#traumatized beans if you will
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This is sooo late (months in fact) but here’s some of my favorite v kid doodles! Only Chisuke is my character, the others belong to other incredible rp mates :D! So here’s some oc art because these kids rotate in my brain like rotisserie chicken.
Chisuke!
Basri! (@afromaniiac character!)
Chisuke again :D
Shunyu! (@scribbledoutname character!)
Ibuki! (Tilkal’s character!)
I have so many more doodles lol but theses are some favorites!
#submissions#bnha#reformcourse#oc#oc rp#roleplay#the babies#the most scrunkly#traumatized beans if you will#chisuke amari#basri kasumi#shunyu sayako#ibuki irumi#shared-art#vf-ca#“several months late” me posting this next year: [sweats nervously]#listen. i have no excuse--
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stop asking former nick stars what their thoughts are on the doc. Stop saying that the only reason they aren't saying anything is because they took hush money.
Like what if something did happen to them? It's none of your fucking business. You don't want to make sure they're okay, you're just nosey as fuck now and think you're entitled to their story
#them: oh no it's so sad :( it's traumatic#also them: if a nick star isn't saying anything it means they suck and took hush money#quiet on set#leave them alone!#stop asking what amanda feels about it#stop going to the victorious kids pages and demanding them say something#THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU#beans get spilled and people act like they are owed everything from former child stars#nickolodeon
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this is basically unprompted but man i love steven universe future so much. like. its my comfort show. i watch it when im super super upset
which may sound a little funny cause like, its so not soft and sweet. steven goes through so much fucked up shit and theres so much secondhand embarassment
but thats kinda the point
i relate to steven in future, i see myself in him
so even though he goes through all these fucked up things, and he hurts those he loves and cares about, or tries hurting others who he... doesnt hate but he doesnt really love either (the diamonds cough)
in the end, everyone just wants him to be okay. they love him unconditionally, they see that all hes been doing has been crying out for help, and they want to give him that help even though theyre not really sure how
and in the end he gets a happy ending. everyone loves him and he loves them and they stay in touch forever, and he travels away to experience the world he never really got to before
and when i feel really upset for whatever reasons, thats just really nice. to see a character i relate to go through that. its cathartic. also i just love him anyway since i grew up with him, so i also love seeing him get the happy ending he needed.
#my post#steven universe#su#steven universe future#suf they could NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU#SUF HATERS FUCKING DNI#'he was so out of character why did they do that to him!!' did you even watch the fucking show#HE WAS TRAUMATIZED BRO DO YOU KNOW WHAT BEING TRAUMATIZED LOOKS LIKE#ITS NOT BEING A CUTESY UWU SHY LITTLE BEAN#ITS PAINFUL AND SCARY AND INTENSE AND MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE YOURE GOING FUCKING INSANE#AND HE WAS WRITTEN PERFECTLY AS A TRAUMATIZED CHARACTER.#i could rant so much.... the bitches that didnt understand shit but act like they did.... fuck outta here......
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anyway i think chris definitely comes from money to some extent (though his family certainly isn't as well off as sandra's or max's, the ultimate nepo babies lmao) but he doesn't necessarily have access to that wealth—any money his family has comes to him filtered through the whims of celia and raymond bean, who at best are apathetic to his struggles and at worst enjoy actively toying with him about his financial situation. despite coming from an upper-middle class background (and having the obnoxious attitude to accompany that privilege, pfft) he doesn't really have the financial stability that normally comes with it, nor does he have a proper job either, instead choosing to devote his time to the theater which is not only emotionally and physically draining on him but financially draining on him as well. despite the fact on all accounts he shouldn't be, the man is indeed broke as fuck
#i feel like i have posted this headcanon before but as like.......a side piece to another headcanon. so here's a full post dedicated to it#i'm stressed about money so now i'm thinking about chris's money situation as well lol#i think it's fascinating how the drama society is always struggling financially despite most if not all of their members coming from money#in some respect#and i think part of it is that chris himself is struggling financially#he really gives me the vibes of someone who relies on his parents. unfortunately his parents resent him and are mean as fuck to him :(#he's being financially abused by them for sure that's all i'm saying#celia and raymond and their joy in tormenting their weird traumatized queer little son.........#they love controlling him and they LOVE playing mind games with him. you can't convince me otherwise#literal psychological warfare going on in the bean family i swear#the goes wrong show#chris bean#abuse tw#marshy speaks
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when/why did Jazmin take down the Birthday Bitch music video?
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look i was just in the mood to put a picture. shoutout to. somebody☝ yeah either its like, hidden from me due to the will of god but ⁉️ did they post anything about it on their stories or discord? i think they have a discord idk my bad if not. just anywhere, was this acknowledged?😭
#jazmin bean#jazmin#traumatic livelihood#worldwide torture#birthday bitch#music video#birthday#artists#singer#musician#music industry#alternative#alt fashion#alt aesthetic#edgy aesthetic#birthday aesthetic#makeup#alternative makeup#makeup artist#melanie martinez#ashnikko#fyp#for you#alt metal#heavy metal#metal#mv#weirdcore#lolita fashion#gothic fashion
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Sighh. Its been seven years already.... but anyway happy birthday first major hyperfixation!
#you can clearly tell who my favorite is.#im sorry but there is a favorite child </3#and that favorite child is PV sorry. Like actually. Sad littol traumatized bean....... needs a hug......#pleagse give that poor innocent skrunkly some love.....#hk#hollowknight#hollow knight#hk hornet#hornet#hk ghost#ghost#hk hollow#hollow#sigh I suck at tagging so tell me if I missed anything
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Everything I love is slowly skipping around the corner...
But I'm in the well wishing hard; best junkie you adore so...
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Best Junkie You Adore - Jazmin Bean
(gifs & image: Puppy Pound MV on YouTube)
#jazmin bean#best junkie you adore#moodboard#traumatic livelihood#words#photography#quotes#album lyrics#lyrics#spilled ink#art#Spotify
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I don’t have Spotify but here’s my Apple Music Replay for 2024 :p
#can you guys tells how much I love newjeans?#tbh I thought I would see jazmin bean on here cuz I listen to them & their most recent album ‘traumatic livelihood’ a lot#jazz uses curse! 💜
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i'm still catching up with one piece after a long break... and i just watched episode 1053. sanji has just realized that he's suddenly got the same enchancements as his brothers...
... i have never been less okay.
how could the episode go from light, comedic and with cool action to THAT? they can't just pull that, man, i can physically feel my heart clenching painfully in my chest jesus someone give this man a hug (usopp or luffy pls and thank you)
I had a whole breakdown watching that episode to the point of having to actively stop watching because I genuinely was starting to feel a panic attack coming up so imagine my insane attachment to this silly little guy having to face his trauma AGAIN. He really does need a hug after Wano :((
#oda why do you enjoy traumatizing my boy so much#i mean i like it too but cmon#it is SO good tho i adore that scene#it's so well made i am not complaining tbh#one piece#black leg sanji#wano arc#ask-bean!
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*2015 voice* i wish i had the chillness instead i got the mental illness
#evidence of life#tw for mental illnesses major distress illness symptoms that aren’t romanticized (lawl) suicide ableism i guess?#idk just a massive tw for what i’ve said in the notes / don’t read if descriptions of mental illnesses bother you etc#////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#i literally had to mix rubbing alcohol into my body wash then put it all over my body except my hair to stop myself from committing suicide#i’m so serious if there’s one thing i don’t say with my convoluted levels irony it’s suicide whenever i say kms im 100% serious#suicide is literally a constant ideation for me and i just can’t teehee about it ever i think it’s because it is one of the few ways i feel#that i can take total control full autonomy#anyways isn’t crazy traumatic things will happen and we have to just keep going like im literally on tumblr after [redacted]…#also why is my psychosis so obsessed with break ins these days when i was doing my rubbing alcohol scrub it did the break in scenario#like miss girl literally nobody want us that bad take a seat…#anyways this day started out okayish and now it’s literally *burning building in the background*#i wanna try to at least make it possibly kind of better by going to watch the sunset but no promises kinda itching for more rubbing alcohol#anyways slayyyy respectfully i hope this scares off…who it usually does…#like bro i am not a manic pixie dream girl i am not a smol bean with anxiety not a depressed gloomy muse etc#i am [as described by men who thought that i was just another goth bitch with daddy issues that knew all the right moves to make me into#whatever they needed me to be and or thought i was being hyperbolic when i say i am insane in the head and the pussy (as above so below)]#‘crazy crazy’ ‘fucked up’ ‘not worth it [because i am crazy for real]’ ‘[in need for a dude who one course in psychology and thinks that and#his dick are enough to ‘cure me’ ‘weird’ ‘freak’ ‘looney’ (kinda love that one like so true) etc (bc i don’t want to talk abt this anymore)#edit: my temporary icon bothering more than it should rn ughhh bad end all around goodness
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if you think vegan food is just shit like quinoa and imported "exotic" foods you dont know jackshit about veganism outside of movie stereotypes and animal agriculture industry propaganda (which is a real thing, big surprise. capitalism is full of industry propaganda) and should inform yourself outside of that. read a fucking cookbook at this point.
#its beans and wheat and shit like that#a lot of vegans are at the poverty line. hell i have less than 1000 euros a month and i eat healthy and vegan#and if theyre doing it for environmental reasons they likely also care about where the plants come from etc#animal agriculture needs insane amounts of plants to feed the livestock.#slaughterhouses are traumatizing workers#wide use of antibiotics is fucking us all over by building resistances#but ahahah gotcha vegans right?#i dont give a shit if youre vegan or not i seriously do not. do what you want#but generalizing a growing group of people from all walks of life as only rich white egotistical idiots#is where i draw the line#the milk and meat industry isnt going to fuck you.#is veganism perfect? no. it cant be under this system. but we're fucking trying.#a lot of convos i have w fellow vegans about food is what can be done better. what to watch out for and not to support. we give a shit.#unfollow me if youre gonna be a dick about this i seriously dont want anything to do with animal ag industry bootlickers anymore#basil yells at cloud
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Difficult Person VS Likeable Person
"Callous? I'm not saying I actually attacked someone but if I did, believe me, they had it coming."
Tagged byStolen from: @halfghcst Tagging: Whoever would like to do it?
#🌈 || dashboard games#🌈 || memes#🌈 || character sheet#Spooky showed me this last night so I had to do it too#And I'm LAUGHING#How can you be so friendly but be such a callous bitch Khare?#Actually it's kind of appropriate because she was kind of traumatized about the whole kidnapping and being experimented on schtick#So it's kind of skewed her outlook a bit#It's okay I smashed the cell guard's head in he had it coming#It's okay I stole a hunting knife and some clothes and supplies from those hunters#I needed it more than they did#Definitely not opening up anytime soon I can't even accept myself rn#Happiness is definitely at a low#She's so fucking lonely and isolated since she can't even contact family back home and let them know she's alive#So far my only kinda sorta friend is that guy with the end is nigh sign and it's only because I have beans#It's just getting funnier the longer I look at this because she's genuinely wanting to be friendly and kind#But man she's gone through some shit
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I hate hate hate people that water down characters like Mob to being just like "pure beans" it kills me I want to smash you with a hammer
#YES HES SWEET#YES HES THE KINDEST PERSON EVER#BUT HES ALSO FLAWED#AND NUANCED#THAT BOY HAS FLOWN INTO A MURDEROUS RAGE A COUPLE TIMES#every time was for a good reason though#BUT#he is not your pure bean “can do no wrong” innocent dopey character#he is complicated and nuanced and hes traumatized and hes constantly trying to better himself and i dont think you understand him at all#i dont think you understood the show AT. ALL.#and actually its not just mob#ANY character you water down into just a sweet baby innocent character#it KILLS me
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?: Useless. Can't win a simple fight?
*sharp buzzing noise and weak cries*
??: Stop it! *buzzing cuts off* He was hurt enough
?: Stay out of this
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*loud clank of metal on metal, splashes of oil on sand*
??: *harsh breathing* Run
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?: Look what you did. He died for you and yet here you still are, at my feet. Useless, pathetic beast
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Gore: *shots up, falling over himself, whimpering* No, no *gentle hands pulling him back down in the mess of blankets and pillows*
Glory: *holding his brother close, gently stroking his head*
Soup Traveler Lunar: ... *barely audible* Gore?
Gore: *jerks out of Glory's arms, scrambling closer to Lunar, half collapsing onto him* Sorry! *trembling and sobbing into his neck* I'm sorry, sorry. please, I'm sorry
Glory: *lies back down, pulling both Gore & Lunar close, carefully petting Gore*
(Traveler Lunar belongs to @madcatdaderpydrawer-blog)
#rle#gore#glory#Gore is traumatized#Glory is too but his memories are hazy and more dream like while Gore remembers them in sharp contrast still#I said no angst for traveler but my own guys are fair game#Hazard#Remorseful Lord Eclipse#To clarify ? is Eclipse and ?? is Lunar from Gore & Glory's original dimension#I got out of bed for this and this is far from perfect but words can't accurately describe what my brain splat at me#Anyway Hazard your brother needs your comfort desperately this time. I believe in you my bean
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Cringetober day 1: Heterochromia
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Took some liberties with the prompt and also with the drawing cause i was running out of time lol. Happy to get this idea out of my head and onto a screen though, its been bouncing around for eons. Guess thats the point of these prompts lol
#cringetober#cringetober 2023#art prompt#cringetober day 1#digital art#my art#this is one of my 4 main silly silly ocs#I call him ghost!#in this work he's currently undergoing the traumatizing backstory to take him to his true form:#a silly little ghost hunter who totally isnt posessed by a ghost or varying types of spirits i mean#what are you a cop?#get off his back#Bean's ghost#i think thats the tag i'll use for him for now
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