#toxic yaoi is addictive

[etoilesbo]

succession altered my brain chemistry, tell me why am i giggling because a guy is being forced to snort coke off the back of his boss' hand as if it was the pinacle of romance

[desperateneedforviagra]

Using the cursed communication channel that is tumbler to prompt toxic yuri and old man yaoi is my life’s purpose.

[unknownhyperial]

Remember this post? Yeah well I'm finally gonna post the context to what I'm talking about because I ain't a coward no more /silly

I am... very normal about them. I will make entire rant posts about these two. I aint good at drawing Carnival Kinger (or Kinger in general), but god damnit I will fucking try purely for my daily dose of toxic yaoi! /silly

[itsrachnime]

The book of Bill in a nutshell

[lotus-pear]

FIGHTING the urge to draw shuake so i can study for my ap stats test but i cant concentrate on fucking linear regression with them constantly haunting my brain

[the-mpreg-guy]

do u ever think. about how endverse dean, who inadvertently lost his brother to addiction, had to watch endverse cas become an addict

[lithiumrenaissance]

Zam’s apology was so good, because it was really too little much too late. Standing in the wreckage of his kingdom, in the rain, and face to face with the man that he created. There’s a moment of genuine clarity and yet the echoes of his conquest came back to haunt him.

Forced to apologize, forced to recognize the error of his ways and how he allowed himself to become a monster. Wemmbu’s revenge was taken in the sweetest of ways, he fully returned the wrath and pain that Zam had inflicted back to its sender.

I think Zam being honest in the way he doesn’t want to kill Wemmbu really makes the scene. He isn’t pulling his punches, he never has. But, he’s wielding his power the intent to subdue, all he really wants is for Wemmbu to submit and yet he himself doesn’t seem sure WHY or WHAT he wants Wemmbu to do once he’s subdued.

Does he want him to flee? Does he want him as apart of his empire? Does he want a friend? An enemy? Something more?

Zam is constantly saying he views Wemmbu as a game, as a little thing he can toy with, but the way he insists on keeping him close even if only a piece of him (Kidnapping Eggchan, knowing that Wemmbu would come save him) indicates that there’s something more. And Wemmbu says he hates Zam, but the truth is, he loved him first. Betrayal doesn’t mean anything if there wasn’t love first.

[swag-system]

genuinely think scoke becoming a polycule would solve all their worldly problems and yet there is nothing about this online why does no one see the vision

forever bewildered that no one else has watched roti and seen the insane potential of scoke before. they make me fucking insane i think abt them 24/7. they could be so healthy or so toxic it could fix everything they could make each other better or worse or both they could be everything they could kill everyone and throwing mikes alters in there just makes it more interesting. there are 1 billion things i could say abt them i could talk abt them forever and ever and ever

[memesgivemereasontolive]

ao3 is down so i guess it's time to go back to the trenches (fanfiction.net)

[satanfemme]

unpolished alter sketches I drew a few months ago. I don't think I've shared these yet but want to

(all of these r self portraits, be nice)

[jay-wasreblogging]

LMFAOOO I JUST REMEMBERED THAT LONG ASS FUCKING COLOUMN WHERE HE SAID SHAWN BAREBACKED HIS ENTIRE WAY UP THE LADDER!! 😭

Bret hart to shawn michaels in 1997 for some reason

[keungking]

the final gay test is watching a show with my mother and if she says "are they... do you think they're..." then it's official

[unrealisticallyyours]

i spend my time jumping between doomed yaoi and toxic yaoi like they're both addictions and as soon as i get clean from one i get readdicted to the other and it's caused a lot of strange fanfictions

[magpod-confessions]

jmart is THE biggest missed opportunity for toxic yaoi and i will die on this hill a thousand times. the angst is THERE the yearning is THERE the endless regret and promises and 'i love yous' left unsaid are THERE. jmart would be THE toxic yaoi ship if the fandom wasnt addicted to woobifying martin as if the man doesnt have ENDLESS demons. he has every right to be bitter and angry with jon for whatever reason of the day he pleases!!!! jon was a bitch and a half to him for most of the series!! i donbt WANT them to patch things up i want martin to be FURIOUS as he deserves!!!! where is your RAGE where is your ANGER tma fandom.

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[dmsr-art]

twirling my hair and kicking my feet

im thinking about them again........

[lithiumrenaissance]

I am but a girl (a rabid beast) I see toxic yaoi and I am forced to enjoy it by primal forces far greater than any power I could muster.

But on a real note, the dynamic here is so disgustingly sweet. it’s so bad, but there’s this palatable tension that makes it good. Zam is absolutely relishing in the overwhelming sense of power he gets from degrading Wemmbu. Meanwhile, Wemmbu is trying to hide that he is gaining power and it’s so… it’s so fucking good.

Zam’s character is a pathetic piece of shit, seemingly rotten to his very foundation, using strength two on someone that he believes doesn’t even have a proper set of netherite gear, but why wouldn’t he? Who is going to stop him?

Because, Zam is Prince Zam, the almighty ruler of the most power civilisation of the server and Wemmbu is just Wemmbu. He has no allies that can threaten Zam, he has no power or wealth in Zam’s eyes, and therefore he has no worth and without worth he can’t be a threat. It is safe to antagonize him, it is his right to demean him, and no one on the server especially not Wemmbu can stop him.

It’s disgustingly sweet, tooth decaying sweetness. Zam wants to meticulously pick Wemmbu apart, he wishes to see him stripped barren and broken. Because underneath all of it, he’ll always be Zam’s ‘sweet, sweet Wemmbu’.