#toxic yaoi is addictive

[etoilesbo]

succession altered my brain chemistry, tell me why am i giggling because a guy is being forced to snort coke off the back of his boss' hand as if it was the pinacle of romance

[desperateneedforviagra]

Using the cursed communication channel that is tumbler to prompt toxic yuri and old man yaoi is my life’s purpose.

[unknownhyperial]

Remember this post? Yeah well I'm finally gonna post the context to what I'm talking about because I ain't a coward no more /silly

I am... very normal about them. I will make entire rant posts about these two. I aint good at drawing Carnival Kinger (or Kinger in general), but god damnit I will fucking try purely for my daily dose of toxic yaoi! /silly

[the-mpreg-guy]

do u ever think. about how endverse dean, who inadvertently lost his brother to addiction, had to watch endverse cas become an addict

[itsrachnime]

The book of Bill in a nutshell

[lotus-pear]

FIGHTING the urge to draw shuake so i can study for my ap stats test but i cant concentrate on fucking linear regression with them constantly haunting my brain

[lithiumrenaissance]

Zam’s apology was so good, because it was really too little much too late. Standing in the wreckage of his kingdom, in the rain, and face to face with the man that he created. There’s a moment of genuine clarity and yet the echoes of his conquest came back to haunt him.

Forced to apologize, forced to recognize the error of his ways and how he allowed himself to become a monster. Wemmbu’s revenge was taken in the sweetest of ways, he fully returned the wrath and pain that Zam had inflicted back to its sender.

I think Zam being honest in the way he doesn’t want to kill Wemmbu really makes the scene. He isn’t pulling his punches, he never has. But, he’s wielding his power the intent to subdue, all he really wants is for Wemmbu to submit and yet he himself doesn’t seem sure WHY or WHAT he wants Wemmbu to do once he’s subdued.

Does he want him to flee? Does he want him as apart of his empire? Does he want a friend? An enemy? Something more?

Zam is constantly saying he views Wemmbu as a game, as a little thing he can toy with, but the way he insists on keeping him close even if only a piece of him (Kidnapping Eggchan, knowing that Wemmbu would come save him) indicates that there’s something more. And Wemmbu says he hates Zam, but the truth is, he loved him first. Betrayal doesn’t mean anything if there wasn’t love first.

[swag-system]

genuinely think scoke becoming a polycule would solve all their worldly problems and yet there is nothing about this online why does no one see the vision

forever bewildered that no one else has watched roti and seen the insane potential of scoke before. they make me fucking insane i think abt them 24/7. they could be so healthy or so toxic it could fix everything they could make each other better or worse or both they could be everything they could kill everyone and throwing mikes alters in there just makes it more interesting. there are 1 billion things i could say abt them i could talk abt them forever and ever and ever

[memesgivemereasontolive]

ao3 is down so i guess it's time to go back to the trenches (fanfiction.net)

[satanfemme]

unpolished alter sketches I drew a few months ago. I don't think I've shared these yet but want to

(all of these r self portraits, be nice)

[solar-eclipsed]

I need to stop falling in love with pairings in shows I literally haven’t fucking watched

[keungking]

the final gay test is watching a show with my mother and if she says "are they... do you think they're..." then it's official

[webanglikethat]

squid game is not squid game without gay people in each season

— doomed lesbians in season 1 (and toxic old men yaoi if you count sangwoo and gihun)

— toxic old men yaoi AND doomed lesbians in season 2

[Edit: I would like to add toxic addict yaoi cause twt got me shipping thangyu]

[stychu-stych]

Hi, sorry if you have already answered this, I'm new to your blog. Why did Lamb decide to Narinder back? How long was he dead? What's the au called?

Hiii, welcome at my blog, I hope you'll like it here✨

Hmmmm unhealthy addiction I could say. Narinder became very close to Lamb after all those years. Lamb were scared of him at the beginning, thinking that Narinder is like the rest of the Bishops, but as the time passed they started to idealize him and be fully devoted to TOWW. They were sure that Narinder was unfairly hurted and they wanted justice

They were sure that after defeating the rest of the Bishops, Narinder will finally be free and Lamb will stand at his side as his disciple. But when that moment came Lamb leaned, that it'll be impossible. The crown wasn't just given to them so they can gain its power, the crown brought back them to life. They were literally an experiment that Narinder didn't know if it'll work, but because almost none of his followers left anymore he was desperate to try with someone who didn't even worship him (at the beginning at least). He didn't even try to save Lamb, not because he didn't care for them, but because he knew that sacrifice of his the most loyal follower would give him huge boost of power that he needed at that time. He couldn't just risk loosing such a great power source by trying to keep Lamb alive. He didn't even know if it was possible to save them, so the cold calculation won - Lamb sacrificing themselves was the best option

Lamb felt betrayed of course, there were furious, hurt and devastated. After the battle they wanted to kill Narinder so much, they already killed the rest of the Bishops, what's the difference between one more. But they couldn't do that, they still worship him in some fucked up way they couldn't understand. They hated him and wanted to be close to him at the same time. That's why they decided to bring Narinder to live when they figured out that option exist. And it didn't take too long for them to prepare the ritual, they just wanted enough time so some of the cult members could forget what happened

So basically Lamb couldn't let go of their relationship with his toxic boyfriend, the end JDBDJDHD And the au is just called "modern au" (because calling this toxic yaoi might be too much xD), you can find more stuff under that hashtag here on my blog, I always try to put those hashtags under anything related to this au

[lithiumrenaissance]

I am but a girl (a rabid beast) I see toxic yaoi and I am forced to enjoy it by primal forces far greater than any power I could muster.

But on a real note, the dynamic here is so disgustingly sweet. it’s so bad, but there’s this palatable tension that makes it good. Zam is absolutely relishing in the overwhelming sense of power he gets from degrading Wemmbu. Meanwhile, Wemmbu is trying to hide that he is gaining power and it’s so… it’s so fucking good.

Zam’s character is a pathetic piece of shit, seemingly rotten to his very foundation, using strength two on someone that he believes doesn’t even have a proper set of netherite gear, but why wouldn’t he? Who is going to stop him?

Because, Zam is Prince Zam, the almighty ruler of the most power civilisation of the server and Wemmbu is just Wemmbu. He has no allies that can threaten Zam, he has no power or wealth in Zam’s eyes, and therefore he has no worth and without worth he can’t be a threat. It is safe to antagonize him, it is his right to demean him, and no one on the server especially not Wemmbu can stop him.

It’s disgustingly sweet, tooth decaying sweetness. Zam wants to meticulously pick Wemmbu apart, he wishes to see him stripped barren and broken. Because underneath all of it, he’ll always be Zam’s ‘sweet, sweet Wemmbu’.

[itsrachnime]

What I like to belive is Ford threw them out due to shame or embarrassment of what him and Bill were and wanted no one to truly see 100% what they were.

And Bill took them (the pages, maybe even more photos and notes) to remember what he and Ford were, considering the tiny look we get into how pathic Bill is for Ford.

something ive seen no one talk about is how Bill was in possession of those lost journal 3 pages that are basically just about him and Ford and whatever situation-ship they were having at the time they were written. It’s definitely not imposible for him to just have conjured them up from nowhere, and honestly i thinks the most likely thing that happened. But unless Ford, idk, burned them immediately, Bill might have kept them after they were torn out. but for why? Hmmmm🤔

really if you simplify it. Bill just stole pages about himself from Fords diary for no reason other than he’s just a stupid loser