe she suspected what was really going on and was still trying to give him the option to go a different way.

And even if this is Chuck having shifted dark, it could still be written with more nuance than this crappy villain schtick.

I mean, even in S11 when he’s all but given up on humanity and existence and was going to let Amara win, it was written with there being a depth to him about it.

- Don’t know if Dean’s trying to convince himself that he doesn’t care as deeply to make this easier or what.

- HOw is ADAM still alive?! And she’s an angel?

- Interesting behavior for an angel. *LOL*

- “Then he moved on to our sons.” Hints of Cain and Abel?

- Okay, so the angel kept him alive. (Sure, I can buy that.) 

- Pretty Crystals!

- He’s (Dean) heard those lines before. And Dean’s feeling uneasy about it.

- Amethyst! (Sorry, always had a thing for Amethyst and it’s my birthstone)

- (oh, okay, all of them)

- Ewww….. Open heart surgery

- Rib!

- Dean doesn’t like being rail-roaded.

- Talk time.

- I don’t like this…… (Jack using the rib and starting the suicide-bomb process.) 

Commercial Thoughts:

Okay, so, what Dean said, I’m glad he said it. And I have been getting hints of that feeling from him the whole season, about feeling disconnected because of what they found out about Chuck and their lives. I just… I still think he’s willfully blinding himself to what’s really going on. That even this version of “Free Will” is a script that he’s following. (Well, I think he’s starting to have misgivings about that.)

- Uh-oh! Ideas! 

- I love two researching nerds!

- Were we supposed to understand the Latin? *LOL* I caught “Mortem” in there a few times.

- Yey door!

- “your internal compass is functioning perfectly”

- I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!

- Who dat?

- Dead someone or other

- W section.

- Reapers maybe?

- Who’s thinning the ranks?

- Empty!Meg!

- Sam is good! (At bluffing the hell out of an ancient cosmic being.) 

- IT’S A LITTLE LATE TO STOP IT!!!!

Commercial Thoughts:

*FREAKING OUT!!!*

Jack already started it! OG!Adam said that once started the reaction couldn’t be stopped.

Okay, deeper thoughts. Everyone’s playing chess. Still. The game is just bigger.

OG!Adam wants God dead because of stuff that happened. And Billy is following his plan? (Did I get that right?) The plan will make Billy the next God. (Not surprised there honestly.) Her world will be a lot more “orderly” no doubt.

The Empty just wants to sleep. (Honestly, can relate.) 

But everyone’s just using them all as gamepieces again. Dean’s getting that feel from things OG!Adam and Whatserfaceangel said. Sam knows now too. They’re still stuck in someone else’s story. They’re still not gaining true “Free Will”. I’m hoping that the route they take will actually get them off this train track.

- DUDE - WHAT (was in reference to Dean pulling a gun on Sam)

- Go Sam! He’s not letting this one go. (Referring to my feelings on Sam feeling bad about Jack and the Drama Coffin thing from way before, and him NOT settling for Dean’s plan this time, him sticking to his guns and saying what he feels and taking action.) 

- Chuck played her (Amara) too.

- Not again! (Oh Jack, will this forever be your fate?)

- FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

Holy shit! That episode!

Okay, it actually did a good job of wrapping up a lot of ideas. Like, big-picture ideas that have been themes throughout the run of the show. 

Also, apparently this was the only world where Cas and the Winchesters broke the mold? Didn’t play by their roles?

Also, minor point but it made me happy: Chuck pointed out how it’s Sam who needed to find things out. Sam who kept digging. I made mention of it last episode how Billy kept going to Dean, because he was easier for her to manipulate. But Sam asks more questions. I think part of it is what Cas said about his internal compass. I think another part is his experiences. He’s been the brunt of the cosmic plot-lines a LOT of the time. So he does keep asking questions because of all the times he hadn’t and things went badly. (Like end of S4 with killing Lilith.) 

And let me be clear, it’s not that I think Dean is dumb. He isn’t. And he and Sam both make decisions a lot based on their feelings. (Sometimes it’s all you have to go on.) But he’s shown a tendency in the past several years especially to be more likely to make them based on anger. And he doesn’t get called on it often. And I don’t know if this is TOO meta (is that even a thing with this show anymore? *LMAO*) but I feel like part of that is written into the script. Of their world. Even when Dean’s wrong he’s often proven “right” by the narrative. He very rarely is made to face up to his mistakes. (Not saying he never is. But it definitely doesn’t seem to happen as often.) And I’m wondering, is that because up till now, he was Chuck’s favorite? We saw that Chuck can manipulate a LOT of things. And events, and even some people. 

How often have we noticed and commented on how the Narrative backs Dean up so much of the time, even when he might be in the wrong? Or even just questionable? Or morally grey? How much of that is possibly now supposed to be due to Chuck’s meddling? Because I’ve also seen it mentioned (and have also noticed) that although Sam winds up the “wrong one” a lot via the narrative, he’s actually HAD to learn and grow because of that. But because Dean is rarely shown as wrong, he hasn’t had to, and his character has stagnated a lot in the last several seasons. Of course, in reality, that’s due to the writing/show-running/powers-that-be making those decisions, but in-show could it possibly be something to do with Chuck? Maybe at first because he liked Dean more? But as time grew on, and he kept trying to set up his Cain and Abel plot with them, maybe it was to reinforce Dean’s self-image that he’s Right? 

And also by contrast, we had the end of last season where so many of Sam’s decisions which had been made with best intentions and best information/resources at the time wound up blowing-up in his face. As if to say "Ha-HAH! That's what you get for thinking you could lead people! That's what you get for thinking you could save Jack! That's what you get for thinking someone like Nick could be redeemed! That's what you get for talking your brother out of the Drama-Coffin plan!" It felt like it was specifically intended to make him severely doubt his own judgement. And it worked. After all that shit went down, one thing after another, culminating with their mother's death, he didn't trust himself. He didn't believe in himself. So he put all his trust in Dean. And Dean was full of RAGE. (I don't blame him. His Mom has been a keystone of his life, even when she wasn't there.) But Sam didn't give the objections he normally would have to Dean's plan to box-up Jack. Even though it was CLEAR how much he didn't like it. How wrong it felt to him.

Basically, what I’m trying to say is, I think Chuck has been nudging and manipulating a LOT of things in order to get the Winchesters to behave how he wants them to. 

IDK. My head is hurting from some of these meta thoughts. *LOL*

SO! Back to what happened in the actual episode.

I thought the format was interesting, focusing in on the different POV characters for their spans of the story until it all came together. (Wondering if this is going to continue into the next episode…) 

I liked that we got a lot of reveals about what is (possibly) really going on, in regards to the grand schemas. Because there are several at play here. But now we're at least getting glimpses of them. 

Even though we didn't see Billy, I thought the reveal about her plans were interesting, but definitely fit with her character as established so far. I know a lot of people are saying she's gotten drunk with her power or she's "turning evil" but I don't think that's the case. It's true that she hasn't told them everything about her plans, but that's because she's also using them as pieces in her game. But her goal is the same as it's always been since we first met her. She has ALWAYS been about the Natural Order. She never liked how the Winchesters (or anyone else) flaunted death again and again. So once she's in charge? Everyone and everything goes where they belong. The demons stay in hell, the angels stay in heaven, souls go where they're meant to, people from other universes go back (even if there's no universe to go back TO. Tough shit, they'd be dead anyway according to her) and those who have already died and been resurrected? They go back to wherever they should be. (At least, I THINK that was the implication made, with Sam asking Dean if he'd be willing to trade HIM to take-out Chuck. Sam was definitely realizing a LOT when Empty!Meg told him what Billy's plan was.) 

This isn't her turning Evil like has been done with Chuck. It's more, her becoming a more extreme version of what she already was. When she got her promotion, she found out a LOT more things. Including this option of events for taking Chuck out and putting things back to how they belong. And it even started with Dean's aborted Drama Coffin plan. Which eventually fails, because Sam, but it then leads to Jack sacrificing his soul to take out AU Michael, which eventually leads to Mary's Death and Chuck's opportunity to manipulate things more and so on and so forth until we wind up here. 

(Also, just wanna say, absolutely LOVED Rachel as the Empty again!) 

And also, having just watched that scene again, can I just say again how awesome Sam is? He straight-up told the Empty that even if he WAS lying, their best bet is to let him go with the book. And it couldn't really argue with that because he was right! (Well, if it had killed him then and there, Dean probably wouldn't have known right away and probably would have been able to carry out the plan. So there is that. Buuuuut none of them knew that either at the time.) 

And in general, I love how Sam just would NOT give up. This is the Sam Winchester I've come to love. He could feel in his bones that this plan was wrong so he was doing everything he could to not only stop it, but to find some other way to get what they truly wanted. 

I also loved his and Cas' interactions. They were supportive of each other and both were trying to find a way to save their son. (Dean has officially forfeited his Dad-Card in my book. Hell, in his book too.) Also, I remember hearing someone from production, or who was maybe on set or something mentioning something about the Holy Grail in this episode? Well, in that scene where Sam and Cas are looking through those old crates and trunks and boxes, when Cas finds the key Sam is holding this really old looking chalice. Wonder if that's supposed to be what that is. *LOL* I mean, the Spear of Destiny (or at least, the head of the spear) was there in the Bunker, so why not I guess? *LOL*

We didn't get a lot of Sam and Jack interaction, but I liked what little we had. Sam made it clear to Jack that he wants to save him. (I'm really hoping we get SOMETHING more of them in the next episode or two but... yeah. Not a lot of time left.) 

I could go on for some length about my feelings on Dean and how he's been this season. But I don't want this to turn into a fully anti-Dean rant. I will say though that I'd definitely gotten the impression before this that Dean has different categories of people he cares about, and in his mind, he also has them ranked according to how expendable they are. And I'm not just talking about Jack here, though he is a major part of it. But at the end of the episode when he and Sam are having it out, Dean says he's basically willing to sacrifice EVERYONE to get what he wants. 

(I don't think he's actually willing to sacrifice Sam for it though. And yes, I know, he was waving a gun in Sam's face. But I don't believe for a moment he had any intention of killing his brother. Not when Sam asking point blanc if Dean is willing to trade him for killing Chuck, and that seems to be what causes Dean to start listening to what Sam's saying. Also, in the past, Dean hasn't been above threatening people to get what he wants. Like with Kaia. Also in S8's "Trail and Error" when he and Sam were talking about taking out the hellhound, Dean pretty much said if Sam even tries to get close to it, Dean would shoot him in the leg. Now, we never got to see if he actually would have or not, but regardless, it was a case of Dean being willing to hurt Sam a little in order to protect him from something he saw as a bigger threat. In that case it had been taking on the trials. In this case, it would have been to win their shot at freedom. At least in Dean's mind. Not saying I approve! Just, I think that's where his mindset was.) 

And this is a far cry from the Dean who, just a few years ago was willing to be a kamikaze bomb in order to save the world. And yes, Dean has mentioned "Saving the world" this season too. And I'm sure he means that too. But when he was at his most emotional, what he was talking about wasn't saving the world and everyone in it. It was freeing him and Sam from being Chuck's entertainment. And he's willing to sacrifice nearly anyone to accomplish that. At least, he was up til now. I hope that they're going to give him a change of heart before the end because I really REALLY would like the show to end with me not despising Dean and what he's become. Yes, I'm a Sam-girl, but I do care about Dean too. 

Also, I feel bad for Amara and what wound up happening with her. Like many other characters, she fell victim to Chuck's manipulations, and now I'm guessing he's even stronger than before. But also, Chuck wasn't the only one manipulating her. And maybe if they, (Dean especially, since she had a soft-spot for him) had actually been trying to find another way earlier, she wouldn't have fallen to despair when finding out the truth. 

Aaaaaanyway, I think I've rambled enough about this episode as it is. Thank you to whoever actually bothers to read all of this. *LOL*

[ikeservant]

Hello hope you are doing well!!! Can I ask for hc for Kenshin, Ieyasu, and Hideyoshi (or anyone else you want) discovering that MC is a hardcore otaku who thirsts over anime/otome boys😂😂? Maybe Sasuke gotta help explain to the warlords what even anime/otome is XD Thank you all the time I love your stuff!!!

Ahh thank you so much!I love this prompt lol! I’m dummy weak thinking about a bunch of 1500s warlords finding out in the future that people write headcanons/fanfics/fanart of them dream about fictional dudes. I’m people 😂. Also put what genre/type of anime they’d be into if they were able to be introduced to anime and manga.

Kenshin: Probably thought that Sasuke and MC were siblings because of her using similar weird words and fangirling during the weirdest times. Sasuke would explain to him how from their time that stories and tales were widespread and had vivid illustrations that people would gather around and develop a fanbase. Would be very confused to see keychains and anime merch from MC’s bag from the future. When he asked why there were decorations of 2D men, MC excitedly explained how they were all “best boys” and tell their stories and tales, meanwhile Kenshin was glaring daggers at these fictional men that pose a threat. “Kenshin your yandere side is showing. You are the bestest boy and you’re the only one I want to wifey up.” He’ll have to ask Sasuke what half of that sentence meant, but he was pleased that he was the 3D man that she chose. If MC could bring back some manga/anime for Kenshin, he’d be in love with any war/gore and action based ones. Not necessarily for characters but how cool the action and fight scenes are and wants to try them out with Sasuke (run Sasuke).

Ieyasu: Was very confused when they first met and MC was very eager and pushy to get to know him better. “Why are you following me, you weakling?” “I know you’re a tsundere. You’re hard on the outside but gooey on the inside. I’ve played so many routes with tsunderes that I shall uncover you in no time. Just like the simulations!” *cue Ieyasu thinking MC is absolutely insane and going the complete opposite direction*. Eventually MC grew on him and he did end up softening up and falling in love (JUST LIKE THE SIMULATIONS! SCORE FOR MC). Would find a lot of the terminology MC uses weird but still made him want to learn what it meant.  Did not know what “I ship it” meant when MC chuckled that when he started complaining about Mitsunari, but rest assured will gag when he finds out. Startles MC when they’re laying in bed and he says “I.. ship us.” awkwardly trying to use her weeb terminology, earning a kiss for this cute tsundere 😉. If MC could bring back some manga/anime, he’d be very intrigued with complex characters and plots that have both dark and light elements and have an overall empowering message. Relates to characters that have a tragic backstory but endure and grow stronger and roots for them in the end. (Might imagine MC as the love interest but don’t tell MC that)

Hideyoshi: Now the first thing coming out of MC’s mouth when he decided to trust her and smile at MC while offering to be friends and help carry the vase she was carrying was “A-am I witnessing gap moe in real life?” with a look of utter awe. This confused the heck out of him, “M-my name’s Hideyoshi. Who’s Gap-Moe?” Eventually would get used to the random terminology, although very confused. When he saw the anime themed keychains and wallet in MC’s purse and asked about it, he should’ve prepared tea because that was a looong lecture that he understood nothing of but found it adorable how excited MC was talking about it. “Wait so what are fangirls?” “You know those girls in town that rush to you and gush over you? Those are fangirls. My fangirl group just goes after fictional guys.”, making him confused even more while also lowkey wishing MC was his fangirl and wondering if he is a fanboy for MC (spoiler alert: he IS. And he’s a fanboy for Nobunga). Made him realize how much MC made his kokoro go doki doki (this is the most otaku trash phrase I’ve ever said). If MC could bring manga/anime, he’d love anime where good trumps evil and heroes defeat villains because he loves imagining defeating injustice and having a happy ending for Japan while defeating the cruel enemies and rivals around Nobunga. Also loves emotional/heart wrenching love story manga and anime that make you cry and get hit hard in the feels with the characters b/c he’s such a romantic with a big heart. Would hug the hell out of MC after finishing of any of those types of series while saying that he will always love her‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚

Bonuses b/c I thought they’d be fun:

Shingen: Literally finds anything about MC fascinating, and the fact that they’re passionate about fictional stories and are so emotionally touched by them made him love that MC had a big heart, even for fictional characters. Gets a lil jealous when MC starts fawning over specific fictional dudes. When MC and Shingen are a couple and she starts talking about one of her fictional baes he’d probably literally sweep her off her feet and say something cheesy like “But can he do this” and swoop in for dat kiss. Would probably find his own meaning in the terminology and use it. “This is my waifu, my goddess, I am her biggest fanboy.” is how he’d probably introduce MC as (swoon). If MC could bring manga/anime, he’d be a hardcore sucker for romance anime and would reenact many of the romantic scenes, even the confession scenes. “Shingen we’re married. This is the 45th time you’ve confessed to me.” “But not like from this anime (´•ω•̥`). Would also like detective/mystery series bc he likes unraveling mysteries and plays behind the scenes.

Yukimura: “Not another Sasuke-speaker.” Would be hanging out with MC and Sasuke and listening to the weird terminologies. Would also probably make fun of MC at first for her fantasizing about fictional men and having merch of them saying “Is that cuz you can’t get a real life man?” (cue the heated arguing). Would eventually be intrigued by some of the story plots MC tells him and would eventually fall for her nerdiness and everything. Would ask Sasuke for help on coming up how to confess to MC like in the anime and otome games she talks about (A for effort, my boy). Would be a blushy puddle but puff his chest out if MC fangirled over him. If MC could bring anime and manga, he’d freaking LOVE superhero anime bc he just wants to save everyone and do whats right and he just looks like the type of dude that loves superheroes and superpowers and gets pumped when the hero defeats the bad guy.

Mitsuhide: Would be curious about these strange, foreign words MC says, even though its just fangirl lingo from 500 years in the future. Would probably tease MC if they had any keychains or small merch of anime characters. “Why have a pocket-sized man to love if there’s a full sized one right here.” 😉. Would find it very creative that there’s so many diverse stories and characters. Loves when MC gets excited talking about story plots, gets a lil jealous and tries steering the topic away from thirsting over the dudes. Would probably confess his feelings by saying “Is there a real life story about a kitsune falling for a foolish mouse and they become lovers for eternity?” “Not that I know of.” “Want to make that story happen?”. Would love speaking modern slang and otaku terms with MC because its like their own little love language and it also pisses Hideyoshi off since he doesn’t understand wtf they’re saying. If MC brought manga/anime, would love psychological based horror, seeing how characters react to scary situations and what’s the mental breaking point to madness, or plots with mind games and outwitting opponents bc he’s all about that big brain and likes seeing characters creatively outsmart enemies. Likes characters that are morally gray/antihero that do good but do so in unorthodox ways bc he relates to them (and is secretly smug if MC says they need more love bc it feels like she’s saying that about him too). Likes stories w/ bittersweet endings because he likes seeing the beauty in things while acknowledging the harshness and cruelty of life as well.

[aritamargarita]

Hi I was wondering when you have time, could do a Finn Balor x Male Reader fic where Finn breaks up with the reader but after seeing Adam Cole flirt with the reader, he decides to get the reader back? Sorry if it's a lot. Also, I'm loving your Attitude Era fic ❤

yesssss id love to. i loveeee adam & finn.

this absolutely wasn’t a lot at all i like this rq. . i really hope you enjoy, also thank you for reading attitude :)!

even more rq’s on da way.

this is 1/2 jealousy related requests, i like dat.

this is kinda short this go around but im really trying to finish everything lol

This was the worst day of your life. Nothing, absolutely nothing could top it.

“[Y/N], are you hiding something from me?” Your boyfriend Finn asked, and you were taken aback.

“No, why?” You ask in confusion.

“You’ve been acting weird lately. I just feel like you’re kinda not being truthful.” Finn mentioned, and you waved him off. He was probably imagining stuff, but he didn’t let it go. He just didn’t seem to believe you and you were growing annoyed by him because of that. What was up with him?

It was random and out of the blue, but it was a given, you had already been in a relationship for about 3 months already, and when you researched some things, you noted that ‘the third month is the most prone to a rough patch for a couple.’

What also had happened was that disagreement led into an argument. It had also directly led to your break-up with ease.

Today, Finn, who was now known as your ex-boyfriend, has broken up with you. You just knew you were going to be out of it for the rest of the night. After that small disagreement, you thought everything would be okay. But apparently not since he had texted you 5 minutes ago with a ‘This isn’t going to work out, so I need some time to think.’

It was stupid and unneeded. This whole thing didn’t even have to happen in the first place. Finn was just acting insecure and immature. But not only that, you probably should have sat down and talked it through with him.

You were so out of it backstage, that you hadn’t even noticed someone come towards you.

“Hey. You alright? You seem outta it.”

You look towards them, and see that it’s Adam Cole. At least it was him. He was really nice to you, and yet you had no clue he was truly pining after you. Your uneasy smile spread onto your face, and he seemed to notice your nervousness, but he said nothing about it.

“Well, yeah. I guess. Today’s not my day.” You inform, and he raised an eyebrow. “What I mean is..well, Finn broke up with me.” You answer. “Sorry if it’s too much information, but honestly? I trust you enough to tell and to not spread gossip.”

Adam’s face seemed to light up on the spot, it would have seemed quite rude, but he was over the moon to hear that. Maybe he finally had a chance with you.

“Really? You trust me?” He asked, but then he immediately had sympathy for you. “I’m sorry to hear. Listen, why don’t we hang around today? Get your mind off of it or something.” He offers, and you nod.

Unknown to the both of you, Finn had heard every word. He didn’t like it one bit. It was a childish thing to do, feeling jealous over ‘friendly’ interaction, but he felt that there was a line to be drawn somewhere. Adam was his competition and it is what it is at the end of the day. However, he felt like he was doing it on purpose at this rate.

Which was half true, half fake.

Breaking up with you was a complete mistake, he had learned. He took some time to reflect and realized that in order for this relationship to thrive and work out, he’d have to believe you had loyalty within you.

Sure, it sounded kinda tacky and cheesy, but that’s just how relationships work. This was amplified to be 100x worse because you two were on the same show. The fact you had to see one another constantly was a mess.

Day after day, you and Adam were actively talking and hooking up. Adam usually would brush past you, just to touch you. And while there was nothing wrong with that, you were slowly realizing that he liked you. You did not want to string him along when you still had feelings for Finn.

Speaking of him, he could not stand it when he heard you two laughing in catering one day. What the hell was so funny anyway? It pissed him off, and so he ended up walking towards you two and spoke up.

“Hey, [Y/N].” He greets, and your laughter halts before turning around. Adam narrows his eyes at Finn. While he respected him, he was wary of him being around you because of that whole break-up fiasco. “Can we...talk?”

You looked at Adam, and he looked at you. The both of you had straight up confusion on your faces, but you slowly nod. Hesitating, Adam then left to give you two some privacy.

“Finn.”

“[Y/N].”

You two stared each other down, and you couldn't help but feel slightly bitter.

“I'm sorry.” He began, rubbing his head. “I don't know what I was thinking, and I let my emotions really get the best of me.”

“I'm shocked you apologized.” You admit, and he sighs in response. “At this rate I thought we were never going to patch things up.”

Finn shrugs. “Spur of the moment, I guess. I want to date you again. I’ll keep my emotions in check this time.”

“Okay. Then let’s do that.” You agreed, but it seemed like you figured out something.

You walked a little closer to him and stared at him with a smug expression. “I hope I’m not assuming here, but were you jealous? Maybe even a little? The way you stormed up to us…..”

Finn’s eyes widened and he shook his head. “No! I-I was just saying because I know it probably really hurt your feelings.”

You smile, shaking your head.

“It did. Are you going to make it up to me?”

His nervousness came down as he gave a smile. “Most definitely. I missed you, [Y/N]. I mean it. Hell, I love you.”

And that’s all you needed to hear.

[carpisuns]

adrien loves ALL of marinette not just ladybug ok

I’ve always thought that Adrien loves Marinette or at least is falling for her in a very soft-and-steady way (bro the way he looks at her!!!!! he’s in love OK??)

And in Chat Blanc, he confirms that this was true all along.

Some people think he was just saying that so he could date Ladybug but I really don’t think that’s true.

I think he had feelings for Marinette for a while, but he never recognized it as love before because what he felt for Marinette was different from what he felt for Ladybug.

And it all stems from his individual perceptions of Ladybug vs. Marinette.

In Adrien’s eyes, Ladybug is always confident, always fearless, always strong. She always knows exactly what to do. He trusts her completely.

In fact, he puts her on a bit of a pedestal. He’s so head-over-heels for Ladybug that he sees her as nearly flawless.

Which is why when she acts so rude/jealous around Lila, he’s taken aback. Idk maybe it’s just me but he seemed almost surprised to find out that she has character flaws lol

Marinette, on the other had, is so obviously flawed. She’s awkward. Clumsy. She stutters and blushes. She says the wrong things. She gets jealous. She gets afraid. Honestly, she’s kind of a mess sometimes.

To Adrien, it probably seems like a night-and-day difference. But he loves each version of her, and as time goes on he better recognizes and loves the other parts of both Ladybug and Marinette beneath the surface.

He has shown a willingness to acknowledge and accept Ladybug’s flaws.

And he has consistently shown how he sees through Marinette’s flaws to recognize her many positive qualities.

He knows what a good heart she has. He knows that she’s just as clever and creative as Ladybug, and he recognizes the Ladybug-like leadership and strength that shines through her imperfections.

At the same time, he embraces the imperfections themselves. He’s really patient with her when she’s a tripping, stammering mess, and he thinks she’s adorable even when others would make fun of her for being a klutz. I mean, this is the face he made when she yawned embarrassingly loud and everyone else was laughing at her. Dat’s love, boo.

Although he does acknowledge the similarities between Marinette and Ladybug, he still perceives them differently, so the way he loves them is different too.

Adrien’s love for Ladybug is bold and undeniable. He had a specific aha! moment when he realized what he felt for her, and it was almost immediate. It hit him like a freight train. BOOM. Love.

But his love for Marinette is soft. So soft that he hasn’t noticed yet (at least that we have seen on screen). It’s growing quietly but steadily and one day he will realize that it’s been there all along.

The way I see it, Adrien loves Ladybug boldly because she’s so wonderfully perfect. And he loves Marinette softly because she’s so wonderfully imperfect.

He is definitely in love with both sides of Marinette ... we just have to wait for him to realize it. If this realization happens before the reveal, you can bet that he’ll be very confused and conflicted.

He’ll probably say, “What I feel for Marinette is different than what I feel for Ladybug. So it can’t be love, right? But ... she can’t be just a friend. This is something so much more. I think this might be love too. But how can it? I can’t be in love with two people. That’s not how it works! GAH WHAT DO I DO FEELINGS ARE COMPLICATED AND CONFUSING I’M DYING HERE PLAGG PLAY DESPACITO.”

(Or something like that.) 

I’m not sure if he would act on his feelings for Marinette since he is still in love with Ladybug. I mean, who knows? I guess we’ll find out.

But, thanks to Chat Blanc, we do know how he’d react to a reveal.

Just imagine how he felt during this scene. Imagine what went through his head and his heart when he realized that Marinette and Ladybug are the SAME PERSON. That his regal, perfect lady is also his beautifully imperfect princess. That he has found a girl who is confident, strong, soft, smart, sweet, responsible, and incredibly adorkable all at once. There is so much more to her than her realized when he thought she was two different people.

She has ALL the things he loves. The perfections and imperfections. She is the whole package of everything he adores.

And the best part?

She loves him back.

This, my friends, is the face of a boy who just realized that he won the freaking lottery.

So when, shortly after, he says THIS:

there is so much weight to those two simple words. This statement implies that he realized not only that she was Ladybug, not only that she was more than a friend, not only that he loved her as Marinette—but everything I just talked about above as well. 

That realization moment was the full merging of Ladybug and Marinette in his mind and therefore the full merging of his separate loves for each of them. His love is now both bold and soft. He loves her both ways—every way—because all the things that make her who she is demand to be loved completely.

This boy is so freaking in love. Not just with “Ladybug.” Not just with “Marinette.”

He’s in love with all of her.

[punkscowardschampions]

Zelda & Zach

ihatemyguts: Good thing you told me how bubble boy posi Robyn’s ‘rents are

ihatemyguts: ‘cos that felt like such a brush-off

ihatemyguts: I feel kinda bad, it’s low-key just upset her with no shopping trip pay-off 😬

inandout: your first date was today

inandout: the insane jealousy must have forced me to forget

ihatemyguts: Obviously

ihatemyguts: moping and staring out of open windows would be bad for your health

ihatemyguts: probably

ihatemyguts: can’t have that

inandout: mope hard enough and fling myself all over the house, they’ll call it exercise

ihatemyguts: I’d let Rob know but her parents would probably sue me

ihatemyguts: I did some research

ihatemyguts: and yeah, flare-ups fucking suck, but if she was struggling that bad rn she’d be in hospital getting her 💉 on

ihatemyguts: makes me ⁉️ if the meetup will happen

inandout: makes me wonder if her brothers are allowed out

inandout: if they are maybe they can help us smuggle her to the meetup

ihatemyguts: not just a pretty face

ihatemyguts: that’s a damn good idea

ihatemyguts: I can slide in their DMs

inandout: Cranking up the jealousy metre to give me a full work out, I see, are you gonna be a PE teacher when you grow up?

ihatemyguts: *prays they aren’t like 12*

ihatemyguts: imagine if that was my life’s ambition

ihatemyguts: wear unflattering sportswear and give kids complexes

ihatemyguts: even without the potential life-shortening illness, I’d reconsider that

inandout: it tracks that you’d wanna make them 💩 and bringing back the bleep test could work

ihatemyguts: okay I’m not 🦹‍♀️ or 🐯 levels of sweet but is that what you really think of me? 😏

inandout: I think there’s only one rebel teacher coming to mind and I haven’t watched that film so all I know is they stand on desks

inandout: probably not a perfect fit for you

ihatemyguts: I could force you to watch it for our first date

ihatemyguts: and ask you, what your dream job would be

inandout: Netflix and chill or cinema screening of the ‘classics’?

inandout: we could do a drive-thru

ihatemyguts: hmm 🤔

ihatemyguts: there are pluses to ‘em all

ihatemyguts: cinema, we could laugh at all the snobs and 🤓s

inandout: Cool, reach out to me with the time + date when it’s showing

inandout: Are you allowed 🍿?

ihatemyguts: oh hell no

ihatemyguts: have to find another way to hold my hand

inandout: 🦸‍♀️ said she was gonna look up ice breakers and stuff, hopefully it was a fruitful search and she won’t mind sharing the info

ihatemyguts: do you think she legit didn’t realize how thirsty that boy was for her

ihatemyguts: or is it all uwu coy-ness

inandout: It’s hard to tell

inandout: but if I remember my glasses I’ll do my best to decode her body language from 6 ft away

ihatemyguts: aside from hospital, have you ever met someone else with cf?

inandout: Nope

inandout: jokes aside, it really is discouraged

ihatemyguts: that’s a hard one to get your head around

ihatemyguts: far as adjustments go

inandout: getting Robbie at this meetup won’t be easy

inandout: separate ones mean we might not have her there

ihatemyguts: I reckon we can trust you and Kara to keep the teen love story fictional

ihatemyguts: for all our sake’s

inandout: She’ll get her man

inandout: it’s not like bad advice and dating pitfalls are just a click away

ihatemyguts: cosmos never steered ANYONE wrong

inandout: Yahoo answers neither

ihatemyguts: might be confused as to why they’re not related

inandout: [I like to think he’s just sending his fave yahoo answer answers now for the lols]

ihatemyguts: [meme back and forth lads]

ihatemyguts: if she gets her date we could go into the matchmaker business

ihatemyguts: start at home

ihatemyguts: 🤖 don’t last forever

inandout: Rob’ll need to be next or she won’t forgive us

inandout: and we’ll soon get tired/guilty of seeing the amount of 😿💔 spam the chat

ihatemyguts: we’ll have to liberate her first

ihatemyguts: in a literal way

ihatemyguts: not the pretentious, free your 🧠 type of vibe

inandout: Kidnap’s playing into her parents’ fears but we don’t have a better option

ihatemyguts: now it’s my turn for a potential 💡

ihatemyguts: what if that is exactly what she should do

inandout: jump scare them?

ihatemyguts: if she did some actual wild shit to show them they’re being suffocating, ‘scuse the mention, then they’ll have to compromise and let her do normal kid things and everyone will win

ihatemyguts: I realize getting her to wild out might be a problem

ihatemyguts: catfish it though?

inandout: 💡⭐️

inandout: getting her to agree to do it for real would take longer than we have but you’re right, faking it wouldn’t take any time at all

ihatemyguts: get Lauren to picture whatever the hell she’s up to

ihatemyguts: sorted

inandout: + there’s your next photo challenge ready to be accepted, dressing as if you were going on a date with 👵🌈✨ instead

ihatemyguts: hold my neon

ihatemyguts: and think, do we clue Rob in on this plan now or do it on her behalf first, ‘cos we could hit up her house phone with some madness to get ‘em sus now and when she’s like wuuuuut it’ll sound even more

ihatemyguts: or is that a bit evil genius instead of 🦹‍♀️

inandout: Does she even have a house phone? We don’t

inandout: you’ll have to find another way to trick my parents into believing I’m a badass

ihatemyguts: I bet they do

ihatemyguts: can’t trust a mobile

ihatemyguts: and I bet they don’t have a microwave, they’re that sort

ihatemyguts: obvs I’ll just direct them to Lauren on your friends list with a 🤔

inandout: We should probably warn her, in case she takes it the wrong way

inandout: or decides to stand up to them for her YA movie moment

ihatemyguts: yeah, you’re right

ihatemyguts: if she doesn’t go for it, her brothers might be of use still

ihatemyguts: have to focus my evil energy elsewhere

ihatemyguts: such as…

ihatemyguts: 🥁

ihatemyguts: [one of the crazier lewks from babyteeth for the photo challenge]

inandout: 🤞🏻 one of them is old enough to drive the people carrier

inandout: Uhh… that was a suspiciously fast transformation

ihatemyguts: didn’t know you was challenging a pro?

ihatemyguts: and someone with a lot of time on her hands

inandout: I do now

inandout: and I’m guessing it’s not every day you get stood up based on what else I know about you

ihatemyguts: it’s a first

ihatemyguts: not that I constantly ask people out

ihatemyguts: but that is what I’ve put across so fair enough

ihatemyguts: what am I interrupting for you?

inandout: I’m waiting on friends

inandout: this could end in both of us being stood up

ihatemyguts: am I a drag you down with me type?

ihatemyguts: hmm

ihatemyguts: nah, I’ll cross my fingers that your friends aren’t flaky

inandout: Late, but I’d be too if it wasn’t my house

inandout: What are you gonna do now shopping’s off?

ihatemyguts: life is one big photo challenge, right

ihatemyguts: yours is ‘whatever will make your friends double-take when they open the door’

ihatemyguts: it’s a good question

ihatemyguts: we’re going to virtual shop tomorrow but she wasn’t up for it today

inandout: Wait for it and their faces

inandout: + you’re virtually invited to watch movies and play games, you won’t be the only one who isn’t here in person

ihatemyguts: 👍

ihatemyguts: cool

ihatemyguts: meeting new people is my new thing, as long as your mates are down/not the level of nerd that they might get a nosebleed if a girl is about

inandout: Some of them are girls if that helps

inandout: and my brother won’t be there to bring down the cool

ihatemyguts: low-key a shame

ihatemyguts: have to meet him before the first date though

inandout: I’ve got a father you can ask for permission if you’re feeling old-fashioned

ihatemyguts: full set

ihatemyguts: fun

ihatemyguts: mines in scotland so we’ll let you off that trek

inandout: But a road trip is a coming of age movie staple! 😫 Has Netflix aired any YA without one + are you willing to take that risk?

inandout: mine’s a workaholic but we’ve got years to catch him

ihatemyguts: forget the meds, see who gets fucked up first

ihatemyguts: it’d be a journey, for sure

ihatemyguts: do you know what he does? ‘cos so’s mine and I couldn’t tell you, tbh

inandout: Or mix them up and see what happens when you take the ones for my 💩

inandout: He’s a sales manager, he says, but why so vague?

ihatemyguts: sounds like something they’d do at cool parties

ihatemyguts: and that sounds suspish

ihatemyguts: they should have this 🤓 but with a moustache instead of the buckteeth

ihatemyguts: dads are elusive creatures… conspiracy time, what are they all up to

inandout: Not sure that’s the topic Rich has been watching vids on but I’ll ask

ihatemyguts: he can always tactfully ignore you if he’s 😳

ihatemyguts: like he does with 👵🌈✨ when she’s extra

ihatemyguts: more than usual

inandout: Be harder to do that in person

ihatemyguts: I think everyone will still get on

ihatemyguts: unless fibrofog shows, then that’ll be teen show worthy drama, of course

inandout: I think he’s genuinely blocked, he’d need a 2nd account to find out about it

ihatemyguts: hope he’s seen catfish too

inandout: He’d be a fan of the one where the man refused to believe it wasn’t Katy Perry

ihatemyguts: it does seem like the sort of thing she’d do

ihatemyguts: poor bastard

inandout: 😂

ihatemyguts: ultimate photo challenge, catfishing everyone and then going for the ruveal

ihatemyguts: might need more than just a wig 🤔😏

inandout: Dressing like her would make my friends do a double-take

inandout: [pics of some of her outrageous lewks with his head put on]

ihatemyguts: 😂😂😂

ihatemyguts: you suit the 🍦🧁🍭🍩✨

inandout: We’ve probably got a can of squirty cream lying around for hot chocolate

ihatemyguts: inhaler but make it ~sExxxIii~

inandout: [a lil video of his failed attempt to re-create that in her insta DMs or wherever because idk if they can send stuff like that here]

ihatemyguts: Katy dat you 😍😍

inandout: I’ve agreed to only string you along for 4 years not 6 and I don’t have any savings to spend 25% of on a 💍

inandout: looks like the comparison starts and stops with our black curls

ihatemyguts: not much of an orlando bloom clone myself so it’s alright

ihatemyguts: pirate is always an excellent disabled-friendly costume though so add that to the ideas board we should start

inandout: If we decide the next meetup is fancy dress, Lauren will never go back home

ihatemyguts: that’s the mood

inandout: [sends her whatever he did for the photo challenge and his friends reaction to it because why not say they’ve arrived and there’s a similar feral mood here]

[convxction]

[ [ yells across dumblr

i owe my life to oscar for promoting the translation of the new cd dramas that were out a while ago. i was in pain since i didnt understand much of what was going on but hnnng it is time! check here for the reddit post, check here for youtube list videos for the cd drama!

now that finished. let me rant about what i finally, understood ehehe. down below to not bore you.

information number one: gerome is savage confirmed yet again.

my face when chrom was talking about ‘sensing’ avatar is acting strange

and it circles back to the first drama cd nicely. niiice.

me: i mean. you have two hands krumb. 

uh. the person renting free in avatar’s body. gtfo. i mean you, you know who you are....gwima!

also gerome strikes again

he is talking about chrom being overprotective of avatar and it seems lucina concern about this. . . . jelly are we now lucina? haha. jokes aside, i understand why she would be concerned. but wont go in details here i will leave lucina’s parts for my multmuses where i write her there. 

and we have some freaky incident. cool. the mask but you sleep.

again, lucina talk skip. but i will take it to canon of my blog that chrom is now aware of what fucked up mentality his future daughter has. not nice.

what else depressing than hearing this line?

then avatar being the good bean he is  . . . . sobs. the nice words that resonated with chrom. exucse me, tissue. he said nice things when chrom was down.

then lucina trying to be serious about the situation. guys we will forget what we just realized now.

chrom be like LOL dats funny.

and he says something so ...powerful. i hate you man.

sniffles. 

n-next.

cue gerome being tsun.

okay, thats about it.

but yes. chrom and avatar may not remember what happened but it is the words impact would remain engraved in their souls, you know? like the whole thing with avatar slowly turning and admitting that they were not alright for a long time, may be replayed again but this time i think it is...controllable you know? i think this fit quite well with what happened in the game. it fit that in the end, avatar did NOT kill chrom because this whole thing was not just ‘hey chrom im being controlled. i will kill. so trust me i wont this time.’ they went through something together which made it when it actually happened a whole a lot easier to fix. nice nice.

honestly, i am just happy to see a translation for this so dont take this as just the only time i will rant about this. i will try to link the game, the previous drama cd and this one in a future post. someday. lmao. like how chrom circled back to wanting avatar to have a family. avatar slowly falling into darkness, touch on lucina a little bit, the ruined future, the WORDS and how impactful they were on both of them. 

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is so good . . . i love this.

just chrom: lmao i will knock sense in you if i had to do it million times, bich. you are my homie, my other part bich. 

haha. aw krumb you dumb. i love you. 

now i go ...idk. do something else and not think about this. im just....feels. that i cant do anything about. sobs. anyone wanna buy feels off me? thanks.

[hhemeraa-a]

Relationship meme: 😡, 📖, 🐶, ♦️

Relationship Memez

😡What are their deal breakers?

Liars. Cheats. Idiots. 

People who don’t listen. Twink stereotypes. Extremely effeminate. uhhhhh people who suffer in silence. People who don’t stand up for themselves. idk, this is hard to answer because Myles can reject any and everyone on very simple things. sdnjksd

📖What is their favorite outside of the bedroom activity to do with their partner?

Myles is a complex man with simple needs. He enjoys spending time with the person and being able to do those really normal things together like watch TV or go out eating and talking about books or news or work depending on who the person is. Making plans to travel or talking about their shared dislikes. So I guess just talking?? Getting to know one another and all of the small intricate things. 

🐶Are they a cuddler?

When he’s sleeping, get your snugs in while you can.

♦️ Are they concerned with the social status of their partner?

No.

Not at all. Considering Myles has money, and I mean that rich city white person money, he is fine, but Myles has a weird relationship with money in general. He refuses all money that is tied to his name via his family’s business due to… well. The business and horrific past events, and worked really hard to earn his own side money that he lives off of - which he got mostly from his chaos years of death and mayhem. 

Prior to that, high school with Normal People did him good and Troy, the best friend, grew up with not much of anything, working a bunch of jobs after and during school to help his mom who also worked a bunch to make a living to support them both. 

Myles does not flaunt that he got dat cash, and anyone who mentions it, will immediately be put in a category of ‘ew gross’ because growing up around the people he did, this usually means they are shallow and… gross. lol. THOUGH This usually throws people off a lot when he eventually brings someone to his home or they find out that his parents are like fairly famous within the major city they live in and you realize that he is a trust fund baby from hell with literal millions to his family name and he shrugs it off as if it’s not important but you’re sitting in your dingy studio apartment eating ramen on the floor with him because you couldn’t afford chairs like EXCUSE ME???

My point is, no. Myles doesn’t care about the social status or wealth behind his partner and he would hope that they wouldn’t care all that much either.

[vibranium-chakra]

Developing

One Shot

Erik Killmonger x Reader

Warnings: Smut, Daddy Don typa stuff

A/N: So this is my first time posting my work anywhere, wow. I’ve kinda already accepted it’s not the best lol and that’s it’s not done properly, but I wanted to post and hopefully just get better over time. A writing sample if you will. This is an excerpt from a story I was writing manually that wasn’t even an Erik story at first, and it just has flipped and flopped over into it. So it’s in the middle of the story, and incomplete at the end lol. So here we go!

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You heard the running of the sink water and quickly sat back up in place. Now that the liquor was wearing off a little, you thought back to all you’d done up to this point. This wasn’t Erik and yours first time hanging out, but it was your first serious date. He took you a reserved fancy dinner, and your favorite lounge nearby for dancing, which turned into a heated tension-filled session of flirting and grinding. A few drinks and lap dances later, here you were. And now you were signing up to do God knows what with him.

Erik walked back into the room, his suave date outfit replaced with a hoodie and loose sweats. Just when you thought he couldn’t get more attractive.. He sat next to where you were laying, propped against the headboard and legs extended. He patted his thigh, which you took as a signal to straddle and sit across his lap.He pushed your hair back behind your ear, deliberately examining your face and eyes.

“You’re so beautiful you know that?” You blushed and smiled against your will, overwhelmed by all of his compliments and admiration.

“Erik…”. His lips met sweetly against your left shoulder, and peppered across to the right.

“Did you have a good time?”

“Yes, thank you. I loved everything Mr. Stevens.” He silently laughed at the new nickname he’d come to love, especially when it left your lips.

“It was nice to be...pampered for once you know?”

“I know, that’s what your hard headed ass needs.” You scoffed and pushed off of him, the friction against him causing him to bite his lip and pull you back in.

“But you remember what I said, right?”

“No?”

“I said it was all about you *kiss* and to enjoy it *kiss* as long as you can.” He finished with a long tender kiss against your collarbone that almost took your breath away.

“But it’s Daddy’s turn now.”

His eyes went dark as yours lit up with too many emotions to choose from. His voice was now more pronounced and distinct.

“Go get the bags from the front.” he asserted, referring to the bag of toys he’d help you pick out during your “experimental” trip to the adult store the weekend before. You quickly got up and teetered towards the living room, a little dizzy from the kiss and the height of your shoes. You grabbed the bag and more calmly walked back into the room.

“Lock it.” He gestured towards the door. You obeyed and turned around again, met with his deep eyes. He got up towards you and walked around surveying your body, taking the bags from your fingers smoothly.

“Undress.”

You purposefully slipped your sleeves down before sliding the rest down your hips, the whole dress falling to your feet. You looked back up for his approval and more direction. He nodded slightly.

You continued by unclamping your strapless bra, immediately cupping your breasts together for coverage as it hit the floor. You’d been naked before in front of someone, but never this intimately.

“Nuh-uh, none of that. Move it.” You reluctantly dropped your arm, your breasts falling at ease. The unfamiliarity of being so vulnerable made you anxious under his gaze. You couldn’t look him in the eyes when he watched how your pierced nipples hardened, reacting to the sensation of cold air. They were the most sensitive part of you.

“You’re beautiful. Don’t you ever cover yourself from me, you understand? Look at me.”

He demanded your attention. You shot up. “Understood?”

“Yes.”

“Yes what? And this my last time telling you.”

“Yes sir.”

“Now keep going. Turn around.”

You turned you back towards him and pulled at the sides of your grey panties, making sure to remove the material that rode up between your cheeks. Erik enjoyed watching your stretch marked ass jiggle when you bent over, as to not get the panties stuck to your heels. He also couldn’t help but notice the darkened moist spot in the middle of them, and couldn’t wait to touch the thing that caused it. But this wasn’t about him right now. Even though he was in control, he wanted this to be his opportunity to learn about you and what makes you tick. As horny as he was, his needs would have to wait for you.

You were now clad in front of the man, body at full attention. He stepped closer and walked behind you painfully close.

“You comfortable?” He asked in your left ear.

“Yes sir.”

He walked over to the smaller bag and poured the contents onto the edge of the bed. He sifted through deciding what he wanted to try first.

“Can I ask one thing?” you faintly called out to him.

“Wassup?”

“Please, don’t go easy on me.” You wanted to experience this full out, if this is what was important to him. His body language changed, more erect than before.

“Trust me.” he said plopping down into his original position. I stood patiently with my arms at my side, not knowing what to do with my hands. He spread his legs slightly, the left leg dangling off the bed. He snaked his fingers towards himself, telling me to come to him. He grabbed me by the hips and turned me around so that I sat with his chest against my back.

“First rule, you call me Daddy or Sir in here. Anything else, you get punished. Second, you don’t cum without my permission. If you do, you get punished. Third, your safe word is Lemon. If you ever need me to stop, or anything, use that.”

“Why can’t I just ask you to stop?” he chuckled confidently.

“You’re not gonna want me to stop. But I need to know for sure if you do.”

The idea alone soaked you.

“We clear on that?”

“Yes sir.”

He trickled his fingers up and down your shoulders and arms. “I wanna try something for your first go around. A good way to learn more about you and train you a little, okay?”

“Yes sir. Training me to do what?” you turned your head towards him.

“To obey.”

You turned back around, hearing him shuffling through items and packaging.

“Pull your hair back for me.”

You pulled the long hair to the side and away from your face, met with a shoulder kiss from Erik. Suddenly you felt his arms come around the front of you and snap a handle on one of your wrists, then the other. The cuffs. He tugged on them to check for security and comfort.

“Feel okay?”

“Yes sir.” He nodded in approval into the large dresser mirror that sat across from you all. Seeing yourself cuffed in the front and feeling the resistance of them sped up your heartbeat.. Next, he clicked a collar-like attachment to your neck with a heavy pendant. “Open” he grabbed your chin. You opened your mouth and the air was replaced with the rubber ball, wedged between your teeth and lips uncomfortably. You rolled your tongue around the ball, getting accustomed to the taste and feeling. Drool lingered on the corner of your lips.

“You comfortable Princess?”

You nodded. “Yes sir,” You murmured out over the ball unintelligently. He groaned, looking in the mirror at you both. It was quite the sight, especially with Erik’s face perched next to you. His hands roamed every part of your body he could immediately reach: shoulders, thighs, stomach, breasts, and lastly a ghostly skim over your nipples. All while peppering kisses over your shoulders. You sung out small moans and whimpers, too stimulated from the sensation of not being able to move much or touch back.

“Open, we gon pick up right where we left off.” he motioned my thighs open and lifted my right one up where my foot was rested and I was angled. He had unforgiving access to my center, just like at the pool party. His hand familiarly found its way to my warm pussy, his two middle fingers digging in immediately. I sighed in satisfaction and relief, releasing a moan.

“Fuck baby, this wet all for me?” he hissed out. His prodding fingers pressed deeper when you didn’t answer.

“Yes sir.” You all but clearly let out. He switched between poking slowly inside you and rubbing your clit. You twitched at every touch.

“You been teasing me all night, you been wanting Daddy in this pussy huh?”

Your eyes squinted tightly and you involuntarily clenched forcefully around his hand. Dirty talk like this? You’d never tried it. You weren’t into using vulgar language yourself. But coming from someone else lit you aflame. Your moans increased and you started to grind against his hand in search of more relief. It went on for a few seconds until Erik pulled from you and slapped your clit with a sting.

“Keep my shit still.” he spoke through gritted teeth. Damnit. He continued his exploration, bringing you painfully closer to an orgasm. Your skin was hot, fingers continuously clutching in and out in desperation. You were no match for his voice murmuring brazen praises to you. His strong forearms kept your legs in place; otherwise, they would be sprawled all over. You had never felt this much intense pleasure at once, with no way of controlling it. The squelching of your juices echoed into the moment of silence, your moan hitched in your throat. You were so close.

“You cummin’Princess?” you nodded frantically, not caring about his wishes of keeping still. “Without permission?” Your throat was so dry now you weren’t sure if you could form the sentence, but you tried anyway.

“C-Can I please cum Sir?! Please!” you blurted out in mumbles over the ball. Erik went faster for a split second. “Nope.” he pulled out abruptly, causing you to exhale a huge breath you didn’t realize you were holding. The next noise following was a weak cry.

“That pussy only cums when I say so no matter how close you are.” you nodded and responded shamefully. Never had you been denied like that. Though usually unsuccessful, men you’d dated made it their mission to make you cum and never stop. How was he getting a kick out of this? You didn’t quite understand the logic. When he said you needed to relinquish control , he meant it. Erik let your breathing slow for about a full minute before starting up again. He started slowly with just his finger pads rubbing against your swollen clit. The heat started up again. You twitched upon feeling his other hand reach around to pinch and roll your nipple between rough fingers. Your moans and groans started up again.

“Fuu-uuuckkkk,” you let out, looking in the mirror. Erik had his eyes right on yours, bottom lip wedged between his teeth.

He kissed your cheek deeply. “You’re doing so good Princess.” His praise made you feel a little more at ease. You were so at ease that you closed your eyes and slumped back against Erik’s chest. As long as he kept this pace, you were able to handle this.

So much for that.

He immediately got back to plunging into your warmth, drawing out long and unintelligent groans from you. He was more than enjoying how receptive you were to him, your body opening up to him in every way possible. You were a better submissive than he thought.

After a couple more close calls, you were at a point of no return. You needed to come, and were willing to face the consequences. Erik was now at his fastest pace, groping your breast with his idle hand and sucking against your neck. He knew how close you were and he wanted this orgasm to feel like one you’d never had.

“Erik please!” the words came out so desperately.

“Come on Princess, give it to me.”

You anxiously held your breath, letting the sounds of his speedy fingers against your wetness fill the room. Your legs spasmed and tightened in place. The silence was broken by the splattering of your waters spewing out like a fire hydrant. It wouldn’t stop.

“Fuck baby yes! Yes that’s it!” Erik praised you continuously as your spasmed. The gag was the only thing stopping you from possibly biting your own cheek or tongue in two. The squirting stopped dramatically, allowing you to scream out in anguish. You were absolutely spent.

*******

I know you all didn’t ask, but I’m just gonna tag some of my favorite and most inspirational BP writers here.

@princessstevens @supersizemeplz @amethyst1993 @wakandas-vibranium @erikslulbaby @thehomierobbstark

[rmwithluv]

50 questions! my lovely wifey ( @moonojoon keeps me active i swe- kajsjsjsjsjdkx ilysm! )

1. what takes up too much of your time?

haaa college honestly.

2. what makes your day better?

puppets, frands, food, youtube

3. what’s the best thing to happen to you today?

i woke tf up lol

4. what fictional place would you like to go to?

hogwarts duh! im a wizard bitch

5. are you good at giving advice?

i’ve been told i am but honestly some times ya girl has no idea whattt tf she’s saying

6. do you have any mental illness?

i’ve struggles with mental illnesses and i think at times they can come back and bite ya so atm life is grand my friend.

7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

BITCH YES! twice in the same day actually lmao, small story time, the first two times were at school lmao i was sleeping in the hallway and although i was scared all i could think was, “holy shit if my friends see me like this they’re gonna think i’m weird asf” and then a couple hours later after an exam i was resting and it happened. the final time (dear god pls don’t let it happen again) i legit saw shadow people and felt freaked tf out. okay bye

8. what musician inspired you the most?

honestlyyyyy there’s so many but rn i can honestly say normani

9. have you ever fallen in love?

hahahahaha yes. the first one hurt like hell and i’m currently falling over and over again :)

10. what’s your dream date?

a picnic with beautiful cheeses, breads, sandwiches, snacks, ohhhh yaaaasss

11. what do others notice about you?

usually it’s my figure or my ass lol

12. what is an annoying habit you have?

procrastinating, overthinking, and eating ice

13. do you still talk to your first love?

yesss, he’s my best friend

14. how many exe’s do you have?

i always get confused with this bc i’ve had flings, lovers, and many more soooo yeh

15. how many songs are in your playlist?

i have over 18 playlists sooooo?

16. what instruments can you play?

noneeeee

17. what do you have the most pictures of?

myself bc im that bitch (i swear i’m not this confident lmao) memes, my friends, family, a certain wang, and ofc bts

18. where would you like to go before you die?

europeee!

19. what is your zodiac sign?

pisces (no wonder my wife and i get along so well)

20. do you relate to it?

h e l l y e a h

21. what is happiness to you?

being able to say i’ve had a rough week but i’m able to sit here and continue on honestly. life sucks ass sometimes but knowing i’m stronger than the obstacles ahead of me is happiness.

22. are you going through anything right now?

n o p e!

23. what’s the worst business decision you ever made?

not dropping my psychology class first semester & honestly me with money is just eh but i’m getting better!

24. what’s your favorite store?

bookstores, cafe’s, target, and ofc 3rd street promenade

25. what’s your opinion on abortion?

im pro-life buttt at the same time having a child isn’t easy and you never know what someone’s going through so ultimately i’m pro-life but it’s your body! do what’s best for you.

26. do you keep a bucket list?

yes actually! my lover made me make one bc he wants to take me to all the places i’ve never been :)

27. do you have a favorite album?

sweetener, anything one direction (basic i know, ed sheeran’s +, and many many more.

28. what do you want for your birthday?

if i could see my all of my lovely friends on here, trust me i’d take that in a second!

29. what are most peoples first impression of you?

scary, pretty bitch, bitchy and intimidating.

30. what age do you seem according to most?

honestly it depends on what i look like, some days ppl think i’m like 14? and others they think i’m my age.

31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

right next to me.

32. what word do you say the most?

love that for me/you/them (wait is dat a phrase?) whet, uwu, nuuu, i luh u

33. what’s the oldest age you would date?

21!

34. what’s the youngest you’d date?

18!

35. what job/career do most people say would fit you?

model (psh i’m short asf) or actress

36. what’s your favorite music genre?

music in general

37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

i enjoy where i’m at but i’d love to live in any part of europe for a year or two

38. what is your current favorite song?

ivy by frank ocean comes to mind rn

39. how long have you had this blog?

this one for a couple months now i assume? but i’ve had previous blogs. overall i’ve been on tumblr for around 6 years now

40. what are you excited for?

transferring into the university of my dreams and getting into their nursing program!

41. are you a better talker or listener?

def listener

42. what is the last productive thing you did?

cleaning my room

43. what do you want for christmas?

hmmm 🤔 im not sure yet but if i don’t have this soon then definitely james charles brush set

44. what class do you get the best grades in?

usually english/literature

45. one a scale to 1-10 how are you feeling right now?

8

46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? a pediatric nurse

47. when did you get your first heartbreak?

when i was like 13? when i realized that my life size poster of liam payne would love me more than than the real one ever would.

48. what age do you wanna get married?

24/25/26

49. what career did you wanna have as a child?

i wanted to be a wonder pet lmao

50. what do you crave rn?

a croissant sandwich from burger king yo

im tagging: @namjoonieftw @fflowermin, @jeonpetals

[hi-from-tacoma-blog]

essay - thoughts about twilight (with hashtags)

          I’ve recently found myself reading Twilight fan fictions from 2011. I told my friend, “I found myself missing my characters,” which was one of those truths that sort of flies out of you from somewhere deep in your brain that you haven’t accessed to put words to. So when I thought about the words that I’d said, I made a couple of discoveries.

          The first was that I had taken possession of those characters - they were “MY” characters -- I’d come to identify them as something I had taken ownership over. I’d heard a rumor about the French language, in which, the idea of saying “I miss you,” when directly translated from French says “You’re missing from me.” If a thing that you own becomes a part of you, then you possess that part of yourself. #cantputitintowords

          When a starving fan puts their mind into a fan fiction, they have at which point owned the characters within themselves, known them personally, understood the way they worked and the way they would respond to things, be able to create scenarios for them in their minds and either inherently or with sometimes even the littlest mental exploration, would be able to predict how the situation would be resolved within the character’s boundaries, skills, and downfalls.

          If you think about the knowledge you have about the people you know in your real life, (the one you’re not in when you’re reading books), how many of them do you really have all of this internal information for? If you did some self exploring and realized that you know more about the characters of Twilight than you know about yourself and your friends, then what might you be feeling? Then what can this mean for your identity, or the way you think of your real friends? What about the way you think of yourself within the context of your friends, in this book world you go to, or the way you think of the characters when they are in the context of this book world you go to? I have no resolution for these thoughts; I’m still exploring their depths and their interpretations in regards to my own identity.

          Another thing that happens when a fan forms such an intimate personal relationship with a character such that they know them so deeply as to make decisions for them, is that makes it easier for them to have intimate relationships with those characters (not a fact, just something I’ve personally observed). Has anyone ever had any experience with this? When you’re trying to go at it alone and the easiest warm body to assign to the thought that’s getting you there is a character from Twilight (or any book, movie, or other alternate universe), instead of the someone you’re “supposed” to be thinking of from your real life? #leaveitinthecomments #ireallywannaknow

          This has now forced me to challenge you to asking yourself about the implications of your personal understanding of your characters on the way you perceive your real life. Any sound expectations one has are based on the number of accurate predictions they have made about the individual involved in the expectation, or in similar situations with similar people. If they know things will occur within reasonable predictability, then they can (if they choose) set their expectations in a range that can always be satisfied - and when one’s expectation has been satisfied, it’s easier to build trust. When we write for our characters, we build trust in them. We trust that we’ll know who they are. We trust that they’ll be there for us. We trust that we know how to confront them. We trust that they’ll work their way out of the situation that they are in, so that they will not have to leave us, and we can continue to imagine what happened after.

          Another thing was that if I only added punctuation to that sentence, It defines an entirely separate truth, that “I found myself, missing my characters.” If one were to “find oneself” in the sense that they are accessing and appreciating oneself as a soul, then Twilight must be playing an essential part in the potency of that soul.

          Has Twilight made my soul lighter, or heavier? Is the soul even better off lighter or heavier? Can a soul actually get lighter or heavier? It doesn’t matter. In some way, for some reason, whatever that reason may be, Twilight was an essential part of my existence and identity.

          In “Inside Out,” the little girl (whose name I do not remember) whose head all of the little Melissa McCarthy and others’ are running around in, has these different islands of identity, so to speak, and one of the jokes is that she has a “vampire” island, (implying the way a recent generation responded to a certain Stephanie Meyer saga). This really fucked me up because it got me thinking about my islands, and more importantly, wondering, had I had one of the very same “vampire” islands powering and driving my external outputs? In the movie, the islands are powered by “core memories,” which are the strongest and/or most special memories they have. Are my core memories about Twilight? Why do we always claim that significant media has “changed” us as a person? Because it does, and for some of us, those memories, that strongest nostalgia, those rich and intimate personal relationships that we formed, those situations we may have even created ourselves but that existed in this fictional world, they’re what drive us. They’re where we’re living, when we’re living our best. (Although it may make for boring plot points, at least if we wanted to, we could write in everything and erase all our personal flaws... But I think that the fact that we find perfect characters boring can help us learn how to love ourselves, as we love flawed and realistic characters so much more dearly than we love ourselves. In fact, we can often hate ourselves for the same flaws we adore in our fictional characters, and in real life we sometimes even allow obstacles to hold us back from those flaws. Most of the time, in our AUs (unless you’re Jordan, and you’re all bout dat angst (must be one of your islands lol)), the character defeats the obstacle).

          You have taken possession of these characters. You have explored them, you have studied them, you have lived in their world. They are a part of your identity. Explore your identity and your relationships the way you explore your characters so that you can have such an intimate knowledge of yourself and the ones you love. If you do, you’ll find that it’s easier to manage situations in the real world.

          This essay was about how it’s important to write and share ideas. It’s about how it’s important to recognize that we find self exploration through our characters and think about how what we write impacts us and corresponds to anything we may be facing in real life (if you know the characters so deeply, then creating scenarios for them which are similar to your real life struggles and obstacles can help you calculate reasonable outcomes and real tangible answers). It’s about how a really stoned girl in Tacoma, Washington learned about herself while reading or writing a piece about her old Fandom.

          The special thing about Twilight is that no matter what fan fiction I read or how many times I revisit the official material, I’ve never switched teams. I was always team #TwilightGetsKidsToRead. I’m team #kidsshouldread and I’m revisiting my “core memories” lately. Maybe in a later essay I will get into the actual plot of Twilight and how each character and situation actually impacted me in real life (or maybe just my interpretations of Twilight as a feminist piece).

Toodle-oo!