lithiumrenaissance

[lithiumrenaissance]

[lithiumrenaissance]

my minutetech headcanon is that he has freckles and moles all over his body except they're white. they're white and they look like stars. whenever he blushes, the star freckles on his face just shine a bit

.

[lithiumrenaissance]

does anyone have that one video where wemmbu was doing challenges with minutetech and at the end he pours milk on himself,,, it was my comfort video and i can’t find it anywhere

[lithiumrenaissance]

oh to be sami zayn and be so fiercely loved and supported by jey uso...

[lithiumrenaissance]

THEY WILL ALWAYS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!

[lithiumrenaissance]

I think Zam undermines Wemmbu, because Wemmbu is the only thing that scares Zam. He’s an unknown, a variable he can’t predict and control.

[lithiumrenaissance]

I really, really love them.

[lithiumrenaissance]

Zam’s apology was so good, because it was really too little much too late. Standing in the wreckage of his kingdom, in the rain, and face to face with the man that he created. There’s a moment of genuine clarity and yet the echoes of his conquest came back to haunt him.

Forced to apologize, forced to recognize the error of his ways and how he allowed himself to become a monster. Wemmbu’s revenge was taken in the sweetest of ways, he fully returned the wrath and pain that Zam had inflicted back to its sender.

I think Zam being honest in the way he doesn’t want to kill Wemmbu really makes the scene. He isn’t pulling his punches, he never has. But, he’s wielding his power the intent to subdue, all he really wants is for Wemmbu to submit and yet he himself doesn’t seem sure WHY or WHAT he wants Wemmbu to do once he’s subdued.

Does he want him to flee? Does he want him as apart of his empire? Does he want a friend? An enemy? Something more?

Zam is constantly saying he views Wemmbu as a game, as a little thing he can toy with, but the way he insists on keeping him close even if only a piece of him (Kidnapping Eggchan, knowing that Wemmbu would come save him) indicates that there’s something more. And Wemmbu says he hates Zam, but the truth is, he loved him first. Betrayal doesn’t mean anything if there wasn’t love first.

[lithiumrenaissance]

Jey playfully moving a young fan out of the way and Sami smiling at it

[lithiumrenaissance]

samijey lives <3

[lithiumrenaissance]

There's physical affection, and then there's whatever Sami does with Jey

[lithiumrenaissance]

Jey doing the Sami dance🥹

[lithiumrenaissance]

THEYRE LITERALLY BOYFRIENDS

[lithiumrenaissance]

I am but a girl (a rabid beast) I see toxic yaoi and I am forced to enjoy it by primal forces far greater than any power I could muster.

But on a real note, the dynamic here is so disgustingly sweet. it’s so bad, but there’s this palatable tension that makes it good. Zam is absolutely relishing in the overwhelming sense of power he gets from degrading Wemmbu. Meanwhile, Wemmbu is trying to hide that he is gaining power and it’s so… it’s so fucking good.

Zam’s character is a pathetic piece of shit, seemingly rotten to his very foundation, using strength two on someone that he believes doesn’t even have a proper set of netherite gear, but why wouldn’t he? Who is going to stop him?

Because, Zam is Prince Zam, the almighty ruler of the most power civilisation of the server and Wemmbu is just Wemmbu. He has no allies that can threaten Zam, he has no power or wealth in Zam’s eyes, and therefore he has no worth and without worth he can’t be a threat. It is safe to antagonize him, it is his right to demean him, and no one on the server especially not Wemmbu can stop him.

It’s disgustingly sweet, tooth decaying sweetness. Zam wants to meticulously pick Wemmbu apart, he wishes to see him stripped barren and broken. Because underneath all of it, he’ll always be Zam’s ‘sweet, sweet Wemmbu’.

[lithiumrenaissance]

new dawn

[lithiumrenaissance]

I’m still thinking about how Wemmbu was willing to give up his old ways for Zam. He wanted to be a better more honest man for him. He never once thought about betraying him, he defended him to all of his friends even when it would’ve been easier not to. Betraying Zam was the easier option, but he chose to love him.

Wemmbu deserved so much better.

[lithiumrenaissance]

Wemmbu trusting Zam to a fault, but Zam holding him to his past when Wemmbu was genuinely trying to be a better man.

Wemmbu wanted a relationship, wanted an alliance but Zam craved brutality, wanted a broken man and to teach him a lesson.

In a way, Zambu’s connection is the same for both of them, they’re just different materials. The same sun shining down on wax and clay. It melted Wemmbu, molded him into someone agreeable, someone naive, someone capable of love and obedience. But, it hardened Zam, transformed him into someone cruel, someone callous, someone incapable of love and wanting to prove that he is always in control.

ITS SOOO HEARTBREAKING