#traumatized beans if you will

[ua-reform-course]

This is sooo late (months in fact) but here’s some of my favorite v kid doodles! Only Chisuke is my character, the others belong to other incredible rp mates :D! So here’s some oc art because these kids rotate in my brain like rotisserie chicken.

Chisuke!

Basri! (@afromaniiac character!)

Chisuke again :D

Shunyu! (@scribbledoutname character!)

Ibuki! (Tilkal’s character!)

I have so many more doodles lol but theses are some favorites!

[sugarlesswriting]

stop asking former nick stars what their thoughts are on the doc. Stop saying that the only reason they aren't saying anything is because they took hush money.

Like what if something did happen to them? It's none of your fucking business. You don't want to make sure they're okay, you're just nosey as fuck now and think you're entitled to their story

[mbat]

this is basically unprompted but man i love steven universe future so much. like. its my comfort show. i watch it when im super super upset

which may sound a little funny cause like, its so not soft and sweet. steven goes through so much fucked up shit and theres so much secondhand embarassment

but thats kinda the point

i relate to steven in future, i see myself in him

so even though he goes through all these fucked up things, and he hurts those he loves and cares about, or tries hurting others who he... doesnt hate but he doesnt really love either (the diamonds cough)

in the end, everyone just wants him to be okay. they love him unconditionally, they see that all hes been doing has been crying out for help, and they want to give him that help even though theyre not really sure how

and in the end he gets a happy ending. everyone loves him and he loves them and they stay in touch forever, and he travels away to experience the world he never really got to before

and when i feel really upset for whatever reasons, thats just really nice. to see a character i relate to go through that. its cathartic. also i just love him anyway since i grew up with him, so i also love seeing him get the happy ending he needed.

[ricelacethrust]

when/why did Jazmin take down the Birthday Bitch music video?

look i was just in the mood to put a picture. shoutout to. somebody☝ yeah either its like, hidden from me due to the will of god but ⁉️ did they post anything about it on their stories or discord? i think they have a discord idk my bad if not. just anywhere, was this acknowledged?😭

[stargazer0001]

Sighh. Its been seven years already.... but anyway happy birthday first major hyperfixation!

[thebloodbringscolorandfluoresce]

Everything I love is slowly skipping around the corner...

But I'm in the well wishing hard; best junkie you adore so...

Best Junkie You Adore - Jazmin Bean

(gifs & image: Puppy Pound MV on YouTube)

[galariangengar]

I don’t have Spotify but here’s my Apple Music Replay for 2024 :p

[beanghostprincess]

i'm still catching up with one piece after a long break... and i just watched episode 1053. sanji has just realized that he's suddenly got the same enchancements as his brothers...

... i have never been less okay.

how could the episode go from light, comedic and with cool action to THAT? they can't just pull that, man, i can physically feel my heart clenching painfully in my chest jesus someone give this man a hug (usopp or luffy pls and thank you)

I had a whole breakdown watching that episode to the point of having to actively stop watching because I genuinely was starting to feel a panic attack coming up so imagine my insane attachment to this silly little guy having to face his trauma AGAIN. He really does need a hug after Wano :((

[icelogged]

*2015 voice* i wish i had the chillness instead i got the mental illness

[makerscockandballs]

if you think vegan food is just shit like quinoa and imported "exotic" foods you dont know jackshit about veganism outside of movie stereotypes and animal agriculture industry propaganda (which is a real thing, big surprise. capitalism is full of industry propaganda) and should inform yourself outside of that. read a fucking cookbook at this point.

[oculusxcaro]

Difficult Person VS Likeable Person

"Callous? I'm not saying I actually attacked someone but if I did, believe me, they had it coming."

Tagged byStolen from: @halfghcst Tagging: Whoever would like to do it?

[m00ngbin]

I hate hate hate people that water down characters like Mob to being just like "pure beans" it kills me I want to smash you with a hammer

[sigery]

?: Useless. Can't win a simple fight?

*sharp buzzing noise and weak cries*

??: Stop it! *buzzing cuts off* He was hurt enough

?: Stay out of this

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*loud clank of metal on metal, splashes of oil on sand*

??: *harsh breathing* Run

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?: Look what you did. He died for you and yet here you still are, at my feet. Useless, pathetic beast

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Gore: *shots up, falling over himself, whimpering* No, no *gentle hands pulling him back down in the mess of blankets and pillows*

Glory: *holding his brother close, gently stroking his head*

Soup Traveler Lunar: ... *barely audible* Gore?

Gore: *jerks out of Glory's arms, scrambling closer to Lunar, half collapsing onto him* Sorry! *trembling and sobbing into his neck* I'm sorry, sorry. please, I'm sorry

Glory: *lies back down, pulling both Gore & Lunar close, carefully petting Gore*

(Traveler Lunar belongs to @madcatdaderpydrawer-blog)

[beansayshi]

Cringetober day 1: Heterochromia

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Took some liberties with the prompt and also with the drawing cause i was running out of time lol. Happy to get this idea out of my head and onto a screen though, its been bouncing around for eons. Guess thats the point of these prompts lol

[lucimaaie]

we ✧.* tlou

pairings - santa barbara!ellie x reader

summary - ellie promised herself she wouldn’t get attached to anyone after santa barbara, look how that turned out.

warning - angsty, not proofread cause i wrote this pretty quick, short (as always),

After Santa Barbara, Ellie had no plan for the future. She’d left Dina and JJ and let Abby go. She knew would still have nightmares and the pain wouldn’t leave her. What else was there to do?

Maybe that was the reason she fought you as you tried to take care of her. “Leave me alone!” She said as you’d tried to help her up from the water, raising her arm around your neck. Thinking about it now, the memory of her weak attempt to tussle you made her laugh.

You fought as hard as she did despite being starved and traumatized yourself. She didn’t know your story, just that you were the only one who didn’t want to kill her as soon as you came out of that crowded cell. You knew that she was immune and that was it. Nothing else was important in the moment. Nothing she wanted to tell you anyway.

You took care of her so much she started to feel guilty for not returning the favor. Cleaning her wounds, taking first watch, giving her whatever food you two had left. Ellie questioned whether it was pity or too good to be true, that you’d try something the moment she relaxed. But as she got stronger, nothing bad happened. You cared for her all the same.

So she cared for you. She watched your back and let you sleep a bit longer since she knew her mind wouldn’t let her sleep. She held you the way you held her when she awoke screaming. Gave you light kisses everywhere to distract you (and her) from a haunting past she knew nothing of. Conversations weren’t your speciality. You didn’t know a lot about each other, but you knew each other.

Eventually, you got lucky and found an abandoned cabin far away from Santa Barbara and quickly settled in. It wasn’t big and there was one bed, but it was shelter. Ellie didn’t want to call it home just yet.

“We should move south.” Ellie blurted, shaking the snow off her boots onto the porch. She could already hear your lecture about letting the cold in, but that wasn’t her focus. Did she just say we? “I mean, nevermind. Here’s fine.” It wasn’t. It was cold as hell and she was tired of the cold she’d been in her whole life.

“No, why south?” You said as you adjusted the small sticks that provided at least a little warmth in the small space. Ellie came to sit down next to you, leaving no space between you. She looked at you, admiring how the orange light shone on your face.

“It’s hotter.” She held your gaze as you listened intently. “Probably make hunting easier.” Ellie knocked her shoulder into yours without much force.

“You ever been south?”

She shrugged before shaking her head. “Nope.” She looked at the fire. That might be a downside of south. No more needing to snuggle up to you to not freeze to death. South you probably have to give each other some space to cool off. “Was just a thought.” She scratched her ear. “What’d you do while I was out?”

“Counted our supply. put on the fire. cleaned our clothes. a bunch of nothing.”

“What about eating?”

“uh-no. forgot that part.”

“Course you did.” She sighed, rising to her feet and look around for the bag you two stuff all cans in. All your belongings in the cabin were generally pre-packed in case you had to run, but still the fact that you’d been able to accumulate these things together made her feel something she couldn’t describe. Annoyance was part of it. that she got so attached to you after she promised herself she wouldn’t. that it just complicated things. But that already happened the moment you’d kissed and let things go further.

“here.” She used her knife to open the can of beans and sat back next to you, handing them over.

“you do know we sleep in the same bed, right?” You hesitantly took the can and swished them around with the spoon.

“trust me i know, but i don’t need you losing body fat and clinging to me like a koala.”

“you’ve never even seen a koala.” You said, taking a bite of the beans. not bad but not good and most importantly not expired. You set the can down in the middle of you, signaling that you wanted to share. She shook her head and sighed as you pushed the can closer to her, your eyes saying ‘please.’ She took a small bite just to appease you and shoved it over to you. “just shut up and eat.” she swiped her thumb over the edge of your lip. “and stop eating like that. we’ll get you more food tomorrow.”

Hours later, ellie shot up in the middle of the night, her heart feeling like it would burst out of her chest at any moment. She choked on her own breaths as she buried her head into her knees. “it’s not real, it’s not real, it’s not real—“ She mumbled the same words you did when you saw her like this.

“ellie?” You sat up as well, watching her with concerned eyes. She started to sob as she heard your voice, whether out of fear or relief you didn’t know but you didn’t give it much thought as you ran your fingers through her hair, letting her cry in your lap.

Eventually her tears stopped, leaving her with a pounding head and the comforting silence you provided. Her head rose from your lap and she pulled you into her, not willing to let go. Her head rested on your shoulder as her hands roamed under your shirt. There were no words for a while.

When there were words, they came quietly. “el?” you whispered. She didn’t respond for a while, still stuck in her swarming thoughts. “yeah?”

“where are you from?” It felt like a random question to ask, but there was no way you were gonna ask what she dreamed about.

She blinked for a few seconds, surprised. It was a simple question, yeah, but it could lead to other questions. she was scared to answer and ask back. “boston, i guess.”

“oh.”

“why’d you ask?” She let her head fall back on the pillow and tugged on your shoulder, silently asking you to turn around. And you did, facing her.

“i guess i just realized i never knew that stuff about you.” You said, fidgeting with her hands as you awaited her response. It felt like some dangerous territory, you weren’t supposed to cross. That was weird, you already crossed other, farther lines. “should i have not asked?” You whispered, tentatively.

“no, you..” She cleared her throat. “you can ask.” She finally looked at you, eyes soft with fear, pain. “i just..i don’t wanna talk about it all.”And go back there, she wanted to say.

“you don’t have to.” You scooted closer to her, laying your head on her shoulder.

Elie wrapped her arms around your back, her legs around yours, and looked at you. She let out a deep sigh as her heart beat for a different reason this time. “we don’t have to talk about it all. not right now.” we, there was a we. she wasn’t making it up. “okay,” She kissed your forehead.

thank you for reading!