#sorry im just upset rn
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@/coma_0423’s cursed cat alastor will bring you happiness ♥️
Lulu scolds the cat
#I could’ve sworn I posted this doodle#I took a break from drawing stuff to doodle this lol#I’m learning clip studio paint! it’s very exciting but challenging so things are moving slow#rn I’m working on the anthology comic#but then back to my bullshit#but school starts next week#hnggg#im sure I’ll find time to slack off tho and draw#also unrelated to that but related to this post#is it weird that it’s so important to me that everyone knows cursedcatalastor’s author#he really became a sensation#which is cool as hell#but idk I just like the thought that people know who designed this lil guy#ESPECIALLY WHEN PPL TRY TO MONETIZE UGH THAT MAKES ME SO UPSET#anyway lemme go make brekky sorry for rambling#tho if you’re reading this#why do u read all my tags im literally an insane person#okay gtg bye ily#hazbin hotel#my doods#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#cursed cat alastor#liked by creator#forgot that one#lol it’s what reminded me to post this here in the first place
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artdumping what i made today
a doodle of @sillyvampir3 'z shrig [which i procrastinated on too much ; im sorry (~_~;)]
a drawing i made based off a post by @thecultoflove
i dunno what im gonna do to theze freakz if they keep behaving like thiz
★ image i based the last drawing on under cut :
#i am. so tired of everything and everyone rn. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY CUZ NOBODY HAZ DONE ANYTHING TO UPSET ME IN THE FIRST PLACE#i am sick of the people in my class . i am sick of my family#something something i just want to disappear something something etcetera#oh well . at least i have the nice people in my phone who i can make nice thingz for ..... becauze i love them ....... sniffle .............#dhmis#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis shrignold#dhmis hv shrignold#dhmis tony#dhmis hv tony#dhmis electracey#dhmis hv electracey#i dunno if you have separate tagz for belavia . tempus and elvonix . doll – so pleaze forgive me for not tagging themm .... (~_~;)#dhmis spinach can#dhmis hv sam#guyz you wont believe it but i FINALLY drew sam ; after a while year she finally getz a phyzical appearance#feast on thiz becauze it'll probably never happen again#dhmis brendon#dhmis hv brendon#dhmis sketchbook#dhmis hv sketchbook#dhmis colin#dhmis hv colin#dhmis lamp#dhmis hv larry#dhmis coffin#dhmis hv chester#IM SORRY IF YOU GUYZ DONT LIKE THE FANARTZ ; I JUST WANTED TO DO SOME CUTE STUFF FOR PEOPLE I LOOK UP TO .......#I LOVE YOU COLIN . DOLL <333 YOURE SOME IF MY FAVORITE ARTISTZ YOU CAN HUNT ME DOWN FOR SPORT AND I WON'T MIND !!!!!!!! I SWEARRR !!!!!!!!!
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im so infinitely stressed rn i need to get off here
#camera talks#fuckkk#sighhhghsghg#sorry yall im like. on the verge of tears#this is genuinely like. the start of like 'the rest of my life' year and its. not looking like a good 4 years at all#i have to change my gender marker on my license back (safety. my states not red but its not Good either) and like.#i was already planning to at this point but its hitting me how much it meant to me to have that piece of me be like. known ? ig??#and i feel lucky that my name is already legally changed and its a fairly neutral to masc name so i think im fine#but like. do i really have to go into my job field like this? will i have to not be trans for the first 'real' steps of my life?#im fucking. upset#and im so so angry#i dont feel like i can look to HRT or surgery in my future rn#and i Know we're going to get through this#but like. im so tired of being unknown and hidden but its not like i can do anything about it now or ever anyways#like im already misgendered all the time so it doesn't Matter i guess#and very little people know of my relationships in the grand scheme of things so i guess im just going to keep keeping those hidden ish#but i dont Want to ! i want to be proudly queer and in love because i Am !! so like augh i dont know#im just so so upset#being queer is Me and i hate having to hide this part of myself for so fucking long#no wonder i related to old queers writing and stuff. augh. im thinking about them a lot. lots of them got through this#lots of them had lives they were proud of for the most part and i just hope i get that too#and im not even good at passing as cis or straight i dont think#like. im not going to try to that badly but as much as i dont pass for transsexual im easy to clock as weird gender#and fucked up mentally ill and aughghh#i dont even want to think about not getting mental health and disability resources#okay whatever im logging off or at least shutting down tumblr now#im just scared and worried i guess. i dont know#fuck
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Why don’t you like sonadow /genq
I generally don't ship anything by default and it just isn't aligned with some headcanons that I hold close to my heart. I think it's annoying how popular it is and how shippers just assume everyone else ships it too. People don't tag it so I can filter it, I constantly have to see some posts about how it's 'canon' because they looked at each other. Like, it just gets tiring with time and I dislike even mentions of it more and more now... Like, its popularity ruins it for me so bad, not even mentioning how it's hard to make a post about the two of them without people making it romantic.
#im just so so sooo tired of popular ships ruining my fandom experience man ToT#first dxstiel now this#i WANT to see platonic content of them and it's just buried under ship content#like really i just don't agree with it I don't think sonic is gay first of all so. and its a very important hc to me!#so i hope you can see why i just dislike it more and more#honestly I personally think they have no chemistry lmfaoo they're better as hesitant friends#hope this is comprehensive sorry im a bit upset rn -_-
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✨️jazz hands✨️ wow I wish I could just I don't know, fucking finish my milk in piece without it all being linked back to me wanting to play on the computer. like yeah guys good association its definitely true for sure guys you're so fucking smart huh, not like I maybe, I dunno know, just wanted to finish my milk and also get things done on the queue. not like thats a thing I could do. nope not at all for sure you're so smart thinking you know everything going on in my brain
#sorry#your periodic vent post cause i cant fucking be bothered#i love my parents but fuck can they just stop for a second and consider#i dont know . that maybe their oldest in the house rn is a little neurodivergent#and that maybe im not tryong to agrue im just trying to explain#and#i dunno#okay im just a little annoyed and a lot upset cause my dad keeps ✨️jumping to conclusions✨️ about how the people i play minecraft#with are like . bad people#like sorry dad ive talked to these people for a year or more in most cases also I'm almost an adult fuck off man#like yeah dad hate to break it to you ive been doing this new internet thing for a while now i know when people are creepy#ive had a creepy person talk to me. i know what it looks like#im not fucking stupid dad. sorry#anyway#sorry chat#needed to rant a little before i went insane#vent post#rant post#a tag to help find my own posts
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hey if i send u an ask and then like 5 minutes later send a different ask going "nvm actually imma do this thing instead" or anything similar
sorry i am incredibly impulsive and indesicive
#this is for one specific person rn who i sent two asks to in the span of 5 minutes#only for my boyfriend to be like “baby thats weird and rude” and me to go “oh oops”#im just a silly lil guy!!!! and also im very impulsive and a lil dumb!!!!!!!#bleeeeehhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!#(fr though if u see this#sorry friend i hope i didnt upset u)#🦇 :: personal
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Hate thissss I feel like I haven't been properly productive today (somehow posting two art things Doesn't register properly in my mind) so I wanna stay up to get as much as I can down, but I also need to go to sleep in case I'm called in tomorrow because fuuuuuck going to work on little sleep that shit sucks. But also, the possibility of being called in makes me wanna stay up even more, so I can finish art in case I don't have time tomorrow. So now I'm sat up at 12:30 tired as shit but unable to draw or go to bed. The never-ending cycle of hell.
#ramblings#i wish they had someone else to call in on short notice. i dont hate coming in extra but i hate getting a text at like 7:10 when kennel#hours in the morning start 7:30. i knowww i should probably set a boundary but like. fuck#and you know what i wish my parents bothered to fucking understand how frustrating it is being called in so frequently#my mom specifically. i bring stuff with work up and its like a broken record. `if you go in all the time youll be seen as reliable!`#when i was talking about getting a day off to see my brothers marching last weekend she was like#`see what did i tell you? you make yourself reliable and theyll let you take off what you need` talking like i just asked for it off#after it had already been scheduled. girl i had to ask people to cover me still. i just#i hate it. i havent told her i told them i didnt wanna work clinic hours because she'd drill me about why#its just frustrating !! and when i say my genuine feelings its like she needs to correct me. like im thinking wrong.#this is why i had to fucking snap before setting the boundary of not covering clinic hours. because its always#`do what they ask every time because youll seem reliable` from my mom no matter fucking what. and then i already have issues#setting boundaries in general because i dont want to upset others or make them mad at me#ok sorry this has turned into. a wholeass vent. im just. at my wits end can you tell?#at this rate im really just getting nothing done. im going to bed#dont worry about me ill be fine. i just need to let it out and this is kinda my only outlet rn
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lonely sad and so so poorly so think I'm gonna work on requests until I get sleepy :)
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#ive had such a sore tummy all day :(((#and im a lil down bc i saw something i wish i hadn't but#im trying not to let it get to me too much#i don't rly have anyone to talk to though so that's a lil upsetting!#contacting a mental health service tho bc i don't want to spiral abt it#ive had a lil cry!! i managed to hold it together for a while but i started thinking too hard and had a lil weep#but im not crying rn and i just wanna be proactive abt it so i dont end up feeling worse#but yeah since i got no one to talk to rn i have some time to write so i thought i'd try and get through some requests!!#sorry ive been so sucky with them#i love u all very much and sorry im not as active these days#thank u all who still support me and reach out tho ily all a whooooooooole lot :3#i hope ur all having lovely days and nights mwah mwah
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"only drawing fat people is gooner stuff !!" oh well following that logic only drawing slim people would also be gooner stuff
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felix will rlly b like “it’s not my job to make sure dimitri’s ok” & the very next scene he’s like “hey dimitri stop being so sad” like……… he’s SO subtle
#sorry i’m replaying azure gleam and i’m rotating about it. it’s fine#they’re just soooooo stupid. they are so stupid#i’m going f!shez this time and i loveee her sm <333#i was also actually reading the documents this time & the one abt fódlan mythology is SO GOOD#the faerghan legend where the ghosts of the vengeful dead come from under the earth to pull u under…… thinking about dimitri. just thinking#also i opened the documents and immediately saw old letter and was like ? its the glenn letter. im so upset#few3h#dimilix#feposting#if u don’t wanna see these u may wanna blacklist that bc. i’m unwell abt this rn#deertalking
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#hhhghhhhh#feeling yucky rn#upset even#dont really know why#i dont really get why anyone likes me???#or just. anything i post/say in general?? especially in regards to my art (i literally stink????)???#baffling even?#im feeling like. not good rn sorry#idk just getting this out#um. yeah#sorry again
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TW: abuse, domestic violence & intimate partner violence
This is the man who they allow to still play in this sport. This is the man who has shown awful behavior on the court and has shown serious signs of anger WHILE AT WORK. ON LIVE TELEVISION. This is the man who smashes rackets. This is the man who has smacked an Umpire's chair while he was still in it. This is the man that has these stories from behind the scenes that came out. This is the man who SETTLED in court. This is the man who said he's never wanted his domestic violence mentioned again because it got cleared up. He SETTLED. This is the man tennis allows to still play this sport. This is the man they allow to play in a fucking GS. This is an absolutely despicable thing they did NOTHING to change. There has been NOTHING done to stop or prevent this. The have no DV stances or punishments that will happen. This wasn't enough and they still Champion this man. I am absolutely furious that this is something that is pushed to the side and ignored. This man could have genuinely killed a woman, his partner. The A/TP does not care about women, about victims about any one but the men they protect. I cannot believe after everything that has came out this man is able to be at this point in his career, about to be in the Finals in one of four, of the biggest tournaments this sport has to offer.
#abuse#domestic violence#pls lmk you need this tagged#im sorry im not eloquent when it comes to wording i dont know how to make things sound nice and pretty i just dont even know what to say#im so upset abt this rn. i just dont understand how he was allowed to get to this point#max's 💭
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hi if u saw my drawing (i deleted it)… i genuinely forgot. idk how. i knew my memory is bad but holy shit how the fuck did i forget that. sorry pls dont hate me i didnt mean it
#🙁🙁🙁#i would never whitewash her on purpose i just didnt think about it#like i have no excuse i just genuinely forgot#are u guys mad at me#im gonna post it tomorrow with fixed colors#:- ( i liked the drawing i didnt realize and bow im so upset :- ( i didnt need thsi rn#do u hate me#they need to make an emoji that shows being terrified and sad but ill go with 🙁#maybe my brain is actually stopping working this is lowk scary wdym i forgot. i was imagining her in my head wdym i didnt notice.#how am i meant to survive life if my brain doesnt work#im going to bed im sorry
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not knowing how someone else thinks of me is so scary and also really sad. someone who i've been friends with for literal years could have "dniuc" in their status and i just can't say anything because i don't know if that person views us as close. or i'll want to interact with someone really cool by sending them an ask or reblogging with silly tags but my brain immediately assumes "what if they think im annoying as all hell maybe i should be quiet instead".
#lennyrambles#vent#sorry im just#really really upset rn#its one of my dumbest insecurities#and also probably my underlying anxiety + autism#but like.#i just cant bring myself to do these things
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I try but it’s never good enough
#object shows#object show community#bfdi#my art#x bfb#kinsona#vent#sorry im venting so much#I’ll draw something happy :]#Im just upset#idk I feel empty rn#okay im gonna draw :3#ALSO DONT WORRY IM FINE JUST FEELING ALL THESE FEELINGS!!
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will probably not be around much for a few days. i'll try to respond to discord messages but no promises 😔
#i've been having pain for months because i needed a root canal#which was supposed to happen today. but after 5 attempts to numb me i was not numbed lmao#it's just really got me frustrated and upset and i don't have much energy rn 😔😔😔#love u guys. so sorry to people waiting for replies to messages im so bad at it lately 💔
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