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hi friends! so i was supposed to get paid today but didn't and i don't have any food for my shift tomorrow. if anyone wants to send me like $5-$10 so I can buy something cheap from the store I would really appreciate it!
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c*shapp - $honeyjexxy
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Uh. So I see a post going around about why you shouldn't rely on ChatGPT for school stuff. And on the one hand, I agree that you should never rely on ChatGPT for maths. But on the other hand, I think there are times when "just use a darn calculator" is not enough.
Hence why I want to introduce a non-AI website/app I used a lot to help me in highschool maths class: Desmos.
You know how, in middle school to highschool, you learn about functions? Equations with multiple variables, where changing one variable will change the other? And then you can make lines on a grid with them? Desmos is specifically for stuff like that!
It's also helpful for trigonometry (sines, cosines, and tangents).
I typed in a few basic functions in the screenshots above. However, if you mess around with the different numbers in the functions, you can get an idea of how that changes things. And if you're more of a visual learner than a listen-to-lectures type, it can be an amazing learning tool. Highly recommend it.
#maths#math#mathematics#my random brain#''but 2030. isn't this still a calculator?''. okay technically it is. but it's a fancy graphing calculator#and it's free! and colour-coded! and very intuitive!#this has been my pro-Desmos propaganda. if you already know Desmos? great. if not? today's your lucky day
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#i wonder if part of the reason the lolita comm has the rep it does is because so much discussion and content has been moved to priv discord#and private facebook groups#im part of a group where ppl will regularly talk about lolita history and how its changed over the years and wear lolita fashion in all its#incarnation from 90s to today so you’ll see short skirts#bare shoulders#etc#but a lot of the public places are just r/lolita or cgl now so to the outside eye it really looks like thats all there is to the comm#a lot of the bigger lolita accounta never hang out in those spaces bc theyre not a great way to interact with the comm#and now that theres several discords its easier to find your ppl that you click with#im interested in the more behind the scenes aspect of lolita so the discords im in with longtime lolitas are very enjoyable to me to#learn from#musings#the “rules” do not occupy that much of the discussion in the discords im in#a lot of the lolitas are experienced enough that if you start talking about rules#you'll just get examples from both brands and early street snaps that are lolita and don't follow the rules#that's why i really tried not to include a list of rules in my lolita resources post and linked out to a bunch of lolita vids/blogs/resourc#like lolitahistory.com because lurking around the community and looking through content that's already there is the only way to learn what#lolita is really
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IN TWO PULLS
#this is vee speaking#the arb chronicles#HE LOVES ME HE REALLY LOVES ME I LOVE YOU TOO KUUKOU *REALLY GROSS SOBBING*#LIKE I WAS GOING TO WAIT UNTIL I GOT PAID BUT SAW PEOPLE GETTING THEIR KUUKOUS IN ONE PULL SO I SAID FCK IT I HAVE GEMS I CAN USE#AND HE CAME HOME ON A DUPE I SAW THAT OPENING ANIMATION AND WAS LIKE ‘AH THATS GOING TO BE A CARD I ALREADY HAVE’#AND IT WAS SO I THOUGHT LMAO I REALLY DID BUT KUUKOU SAID SURPRISE AND I WAS SUPRISED TRULY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜#*EXPLODES* AND THEN HIS EVOLVED CARD OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG#WHY DOES HE HAVE SO MUCH POWER??????????????????????????????????#HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUUKOU THANK YOU TODAY HAS BEEN GREAT LMAO
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my kingdom for the fortitude to respond to the things i really, really need to respond to this weekend. or tomorrow. tomorrow would be nice.
it's not a big kingdom and u can't have the cats, but. yaknow.
#like iykyk hfladkjfadlsk ONE PERSON SPECIFICALLY i'm sure u know who you are ily i'm sorry i'm such a dick#trying really hard to pull my head out of my ass and function this weekend but i have been so chaotic for.... months.#and it's not really better but i think my uh guilt complex has finally kicked into solve problems drive#so.#for whatever that's worth. problem for tomorrow me 'cause today me is already like six hours past when she should have slept.#anyway not looking at your email or your notifications in... lots of places? not great. and then forgetting about them consistently worse.#this is the part in the game where i would give up and start over but. yaknow.#'you can always start over!'#sure u can bud.#sure you can.
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Oh little people in my phone, we're really in it now 😔😔
#it's lay on my bed yell into mattress hours#I can't tell if I'm reasonably stressed. over stimulated. or emotionally heightened because of the steroid I am on. but#today has been too many things and I feel.#sooooooo done#so done with everything#it raining and I haven't seen the sun in ages. I have bronchitis and haven't been Not Sick in a whole ass month#I have so many things to get done before Christmas which is IN A WEEK JESUS CHRIST#my CAR isn't drivable which SUCKS and it needs new TIRES and probably very expensive ENGINE REPAIRS and#my dad says he can fix them but I still have to take it into the shop just to make sure we know for sure what the problem is but#the it's already going to be in the shop and HES SICK and also like. busy. and doesn't have time to fix car#and so I might as well just pay out the fucking wazooo for them to fix it#but idk how long that will take#and I'm borrowing my grandmas car which is GREAT! like I'm so grateful to have that as an option but also! I feel BAD because it's her car#and she does actually use it and like. I don't want to take that away from her for too long#because then I feel BURDENSOME#and my mom just told me that one of my relatives just passed away and I didn't know her too well but her mom ALSO died last year like#On Christmas Day like very traumatically and I feel soo soo bad for all my cousins who have basically just had the entire Christmas season#ruined for them because they will have lost their mom AND their grandma around that time#and that HORRIBLE like oh my godddddd#and like#this holiday seasons is feeling very weird and different and worse and not BAD But like many things have changed this year and as someone#who does NOT enjoy little changes in routine and appreciates tradition uh. hehe the lines are blurring and it's stressing me outtttttt#and I got home and I had to pee and I look like shit because I've been running around all day#only to realize I left my keys Inside The House and my roomate had locked the door when he went to the gym and#thankfully the gym is a stones throw away from our house but he wasn't answering his phone#so I had to GO THERE. THROUGH THE RAIN. looking like the amount of tired and done that I am. and walk into the gym that is naturally PACKED#because it's right after work. and do the walk of shame past the v friendly gym owner who I haven't seen in MONTJ because I've been SICK#and haven't been able to work out which i ALSO FEEL GUILTY AND BAD ABOUT and#walked past all the Busy Fit Gym People in my normal person clothes to the very back where my roomate was and stand there while he finishes#his silly little reps to get his keys from him
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Took my little brother to school with me and all he did was nibble my homework >:(
#howl's boring life#I'm not using twitter anymore but haven't bothered making a bsky bc i have smth wrong in my head where doing basic things is impossible#but i have so many things i want to share and I haven't made a personal post on tumblr in years#tags are the only place i feel comfortable#and my bestie is dealing w his fiance having a literal psychotic episode so I can't share my pointless shit w him#and even if no one reads a tweet or tags or whatever it feels helpful yknow?#anyway i just found out that I'll need to retake chem and bio to get into the vet tech program#and chem is already waitlisted for spring and wouldnt work w the other two classes and work#and the program only opens applications once a year so I'll have to wait until fall 2026 to start if i can't apply before this dec31#i had to miss work today bc of a cold w a fever and tomorrow is the holiday party :(#99% of my coworkers are great but there's a small little clique headed by a life sucking evil bitch#that makes me feel so stressed and bullied and awful#i mean the vitch has been outright hostile rude and unprofessional to me but like#im a pushover and also barely out of probationary period I can't just roll up with complaints about a three year employee#despite everyone else agreeing that she's fucking awful and they can't stand her and she's had a run in with every single one of them#man it's so hard when you get paid shit#i hope I can get promoted to assistant after my externship and stop being hamstrung like an idiot#I'm not allowed to draw up nemex??? hello??? it's harmless and i know how to read a syringe?#there's a lot going on in life and i want to cry all the time#but i do like my work at least. on days that vile woman isn't there#anyway here's mom's dog i took him to class w me a few weeks ago#and also yesterday he's a big hit#final's on thursday! certification exam is jan 10 so im this 🤏 close to being an approved veterinary assistant#I WANNA POKE SOME CRITTERS!!!!
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dont know if its that theyre getting towards to their best before date or just that theyre wholemeal but these saladas have a weird texture :(
#p#tonight has been TERRIBLE#we went to an irish pub for my nanas 80th and its christmas party season and it turns out saturday night is karaoke night#and it was incredibly windy on the walk from the car to the pub so i was already overstimulated before the noise even became a factor#and i had a headache. had soft drink to try and help the headache but the carbonation gave me reflux. bc of course it did!#at least the reflux wasnt too bad until i actually got home#but it was so long before i could go home and i had to go sit in the car for a while bc i was getting too overstimulated and was close to#completely freaking out. and when we did get home my reflux got worse#so now im eating not great crackers to try and settle my stomach after that. please can i just lie down already and go to SLEEP#my one win today was that my hair looked great. curl definition was 🤌
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day 61
one a those days
#day 61#year 4#it me#i dont know how much detail ive gone into on this blog#because i do like to keep a particular vibe here#but without going into detail im on like my sixth major family medical crisis in like#3 months?#and i just think. if everybody could stay out of the hospital for like.#more than 2 weeks at a time?#that would be fantastic#that would be really great for all of us actually#anyway everybody is fine we just had a scary ER visit today after my grandma had a nasty fall#she is okay she didnt break any bones and she is now having the chillest and comfiest time she can manage at home#busted her right arm pretty good but shes getting along just fine and has followups already scheduled with her doctor#HOWEVER. the energy of the day has still been hot garbage and id like to speak to the manager
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Guess who might have 🎶whooping cough🎶
#its me and many other people at the summer camp i work at#today i took the morning off because ive been ill for a few weeks#i think the first week was a different illness than the one i currently have tho#i assumed it was what we call 'camp crud' because youre bound to get sick when youre around grimy kids#and living in close quarters with others and not getting enough sleep#but yesterday i felt like shit all day to the point of not being able to stand. so today i took the morning off#just to try and recover a bit. but at lunch my program director came in and said im going to the clinic later#and asked me who else ive noticed is sick#hes making a list because apparently a camper has fucking whooping cough. and its lookng like others might too#i told my sibling i might have whooping cough and they said#'seriously?! are you a street urchin from 1600s Europe?'#which is the worst thing anyone has ever said to me lol. im already on the brink of death and they just kicked me over#im desperately hoping its just crud and not whooping cough#because i have the opportunity to work the zip line this weekend for visiting alumni. with the woman i have feelings for#altogether its going to be a great time so im really hoping i can go. but i obv cant if i have whooping cough#anyway im gonna go back to napping bcuz thats all ive been doing today. that and coughing#if you pray then maybe add me into your prayers today. maybe manifest my health. ive been sick for weeks and i want it to be over
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One of the dumb things I do at home is walk around while reading (something I'm fairly adept at but does cause consistent minor to occasionally major issues)
Due to a natural disaster I now temporarily live in a state with something I have a phobia of (again), and have encountered several times in the house in just the week I've been here, so now I have to carefully scope out the entire room every time I walk around and maintain a situational awareness that is truly exhausting to maintain
True home is safety, and true safety is the safety to do silly things without fear of disproportionate consequences
#Helene made my home unhabitable for an indefinite amount of time#so now I live in Texas again#somewhere I swore never to move back to#because it has hurricanes and cockroaches and bad laws#and twice in my life in the 10 years I lived here I woke up with a cockroach on my face#and there's been so many cockroaches in this house already#when I lived here I had constant situational awareness at home because abusive home life and cockroaches#and these people aren't abusive but they are my in-laws and very stressful even though they're great in many ways#I am so tired#and miss home#had a serious internal debate today about moving back despite the conditions#it would be stupid buuuuuuuuut#not living with extroverts#the amount of things I can do while simultaneously reading is impressive and stupid#it's been a week and a half and I'm already homesick RIP#high revelations as I deal with homesickness yay#yes I said something
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hello hello sweet friends in my phone!! ໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა & a v happy weds to you!! <33 i hope may has been showing you sm love so far & that the magic continues throughout the month!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ have the best day EVER!!
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#goooood mornie sweets!!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*｡ how are we doin??#im still dealin w some health stuff which sucks :((( i just want it to be sorted out already!!! hopefully by next thurs it will be ᐡ• ·̫ •̥ᐡ#keepin my lil paws crossed!!! i have some other exciting/stressful news!! im lookin for a new place!! ⸜(*´ᗜ`*)⸝#bc if i resign my lease here for another 2 yrs they raise my rent like $600 ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ & that is TOO MUCH!!!#i love my apt sm so i’m a lil sad i gotta leave in sept :’< but im sure i’ll find a super great place!!!#sigh i wish my life was boring again so i could be on here every moment 𐔌՞⸝⸝ʚ̴̶̷̷ · ʚ̴̶̷̷⸝⸝ ՞𐦯 i’ve been so busy/overwhelmed lately !!! i HA#but im going to take today one step at a time & make a lil budget!! :3 wahoo!! i’ll try & see you guys later!! MWAH MWAH!!!
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First day of school anyone
#my art#im already suffering#someone give this girl a nap she's#VISIBLY FALLING APART!!!#at the seams!!!!#say we take what has been torn apart#say we mend any patchwork diswork?#but like generally me#gotten lost thrice#late to two lessons#fell asleep on two lessons#given up trying to our in any effort by fifth lesson#had to ask class for directions#and also was too scared to group people once#yikes#sigh...#me getting assigned the class gathering role and looking at you looking at you looking at you and not saying anything#im scared#please do something#is that social anxiety or autism#anyway today was great /srs#like there are way worser ways to be in school#im just not used to doing so much and feeling so tired
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will get to all your lovely replies asap but for now let me get down the mood with my usual
fuck but i really do hate this month and everything it represents or better the fact that each single year it gets just more miserable
#i’m sorry fuck i wish i liked christmas i do#but i haven’t felt anything close to enjoyment of the period since what was it right ten exact years#every single fucking one of them it just got MORE fucking depressing#we dont talk about covid times because god i wish i could delete them from my existence#two years ago it was just depressing af#last year for a miracle it was halfway okay and hey managed to spend one with the grandmother for once#except she died three months later and this one it will be….. meh but the rest of the month has been a total nervewreck already#but of course EVERYWHERE around you is like JOYOUS TIME EVERYONE IS HAPPY SEASON OF MAGIC#as it is i’mma have to do half of the presents in january ffs#ah right forgot today was the anniversary of the other grandmother dying#and the entire first week is anniversary of 2020 nervous wreck of doom so hey that’s all fine#yeah that happened no i had no plans to mention it good luck to me wanting to move over that specific instance ig#i just wanna stop feeling stuck in being miserable until december 26th arrives and i can hope to get my shit under control the year after#yeah sorry for the pity party i’m just not feeling great whatsoever add feeling totally useless to the list and here we are#i’mma just go catch up on replies now just god now i feel like crap bc the moment i opened the app i just vomited out negativity g r e a t#personal for ts#janie rants
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family all pushed me to go look at a car and apply for the car even though i knew i would not be approved and i would get attached to it and whaddya know i was not approved and i got attached to it and for all the pushing they did for me to try and get this car none of them want to cosign. fuck you guys
#i told them i didnt want to see it i didnt wsnt to apply and then they pressured me into going and applying and even test driving it and#then getting my hopes up and its like guys you knew i wouldnt be approved what was the point of this#i make 20 thousand a year and ive only had a credit card for 4 months. this was just kind of a cruel game you played on me#the software basically laughed at me he barelt even finished saying that it can take a few hours to know if youre approced before it#instsntly came back like youre fucking joking right#and anywags ive been upset about it today. i love that car a lot.#and i do need a new car. my car could last awhile but i also have a feeling it will not survive the winter.#theres been 3 insrances in the pwst year where it has just not started. theres something going on with the battery#theres holes in it from rust big enough to put your hand in#the repairs for it would be thousands of dollars#and its quite frankly not worth it for this car#like it was a 5000 dollar car when we got it. it was already not a great car#i know cosigning is a big deal i . just hoped since they were so so pushy about it that they would throw me a bone.
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Shift from hell shift from hell
#so we have an extra kid in today#he is also nonverbal but uses some sign#which is great apart from the fact nobody on shift has been taught any#hes already broken one of the doors#also means we have two 2-1 kids and one 1-1#which means there should be a minimim of 5 members of staff on shift#we have three.
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