#sorry im just upset rn
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@/coma_0423’s cursed cat alastor will bring you happiness ♥️
Lulu scolds the cat

#I could’ve sworn I posted this doodle#I took a break from drawing stuff to doodle this lol#I’m learning clip studio paint! it’s very exciting but challenging so things are moving slow#rn I’m working on the anthology comic#but then back to my bullshit#but school starts next week#hnggg#im sure I’ll find time to slack off tho and draw#also unrelated to that but related to this post#is it weird that it’s so important to me that everyone knows cursedcatalastor’s author#he really became a sensation#which is cool as hell#but idk I just like the thought that people know who designed this lil guy#ESPECIALLY WHEN PPL TRY TO MONETIZE UGH THAT MAKES ME SO UPSET#anyway lemme go make brekky sorry for rambling#tho if you’re reading this#why do u read all my tags im literally an insane person#okay gtg bye ily#hazbin hotel#my doods#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#cursed cat alastor#liked by creator#forgot that one#lol it’s what reminded me to post this here in the first place
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artdumping what i made today

a doodle of @sillyvampir3 'z shrig [which i procrastinated on too much ; im sorry (~_~;)]

a drawing i made based off a post by @thecultoflove

i dunno what im gonna do to theze freakz if they keep behaving like thiz
★ image i based the last drawing on under cut :

#i am. so tired of everything and everyone rn. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY CUZ NOBODY HAZ DONE ANYTHING TO UPSET ME IN THE FIRST PLACE#i am sick of the people in my class . i am sick of my family#something something i just want to disappear something something etcetera#oh well . at least i have the nice people in my phone who i can make nice thingz for ..... becauze i love them ....... sniffle .............#dhmis#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis shrignold#dhmis hv shrignold#dhmis tony#dhmis hv tony#dhmis electracey#dhmis hv electracey#i dunno if you have separate tagz for belavia . tempus and elvonix . doll – so pleaze forgive me for not tagging themm .... (~_~;)#dhmis spinach can#dhmis hv sam#guyz you wont believe it but i FINALLY drew sam ; after a while year she finally getz a phyzical appearance#feast on thiz becauze it'll probably never happen again#dhmis brendon#dhmis hv brendon#dhmis sketchbook#dhmis hv sketchbook#dhmis colin#dhmis hv colin#dhmis lamp#dhmis hv larry#dhmis coffin#dhmis hv chester#IM SORRY IF YOU GUYZ DONT LIKE THE FANARTZ ; I JUST WANTED TO DO SOME CUTE STUFF FOR PEOPLE I LOOK UP TO .......#I LOVE YOU COLIN . DOLL <333 YOURE SOME IF MY FAVORITE ARTISTZ YOU CAN HUNT ME DOWN FOR SPORT AND I WON'T MIND !!!!!!!! I SWEARRR !!!!!!!!!
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im so infinitely stressed rn i need to get off here
#camera talks#fuckkk#sighhhghsghg#sorry yall im like. on the verge of tears#this is genuinely like. the start of like 'the rest of my life' year and its. not looking like a good 4 years at all#i have to change my gender marker on my license back (safety. my states not red but its not Good either) and like.#i was already planning to at this point but its hitting me how much it meant to me to have that piece of me be like. known ? ig??#and i feel lucky that my name is already legally changed and its a fairly neutral to masc name so i think im fine#but like. do i really have to go into my job field like this? will i have to not be trans for the first 'real' steps of my life?#im fucking. upset#and im so so angry#i dont feel like i can look to HRT or surgery in my future rn#and i Know we're going to get through this#but like. im so tired of being unknown and hidden but its not like i can do anything about it now or ever anyways#like im already misgendered all the time so it doesn't Matter i guess#and very little people know of my relationships in the grand scheme of things so i guess im just going to keep keeping those hidden ish#but i dont Want to ! i want to be proudly queer and in love because i Am !! so like augh i dont know#im just so so upset#being queer is Me and i hate having to hide this part of myself for so fucking long#no wonder i related to old queers writing and stuff. augh. im thinking about them a lot. lots of them got through this#lots of them had lives they were proud of for the most part and i just hope i get that too#and im not even good at passing as cis or straight i dont think#like. im not going to try to that badly but as much as i dont pass for transsexual im easy to clock as weird gender#and fucked up mentally ill and aughghh#i dont even want to think about not getting mental health and disability resources#okay whatever im logging off or at least shutting down tumblr now#im just scared and worried i guess. i dont know#fuck
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Why don’t you like sonadow /genq
I generally don't ship anything by default and it just isn't aligned with some headcanons that I hold close to my heart. I think it's annoying how popular it is and how shippers just assume everyone else ships it too. People don't tag it so I can filter it, I constantly have to see some posts about how it's 'canon' because they looked at each other. Like, it just gets tiring with time and I dislike even mentions of it more and more now... Like, its popularity ruins it for me so bad, not even mentioning how it's hard to make a post about the two of them without people making it romantic.
#im just so so sooo tired of popular ships ruining my fandom experience man ToT#first dxstiel now this#i WANT to see platonic content of them and it's just buried under ship content#like really i just don't agree with it I don't think sonic is gay first of all so. and its a very important hc to me!#so i hope you can see why i just dislike it more and more#honestly I personally think they have no chemistry lmfaoo they're better as hesitant friends#hope this is comprehensive sorry im a bit upset rn -_-
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✨️jazz hands✨️ wow I wish I could just I don't know, fucking finish my milk in piece without it all being linked back to me wanting to play on the computer. like yeah guys good association its definitely true for sure guys you're so fucking smart huh, not like I maybe, I dunno know, just wanted to finish my milk and also get things done on the queue. not like thats a thing I could do. nope not at all for sure you're so smart thinking you know everything going on in my brain
#sorry#your periodic vent post cause i cant fucking be bothered#i love my parents but fuck can they just stop for a second and consider#i dont know . that maybe their oldest in the house rn is a little neurodivergent#and that maybe im not tryong to agrue im just trying to explain#and#i dunno#okay im just a little annoyed and a lot upset cause my dad keeps ✨️jumping to conclusions✨️ about how the people i play minecraft#with are like . bad people#like sorry dad ive talked to these people for a year or more in most cases also I'm almost an adult fuck off man#like yeah dad hate to break it to you ive been doing this new internet thing for a while now i know when people are creepy#ive had a creepy person talk to me. i know what it looks like#im not fucking stupid dad. sorry#anyway#sorry chat#needed to rant a little before i went insane#vent post#rant post#a tag to help find my own posts
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hey if i send u an ask and then like 5 minutes later send a different ask going "nvm actually imma do this thing instead" or anything similar
sorry i am incredibly impulsive and indesicive
#this is for one specific person rn who i sent two asks to in the span of 5 minutes#only for my boyfriend to be like “baby thats weird and rude” and me to go “oh oops”#im just a silly lil guy!!!! and also im very impulsive and a lil dumb!!!!!!!#bleeeeehhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!#(fr though if u see this#sorry friend i hope i didnt upset u)#🦇 :: personal
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lonely sad and so so poorly so think I'm gonna work on requests until I get sleepy :)
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#ive had such a sore tummy all day :(((#and im a lil down bc i saw something i wish i hadn't but#im trying not to let it get to me too much#i don't rly have anyone to talk to though so that's a lil upsetting!#contacting a mental health service tho bc i don't want to spiral abt it#ive had a lil cry!! i managed to hold it together for a while but i started thinking too hard and had a lil weep#but im not crying rn and i just wanna be proactive abt it so i dont end up feeling worse#but yeah since i got no one to talk to rn i have some time to write so i thought i'd try and get through some requests!!#sorry ive been so sucky with them#i love u all very much and sorry im not as active these days#thank u all who still support me and reach out tho ily all a whooooooooole lot :3#i hope ur all having lovely days and nights mwah mwah
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"only drawing fat people is gooner stuff !!" oh well following that logic only drawing slim people would also be gooner stuff
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felix will rlly b like “it’s not my job to make sure dimitri’s ok” & the very next scene he’s like “hey dimitri stop being so sad” like……… he’s SO subtle
#sorry i’m replaying azure gleam and i’m rotating about it. it’s fine#they’re just soooooo stupid. they are so stupid#i’m going f!shez this time and i loveee her sm <333#i was also actually reading the documents this time & the one abt fódlan mythology is SO GOOD#the faerghan legend where the ghosts of the vengeful dead come from under the earth to pull u under…… thinking about dimitri. just thinking#also i opened the documents and immediately saw old letter and was like ? its the glenn letter. im so upset#few3h#dimilix#feposting#if u don’t wanna see these u may wanna blacklist that bc. i’m unwell abt this rn#deertalking
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lays down. chews on sippy cup straw. i am so bad at setting boundaries with friends and standing up for myself and my time. sigh
#tl posts#not abt anyone here a different friend#just. hhh.#sorry m not. looking for advice just need to vent. capri's helping me think of ways to address it w them. sorry venty in tags#one of my best friends and theyve had a really REALLY tough time lately#and ive been trying hard to support them so much but it feels like they're taking advantage of my time and stuff sometimes#and we were supposed to play games at 12 today but they forgot to put the time down (despite picking it themself) and so they told me 3-4#and then told me four. and then spent most of 4 literally in a discord server we're both in#and when i asked if they wanted to move it to 5 they apologized and said they got caught up in scrolling thru the new dating app#and then asked if i wanted to do some bob ross paintings instead of playing#and look i love his videos but they make me feel like such an ass artist and im just not in the brainspace to struggle with that today but-#i said yes bc they were really excited#and i just wanted to play game with my friend but#and im not even TOUCHING the fact that it feels like they dismiss my issues to talk abt theirs rn#ngl them saying “we gotta stop having mental health issues at the same time” really upset me last night#like they were JOKING i KNOW we've made jokes like that b4#but i just was not in the space tobe dismissed like that last night q_q#guh. sorry
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#hhhghhhhh#feeling yucky rn#upset even#dont really know why#i dont really get why anyone likes me???#or just. anything i post/say in general?? especially in regards to my art (i literally stink????)???#baffling even?#im feeling like. not good rn sorry#idk just getting this out#um. yeah#sorry again
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hi if u saw my drawing (i deleted it)… i genuinely forgot. idk how. i knew my memory is bad but holy shit how the fuck did i forget that. sorry pls dont hate me i didnt mean it
#🙁🙁🙁#i would never whitewash her on purpose i just didnt think about it#like i have no excuse i just genuinely forgot#are u guys mad at me#im gonna post it tomorrow with fixed colors#:- ( i liked the drawing i didnt realize and bow im so upset :- ( i didnt need thsi rn#do u hate me#they need to make an emoji that shows being terrified and sad but ill go with 🙁#maybe my brain is actually stopping working this is lowk scary wdym i forgot. i was imagining her in my head wdym i didnt notice.#how am i meant to survive life if my brain doesnt work#im going to bed im sorry
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not knowing how someone else thinks of me is so scary and also really sad. someone who i've been friends with for literal years could have "dniuc" in their status and i just can't say anything because i don't know if that person views us as close. or i'll want to interact with someone really cool by sending them an ask or reblogging with silly tags but my brain immediately assumes "what if they think im annoying as all hell maybe i should be quiet instead".
#lennyrambles#vent#sorry im just#really really upset rn#its one of my dumbest insecurities#and also probably my underlying anxiety + autism#but like.#i just cant bring myself to do these things
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oh also in other news. i finally finished leviathan the other day
#el plays kotor#feeling talkative right when the dash is messed up again. whatever. this is one way to put off playing skyrim#im so worried for bastila rn... please come back to me queen we gotta make up im sorry i called u as bad as the sith... i was upset...#her fate is one of the few things i've somehow managed to avoid spoilers for!!! so dont tell me what happens i gotta keep the suspense#also some of the companions' reactions to the reveal r so funny like...#mission basically said 'well if you don't remember being revan then it's ok :)' huh??????#i love how supportive she is but. millions died bc of liah. something to consider. you can be a little horrified and angry its ok#and like carth is the only one who's understandably angry at revan bc to him it's more personal#but even he sounds too chill. i think its partly bc of the voice acting. everyone speaks with the same even tone no matter the situation#and i almost laughed when canderous was like 'well actually it was malak who ordered the attack on ur homeworld carth#so revan is blameless in this' bro liah was literally the sith ceo you cant claim she had no part in this.....#and like idk it felt weird for canderous of all companions to comment on that#i feel like. he wouldnt care who is guilty of what. he just wants revan to lead him to epic battles he thinks warfare is awesome#i also feel like it was a feeble attempt from the game to make u feel less bad abt it#but thats not how it works game. because. revan was at the top of the chain of command. therefore. responsible for everything.#like!!! idk the writing in this game is so..... juvenile sometimes.......#yknow how some ppl talk abt the superior writing in old bioware games???? part of it has to be simple nostalgia#like they played the game when they were 10 and at that time it was the best thing ever#and they haven't revisited it at an older age with developed thinking skills#and im not saying the writing is dogshit! its just really goofy at certain parts! but really strong at others!! overall the game slaps!!!#but im just saying. u gotta see beyond just the nostalgia if ur gonna compare old and current bw#but idk ! anyway what else. the fight against malak was cool... with the red lighting in the corridor and everything...#he kept running away too... perhaps deep down he still fears his old master 😌#no but like if he hadn't been scripted to survive that fight i would've won. i was beating his ass#tho maybe it was just meant to be easy so that i would feel overconfident going into the final battle. who knows
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I try but it’s never good enough
#object shows#object show community#bfdi#my art#x bfb#kinsona#vent#sorry im venting so much#I’ll draw something happy :]#Im just upset#idk I feel empty rn#okay im gonna draw :3#ALSO DONT WORRY IM FINE JUST FEELING ALL THESE FEELINGS!!
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Im actually so scared to fly to Chicago now. Like i just got over my fear of flying (to the point where i kinda enjoyed it!). Now im shitting bricks over this plane crash and mr. Dumbass firing a bunch of FAA people and all that. Ik i just need to relax, but damn
#also sorry for me posting a lot of politics recently#its just really upsetting times rn#however im doing my best to just live#i hope yall are doing okay too#politics
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