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fic writer questions
tagged by @fireandiceland :D
1.) How many works do you have on AO3
19... it was 39 but I had a major self-loathing moment
2.) What’s your total AO3 count?
word count? 166,516
3.) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
if you mean currently on AO3? just Hetalia. If you mean only on AO3 ever: Kuroshitsuji, Hyouteki no Finder, BotW, and Hetalia
In total through my whole life uhhh >.> a few more than that
4.) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Thief of Spades Season One
Thief of Spades Season Two
Trust
If It's You
Desperate Measures
5.) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
It's gonna be between Last Hurrah and Payback probably... Payback probably wins just because it is incredibly bleak
6.) What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
Uhhhh hmmm I mean I'd say everything else that's finished they're all about equally happy. I write most fics with the intention of reaching a happy ending that feels earned. From most contrast between the rest of the fic and the ending, I'd say An Impossible Situation
7.) Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the craziest one you’ve written?
Nah, I'm not interested in crossovers.
8.) Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Oh yeah. What else is there? XD I hope I write *good* smut. After Kuro, I think was really uptight about it and trying to be "clean," but I've loosened up on that a lot and I think it has greatly improved the quality of the smut I write.
I think I have a slight reputation for adding BDSM elements and of course there's my super hardcore kink of writing scenarios where everything is consensual and all parties involved care about and respect each other. It's pretty intense, pretty niche, not a lot of people are into it. LOL As for gender/sexuality >.> who really cares about that kind of thing nowadays?
I also primarily write UKUS, which many people find extremely offensive. 🤣 IT'S A JOKE!
9.) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
I used to forget, but I try to do so consistently now because it shows my appreciation because I really like getting comments.
10.) Have you ever received hate on a fic?
EEEEEEYUP.
11.) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge
12.) Have you ever had a fic translated?
I have! :D I consider it to be quite an honor ^-^
13.) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes. A long time ago.
14.) What’s your all time favorite ship?
USUK/UKUS. Nothing else even comes close.
15.) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but you don’t think you ever will?
T_T so many, but mainly Technicolor Heart. I just really like the concept, but that fic would have been soooooooo angsty..... also I don't wanna get ... fuckin.... run off of tumblr.
16.) What are your writing strengths?
Pacing. I know I just have a sense of how a story should progress so that everything feels earned but there's minimal to no dragging. I get told people like my characterizations a lot which is nice ^-^ also my prose is pretty nuanced, but I don't count that as a strength because I think most people don't even notice.
17.) What are your writing weaknesses?
>.> speed. or lack thereof. I can't write action scenes, which dramatically altered the direction of Thief of Spades in particular. I don't have a beta so there's always typos I'm catching months after posting P: I struggle with description/creating atmosphere using sensory info.
18.) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in fic?
I agree with Riva that salutations or endearments are fine, but writing whole scenes that way comes across as pretentious and annoying. Not to mention it can just be really confusing. Write in the language of your audience, it's basically just that simple.
19.) What was the first fandom you wrote for?
Pffff. As if I'd say it in public smh. I'll spare 11/12 y/o me the indignity
20.) What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?
Uhhhh hmmm
I mean the Thief of Spades series is always going to have a very special place in my heart but writing something that long with that much plot over such a long time, there's a lot of things about it I wish I could change.
In terms of canonverse type stuff, I love The Shape of Modern Imperialism. For shameless self-indulgence I think Three-Part Harmony is best. But I actually worked really hard on Precious Thing and I'm still quite proud of it.
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#so I'm feeling a little better...#time to emoji vague post while elaborating in the tags#today is gonna be awful#i got thrown out last night so I'm moving back to my parents#and that's all well and good cuz I was planning to move back anyway#but not on such awful terms#i wasnt expecring my house mates to blow up like this over the decision#so now I have to deal with them while I rush to get all my shit on a moments notice#my family rallied#i have help and support and a place to go#just sucks yknow#feels super awful#this guy has been my best friend since we were teens and this is why he burns our bridge#cuz I want my own life#:(#feels bad
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Sienna, from Terrifier.
Inprnt | Instagram | Ko-Fi
#truly a drawing that wasn’t made to be colored but I insisted#she's my favorite final girl and I fumbled it bad#Sad. Unfortunately there aren't other works this is it today#posting the colored version simply because of the amount of time I put into it#and today I was gonna rest cause tomorrow I have to do *important things*#awful#sienna shaw#terrifier#terrifier fanart#fanart#my art#sienna terrifier#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#200
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#these guys <3#i'm dressing them up in cas non stop#i have a lot of plans for their gp#the reason posting stopped is because i'm battling with a render#idk if its good or awful#i cant get the camera perspective right#i cant get the lighting right#i want it to look bright and fun#but it looks so dreary#it was a fun idea but i might just bury it#in other news my front door has been infested by an ant colony#i also made cupcakes today but they sucked because i didn't know you couldn't substitute buttermilk with regular milk#anyways gonna paint my nails and play project zomboid now#goodnight#/rufus#/sawyer
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theyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosoftmmmmmhhhhh!!!!
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yeah some mistakes, yeah i can't do proper backs yet, I don't fcking care honestly, i love it <3
#pulls a glock out and presses it agains each and every one of my brain cells#WHO WAS IT??#WHICH ONE OF YOU??#TELL ME SO I CAN CHAIN YOU ON A CHAIR SO U CAN NEVER LEAVE#better post this now before I feel anxious about it#they. are. so. fcking. soft.#I mean I fck up the coloration again#but thats nothing new lol#to be perfectly honest I was in awe and could think of much after doing those outlines#so I just pastell...all of it#THEY ARE SO SOFT!!#and here i thought i would suck at drawing kisses lol#*puts it on a frigde with a magnet*#look what I did :3#kn8#kaiju no 8#kafhoshi#kafka x hoshina#fanart#here I am thinking I felt yuri today lol#well im gonna get to that i promise#soshiro hoshina#kafka hibino#kn8 fanart#icy's art
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How is it the 23rd ALREADY
#I thought I would have time to finish my latest piece before xmas but uuuuuuh#I'm gonna have to work double time on it today#it's spicy so I can't work on it while visiting family LMAO#also just a heads up that I won't be home for almost a week and that I probably will make less art#I do have a smaller tablet I use when I'm travelling but It's hard to switch from big tablet to small tablet so we'll see#also the family I will be visiting towards the end of the week is awful and I won't be having a good time so#if I start whining in here just ignore me#oh also I'll open the next batch of coms after new year's eve probably#nekro yapping
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Day 227 of posting Jevil every day
#simple one cause today took a lot out of me! busy busy week this week is gonna be#and yet jevil continues!!#still in awe of how long this has lasted#dailyjevil#deltarune#deltarune jevil#jevil#jevil deltarune
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SOMEBODY SAVE HIM 🌽
#käärijä#shittttt why am i still awake#morning me is not gonna be happy i stayed up late just to draw some CORN AND PEAS KÄÄRIJÄ WHAT THE FUCK OMPPU#a wise adult would not do these things#looking forward to waking up at 5 am tomorrow aw yea#i was already delirious at work today laughing my ass off with my coworker whilst making shadow puppets on a mixer#i am a very good and dutiful employee yes yes#peas and corn käärijä
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the vibes have been absolutely awful today idk what is up so im trying to make myself laugh w this. ok more stupid mota as coasters:
literally all of the 100th:
gale: gale and john:
and im so sorry for this one but stalag christmas
#these are so dumb#what is in the air today i feel awful#anyway#mota#clegan#gale cleven#john egan#just realised i already did the stupid dishwasher one but im in such a bad mood rn sorry#not gonna fix it
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.... Noise I swear to Shiva the destroyer if you fuck with peppino.
Ayo? The fuck are you mad at me for? Who do you think you a-
That's it! Fucking with Peppino! I should go do that! Thanks for the reminder!
#THE NOISE APPEARANCE!?!??!#and there he goes#“Hello! Welcome to fucking with Peppino! today we're gonna tell him how awful he looks!”#BAHAHA#pizza tower#pizza tower au#pt#pt au#ToM#tower of mistakes#ToM au#ToM noise#ToM the noise#< OOOOH?#ToM peppino#pizzaposting#radaverse
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gonna wake up tomorrow morning in a cold sweat thinking about how richarlyson was in such a panic today that he called q!bad his dad instead of his tio in one of his signs
#bruh i’m so sad today#if richas or bad ever become aware of this fact they’re gonna be awful abt it#richas would be so embarrassed and bad would tease him abt it for sure#qsmp#q!badboyhalo#badboyhalo#qsmp richarlyson#richarlyson the egg
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i know tumblr has a weird relationship with the green brothers, but for anyone who’s not caught up but might care, hank came out as bi and also has cancer (but will probably be fine)
#this is not a joke#he has been talking about having cancer for a few weeks now#and he’s kinda made small comments abt his sexuality a few times in the past but only really officially confirmed it today or yesterday#the type of cancer he has is very treatable and they caught it early#so it’s very unlikely he’s gonna die or anything#but i know the chemo is awful#op
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hi fam !!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#mikey welsh#ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially#and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and i’m trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me#and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didn’t think that was true and i try to do sm for her#i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her#and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i can’t help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone#and it isn’t like i don’t wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesn’t wanna be my friend anymore#and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party#and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad#and everyone js went quiet and it’s just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh it’s okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and there’s nothing i can do#to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; there’s nothing i can do and i have left#my imprint in their minds and it’s so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it#sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i can’t#even be sure that i’m gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish#i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and#didn’t speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldn’t have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#it’s just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible#and i’ve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction#and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i can’t function or something !
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Through the magic of an AU, Xander, Min, and Teruko make it through the night, avoid a Class Trial, and participate in the first motive alongside everyone else. Except, this time, the first motive is... a gift exhange?
(basically, if it wasn't clear, i'm drawing the drdt characters doing a secret santa exchange with each other, hopefully posting one interaction per day until christmas!)
#drdt secret santa saga#<- block this tag if you don't want to see any of the posts. since there will be seventeen of them#danganronpa despair time#drdt#monotv#teruko tawaki#xander matthews#drdt spoilers#<- for the caption. i think i'm largely gonna avoid spoilers this time yippee!#aw shit here we go again etc etc#i'm hoping this one will take less time than drdttober but also i wanted to have more of them done before today#and i didn't#so we'll see what happens!!!!1!!#hopefully posting one per day is okay for drdttober i put them all together because i didn't want to spam the tag#but i feel like something more advent calendar-ish is more suitable for christmas? i hope it's just like a nice present :)#also please do not take this as a knock on drdtcember or the fangan gift exchange#those are both very cool ideas i was just intimidated out of doing them by quantity of work and others' expectations#but i still wanted to do something fun! hence this#all of the matchups are randomized btw. i thought that would be most fun#my art#comic#fanart#fanganronpa#fun fact i was originally going to do something with sdra 2 and the 12 days of christmas#but did you know. that there are SO MANY parts of the 12 days of christmas that are just large groups of people. it was boring#i pretty much only had ideas for 12 11 5 and 1 so i aborted and did this instead#i'll figure out a way to draw sdra 2 someday. someday......
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In the “My big brother is a jerk” category, part 3:
#DC#Batman: Wayne Family Adventures#Jason Todd#Red Hood#Tim Drake#Red Robin#One day Tim will have his revenge#But no today#We've gone from a “I wanna kill the new Robin” relationship to “Aw my li' bro needs saving again I gonna protect him and tease him”#They're cute
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A wip ✨A contrast between childhood and young adult years with your overtly affectionate best friend. I have Carmeo & Promeo brain rot really bad ;; ;;
#Lies of P#Lies of P Spoilers#Carmeo#carlo geppetto#Romeo#Maybe I'll add a 3rd with KoP Romeo and P 👀 before coloring them all#my drawing ability is awful today though so this is all I'm gonna do for now ;; ;;#I wasn't gonna share this at first but man. The struggle I went through to get through this lol I wanna share my effort#It's not even that difficult of an image but man. Something in me today is like “No. No art today.”#Maybe I'll get back to writing my fic instead later c':
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