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ugh really toying with the idea of running my own social media service but i wish i understood php or javascript or whatever better, i dont think im smart enough to do it ;-; its so cool though and the idea of continuing to use private companies products drives me nuts
#need#ahhhh >:(#i also like dont have friends who would really care to join :/#i dont understand modern web deisgn!!! there is too much happenin#and they arent built from a file like they were ughhhh#its so complicated#too complicated 4 me
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Hi it's just to let you know that the official romanization of Revaan's name is Raverne ! Also they have romanized Baul's name to Baur !
Twst coming back at us again with the least expected romanization! thank you everybody (oh god my inbox) (no it's great, I literally asked for this and the reactions have been INCREDIBLE, thank you all!)
I do like Raverne though, I think it's got a nice fancy sound to it! (I had kinda suspected it was going to be an R instead of an L, so the fact that it's SO close to Laverne except for that is hilarious to me personally.) and Dragoneye Duke is honestly probably the best translation for his title, I wasn't envying the localizers that one. :') Baur instead of Baul I was NOT expecting, but in retrospect I think his name's supposed to be a reference to the Bauru crocodile, so that actually makes way more sense!
someone else also said Meleanor has become Maleanor, which is the REALLY weird one to me, because I was so surprised it was written as Mel instead of Mal in the first place?! oh god no I can't decide which one I like better. 😭 (I wonder if they might change it to Mal...they have made romanization changes before) (like I remember House of Distraction being corrected to House of Destruction in Playful Land) (I did check and she's still Mel for now, but I dunno, they might Mal her up and some point and save me from having to make a decision about which one to use) (HECK I CAN'T DECIDE)
uhhhh thank you for letting me ramble about anime names, let's just say MONOGRAMMED SWEATERS FOR EVERYONE
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 4 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 4 spoilers#mel is so cute but mal fits with the rest of the draconias better#eng version no you were supposed to save me not make things MORE confusing#anyway raverne huh#that uh. that sure feels like it's supposed to evoke raven doesn't it.#what does it mean WHAT DOES IT MEAN#hold on i'm going to flail around embarrassingly about anime character theories now#(okay first a disclaimer: i do think we need to sit down as a fandom at some point)#(and have a discussion about exactly what is actual canon versus meta speculation versus jokes)#(because i think there has been. some confusion. over that re:crowley and raverne specifically)#(but i do feel justified in being like THEY ARE PROBABLY CONNECTED SOMEHOW RIGHT?! right now)#like i really don't think it's as simple as crowley being raverne but with memory loss or something#(and if they pull that on us i'm going to need an EXTREMELY good explanation to go with it to justify that)#they've gone out of their way several times now to make a point about them acting and sounding different and it feels very intentional to m#(and once again: i super 100% absolutely do not believe that lilia wouldn't recognize him with the top half of his face covered)#i just think the contradictions are a lot stronger than the connections right now but there ARE some connections and i'm 👀ing at them#to be fair the connections are mostly meta like crowley being diablo/raverne being evocative of raven#also the general 'raverne mysteriously disappeared and apparently had distinctive eyes' thing#versus 'crowley's past is unknown and he never shows his eyes'#(i will argue that crowley DOES seem to have some kind of canon connection to briar valley)#(since he is clearly some sort of fae and the masks are a briar valley thing)#and that is kinda it right now isn't it#okay hold on i had to delete some tags because i used too many (thanks tumblr for letting me know and not just vanishing them OH WAIT)#so tl;dr: i'm in the 'crowley is connected to raverne somehow but it's more complicated than just him being in disguise' camp personally#but that will probably change as we get more info and also don't take this as an anti-speculation thing because i love theories HOORAY
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2m43s of Arthur Lester Falling (S4)
Tag you favorite fall! Mine is when he falls through the stairs <3
SEASON 1 FALLING COMPILATION
SEASON 2 FALLING COMPILATION
SEASON 3 FALLING COMPILATION
#yall this one took me so long im sorry#life has been busy#and I kept putting it off because I KNEW it would be more complicated than the others#I hope it makes you laugh today though#I put a lot of effort into it#too much effort even#malevolent#malevolent podcast#envy creates#arthur lester#john doe#malevolent season 4#oscar malevolent#detective Noel
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From @inc0mple's Keys Are People Too. God tier fic, 10/10, leaves me dead on the side of the road with every chapter. I'm so invested in this fic it's unreal 😭
I also did a sketch of the dip at the end of the (not)square dance that shows more of Chase's outfit, which I will render eventually!
#cinderella boy#cinderella boy webtoon#my art#I had to redraw this like 4 times lol#me getting to the part where i have to shade the complicated outfits in this lighting environment like 🤡#Keys Are People Too
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i think the thing to understand abt martha jones is that even after she leaves she is five seconds away from dropping everything and traveling with the doctor at any given time. bc that itch to blow everything up and damn her personal duty to hell in search of a higher call never leaves her. but martha is smart. and rational. and has spent a long fucking time needing to keep herself safe. (bc he comes when she calls but never before.) and so she has gotten very good at keeping herself on the right side of those five seconds. but i do think if ten was a different person (if he could acknowledge how much he needed her instead of just how much he liked her) (if he didn’t feel this righteous martyrdom when it comes to being left alone) (if he cared enough about her to beg. if he cared enough about himself.) i think that her answer no would come crumbling down pretty quickly is all.
#MARTHA JONES’ TWISTED SENSE OF DUTY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME#there is soo much nuance to this. obviously. and it really varies depending on when exactly in his run we’re talking#but me personally. i don’t think that martha was ever satisfied with the way things ended between them. i think she made peace with it!#but i don’t think she was satisfied and i don’t think she ever could be#which is also why i have slowly come around to her and mickey. even tho i think it IS very pair the spares in a way i don’t like#i do think they make sense together. in a genuine way and also in a you’re the closest i’ll get to what i want. you’re good on your own but#- you’re also the next best thing. and we don’t need to say this out loud bc we both know and it wouldn’t ruin anything by admitting it but#- it sure as hell wouldn’t feel good either#it’s not even like. directly about the doctor/rose here is the thing. it’s about the life he let them lead with him#which i guess is the crux of this. i think martha is capable of moving on from her Feelings for the doctor. but never her feelings about him#yknow. does that make sense. if anyone knows that the doctor is a symbol it’s martha#i don’t think she’s always in love with him. i think she was. tho my opinions on that r complicated hashtag tenmartha qpr BUT#but the IDEA of him? the idea which shaped her into a completely different person? i don’t think she will ever not want that back @ her core#she’s just too loyal to everyone besides herself to admit that. 😐#ok it’s 4 am i have been rambling abt this for fifteen minutes so sorry if it doesn’t make sense but i have FEELINGS ABT HER !!#ted talks#martha jones#doctor who
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(tturing)
#me versys this gif . AGAIN#gif makers u are all so much stronger than i will ever be#this is so hard to make . oh my god#i literally said i wouldnt ever do this again and Yet . here i am .#. anythign 4 byler i guess#abyway#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#stranger things#mw#magic#gif#also . did anyone know tumblr doesnt loop gifs if theyre too large . BECAUSE I DIDNT#so fucked up#anyway if u saw me post and then delete this#that is why . tumblr my wordt enemy for Real#oh mygod i just want to further the gay i know what u are mike wheeler agenda#cant a girl post a gif without complications#anyway#byebyeee
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#@ comment directed to me in a tag. i have not talked abt them anywhere publicly but if u were deep enough in the paint in 2020ish theyre#like not super surprising. i think i wanna get back around to the trolls in my reread (so itll b a while) before i say anthing solid#just so i can go in w intent to pay closer attention again but like#overall have a low opinion on most the troll boys insofar as i see that the narrative seems to also not care for them. they seem to exist#to serve narrative purposes & end up discarded when no longer relevant. ie they dont end up very interesting and thus i view#many fans with suspicion when they have 'boys disease' ie having an outsized focus on the boys of the story despite hs being by the end#an extremely female dominated text with a lot to say about masculinity as an opressive force#tavros and gamzee are the biggest bugbears here (only really beaten out in eyebrow raising by cronus and the male dancestors)#on account of fans of them often downplaying gamzee's misogyny that is core to his role as a charismatic cult leader (or worse#sending trans women death threats when they made the factual assesment that gamzee was written to be a weird misogynist calling it#character assassination etc. man 2020 was wild.) tavros mostly just ends up being an accessory to this crime tbh. though his genuinely#complicated relationship w vriska oft being flattened to villify vriska + an inability to actually read what tavros Says...#like. if you get rid of tavros' quirk. stammering and all. and read his lines. he's kind of fucking rude? and yeah its alternia they all ar#but i have my hesitancies wrt how people seem to infantilise him (a disabled character) to the point of ignoring his dialogue and flaws#when one of tavros' core conceits (u can argue if this is . like. something hussie should have stayed out of. like its not their lane) is#that shitty ppl online will be assholes but will be allowed to get away with it due to unrelated disability. which like. it was 2010 ig#but this is hit upon again with mituna being distinctly a 4 channer with real brain damage and speech issues & all his friends letting him#get away with shit he still clearly has the cognitive capacity to know is wrong. its very messily handled but. i dont rlly like tavros ig.#will b amazed if tumblr doesnt eat these tags i went on wayy too long. but im not putting this in plaintext for obvi reasons#lucabytereads
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Fuck I hate being an adult. I need a more adult adult to help with the volatile emotional situation.
#I've sort of made a new friend? Like we met at the same art group and he's also trans which was like pleasantly surprising in our small town#but like. We have Differences Of Opinion#and it's not totally his fault because it sounds like he's had a Lot of bad shit in his past that's obviously made him wary and closed off#but like. He's slightly older than me (only 4 years) and keeps blaming a load of his problems on other trans folks?#like you know the type. The like 'all these nonbinary/other identities the kids are doing are complicating shit'#the 'it hurts to see people younger than me inc. kids get hormones thrown at them when I still can't get 'em' (which... yeah not even true)#and he's told me himself he doesn't engage much with the queer community bc it's too 'toxic'#and like. I can absolutely understand why he could've had some bad experiences esp. since he has some mental health shit going on#but he wants to be friends bc he doesn't know anyone else going through the medical shit and it's like. Yeah no shit you don't?#you decided the community you'd find them in is toxic? and that people in them are doing being trans wrong?#and I think if he was just some guy online I'd like roll my eyes and ignore him#but he's a real person in my vicinity and I feel fucking bad for him#and I can see how much self loathing he has and how much that probably informs the bullshit#like he told me he thinks that trans men and cis men are fundamentally different categories and trans men will never be cis men#but not in a 'the experiences are just different and come with different perspectives way'#in like a self defeating way. Like a I just have to settle for being a trans man way.#and it made me SO SAD#like bro#I'm so sorry for whoever the fuck made you feel like you're fighting an unwinnable battle#and I want to be a friend to him. I want him to feel like there's other queer people out there and there's friends and hope#but also I genuinely could see him being the kind of person who would get really angry at you for no fault of your own#like I already get the distinct feeling he resents me a little#like obviously not too much since he still wants to hang#but he's been trying and failing to get HRT for years and I got it super quickly basically by sheer luck/a doctor who looks out for me#like I'm so fucking lucky. And I just genuinely feel like he's the kind of person who might take that personally.#I just do not think I have the fucking. Emotional tool kit to salvage this shit#But I also can't exactly text him and say sorry I don't think we should hang out so. What do.#.....I wasn't even LOOKING for a new friend! I have enough friends!!! I wanted to make clay faces and look at pretty buildings dammit!!!#now I have to be the emotionally mature one who goes hmmm maybe let's not blame other depressed trans kids for our problems buddy#I'm just gonna have to be like. Upfront about my stance and if he doesn't like it well he doesn't have to hang out with me
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@tricoufamily Duo Challenge
dynamic: Toxically obsessed with each other
genre: Southern gothic
sim 1: Gracie Mae Theriaux
trait: sensitive
hair color: dark brown
hair length: long
extra: vitiligo
sim 2: Henry Legare
trait: mean
hair color: dark blond
hair length: short
extra: hooded eyes
#the sims 4#tricoufamily duo challenge#you had me at southern gothic#it's complicated#he teases her too much#said she was “the oddest lookin' thing in the parish”#she told him he didn't have to look if he didn't like what he saw#but he can't stop thinking about her#and she can't resist him#that kiss won't make him into a prince#send him to therapy#actually#send them both#gif warning
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i’ve got a question to ask out of curiosity about the eah community’s general consensus
since the books and the show have different continuities and also within the world of the supplementary Ever After High media, the books themselves differ in continuity depending on series/author, i have a feeling this answer could vary depending on one’s bias…
i’m not adding an “other” option because you’re crazy if you think they met in infancy/as toddlers or if you genuinely believe the beginning of canon in the show (start of legacy year) is legitimately when they first meet.
#my answer is complicated#on one hand i don’t think they only meet for the very first time at the start of high school#but at the same time#i’m not convinced they had spoken to each other outside of exchanging a few words every so often before then.#if you have to ask me though i’d dodge the question#and instead tell you how i’d say they first learned of each other’s existences at different times in life#apple knew raven existed before raven knew apple existed#because while snow white is very much about engraving their story and destiny into apple#the evil queen is more concerned with raven being evil in general.#so i’d assume she’d be less concerned with telling her daughter about how the queen of ever after has a daughter she’s expected to poison#and more concerned with telling her she should be the catalyst to anarchy.#i said too much but basically i think apple knew raven existed by the age of like 3 or 4#as opposed to raven who probably only learned about apple by 5 or 6.#their first face-to-face encounter most likely happened in spellementary school#but what do i know?#eah#ever after high#raven queen#apple white#raven and apple#poll#ramble
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my mum kept annoyingly referring to me as "girl" and "woman" by tacking it onto the end of what she was saying to me (😐) and eventually I got fed up and asked her to stop, which then prompted her to say "okay, so what would you prefer to be called? nerd?"
.........idk if I should laugh or not 😭 cos like she's not wrong-
#I mean I am out to her as non-binary but like... it's complicated#and what I mean by that is I mentioned it to her about 4 years ago during an argument#because she was saying shit like “there's no such thing as being non-binary!” and 15 year old me thought I could educate her#(sadly I thought wrong 🥲)#it didn't go very well and ever since then I think she just kind of... pretends it never happened?#so I do too because I'm kinda scared to bring it up again 😭#however now I'm older I feel like she probably would listen to me more but I don't think she'll ever use they/them for me honestly#and it's okay! I've made peace with it. but I also don't really hide my identity so I feel like if she wanted to realise she would y'know?#I often say things that allude to me not being a woman but she never comments on it so idk what she thinks tbh 😭#anyways! didn't mean to ramble ajshsjshsj#personal
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Anong pangalan mo?
#elenendal#it just made me think of this#just in case#its a bit too complicated to explain#its something you see on the web and you know its one of a few people who does it#yeah#eyenaku#computer generated image#guidance scale 4
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btw, here's what the current OST lineup for thralls' first episode looks like :>
#thoughts#thralls of power#animatic project#there's still QUITE a lot left to do#messengers isn't even started (but it's short not even a minute so we'll manage)#courtly whispers I have tried like 4 different versions and none truly satisfy me so uhhrhhh#confrontation is a behemot and also gave me a lot of trouble but I think I finally have something I'm happy with mood-wise#even if I still have over 5 minutes left to compose and the hardest parts too!!!#and golden light is just the credits music so it'll be the same for every episode#I'm not being as efficient as I'd like with them but I'm still making progress#and I have complicated tracks started for episode 2 and 3 already and they're cool I think!
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I'm so infatuated with I.narius he sucks so bad. His death makes me so sad even though he sorta deserved it. I empathize with him greatly but also god babe you were being a bit of a douche I'm sorry. I just wanna revive him like "Okay baby did we learn our lessons? Do we know what we did wrong? Yes? Okay great. I love you so much mmmwah"
#If you're wondering what he did wrong well uh. It's a lot and very complicated#2nd degree murder of his own (adult) child#Formed an authoritarian state in which he kinda sorta magic-poisoned his residents?? To protect them from persecution. In his mind#Started a cult with himself as the deity promising salvation but planning to leave them behind when he reascended to Heaven#Misogyny (JOKE not rlly he just is really bitter towards his ex who is a woman)#It is important 4 me to note that everything he did was out of desperation. It was a shitty situation for everyone involved#And he always tried to do what was right. He just got lost too many times on the way#That's how I interpret him anyway#Through my rose colored lense of ''Oouughhh he's so pretty 😍and his voice😍😍 and he's an angel 😍😍😍 Powerful 😍 Spear 😍''#.thoughts#.Inarius
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|★| I believe that one of the worst feelings you could possibly have, is the feeling of getting only a couple of hours of sleep- and then waking up at an ungodly hour while you just want to go back to sleep, but at the same time you can't and- |★|
#★happened to me this morning#I went to bed at like 4:25 am ??#..and I woke up around 6:50- I think#and I for some reason felt replenished#..yet the want for me to get more sleep was there ??#I was tossing and turning for at least a half an hour on my bed not knowing what was it that bothered me enough to keep me from sleeping.#..now I could have waken up that time- but my whole 'mental schedule' would be completely ruined =[[#A schedule that is a bit too complicated for me to explain here lmao.#erm#someone else can relate to this right ??★#actually autistic#relatable shit#★..I think#But I know I'm not the only one =P★
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hospital just phoned me and the surgery i thought id be having MONTHS from now has been scheduled to next week im fucking bricking ittttt
#i wasnt worrying about it yet because i thought it would be ages away!!! i mean its good its getting done but im fucking stressed#i havent been able to give enough notice at work so theyre gonna have issues and im stressing about that too#also dont know if i can get paid for medical leave and apparently i need 4-6weeks off anf there may be complications that mean the recovery#is longer#my mum cannot make it to be there when i am having the surgery :(((#this is the first surgery ive had as an adult and dont have my mum to handle it all for me argghhh#i will be bringing a-yao with me i need him there ToT#on the plus side i brought dan and phil tickets this morning hehe#can you tell i am rambling i am fucking stressed hahahaha#i literally dont know what i am doing!!!!!! helppppp#gonna cry gonna think about a-yao to distract myself hhhhhhhhh
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