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BLOG PSA:
I have a lot more followers here than I’ve ever had before. For those who don’t know, this blog was originally created to help me journal, document, heal, and learn from others with PTSD. While I have been in recovery for quite a while and am mostly stable. My trauma anniversary lasts from now through mid/late October. I tend to be very low energy during this time and have very little emotional energy to spare.
If I don’t respond to your messages, please don’t be offended. If you want to message me, please do! I like to read even if I can’t find it within myself to respond. I don’t anticipate making any long analytical posts during this time, unless I find something to hyper focus on.
Just writing this pretty much sapped all my spare energy for today.
Love all y’all. Stay safe. Choose peace and choose kindness.
XO,
Eden.
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I'm home sick today, and because it's my trauma season, I absolutely hate myself.
*lays down in the shower and waits for death*
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Isha following Jinx to protect her during a suicide mission where Jinx to tries to get her away for "ruining" her plan.....where have i seen this before?
#Isha only wanted to help#and Jinx told her to go away#i hope Jinx will understand on a deeper level now#yes it was traumatic for her but i hope Isha will help her face that trauma instead of running from it#omg shes literally me wait.#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#arcane season 2#jinx#jinx arcane#isha#isha arcane#jinx and isha#isha and jinx
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im sorry but i cannot stop thinking about isha's pastel memories that play during her sacrifice scene.
look at how full of colour this beautiful fuckin shot is:
it's been well established in episodes 4-6 how grim and dark the undercity has become under cait and ambessa's new rule. but look at how isha sees/remembers it - because of jinx.
jinx, who went through a severe childhood trauma that has carried over into her present self - she covers extremely destructive weapons and grenades in bright pinks and blues, neons, childlike doodles, graffiti. (joy and destruction, powder and jinx, a contrast so striking it becomes like a signature for her).
and then we see the world through isha's eyes. when we meet her in episode 2, she's running through sewers, from goons dressed in black; it's grimy and grim. and then all of her recent memories are done in these childlike pastel, almost crayon-y sketches. because what isha saw was jinx covering a dark and grim world in colours.
and so isha covered her world in colour, too.
because jinx made her world bright.
isha looked at jinx and saw the child in her. she saw powder and she saw jinx. she saw joy and destruction. and that's why jinx gave isha so much hope. isha knew the world was grim and dark - but then she watched jinx, and she learned that you can paint over all that grim darkness with neon blue spray paint.
that's why isha believed in hope. that's why in her final moments - in a scene that is lit dimly and dramatically - she sees nothing but a bright world coloured in pastels.
never underestimate the hope of a child.
#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#my post#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#sry tagging the shit out of this i dont wanna ruin the scene for anyone#jinx arcane#jinx and isha#isha arcane#jinx#god i just.#the thing about jinx's trauma that has been so poignant up until now being the exact thing that isha needed!!!#a child seeing the childlike behaviors of an adult and seeing it not as trauma but as bravery and hope#and it's WHY jinx has become this unwilling symbol of hope for the undercity. bc they *also* see her covering a dark world in colour#anyways.#i could say more and maybe i will later but. yeah#jinx made isha's world bright. im gonna be SICK
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Days seem sometimes as if they’ll never end
#processing this trauma now#i apologize for nothing#good omens#good omens season 2#good omens 2#good omens fanart#good omens 2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#good omens season 2 spoilers#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziracrow#aziraphale#neil gaiman
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You guys wanted un-glamoured Mac for a month now you have to pay the consequences.
Shadowpeach Bio Parent AU (PREV / FIRST / NEXT
#my art#kyri45#comic#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#lego monkie kid fanart#lmk season 5#lmk shadowpeach#lmk monkey king#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#shadowpeach#shadowpeach bio parents au#lmk six eared macaque#liu er mihou#lmk mk#lmk qi xiaotian#monkey mk#monkey qi xiaotian#lmk pigsy#freenoodle#lmk freenoodles#lmk tang#tw eye horror#tw eye trauma#eye trauma#eye horror
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𐕣 𐕣 𐕣
#horror blog#horror#vintage#vintage aesthetic#aesthetic#aesthetic blog#aesthetic post#vintage horror#witchcraft#season of the witch#women of horror#vintage women#scary movies#horror movies#old horror movies#horror fanatic#horror film#horror fan#goth aesthetic#witchcore#witches#witch aesthetic#religious aesthetic#religious trauma#religion#religious horror#church aesthetic#satanic aesthetic#satanism#satan
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the thing that drives me sooo crazy about the jinx/isha/cait/vi confrontation is that for vi, it was a lose-lose situation. either caitlyn misses & accidentally hits isha (child witnesses enforcer violence), or caitlyn kills jinx in front of a child who cares for her (child STILL witnesses enforcer violence). Either situation parallels vi’s own past trauma. In that moment, it wasnt about jinx (at least not entirely). It was about vi’s catalyst for violent change about to be recreated and forced upon this child. Caitlyn said she understood how vi felt seeing her parents die, but demonstrated in this moment that she doesnt and literally CANT. caitlyn has never been on the other side or enforcer violence. the child didnt even compute to her—isha was just an obstacle to be avoided, not a person that will carry this experience forever. But vi’s been on the wrong end of a gun. She understood that no matter what, no matter who got hit, if she allowed caitlyn to shoot, vi would be recreating her own trauma. And THATS why she stopped cait
#caitlyn thinks it was about protecting jinx and it was in a sense#vi is protecting the childhood versions of powder & vi who witnessed extreme enforcer violence on that bridge#ofc cait has trauma too but hers was perpetrated by one “deranged individual”#vi’s trauma was perpetrated by an institution of which cait belongs to#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane vi#arcane s2#NOT anti cait btw i love her soso much im just obsessed with this scene#yap#arc
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Isha has literally no voice... Isha has no backstory outside of meeting Jinx. Isha's painted hair turning her into powder. Isha's fascination with gadgets, and games, and pranks. Isha being Powder. Isha killing Vander. Powder killing Vander. Jinx watching herself, her product, her maker, destruct again... Oh it's over she's going to go insane.
#Arcane#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane spoilers#isha#isha arcane#jinx#jinx arcane#its trauma city tonight
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No because the way the “best universe” in arcane, where vander and silco have reconciled and both piltover and zaun are thriving, have both jayce and vi dead?
Not just jayce or just vi, both…
Like the fact that both vi and jayce being dead lowkey canonically makes the world a better place 😭😭😭
That’s funny asf, I love my dumbasses.
#I’m trying to ignore the trauma#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#vi#jayce talis#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#viktor x reader#jayce x reader#vi x caitlyn#sevika
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Simon petrikov coping FAIL compilation
#HNNNGGGNNN!! SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT EPISODE 2……#my art#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#Fionna and cake spoilers#<- kind of??? maybe not really#I’m so glad ep 2 gave us some insight to that scene in obsidian#it’s such a shift from Simon saying he’d literally rather DIE than be the ice king again#BUT IT MAKES SENSE!#nostalgia can twist your perception of the past#and then mix that in with a metric ton of trauma !#‘things were simpler back then’#SIMON 99.5% OF YOUR LIFE AS ICE KING WAS AWFUL….#I mean in the later seasons he does gradually gain acceptance and fit in with the others#but that just makes the CURRENT simons situation so much sadder it’s like he’s back at square 1 in some ways#WILL THE ISOLATION EVER END?#OK IM DONE RANTING IN THE TAGS
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Not much energy these days and giving myself tasks makes me panicky right now. But bullet journaling brings me peace.
So instead of keeping a running list this week, I’m just using my journal as a chance to be kind to myself. I hope you all are kind to yourselves as well
#trauma season#traumaversary#trauma stuff#personal#I’ve come a long way#there were years I couldn’t even get out of bed#and I might not get out of bed tomorrow#but I will the next day#and I’ll keep going#because I’m grateful for all I have and all I’ve worked for#ptsd is so weird#but I’m grateful to be better than I was
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this might as well be the poster...
#arcane#league of legends#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane poster#vi arcane#jinx arcane#powder arcane#sibling trauma#comparatives#noom weaves#noom shakalaka#edit#poster edit
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Being favored by Viren didn't end so well for Claudia either.
#Viren's love comes with insurmountable amount of trauma it seems#the dragon prince#tdp claudia#tdp soren#tdp art#tdp fan art#the dragon prince fan art#tdp season 5#magefam#cw: blood#alt text
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harwin you ARE the father
#not too much on my boy jace now i just thought this was funny#jace has very real reasons and traumas that lead to him acting this way#harwin was just buggin#harwin strong#harwin#ser harwin strong#ser harwin#jacaerys velaryon#jacaerys targaryen#jacaerys strong#jacaerys#jace#rhaenyra targaryen#rhaenyra#hotd#house of the dragon#hotd s2#hotd spoilers#hotd s2 spoilers#house of the dragon season 2#house of the dragon spoilers#house of the dragon season 2 spoilers#hotd s2 e7#house of the dragon season 2 episode 7#hotd s1 e6#house of the dragon season 1 episode 6
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BRO the one frame flash to haibara when nanami sees ijichi MAPPA WHEN I CATCH YOU
#man that shit hurted#nanami trauma time#nanami kento#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk season 2#jujutsu kaisen season 2#haibara yu#mappa#shibuya
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