#trauma season
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edenfenixblogs · 2 months ago
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BLOG PSA:
I have a lot more followers here than I’ve ever had before. For those who don’t know, this blog was originally created to help me journal, document, heal, and learn from others with PTSD. While I have been in recovery for quite a while and am mostly stable. My trauma anniversary lasts from now through mid/late October. I tend to be very low energy during this time and have very little emotional energy to spare.
If I don’t respond to your messages, please don’t be offended. If you want to message me, please do! I like to read even if I can’t find it within myself to respond. I don’t anticipate making any long analytical posts during this time, unless I find something to hyper focus on.
Just writing this pretty much sapped all my spare energy for today.
Love all y’all. Stay safe. Choose peace and choose kindness.
XO,
Eden.
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enoughdonegone · 1 month ago
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I'm home sick today, and because it's my trauma season, I absolutely hate myself.
*lays down in the shower and waits for death*
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miraofhearts2point0 · 17 days ago
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Isha following Jinx to protect her during a suicide mission where Jinx to tries to get her away for "ruining" her plan.....where have i seen this before?
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phanfuckingtasmal · 9 days ago
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im sorry but i cannot stop thinking about isha's pastel memories that play during her sacrifice scene.
look at how full of colour this beautiful fuckin shot is:
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it's been well established in episodes 4-6 how grim and dark the undercity has become under cait and ambessa's new rule. but look at how isha sees/remembers it - because of jinx.
jinx, who went through a severe childhood trauma that has carried over into her present self - she covers extremely destructive weapons and grenades in bright pinks and blues, neons, childlike doodles, graffiti. (joy and destruction, powder and jinx, a contrast so striking it becomes like a signature for her).
and then we see the world through isha's eyes. when we meet her in episode 2, she's running through sewers, from goons dressed in black; it's grimy and grim. and then all of her recent memories are done in these childlike pastel, almost crayon-y sketches. because what isha saw was jinx covering a dark and grim world in colours.
and so isha covered her world in colour, too.
because jinx made her world bright.
isha looked at jinx and saw the child in her. she saw powder and she saw jinx. she saw joy and destruction. and that's why jinx gave isha so much hope. isha knew the world was grim and dark - but then she watched jinx, and she learned that you can paint over all that grim darkness with neon blue spray paint.
that's why isha believed in hope. that's why in her final moments - in a scene that is lit dimly and dramatically - she sees nothing but a bright world coloured in pastels.
never underestimate the hope of a child.
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mintybagels · 1 year ago
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Days seem sometimes as if they’ll never end
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kyri45 · 2 months ago
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You guys wanted un-glamoured Mac for a month now you have to pay the consequences.
Shadowpeach Bio Parent AU (PREV / FIRST / NEXT
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clandestinewhore · 2 months ago
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𐕣 𐕣 𐕣
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popuplee · 17 days ago
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the thing that drives me sooo crazy about the jinx/isha/cait/vi confrontation is that for vi, it was a lose-lose situation. either caitlyn misses & accidentally hits isha (child witnesses enforcer violence), or caitlyn kills jinx in front of a child who cares for her (child STILL witnesses enforcer violence). Either situation parallels vi’s own past trauma. In that moment, it wasnt about jinx (at least not entirely). It was about vi’s catalyst for violent change about to be recreated and forced upon this child. Caitlyn said she understood how vi felt seeing her parents die, but demonstrated in this moment that she doesnt and literally CANT. caitlyn has never been on the other side or enforcer violence. the child didnt even compute to her—isha was just an obstacle to be avoided, not a person that will carry this experience forever. But vi’s been on the wrong end of a gun. She understood that no matter what, no matter who got hit, if she allowed caitlyn to shoot, vi would be recreating her own trauma. And THATS why she stopped cait
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blueyellow8green · 10 days ago
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Isha has literally no voice... Isha has no backstory outside of meeting Jinx. Isha's painted hair turning her into powder. Isha's fascination with gadgets, and games, and pranks. Isha being Powder. Isha killing Vander. Powder killing Vander. Jinx watching herself, her product, her maker, destruct again... Oh it's over she's going to go insane.
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anime-and-arson · 3 days ago
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No because the way the “best universe” in arcane, where vander and silco have reconciled and both piltover and zaun are thriving, have both jayce and vi dead?
Not just jayce or just vi, both…
Like the fact that both vi and jayce being dead lowkey canonically makes the world a better place 😭😭😭
That’s funny asf, I love my dumbasses.
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sameboot · 1 year ago
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Simon petrikov coping FAIL compilation
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edenfenixblogs · 2 months ago
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Not much energy these days and giving myself tasks makes me panicky right now. But bullet journaling brings me peace.
So instead of keeping a running list this week, I’m just using my journal as a chance to be kind to myself. I hope you all are kind to yourselves as well
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arrakisser · 6 months ago
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this might as well be the poster...
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sarasade · 10 months ago
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Being favored by Viren didn't end so well for Claudia either.
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bbygirl-aemond · 4 months ago
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harwin you ARE the father
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kneadles-art · 1 year ago
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BRO the one frame flash to haibara when nanami sees ijichi MAPPA WHEN I CATCH YOU
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