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fic writer questions
tagged by @fireandiceland :D
1.) How many works do you have on AO3
19... it was 39 but I had a major self-loathing moment
2.) What’s your total AO3 count?
word count? 166,516
3.) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
if you mean currently on AO3? just Hetalia. If you mean only on AO3 ever: Kuroshitsuji, Hyouteki no Finder, BotW, and Hetalia
In total through my whole life uhhh >.> a few more than that
4.) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Thief of Spades Season One
Thief of Spades Season Two
Trust
If It's You
Desperate Measures
5.) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
It's gonna be between Last Hurrah and Payback probably... Payback probably wins just because it is incredibly bleak
6.) What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
Uhhhh hmmm I mean I'd say everything else that's finished they're all about equally happy. I write most fics with the intention of reaching a happy ending that feels earned. From most contrast between the rest of the fic and the ending, I'd say An Impossible Situation
7.) Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the craziest one you’ve written?
Nah, I'm not interested in crossovers.
8.) Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Oh yeah. What else is there? XD I hope I write *good* smut. After Kuro, I think was really uptight about it and trying to be "clean," but I've loosened up on that a lot and I think it has greatly improved the quality of the smut I write.
I think I have a slight reputation for adding BDSM elements and of course there's my super hardcore kink of writing scenarios where everything is consensual and all parties involved care about and respect each other. It's pretty intense, pretty niche, not a lot of people are into it. LOL As for gender/sexuality >.> who really cares about that kind of thing nowadays?
I also primarily write UKUS, which many people find extremely offensive. 🤣 IT'S A JOKE!
9.) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
I used to forget, but I try to do so consistently now because it shows my appreciation because I really like getting comments.
10.) Have you ever received hate on a fic?
EEEEEEYUP.
11.) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge
12.) Have you ever had a fic translated?
I have! :D I consider it to be quite an honor ^-^
13.) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes. A long time ago.
14.) What’s your all time favorite ship?
USUK/UKUS. Nothing else even comes close.
15.) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but you don’t think you ever will?
T_T so many, but mainly Technicolor Heart. I just really like the concept, but that fic would have been soooooooo angsty..... also I don't wanna get ... fuckin.... run off of tumblr.
16.) What are your writing strengths?
Pacing. I know I just have a sense of how a story should progress so that everything feels earned but there's minimal to no dragging. I get told people like my characterizations a lot which is nice ^-^ also my prose is pretty nuanced, but I don't count that as a strength because I think most people don't even notice.
17.) What are your writing weaknesses?
>.> speed. or lack thereof. I can't write action scenes, which dramatically altered the direction of Thief of Spades in particular. I don't have a beta so there's always typos I'm catching months after posting P: I struggle with description/creating atmosphere using sensory info.
18.) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in fic?
I agree with Riva that salutations or endearments are fine, but writing whole scenes that way comes across as pretentious and annoying. Not to mention it can just be really confusing. Write in the language of your audience, it's basically just that simple.
19.) What was the first fandom you wrote for?
Pffff. As if I'd say it in public smh. I'll spare 11/12 y/o me the indignity
20.) What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?
Uhhhh hmmm
I mean the Thief of Spades series is always going to have a very special place in my heart but writing something that long with that much plot over such a long time, there's a lot of things about it I wish I could change.
In terms of canonverse type stuff, I love The Shape of Modern Imperialism. For shameless self-indulgence I think Three-Part Harmony is best. But I actually worked really hard on Precious Thing and I'm still quite proud of it.
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#so I'm feeling a little better...#time to emoji vague post while elaborating in the tags#today is gonna be awful#i got thrown out last night so I'm moving back to my parents#and that's all well and good cuz I was planning to move back anyway#but not on such awful terms#i wasnt expecring my house mates to blow up like this over the decision#so now I have to deal with them while I rush to get all my shit on a moments notice#my family rallied#i have help and support and a place to go#just sucks yknow#feels super awful#this guy has been my best friend since we were teens and this is why he burns our bridge#cuz I want my own life#:(#feels bad
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Sienna, from Terrifier.
Inprnt | Instagram | Ko-Fi
#truly a drawing that wasn’t made to be colored but I insisted#she's my favorite final girl and I fumbled it bad#Sad. Unfortunately there aren't other works this is it today#posting the colored version simply because of the amount of time I put into it#and today I was gonna rest cause tomorrow I have to do *important things*#awful#sienna shaw#terrifier#terrifier fanart#fanart#my art#sienna terrifier#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#200
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this blog is 11 years old now 🎉
I drew the siblings ever to celebrate as usual
#loz#wind waker#legend of zelda#toon link#aryll#I wasn't gonna draw anything but then I sketched link real quick and I was like okay wait i can do this#and then my brother dragged me outside ☠ but i still got it done today!#the anniversary is today. tumblr sent me a notification like ravio is 11 years old now! ravio the character is actually 11 years old.#albw released in2013. i received two reminders this morning. ravio drawing soon maybe. coming this year definitely. maybe#arylls like big brother use a damn fork#<- that was the tag when I first started drawing them in 2018#also i noticed when I draw aryll i always draw her in her blue dress so i decided to change it up. i only play 2nd playthroughs of wind wak#r because fun fact: i hate link's green tunic and hat. i finished a first playthrough years ago with a finished nintendo gallery#and then when i want to start a new playthrough i fight ganondorf again go through the credits cry and then BAM new game no-plus#i miss link's green tunic now though. its been so long. im so sick of champions garb...............idk the green is iconic idk#im not a huge fan of it but i think his base form should be green again. with the hat. let him look doofy as a default again#he was green in echoes of wisdom but i need them to follow through after again.#i didnt finish echoes of wisdom yet (SOON IM TRYING IM STUCK I NTHE SONIC ADVENTURE 1 WEB HELP) but what I saw of Link there?#he was kinda terrifying lmao its always funny to see that link is so extremely competent because i am not. that boy efficient#im stuck in the sa1 web because everyone is always talking about how good it is. so i played the pc port and. its apparently awful idk it i#thats just what sa1 outside of emerald coast plays to me tbh. but the dreamcast is supposed to be better. and i own a dreamcast. free me#i played on gamecube too. 12 years ago. it made me sick. maybe one day i'll install some mods that make it play better#why does it feel like the month is over when its only january 6#i played sa1 as a kid btw. just emerald coast tho. ALSO I DIDNT BUY A DREAMCAST FOR THIS I ALREADY OWNED ONE
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#these guys <3#i'm dressing them up in cas non stop#i have a lot of plans for their gp#the reason posting stopped is because i'm battling with a render#idk if its good or awful#i cant get the camera perspective right#i cant get the lighting right#i want it to look bright and fun#but it looks so dreary#it was a fun idea but i might just bury it#in other news my front door has been infested by an ant colony#i also made cupcakes today but they sucked because i didn't know you couldn't substitute buttermilk with regular milk#anyways gonna paint my nails and play project zomboid now#goodnight#/rufus#/sawyer
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theyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosoftmmmmmhhhhh!!!!
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yeah some mistakes, yeah i can't do proper backs yet, I don't fcking care honestly, i love it <3
#pulls a glock out and presses it agains each and every one of my brain cells#WHO WAS IT??#WHICH ONE OF YOU??#TELL ME SO I CAN CHAIN YOU ON A CHAIR SO U CAN NEVER LEAVE#better post this now before I feel anxious about it#they. are. so. fcking. soft.#I mean I fck up the coloration again#but thats nothing new lol#to be perfectly honest I was in awe and could think of much after doing those outlines#so I just pastell...all of it#THEY ARE SO SOFT!!#and here i thought i would suck at drawing kisses lol#*puts it on a frigde with a magnet*#look what I did :3#kn8#kaiju no 8#kafhoshi#kafka x hoshina#fanart#here I am thinking I felt yuri today lol#well im gonna get to that i promise#soshiro hoshina#kafka hibino#kn8 fanart#icy's art
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How is it the 23rd ALREADY
#I thought I would have time to finish my latest piece before xmas but uuuuuuh#I'm gonna have to work double time on it today#it's spicy so I can't work on it while visiting family LMAO#also just a heads up that I won't be home for almost a week and that I probably will make less art#I do have a smaller tablet I use when I'm travelling but It's hard to switch from big tablet to small tablet so we'll see#also the family I will be visiting towards the end of the week is awful and I won't be having a good time so#if I start whining in here just ignore me#oh also I'll open the next batch of coms after new year's eve probably#nekro yapping
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is this even vaguely posting quality? no not at all
am i still going to post it because i feel like it and its the first genshin art ive drawn in 2 years because i deleted it? yes of course
#i struggled for so long with the face so i just gave up and slapped a star on there (curse of the second eye)#i wonder how active the genshin fandom on tumblr is#i have not even SEEN sumeru if that gives you an idea of how long ive been absent#i remember back when inazuma released.. (old man voice)#my art#im probably gonna draw over this digitally bc the actual drawing isnt too bad#my camera is just god-awful#genshin impact#genshin art#scaramouche#genshin wanderer#i literally only TODAY finished the quest where you fight signora and ei#because i left halfway through it when i quit genshin#and i downloaded it again less than a week ago#doodles#too many tags whoops i ranted
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just realized that tiktok is gonna be one of the only social media apps today that isn’t usamericanized now?? obviously boo and am gonna miss u guys on there and what is up with the banning of apps (??), but with everything online being so heavily us centric, i just think it might actually be interesting to see how it’s going to look like without it!
#i really do think it’s awful and it makes me worried for people’s freedom of expression#because social media today is one of the arenas where people get information and discuss#and having access to those spaces shouldn’t be limited or denied#but is gonna be interesting!!#(don’t go banning people on here too though i would cry :’) )#tiktok#tiktok ban#thoughts
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Day 227 of posting Jevil every day
#simple one cause today took a lot out of me! busy busy week this week is gonna be#and yet jevil continues!!#still in awe of how long this has lasted#dailyjevil#deltarune#deltarune jevil#jevil#jevil deltarune
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well, have you ever stopped & thought about the fact that there are so many things to enjoy in this life? that happiness once achieved can be done again, elsewhere? that you haven't Done everything in your life & that there are limitless possibilities & experiences that await you?
music will forever be created & there'll always be one earworm you've yet to find.
stories will forever be written & there will always be one awaiting you that'll make you smile.
good people exist & will forever because free will is as much of a blessing as it is a curse. they will fight for you, & be there for you, if you can just find them.
the world is gigantic & vast & even in a lifetime, you'll never be able to know all of it, but there'll be enough goodness & happiness to get you by, & may it find you one way or another.
on days like these, take it easy. & just remember that there's more that awaits you than this current routine.
#twinkie talks#i read a terrible manga this weekend! life is good#oh yeah & the president gets in today. who cares i'm gonna get a treat at the grocery store tomorrow#i promise you taking things one day at a time is Very good for your mental health. consider every 24 hours you get through an accomplishmen#a step forward from the awful shit that's happened or what may come. you'll get it over with faster that way#of course i'm kind of just talking out of my ass but#sincerely may joy find you all this year
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SOMEBODY SAVE HIM 🌽
#käärijä#shittttt why am i still awake#morning me is not gonna be happy i stayed up late just to draw some CORN AND PEAS KÄÄRIJÄ WHAT THE FUCK OMPPU#a wise adult would not do these things#looking forward to waking up at 5 am tomorrow aw yea#i was already delirious at work today laughing my ass off with my coworker whilst making shadow puppets on a mixer#i am a very good and dutiful employee yes yes#peas and corn käärijä
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the vibes have been absolutely awful today idk what is up so im trying to make myself laugh w this. ok more stupid mota as coasters:
literally all of the 100th:
gale: gale and john:
and im so sorry for this one but stalag christmas
#these are so dumb#what is in the air today i feel awful#anyway#mota#clegan#gale cleven#john egan#just realised i already did the stupid dishwasher one but im in such a bad mood rn sorry#not gonna fix it
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.... Noise I swear to Shiva the destroyer if you fuck with peppino.
Ayo? The fuck are you mad at me for? Who do you think you a-
That's it! Fucking with Peppino! I should go do that! Thanks for the reminder!
#THE NOISE APPEARANCE!?!??!#and there he goes#“Hello! Welcome to fucking with Peppino! today we're gonna tell him how awful he looks!”#BAHAHA#pizza tower#pizza tower au#pt#pt au#ToM#tower of mistakes#ToM au#ToM noise#ToM the noise#< OOOOH?#ToM peppino#pizzaposting#radaverse
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gonna wake up tomorrow morning in a cold sweat thinking about how richarlyson was in such a panic today that he called q!bad his dad instead of his tio in one of his signs
#bruh i’m so sad today#if richas or bad ever become aware of this fact they’re gonna be awful abt it#richas would be so embarrassed and bad would tease him abt it for sure#qsmp#q!badboyhalo#badboyhalo#qsmp richarlyson#richarlyson the egg
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I'm sick of pretending Asura's Wrath wasn't the greatest artistic experience I've ever known. I don't care if the gameplay is good or not, not amount of responsive but forgettable games could hold a candle to the absolute DIVINE SPECTACLE this game is. Fuck 90% of everything else.
#Asura's wrath#if there are no AW fans i am DEAD#also#gonna bet all my money some guy played it in 2012 and was like YOOOO and thats how we got BMW today
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