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Note: Y’all this one is dirty, omg LOLL. I enjoyed writing it so, I hope you enjoy reading it. ♡
Rating: Explicit - !!Minors DO NOT Interact!!
Warning: Smut
Word Count: 2,418
Summary: Caleb makes sure your ex knows that you’re a happily married woman.
PossessiveCamboy!Caleb/Reader
Marrying the man whose content you silently consumed for months was not what you expected, but it’s the best thing that could’ve ever happened to you.
It was random the day you stumbled upon Caleb’s page. You were one of his first few dozen supporters at the time when he only posted erotic audios. You were entertained and turned on after hearing him moan and whimper into his microphone, touching yourself and wishing it was you that he was pleasing.
You left likes and even paid for tiered subscriptions where he offered more filthy work. It was as he grew in popularity that you started feeling more comfortable to actually leave comments, figuring you’d be in the ocean of thousands and one of the last people he’d respond to.
But, it threw you completely off when he actually replied to your comment where you told him how much you loved his work.
“Thank you, pretty girl. I’m so thankful for your support. I do it for you.”
If you were crazy enough, you would’ve tattooed it on your forehead. After that, you decided to leave more comments and he replied to every single one. It made you feel special, in a weird way.
As Caleb grew more, he started to produce actual videos of himself from the neck down. You’ve never seen a body or a cock so perfect. Every time he stroked himself, whispered how close he was to coming, it was like you could feel him inside of you.
About a year after, he proposed the idea of revealing his face if his fans helped him reach a goal he was going for. It was like the internet broke with how fast they reached and surpassed it.
He was absolutely gorgeous, the most handsome man you’ve ever had the pleasure to lay eyes on. Those soft eyes, that fluffy hair, and those perfect lips had you mesmerized. The way he laughed and joked with fans on that livestream like they were friends and not people who paid to watch him come was oddly comforting. It reminded you that he really was human at the end of the day.
But, you found yourself unable to leave comments anymore. For some reason, it felt like he was a secret that was too famous for you to enjoy. It was selfish, you knew that. You still paid for his subscription, but you stopped interacting and stopped watching.
The man ended up messaging you privately, saying that he was just checking in on you. You were floored. Not only had he remembered who you were, but he took the time to actually contact you. From that point one, you two just clicked and had late night texts, exchanged phone numbers, had video calls, to eventually meeting him in person after you two found out you lived in the same state.
It was history from that point on. You two dated for a few years before he proposed to you. Now, you live in your shared home while he still creates content for people’s pleasure with you occasionally joining.
You never would’ve thought you’d do something like this, but with Caleb, you trusted him and you were comfortable.
It started when Caleb did a livestream where he was stern and clear about his relationship with you once you had gotten serious.
“I’m going to continue to create. I still enjoy it and my girl is very accepting of that. But, you will respect her and me, should you ever see her. I won’t hesitate to handle anything that’s even remotely disrespectful to her.”
His fans were surprisingly welcoming. You offered to be on a stream one night where Caleb was putting together this aircraft with hundreds of little blocks. Besides erotic content, your husband played video games, built little projects, and interacted with fans like it was a sleepover.
They absolutely loved you. Many said you were funny, pretty, and radiant. They loved you so much that they suggested him doing videos with you. After making sure you were really okay with it, you and Caleb tried it out and it’s been amazing.
Getting paid to fuck your husband and play games with him? Who could ask for anything better?
You started gaining popularity on your other social networks, but you kept that other part of you mainly where you and Caleb posted your videos. If anyone followed you, it was because they genuinely liked and enjoyed you as an individual and you couldn’t be more thankful for such a lovely mass of people.
Recently though, you’ve had a little bit of an issue that you haven’t shared with your husband. Your ex.
It’s obvious that he’s seen what you do now. He followed you randomly one day, but you thought nothing of it. You two split amicably, so there was no bad blood. At lease you thought. Then he started to like your posts and leave comments. You ignored him, of course.
It got worse when he started actually sending requests to the page you and Caleb posted to. The only way you knew it was him was because he used a picture of his two dogs as the profile picture. You always got to them before Caleb saw and deleted it. You blocked him, but he just made more accounts. Your ex didn’t care that you were married, didn’t care that there was legit videos online of you getting fucked by your husband. He still pushed his luck.
You and Caleb are open to requests and if the money’s right and what’s being asked is reasonable, you’ll fulfill a fan’s desires and send it to them for their private pleasure.
Your ex takes advantage of that feature and sends the same thing every time: I want this to be personal. Send me a video of you.
A measly $50 was always attached to it. It was disrespectful and you knew Caleb. He’d lose his fucking mind. It’s why you hid it and handled it the best way you knew how. But that all went to shit the day your ex sent multiple of the same request from different accounts.
Caleb saw the influx of repeated notifications. He was only upset with you for hiding this from him. He could only protect you if he was kept in the loop. But he was fuming with your ex.
“I’ll kill him,” he said to you as you stood in the kitchen, arms crossed and head down. You felt embarrassed.
“Baby, look at me,” he stepped forward, cupping your soft face in his large hand. “It’s alright. You’re okay, we’re okay,” he sighs. “Do you know why he could be doing this?”
You shrugged your shoulders as you looked up into his eyes. “He used to do dumb things like this. The whole trolling thing was his personality. He’s just being a dick.”
“You think he wants you back?” he quirked a brow.
“I have no clue,” you answer honestly.
Caleb hums, tracing your lip with his thumb, then an idea sparks in his mind. “Why don’t we give him what he wants.”
Your eyebrows furrow. “Caleb, hon… What the hell are you talking about? I’m not sending him a damn thing.”
“No, you’re not,” he confirms. “But we are.”
Your propped up leg swayed side to side as you laid down on the bed in you and Caleb’s room. You were anxious as all hell, but the idea of making your ex pay for a video of you getting fucked by your man made your body hot.
You and Caleb were already naked and you watched how his half-hard cock bobbed up and down as he walked over to the lamp to set the phone in front of it to get a good angle of you two and the bed. Already, you were aching for him.
Before he sets it down, he presses the red button to start the recording and smiled mischievously to the camera. “You wanted a video, here’s your video.”
After it’s set up, he’s on top of you in seconds. He devours your mouth, sticking his tongue down your throat while his cock gently brushes against your pussy. The way you moan into his mouth makes him grind against you with unbridled passion.
“Let me eat, baby,” he whispers before kissing your lips again. “Let me taste my pussy.”
You’ll never get used to his dirty mouth. You fucking love it.
“But I want your cock,” you mewl prettily. He chuckles, kissing your neck.
“We can eat together.”
You two stand and Caleb lays down first. He turns to the camera as you climb on top, your pussy in his face and his cock in yours. “I’ll make sure to tell you what she tastes like so you can dream about it.”
You smile to yourself and Caleb is quick to pull you down, pressing his nose into your cunt and feasting on you like you’re the last supper. Your back arches as you cry out, whining at how good his tongue fucks your tight hole. “My wife,” he growls and mumbles into your flesh, staking his claim.
“Put my cock in that pretty mouth, baby. Let me feel you,” he says quickly so that he can get back to leaving long licks with his tongue flat against your pussy lips. You open your mouth, sucking him down and into your throat. Your hums vibrate around his length, making him shudder.
You stroke him as you suck, gagging and spitting on his perfect dick. You pull off of him with a small pop, admiring how the precum seeps out of his tip. You use it to lubricate him, licking up the semi-salty liquid like ice cream.
“How do I taste?” you ask him lustfully through a whimper as your hand works his cock. His spits on your pussy, licking and sucking your clit to make you almost lose your balance.
“I did say I’d describe it, didn’t I?” he teases. “You taste like…” he licks you again as if he’s making sure one more time. “My fucking wife.”
That makes you moan, clenching around his tongue as he gives your hole what it’s begging for.
“I want you to fuck me Caleb,” you beg as his licks further up and closer to your other hole. You shiver, pleasure fueled tears brimming your eyes.
Caleb wants you to come on his face, but how can he let his pretty little wife be deprived of the cock that belongs to her any longer?
“Come sit on it,” he says seductively.
Your pussy feels like it’s dripping. You climb off of him, letting the camera get a good shot of your breasts and your entire plush body. Caleb takes your hand like you’re getting ready to board a carriage, biting his lip with a smile as he guides his princess onto her noble steed.
You can’t deal with anymore foreplay or teasing, needing your husband’s cock deep inside you. You kiss him once you’re on top again. You like how he’s giving you control, but still making it very clear that you belong to him and only him.
You taste yourself on his tongue and hope that his taste is giving him the same high that it gave you.
“Put me in,” he mumbles.
You’re a pro at this by now, it’s muscle memory. You don’t even need to see. You reach between you two, grasping his length and lining him up with where he needs to be before gently bringing your hips down. Your body sucks him in, already familiar with how perfect you fit together.
You start to bounce, your ass rippling against his firm thighs as his hands roughly grab your hips to guide you. His cock kisses your cervix, making you ride him harder.
His hand comes up to grip your jaw as you stare into his eyes. “Let me taste it.”
“Yeah?” you say softly as your breasts jump.
He nods, opening his mouth for you. And you spit in it, your core clenching with how he swallows and licks his lips like he’s been given a tasty treat.
The camera catches all of this, the slight squeaks of the bed, the slapping of the skin, the lewd words and actions.
His hand grasps your throat when you sit up, trailing down your body as he cups a breast to quickly tease a taut nipple, and down further for his thumb to stimulate your aching clit.
Caleb reached out with his other hand to grab the phone, getting the perfect angle of the way your slick sticks between the both of you and how he easily slides in and out. His cock is glistening with your juices while you lose yourself in the pleasure.
Your hand comes down to caress his hard stomach, your large diamond ring to represent your union glistening in the frame.
“Fucking perfect,” her growls as your hips stutter, letting him feel how close you are.
“This is all mine,” he declares as you look down at him with a tired smile.
“Yours,” you repeat. “Oh, Caleb baby… I’m gonna come…”
“Cream on my cock, love... Let him see who this pussy weeps for.”
That’s the final thing you need. You brace your hands on his thighs behind you as your orgasm takes control of your soul. You come hard and fast and he spills deep inside of you at the same time, groaning your name as you scream his. The mix of cum starts to pool out of where you’re connected and your legs shake as you rest, letting the sticky substance get on your inner thighs.
Caleb brings the camera closer to your raw pussy, letting it capture how deep he is, how messy he’s made you. He uses his thumb to smear his spend all over, anywhere he can, biting his lip at how you whine.
Caleb flips the camera to show his flushed and thoroughly fucked face. He smiles.
“Thanks for the $50 and don’t message my wife again. Understood? I’m sure you can see how happy she is. Back the fuck off.”
He ends the video and you let your breath return to normal as he sends it and accepts the payment.
“Did it?” you ask softly.
“Done,” he nods. “You okay?”
You lean down, loving how he’s still inside of you. You press a gentle kiss to his lips. “Thanks to you, I’m perfect.”
#love and deepspace#love and deespace smut#caleb smut#love and deepspace caleb#caleb x reader#caleb x you
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For Jayce and Viktor prompts, “scrawled on calendars”? Something about them finally looking far enough into the future to get a calendar and then getting comfortable enough to scrawl notes on days far into the distance
OR it shows their past, that they’ve been happy and at peace for long enough to look back on the doodles and notes from the start of their post-canon life?
Honestly I will chew whatever you make, you write the lads so softly it is tooth rotting and it is Good
This tickled my brain deliciously!
Jayvik | 1.1K | Rated G | Domestic fluff, Trans Viktor, Pregnant Trans Viktor, Slice of Life | Cottage by the Stream (they're working on that four kids situation) Viktor stumbles upon Jayce's secret hobby This may qualify as over-indulgent. And tooth-rotting doesn't begin to cover it. Just so you know
Their home was many things. A safe haven. A field of experimentation. A makeshift lab, once all the items that held any sentimental value had been put away to safety. (Viktor did not mean to set the dinner table on fire that one time, but did note pine made for remarkably good kindling.) (Jayce cared little for this finding. He, nevertheless, carved its replacement out of oak.)
What their home wasn't, however, was extendable.
They had made the most of the space available to them over the years. Built nooks for books that never seemed to stop finding their way into their house. Fortified and secured the shed to store various projects and tools. Shared an office, Viktor's neat piles clashing with Jayce's organised chaos in odd harmony.
Jayce had suggested building a whole extension once, collapsing one of the living-room walls to make more space, add a room or two. Viktor hadn't been too keen on the idea. Engineering and masonry were two different beasts, no matter how beautifully Jayce's mind worked.
Besides, the whole thing would take months. More than the five they had left, surely. No child of Viktor's would sleep in a half-built, draughty nursery.
They had taken to emptying the office instead, clearing the space of its usual hodgepodge of books, sketches and notebooks, electing to stack boxes around the house until they figured out a new home for them. Viktor would pretend not to notice Jayce insisted on carrying most of the heavier boxes. His back was killing him anyway. More than usual, that is. He did carry a couple or two to the bedroom, just to prove a point, to Jayce or himself, he didn't know.
Busy with yet another box, Viktor leafed through a handful of notebooks, diaries and planners, sorting them into piles, his and Jayce's. The box was almost full to the brim when he opened another diary, stopping in his tracks, his fingers lingering on the page.
His own eyes stared back, laid on paper, drawn in minute details, unmistakable. The sketch was incredibly indulgent in its depiction of him, yet somehow strikingly lifelike. The Viktor on the page was smiling, something soft yet felt deep, little creases at the corner of his eyes. Right under it, written in Jayce's loopy handwriting, was a simple description :
First sunny afternoon of the season. Viktor lying on the grass.
Viktor stared at it, caught off-guard by the tenderness of it all. Then, carefully, he turned the page. And the next. And the next. They were little vignettes, everyday scenes, mundane at first glance. Their garden in bloom. The snow falling outside the kitchen window. A project they worked on a few years prior. All beautifully rendered on paper, care radiating through the whole collection.
He was, by far, the most recurring subject. There he was, lying on their couch, book in hand, his face focused. New book. House needs more shelving space. Another had him facing away, busying himself in the garden, his cane laid by his side on the quickly drawn grass. First harvest incoming. Viktor tending to the garden. Another only featured his mouth, drawn in a smile, the paper somewhat grainy from erasing and retracing the lines to get it right. Viktor smiled today. First real smile.
"Jayce?" he called absently, mesmerised.
"Yeah?"
There were footsteps, then Jayce's head peeked from behind the door.
"Oh," Viktor heard, tearing him away from the page. Jayce was rubbing his neck, something shy, almost vulnerable in the way he smiled.
"What's this?"
"A hobby, I guess? Something I picked up a while back."
Jayce had always been skilled at schematics. His designs and blueprints were clean and sharp, always with a little flair that made them distinctly his. But this... This was art, nothing less. How had he never noticed?
"When?"
"Says it on the page."
Viktor's eyes darted to the top of the page. His brow creased.
"That was... three years ago."
Not that long after they made the cottage theirs. Flipping the pages to the beginning, memories crawled back to him. The garden, all tall grass, weeds and wildflowers. The nearby village seen from the hill behind their house, covered in snow and shining with distant lights. His own face, a slight yet obvious sadness lodged deep inside his eyes. Viktor's heart panged, and he flipped the page to happier sketches.
"Jayce, it's..."
He didn't know what to say. What would fit. 'Beautiful' felt both too obvious or too understated. This was a whole part of Jayce, a window into his mind right there in his hands, and words didn't feel reverent enough.
"You never mentioned."
Jayce shrugged.
"It's just something I do."
Every day. Something he did every day. As the page followed one another, the seasons changed. The garden grew lush with tomatoes and lettuce. Viktor's guilt and melancholy grew into smiles. The cottage into a home.
When Viktor reached the end, he found himself wanting more. More of this ode to the life they'd built from ashes, to the little things that made it what it was. How beautiful they were, seen from Jayce's eyes.
"Are there more?" he heard himself say, his throat tight.
Jayce blinked at him, struck, before shaking himself into action, kneeling by Viktor's side, rummaging through the box. He took out a mismatched set of diaries.
"This was the second year," he tells Viktor, handing him a red-leather bound one, "This is last year's. And this is this year's."
The last one was thicker, better quality. Bought on purpose. Viktor opened it delicately, his eyes detailing each page with unconcealed eagerness.
"If I'd known you'd like them so much, I would have shown them to you earlier," Jayce chuckled, leaning back on his hands, looking at the sketches over Viktor's shoulder.
"Why didn't you?"
"We weren't talking much at the beginning. I just... kept at it. Didn't think to. Out of habit, I guess."
Viktor looked back, covering one of Jayce's hand with his own.
"I would very much like to see them. Every once in a while. If that's okay."
"It is more than okay."
Jayce rested his head against his shoulder, breathing Viktor in. They stayed like this for a while, with only the sound of turning pages between them, and comfortable silence.
"D'you think I'll get to finish this one, with the dirty diapers and sleepless nights of it all?"
Viktor chuckled softly.
"Get good at drawing dirty diapers, I suppose."
There was a light, playful nudge against his shoulder. Then, Jayce leant a little closer, pressing his lips to Viktor's cheek, before tipping his chin towards the open diary.
"I'll give you fifty more of those, one day. Maybe that'll get you to agree to the house extension. Gotta store them somewhere."
"Oh, so there it is. Your master plan."
"I'm way ahead of you, my love."
Send me a domestic Jayvik prompt? ♥
#arcane#jayvik#jayce x viktor#jayce/viktor#jayce talis#viktor arcane#arcane fanfiction#jayvik fanfic#jayvik fic#jayvik fanfiction#my writing#my jayvik#yeah that'll be my tag for it#this got WAY out of my control#they demand to be cute and fluffy ok#they ask it of me in visions
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it’s been a while. . . I’m back. SO UHHH as a writer, and a lore enthusiast, (lore = life is my slogan.) I wanted to know if simple life and real life could be subtly implemented into your au? Like Scott and Cleo being the jester/clowns. The ones who go through the most. The least favourites. Also! Idea on why Joel doesn’t like Scott: Scott and Joel early in shared a room however Scott, because he was heavily experimented on at the start, I feel like either way his character would always look on the bad side, and when Joel was mumbling to himself about escaping and being with Lizzie, Scott had told him off and told him his hopes were useless and they were never getting out. This happened a few times until Joel ended up getting so mad he almost attacked Scott. They haven’t been aloud near each other since. At least not while in experiments. Maybe the scientists could use their rivalry/hatred for one another against them. . ?
It’s been a while for me as well! The end of the semester has been kicking my butt with final projects (I don’t get exams bc art student hehehehe).
I think Project X has more so just turned into a Life Series lab AU and not specifically Wild Life because I love too many character dynamics. It’s still obviously primarily Inspired by Wild Life, but there will in general be other references. So perhaps I’ll allude to Real and Secret Life. :)
Thank you for the idea! I love how like.. real it is. I was once in a situation where I was friends with a really negative person, and I used to be overly positive; so I could totally write that from experience.
You guys need to stop having better ideas than me because I just want to use them all! XDD
#project x#project x au#life series#life series au#life series lab au#wild life#wild life au#wild life lab au#mcyt#trafficblr#x!scott#x!joel#x!smallishbeans#x!scottsmajor#smallishbeans#Joe smallishbeans#dangthatsalongname#x!dangthatsalongname#scottsmajor#project x headcanon#project x q&a#project x headcanons#project x au headcanon#project x au headcanons
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The downside of listening to Juno Steel s5 after putting it aside for soooo long is that it’s making me remember I really love sci-fi detective stuff! so my brain is telling me unreasonable things like “hey you should pick up that vague draft you had for that cyberpunk neo-noir fae novel you wanted to write… wouldn’t that be fun…” and I have to say “no brain you need to work on your robin hood mechs album!! and your other ongoing 1940/50s detective story!! get back to that!!” and my brain only says “yeah but wouldn’t that be fun to write?? a sci-fi noir with faeries? and lesbians??” and then I go you know what brain. I think you’re right. I should work on that. and I am once again sidetracked from my already existing writing projects :(
#too many writing projects……. too many ideas…..#please I need someone to bully me into writing more for my robin hood mechs album it’s been a while#also THE PENUMBRA PODCAST IS SO GOOD URGH I’VE MISSED IT#I will of course go right back to listening to old gods of appalachia after I finish#but also. hmm. what if my sci-fi fae noir was a TV show instead of a novel. or maybe even a movie? hmmmm#I wish I could say this is me trying to promote stuff I’m writing but I just kind of want to complain#that my brain won’t stick to just one thing until it’s done it just wants to start a bunch of new things#sorry for complaining though!! I hope whoever is still reading all this (doubtfully) doesn’t mind :)
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Okay but an EPIC: The Musical AU where Odysseus brings Astyanax along instead of killing him, and Polites immediately decides to be the fun uncle for this baby. B U T during the whole Cyclops thing, instead of dying, Polites just gets really injured, so Odysseus carries him back to the ship and tries to tend his injuries. (Astyanax is safely with a few other members of the crew, don’t worry). Polites is still hurt too badly to survive for long, so Odysseus begs the gods for help, and Hermes shows up with something (a potion/elixir/whatever you wanna call it) that’ll heal Polites.
It doesn’t immediately make Polites better (I’m a sucker for hurt/comfort, don’t come at me), but he survives and heals, and he and Astyanax are both fine until the events of Thunder Bringer. Except instead of dying with the crew, they both wash up on Calypso’s island with Ody. Calypso finds them after finding Odysseus, but before he wakes up, she turns them into something (idk what, probably plants or something, this idea is just a concept rn).
So events go as they do in canon, but when Calypso has to let Odysseus leave, she’s also forced to free Polites and Astyanax too, so they get turned back to normal and get to leave with Odysseus, who is honestly just BAFFLED by the fact that his best friend and adopted son are still alive, but he’s also so freaking happy to have them back after seven years of torment. (Astyanax is probably like ten now even tho he spent seven years as a plant or something, but idk maybe he’s still a toddler. Haven’t decided)
They get home to Ithaca, Odysseus, Polites, and Telemachus kill the suitors, Ody reunites with Penelope and introduces her to Astyanax who she adopts immediately, and Telemachus and Astyanax get to hang out with their parents and Uncle Polites. Also Ody gets to sleep because that man needs it
#Hi yes this idea has been plaguing me because I love the idea of Astyanax getting to live#but Polites also deserves to live so this is my solution#because I also love angst with a happy ending#epic the musical#epic the musical polites#jorge rivera herrans#telemachus#calypso#odysseus#astyanax#polites#epic the musical au#polites lives au#astyanax lives au#not star wars#I’d write this myself but I have too many other unfinished writing projects so if anyone wants to use this idea please do and tag me#I’d love to read something like this
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Friend: What are you doing right now?
Me: I have a lot of projects.
Friend: Oh so cool, what are those? New job, new business, new home, new relationship?
Me: Ok, I have a lot of SPN/Destiel projects.
#when I tell my friends that I have a lot of things to do#and not enough time to progress as I'd wish#I'm talking about time to do all the spn or destiel projects I want to do#like finishing to publish my first destiel au fic#work on my two other long wip#write the other hundreds of destiel fic ideas I have#draw more#I'd love to draw art that goes with the fics I already posted on AO3 just to set the mood#rewatch the whole show and write meta#read hundreds of fics#watch the cockles panels I'm late for#maybe I forgot some#too many things to do and so little time#I also have to find a new home so yeah here you go#I also have projects that don't involve spn or destiel#but it's a pain in the ass#destiel#deancas#dean winchester#castiel#my destiel fanfic#destiel fanart#spn rewatch#cockles#jenmish#destiel fanfiction#destiel fanfic#destiel fic
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Picture this:
Tommy and Buck do not get straight back together after that first failed date. Buck doesn’t tell Eddie that it was a failed date, doesn’t tell Maddie about Tommy. He’s a little more insecure and never asks Tommy to meet him at the coffee shop.
Tommy is reunited with the 118, starts getting invited to all the barbecues, he’s still spending time with Eddie.
And Buck is on the sidelines trying not to be awkward, trying not to get in Tommy’s way and accidentally make Tommy uncomfortable, all the while trying to hide his longing glances every time he spots Tommy.
During all this, Buck is working on the new part of his sexually that he’s just uncovered. Maybe there’s a small reappearance of Buck’s 1.0 era where he sleeps around a bit with random men, excited to explore his bisexuality. But that probably doesn’t last long, because what our boy really wants is a long-lasting connection with someone. So the hookups, though fun and exiting and new, don’t last long, and he starts going on dates with men who are not Tommy.
Eddie and Tommy are still going to be hanging out together, only now Eddie thinks that Buck was feeling left out, so Eddie starts inviting Buck along with Tommy, and Buck can’t say no, because saying no would mean explaining just what happened between him and Tommy, and Buck’s probably a bit embarrassed by how he behaved at that restaurant.
And though Buck is still being a bit awkward, all that exposure to Tommy is going to make him relax a bit, and he’s going to get more and more comfortable around Tommy, more and more himself. Unfortunately spending all this time with Tommy is going to make him realise just how incredibly cool Tommy is (as if Buck didn’t already know) and how fun it is to hang out with him, and the longing glances are still there, but he’s hoping they’re discreet and he’s desperately trying to avoid checking out Tommy’s ass because Tommy ended things with him, and he’s trying to respect Tommy’s decision no matter how good Tommy’s ass looks in jeans.
Meanwhile Tommy is having the exact same problem. He’s getting to know Buck better, and the more time he spends with Buck the more adorable he thinks Buck is. But Tommy figures ‘wrong place, wrong time’, and keeps his own longing glances to himself while being quietly disappointed by what could have been.
Buck’s going to start coming out to people. Does he tell them that Tommy was the one who helped him discover his attraction to men? Does he keep it to himself? He’s far too earnest and honest, but at this point, Tommy has probably been hanging out a lot more with the 118, so maybe Buck doesn’t say anything because he doesn’t want it to be weird especially for Tommy (Buck remembering how Tommy said he was jealous of how close the 118 is, and Buck not wanting to ruin Tommy’s chances at also getting that closeness).
Buck’s going to be out and proud, having done a speed-run through his sexuality crisis, and has no problem talking about his dates with the 118.
Eventually, they’re all going to be at a gathering or something with Tommy there as well. Someone is going to casually ask Buck how one of his dates went, and Tommy is going to silently piece together that Buck went on a date with a guy, and everyone seems be aware of the gender of that date.
And Tommy’s going to be even more disappointing because, in his eyes, Buck is moving on from him, and maybe Tommy’s also a little jealous that it took so little time for Buck to come out of the closest, something that took Tommy decades to do.
But Tommy and Buck are going to be around each other more and more, always with someone from the 118 as buffer. And as they hang out, they’re going to get closer and closer, their crushes on each other getting bigger and bigger as it gets harder and harder to force themselves not to flirt with one another. These two have incredible chemistry together; it’s going to be impossible for them not to unknowingly flirt with each other. Maybe sometimes they accidentally slip up and get close enough to flirting that Hen starts side-eyeing them. Tommy will probably clock the times Buck slips up because he’s pretty observant like that, though he’ll try not to get too hopeful.
Then one night, when they’re meant to be hanging out with Eddie, Eddie bails on them at the last minute, so last minute that Buck and Tommy are already at the bar (maybe it’s trivia night karaoke). And for the first time since the disastrous date, they are alone together.
Maybe Tommy finally congratulates Buck on coming out and on doing it so gracefully (compared to Tommy who took years to work up the nerve).
Buck will bring up their disaster date, saying that he could have used a lot more grace that night.
Tommy will respond “You’re doing pretty well from where I’m sitting,” while trying so hard not to flirt even though he desperately wants to (Buck would also be struggling not to flirt).
And maybe Buck will mention that he could be doing a lot better actually, and then Tommy will ask what Buck means by that.
Buck will say that despite his best efforts, he still can’t stop thinking about Tommy, “You’re kind of hard to get over,” he’ll add.
“The feeling’s mutual,” Tommy will say, though he’ll probably say something way smoother than that.
“Yeah?” Buck will say, all hopeful, though trying to damper that hope.
“Yeah, I mean, you’re a catch,” Tommy will say, taking one hopeful figurative step to what they both want.
And before Tommy can regret what he said or try to retract it, before he can take that small step back, Buck will take a gigantic leap of faith “Want to try again?” he’ll ask, putting his hand on the table, near the centre, waiting to see if Tommy will meet him halfway.
Tommy will hesitate because he’s cautious regarding his heart. Buck will add “I promise not to mention anything about picking up chicks this time,” all earnest just like he always is. And Tommy will smile, and place his hand over Buck’s on the table, because how could he refuse Evan.
(And then they go make out in the car park)
#bucktommy#tommy kinard#evan buck buckely#911#buck x tommy#I just want a long format slow burn with a fuck ton of angst at the start#is that too much to ask#do you know how hard I'm forcing myself not to write this idea in its entirety ?#Do you know how close my restraint is to breaking?#I don't have time to write!#I've already got too many projects
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“They engineered a psychopath to kill you.” “Totally married her. I'd never have made it here alive without River Song.”
Sources: Let's Kill Hitler, Diary of River Song: My Dinner With Andrew, Closing Time, The Husbands of River Song, Diary of River Song: The Furies, Diary of River Song: Animal Instinct, The Ruby's Curse, Time of the Doctor
#I don't know if this makes sense but I'm having fun#this is not an attempt to assign meaning to 'psychopath' but to explore how river relates to the identifier in relation to her trauma#and obvs not trying to equate implications of what river does with kovarian- rather examine how the abuse shaped her#river song#doctor who#ive got so many ideas for these and im wasting my 'time off' making gifs instead of taking advantage of#the ability to ignore work emails to get done other massive work projects. oh well#you know what. since this is my second media set in a row ima start tagging them like so-#edits by seaweed#words by seaweed#madame kovarian#crispy!master#the master#I deliberately didnt include the psychopath lines from Picnic at Asgard bc im saving it for a set about River as a demiurge :D#oh and I'm saving 'my bespoke psychopath' for a possible yowzah post surrounding 'two psychopaths is too much for one tardis' line#is SO much easier to do this to express my thoughts than writing words. you don't even KNOW how many incoherent essays in my drafts#okay ima get back to work#and then sleep
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me realizing i havent ever posted my initial designs for tox and leo/ive stopped talked about ttos as a whole:
#that have yet to be or are already mentioned in the story#idk lmao not too many ideas for it after my initialization#like should i turn it into a fic? probably#im just so awful with long term motivation/completion of fics i can never write anything longer than drabbles#and by that i mean i can write PARAGRAPHS upon paragraphs but those are literally just certain specific scenes within a whole story#i think i would gen burnout trying to write it bc i would spend HOURS writing a few paragraphs and be like 0.5% done with the fic as a whol#bc im just nitpicking every paragraph to be as specific and detailed as possible bc; as i like to say; im a maximalist in writing#not only do i suck at zooming out bc i get too invested on a small part of it; but also generalizing as a whole for that matter#bc my writing style (ego) cant suck it up and write a less detailed and non obscure/not referencing 6 other things paragraph- /hj#less detailed non arbitrary not obscure and not referencing 6 other things#this is literally my toxic trait which is really unfortunate bc i'd like to turn this into an actual fic i just know it would be REALLY lon#which is something i personally find hard to read at sometimes- like pen's fics are a good length but theyre not more than one chapter#and i'd have like 6 million or something- /hj#ALSO THIS?? WHAT IM DOING IN TAGS RN??? being so damn repetitive only to say the same thing over and over again-#ik you guys dont mind but its really hard to make long term projects/writing pieces with this writing style/toxic trait /gen#oh well.. maybe one day ill turn one of my 70 aus into a fic fr.. if we dont get outed first.. /hj /srs#(also me when my au masterlist has been rotting in my drafts since like a week after i first made this acc- /gen) (its never getting posted#i havent even told you guys half of them tbh- /gen#pc rpf community#pc rpf#rpf#the taste of sugar#toxleo
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Thoughts on mtt
they should travel the multiverse together and see and experience a more peaceful life than all of them ever have (⁎˃ᴗ˂⁎)
also they should get to gnaw at each other like rabies infected dogs 🧡🙏
#tricule asks#mtt when the only conflict they have now is with eachother and themselves#or really the conflict with each other is partially caused by themselves too x3#i just think that their character dynamic with each other is so complex and intricate and also very flexible#like you can really go with any route as long as you can justify it and thankfully the mtt have MANY justifications#i feel the only thing limiting that is if i were unable to adapt my mindset to consider them in different settings and emotional states :3#aside from that?!?! mtt are truly infinite in possibilities i will be so for real#they are my favorite characters yes but they are also my favorite instruments to paint a story where the tools creating are also the focus#holy Trio i love the Murder Time Trio i need them all to explode#triglycercule (of course) has ideas for stuff to do for them!!!#was thinking a series of drawings where i just capture moments from their multiverse travels in my mtt take#like in hi3 they sometimes do these art series where the main trio tour different countries and i was thinking that but mtt and multiverse#and then i was thinking of a mttpoly animation meme.......because im stupid and silly like that i love mttpoly#the she was walking around with a loaded shotgun one would be nice to propagandize dust with a gun methinks 😈#also i think making ship animation memes with 3 people instead of 2 would be a wonderful way to experiment#the great part about mttpoly is that because there's 3 of them it never feels stagnant or boring bc if you get sick of 2.....ADD THE 3RD!!!#also also also i was thinking of the mtt meeting the satsujinki or really just the touken-kamui mtt timeline#touken-kamui MY GOAT is remaking the mtt concept which is so so so SOSOSOSO awesome to me#and reading the youtube community posts about it gave me inspiration on this idea i think their reactions to it would be fun to see#and also further elaboration on the satsujunki was given so you know ME (the only touken-kamui's mtt fan) i was overjoyed#the only issue: SCHOOL!!!!!! the bane of everything creative artful and joyful 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔#in an ideal world i would be staying up to draw or write or do a creative project#however this is not an ideal world and i unfortunately have to stay up to do my math and chem homework. it's so over 💔#i swear guys once summer hits......its over for ALL OF YOU......mtt take over beginning june 20th trust#spring break means nothing because i wont be home (to my dismay) i will be forced to go on a family trip 💔💔💔#anyways off to answer all my other asks FINALLY before i begin doing my work because i really feel bad that i answer asks so late 😭😭😭
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Some Ed studies for the evening.
#not worth tagging lol#I aten't dead yet#but I've been doing too many other projects to post much.#I'm four disc audiobooks down for crochet hell#and am nearly done with a blanket#Finished a Reverse Bang submission tho!#have ideas for a second one but we'll see#also I inexplicably seem to be writing but don't tell anyone#if you made it to the end of these tags and have any dumb low effort drawing ideas come drop them in my askbox or dm?#I'm feeling very dumb and drained rn
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" if I give you my firstborn child will you write this fic?"
While I very much appreciate the sentiment, I don't have the budget to take care of myself, let alone a child right now. Have you considered compensating me with money? I have a kofi now!
#i jest of course but like yeah#i have way too many wips/projects to prioritize new ideas or ideas that i like less#which is why most of the prompts i write end up not getting a fic#but you can absolutely commission me to write one of these#shameless promotion#shameless self promo#glitter gossip#you can also just give me money for the sake of it if you want i won't say no#those are trying times to be a witch in the woods#can't even put the children into cauldrons now you have to care for them and everything
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i was falling asleep, and then i thought about how Binah in LoR was probably becoming increasingly lonely after her time in Lob Corp, which is why she was trying so hard to have teatime with the other librarians and now i am 100% awake
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#well i'm definitely not tired anymore#this thought is giving me too many ideas#like if you're assigned to her floor and maybe were the first person to attend teatime#because she extends the offer to her assistant librarians i said it so it's true#would love to write or draw this weekend but i'm busy#so i'll let this marinate here
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honestly just putting this here so that I remember but I really wanna write a fic from some villain's POV as they're working with Nightwing for whatever reason. (maybe they have an in with a network of criminals Dick is trying to take down.)
point is: this villain is working with Nightwing and therefore seeing him through the lens of someone that Dick would want afraid of him rather than someone that Dick loves or at least wants to be perceived as friendly with.
so obviously Nightwing is going to be fucking scary to this villain even though they're gonna be at least a somewhat established villain. and, since the entire thing is from their POV, the reader is gonna see Nightwing as scary too.
not only is Nightwing just very capable and that's scary, but he's actively manipulating this villain and lying.
like example:
"You won't kill me. Bats don't kill."
"Are you really in a position to make that assumption?"
"You've never killed before!"
"You seem pretty sure of that."
the villain has no idea how much Dick is stretching the truth or straight up lying. the reader can only assume based on canon and their knowledge of the character.
like in that example, obviously Dick is not gonna kill this random villain, but at the same time he's not entirely lying either. they really aren't in the position to assume Dick will stick to a moral code, (especially if this is a villain that knows about Red Hood,) and Dick has killed before. but that knowledge is only the reader's.
again, Dick is still actively manipulating the villain here, but what are they gonna do about it? they can't know for sure and even if they did assume, are they really gonna be able to beat Nightwing?
Nightwing who from their perspective seems to be calm as can be. walking with pure confidence as if there isn't a villain right behind him.
a kind of confidence that can only come from a man with the skills to back it up.
#I have too many projects to do this right now but god#eventually I will write this#because writing Cass' POV on Dick was fun but this?#this is me fully using that idea of someone else looking at Dick and having no context#scary capable Dick my beloved#dick grayson#richard grayson#nightwing#batman
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So the lovely @haahka and I were talking about Tay and how it's a bit sad that the fandom only ever seems to send him on shopping tours or focus on his fashion (you guys know that I'm obsessed with the KinnPorsche Fashion myself, but it's just a little...unadventurous, you know).
And then I got waaay to deep into headcanons with the equally lovely @tumsa (I'm not even sorry for the spam 😌❤).
Now, there are two things I want to do: first, I'd love to hear more Tay headcanons - feel free to throw them at me (as an ask, in the tags, added to this post, whatever you prefer). Because I'm really curious. 👀
And second, I'm going to share a few of mine:
Tay is way more capable than anyone thinks. (But no one needs to know that.)
People treat Tay like a princess within the show - I mean, he isn't even allowed to help in the kitchen at Porsche's. But I don't think Tay IS a princess. I think it's a protective façade. Because letting oneself be underestimated is a (survival) strategy in a world of money and constant power struggle, and a smart one at that. Yes, Tay is really good at reading people in general, but I also feel like people tend to let their guard down around him. Because he's kind, and understanding, and compassionate - and he seems harmless, a bit spoiled even. His 'softness' puts people at ease, makes them talk, makes them more honest than they probably should be. He's not a threat after all. I bet he knows a lot of things he shouldn't. I bet he's smart enough to use that knowledge (to help other people, to help himself, if needed). And I bet Tay could be fucking dangerous if he ever chose to (and wouldn't that be exciting 👀).
I also like to think that Tay has a strong survival instinct that goes beyond 'pretending to be incapable'. He and Kinn have been friends for ages, their families know each other, he basically grew up surrounded by mafia. He probably witnessed Tankhun's kidnapping back in the day. The horror and trauma of it. Tay's family is rich. He's close to the Theerapanyakuls. To the future head of the family. But he DOESN'T have an army of bodyguards following him around. And the downside of 'being harmless' is looking like an easy victim. Tay is too smart to be unprepared. So in my headcanon he knows how to handle a crisis, knows how to deal with danger, knows how to survive. Knows how to get out of the country quickly, how to get money without leaving a trail, how to get an unregistered gun. How to land a mean punch even though he hates it, how to apply (good) first aid EVEN THOUGH HE HATES IT. (I do think that he really isn't a fan of physical stuff, so the princess image is not completely off. Or, well, he lets it work in his favour.)
Tay's reaction to being hurt, being really hurt, is to shut his emotions down completely.
I don't enjoy how Tay's often written as dramatic and over-emotional in his confrontations with Time after what happened at Hum Bar. He isn't sober when he catches his boyfriend shoving his tongue down another man's throat, and well, his boyfriend is shoving his tongue down another man's throat. So of course he's fucking angry. And emotional. Right then and there. But the thing is, Tay had time to think, time to cool off in those other confrontations. And that's just the way to describe Tay's demeanor then: cool, cold, like ice. I like to think that he just freezes over. Turns into a statue of neutral disinterest. Just imagine: someone like Tay, always so kind and compassionate, staring you down with an expressionless face, not reacting to anything you say, looking close to fucking bored. Imagine what that would do to Time, always so full of himself, always so used to getting reactions out of Tay. Walking straight into a wall of ice. Completely out of his element. Really forced to put the work in for once. And it truly is hard work to break through to Tay once he closes his feelings off from you. A little bit of grovelling might be necessary. (That said, dealing with his emotions like that isn't good for Tay either. Of course not.)
There's...'something' between Tay and Vegas, some kind of understanding
I never got over TAY asking after Vegas in the final episode. Or the way Tay watches Vegas as he passes him during the auction. So I'm having a lot of fun wondering about the 'relationship' between Tay and Vegas, or how potential interactions could have gone down.
I mean, Tay 'belongs' to Kinn. We know that Vegas wants everything that belongs to Kinn (I bet he thinks Kinn must have fucked a pretty boy like that at least once. Even though it's not his usual type. Why else would he stick around?). Tay's caring and understanding. We know how Vegas can react...to something like that. (Not him falling in love after one free therapy session or something like that.) Tay is really good at reading people, he is really good at reading Kinn. And we know Vegas is not so different from Kinn (in some ways), even though he would murder anyone suggesting something like that to his face. Or maybe that's exactly what Tay does. Telling that to his face. As Vegas tries to seduce him, in the earlier days. But Tay doesn't try to wound him with that, to be cruel or mean, it's just an observation, spoken in that calm and understanding tone of his. And a younger Vegas is so shocked by that statement that he just...stops? And stares at Tay who just keeps going with that warm look in his eyes and those observations that hit a little too close to home until he can't take it anymore and turns on his heel to...definitely NOT run away like a dog with his tail between his legs.
Vegas keeps his distance after that. That princess isn't worth the effort, he tells himself. Or maybe he doesn't. Maybe he stops trying to seduce Tay, yes. But they end up talking again. And again. Because Vegas desperately needs to know what Tay meant with those things he said. And there's just... something about their conversations that keeps Vegas coming back. Until (stealing some thoughts from @tumsa here <3) Tay tries to convince Vegas that the competition between him and Kinn is dumb. Vegas does keep his distance, then.
And Tay gives up trying to help, trying to make him see how futile all of this is because it's clear Vegas won't listen to anyone but his father. But he still cares about Vegas, and seeing all the things Vegas does to himself without realising, seeing that ever-growing self-destructive obsession with Kinn sits like a leaden ball in Tay's stomach. The knowledge that he can't do anything to help is a bit like its own form of torture.
Anyways, (stealing again from @tumsa) Tay definitely ends up going to the hospital to visit Vegas. In secret, of course. And seeing Vegas and Pete together, seeing Vegas being changed by love, seeing him try to be a better person for Pete, putting all this effort in to make it work - maybe all of this forces Tay to reflect on his own love life for once. To reflect on the things he wants. The things he deserves, after all.
Nearly everyone had a crush on Tay, one time or another
You guys know the thing we do with Vegas? Like how VegasPete is the holy grail of endgame ships but it's so much fucking fun to ship Vegas with everyone and to imagine all his possible encounters and escapades? Because he's manipulation, seduction and psychological issues stacked on top of each other and wrapped in a velvet shirt?
Well. I like to do the same thing with Tay. For more or less opposite reasons. Because he's understanding and warm and compassionate and smart (and really pretty). In a world full of violence and trauma and repressed emotions, only sharp edges. I mean, who wouldn't crave the warmth, who wouldn't want to bathe in the sunlight for a while? I'm pretty sure people are falling en masse for Tay. And I think Tay doesn't always know how to handle it. Or genuinely doesn't realise what kind of effect he has on those poor bastards for doing nothing more than showing them a bit of kindness. Or maybe he's simply choosing to ignore it because he only has eyes for one person and one person alone.
Anyways, a lot of fun directions to go with this last headcanon for now. (And I'm keeping it intentionally vague and without examples because otherwise, this would turn into a multichapter fanfic I don't have time to write just now. 🤡)
#it's a bad idea to post this when there's so many other things I should be doing#and I have to go back to work tomorrow#but that hasn't stopped me before has it 🤡#and I had way too much fun writing and thinking about this ngl#(was there infj projection involved in this? maybe. MAYBE IT WAS)#anyways - I'd love to hear and collect some more Tay headcanons <3#and I leave it to @haahka to share that one headcanon with you that started all of this 😂❤#kinnporsche the series#kinnporsche headcanon#kinnporsche tay#vegas theerapanyakul#timetay#because the kinnporsche brain rot is still real
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#this probending oikawa au is looking like it would make a better fic than a comic#me @ myself: you have no time to write a long ass fic thats not even a comic for a character outside your primary fandom! you have so many#other projects!#also me....but...what if i did....#ghajksks#something something pro bending where the events of haikyuu happened in a junior league so that i can follow canon but give oikawa a chance#to win#and he's going to have to face the fact that he's always holding himself back and saying he can't do something instead of taking a risk#which mirrors the fact that he's unable to risk his friendship with iwaizumi to tell him how he feels#i was an anime only watcher of haikyuu but now im trying to get some of the aoba josai#manga matches for my textual evidence...#comics would take too long to donthis idea fully...but drawing...and writing oikawa might be hard...but also...full length fics...
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