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#dear diary today i got incredibly overstimulated at work#i used my lunch break to go buy yarn and a single crochet needle#and sat at my desk crocheting half a cardigan panel#i got coffee with a friend after work and barely held it together#burst into tears the minute her car pulled away#cried all the way up to my flat#stripped off the moment i got in the door and smeared make up all over blahaj#had a dramatic sob session#listened to some sad music#made an angsty ayan gifset#shoved it into my drafts bc i can't post like a normal person#got mad at myself for not eating#proceeded to still not eat#took myself to bed#and now i'm just sad in the dark#what a day!!!#about jay#so it is decreed#to delete when i realise i didn't hallucinate posting this#i did watch bmf! aou's little shorts <3
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/ orv epilogue + sp identity spoilers , cw blood
!! Please do NOT reupload my comics / works anywhere !!
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#i wrote this feverishly thinking about how much my big sister meant to me#no alt text#<- very sorry#this took me a full week of working til 5am... coughs up blood.. i just wanted to finish this no matter what..#fun fact i was struck by inspiration at night to script this comic and so i pulled out my phone to type out the idea#and while typing it out i made myself cry . pathetically curled up on my bed in the dark at like 2am or something.#orv#omniscient readers viewpoint#omniscient reader#omniscient reader fanart#orv fanart#orv spoilers#yoo joonghyuk#yjh#secretive plotter#yoo mia#crit's art: orv
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It's Tintin Day again!!! 💖
It's also spooky month so time for some costumes - Sherlock Holmes and a very cute Hound of the Baskervilles! 🔎👻
#the adventures of tintin#tintin#snowy#sherlock holmes#josie's art#i'm sick right now but always going to muscle through for tintin day!!!#i think i stressed myself out so much over the weekend with the comic pages disaster that my health took a hit ; v ;#tbf my mum was ill the week before so i was probably fending it off already; it just took the opening >:'V#i just want to lie in bed and play animal crossing this is SO MEAN
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Happy Valentine's Day! (and this blog's first post anniversary!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Woah...it's been a whole *year* since I took the leap and uploaded my 'first attempt' art.#It's outdated now but it holds a special place in my heart for the fact it started all of this off.#Calling this 'poorly-drawn' was always about accepting that my art was going to be imperfect and messy - and doing it anyways!#There has been a staggering number of times I have drawn something I almost didn't upload because I didn't think it was 'good enough'#only for someone to say they liked it - or that it made them laugh. And it has helped me realize -#-The worst critic for my work has always been myself. If I listened to it all the time...well we would not be here now B'*)#And now that I have dabbled in other fandoms I can truly see how lucky was to start out with the MXTX fans.#The supportive messages and tags have truly been a guiding force toward my artistic and self improvement.#I really can't describe how grateful I am.#Thank you for seeing something worth rooting for when I was just figuring things out.#Thank you for being sweeter than the candy I have strategically hidden in the nooks and crannies of this house.#But watch out! If you forget to find them we will get ants.#I remembered to not hide chocolate in the bed this year. Yes I know it melted last time. Yes it did stain. I'm still sorry.#Thank you for loving me regardless <3 Even if it looked like I shit the bed real bad.
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bahhh the suckers wip
#ferris quiddlegoose brain thoughts#jrwi#jrwi the suckening#wip#dont ask me whats going on with emizels pants i dont fucking know#i wanted to finish this today but this alone tOOK ME 8 WHOLE HOURS.#I STARTED THIS AT 5 PM. ITS NOW 1 AM.#i told myself i would go to bed before midnight. yet here we are#i know shilo and emizel are supposed to look similar. and i tried. but i wanted to go crazy with shape language and design and whatever#also shilos outfit was a nightmare to figure out. arthurs too.#also sorry to any exmormons that see this . or anyone that has mormon knowledge and is also a sucker (suckening watcher/listener)
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Something so ineffable about exhaustion that comes not from a lack of sleep but from a lack of rest
#neeed a day where I’m doing nothing but I don’t think that’s forthcoming#I was out all day + forced myself to hit the gym before coming home and I am TIRED#it took a hot shower to feel my bones. and now I have to study. and then I have somewhere to be tomorrow#and then I go back to the neuro clinic on Monday. which is FUN I love it#but I don’t think I can be fully present in anything if I’m so divided between everything#multitasking is an absolute must but I think downsizing just a little bit will probably mean I get to be a healthier vessel#I just need time to chill in bed and watch silly movies and read books and chart stars and count rocks idk
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plans got cancelled while i was on the way to them
#i was gearing up all last night and today for this and i dragged myself out of bed for it like ugh ....whatever at least now i can rot#and my makeup took ages too
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This Poppy?
(it’s not showing the image for me so lmk if there isn’t anything there 😅)
that's exactly poppy lol
bro's just trying to sleep and he can't because his girlfriend is kneading directly on his chest
#sorry it took so long to answer this!! >.o#i wanted to draw art then i forgor.. but this quick doodle before i go to bed myself kinda matches so it countts uwu#dreamworks trolls#branch trolls#poppy trolls#broppy#branch x poppy#ask me stuffs#like girl chill he already has a hard time sleeping#fanart#my art#doodle#sketch#trolls
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feeling called out because same.
#sleep token#this comment just sent me#like absolutely this#are we all collectively laying in bed in the dark staring at the ceiling together?#maybe not feeling worthless but overcome with emotion#something about sitting with their music just hits so good and so sad#like yes excuse me im going to cleanse myself of all these feelings#thanks vessel babe#wasnt sure to post the @ so i took it out just in case
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L'APPEL DU VIDE
Mateus | Mists | W24 P29
The house Odette's great-aunt left her. Not in the mists in-character, but still cradled on the coast of Vylbrand on a decent plot of land. Most of the house remains closed off, in various states of abandonment, but the wing Odette does occupy is kept tidy. She has certainly added her own touches and has claimed an attic bedroom for her own. If you swing by for a visit please leave a message! And mind the shadows.
#Pigeon Screens#FFXIV Housing#“Pigeon” i hear you cry “This looks exactly the same” and yeah I did warn you#also I got impatient but I will 100% be rearranging some clutter and adding more#I've got about 20 slots left and while some of that will go to a studio in the basement#i can still add some things#idk what yet but#anyway really into her bed where she lays to pine for women#(also it's not entirely the same as the last time I updated but it IS pretty close)#(I swapped out a lot of the partition and half partitions to match better and I took away some windows)#(I will not detail every single change) <- me @ myself#anyway#i must lay down for a bit or I will explored
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Too tired to write a deep analysis post rn but do you think there’s some significance in EC carving EC on his sea chest (maybe/possibly at the beginning of the voyage) -> “Hickey” carving Hickey and CH on the Hickey knife (maybe/possibly sometime in mutiny camp/after the walkout)?? Like he carves his old name/initials on stuff when he’s becoming someone new or starting a new chapter. Carves EC into his sea chest as they set off -> casts off EC’s identity to become Cornelius Hickey. Carves Hickey onto his knife once he’s in mutiny camp -> casts off any name/identity to (attempt and obviously fail to) become Tuunbaq’s shaman. Reconfigure reinvent rearrange etc etc. Does this make any sense or is this just a bunch of words thrown together
#bc we know he carves ec onto his seachest#and the knife he’s using is supposed to be the hickey knife artifact#(famous for having. well. ‘hickey’ carved into it)#and the show establishes him taking the knife from terror’s silverware chest before carnivale. so it’s not like he took it from OG hickey#maybe he just. likes to carve his initials into stuff. i mean it seems fun i can’t blame him#anyways going back to bed now gonna try and force myself to stop thinking about my cold blorbos. no easy feat! :-)#cornelius hickey#the terror
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Holly & Macy and Everyone Else
Chapter 4: Page 37
Start at the Beginning | About the comic | Tip-jar
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#original character#oc art#oc artist#webcomic artist#webcomic update#webcomic page#character story#drama webcomic#narrative art#I'll bury a little personal thing here in the tags 4 myself and 4 you who reads it:#the 'game' or whatever you'd call it where Eli picks Macy up and spins and throws her back on the bed is brought to you by my memory of#my dad doing the same thing with me#he would pick me up off the couch and carry me all the way upstairs with me hanging upside down and then toss me in the air and onto my bed#I loved this soooo so so much. from what I remember he did this up until the point I was too big for him to carry anymore.#which took a few years longer than you might expect because I was (and am) a very tiny creature.#It is probably one of the top three things I miss about my dad. although I don't really rank stuff like that. I love him and I love that he#was the type of person to do that sort of thing. <3
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back home with my tablette
#windy#phantom hourglass#back home to my tablet... my bed... my tortoise.... this is the life#decorated the house for fall today#and took myself plant shopping :)#dances.......
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so uh, remember back in 2019 when I was like I want to do a Dishonored cross-stitch, something harder than the Outsider’s Mark but also easier than actual people? And I wasn’t seeing a lot of existing patterns so I spent some time messing with C-Stitch and didn’t start stitching it until 2020? And I decided it would look cooler if I used the Diament metallic gold instead of just plain gold floss, aka I made it 10x more difficult. And also it would be 10in by 10in which is big for me. Like, I’ve never finished anything that big.
Well, until now.
#it's 111:30 pm i do Not trust myself to frame it#i'll do it tomorrow after work and make a real post#fun fact about the frame i bought it in 2020 which seemed ridiuculous but#it was good i did since i got it at bed bath beyond#it's gold and matches the metallic thread okay it's perfect#also this was 18 count aida#I should've just ordered some black 18 count online but I didn't#so...yeah. there's a reason it took 3 years
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ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕧𝕚𝕖𝕨: 𝕍𝕚𝕔𝕖𝕣𝕠𝕪
Tagged by @dreamskug and subsequently ripped off inspired by his, @lokiina’s, @nightcityace’s & @arcandoria’s creative take on it.
V: Hey, sorry I’m- Interviewer: Late? V: Only by thirty minutes, can't be that big of a deal. Interviewer: Maybe it is-
V: Okay, well, I'm here now, on a Friday night, instead of drinking myself stupid like I wish I was. Go ahead and ask your questions.
ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ:
V: V. Interviewer: That’s it? V: Yup.
ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ:
V: Male.
ꜱᴛᴀʀ ꜱɪɢɴ:
ʜᴇɪɢʜᴛ:
V: Six feet. Interviewer: Actually? V: Does this look like a face that would lie to you?
ᴏʀɪᴇɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ:
V: You first. Interviewer: Excuse me? V: Hah! Relax, choom, just trying to lighten the mood! Jeez. I’m Pan. Equal opportunity for all. Mostly me.
ɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ / ᴇᴛʜɴɪᴄɪᴛʏ:
V: I was born in SoCal, but my parents are both from Mexico. I have a…complicated relationship with my Latino heritage, since it wasn’t really somethin’ that my parents took the time to share with me in detail, or my siblings. Never had the chance to ask why, but after comin’ to Night City, I realized I kinda missed out on a lot growing up.
ᴅᴏɢ ᴏʀ ᴄᴀᴛ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ:
V: Well, I have a cat at home. One of those hairless ones. But I did always want a dog. Interviewer: Oh? What kind? V: Xoloitzcuintli.
ꜰᴀᴠᴇ ꜰʀᴜɪᴛ, ꜱᴇᴀꜱᴏɴ, ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀ, ꜱᴄᴇɴᴛ:
V: Whoa, whoa, slow down, Jesus. Uhh…first one was-? Interviewer: Fruit. V: Right. I like grapes. The purple ones. Interviewer: Why purple? V: Shit, I dunno. They taste better? Interviewer: Heh. Yeah, fair enough. Season? V: I love summer. Life slows down a little, people take more time to relax. I don’t mind the heat, neither, ‘cause I can just go for a swim whenever, or go for a drive with the windows down. Cools me just fine. Interviewer: Preem. V: I like those orange poppy’s that grow all over the Badlands. California poppy’s I think they’re called.
Interviewer: And for your favorite scent? V: Right – probably amber. I've used the same brand of amber-heavy cologne for years. Oh, and I really like that one specific brand of tobacco my mom smoked. Interviewer: What brand was that? V: Can’t recall. Somethin’ imported.
ᴄᴏꜰꜰᴇᴇ, ᴛᴇᴀ ᴏʀ ʜᴏᴛ ᴄʜᴏᴄᴏʟᴀᴛᴇ:
V: Coffee. Double shot. Sometimes triple, if I’m doin’ a long gig. Interviewer: Christ. V: Hey, merc work ain’t easy. It’s that or synthcoke. Interviewer: I’m scared to ask the next question…
ᴀᴠᴇʀᴀɢᴇ ʜᴏᴜʀꜱ ᴏꜰ ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ:
V: Yikes…like 5? If I’m lucky. Interviewer: I’m not at all surprised. V: The fuck is that supposed to mean?
ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ʙʟᴀɴᴋᴇᴛꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ:
V: No, no. Hold on. I wanna know why you’re not surprised. Do I got bags under my eyes or somethin’? Interviewer: Actually, no. V: Nova. Interviewer: You got suitcases.
V: You’re fine, choom. I appreciate the banter. I don’t need to sleep with any blankets though. Interviewer: Really? Why not?
V: Sub-dermal armor. Got a bunch of other stuff you can’t see as well – keeps me runnin' hot, all the time.
ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴛʀɪᴘ:
V: Aw, shit. There’s so many places. If I had to pick, I guess…Havana. Interviewer: Cuba. You into history? V: Nah, choom. Beaches.
ꜰᴀᴠᴇ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ:
V: Mad Max. Interviewer: You don’t think that’s a little…stereotypical? V: Does it look like I care? Me and my sister used to pretend we were members of the MFP and annoy the hell out of our brother. I called him nothin' but Toecutter for two years. He hated it.
ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ꜰᴀᴄᴛ:
V: If you lick a person’s elbow when they’re not looking, they won’t feel it. Interviewer: …huh. Misty: Oh, V… V: It was the first thing that popped into my head, okay, I panicked-
This was a lot of fun to make tbqh. He's such a gonk - that ADHD brain keeps him moving around and fidgeting 24/7 even without the help of caffeine or stims and boosters, and he can talk about himself for hours, the narcissistic dickhead.
Shoutout to my bestest choombatta @klept0kid you deserve to have your name attached to your masterpiece lmao.
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#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk v#cyberpunk photomode#oc: vice de'angelo#my screenshots#he zoomin! look at him go waow#i wish i had that much energy jfc#i am now dragging myself to bed because this took me (and klept0) all day#hopefully all my fuckin tags work this time or i will be very cross 😡
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#12:34#a lil saturday night selfie (even tho i took this the other day technically hehe)#i’m sooooo sleepy and about to curl up in bed and watch a scary movie i think#goodnight + sweet dreams <3#mine#my post#myself#my photo#self#selfie#mirror pic#mirror selfie#selfie tag#selfie time#septum ring#septum piercing#septum#nose piercing#girls with piercings#curly hair#wavy hair#wavy long hair#sleepyhead#sleepy#sleepy girl#frizzy hair#cozy#messy hair
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