#trope: blonde and brunette
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they've taken ahold of me mind, harold
no hetero explanation for that face
#francc#the nanny#fran x cc#cc x fran#cc babcock#is a lesbian#fight me#mine#good luck babe#cc and fran#fran and cc#fran fine#chappell roan#you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling#trope: blonde and brunette
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Maximilian Pirner (Czech, 1854-1924) Fairies at the Spring, 1895
#Maximilian Pirner#Fairies at the Spring#1895#Czech#czech republic#czech art#czech painter#blonde redhead brunette art trope#blonde#redhead#brunette#1800s#western civilization#art#fine art#european art#classical art#europe#european#fine arts#oil painting#europa#faeries#fae#fairies#fairies at the spring#mermaids#mermaid
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do you guys get it??? DO YOU???
ok theres so many more but i can’t think anymore
edit : can’t believe i forgot my mothers☹️☹️☹️
ultimately babies
#clexa#rhaenicent#villaneve#meddison#starburst#victoria neuman#annie january#supercorp#jemily#clizzy#clary fairchild#isabelle lightwood#blonde x brunette trope you will always be famous#wlw#let them be happy#i am delusional#be delusional with me#sillysapphics#i love them#i’m going crazy#perchance#swan queen
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Tomarry AU where Tom HATES this book he read because his favourite character dies a miserable death. So what if his favorite character was a no-named side villain? Why does it matter that he only had like seven lines (seven is Tom's favourite number anyways)? He was still gorgeous, smart and strong and beautiful — and it doesn't matter that others think he isn't all that because they would never know him— understand him like TOM DOES.
An AU where Tom has a healthy obsession with a character named Harry Potter, a no named baron's son who was the first to go against the king (MC's father, and the mc who is incidentally known as Draco Malfoy, ahem anyways); he tries to “poison” him. But he gets caught or to be more precise he ends up sacrificing himself for the common girl Hermione Granger (the female lead, I'm sorry guys but imagine the fucking drama.) who gets blamed for his transgressions.
But that is not why Tom falls for this weak villain, no — it's because he respects how this no-named orphan became a baron on his own two feet without anyone being there for him especially in a world where old money and title is everything— and he hates how he had to give his life for the MC to notice the female lead? (Harry is better looking and smarter than her anyways — Tom, in an online forum perhaps.)
Anyways, now imagine Tom dying (he hated it so yes he ends up looking for immorality anyways.) and waking up in the world he hated. Now imagine, Tom Riddle, waking up in the body of a Duke who wasn't even given a name in the novel. (He would know because he has a photographic memory, ok? It's totally not because he read it more than 14 times) and then saying fuck it and owning it.
Just think, Tom taking over the world slowly with his worldly knowledge while trying to keep Harry alive because even though he was right about Harry being smart; the guy treats his life like Draco treats his money - you get the idea.
#so yes#Tom Riddle but isekai's and tries to seduce the canon fodder#oh and he also takes over the world while he is at it#yes order is the main villain of the story tom read#Ron's family is still poor im sorry#Hermione can end up with Ron or Draco#it's up to you#but honestly i put them as mc#because draco is the signature blonde prince while Hermione is the signature smart brunette#like its a trope LMAOO#but dw Tom makes it all better#by being the bigger Villain?#haha. because guess what maybe Lucius was the main villain all along#ill stop#its just#its so like tom to fall for the villain in the story 😭#my man's probably hate read the story to shit on people because:#his harry deserved better#tomarry#harrymort#tom riddle#Harry Potter#also yes Tom still has black duchy's royalty#but he is the one who ends up winning Bellatrix and Barty#and yes Narcissa (the queen) helps Tom save Harry 🥰#Ron is still Harry's best friend btw and because of Tom now so is hermione :')
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Wait so Penny was apparently also a victim of the JKR being an idiot and having to change her year in later prints like she had to with Marcus
I kept seeing conflicting Information when I would look into it between her being in the same year as Percy and Her being a a year below him
so apparently she was originally a year bellow him but anything printed after 2004 she's in the same year because you know they fixed it
thats very good to know because ill be honest every once in awhile I would think about it like
"What is the truth"
Though Im ngl I find the concept of her being in the year below Percy to be fun because of the fun interactions you can have them have in her last year since Percy's still around the school multiple times
Also this is a sidenote but I think more Curly hair Percy truthers should take advantage of the fact that his first Girlfriend also had curly hair they could swap tips and such and then end up carrying a part of each other forever just because of hair care
#penny clearwater#penelope clearwater#percy weasley#Penelope Clearwater/Percy Weasley#I love how despite it never actually being said(in the books themselves I mean) that Penny is Blonde its just like a thing#which is good because a characters hair color/type is important for knowing who they are at a glance#And if they had decided to make her like brunette when we already know she had long curly hair she would have read more as Hermione#Also i love that common trend in more anime style art of her to give her like princess curls specifically#Like she doesn't fit the character tropes thats associated with it very well tbh but every time i come across it it makes me like c:#its cute combined with how Percy almost always gets that smart anime boy middle part style#the styles look cute together#Elise's Thoughts and Concepts
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My Dragon Age main romances ❤️
aka the brunettes successfully rizzing up the blondies ✨️
Zevran x Rayhan Surana - "Zevhan"
Anders x Marian Hawke - "MariAnders"
Cullen x Plumeria Trevelyan - "Culleria"
Emmrich x Widuri - "Emmduri"
#dragon age#dragon age origins#dragon age 2#dragon age inquisition#zevran arainai#dragon age anders#cullen rutherford#emmrich volkarin#my oc#my post#brunette x blondes is the trope for my main romances unfortunately lol#it's a coincidence tbh
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my truth: i love this specific brand of insane white heterosexuals who are terrible for each other but need each other because only they understand each other on account of being mirror images
#been watching veep again and i had forgotten dan and amy are a part of this subset of character tropes as well#tv#also notice how it's always a blonde woman (redhead in shiv's case)...#i think this is all because of the arbitrary blonde vs brunette dichotomy that is still a shortcut to characterizing women today
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Every time I draw Scary internally I’m going she’s not white to ME!!!
#cal rambles#I hc as southeast asian of some kind#why? idk for funsies. i like making characters like me tehe#although I will say I really dig scary that’s like secretly a brunette or blonde#nothin wrong w/ a good white scary design#she’s just not in mine lol#I WILL SAY THOUGH#the one ethnicity hc I get rabid abt is Normal LMAO#I CANT STAND BLONDE NORMAL………#I’m exaggerating of course I don’t have anything out for the artists who draw Normal blonde#but I just don’t like ppl erasing the fact that he’s Latino 😭#yes Latinos can be blonde also but like THINK ABT THE OAK FAMILY METAPHORS …..#the blonde comes from Henry the brown hair from Mercedes#and I think metaphorically the brown hair carrying on is much stronger of a message#ALSO I JUSY HATE THE KIND CHARACTERS ARE ALWAYS BLONDE TROPE OKAY#I DONT LIKE THE WHITE SUPREMACY VIBES#anyways. LOL#also physically can’t comprehend not black Link. I think the fanon hc is so strong w/ that one#i just can’t detach it from the character at all#that’s just who he is
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ohm y god.....oh my go d.......what if i go insane.
#he looks so incredibly tired im gonna lose it#im actually losing my mind rn#hes literally me#rwrb did the brunette and blonde trope but this time the blonde isnt the golden retriever trope. ugh.#the blonde one is the one whos devastating and quiet and reserved this time and hes soooo right for that#hes just like me. im henry fr.#rwrb#rwrb movie#alex claremont diaz#prince henry rwrb#henry george edward james hanover-stuart fox
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Brb I had a stupid conversation with a friend and now I'm going to write the dumbest fan fiction idea possible
#so you know how according to green arrow rebirth star city is just seattle#and you know how theres a long running medical drama set in seattle#and you know the amnesia trope#and you know how black canary is almost canonically bisexual#and you know how amelia shepard IS canonically bisexual#you'll never guess who gets into a car accident while visiting her boyfriend in star city/ seattle#and wakes up with amnesia#and then idk maybe has a love triangle between the blonde archer she knows she has history with but cant remember#and the brunette neurosurgeon whos bedside manner is either impeccable or shes giving special treatment#jamie shut the fuck up#personal blog#just vibing#rambling
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The girl lady in red.
#francc#Fran and cc#Fran x cc#cc x Fran#the nanny#fanart#mine#wooooh it’s been a long. time since I drew anything#the lipstick smudges could be better#but alas here we are#trope: blonde and brunette
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Harry George Theaker (British, 1873-1954) The anticipated letter, n.d.
#The anticipated letter#harry george theaker#british art#british#britain#1800s#art#fine art#european art#classical art#europe#european#fine arts#oil painting#europa#pre raphaelite#blonde#brunette#redhead#art trope#blonde brunette redhead art trope#medieval#Harry George Theaker#women in art#women#feminine
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opposites; b.eilish x reader x s.carpenter
smut
they couldn't have been more different even if they tried. one with baggy clothes and beanies. the other with too tight dresses and bows in her hair. both so insanely hot, it was difficult to comprehend how.
how was it possible that you were attracted to both? you were down bad. any touch. any word they uttered had you in a puddle. you could hardly contain yourself when you were around them. they stirred feelings in you that you couldn't begin to understand or process or articulate. your brain was pure mush whenever either of them interacted with you.
always separately. never in the same room. it was like they were mirages almost. you constantly wondered if they existed in the same world.
so on that fateful night when you saw the blonde laughing and rolling her eyes leaning into the brunette, every fiber of your body reacted instantly. it felt like a chemical reaction that burned in all the right places.
billie motioned with her hand calling you over. the party was loud but the crowd was manageable as you made your way over. you were shaking. every thought in your brain clouded your senses. how was it possible for your two crushes to be together?
"hi," sabrina beamed wrapping her arms around your body when you finally stood in front of them unsure of who to greet first.
"hey pretty girl," billie smiled flirtatiously wrapping an arm around your waist hugging you only slightly. you could feel her face near your cheek. you were already so flushed it physically hurt to be in such close proximity to her skin.
"you two know each other?" you asked glancing between the two bodies in awe as if this was the most unpredictable duo. the cheesiest trope of 'opposites attract' was playing in your head because that's what they were. that's what it looked like when you looked at billie with her bare face and sabrina with her shimmery highlight.
"we talk about you all the time," sabrina teased. her laugh contagious as billie joined in a soft chuckle. her lips parted when you made eye contact with her and it's like everything stopped moving.
"oh my god i love this song," sabrina squealed cutting the conversation short as she took your hand leading you to the dance floor. it wasn't much of a dance floor but the bodies swaying to the music served as a comforting shield when your bodies started moving. you hadn't realized billie was following close behind until her body brushed yours and the electrifying feeling coursed through your body again causing your breath the grow ragged.
sabrina took your hands lifting them as she moved her hips so seductively that you were about to combust in the middle of the dance floor. she looked at you with a smirk as she turned and pressed her back on your body. her hands grabbed yours wrapping them around her waist as she moved to the music blaring. you were absolutely frozen. your heart was beating at an abnormal rate.
then you felt a pair of hands on your own waist. billie. she was moving behind you now. body close to yours. her face near your neck. her breathing soft and warm against your skin. you shut your eyes overwhelmed. oh my god. you were totally going to melt into the floor if it weren't for the fact that her hands were now trailing yours until she held you in an embrace; engulfing both you and sabrina.
what the actual fuck was happening right now? you couldn't breathe. you'd forgotten how to. you were lightheaded and the thoughts running through your head were so corrupt. so filthy that when sabrina laid her head back against your shoulder you absentmindedly nuzzled your face into her neck and you could've planted your lips on her bare shoulder if it weren't for the voice snapping you out of your trance.
"let's get out of here," billie called out.
those were the last words exchanged before your bodies were stumbling into sabrina's house. you're not sure how you'd come to the decision. in all honesty, you hadn't thought of anything else apart from the two girls riding at the front of the car while you sat in the back holding your breath.
when you were in her house, your hands intertwined as sabrina led you down the hall. it felt like the longest walk of your life as billie followed behind. her hand on the small of your back. it was the smallest little things that were creating the biggest ripple in the pit of your stomach. your heart was caught in your throat. what the fuck was happening and why did you like it so much?
"how about you get comfortable?" sabrina asked closing the door behind her. your eyes wandered to billie who was removing her jacket letting it fall on the edge of the bed. swallowing you glanced at sabrina who was removing her earrings.
were you about to get fucked by billie and sabrina? .. and why were they being so normal about it? like they'd done this before. like they'd come to a silent agreement when they first laid eyes on you.
'we talk about you all the time.'
the words came flooding back as sabrina turned her back to you.
"can you-" she motioned to her neck.
"-take it off, please?" she asked tilting her head to the side. you gulped. hands shaky as they reached for the halter top. you undid the buttons. fumbling with the neckline. her skin so shimmery and smooth as the silky material fell down her body.
a small gasp escaped your parted lips when you noticed the small black thong clinging to her perfectly round ass. oh god. she was standing in front of you in only her thong.
"take this off," billie whispered behind you. her voice so low and seductive urging you to undress. you leaned into her letting her voice consume you. letting her fingers hook under the straps of your dress sliding them down so slowly you were forgetting how to breathe. the feeling of her fingers on your skin made your insides flutter. you closed your eyes getting lost in the moment.
unaware of sabrina coming down to her knees. the touch of her hands on your ankle undoing the strap of your heels urged your eyes to open. your lips parted. her delicate hands removing your shoes. you dropped a few inches. feet relaxing, you almost moaned.
"let us take care of you," billie whispered wrapping her arm around your torso. flames on your skin from her touch. sabrina's hands were now traveling up your calves. eyes so big and doe like when you looked down at her.
"please," you huffed surrendering every ounce of doubt, not that there was much to begin with. you wanted them. so bad. you wanted billie. you wanted sabrina. you never thought you'd be able to have both. at the same time.
"good girl," sabrina cooed and there was something so satisfying about hearing those words come out of her pretty lips and seeing her at your feet with an expression that was yelling 'fuck me' while simultaneously holding a power over you that was so strong. a power that lured you straight to that bed. flat on your back. waiting for the hottest women alive to totally destroy you.
"wanna do the honors?" billie motioned towards your body turning to sabrina who was pursing her lips and holding her hands on her hips. she smirked when she heard billie's question and approached you. as she moved towards you, she peeled off the pasties she was wearing and you moaned when you saw her rosy nipples. you moved your hips as you propped your body up with your elbows.
she walked so slowly. hands running up your thighs as she slid onto the bed. she planted her knees on either side of your body hovering over you, touching your thighs but not quite lowering herself. you were so desperate you bucked your hips. she gasped almost toppling over and you grabbed her hips steading her.
a very naked billie was approaching your bodies. you hadn't noticed when she'd removed her clothes, but oh god she looked heavenly. you were in the presence of two angels and you were about to walk through the gates of heaven.
billie came up behind sabrina. her fingers delicately removed the black bow that held her hair in place. her blonde tendrils cascaded down her shoulders as she looked down at you. hair framing her pretty face as she finally caved and swayed her hips on yours. you were hyperventilating. hands gripping her hips.
the sweetest little sounds fell from her parted lips as she watched you closely. hands on either side of your head. hips moving gloriously watching the way you struggled to breathe. she brought her hand down to your bra tugging at the fabric trying to free your breasts.
the mattress sunk besides you as billie made her presence known. her hand cupped your cheek turning you to face her. she clung to your skin. eyes piercing into your soul as the blonde moved on top of you. her fingers laced through billie's hair pushing her closer to your face until your lips were brushing. she held her in place until your mouths were open engulfing each other in a heated kiss. tongues swirling. chest rising as sabrina cupped your breasts only increasing the pace of her movements and the heat between your legs.
when she loosened her grip on billie's hair. the brunette ran her hands down your neck until they were on your breasts. with a single pinch of your nipple, you were crying out lifting your chest. sabrina slithered off your body laying next to you. her hand running down the side of your thigh until you were opening your legs inviting her to touch you.
"sit on her face," billie snarled looking at the blonde who was lying down besides you like a siren. you pouted just as her hand was reaching your clothed pussy. without hesitation, sabrina lifted her hips sliding off her underwear.
you were breathing heavy with anticipation. everything was moving so fast yet impossibly slow as she planted herself over your face. you caught a quick glance of billie who was sliding between your legs. her index fingers hooking in your underwear pulling them down at a painfully slow rate.
when sabrina lowered herself on your face, billie's tongue ran between your folds. the feeling was blinding and you moaned against her cunt sending her into a fit of whimpers when your tongue haphazardly lapped her pussy.
you felt billie between your thighs. her arms cupping your legs. tongue finding your clit sending you into a fit of moans so quickly you could hardly wrap your head around the different sensations. the blonde sitting on your face. the brunette between your legs. you held sabrina's thighs as you devoured her pussy. she swayed her hips holding her arms up to hold her hair exposing her back to billie who was busy eating you like the last super.
her nose was pressed against your pussy. her tongue dipping into your cunt eliciting a string of incoherent moans. then her fingers replaced her tongue and you were whimpering under her touch. pussy so tight you were clenching around her fingers already. so fucking close to the point of no return. her lips wrapped around your clit sucking so gently as her fingers fucked you so roughly.
your nails dug into sabrina's thighs as she clung to your head swaying her hips searching for her own high.
billie was quick. before you could unravel, she was holding your legs open lowering her body on to yours so your pussies were making contact. you were already so sensitive you clung to sabrina's ass trying to muffle your desperate cries against her sweet pussy. that is until billie started moving. swaying her hips. grinding on your pussy. you gasped for air suffocating between sabrina's thighs.
billie wrapped an arm around the blonde, holding her up as she convulsed, hovering over your face. you were choking for air. reaching down to grab a hold of billie's other hand. something. anything to get your through this rattling feeling. you were rapidly being filled to the brim and you could no longer contain it.
you were going to explode. you were going to cum with a beautiful blonde still hovering over your face and a brunette doming you like you'd never been before.
you didn't want to it end. they were opposites, sure. so unlike anything you'd seen before. they didn't make sense together, but you when you were in the mix it all fell into place.
diaween 2024 💜
#billie eilish#billie eilish x reader#billie eilish x y/n#billie eilish x you#billie eilish x fem!reader#billie eilish fic#billie eilish fanfiction#billie eilish imagine#billie eilish oneshot#billie eilish smut#diaween 2024#sabrina carpenter#sabrina carpenter x reader#sabrina carpenter x y/n#sabrina carpenter x you#sabrina carpenter x fem!reader#sabrina carpenter fanfiction#sabrina carpenter fic#sabrina carpenter imagine#sabrina carpenter oneshot#sabrina carpenter smut#billie eilish x reader x sabrina carpenter#billie x reader x sabrina
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Rumoured Nights | S.R
This was written for the lovely and wonderful @foxy-eva milestone celebration. Congratulations love! 💕 I used the prompt - “someone has to unexpectedly share hotel room with their favourite coworker - who apparently really likes to cuddle.”
Set during 5.21 Exit Wounds - this ep just lends itself perfectly for a one bed fic.
Summary - a case in a small town in Alaska forces you and your favourite coworker into sharing a room and a bed. And according to Morgan, Spencer likes to cuddle.
Pairing - Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader
Category - smut NSFW Minors DNI
Warnings - one bed trope, friends to lovers, sex dream, cuddly Spencer, swearing, making out, Spencer is touch starved, canon compliant death, meddling BAU team, interruptions, fingering, handjobs, penetrative, protected sex.
WC - 7.5k (don’t ask me how, she’s wordy)
“I’m not sleeping with Reid.”
The comment was probably meant inoffensively, an off the cuff remark to make his coworkers laugh but instead only caused the youngest member of the team to blush furiously.
Spencer Reid shrunk down in the armchair, attempting to hide his embarrassment from the eyes of his fellow team members who now all looked upon him.
As far as he was aware, Morgan had never told the team what happened the one and only time they’d shared a room during a case. The confused looks being sent his way went to further that, thank god.
It happened a few years back when they’d been on a case in a town equally as small as Franklin, Alaska where they found themselves now. Like tonight, the BNB was small and they’d had to double up.
And Morgan had woken in the morning to find Spencer’s arms wrapped around him like he was the genius’s oversized teddy bear, and one of Spencer’s legs draped across him.
Morgan had pushed the younger man off of him and apparently Spencer hadn’t even so much as stirred. It wasn’t even until a while later Morgan had filled him in on what he’d subconsciously done in his sleep.
It was perfectly innocent. There was no more to it other than the fact that Spencer was painfully touch starved. He didn’t allow himself to dwell on how long exactly it had been since he’d had another warm body to share his bed with, but if he did he would be able to recite how long it had been down to the minute.
It was an involuntary reaction. His subconscious must have gravitated him towards the body in his bed and held them without thought to who it was. In his unconscious mind, it didn’t matter who it was, just that he needed the comfort of holding somebody.
He was glad Morgan hadn’t woken him because he would have been a hundred times more embarrassed if he had to remember his inappropriate middle of the night cuddle.
While he relented to his own mortification, the rest of the team silently paired off. Garcia was quick to place her hand on Morgan’s arm, nabbing him as her roomie before anyone else had the chance.
Hotch and Rossi exchanged a look of understanding and JJ smiled at Emily, the brunette nodding back at the blonde in response.
Spencer felt his stomach coiling into thick knots as he let his eyes glance across the room and land on you who had also noticed the non-verbal agreements taking place. You met his gaze and offered him a meek half-smile.
“Guess you’re with me, Doc.” You got to your feet, grabbing your bag off the floor.
You tried to hide the look of sheer delight from your eyes, tried to pretend that this wasn’t the best outcome to you. There had always been something about Spencer that you found magnetic, his brain intrigued you and he wasn’t at all hard on the eyes.
Through five years of working together you had kept your little crush underwraps, your poker face was second to none.
So you had to play it cool. You couldn’t show how utterly thrilled you were that the chips had fallen in your favour.
One by one the rest of the team stood with their bags and collected their room keys from the kindly innkeeper and headed towards the staircase.
You hung back for Spencer while he procured the key and with an awkward smile he followed you to the stairs.
“Good luck, mama.” Morgan smirked at you, clapping a hand down on your shoulder as you went to pass him by. “Pretty boy here is a secret cuddler.”
“Morgan!” Spencer’s voice pitched, around five octaves higher than his usual cadence.
“She’s gonna find out sooner or later, kid.” Morgan winked at the younger man, causing Spencer to turn beet red again.
You shook your head with a soft laugh, averting your eyes away from Derek and towards the bottom step.
“Uh, thanks for the heads up. Goodnight.” You started up the stairs, hearing Spencer following behind you.
You met him at the door to your room and stood aside so he could unlock it. Like the gentleman he was, he held it open for you to enter first.
It was you who first noticed the initial problem. When Spencer sidled up next to you a moment later he saw it too.
One bed. There was only one freaking bed.
“I’ll sleep on the floor.” He was quick to speak, dumping his go-bag on the dresser.
“You’ll put your back out.” You rolled your eyes.
“I’m not Rossi.” He scoffed, indignantly. “I’ll be fine.”
“Spencer, your knee still hasn’t properly healed. I cannot in good conscience let you sleep on the floor.”
“I’m fine,” he waved a dismissive hand. “I’ve been walking without my cane for months.”
“With a limp.” You clucked. “If it makes you uncomfortable to share a bed, let me sleep on the floor, please?”
“It is statistically improbable that I will let you sleep on the floor, Y/N.” He folded his arms across his chest in defiance.
“Fine,” you shrugged. “It’s one night, Spence. We can share a bed can’t we?”
For the third time in ten minutes, Spencer’s cheeks burned bright red with his embarrassment.
“I, uh, you see…” he swallowed. “Morgan wasn’t lying about the cuddling thing. We had to share a bed once on a case and apparently I cuddled up to him in my sleep.”
A smile tugged at your lips and you felt a little guilty given how mortified he looked. But honestly you thought it was incredibly adorable and plenty endearing.
Spencer was known for having an aversion to touch, always citing how many germs could be passed in a single handshake and how it was actually safer to kiss. So the thought of him hugging anyone made you smile, even if it was when he was asleep.
“I just so happen to not totally hate that idea.” You tried to encourage him, not wanting him to be embarrassed.
“Y-you don’t?” He stuttered with a frown.
“It’s cute.” You smiled.
“I think the word you’re looking for is pathetic.” He sighed. “Who knows it might have just been a one off anyway. If you’re lucky, I’ll leave you alone.”
Lucky? Some luck that would be.
You hid your expression from him, the one that desperately loved the idea of him snuggling up to you in his sleep. You pushed it down, simply offering him a nod.
You just might be disappointed if he didn’t cuddle you.
***
The two of you took turns in the bathroom, brushing your teeth and changing into your respective pyjamas. Usually you slept nude, or at the very least just in your panties, but thankfully you kept a pair of shorts and a tank top in your go-bag in case you ever found yourself in this position.
You were already in bed scrolling on your phone when Spencer stepped out of the bathroom. He wore a set of dark green flannel pyjama pants and a matching long sleeved top, buttoned right up to his neck. You smiled in amusement at him as he padded across the room.
“Why does it not surprise me one little bit that Doctor Spencer Reid even sleeps in a button down?” You giggled a little as he sat down on the edge of the bed.
“I get cold easily.” He shrugged, his back now to you. “And we are in Alaska.”
You didn’t reply, simply watched him as he slid his legs under the sheets, his mismatched socks still adorned on his feet, and laid his long, messy hair on the pillow. He kept his back to you and he reached out and switched off the lamp.
“Goodnight, Y/N.” He whispered, tucking one hand beneath his pillow.
“Goodnight, Spence.” You smiled to yourself as you closed your eyes.
***
It was still dark out when you stirred in your sleep, eyes fluttering slightly as you pulled the duvet further up to your chin. You would have fallen straight back to sleep if it hadn’t been for the sensation of something heavily draped over your ribcage.
You were on your back, the ceiling staring back at you when you opened your eyes. It was then you realised there was something hard between your head and the pillow.
You looked to your side and blinked against the darkness, trying to adjust your vision. A messy head of hair was next to you on your pillow, so close you could feel the soft breath coming from parted lips tickling your face.
It was then you pieced together that the thing that was under your head and across your torso were one in the same: Spencer’s arms. One was tucked beneath you, holding you close to him while the other cautiously rested over you, just below your breasts.
His right leg was bent at the knee, slung over your bare thighs. His whole body was pressed up against your side and it was then you registered that something hard was digging into your left hip…
Oh, your eyes widened. Oh.
You looked back at the ceiling, body going rigid in Spencer’s arms. It certainly did not take someone with a genius level IQ to figure out what it was.
You tried to ignore it, willed yourself to go back to sleep and put it behind you. Maybe you were still asleep, perhaps this was just a really vivid dream. In the morning you would pretend it never happened, not wanting to embarrass the poor man.
But then the situation somehow grew even more awkward, if that were possible. Spencer nuzzled closer to you in his sleep, his face buried against your neck. His breathing started to grow frantic and his hold on you tightened.
And then he moaned.
Your stomach tightened at the delicious sound, equally trying to commit it to memory and forget it at the same time. But then it happened again, the sound deeper this time. There was no denying it was a moan of pleasure.
The third time he made the sound it was followed by the whimpered utterance of the word fuck.
And when his hips started to gesticulate, grinding his hardness against your hip, you had to do something.
“Spence?” You hissed, wriggling in his arms. “Spencer, wake up!”
His eyes shot open suddenly and he huffed out a breath. His eyes were hooded with his sleep, his plump lips parted in confusion.
For a few moments he just laid there, not registering his position or the bulge in his pyjama pants. He simply stared blankly at you.
“What happened?” He groaned sleepily. “Another body?”
“No….no. Not work.” You swallowed. “I uh, I don’t really know how to say this so I’m just gonna say it…I think you were having a sex dream.”
His eyes got really wide, really fast. As your words registered with him he also realised he was holding you, snuggled tightly against you. And at the same moment he also realised the part of his anatomy that had woken up long before his brain had.
And it was pressing right against your side.
He scrambled away from you suddenly, drawing all of his limbs close to his torso and burying his face into the pillow.
“Fuck,” he mumbled against the cushion. “Fuck, I am so unbelievably sorry. I’m going to…”
He trailed off and quickly rolled to the edge of the bed but you were faster and you managed to grab his arm before he made it out.
“Spence, it’s fine. These things happen. Let’s just go back to sleep and forget it ever happened.” You gently guided him back to the mattress and he flopped onto his back.
“This is somehow more humiliating than when I cuddled Morgan. At least then I didn’t have a, uh…yeah.” He shook his head, not willing to finish that sentence.
“There’s nothing to be embarrassed about, Spencer. You were dreaming, and apparently it was a very good dream.” You couldn’t help but laugh, trying to cast light on the situation and make him feel less uncomfortable.
It had the opposite effect.
“I really don’t see how this is funny. I’m lonely ok? I’m so painfully lonely that the only kind of physical contact I can get with a woman is in my sleep.” He blurted out, his brain not quite awake enough to stop the words coming out of his mouth.
The room fell silent. Spencer stared at the ceiling, you stared at the side of Spencer’s face.
It wasn’t exactly a surprise to hear. Spencer never talked about dating or anything of the sort and although Morgan had speculated he just kept his exploits quiet, you were never so sure.
Spencer was awkward and shy and had a hard time talking to anyone he didn’t know unless it was in statistics and facts.
So it didn’t surprise you to find this out, but it did surprise you that Spencer was offering that information out to you.
“I, uh…” you croaked.
“It’s ok, you don’t have to say anything. I’m sorry I made you uncomfortable. I’m sorry that I had a sex dream about you but in my defence I can’t control my-”
“Hold up,” you cut him off, leaning up on your elbow so you could look at him properly. “Did you say you were dreaming about me?”
His cheeks turned impossibly redder and he buried his face further into the pillow.
“I assumed you knew that part. I thought you said…'' he wracked his brain.
No, you didn’t tell him he’d said your name. He’d added that part, assumed that you knew who he’d been dreaming about. Fuck.
“You were dreaming about me.” You croaked, staring at what little of his face wasn’t covered by the pillow.
“Y-yes.” He whispered. “As if the situation wasn’t already awkward enough. I can just go and sleep in the bathtub or something. The lobby even.”
“Spence,” you gave his hair a gentle tug, trying to get him to look at you.
Reluctantly he lifted his head and his eyes were wide and guilt ridden, his bottom lip cushioned between his teeth.
“Yes?”
“Do you…have you…” you couldn’t seem to finish that trail of thought.
“Yes.” He clearly knew what you were trying to say. “It has happened before. More times than I care to admit right at this present moment.”
“Oh.” You swallowed thickly.
“So bathtub or lobby? How bad is this situation exactly? Does the bathroom put enough space between us or do I seriously need to leave the room entirely?”
“My preference would be that you don’t go anywhere.” You confessed, causing Spencer to frown. “I mean, unless it’s closer to me.”
“I…I’m not sure I understand.”
“Sure you do.” You smiled, shuffling closer to him when he wouldn’t move. “The real thing will be so much better than even your wildest dreams, Spence.”
An air of confidence washing over you, you finally got the chance to do something you’d been imagining for years and pressed your lips against his.
He whimpered at the contact, momentarily dumbfounded by what was happening. But he soon managed to snap himself out of it and quickly took hold of your face and parted your lips with his tongue.
As he deepened the kiss he rolled himself on top of you, already straining at the front of his flannel pants again. This time he was happy to roll his hips against you, really allowing you to feel him.
You gasped into his mouth and he swallowed the sound down into his lungs. He held your face with care but the kiss was all frantic tongues and the clashing of teeth.
It was years worth of pent up sexual tension for which neither of you had ever realised the other felt too, all spilling forth against the others lips.
You wrapped your arms around his waist, fingertips brushing beneath the hem of his pyjama shirt, he moaned into the kiss when your hands glided over his back, across his shoulder blades and back down his spine.
His own hands wandered at the same time his tongue hungrily explored every crevice of your mouth. His touch was featherlight down your biceps and forearms before falling towards your torso and following your lead, under the hem of your shirt.
His finger brushed delicately over the sides of your ribs, up and down and up and down the skin, his fingertips making a mental note of how every dip and curve felt beneath them.
His teeth grazed against your bottom lip before nibbling on it lightly and then pulling away. He sat back and looked down at you, your hands dislodging from under his shirt.
His pupils were blown out wide and his lips were puffy and red. His chest heaved his haggard breaths while he fought for air.
You smiled up at him, reaching for the top button of his pyjama shirt. He let your deft fingers do their work, popping each button in turn and moving lower and lower down his abdomen.
When the final button was undone he shucked the material off his shoulders and tossed it aside. His long curls hung around his face, framing him perfectly and you didn’t think anyone had ever looked as delicious as he did right now.
His own hands brushed under your tank top again, palm flush against your stomach for a moment or two before he hooked his fingers in the fabric and started drawing it upwards.
He let out a feral moan as he peeled the top away to reveal your bare breasts beneath. You helped him get it over your head and it soon joined Spencer’s shirt on the floor.
He was open mouth staring at you, not even trying to hide it. You rolled your eyes with a soft chuckle, reaching for him and pulling him close.
“What’s the matter, Doc?” You spoke as you kissed him again. “Never seen a pair of tits before?”
“None that magnificent, that's for certain.” He mumbled in reply.
“Flattery will get you everywhere Doctor Reid.” Your hands moved to cup his clothed ass.
“Fuck,” he hummed, rolling his hips against you. “Keep calling me Doctor Reid and it’ll be over before it begins.”
You laughed at the insinuation, wrapping your arms around him and expertly managing to flip you both over so his back was to the mattress and you were straddling his hips.
His hair splayed out against the pillow and from this angle you were able to get a good look at what the good doctor was hiding in his pants.
You involuntarily hissed at the sight and his eyes never left your chest. His hands were pawing at your hips, cloying at the fabric of your shorts.
You raised your eyes to his face and waited for him to meet your gaze. When he did you made a show of grinding down against his lap, his mouth falling open as a moan erupted from his lungs.
The friction caused by his pants rubbing against him was nice in a way but he would much rather a different kind of friction.
He reached for your neck, pulling you closer so your bare chests crashed together and he kissed you deeply.
You continued to grind against him, feeling his hard member between your legs and wishing for fewer clothes to be in the way.
But before you could think about helping him undress further, Spencer’s hungry fingers were trailing up your thigh and grazing beneath the leg of your shorts.
His hand wove higher, he could feel the heat emanating from your core. His fingertips lightly brushed against your pubic bone and you whined into his mouth.
“Is that what you want?” He spoke against your lips, his other hand gripping the back of your neck tightly.
“P-please…” you whimpered, nibbling on his lip and trying to move yourself closer to his waiting fingers.
Spencer chuckled almost darkly, brushing his fingers over the same spot.
“Do you have any idea how long I’ve waited for this?” He whispered as your lips latched against his neck, sucking deep marks in his flesh.
“About as long as I have. Please Spencer, please for the love of god!”
The way you moaned so desperately for him made his head spin, no one had ever reacted like this for him.
He inched his fingers nearer to where you wanted them, but as he was about to give you everything you’d been waiting for, an ear piercing scream reverberated in the room.
You fell back as Spencer sat up, ears pricked and waiting in silence that now shrouded the room. Seconds passed that felt like hours until you both heard it again.
“Help! Somebody please help!”
“Is that…?” Spencer’s chest heaved in panic.
“Penelope!”
The two of you were suddenly out of bed and on your feet, scampering around to dress as quickly as possible. You threw a pair of jeans over your shorts, foregoing your tank top and tossing on a sweater instead before your coat.
Spencer grabbed his pyjama shirt and fought with the buttons whilst stuffing his feet inside his converse. He grabbed his jacket and scarf on his way to the door, before quickly doubling back and picking up his revolver.
You got your firearm as well, toeing on your boots as they two of you quickly dashed from the room. In the corridor you saw Morgan ahead of you, running towards the stairs.
“You heard it too?” You asked as you ran to catch him.
“You bet your ass I did.” Morgan hurried down the stairs with you in hot pursuit. “Pretty boy, wake the others. Y/N and I will check it out.”
Spencer nodded though no one was looking at him. He fell back, his hand holding the gun dropping to his side as he made his way back to the other rooms.
His head was still spinning, dizzy with the lust from previous moments ago. Maybe this was a sign to him not to cross that line with his friend. The line was blurred, sure, but not yet so much as it couldn’t be rectified.
All he could hope was that he hadn’t destroyed your friendship to the point of no return.
You followed Morgan hurriedly towards the front door of the inn, guns pointed in front of you. You could still feel an electric current pulsing through your veins from Spencer’s touch, your lips still tingled from his kiss.
You pushed it aside as a blast of frigid air hit you when Morgan opened the door and the two of you descended the front steps.
“Help! Someone help!” Cried Penelope off in the distance.
Morgan’s head whipped around almost three hundred and sixty degrees, eyes taking in the dark landscape to find what he was looking for.
“Over there!” He barked, nodding his head towards two silhouettes in the trees.
He quickened his pace, so did you.
You found Garcia on her knees on the ground over the dead body of a man. She had tears streaming down her cheeks, her mouth hung open.
“I…and he…and then…”
“It’s ok baby girl,” Morgan crouched down next to her, stuffing his gun in the back of his jeans and helping her to her feet.
You tucked your own gun away, leaning over the body and placing your index and middle finger to the side of his neck.
No pulse. You didn’t think it needed to be spoken out loud.
Garcia was sobbing, head buried against Morgan’s strong chest while he held her. The sound of crunching leaves alerted you to your company and you spun around to see the rest of the team running your way.
Hotch and Rossi still wore their usual daytime attire but JJ and Emily wore sweats under large coats. Spencer looked an absolute picture in his pyjamas, coat and scarf hanging limply from his neck.
He briefly made eye contact with you, but you broke it swiftly, glancing over at your boss who looked even more annoyed than usual.
“Get her inside.” Hotch spoke to Morgan. “Someone call the sheriff.”
Emily pulled her cell phone out and stepped away to make the call.
“He knew we were staying here. This was a big risk.” Rossi huffed, glancing at the faces around him and lingering a little longer on Spencer. “Kid, why do you look so flustered?”
Spencer’s eyes widened and you saw him swallow thickly. You looked away, focused on the body on the floor.
“I…” he squeaked, rolling his lip between his teeth. “I’m fine.”
And if anyone noticed his voice was several octaves higher than usual, they kindly didn’t say anything.
***
Over an hour later you all trudged back inside from the cold. The coroner had taken the body away and you would continue your investigation in the morning.
Penelope was fraught, never having seen a dead body in real life let alone having to witness someone die. Morgan tried to keep her calm but even he couldn’t bring her back from this spiral.
When she stormed upstairs you all watched her go. Morgan looked over at you, his eyes asking you questions before his words did.
“Can you…?”
“Yeah.” You nodded.
You moved past the others towards the stairs, you hadn’t so much as looked at Spencer in the last hour. He tried to make eye contact with you as you walked by but you kept your gaze forward.
Once you were up the stairs, Morgan sidled up to Spencer who was still watching you walk away.
“You gonna tell me why you’ve been looking like a lost puppy for the last hour?” He cocked an eyebrow at the younger man.
“What? I’m not! I’m…tired. I was sleeping when I heard Garcia.” Spencer averted his gaze.
“I hope that isn’t true.” Morgan scoffed.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Spencer frowned looking back at him.
“It means,” JJ stepped forward, an amused smile on her lips. “We’ve all spent the last five years trying to get you and Y/N to see what the rest of us can see.”
“And what’s that?” He turned to JJ.
“Oh please.” Emily chuckled. “You think we don’t notice the tension between the two of you? Morgan’s been single handedly trying to get the two of you to bone for years.”
Spencer’s cheeks instantly turned red and he felt his chest tighten with his embarrassment.
“I…I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He turned his back on them and headed for the stairs.
“Go get her lover boy.” Morgan called after him and they all fell about laughing while Spencer shrunk away.
He was at least glad you hadn’t been privy to that. But he didn’t relish the idea of seeing you right now, that would surely be one awkward encounter.
***
You found Penelope pacing the length of her and Derek’s room, muttering under her breath frantically.
You cautiously entered, not wanting to startle her.
“I watched him die.” She spoke when she saw you. “I watched him take his last breath, Y/N.”
“I know.” You nodded slowly, coming close to your friend and placing your hands on her shoulders. “I can’t imagine how scary that was for you.”
“I just…” she whined a little. “When I was shot, all I could think was that if I die the last face I’m ever going to see is the man who killed me. I didn’t want that for him.”
“You’re too good for this world, Penny.” You squeezed her shoulders.
“I don’t know how I’m ever going to sleep again.” She pulled free of your hold and started pacing again. “Tell me something, anything. Something to distract me.”
“Uh…” you scratched the back of your head. “You did everything you could to help him?”
“No, not that. Not about this.” She quickened her pace, arms flailing about as she walked.
“Uh…I’m pretty sure after tonight you can get Morgan to spoon you. All you need to do is tell him how scared you were.” You tried again.
“As delicious as that sounds, I don’t think Kevin would be too pleased about that.” She was a blur of colour, like a rainbow flying through the sky. “Please Y/N, I need to think of something other than this horrible night.”
Goddamnit.
You had the exact thing she was looking for, the perfect piece of information to take her mind off of this.
Goddamnit, here goes nothing.
“I almost slept with Spencer tonight.” You blurted out before you could change your mind.
As expected she immediately stopped pacing, halting in her tracks and glaring wide eyed at you. Her mouth hung open like she wanted to speak but couldn’t find the right words.
You rolled your lip between your teeth, awkwardly waiting for her to say something. Slowly she stepped closer to you, eyebrows raising towards her hairline.
“You…and boy wonder?”
“Yes.”
“It’s about time!” She slapped your bicep and you growled at the impact. “Wait…did you say almost?”
“Yeah, we didn’t quite get that far.” You rubbed your arm from her assault.
“Why not?” She sounded incredulous.
“Because…the screaming? The cries for help?” You huffed.
“I…I ruined your first time with Reid?” She gasped. “No, no that won’t do. You are going to march back to your room and resume all previous activities. Right now.”
“I don’t think that’s gonna happen.” You shook your head.
“Why?”
“It was a dumb idea, Pen. We’re friends, we work together.” You sighed deeply.
“Friends who are utterly infatuated with one another and have been for the past five years.” She clucked.
“Guess my poker face isn’t as good as I thought it was.”
“It is not. You make heart eyes at him every time he walks into a room. And he’s just as bad!” Garcia sounded exasperated. “Go to him. Finish what you started. For the love of all things pink and sparkly.”
“Penny, I love you but it’s not gonna happen.” You shrugged. “I’m not ruining one of my closest friendships for one night of passion.”
“Ok…I do not like thinking of boy genius and the word passion in the same sentence.” She pulled a face. “That’s like thinking of my brother…gross.”
You couldn’t help but laugh at the way her body shuddered at the thought. You were pleased at least you had managed to get her to calm down.
“You gonna be ok if I go?” You smiled at her.
“Morgan will probably be up soon, I’m sure he can protect me.” She smiled back. “Just let him down gently ok? Reid is fragile.”
You rolled your eyes, backing away to the door.
“Goodnight, Penelope.” You blew her a kiss as you opened the door and stepped out into the corridor.
Across the hall your own door loomed. Your chest tightened as you pushed forward, hoping Spencer may already be asleep so as to avoid an awkward conversation.
But you knew he wouldn’t be and that was confirmed when you entered your room and found him sitting on the edge of the bed as if waiting for you.
He looked up from where he’d been staring at his lap when he heard the door close. He pushed himself to his feet, his jaw set tightly.
“I don’t want to ruin our friendship.” He blurted out suddenly.
“Me either.” You agreed, stepping closer to him as you got out of your jacket.
You unsheathed your firearm and laid it on the dresser next to Spencer’s.
“But uh…” he frowned, fighting an internal battle with his own thoughts. “Friendships are overrated right? I have plenty of friends…”
“Way too many friends.” You smiled and nodded as he reached for you, large hands cupping your face.
“I don’t want to be your friend.” He whispered and then proceeded to crash your lips together.
You immediately parted your lips and his tongue slid inside of your mouth while he pulled you back to the bed. You both fell to the mattress, you on top of him while never breaking the kiss.
He didn’t want to waste a second, didn’t want to risk being pulled away from you again and so his hands quickly found the hem of your sweater and helped you out of it.
You got his buttons undone and he guided you with a hand on your back, down to the mattress. He slipped the garment off of his shoulders and rolled himself on top of you, kissing you again.
His hands wandered down your torso to the button of your jeans. His lips trailed to your neck and brushed along your collarbones.
They moved lower, down to your right breast where he placed kisses on the swell of it before moving on and taking your hard nipple in his mouth.
You moaned and bucked your hips to meet his erection in his pyjama pants. He popped the button on your jeans and you helped him shimmy them down your legs.
When his lips moved to your neglected breast, you reached out and blindly groped him through his pants. He grinded against your hand, moaning around your nipple.
His large hand glided back across the plains of your stomach before inching lower. His fingertips brushed over the waistband of your panties before disappearing beneath the fabric.
His index finger located your clit and pressed firmly against it, another moan erupting from your chest. He pulled back from your nipple and looked down at you with a sinful smirk.
He started rubbing deft circles between your legs, his nimble finger a thing of magic. Wanting to return the favour, your own hand slipped inside of his pants and you grasped the base of his cock in your hand.
He moaned deeply, his finger working more frantically as you started to stroke him. He met your gaze, his lips parted and soft moans escaping between them.
“F-fuck.” He stuttered, moving his finger from your clit and running it through your folds, collecting your arousal on his digit.
His middle finger joined his index and pressed against your entrance. You increased your movement on his shaft as he pushed them slowly inside of you.
“Jesus Christ.” You muttered as you clenched around him. “Jesus fucking Christ.”
“Why the fuck have we never done this before?” He whined, pushing his fingers as deeply inside of you as he possibly could.
You whimpered, bucking your hips against him as he moved in and out of you hurriedly and your strokes of his member were becoming frantic.
His head was already leaking with pre-cum and you swiped your thumb through it causing an animalistic growl to leave Spencer’s mouth.
It was too much and not enough all at once. You needed more, you needed everything.
His fingers slammed into you roughly, the sounds of your slickness filling the room. You twisted your fist as it moved up and down his cock and he was snapping his hips back and forth, practically fucking your hand.
“Fuck…I don’t suppose you have a condom?” You panted, desperate to feel more of him.
“Uh, embarrassingly yes I do.” He nodded, his cheeks flushing a little.
“Why is that embarrassing?” You slowed your pace and Spencer slowly removed his fingers from inside of you.
“It seems…presumptuous? It wasn’t like…I didn’t think…it’s not like that I swear. It’s, uh, a long story.” He stood up, locating his wallet on the dresser and unsheathing the small golden foil packet from inside.
“I believe you, Doc.” You smiled at him as you shimmed out of your panties.
Spencer’s mouth fell open at the sight of you laid bare for him. His hands started to tremble as he moved them to the waistband of his flannel pants.
He wouldn’t look at you as he pulled them over his hips, down his legs and kicked them off of his feet.
When he did look back at you, you were staring right at his crotch.
Your chest heaved with frantic breaths and you were rolling your lip between your teeth.
“Good god, Reid.” You smirked. “I need you like yesterday.”
He shuddered at the desperation in your voice and shakily ripped the condom wrapper over. He moved closer to the bed again, holding the base of his shaft in one hand and rolling the rubber over his tip with the other.
You spread your legs for him, welcoming him between them and wrapping them around his waist. He leant on his hands either side of your head, the veins in his arms pulsing as he held his weight above you.
He eyed your face, an almost delicate smile on his lips and you weren’t sure what it meant.
“What is it?” You asked him, reaching up to tuck his long hair behind his ears.
“You’re sure about this?” He asked softly.
“Very. Aren’t you?”
“I’ve wanted this for so long.” He breathed. “But I really don’t want things to change between us.”
“Spence,” you brushed your knuckles across his cheek. “Things have already changed between us. But not in a bad way.”
Linking your hands at the base of his neck you drew him close for a kiss. He moaned into your lips and you felt him finally pressing between your legs.
He held his shaft again and guided him where he needed to be, his blunt head penetrating you, stretching you to accommodate him.
He slowly sank into you, a long and shaky breath leaving his lungs. Inch by inch he ebbed deeper, your walls fluttering against him as your body made room for him.
When he bottomed out he stilled, glancing between your bodies at where he was now sheathed inside of you. The look on his face was pure bliss, as though nothing in the world had ever felt this good to him.
He lowered himself onto his forearms as he drew his hips backwards painfully slowly. But then he surprised you by roughly thrusting back into you.
After that there was no holding him back, like a man possessed he started fucking you hard and fast into the mattress.
He pounded against your cervix with each thrust, kissing you with a newfound ferocity. The room was encompassed by the sound of skin slapping against skin and your moans which were being swallowed by the other's mouth.
He already knew he wouldn’t last long, but that was ok. He didn’t plan on this being the only time he fucked you tonight.
It was completely unexpected, out of the blue for the mild mannered doctor to be such a stallion. But it was electrifying, dizzying, the way in which he pounded into you like his life depended on it yet kissed with such gentle passion.
Resting all of his weight on one arm, his other hand manoeuvred between your sweat slicked bodies and his finger pressed deftly against your clit again.
He started rubbing intricate circles on your bud, hips still snapping back and forth, stretching your walls around his length.
He had a few beads of sweat trickling down his forehead which was scrunched up much like his nose was.
His chest was flushed beet red and his left arm which was holding him up shook with the exertion.
Your legs tightened around his waist, walls clenching around his cock. A combination of his rough thrusts and ministrations on your clit we’re bringing you rapidly spiralling towards your orgasm.
You assumed by the look in his face that he was close too and by the way in which he started to lose his rhythm a little, his thrusts becoming a little frantic.
You drew him in for another kiss. It was slightly messy, teeth clashing together and tongues fighting their way into the other's mouth.
He moaned deeply against your lips, his finger now rubbing against you rampantly.
“I’m s-so close.” He mumbled. “Can’t…don’t think I can…”
“Me too.” You agreed as you felt the tightening in the pit of your stomach. “Don’t stop. So close, don’t stop!”
And he didn’t.
The pressure was building and between his cock burying deep inside of you and his finger never letting up on your clit, you teetered on the brink.
And then as if a volcano erupted, you reached your peak, moaning into Spencer’s mouth as your body convulsed beneath him.
He felt you clenching around him as you came, causing a pressure to shoot through his member. He thrust deep one last time and whimpered as he felt the come shooting from his head in ropes, filling the condom.
His hips continued to buck lazily as if he simply couldn’t get enough of this feeling. His hand fell from its spot between your legs and he collapsed on top of you, panting and sweat slicked.
You could feel his heavy breaths as his chest moved against yours, could feel his heart erratically beating at his rib cage.
He nuzzled his face into your neck, his breath fanning across your skin. His hips were still rolling, grinding against you not ready to stop despite how worn out he was.
You stroked his cheek and moved your head so you could kiss him sleepily. He mumbled something incoherent against your lips.
Eventually his movements stilled briefly before he cautiously pulled out of you. He rolled onto his back and peeled the condom from his softening member, tying a knot in the end and tossing it lazily in the general direction of the trash can.
He shuffled a little, his arm finding his way beneath your head how you’d found it when you woke up in the night.
You curled into him, resting your head on his chest and listening to the still slightly erratic beating of his heart.
“I never like being friends anyway.” He mumbled, making you giggle.
“Me either.” You slung your arm around his waist. “Whatever this is, it’s so much better.”
He placed a kiss of agreement in your hair and snuggled closer to you as his eyes fluttered closed.
He decided, as he drifted off to sleep, being a secret sleep cuddler maybe wasn’t so bad after all.
***
Down the hall, Morgan flopped on the armchair in his and Penelope’s room, eyeing the blonde as she stared at her laptop screen.
“What a night huh?” He ran his hand over his head.
“Yah huh.” She nodded, bouncing a little in the bed as she did so.
“You seem oddly chipper. Y/N manage to take your mind off of things?” He cocked an eyebrow at her.
“Something like that.” A small smirk played at the corner of her mouth.
Derek sat up straight, scrutinising her curiously.
“Spill.”
“What?” Her eyes snapped away from the screen and over at Morgan. The guilt was written all over her face.
“You think I don’t know when you’re hiding something, baby girl? Spill.” He sat forward, leaning his elbows on his thighs.
Penelope huffed out a breath, chewing on her bottom lip.
“Promise not to tell anyone?”
“I promise.” He frowned.
“I think…I think Y/N and Spencer might be…you know.” She wiggled her eyebrows suggestively.
Morgan’s eyes widened as he stared at her.
“No way.”
“Yes way. Apparently they almost and then, you know, everything happened. But I’m hoping that they picked up where they left off.” She was grinning from ear to ear and it must have been contagious because a smile broke out on Morgan’s face too.
“My man.” He smiled brightly, a glint of something in his eyes.
“What was that?”
“What was what?”
“I too know when you’re hiding something Derek. Now you spill.” Garcia eyed him up, Morgan’s smile only grew.
“I’m just happy is all,” he beamed in amusement. “And I’m really glad I made up that story about him cuddling up to me in his sleep now.”
“You did what?” Garcia gasped, wide eyed.
“It started as a prank, just to wind him up a bit, embarrass him. And I thought if I brought it up tonight it would put ideas in his subconscious. Guess it worked.” Derek looked exceedingly pleased with himself.
“Derek Morgan, you are evil! Pure evil.” Penelope cackled, shaking her head at her chocolate thunder and his mischievous ways.
“I was just giving him a nudge in the right direction, he needs all the help he can get.” He grinned happily, pushing himself up and sighing wistfully.
“True, I love Reid and Y/N but they are so oblivious sometimes.” Garcia shut her laptop screen and laid back against the pillows.
Her eyes closed and as such she didn’t see the playful look spread to his eyes as his smile somehow grew, encompassing his entire face.
“And with any luck,” Morgan shuffled to the bed made up on the floor. “Pretty boy still had that condom I gave him.”
#spencer reid#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid smut#spencer reid fanfic#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x you#spencer reid x y/n#criminal minds fanfiction#criminal minds
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The allure of a unique partner that didn't choose you because of some feeble human standards (that are unattainable for the most of us) and wants to be with you due to a deeper connection, that won't take advantage of your vulnerability or drop you ass for the next best thing. Also there's this special understanding of two very different people, renouncing to previous concepts of what one has to be and instead accepting each other as they come, with all their little quirks.... vs a human who is pretty much a wild slot machine, you may get a good partner or an asshole that put on a good front long enough for you to drop your guard~
Sorry if wanting a loving partner that is actually happy and finds confort in sharing a life with my silly self is asking too much out of life 🙃
ok, i'm just going to say it. there's a reason that some of us like reading monster/alien romance just as much as maybe even more than regular romance.
and no, it's not about the supernatural dicks (at least not for me).
in short, it's about respect. obviously, the monster/alien comes from a place somewhere other than human society on planet Earth. because of that, he is completely ignorant of the sexist bias inherent in our society. (and by inherent i mean literally trained into us since birth and embedded in every aspect of our society)
sometimes the monster's views are more misogynistic — but in those stories the heroine manages to change his views by earning his respect as they navigate their inter-special differences (aka, he learns and fixes himself).
usually, the monsters believe strongly in equality between the sexes, and they are often shocked and horrified if/when they learn of how human men treat their partners. [and yes, i know some of them are over-the-top protective to the point of being controlling, but even then it's because they view the heroines as someone to continuously be protected, cherished, and respected.]
TLDR: it's an escape into a romantic fantasy where the love interest is GUARANTEED to be a good partner because he literally could never think to harm, insult, or disrespect the heroine
#which is way I love when the “human protagonist” is NOT you typically pretty cookie perfect young white girl with the beach body#the pink peachy lips and blond/brunette or fiery red hair#like.... most of us in this wild planet don't fucking look like that#nothing against the people who actually do look like this but it feels a bit gaslighting when this VERY specific type of human#makes out 90% of the “protagonist” looks on romance stories#monster/alien stuff included#monster romance#romance tropes#alien romance#monster husband#alien husband#paranormal romance#terato#teratophillia#monster boyfriend#monster girlfriend
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Its Butchtober. Bear with me for a second as I rant about children's cartoon ships, butchphobia, the conditional acceptance of butches in sapphic spaces on the basis of desirability, and feeling erased as a butch kid.
It's so funny that I realised early on as a 2000-2010s teen/kid how a lot of so called "sapphics" of social media are really, really anti butch4butch, only by interacting with certain subsets of Catradora and Appledash haters. It may be flippant to connect butchphobia with children's cartoons, but you cannot deny it is there. We finally had two canon butch4butch and masc4masc lesbian animated ships. And the fandoms decided that the best possible reaction to this is to violently hate on the ships for bullshit reasons and write up masterdocs about how the butch character actually looks better with a femme character instead (in both cases–Rarity and Glimmer, who is arguably feminine but not femme, but that's a conversation for another day, how the SPOP fandom waters down gender identities for aesthetics).
This is not just about two cartoon ships; this mindset of seeing two masc lesbians and immediately going "actually they act like bros; but this BUTCHFEMME couple has real chemistry" comes off sounding really, really bad in 2024 when you have no idea how butch identity operates, outside of depicting us as pants-wearing sexually aggressive muscular women. Butches ARE bros, even the ones who kiss each other. Camaraderie and tomboyish swagger *is* a part of their life. It's not our fault you are too fanfic trope-pilled to read these interactions are sexless friendship bantering.
It's also quite concerning, given how there are only a handful of butch4butch books in the market, and almost all of them talk about the stigmatizing of relationships between two butches/studs/masc lesbians. There are many butch lesbians who themselves face internalized butchphobia because of societal standards and expectations of being turned into the "gallant" provider of femmes. Butch and femme are not always inherently complementary, butches can be attracted to other butches, there is no "natural order" model of lesbian/sapphic attraction and your thinly veiled butchphobia is really off-putting, given you guys don't seem to extend that same rhetoric to mascfemme ships like Korrasami or Caitvi, or femme-femme ships like Harlivy.
Here, I must mention relationships like Rei and Kaoru from Oniisama E, or Jess and Lupe from A League of Their Own, who have bucket loads of chemistry but still have some vehement antis only because both the lesbians are masculine. (What's funny is the new wave of lesbian Oniisama E fans are almost all Rei/Kaoru shippers despite the show putting them into two butchfemme pairings.) Something something to be butch4butch is to be failing the tests of palatability and desirability according to conventional models of societal norms. Forever.
Again, one may have valid reasons for disliking these fictional ships (what, I genuinely don't know). But it *is* weird that you guys can watch fifty white fem4fem sapphic shows in a year and read 100+ GL with the same feminine girlish blonde and brunette/pink haired archetype and not bat an eyelid, but conjure a world of made-up "platonic" dynamics just because you read every butch4butch interaction as fundamentally platonic.
A lot of you love to throw around Stone Butch Blues as a catchphrase to educate strangers on the internet about 1950s-70s blue-collar bar culture and USA butch femme history, but how many of you actually know that within the book itself, the lead character acts prejudiced and hates on another butch for being butch4butch? How many of you know that she apologizes to her friend at the end for her hateful remarks? Fun fact: when you ostracize a butch for not fitting into your butch-femme subculture aesthetic, you're no better than lesbiphobic bigots actually.
Anyway, here are some butch4butch resources if you are a baby butch4butch and feel alienated by these kinds of weird rhetoric in online and fandom queer spaces too:
Butch4Butch romance books
My Butch4Butch books masterdoc (**being updated regularly**)
Leo Wilder's Butch4Butch writing (18+)
Butch4Butch photography archive (insta)
Boyish² Butch4Butch yuri anthology (insta)
@milsae Butch4Butch artist (tumblr/insta)
This post is made by a trans masc butch of color. Terfs, racists, biphobes and radfems kindly do not derail or interact.
#mimi.txt#butchphobia#butch lesbian#butch#butch4butch#lesbian#bisexual#sapphic#appledash#spop#mlp#shera#oniisama e#rei x kaoru#kaoru orihara#rei asaka#jesslupe#aloto#jess mccready#lupe garcia#a league of their own#sapphic books#representation#butch lover#butchtober#catradora#t4t
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