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fool’s gold sketches. i know xanu doesn’t actually have a line on his neck (not canonically at least) but i saw it in a few frames and it just seemed to fit. 2nd drawing based off of the reference that dingo made where vicky was standing next to xanu because i thought it was lowkey funny. don’t look at the drawing for too long tho cuz i made it at midnight. also sips looks like the monkey king and i don’t know how to not make him look like that so apologies.
#fools gold#dingo doodles#xanu#xanu fools gold#vicky fools gold#sips fools gold#sorry to the people who only like my endoparasitic content#anyone who watches/watched fools gold share ur headcanons and stuff#dnd art#i could talk about these characters for hours#too scared to post this in the discord#fools gold dnd#edit: these are old and gross don’t look at them plz
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torn between not being able to trust goyim to not be antisemitc anymore unless they really prove me otherwise and going "I guess we'll get along" when they find out I'm Israeli and still treat me like a human being
#like i don't really trust you but as long as we don't talk about politics and i don't follow you outside of discord we should be fine#that being said i don't really use discord as much or make new online friends anymore#because i'm too scared that they will bring up politics or won't treat me like a human being#i mostly use discord to vc with my irl friends now but there are still some online friends i'll talk to once in a while#i'm not very active in fandom spaces anymore because of the antisemitism so ig that's why i don't interact as much#needless to say i do not feel safe online anymore#i don't think being treated with basic human decency on the internet should be a privilege but here we are#it's fucked up but i'm israeli so i don't count and also deserve it#no it's not xenophobic at all what are you talking about. israelis are just all heartless monsters it's ok to bully them into paranoia.#maybe i'd post less about leftist antisemitism if i didn't constantly feel like i have to defend myself and drive leftist antisemites away#maybe i'd post more fandom stuff if i wasn't afraid of drawing attention#gee imagine that#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#jumblr#israblr#hila has spoken
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i think i need like a prolonged break from my phone so i’m gonna Post one more small thang after reblog spam and then fuck off for a month
#hopefully#if you hafe my discord i’ll ptobably still be around i just like#need to fucking#do something else with my time idk#i’ll still be drawing meow!#maybe i’ll still be posting panels but idk i have like 70 sketched right now because i got too excited drawinf miko n chris#and now i’m scared
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This is for @curtwen-week! Day 3: Scars.
#spies are forever#curtwen#agent curt mega#owen carvour#tin can bros#tin can brothers#spies are forever fanart#I have a wip of Day 1 lying around maybe I’ll finish it by the end of the week#Super proud of those hands I’ve shared them with too many discord servers#I feel like there’s more I could say but also nothing left to say#I feel so scared posting my art for the first time even though it’s literally just hands#curtwen week
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asdhgsjadasd i love them
#i went back on discord for the official group thingie but i am WAAAY too scared to post this in there 😭😭😭#maybe i will another day. or tonight. before i go to sleep so i don't have to acknowledge i did it. or never. that works too UGH ANXIETY..#favorvn#demon#fanart#also i thought doing it mostly grayscale would like. go faster. i was wrong#still took me an entire day#LOL
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*touches screen dramatically* v5 is almost here...
#Im a faker i havent caught up on the post game story at ALL i just know we all eat shit and die and some stuff happens in between there /hj#anyways i was gonna go to sleep then i saw that axez was literally updating the v5 section on the site as i was closing out discord so now#I have the zoomies or something#rahhhhhhhh i need to catch up on the story#I dont know if i have the energy right now with school and work to replay the whole game Again esp untranslated but i know enough to watch#someone else play it prabably#sig blinks now btw at least in the first two cutscenes which is mindblowing news /silly#axez animate my scenes too right meow /silly#the real answer is i need to get not scared enough to talk in the big m04 server but that's... perhaps i shant...#I just lurk like a little bug. a little bachi buggg. anyways#mutuals you should totally add me on discord i stole our hosts account we can be silly about numa game together /nf#status noir#🕶️ posting
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The heat is making me very tired, I've been drawing as much as I can but can't do much unfortunately:')
I also wanted to reopen my art sharing server to new people here but wanted to make a banner or something to advertise it in a post, not sure when that will be possible though... If you're interested in joining you can DM me and I'll send you a link
#im scared of attracting bots or trolls if i post the link directly#better safe than sorry#arti talks#discord server#we talk beyblade but the primary focus is still art!! its quiet too but im hoping to talk more in it and revive it maybe#anyway thats all bye now
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i do wish i was better at communicating with people online and through technology. i wander into conversations and make new ones all the time irl with random people and its fun but im like hyping myself to type out a single response to a Post. and to say nothing of how difficult it is to get me to say something in a discord server
#or even video or audio calls are becoming hard for me rn. i used to be better at this#i used to be sooo good at talking to people online. maybe. or maybe not actually#now that i think about it ive always been a little outside of everything in both irl and online communities ive been in#you know i was part of the mods for a deviantart species a long time ago. i was pretty bad at my job i was always too slow to actually mod#and one day i came home from school and like the entire modbase imploded because of drama on a discord or smth they had that i wasnt in LOL#tbh i was a bit older than all of them and busy with final year of highschool stuff so i wasnt super present. i think they just had me on#because while i wasnt particularly popular as an artist i did have some eyecatching polish on my art. but it was wild i was like#whats going on. who are you people. where am i. i have to apply to ouac rn i dont know whats happening#wait random ass deviantart drama i was vaguely adjacent to but still dont really know what happened aside. i would like to chat more#i think the easiest way to converse with me is commenting on my posts like theyre forum threads. or dming me. sometimes#im so bad with group chats. especially if they have multiple channels. the only group chat ive stuck with is a tiny one with like#two other friends and we just write thoughts and about our day and pictures of animals and whatever#i get confused and scared in discords. i get so confused and scared#i used to be okay with discord calls but even with that ive been struggling. am i scared of the computer#am i scared of the computer. the machine. whats happening
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i found this really old comic i made and never posted here?? there is a superb dearth of context i am aware but (chucks this in your general direction anyway)
(this was from an au based off a weird dream i had a while ago ??? it was like. they were normal human kids but they somehow got into this strange video game slash simulation or smth which SOUNDS like sburb but it was way different trust me. i wrote a ton abt it for months and then never thought about it again. n e ways.)
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#terezi pyrope#karkat vantas#kanaya maryam#tavros nitram#hs#i Guess#in hindsight these designs still freaking RULE#i was super super proud of this when i made it (almost a year ago now?? whoa) but so nervous to show anyone hjfsh#i shared it in a discord server with some of my friends and i was literally shaking + in tears etc etc. so i never posted it here kekw#ive gotten better with that stuff now tho !! i rlly want to share some of my new & old au ideas i was too scared to before because ive been#-looking back on some of the old ones and writing some new ones and they're kind of awesome#also i used to have suuuuch fun drawing these guys i should totally get back into doing that. i haven't drawn a homestuck troll in (checks-#-the tiny watch i wear on my wrist at all times) approximately 827462 days. hm. interesting#anyways :3 i don;t know if anyone will care abt this now but that's ok w me#aurie's art
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idk if this is me being a massive bitch on main or what but it is Annoying when the only replies ppl leave on art are like,,, haha funni jokes or "woah is that [funny character]?" (when it's obviously not [funny character]) especially when you've spent ages on something!!!! like obviously it's different if the art has a jokey element to it and u know what I do like being a bit Silly on main sometimes so I don't wanna sound too upright... but it is frustrating as hell when u post something that u spent ages on (and felt a bit scared sharing in the first place) and someone comes and replies w some random ass meme reference that's barely related????? like girl huh????
idk sorry i probs sound like that squilliam guy from spongebob and i don't wanna be snobby but I kinda think if u wanna leave a Funny Comment on art 1) maybe say something about the art itself too! 2) make it actually Funny? sorryyy for da rant. i just think maybe some ppl aren't familiar w artist comment etiquette or whatever
(not about tumblr ppl at all btw y'all are lovely and the tags you leave keep me drawing!! i just wanted to bitch on main! the lil space kicker is just there to be silly he's not relevant)
#remembering fondly how i posted smth id spent days on on discord#and some guy responded w some sort of vague ass meme reference that wasnt really relevant at all?#and even worse it kinda sounded lowkey like a threat ish if u didnt get the reference#art in question was some shippy stuff i drew too and was scared about sharing so it made it worseee#yeah sorry i dont want this to be a Drama Post or start anything i just wanna bitch#also hi max this is basically the same thing u posted about too yesterday and youve made me realised that Yeah! Im Annoyed By This Too!!!#so i wanted to make my own post
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should i start liveblogging my eda/vna reading sessions. would that be fun for anyone but me
#i already send reactions to discord servers that Do Not Care so it wouldnt be too much of a change#mostly im a bit embarrassed about Learning New Things In Public#if i dont look like i know everything about dr who on this blog ill die#there are so many posts i havent made because im scared of this. exposure therapy
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Idk if this is a good time for it but I've been working on a queer fantasy story for over a year now. Sapphic romance. Brown trans enby lead. Resistance against a fascist empire. Y'know. Standard stuff.
Haven't got all the kinks worked out, need to smooth some things out in this round of edits and get back to making progress but like. Yeah. This is coming, eventually.
a handful of quotes below the cut
Thus the Empire of Light began. It was an era known for peace, its birth marked by blood and slaughter. Peace reigned as the Emperor demanded it, his word made law through fear and bloodshed when his propaganda was insufficient. It was not to last.
A thrill raced through my body at her touch, the whisper of her breath on my palm. “Yes,” I promised. “I’ll see you then.” On impulse, I pulled away, dropped to the ground to find the fallen rose. There, it wasn't even squished. I offered it to her with my best attempt at a charming look, extending my arm like a storybook prince. “Til then, take this.
“She’s scared,” Fionnuala said frankly. “Her heart’s been broken before and she’s scared to let it happen again.”
“Hope you don’t mind,” Vida mumbled in my ear, sounding more than half asleep. I snuggled into her and fell asleep with a smile on my lips.
Another sigh, sounding almost as if she were bracing for something. “Love, look. Feelings, the deep ones, they’re hard for me. I don’t know that I’ve ever had anything more lasting than a passing fancy, and you–” Her voice cracked. “You deserve better.” “You already said you want to be friends, you don’t need to explain that twice.” “No– love, listen.” Vida’s hand caught my chin as she leaned over me. “What I’m trying to say is, I’d like to try, if you still want to.”
“How can you laugh?” Fiachra teased. “Da’s got no idea what to do with another boy around! He’ll be so lost.”
Wasn't I… well, traitorous was the only word I could think of. I'd practiced magic without a license, and whether I was a girl in love with a girl, or a boy who'd been born a girl… or, maybe, neither… what I wasn't was the good daughter I was supposed to be. Maybe I was a shadow too.
Ceri’s dark eyes reminded me of an inquisitive beetle I’d found on the edge of the water bucket when I was a girl. It hadn’t meant to be any trouble, it had just been there. I’d watched it, entranced by its shining black carapace, until my mother came to see what was taking me so long. She’d screamed and slammed the bucket to the ground upside down, killing the beetle and causing me to burst into tears. Later, she’d said she was only scared.
“That’s entirely fair. Are you ready?” A bubble of laughter squeezed its way up. “No. Do it.”
“That’s politics, Shadow. One aspect of it, anyways. Changing the world, little by little.”
“Wasn’t there another way?” Ciaran was silent for a few seconds before he admitted, “Perhaps. Perhaps there was. But I still feel the world is no worse off for the loss of him, and I cannot find it in me to regret it.”
“Don’t you ever want to do something you’re not supposed to? Love the wrong way, be the wrong person, want the wrong things?”
**bonus mention to two scenes friends specifically liked that were a bit longer than I wanted for this, the "Would you love me if I were a worm?" "Yes but also please don't be a worm. ew" conversation, and the "hot" meeting scene where one character puts her finger on another's lips and says "I want you knowing you're in your right mind for this [kiss]"**
#and it consumes so much of my free time and brainpower#i fall asleep to these characters#i have outtakes and discord rambles and art and approximately two billion picrews#the main story is over 100k by now and has gone through a couple rounds of editing#and then i have upwards of 25k words of shorter things that didn't fit in the main story or aren't relevant yet#they are my comfort and my constant#and i want to share them so desperately#but i am also so scared#especially in the world we will be living in in two months#but destiny would fight#destiny DOES fight#so i have to too#i have to try in whatever ways i am able#which right now is really just this post but. baby steps. this story is a huge part of me and letting it out into the world is scary
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guess who's finally drawing THE SAUCE
#the sauce: arthur and john kithing#ngl it's pretty suggestive#I want to draw Arthur in shirt garters.#sadi nauts pls forgive me faslkdfj;#it's still a sketch but **CLINKS KEYS TOGETHER** HEY HEY THE QUEERS ARE HERE#I got too scared to post the sketch on the discord 💀#privateeyes#jarthur#malevolent podcast#masked#my art
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drawing other people's dnd characters based on the image i made of them in my head and NOTHING ELSE because i'm evil
#my art#dnd oc#friend oc#bell#must stress again that this is entirely headcanon i doubt this is what he actually looks like LMAO#he keeps that mask on at all times so we have not seen his face and probably wont for a while#but my brain was like oh he's returned (undead) so like#what if he was a silly zombie lookin fucker who SLAYED. HARD#(i love how he turned out but i also. dont want to post it in the discord because i KNOW im so wrong about how he looks)#(and i didnt feel like asking ethan about it bc idk if he could really say yet)#(plus i really hate sending art to people specifically to ask for opinions ESPECIALLY of their own characters i get so scared)#(which is why i usually just draw my own characters lmao but i love my friends' characters so i wanted to try)#also something about it feels a bit unfinished? i didnt put a ton of effort into it since i really just made it for fun for me#i think his expression is just a bit flat but i didnt want to make it too exaggerated really so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also also sorry for long tags but this is slowly becoming an art blog isnt it LMAO#hope yall are cool with that i like having somewhere to post everything
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One of the Interloper 4 demos correlates to the SFM tutorial mentioned in Interloper A
I'm not sure if this is how I should format this or where to post this but at about 19 minutes into Interloper 4 (not the VOD the actual episode where Anomi only shows important things) There's a demo of a soldier shooting rockets at nothing, which seems strange as an "important demo" to show off but what got me thinking was Anomi's comment of how it seemed familiar, and in Interloper A we see the SFM tutorial with the same map and a soldier firing rockets the exact same way. idk i think its worth sharing since i don't really understand all the newer directions the investigation is heading
#interloper#interloper / project sky//box#anomidae#i was too scared to post on the discord so heres this i guess
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catboy rui feat. dogboy tsukasa as a treat for @karamell-sweetz for fun!
#crow's scribbles#project sekai#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#implied ruikasa? tsukarui? one of them but not enough for me to want to tag#first project sekai art post on my main isnt even mizuena.... whatever! i dont mind.#rui is like a snake to me (he looks cool or silly but i cannot look into him in the eyes bc im scared of this specific shade of yellow#thats his eyes)#im more of a. discord? uh. the. 1:00 AM discord unit guy bc of mizuena but the wonderland guys are funny#i like big bird and kusanagi too#(but i mostly like them bc of catgirl miku and silly kaito also eepy luka)#anyway gonna stop talking and let ya enjoy the art#bye bye#edit: MY FIRST POST WAS MIZUENA I JUST FORGOT LIKE A DUMMY
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