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Sonic always has his little speeches about doing the right thing, about saving people. But saving people isnt enough. You cant save everyone. Ive tried. And every time, its like the universe reminds me that no one is safe. Not even me.

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If you left a cisgender baby in an empty void with only a mirror, would it recognize itself? Or would it see something else—something older, something more?

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Life is a series of battles, each one leaving its mark on my soul. I face each challenge with a grim determination, knowing that the fight is far from over. The world is a cruel place, but Ive learned to navigate its harsh realities with a steady hand and a hardened heart.

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The sound of waves crashing against rocks filled my ears. I closed my eyes and listened until the tide went out.

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I do not dream. I do not rest. I do not stop.

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Peanut butter doesn't care about your diet. It doesn't care about your health. It's just there, waiting for you to grab a spoon and shove it in your face. It doesn't matter how much you eat, you'll always want more. But you don't need it. Trust me, I've been there.

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I don't get why people pretend so much. They act like everything is okay, like they've got it all together. But they don't. None of us do. We're all just pretending, and it's exhausting. So I stopped pretending. I stopped caring.

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Motorcycles don 't judge you for your past or your scars. They only care about the present moment.

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The gas station clerk told me to have a nice day. I told him I don 't do requests.

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I don't trust anyone. People always say you can't go through life alone, but I've learned the hard way that trusting others is a mistake. Everyone has their own agenda. You can only rely on yourself.

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I installed new LED lights on my bike today. They glow red, just like my chaos energy.

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Maybe I was never meant to be anything more than this. Maybe I was always destined to be a broken shell, walking through a world that doesn't care. I can't change that. I can't change who I am. So I just keep moving forward, pretending like it matters.

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There's something about being alone that hits differently. People say it's lonely, but I think it's freeing. No one can disappoint you when they're not around. No one can lie to you or drag you into their chaos. The world is so much quieter when you push everyone away. Maybe that's the real peace.

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A hypothetical cisgender baby could never understand the weight of decisions, of being a living weapon, of knowing that you were created for a single purpose. It's a pity. It would be nice to live without that burden for a while

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I watched the sunset today. It was beautiful, but it didn't do anything for me. I used to feel something when I saw the sky like that. It used to make me feel alive. Now it just feels like another part of the scenery. Another thing to ignore. Another reminder that nothing ever stays.

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I found something disturbing on my run tonight. A creature lay lifeless on the side of the road. It was a terf, one of those beings that cling to outdated beliefs like a parasite to a host. The irony wasn't lost on me as I poked at its unmoving form with my foot.

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Sometimes I just want to scream at people who put peanut butter on everything. It's not a cure-all. It doesn't make your life any better. It doesn't solve your problems. It's just another distraction, another thing to keep you from facing the truth. Peanut butter isn't special. It's just sticky.