#transboy ana

[sluttyboycvnt]

Gonna do smth crazy & ask for T-blockers from my doctor-

My body produces excess testosterone so due to my stupid biology, my body produces more estrogen to counter that so I have more f4t than other ‘female bodied ppl’

I may be ‘girlier’ for a while but at least i’ll get th1nner & be more comfortable dressing masc. I’m not rly sure I wanna go on T anyway, just looking like a slutty sk1nny boy will be enough i think

God i want a cigarette rn

[crazy-starboy]

amiga ODNSUSKSKSKAJAAKB por que você deu repost em um blog pessoal sobre mim?

Porque me indentifiquei com você saindo e voltando depois de ganhar peso enquanto passava pela sua autoaceitação de ser um garoto trans.

Apoio aos anas transboys🎀🏳️‍⚧️

(Eu vi sua outra msg, td bem ter errado amg 🥺💖)

[small-amethyst-deceiver]

Me, singing and dancing to Doja Cat's "Juicy" even though I'm a stupid anorexic who has no ass whatsoever:

[who-am-i-even-fooling]

Hello!

T-boii, he/him pronouns but also sometimes just feeling like an incorporeal screech.

I like art and memes and learning new things, but sometimes I get sad. (HEAVY TW SAD/ED POST BINGES)

If you happen to come across me during a sad point please dont report me, itll be over soon. Itll be over faster if you want to send me a funny meme or a cool piece of art in my inbox (no actual conversation required)

Dont be afraid to message me about anything you want, I'm not ignoring you I'm just oblivious and forget to check my messages I promise.

Thank you 💚💙💜

[hypomargoteros]

[old--neglected--butterfly]

Jestem cholernie dumny ze swojej matki. Dzisiejszego dnia przeprowadziłem z nią poważną rozmowę, dotyczącą mojego poczucia we własnym ciele. Powiedziałem, że nie czuje się dobrze ze swoimi kilogramami, moja psychika siada, nie chce jeść. Patrząc na jedzenie mam odruch wymiotny. Zrozumiała to, że chce zrobić CO NAJMNIEJ dwutygodniowy post. Może pod względem mojego zdrowia postąpiła źle, ale dobrze wie, jak cholernie źle czuje się w tym ciele przez wzgląd na moją transpłciowość, więc zgodziła się na to wszystko dla mnie. Jedynym warunkiem z jej strony było picie wyciskanych soków, na co oczywiście się zgodziłem. Nie spodziewałem, że postąpi tak dojrzale i mnie zrozumie, ale tym razem naprawdę mnie zaskoczyła. 🥀

[peanutsandpears]

Just been told that my iron levels have plummeted from 93 only a few months ago to 12 this week without any changes to my diet or activity. I also have positive ANA levels. Someone please tell me what this could mean, not knowing is making my anxiety get worse.

[djostyles]

for the last three ( maybe four? ) months, i’ve been losing weight since i haven’t really been eating and i know there’s healthier options to lose weight but my medication has been acting like an appetite suppressant. i went from 245lbs to 213lbs.

i want to eat, but after not eating for so long it’s hard to eat an actual meal. thanksgiving and christmas were both hell just because i tried to eat so my family didn’t question why i’m not. my best friend / roommate spoke to me about it and she explained why she’s worried for me and i want to ease her worries by eating when she’s around, but it’s weird because now i’m actually keeping track of how much i eat and how bad it is for me...

[sluttyboycvnt]

Here i am

Again

Ugh

Hey I’m Odi, I’m transmasc & 21 years old

Ive been on & off struggling with my b.3.d for years & im on here again cuz ive had enough of myself tbh

I need to quit the shit & lock in

No one would take me srsly as a transmasc person if i was a f4t disgusting pig

ANYWAYS TRANSMASCS WYA

I need friends so bad yall dont even understand-

[sapphiresrecovery-blog]

i’m

a

fucking

✨boy✨

[small-amethyst-deceiver]

Smoking doesn't make you skinny: a rant

So I keep seeing this as "advice" on how to suppress hunger and as a smoker myself, I'm begging you to stop and stfu! If you think smoking is worth it just to lose weight, I'm sorry, but you're wrong (and spreading dangerous advice) and I will explain why.

I started smoking because it was the only coping mechanism I had to deal with trauma and mental health issues. I've been smoking for years, since I was a teenager and into adulthood so I've pretty much seen most of the aspects of it - more importantly, the negative ones. I'm sure you're aware of lung disease, cancer, and other health risks involved with smoking, but if those aren't enough here's more things that suck about smoking.

- Smoking in combination with an eating disorder is dangerous. Smoking on an empty stomach especially. It fucks with your blood pressure and there were several times when I almost fainted because I had a cigarette on an empty stomach. If I fainted outdoors in an area that isn't busy with people, I could've easily died without anyone finding me and getting help. Your body is already weak and subjecting it to smoking only makes it worse, and I'm talking chronic illness and death, not aesthetic suffering.

- You will stink. Not "sMeLl Of SmOkE", stink. Most people don't like the smell and won't hesitate to tell you so. My boyfriend doesn't want to kiss me after I have a cigarette because of the smell and taste, and I honestly don't blame him.

- Your teeth, fingers, and nails will turn yellow from nicotine. No amount of brushing will remove it. I brush twice a day and my teeth are still yellow. Say goodbye to aesthetic long fingers with perfect skin and nails and beautiful smiles.

- If you smoke indoors, the stench will eventually become more and more difficult to air out, and it will stain your walls. If not, good luck going outside in all kinds of weather just so you can have a cigarette.

- Your social interactions will suffer. You will either have to leave your friends several times for minutes at a time to have a cigarette in a separate area, or be anxious for hours because the situation doesn't allow you to have one.

- ... Unless your friends are smokers too. In that case, you will smoke more because of social smoking. My friends who smoke and I go through several packs of cigarettes in a single evening of drinking when we're together. After that, you wake up with your mouth and throat feeling like sandpaper.

- It is very, very, very time consuming and mentally exhausting. You will get to a point where you will plan your days based on when and where you can have a cigarette, how to organise that, how to get there, how much that will take etc. If you're a student and/or employed, you now have to plan your smoking breaks into your already busy schedule.

- Even if you don't develop a deadly illness (which you most likely will, especially in combination with an ED), you will chronically suffer in some way. Whether it be the smoker's morning cough, damaging your vocal chords (goodbye singing), or just generally feeling like shit, it will happen.

- This one stings: WEIGHT LOSS FROM SMOKING ISN'T EVEN TEMPORARY! Studies have shown that people lose a little bit of weight when they start smoking and then gain it back, even if they continue smoking, and especially if they do the right thing and stop. So if you're thinking about smoking "a little bit" and then stopping so you can kickstart weight loss, just forget about it.

- It gets addictive quickly. It becomes a comfort and a habit and it's very difficult to control yourself because it doesn't feel like a big deal even though you're harming yourself. It's also a very nagging thought to have in your brain, especially if you already have urges and obsessive thoughts because of your ED.

- It's EXPENSIVE. Holy fuck, it's expensive. Packs cost a lot. Buying tobacco to roll your own cigarettes is a bit cheaper, but still costly if you're smoking regularly. Most smokers I know and myself resorted to finding less legal ways to get cheaper cigarettes and tobacco, but that's another hassle in and of itself. "But I can just buy the cheapest kind!" I mean, if you want to smoke something that tastes like bitter ashes mixed with hot asphalt, go for it, but as someone who's been there I can promise you you won't last long.

I don't want to wag my finger at you, but please, if you're not smoking already - and ESPECIALLY if you're a minor - don't even start. It's not worth it.

And please, don't spread harmful "advice" like this to already vulnerable people and teenagers/kids. Smoking is not romantic. It's not an aesthetic you can wear when it suits you, it consumes your entire life and affects your body, mind, health, bank account/allowance, time management, and social life. It has so many downsides people never mention and there are better things to do with your body and money. And again, IT WON'T MAKE YOU SKINNY IN THE LONG RUN, so it's not even worth it.

[iwantsmallerhips]

now today moms told me i’ve lost too much weight while i’m still overweight and idk how to feel. like i don’t wanna worry her but i really want to get down to 110

[downinthedeepdarkwaters]

Remember when I was 250lbs and miserable and starving myself ......look what happened.

Current weight: 124lbs (17lbs away from being medically classified as underweight)

But guess what?? I'm STILL miserable.

And I'm also homeless. With my kids. Part of the weight loss is because of being homeless, no fridge, no food, no money. What we have, the kids need. So, I'm not eating. At all. They need it.

And I'm working 2 jobs. And paying my rent to my friend Cody by cleaning and housekeeping.

And making money doing other things too....

The point is, I'm doing what I have to, what I must. Prioritizing my babies, their needs, I've been pushing through and working however I can.

Gods, please, save me, save my children. Help me, please.

[coffeecrusadeclub]

I have a question kinda not rly a question more of a concern.

I am a transguy who recently started binding. I've only used the binder maybe 3 or 4 times.

I didn't know you were supposed to cough after taking it off.

After the last time I wore it Ive been having problems breathing and idk if it was because the way I had been laying using it (i was with friends laying on my stomach in bed propped up by my elbows) or if its too tight or if its bc i didnt cough. I only wore it for 2 hours last time and I really dont know what is up with my breathing and Im scared to visit a hospital bc idk how to explain the situation with my parents in the room.

Should I be worried? Is this normal?? I wore it on Wednesday its Saturday now and it still hurts to breathe right..

[downerb0y-blog]

I stuffed a sandwich in my junk area and I still look like the dickless boy I am.

[gooeydoll-blog]

any transguys/transmasc ppl with eds out there willing to talk, like/rb/hmu.... im feeling rlly alone rn