#tomorrow (next month): who knows
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Hawaii Part II has begun to take over my brain
#Artfruits#My art#remember when I did anime fanart?? Now I just draw whatever infests my brain at any given moment#Also yes that is Juno from Ruler of Everything THEY ARE CONNECTED#does anyone following me even know what Hawaii part ii is#They better#hawaii part ii#hawaii part 2#miracle musical#tally hall fanart#anyways. Um. Yeah#today: i bring you fanart of an obscure album from a decade ago#tomorrow (next month): who knows
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HELLO THERE
My name is Emile, I'm a Proship selfshipper who loves drawing other people's Self Inserts above anything else and for this week and this week only I am opening $10 RUSH ORDER SKETCH COMMISSIONS!
Do you want a drawing of you and your F/O for cheap and don't mind it being a little rough? Consider DMing me and you could get something like This!
For the low low price of $10 a sketch!!!
And as a bonus!! If you end up liking your sketch and would like it lined, colored, or even fully rendered, you can DM me next week and I will happily slash the price of a full piece just for you!!!
From right this very second through Thursday night my DMs will be open to anyone interested! I only have Paypal to accept payment so please be aware of that!
Thankyou for your time!
#Emile's Arts#Proship Selfship#Proselfship#Selfship#self ship#self ship community#Commissions open#art commissions#TO PEOPLE WHO SEE ME TALK ABOUT COMMISSIONS WHEN I'M IN AN EMERGENCY DON'T WORRY#I'M FINE#I actually meant to make a post like this MUCH earlier this month#I'm getting a chance to go to my first ever In Person Pokemon event this weekend and I'd like to have some money to spend while there#But then me and my dad started going crazy renovating my brother's old room for when Zayne comes to visit next month#And it totally slipped my mind till we were buying the tickets tonight#SO#Rush order coms it is#Just sketches so I can get them done as fast as possible#Thankyou very much for reading and/or reblogging this post if you did it means a lot to me#Hopefully posting this at 3:30am isn't the worst decision I made but Eh#I'll just make another shorter post tomorrow if I must#Oh also second bonus;#When drawing a new character I tend to do warm-up personality and outfit sketches#They're mostly just for me but if you wanted to see those as well I'd post them with the commission sketch for an extra $5#but I feel silly advertising that because they really are For Me kinds of quickhand sketches so fkgjfkdg#If you read these tags and want those as well let me know!!#Thankyou very much again for reading!!!
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Seven Sentence Sunday
Thank you for tagging me @elodiah
It's only 1 hour into Sunday and I'm posting already! Yet again, this sfw snippet is from my pesky nsfw fic that just wont finish itself. I've made a lot of progress though, so perhaps all will be revealed soon?
I'm still messing around with a few themes and, at this point, I've stared at the smut fic.docx for so long that everything feels like waffle. Will this end up in the final draft, or will I throw it into the dungeons (another document) and leave it there to rot? We'll see.
He didn’t want Mobius to worry about him further, so he diverted his attention with a soft kiss, desperately trying to convey how much those words meant to him. As they kissed, Loki thought about how Mobius had always held space for him to feel his emotions safely. At first, he worried that he was weak; that his true emotions would drive Mobius away, and that he would be alone. Again. But Mobius told him that vulnerability does not equate to weakness, nor does it determine his worth. In fact, it was a strength, a secret weapon. One that, over time, he would learn to wield with the same confidence as he held his daggers.
tagging: @impulsemuppet @kcscribbler @loki-is-my-kink-awakening @in-my-loki-feels and anyone else that sees this! pls share what you're working on, I'm nosey!
#lokius#my writing#seven sentence sunday#posting now because i'm off to london tomorrow and wont have time#wait tomorrow is now... i'm going to london today#anyway... soon means either next week or next month#who knows? not me!
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god i need to fucking live
#★#as in i need to go out into the world and meet people and talk to people and do things in person with my own body and my own voice#but also as in i need to keep living because who knows what'll happen tomorrow or the next day or the next day#maybe the life i keep dreaming of is in three days#in fact it is#(i just want it to be the end of the month i just really wanna go on my uk trip already ;v;)
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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twirling my hair thinking abt the threads tht i have in my drafts tht have taken months to get to
#ooc.#tbd.#its what i do#its my ~ flavor ~#however i havent slept / have busted out a bunch of first drafts#ill straighten them up over the next few days methinks#it's been my first christmas in a long time w my brothers so i just havent really been prioritizing tumblr#they go home on the second then i should be going back to business as usual#it'll only take ONE month instead of three LMAO#i've also been like traveling this year which has made me put online things on the backburner#+ there were other things i was dealing w & still am#which im not sorry for but like this is just my rambling I want to write more than i have time to lmao#i did just start all of the epic starters / some memes#but my first drafts always rough so i dont post them right away#especially w no sleep in me who knows what tomorrow me will think of them LMAO
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Me clicking “see all” on the tags of that post on why Nate likes Peter: “Holy shit”
#sci speaks#i feel obligated to put a lengthy something something in these tags just to keep the joke up. so i'll tell you about my day.#i really wanted to get chinese takeout today and yesterday but i still haven't gotten it and it's upsetting because#i'm the sort of person who if there's a thing i really want i'll just keep thinking about it restlessly until it happens.#so i guess i'll be thinking about chinese takeout for the foreseeable future. maybe one night this coming week.#i should have bigger things to worry about than when my next chinese takeout fix will be but i'm a simple man with simple needs.#i don't know if the place even takes card and i havent seen a physical note of cash in months. do i need to withdraw money.#do i need to think that far ahead. should i withdraw some money tomorrow just incase.#i really like this chicken and aubergine dish from there it's my favourite. i really love aubergine.#do you guys like aubergine? sensory delight. it melts in your mouth. aughngh. ungh. moans whorishly.
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengen… _(:3 」∠)_
#(my toxic trait is that i’ll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anyway… eventually.)#there’s rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but still…)#there’s also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38… that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that mona’s frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc it’s obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i should’ve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huh…#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said ‘so if i asked you if you can start work next monday—’ huh…#sigh… maybe ch 36 next month then… i’ll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 but…#and then there’s the hard to clean text boxes which… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#…though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2…#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tls… since we’re in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious ‘idw the creators to find out about it’… i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so i’d like to. y’know. have the chance to update the tls where possible. i’ve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippei’s name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tls… fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc it’s hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc it’s their job that they’re getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if you’ve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound ‘em out in dms here or sth. don’t worry~~~ i won’t eat y’all if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless you’re the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but that’s bc idw bots to flood the comments bc that’s annoying as he—#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for it…) i’ll improve on my work ethic… tomorrow. maybe.
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My VA Next Gen OCs ~ Declan Sinclair.
Nothing is more important to him than family. His Aunt gave up everything for his mother who in turn gave up everything for him. He is going to honour their sacrifices, and do whatever he can to stop it from happening to anyone else. No matter how long it takes.
#i am not that good at making graphics#or well not as good as i wish i was lol#but i am making one for each of my next gen characters <3#i have two more queued up and ill be making the rest soon#maybe itll be tomorrow maybe itll be in three months lol who knows#va next gen graphics#declan sinclair#bri creates#bri's va next gen
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There's been interesting developments at work and i need to do a lot of work for university so i think tonight is the Perfect time to finish beyond evil
#i can't even begin to explain how ridiculous the work stuff is on here because it won't fit in the tags and I'm definitely not making a#whole post about it but let's just say it's crazy how detached that boss is from reality and realistic expectations#also none of this was actually communicated to me by the boss but i got to know about it from my colleagues who were like#'uh it seems like he [boss] wants you to take [BIG journal]' which is enraging actually since this would not be part of my#job description as I'd be a trainee and not an editor#but I'd have to work as an editor for the pay of a trainee (which btw is ridiculously low))#ANYWAY#i also have to write my papers finish my assignments write my internship report find a master's thesis topic and find a supervisor#within the next 2 months#but tonight#tonight is beyond evil night#(probably not gonna finish it. but I'll watch the rain scene and maybe even finish ep. 15 so you can imagine#what will happen tomorrow hehehehehehe#prepare for a flood of BE content as I'll be losing my mind once again just like i did the first 11 times)#and it's probably a good way to distract me from my coworker's absence ㅠㅠ i need to cope Somehow so#why not like this#watching BE is a good and appropriate way of handling any difficult situation (:#void screams#beyond evil#tbd probably#I'm overwhelmed and therefore chatty#not even sorry
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Also sorry I'm inevitably gonna b talking a lot about the breakup bc I got a lot of feelings to process. I sure didn't see it coming, so I didn't get any time to prepare for it.
#speculation nation#sometimes ur in a perfectly happy relationship and then outta nowhere she just drops u...#maybe this is karma for my last relationship. i did a kind of similar thing#though we Had had some problems. so there was some leadup to it. she just didnt realize it.#i at least had the grace to break up with her in person. it sucked but it was the respectful thing to do.#6 months in a relationship only to break up over text... im forever gonna be pissed at this.#i'll have my satisfaction when i next see her. which is supposed to be tomorrow but who fucking knows now.#after she stood me up yesterday and then chickened out of seeing me today. bc shes such a coward lol.#ive had my nice face on around her all the times we were together bc i like her#but she's gonna see my bitch side tomorrow. or whenever she comes by to drop off the shit.#ill try not to be Too nasty... but i will definitely be plenty cold lol.#might have a few words for her too. bc she really does deserve to see who exactly she's hurting.#she cant hide behind a screen and her infinite apologies forever. fucking coward.
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I WANNA READ ORV
BUT IVE GOT MY DUMB PRE QUARTERS
AGHHHHH
#I just wanna read my books#but no I have to actually learn at school#literally who would’ve thought#I’m gonna be real I kind of forgot that I actually have to go to class now#To be fair classes start tomorrow#But I just want to read the little books on my computer and not have to do any of this hard work that I signed up for#eughhhh#whyyyyyy#I just wanted to see what happens next but I don’t have the time to#i’ve literally hardly made a dent in#Like I’m not even at the part where he’s met the guy wait no that’s not true#I’m at the part where Dokja like it’s saving that girl from those guys at like the very beginning and they’re like#I think leaving her to die and then like Lord of the small fries or whatever#And he’s very like I don’t know like beating them up#This is where they meet that one girl like before they meet that girl who had to kill her friend#That was also shown in the beginning like when they were on the subway the first time#I like the little pom-pom thing shows up and they show that high school girl killing her friend#The only reason why I know this happens#Is because I’ve gotten farther in the WEBTOON#But I read that months ago like June so it’s safe to say I have forgotten like everything#Anyways I wanna read but I can’t. My life is so hard and awful.#I promise I will actually read something soon#like I’ve been saying for months I’m gonna read something and I actually haven’t at all so I’m a big fat liar but soon I actually promise#omniscient reader's viewpoint#i’ve literally been trying to read this book for years you guys#orv
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#ignore me#waiting for my dr for my last appt before i lose my insurance tomorrow#i always have the same nurse here too doing my vitals and he’s so sweet#i’m so sad and also scared#i’ve never had a doctor who actually took my chronic pain/fatigue/illness and disabilities seriously before#they are also nonbinary and neurodivergent and having them as my dr has been one of the best things to ever happen to me#and now i’m going to lose them#i may be able to get back on their books in a few months if i can get on medicaid when my unemployment runs out#but who knows when or if i will find a job#the market is hell rn and if i do find one who knows what insurance company they’ll stick me with#i’ve already fully lost access to my patient portal even though my insurance technically doesn’t expire until the end of the day#i fully wish that i could just. cease to exist. i’m not gonna kms or anything i just.#would not be sad if someone told me i was going to die in my sleep tonight.#i’m so done.#good riddance to this fucking year#i don’t have high hopes for the next one.#personal post oops
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Neigh on 3am and I can't find the magical sleepytime fairy
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i genuinely love being busy and then taking opportunities to make yourself busier not because you feel obligated to do things but because you enjoy being busy
#work today then hazbin hotel watch party#then babysitting tomorrow afternoon then modeling that night#then dnd at 6am the next morning#OH SHIT I NEED TO ASK ABOUT THE PARTY AFTER THAT#need to ask my MOM because I can't DRIVE 🤬🤬🤬#anyway idk if this is a dopamine thing but busy is fun#could this be adhd???#who knows#i will soon#in 3-4 months i think#average boog post
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#mini art rant? thing? idk wtf this is.#for some reason my motivation is shot#I have this project i REALLY want to finish but it's big and i've been working on it on and off for a little over a month now#But going to the next step just seems so daunting#but i know if i keep putting it off and move on i'll never come back to it#But i don't want it to do that. cause this is something i care about and have put a lot of time in and i want it to be good#but I also really want to move onto other projects cause they sound like so much fun#I know i just need to bite the bullet sit down and do it but it's hard.#I wish I was more confident in my art so i didn't feel like this#not saying that it would go away forever. I just think it would help cause i want this to do well#cause it's more for someone else than it is for me#I think im going to go to bed early after a day of not being at all productive after i said i would#hope i can get something done tomorrow....#boa noite anyone who read this o///#or bom dia cause i think over half of my moots that i talk to regularly are in europe and should be waking up in a few hours#<333
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