#transviktor

[fictitiouswanderings]

Untitled Jayvik throwaway

“It doesn’t mean a thing to me if you’re different” Jayce spoke softly to Viktor, his hand cupping his face. 

Viktor had no idea how he ended up in this predicament. His lab partner was so close he could smell his cologne, hell he could smell the liquor on his breath. “You’re just saying that” he replied, turning his head away from his calloused hand. “You wouldn’t even begin to understand the differences we own” 

What was once a normal day in the lab had turned so quickly into a sloppy mess, how had this happened? A celebration of their newest accomplishments, a little liquor, and maybe being in each other's closeness a little too often had led to this, but Viktor couldn’t help but squirm away from him. Tipsy or not, he didn’t think of his lab partner as anything other than such, or at least that’s what he wanted to think. It was impossible to not get so close after working day and night together like they had, but he’d never imagine they’d be THIS close, or that Piltover’s golden boy would find him attractive. He could have anyone he wanted, so why him? 

“Then indulge me”, Jayce said, as he pulled his hand back and gave the other some space so that he wasn’t almost pinning him to the counter. He could see Viktor visibly relax, his hand on his cane adjusting for a better hold. “I know that you’re ill, I can see that, but ill or not I still have these feelings for you, and I can’t very well hold them back any longer”

“Why me?”, was all Viktor could muster, lowering his eyes from the other’s intense gaze. 

“Why not you?”

Viktor has a secret, something he felt he couldn’t share with anyone. In order to fit into Piltover’s greater society he had to keep it to himself. He worked harder than anyone else to deserve where he was at now. A great scientist, an amazing discoverer of magics yet to be harnessed. He wouldn’t let his illnesses defeat his sheer will to create. 

Working hard in the laboratory side by side with his partner Jayce they did amazing things, even if the council was unconvinced in its usefulness. Most nights he would stay at the lab, sleeping sprawled across the desk and his notes, but every so often he would need to return home, and home was the safest of places for him. A place where he could rest as he really needed to. 

Wearing a binder wasn’t safe for long periods of time, he knew that, but work required his attention. It wasn’t like he needed a binder, he was already fairly flat and could hide well enough under layers of clothing, but he enjoyed the extra security it offered. At home he could strip down from all the extra things his body required, braces and such, but it always felt best to take off that damned binder at the end of a long day. His body ached but he made his way to the shower to clean off. 

Under the warm water he found himself thinking of his lab partner, the way his eyes sparkled when they were on the brink of discovery, the way his voice quickened. He would be stupid to deny that he was handsome as well as smart. He sighed softly under the warmth and tried to let his thoughts drift off to anything else, but they’d always come back to him. There wasn’t anything he could do about it, Jayce was just so enticing. His broad shoulders and chest, his physique spoke of being more than a scientist and Viktor wondered how he found the time to make it to the gym as well as work in the lab. He hummed softly as he washed his hair then the rest of his body before getting out to dry off. 

He hobbled over to the mirror and wiped away the condensation before leaning in and taking a closer look at his face. It was gaunt, like always. No matter how much he ate, or what he did, he always looked like he was at the brink of starvation, a ghost of a man. He hated how smooth his skin was, and thought of how effortless it seemed for Jayce to grow a beard in the days they’d be working on something. Hardly anything grew on his own, not even peach fuzz. He sighed and instead grabbed a nearby brush and ran it through his hair, the one thing he was proud of. He took great care to detangle it. Once he was done brushing his hair he made sure to dry off completely, throwing the towel over a rack before leaving his bathroom completely nude to return to his bed. 

It wasn’t until he heard a key drop that he realized he wasn’t alone. He was maybe halfway to his bed when he heard the noise, followed by a sharp gasp. No other feeling could describe how he felt other than a deer in headlights. He looked across the room towards the door past the small kitchenette, and in the doorway was Jayce standing there looking dumbfounded. 

Jayce quickly turned around and faced the door, “S-Sorry!”, he yelled out, “I thought I would come check on you since you weren’t at the lab–”

“GET OUT, GET OUT OF HERE RIGHT NOW”, Viktor shouted. He quickly grabbed the sheet off his bed and covered himself from chest to toe, his whole body flushed with embarrassment.

Without saying another word, and without picking up the dropped key Jayce fumbled the doorknob of his apartment and left. 

How could he have not heard the door open? What all did he see? Pretty obviously his whole naked ass body. Viktor sat on his bed and groaned, his face falling into his hands. His biggest secret was out, and so stupidly. What could he do about this now? He tried to regain his composure but instead let himself fall onto his side in his bed, curling up and holding himself tightly.

—-

It had been days since the incident and Viktor was nowhere to be seen. Jayce worked hard in the lab despite this. He wondered when the other would return to work, he’d almost never missed a day despite his illnesses, so this was unnerving to him. He felt awful for walking in on him, and still couldn’t wrap his brain around what he saw. He chalked it up to late nights working hard, blurring his vision and making him see things, because he thought he saw Viktor, but with the body of a frail woman’s. 

He shook his head and put down his work, maybe going to the gym would help him clear his thoughts. He left the lab as it was since only he and Viktor really visited any longer. He made his way down to the gym to pump iron and forget about it, but nothing helped. He still wondered and worried about Viktor, was he okay? Was he eating enough? Was he sick? Covered in a slick sweat he ended his workouts for the day and went to clean up, Viktor still on his mind. He decided it would be best if he went to visit him again. If he was sick maybe he could make something for him, or acquire some medicine to help.He hoped he’d even be welcomed. 

All the way there his thoughts were in the clouds, wondering if things would be okay. He finally stopped in front of the familiar apartment door, this time keyless. He stood there for a moment wondering if this was the right thing to do. The last time he’d entered he’d found himself invading Viktor’s privacy, though this time he would be announced at least. He took one final sigh before knocking on the door.

Viktor, who had been deep in thought, jumped when he heard the sound. He’d been sitting at a table in the livingroom working on some schematics trying to make sense of them, his coffee long gone cold next to him. 

“Hello? Who is it?” He called out without getting up from the table.

“It’s Jayce” came the reply. 

Viktor’s body stiffened. It had been a couple of days now and he was hiding away in shame. He wasn’t sure he could see him again. 

“I just wanted to see if you’re okay, you are okay right?”, came his voice through the door again.

Viktor grabbed his cane and got up from the table, slowly hobbling over to the door before opening it despite his stomach churning. He looked up at the other man, and saw genuine concern in his face, which stopped him from snapping at him.

“I’m fine. Is that all you came to see?”

“Yeah well, you haven’t been coming to the lab, so I was worried– what do you mean is that all I came to see?”, an eyebrow raised

Viktor cleared his throat, his face a little flushed, he didn’t mean to ask like that. “Nevermind that. I’m fine, I’ve just been working from home on something private” 

“Oh I see. Uhm…well is there anything I can do to help?”

“Private, Jayce”

“Right, sorry”

They stood in the doorway in silence for a little longer, Viktor not knowing what to say to Jayce and Jayce trying to read the man’s mind. What was going on, he wasn’t sick, and he worked on private things in the lab before, it wasn’t such a strange thing to have your own work from time to time. 

“Look, I’m sorry I barged in last time, I swear I didn’t see anything”

Viktor stiffened a little more, and looked away from Jayce once more. “Don’t worry about it…..would you like a cup of tea?” He opened the door a little wider for Jayce to come in. 

“No thank you, Mother should be waiting for me to come home tonight and I don’t want to keep her waiting, I just thought I would check in on you first” 

“....thank you” was all Viktor could muster. 

“I’ll see you at the lab later?” 

“Yeah…”

Jayce then turned away from the door and Viktor watched as he left. He couldn’t help but admire him from the back. He was relieved that their awkward conversation was over, though it could have been worse, and slowly closed the door, locking it behind him before returning to the table. As he sat back down he realized his heart was pounding in his chest. He recalled Jayce saying he didn’t see anything, and he hoped maybe he didn’t, but he was sure he had to have. At least he didn’t seem to want to talk about it in detail.

—-

When Viktor returned to the lab Jayce was already hard at work and undistracted at it as well. He wasn’t even sure that he saw him coming in but instead of saying something he simply pulled on his goggles and began working on his own thing. It was quiet, almost awkwardly so. It wasn’t until Jayce said something that Viktor finally snapped back to reality. “Huh? Can you repeat what you said?”

“Could you hand me that?” Jayce motioned for a tool on a desk nearby.

“Sure” Viktor replied, getting up and grabbing the tool for him. He handed it over and looked over his shoulder at what he was working on. “Looks complicated, do you require any assistance?” 

“That would be fantastic actually, if you look over the schematics we might be able to get this finished today, I think the council will be happy for it” 

Viktor moved to his side and looked over the schematics and with a soft “Hmmm” started to set things up for Jayce so that he could continue working, the next thing lined up for him to grab. It went on like this for quite a while until the project was finished, this was how they liked to work. Neither of them even realized how late it was, or how covered in grease they’d become. Once finished they both stepped back from their newest creation to admire it. 

“This will be great, I hope they accept it” Jayce spoke, wiping away sweat from his forehead and leaving behind a little bit of grease as he did. Viktor couldn’t help but stifle a laugh.

“What? What is it?”

“It’s nothing”

“No it’s not, you’re laughing, what are you laughing at?”

“You just..here let me” Viktor grabbed a clean rag and wiped away at his forehead getting most of the grease. “You had some grease on the back of your hand and wiped it across your forehead” 

“Oh Geez, thanks” he replied, feeling stupid that he’d missed something like that.

“No problem. When do you think you’ll present this?”

“Tomorrow hopefully” 

They both looked at the time, it was already tomorrow. They looked back up at each other and laughed, it wasn’t the first or the last time they’d worked all night into the morning. The laughter echoed a little in the lab and Viktor felt like there was a warmth along with it.

“Let's get out of here and get some proper rest then shall we?” Viktor spoke and Jayce nodded in agreement. 

Viktor was happy for another day in the lab, the awkwardness faded as they worked and he seemed to forget what he was feeling awkward about in the first place. He and Jayce both left the lab and went their separate ways. 

In the morning they returned bright and early, Jayce yawning loudly as Viktor put on a pot of coffee to hopefully kickstart their day. He felt like he’d gotten a good nights rest for once, and so did Jayce, but the warm beverage would still be more than welcomed.

Jayce went straight away to the finished project, admiring it from a slight distance. He was sure the council would approve of it and maybe continue funding their projects, or at least that was the hope. Viktor watched from the little kitchenette in their lab as Jayce stood there, hands on his hips. He had some really nice hips, he caught himself thinking, but quickly shook his head and busied himself with finding some clean mugs.Once the coffee was brewed he poured two cups, one for himself and one for Jayce of course, and brought it over to him.

“Here, careful it’s hot”, he said as he handed Jayce his mug.

“Thank you!” Jayce replied, almost immediately taking a sip of the piping hot beverage. Viktor just watched in amazement at how the other didn’t seem to notice the temperature. He looked down at his own coffee and decided it wasn’t worth trying to do the same and began to softly blow on it. They stood in silence together for a moment before Jayce set his mug down on a nearby surface. 

“Well…I should probably ready up for this meeting, they’ll want a demonstration I’m sure”, he spoke suddenly cutting the silence.

“Mmm”, Viktor replied, mid-sip of his coffee and took it as his cue to let the other do his own thing and get on to his own projects. He could hear the other busying himself as he limped away to away to the other side of the lab. He loved that about Jayce, the way he was committed to everything in the laboratory was really commendable. It was an added benefit that he had more social status than he did as well and was willing to attend all sorts of meetings or parties. It wasn’t much Viktor’s style, and he felt Pilover residents all seemed to have their noses up in the air over anyone who wasn’t from there, even if they seemed to be the sweetest of people. So he didn’t often strike up conversation and he’d gotten a reputation as being the quiet of the two scientists. 

Jayce finished getting ready and took his project with him as he left, leaving Viktor once more to the silence of their lab.

—-

Hours after, Jayce returned to the lab looking flushed and happy. “guess what?!” He spoke exictedly and a little loudly. 

Viktor stopped working and raised his goggles feom his eyes as well as an eyebrow, “what? Im guessing good news?”

“Great news! They loved it!! And they are willing to keep paying us for another 6 months!” 

“That is great news indeed! Congratulations Jayce”

“I couldnt have done it without your help” Jayce replied quickly as he started making his way closer to Viktor. “So thank YOU” 

Viktor smiled up at him before realizing he was getting a little closer than usual. “Is everything alright?” 

“Yeah, ive just been thinking lately…”

“That IS a big part of our job” Viktor laughed a little but then Jayce put a hand over his. 

“S-sorry was that not funny?” Viktor asked, removing his hand from under the others but Jayce didnt move away. “Jay?” 

Viktor started to stand when Jayce moved in closer pinning him to the edge of his desk. “Jayce what are you doing?” 

“Being honest with myself for once” Jayce finally spoke as he put a hand on Viktors hip, partly steadying the other but mostly just to touch him. Viktor couldnt help but tense up a little bit at the touch. 

“What do you mean?” Viktor continued, his cheeks beginning to flush. 

“I cant keep playing pretend about how i feel about you Viktor”, Jayce’s grip became a little firmer. “I want you” 

“Theres no way we’d work together” Viktor exclaimed, trying to wiggle out of his grasp. “Were too different you and i, especially me” 

“It doesn’t mean a thing to me if you’re different” Jayce spoke softly to Viktor, his hand cupping his face. 

“Youre just saying that” Viktor replied, “ you wouldnt even begin to understand the differences we own”

“Then indulge me” 

“Why me?” 

“Why not you?” Jayce paused after giving the other some space, “ you’re incredibly handsome and talented not to mention a genius”

Viktors face flushed a little bit, still unable to make eye contact with the other 

“Why wont you look at me?” Jayce spoke softly and Viktor glanced back at him. Both of them reddish in the face. 

“…Jayce youre drunk-“

“I am not entirely drunk but i have had a few drinks tonight, to celebrate if course” he started backing away from the other but stopped, “can i just..can i kiss you?” 

It threw Viktor off. He didnt expect a question like this from Jayce and they sat in silence before Viktor gave a small nod. Jayce split into a wide smile before slowly closing the gap between them, grabbing Viktors chin gently and lifting it as hed still been looking away from him. 

The kiss was gentle, and Viktor felt his entire body get hot before melting against the other. After a moment Jayce pulled away, “was that okay?” 

All Viktor could do was nod back. He was breathless, and he wanted more. If a kiss was all it took to make up his mind on how he felt about the other then that was it. He leaned up, balancing on his crutch and toes to give Jayce another kiss to which the taller man wrapped his arms around Viktors waist pulling him in. There was a loud thwack as Viktors cane hit the ground but they both ignored it, instead opting to making out instead. 

Jayce pushed Viktor up onto the table behind him and Viktor gasped a little before they dove back to each others mouths. A moment later they were both gasping for air and then Jayce did another unexpected action, moving Viktors collar to the side before sucking at his neck.

“Aahhh” Viktor whimpered, he never knew this could feel so nice or how much he wanted it. He could feel his gut tighten with arousal the more the other kissed at him. Jayce took the others whimpers as permission to continue and started to feel the other up a little as well starting at his hips and moving up. It wasnt until hed gotten to Viktors chest that he hesitated, noticing Viktor go a little stiff at the others touch. “Is everything okay?” 

“Y-yeah, ah uhm how do i say this” 

Jayce paused and looked down at the other waiting for him to speak. 

“Jayce im different from you” 

“You said that already, but what do you mean?” 

Viktor began unbuttoning the top of his shirt just enough for his binder to be shown. Jayce thought this was just another brace however. “Yeah i know you wear things for accessibility”

“No its not- “ he sighed, “its a binder Jayce” 

“A binder?”

“For my breasts” Viktor finally spelled it out for him. 

Jayce stepped back just a little, taking in the information. 

“Wait…does this mean-“

“It means im trans Jayce. Im not a real man..”

“Who said you werent?” 

“I- well, most of society”

“Youre just as much a man as i am, regardless of your body. Is this what you meant by differences?” 

“That and my disabilities in general” Viktor sighed, but was happy Jayce didnt seem to be grossed out by the new information. 

“Disabled or not youre not a broken person, youre perfect” Jayce spoke with confidence. 

“Thank you..” 

“So does this mean youll go out with me?” Jayce asked, surprising the older man again. 

“Can i think about it?” Viktor spoke softly not wanting to upset the other.

Jayce just smiled, nodded and gave a kiss on his forehead

—

[More to come]

[vocalux]

Can you make some TransCharacter Flags for Kusuriuri from Mononoke (one for both the anime+movie if possible), Ginko from Mushishi and Viktor from Arcane :0 (feel free to ignore this ofc !!)

— transkusuriuri [ trans-kusuriuri ]

when an individual wants to be / identifies with being kusuriuri !

— transginko [ trans-ginko ]

when an individual wants to be / identifies with being ginko !

— transviktor [ trans-viktor ]

when an individual wants to be / identifies with being viktor !

[roskii]

Tagged by @leo-nyan

My favorite movies in ten gifs

@heraldofultimateness @skeleslime-phantom @squidersdoodles @transviktor @kiikwii @hungry-joe @dinotary @zeldaanimelover @ackee and @ everyone i can't think of cause I get nervous and go "uh UUUUUH"

[deepseaspriteblog]

canon edit request!! how about jade darkleer?

Jade Darkleer, otherwise known as Dadleer

Extremely protective of grubs and rebelled against the empire for it 

[viktormaru]

MARU IS KING

[delistylehardcore]

transviktor replied to your photoset: you ever design a character and you were not...

max hetero moments

hetero but only for things like a meat monster and a prickly fangly dragon and a rugged scifi ape person :pensive:

[dragonbleps]

@transviktor

Jayce Mel and Viktor plushies!!!

Just a few days before pre-sale begins get ready!

[xenosaurus]

i was a bit meh about having only 20 draws today BUT i got 2 SSRs back to back AND its of characters i actually know about!! lucio and grimmir! im so happy aa

the boys!!!  those are two of my top favorite characters and I’m so happy they put them on rate up, they’re really strong AND really lovable, even if Lucio’s True Himbo Potential mostly shows in his interactions with sandalphon and that summer event he was in

[dentispices]

transviktor replied to your post: Twitter suspended all my accounts over a...

yeah they do that all the time. at least tumblr doesnt do this

It doesn’t really calm me down because a lot of my friends are on Twitter instead of Tumblr and now I can’t even contact them :(

[crusty]

GOD THANK YOU FOR THE MOIRAIL POST BC IT!!! ANNOYS ME SO MUCH HOW MANY PEOPLE GET IT WRONG. and you know what is most annoying? ive seen someone who had two ocs, one gay, one lesbian, and was like "NO SHIPPING!!! THEYRE GAY!!! <> ONLY!!!" well..... i have news for you buddy, gay trolls wouldnt be moirails with someone of the opposite gender dipshit. ive also seen people call <> "friendzone" which is like..................... No? literally nobody gets <> right and i hate it

[fictitiouswanderings]

Jayvik posting part 8 (Mine All Mine)

“I think I should find a different job,” Viktor starts.

“And not come to work with me in the lab anymore?” Jayce pouts a little.

“You know I would love to come with you to the lab, but with Abigail and our little one coming I don’t think it would be wise, she’s starting to explore more and soon enough we’ll have our hands full,” Viktor explains, “I think it’s just for the best if I try to find something that I can handle from home” 

Jayce thinks about it for a moment before he’s nodding in agreement. “That would be best for you in general I think, since it’s harder for you to get around” 

Viktor nods in agreement, “I’m glad you think so” “I’d miss you terribly tho” “You already do” Viktor laughs softly and gives the other a kiss.

“Yeah you’re right” Jayce chuckles as well and leans into the kiss, moving his hand up to hold his cheek. 

“Mmm…speaking of which, shouldn’t you be at work?”

Jayce pulls away with a sheepish look.

“What is it? I know that look” “There was an accident in the lab yesterday, they are still cleaning up the mess” 

“And you didn’t tell me??” Viktor swats at his arm.

“Because it was nothing to worry about,” Jayce replies. “Some dumbass exploded some equipment is all” 

“That doesn’t sound like something to not worry about, were you unharmed?” “I was on the other side of the room when it happened so thankfully unharmed” Jayce wraps an arm around Viktor’s waist. “If I had, you would have known first” 

“Just don’t scare me like that, okay?” Viktor replied. 

He knew working in the lab came with complications but couldn’t help but worry for his husband. It’s also part of the reason he wanted to find another job, something that would have less accidents of those sorts. Viktor moves himself from Jayce’s grasp and sits down at the table, opening their laptop. “I think I could find something in consulting, I’ve got the experience for it,” Viktor muses as he sits in front of the computer. 

“Do you want some help looking?” Jayce asks, “I can even put my ear to the ground AT work and see if there is anything, maybe Heimerdinger knows of something” “That could be helpful, I’ll see what I can find online in the meantime” he says, looking through various job listings. Viktor sits on the computer for some time updating his resume and searching for work while Jayce takes care of the house. He’s chewing on a pencil when Jayce gently drops some food to the side for him. “I bet this will be more nutritious than some wood,” he says, chuckling softly.

Viktor thanks him and eats while he searches. There’s plenty of various openings and he applies to a handful before closing the laptop and stretching, his eyes tired from looking at the screen. 

Within a few weeks Viktor has found something new to do from home and is thankful for the mental stimulation. He watches after Abigail and does online consulting for a tech company while Jayce continues to go into the lab and work. Sometimes he feels a little lonely at home with just Abigail though, sometimes enough to feel weepy, but he tries his best to not let it get to him, he’s sure it’s just hormones at work. The two of them find a new routine between work and home and settle into their domesticity. Between checkups for Abigail and Viktor his schedule is busy, Jayce tries to make it to every appointment but misses one or two, work becoming busier for him.

It isn’t long until Viktor’s due day, and he’s made lists of names to choose from. He leaves them at the table for Jayce to go over when he gets home, he’s circled the ones of most interest. 

Jayce comes home later than usual to find the list and smiles as he goes over the names looking at the circled names with interest. He checks in on Abigail in the nursery who is fast asleep before he makes his way to the bedroom to find Viktor sleeping as well. He can't help but feel his heart flutter a little seeing the other asleep, looking so peaceful. Viktor groans softly in his sleep and Jayce hopes he’s able to get some proper rest in knowing what he’s in for. The two of them have been anxious as this time Viktor had discussed with his birthing team for a C-Section, that way they could take out his uterus at the same time, preventing any further children and ticking off a hysterectomy off his boxes. It was a different kind of anxiety as anything could go wrong in a number of different ways than a vaginal birth. He crawled into bed giving Viktor space as he curled around his pregnancy pillow and extra pillows. He couldn’t help but think the other was adorable, and tries to snap a picture for later. Jayce struggles to sleep and decides to say fuck it and pre-packs a bag for Viktor and one for Abigail for the morning. Viktor stirs a little again in his sleep and Jayce pauses hoping not to wake him. Once he’s got both bags set aside he crawled back into bed this time his nerves settling and allowing him to sleep. 

Jayce wakes to the sound of the shower running, he notices the pillows are all a mess beside him as Viktor had pulled himself out of bed. He yawns and stretches, letting his muscles tense before relaxing. The shower turns off and he hears Viktor getting out. Shortly after Viktor is waddling back into their bedroom, his hair up in a towel. “Good morning,” he says as he spots Jayce, who sits up on his elbows. “Good morning, I see you’re up early” “I thought it would be nice to be showered and ready for the day,” Viktor responds, “I also checked on Abigail and messaged your mother to come over in an hour or so.” Jayce just nods, anxiety pooling in his guts. 

Viktor seems to sense this and comes close to him, cupping his cheek with his hand. “Everything will be alright darling, they’ll sedate me as much as they can for this procedure and before we both know it we’ll have another little life to care for” Jayce seems to relax a little, “you’re right, you’re absolutely right” he responds. “Of course I am!” Viktor chuckles and gives Jayce’s cheek a light pat. 

It wasn’t long that a knock came to their door and Ximena popped her head inside. “Good morning boys!” she announced.

“Ma! Thank you again for coming,” Jayce said, quick to pull her into a hug. She hugged him back before heading straight to Viktor, hugging him and kissing his cheeks. “How are you feeling darling?,” she asked Viktor who shifted a little before responding.

“I’m feeling ready to have my body back again” he chuckles. 

Ximena smiles wide at him and nods, knowing the feeling all too well. She slips her jacket off and puts it in the closet. “And where is Abigail?” “She’s sleeping still” Viktor replies before Jayce can. 

“Ah, the perfect angel she is” Ximena says back.

“Since you’re here we should be heading out” Viktor says, looking over to Jayce who pauses for a moment. “Oh Ma, I packed a bag for Abigail, it’s in her room” “Thank you dear” Ximena replies as she goes to wake Abigail for the morning. 

Jayce grabs the other bag meant for Viktor and the two of them make their way to the car. Viktor is thankful for all of Jayce’s help with pre-packing and helping him into the passenger seat. They pull out of their garage and make their way to the birthing center, the same one Viktor had Abigail. 

When they get there Jayce parks and gets a wheelchair for Viktor so that he doesn’t have to walk all the way to the entrance of the hospital and beyond. Viktor is dressed comfortably in a maternity gown made special for birthing people. He can’t help the creeping feeling of nervousness as they enter the hospital, and he rubs his arms as if he’s cold to try to get the feeling to go away. 

“Everything okay?” Jayce asks as he notices Viktor shudder. 

“Yeah, just the regular hospital creeps I think” he replies and looks up at Jayce, reassuring him with a smile. 

They check into the hospital and wait for their names to be called. It’s certainly a different process already as the last time Viktor had been here to birth he’d already been in labor, his water had yet to be broken this time. It isn’t long until they hear “Mr.Talis?” being called and Jayce springs up from his chair to push Viktor. They head down a long hallway past several doors into a large room. Viktor suspects it’ll be the same room they operate in. Jayce’s nerves prickle upon seeing the room but he tries to settle his nerves for the other. “Go ahead and lay on the table” the nurse instructs as she finishes checking in Viktor on her computer. Viktor stands from the wheelchair with Jayce’s assistance, as well as his assistance getting up onto the medical table. The nurse has him change into a medical gown and Jayce takes his clothing when it’s offered to him. Another nurse enters to get his blood oxygen and pressure before another person is coming in to hook Viktor up to fluids. Jayce does his best to stay out of everyone’s way as there’s a sudden influx of people coming in and working on Viktor getting him ready for the operation. Once Viktor has been poked and prodded enough Jayce moves to stand at his side, grabbing his hand and holding it tight. He pulls up a chair and sits next to him, keeping his grip. Viktor sigh’s as all but one nurse clear out, the amount of people always making his anxiety race. 

“The Doctor’s should be ready any moment”  the nurse states and Viktor looks over to Jayce. They share a look of concern and love for each other. 

Just as quickly as nurses had flooded the room before a couple of Doctors, assistants and an anesthesiologist enter the room. “Are you ready for us Viktor?” one of them says, another stepping forward and grabbing onto the fluids dripping into him, coaxing a needle into the tubing. 

Viktor nods and watches fluid push into his veins. He feels the saline taste first and then the sedatives begin to hit him. There’s chatter around him as Doctor’s remove his gown and cover his legs and chest with surgical paper, leaving his stomach shown. Viktor feels the room sway and he clutches onto Jayce. It isn’t long before he’s out, but Jayce continues to hold onto his partner’s hand. The doctors put up a curtain between them and the operation and Jayce is partly relieved that he doesn’t have to witness them carving into his lover. He listens to them talk back and forth as they operate and begins to sweat as the time carries on. It isn’t much longer that there’s a wailing and he sits up straight. A nurse walks away with their son in hand, weighing him and cleaning him up. She clamps the umbilical cord in case the father wants to cut it and when given the chance Jayce denies it, wanting to keep hold of Viktor. 

The doctor’s continue to work on Viktor despite having pulled their son out and Jayce is reminded that there is still work that needs to be done including extracting the placenta from the uterus, and the uterus itself out. It’s a little easier since they already have him open from the C-Section and they begin to seal him up. Jayce doesn’t know how much time has passed but he’s got a warm bundle in one warm and his other hand on Viktor’s. After all the Doctors and nurses cleared they were left alone in the room with baby. Jayce had a couple of names on his mind but didn’t want to choose one outright until Viktor was awake to agree or disagree with him. Viktor’s eyes begin to peel open after hours of rest and a nurse walks in to take vitals and check on him. He’s groggily looking around when he spots Jayce and their baby, his smile relieved. He lets out a soft sigh. The nurse urges him not to move too much due to the recent operation and Viktor just nods and tries his best not to try to sit up. Laying back he reaches his hands out to Jayce, and Jayce gently delivers the little bundle to him. “He’s beautiful” Viktor cries.

Jayce smiles and nods, wiping the tears from his face.

“He looks just like you, look, he’s got your nose and your eyes”  Viktor proceeds to gently poke the baby's nose and laugh softly before crying a little more.

Jayce can’t help but wipe away a few of his own tears, happily enjoying the moment of being a father for a second time and seeing the joy on Viktor’s face. The baby begins to whimper and Viktor immediately pulls aside the blanket covering him and brings him to his breast. He latches on and begins to feed and Viktor just holds him there, sighing softly. 

“The Doctors said they want you to stay overnight in case there’s any complications with the procedure, I already texted Ma, she said she’s willing to stay the night at our house and watch Abigail but she also said she’s willing to come visit with her too” Jayce explains as he brushes some of Viktor’s hair out of the way. Viktor bites his cheek a little, somewhat annoyed that they’ll need to stay but ever so grateful for Ximena in her offer to watch Abigail for them for longer. 

“Have you thought of a name Jayce?” Viktor questions.

“I have, I think I liked the name Blithe.” Jayce responds. “Blithe” Viktor echoes back, and gently caresses their son as he feeds. 

The evening draws on and Jayce takes care of Blithe’s needs when Viktor can’t. Viktor slips in and out of rest until Ximena knocks on their door. She pops in, Abigail tied to her body. She begins to bounce excitedly when she sees her fathers. Ximena chuckles a little and begins to unwrap her, handing her over to Jayce. She quickly comes up to Viktor first to check in on him and leans in to give him a kiss on his forehead. “You did another great job Viktor” she says encouragingly. She then goes over to see the newborn who is resting in a small bed the hospital provided. “Ayyee, mi hijo” she says as she looks down at him and then back up at Jayce. 

“He looks just like you did as a baby” “Is it really that apparent?” Jayce chuckles and hugs Abigail tightly before she reaches out for Viktor. Viktor nods over to Jayce and Jayce gently gives her over. “Hi baby, did you miss daddy?” She nods and giggles before shoving herself against his chest, nuzzling his neck and hugging him. Viktor smiles tiredly and hugs her tightly. She absently squeezes at his breast and he jolts a little at her grip. He grabs her hand and redirects her grip elsewhere before nuzzling his face against her neck giving her little kisses. She giggles loudly and starts to bounce on Viktor when Jayce interrupts, grabbing her and soaring her through the air a little making a whoooosh sound. “You gotta be careful with Daddy right now” he says as he pulls her back into a hug. Ximena is still wooing over the baby when a nurse comes in again to check with Viktor and see if he’ll use the bathroom with their help. He agrees and they have him walking with assistance to the bathroom, shutting a door behind them. Jayce can’t help but worry since he’s so freshly out of surgery but he suspects the nurse knows more than he does. It isn’t long before they return and Viktor is able to scramble back into the bed with little help. “I think I’m going to shut my eyes for a little bit” he says to the room and Ximena nods as she looks back at him. “I’ll take Abigail home” she says and moves to take her from Jayce’s arms. She quickly has her wrapped up against her again and gives her son a hug and a kiss before she makes her way out of the room. 

Jayce stays behind and makes himself comfortable on the little couch in the room, he pulls a blanket over and tries to rest. He’s woken alongside Viktor every time a nurse comes to check in on him or the baby. 

It’s late in the night when something turns sour, Viktor’s heart rate spikes and machines go off. Jayce is quick to be at his side, feeling his forehead. He feels like he’s burning up. 

“Nurse!!” He quickly calls and there’s a nurse at the door within moments. She hears the machines and turns to get the rest of the staff that’s on-call for the night. It seems something went wrong as he was healing and he began to hemorrhage. A team of doctor’s was in the room quickly working on him and Jayce was removed from the room. He stood outside the room in shock, one moment Viktor seemed fine the next he was in another operation. He slumped against the wall until his ass met the floor and he put his head in his knees. He tried his best to keep his breathing steady so that he didn’t hyperventilate. He pulled out his phone to call his mother, it was late but he knew she’d answer him at any time. 

“Ma, something happened to Viktor, I don’t know what, but they’re operating on him right now” “Dos mio” she whispers back into the phone. 

“I-I don’t know what to say I just…I just need someone on the phone” “It’s okay baby” Ximena responds, and she keeps him busy on the phone telling him about Abigail and the day they had. 

Hours seem to pass and Jayce is pacing outside the room, worried for his lover. Finally someone emerges and gives him a little nod. He stays still until they begin to wave him over, giving him clear permission to come back inside. Viktor looks paler than before but he’s hooked up to fluids and blood, he just looks..rough.

Jayce clears the distance between the door and him and just holds his hand.

[azurova]

transviktor a réagi à votre billet : “tallukazaoldyeck a réagi à votre billet “mmm is...

oh god i remember loving yowapeda back in a bad time in my life it was so cathartic sdfsfd… i loved maki soo much and tbh i liked him both with tadokoro and toudou

god thats valid. im not even an anime fan and ESPECIALLY not really a sports anime fan but fr some reason i really liked it.. the characters were endearing and cute and their interactions were fun.. i also watched it when i was really happy so it was just.. a happy show to me

my faves were makishima, onoda, tadokoro, and kinjou prolly...  i haaaated midousouji (that seems obvious but @ the time of airing evryone frickin loved him) 

also that guy with the ABS AAAAAAAAAAA

[stuvision]

izzy leak the new episode bc i cant find it anywhere and im not american

S C R E A M OK I’LL SEE WHAT I CAN DO 

[caladbolg]

god ive seen lots of people that are like "im literally trans/gay because i dont ever want to have kids so if youre trans/gay and want kids then youre not valid lmao" and its the most pathetic thing ever... we out there being trans, gay and wanting to be dads and nothing can stop us

WHAT... really... that’s genuinely so cruel...

[skymagpie]

transviktor replied to your post “I hate blizzard too but the female worgen models are an improvement...”

the old ones look like a vaguely horny 40s cartoon female wolf with curves

the old lady worgen models look like that aunt that burned her hair from dying it black and drinks vodka to start her day

[deepseaspriteblog]

davey makes me genuinely so mad because?? that guy literally HAS a talent for sprites, even if some designs are a bit awkward they still work in some way. i dont think i would ever be able to get such a sense of style as he does. i think hed be one of the most popular spriters... if he only fucking didnt steal shit! like how hard is it not to steal? this makes me recoil from the sheer amount of wasted potential

I know what you mean.

As much as I bang on about his sprites looking like a mess, there IS an idea there. It’s his insistence on cramming in as much details as humanly possible into his sprites that bring them down. 

His sprites have too much detail on them, dragging your eyes hither and yon trying to take in all the moles he puts on them. I’ve discussed this with others before, and a lot of us agree that if he would just remove 4 to 5 details the sprites wouldn’t even be that bad. Though I guess in doing that, those sprites would technically be mine, since all that’s left when you remove the moles and freckles are a compilation of other people’s sprite part. (but I digress)

I remember one time on his old blog, he got fed up with people rightfully calling him out on his sprite theft and made a sprite WITHOUT using any bases or ripped assets. And it looked fine. But for whatever  reason, he insists it looks terrible and went right back to stealing by his next post. If he’d just stick to doing that, he might develop his own following. Unfortunately, since he seems to be comfy on his throne of thievery, he’s not gonna go through the effort of actually, you know, putting effort into his sprites.