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Brought up the fact that we weren't informed about the sudden schedule change at work and she was like "you should've known that already .. we had a meeting awhile ago .. you all got Easter off but ..? Nothing's changed" when NO ONE knew about it and I had to tell the team I noticed it. Like ....
BUT we did end up having a meeting and got divided on A and B teams for working the 2 weeks in a row, 1 day given off
Good that it's GIVEN because they would take away given days if you decided to take off a day that week that wasn't the 14th day you worked, resetting your "days worked in a row" count. so that's. Something.
#But honestly next week I'm only working 3 days. So this is sort of whatever for my bucket#I'm just mad on like a. Personal standpoint#But someone found something in HR saying it's company policy to not let you work 60 hours/week#Which basically means they can't force you to do it but they can schedule you for more#So I just request days off constantly now. Don't care anymore#Need to use my upcoming time off to like. Jobsearch. Or SOMRTHING.#There's a part of me that wants to save up cash while I'm working here in order to get a plan together to move elsewhere again#But I don't even know WHERE that would be. Like what state or anything#I'm just like...... yknow. Where else would I go#Dont want to go back to Jersey. Far too expensive and far too many people I know there#Any amount of distance gained from them while still in NJ would make moving there a moot point#I don't know.. this place might as well be anywhere. And I keep saying this but it's really true#I think TX is charming for what it is. I like my time here. It's been a good experience#A lil over 2 years here and it still doesn't feel real yet#Well... 7 months in my current place. My own home STILL feels like a trip.#But I'm etching it out slowly. It's nice. I do love my home#I love the birds. Love the water. The people. It's nice here
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800 followers !!

wow.. typing something like this again. kinda crazy that i hit 700 a couple weeks again and i just hit 800 🥹🥹, tysm guys for all the love and support and im so grateful to have any amount of followers reading and supporting my works. again i just want to say i love seeing yalls feedback on any of my posts so dont be shy to comment/come in my inbox :(( i love talking to yall 🫶 #WeLoveYouSoMuchPshbitesNation
a personal thank u to my lee and mars, honestly i wouldn’t be here without either of them and because of them i truly haven’t left this account yet. thank you so much for our conversations and letting me be my own self with you guys ���� i love u @leeechin and @chobunz
obviously to my nunubear, @haedgaf, ily so bad you know this. you don’t even need to say it to me anymore because i’ll say it enough for the both of us. i enjoy our stupid interactions and hearing about your life #NunuNana4eva 😽
and to the rest of my close moots ily guys so so so much, thank u for letting me yap and talk all i want and for listening to my ideas, im glad to have found people who love and support me as well as people i relate so much too so thank you 🩷🩷 @cupidhoons @kiss4noo @coqhee @suneng @flwrstqr @junislqve @ourhees @tzyunaes ily guys so so much 🫶
#kaia rantz ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁#moots ♡#milestones 🌟#this got very lengthy…#but thank u so much pshbites nation and i hope we can hit so many more milestones on this acc! love u 🫶
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I'm back from the dead with no quality at all creations!‼️😘
someone better take ALL my drawing apps away from me or else I'll be making a whole ass summoning ritual.
"why are you like thi--" please don't ask. I don't know why either 😔
I swear I'll be drawing something sane soon...I just needa do thingz to keep me from losing my remaining brain cells.
on a sidenote; no, I don't hate akari. I very much love her actually! so much so that I'm willing to kill her off at any given moment<3
the ocs were not randomised. they're just my cherished 6 cuz they were my first moots;
@muitsuri ily, no questions asked. (precisely the reason why her and riri has the same linear color LMAOOO) 💕
@axolotl321 I ENJOYED DRAWING UR OC. I love the simplicity 💕
@tokito-dulya20 ur oc. I. love. ur. oc. BUT I DONT THINK I GOT THE DESIGN RIGHT..IM SO SORRY 😭
@silliestsakura urs had me the most conflicted, to say the least..i BALLED when I realized that the sketch from ur oc's school au didn't have a colour palette. the jawdrop dawned on me when it was too late and there was no more backing down..
@kiyokatokito AUAGAHAGA I WASNT SURE WHAT THE CURRENT COLORING WAS SUPPOSED TO BE CUZ THE OFFICIAL DESIGN HADNT BEEN RELEASED YET FOR AS FAR AS IM AWARE BUT--i just went f it and based it off @tokito-dulya20's artwork..
@cloudymistedskies I love mari, but I am NEVER drawing clouds ever again..(that's an exaggeration ofc, just for u I will)
yes, I drew all of this... monstrosity.
oh, and the reference used? .. i’m pretty sure that joke is well known, isn’t it? that one grave pic w a bunch of shtheads—
whoever would steal this? it's goofy as hell 😭
#❄️ 𝐫𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐢⎯⎯#❄️✏️⎯⎯#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#original character#demon slayer oc#demon slayer x oc#kimetsu no yaiba oc#kimetsu no yaiba x oc#kny#kny oc#ds#kny oc art#demon slayer oc art#i think i got possessed by a demon#thats what compelled me to do this#send help
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You would never shift with that mindset All you do is complain and argue with everybody else. You will be forever stucked in this reality grow up and learn what shifting reality is. You're doing more effort in being a limiting person than doing an actual work in shifting. You don't understand how in every reality it's a different past for every race. You sound very inexperienced you mini shifted once and act like you know how this universe works. You are stuck in CR circumstances. This is why your account is flopping instead of posting motivational stuff you complain and create discourse. The universe won't give you award for best in morality you are just nothing(in void way). Too woke you're not educating anyone you just add more problems and limits. But I understand because you're too young and never experienced shifting for a long period of time. Stop focusing on cr. If you affirm you're not in 3d then do it ignore post about race changer if you hate them. I used to be like you before I call out everyone cancel them because we don't have the same moral values but as time passes by I notice I don't see any improvement with my journey all I do is argue with everyone in the comments and not changing my mindset. I tried changing my mindset I accept if I'm consciousnees being aware I can just shift anywhere else where I like it there's an infinite amount of realities don't focus on what you perceive as negative if they race change or date minors you can post about calling them out but that wouldnt change them although you can manifest these type of people won't exist in your reality but in another they still will so all your efforts of calling them out and you're proving them wrong are just a waste of energy and efforts. It is better to pour this effort with shifting and changing your mindset. Try improving your mental health and separating your self with contents that ruin your motivation block everyone else that disagrees with your opinion simple as that don't interact with their energy never post them dont acknowledge them just observe and block these people won't change. You're the one need to change. What i meant by you need a change is to change how you view this people see them as temporary and you will never interact with them once you shift to your desired reality. Don't get attached with the cr circumstances they're just temporary problem of your cr self but you're already living as dr self. The feeling of pain is the memory of past live in pleasure and happiness because you live now as your future dr self already. Tumblr is just an app that helps you communicate and interact with your community it's just an app all this opinions of people don't matter to you because yours matter the most use this app for love about shifting and your dr. these hating negative people can dissappear in just a tiny click of block button choose your moots well.
HELLLPPP, I can't even take you seriously. @mywitchyblog, going on an alt account just to write this shady ass anonymous comment is just well, I would say low but the bar is already in hell.
First off, thank you so much for my first hate ask. Didn't know you were this obsessed. 🤭
Now I'm beginning to realize how you saw my post a while back when I blocked you. You do know you can take your own advice and block me as well instead of getting on an alt just to hate? Better yet, put on your big boy pants and address me directly without anonymity.
And again you fail to comprehend my point but then again this behavior isn't anything new from you. I said that anything can be classified as a limited belief. Just because someone believes one thing doesn't mean they aren't going to shift. Which is why the whole "limited belief" concept is stupid. I don't see race changing or aging yourself down to date minors as morally right because it isn't. That’s my belief. I can call it what it is which is racist and pedophilic. Doesn't mean I'm not going to shift because I minishifted on multiple occasions and there are people out there who hold the same beliefs as me who have shifted for years.
For someone who acts all high and mighty about their journey, you fail to realize that everyone is different and everyone shifts at a different pace. This is how I know you barely know anything about shifting. You just go around saying the popular opinion and never have once had an original thought in your entire life. You're also talking about shit like the universe when it's widely known that the universe isn't gonna make you shift, you do.💀
I also love how you called me woke because I said I didn't want adults to fuck children. I would rather "flop" than have a whole bunch of pedophiles and racists agreeing with me. You're really making a case for yourself. I hope to god I never find myself bragging about how “successful” I am on TUMBLR of all social medias. You’re averaging 12 notes per post, how exactly are you not “flopping” also? I genuinely believe this is the only thing you’ve got going for you.
I'm not stuck in my cr circumstances, I just have morals. Your morals shouldn't change once you get into a different reality. Even if I saw people as temporary that doesn’t mean I can’t address them. With this logic, why should I care about world issues or anything for that matter. I could off someone but guys guys, don’t worry it doesn’t matter because this reality is temporary going by your logic 😱
And even if the limiting beliefs thing did exist you shouldn’t change your morals just to shift. That just says a lot about you and how flip floppy your morals are. There are realities where murder is seen as perfectly ok, doesn't mean I should follow. Me believing that murder is wrong isn't me being stuck in my cr circumstances. Any shifter with a murder dr could turn around and say that you’re wrong for thinking that murder is wrong and you’re “stuck in your cr circumstances”. Do you see how stupid your argument actually is? Can you get that through your skull? I feel like I'm talking to a brick wall here. One thing going in one ear and out the other.
Doesn’t matter how many people you send my way (like last time) because unlike you I actually stick to my morals. You can hop off my tip now. I am a minor after all.
Realize that I BLOCKED you for a reason and going on an alt because I blocked your main is ACTUALLY insane.
You and the counselor are twinning btw:
#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting antis dni#black shifters#poc shifter#shifting blog#shifting community#shifting discourse#rant post#reality shift#reality shifter
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omg I'm the anon who was talking about "black is the colour" ur so cute omds 😭😭 but no fr i felt like crying when I read it for the first time its genuinely so beautiful if that fic was a person I'd propose there and then. also YES I WAS TALKING ABOUT ANY RECOMMENDATIONS FOR FANFICS PLEASE FEED ME O FANFICALICIOUS ONE 🙏🙏🙏 also O M F G IM SO EXCITED FOR A PREMONITION OF LOVE DONTTTT GET ME STARTED IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET U DONT UNDERSTAND u are a really amazing writer yk like srsly those thoughts swirling in ur brain its like woah
WAHHHHHH I LOVE YOU SM ANON PLEASE KNOW IF THAT FIC WAS A PERSON THEY WOULD ACCEPT YOUR PROPOSAL IMMEDIATELY!!!!! <333 MWAH! AND OMG THANK YOU SM I HOPE I CAN WRITE IT WELL (i have soooooo many ideas and please… sniffles… you’re so sweet i swear the self confidence boost you gave me… it’s too dangerous friend 🙂↕️🩷) ALSO I’M ASSUMING FOR FIC RECS YOU MEANT FLUFF ONES BUT LET ME KNOW IF YOU EVER WANT ME TO DO OTHER RECS!
there’s are just a few fics that i love so much and truly all of these people are such amazing writers <333 i’ll put a couple down below — in no particular order! :D
“tuesdays” by my beloved io <3 — MY FAVORITE SATORU FIC AND POSSIBLY MY FAVORITE FLUFF FIC IN GENERAL OF ALL TIME RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH no one understands how much peculiar!satoru means to me… this is my favorite rendition of satoru EVER. there’s just something about how io dove into a facet of satoru’s personality that i never really thought about — aka his peculiarities — that just GENUINELY made my brain short-circuit in the best way possible. it was about his awkwardness, seriousness, silliness, & inability to read certain social cues/situations that made me really enamored honestly 😭 also reader was SO real and so fun and was there for satoru in terms of his personal growth! ALSO the story premise was just so unique in GENERAL omfg it was the first fic where i maxed out 30 tags like i didn’t know tumblr had tag limits until i read io’s fic and i just had so much more to say too 😭 WE WEREN’T MOOTS YET WHEN I READ IT BUT TRUST IF WE WERE I WOULD’VE RB’D W 10 PAGES MLA FORMAT ANNOTATED BIBLIOGRAPHY!!!!! BC I’M REAL LIKE THAT!!!!!! i wish i could read this fic all over again omfg io’s love for satoru and her writing prowess shines through massively in this fic <3 (i also love “strawberry fields” it’s another one of my FAVS NDNDNDJDJ satoru going on reddit and being clowned for date ideas by sukuna will always make me giggle like one thing about sukie… he’ll pray on a bad bitch’s downfall…) ok sorry this one got so long i’m just the Biggest Proponent of “tuesdays” it holds a very dear place in my heart :3
“two is never a crowd” by @mossmotif — ANOTHER ONE OF MY FAV SATORU FICS EVERRRRRRRR i can’t explain to you how much moss’ writing affects me………. okay i Can and Will . MOSS’ WRITING IS ONE OF A KIND I HAVE NOTHING TO COMPARE IT TO BC IT’S SUCH IN A LEAGUE OF ITS OWN!!!!! i think it’s the way that they have 1) the most interesting concepts & character dynamics first and foremost that gets me bc how does one even think of a stablehand!reader? and how is it that it fits so UNBELIEVABLY perfectly with a royal!gojo??? i remember reading the fic for the first time and i was just in awe of how it felt like i was THERE which leads me to point 2) the way moss uses settings to invoke emotion is insane……… from the blood and dark clearings and metal of knight!suguru to the purgatory of youth of suguru & reader and how they connect with sharing fruit to the quaint yet vast green openness of the fields where stablehand!reader works with their horses which then invites satoru in bc the reader just holds a Steadiness and Calmness that infiltrates everyone around them………… all of it is just delicious. JUST YUMMY. (also vamp!suguru? very cunty very sexy i need him CARNALLY.) also for moss… if you’ve ever read a fic of theirs you’re just gonna Understand how insane it is that he’ll just drop the most life-changing quote/paragraph and then go about the story like . Can I Get My Inhaler For A Second I Can’t Breathe……… i HEAVILY implore you to read any moss fic you can because you will get grittiness in one, nostalgia in another, fluff in one, and eroticism in another . just truly and honestly a league of their own when it comes to fic writing <333 this is an i love moss stan account idgaf
“weeping, carved open hearts” by @teddybeartoji — ONE OF MY FAV TOJI FICS EVER RAHHHHHHHHH this one is more hurt/comfort WHICH IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE TYPES OF FICS!!!!! i hold toji so close to my heart and mickey writes him so GENUINELY and so three-dimensionally — she makes him feel like a REAL person in the world with all his faults and insecurities and above all else — his LOVE! it’s like mickey plucks the beauty of the mundanity of real life such as a tree in a storm or a shampoo bottle or even a simple emotion like sadness and CURATES it into something so profoundly beautiful… genuinely he left me in shock & awe with how STUNNING this fic was and how REAL the emotions were from both reader & toji, it was like i was a fly on the wall just watching a true & genuine conversation play out! out of all the tags i have ever written on a fic, i’m most proud of the tags i left on mickey’s fic bc i think it’s the first time where i didn’t just regurgitate information and actually took in what was written by the author & made my own inferences and basically Used My Brain while also waxing poetic about mickey’s writing & the fic :3 ALSO YOU HAVE TO READ “I HUNGER TO COMMIT THE ACT OF TOUCH” . ALL PARTS YOU NEED TO READ ALL PARTS SO FAR AND GET YOUR LIFE CHANGED!!!!! the action the blood the yearning the eroticism the KNIGHTS. moaned loud as FUCK that’s my bad
“where you lead me, i’ll follow” by @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat — THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PROSE AND LIFE-CHANGING WRITING YOU WILL EVER READ! i remember reading this fic and being in complete and utter awe because it never once felt like i was READING something, it was like i was LIVING it! the conversations on that rooftop played out like a movie in my head and that’s genuinely the greatest compliment i could ever give — i felt like i was privy to a conversation that was so intimate between two people (suguru & reader) and i felt so CONNECTED to the writing and the emotions invoked through the writing! ari has such a beautiful way of showing the power of adoration/devotion within friendships/relationships and they just have such a strong GRASP on the characterizations of suguru depending on the vibes of the fic they’re creating. this fic especially talked about genuine feelings that people in their late teens/early twenties go through and idk i just felt so much better after reading it :’) all of ari’s writing invokes something in anyone who reads it, they truly have THE midas touch! <3 also i could add so many more fics underneath the fluff/sfw category but i highly recommend going through their masterlist and finding out for yourself how consistently amazing, thought-provoking, & gorgeously atmospheric their writing is! <333 definitely my favorite suguru writer on the planet 🫡 like genuinely just go through their entire MASTERLIST it’s ALL hits 🙂↕️
“metanoia” by @storiesoflilies — RAHHHHHHH okay for metanoia……….. if you have EVER read a lily fic you will KNOW how stunning her writing is. like you can’t help but just be so INVESTED especially because her love for toji shines through every word, you see the way reader talks about toji and fall in love with him AS you’re reading!!!! i think her grasp on his character is second to none in this fic especially for a younger toji — he’s shy & awkward & rough around the edges but at the end of the day, i think all he wants is love and reader is there to give it to him and vice versa :’) the beautiful ways that lily interspersed physics and romance………. when i tell you my JAW dropped. the quotes in this fic will have your mind reeling from how insanely good it is omfg… and YES the ending is a cliffhanger BUT she’s coming out with “hiraeth” soon and i was lucky enough to read it in advance and let me tell you………. you are in for a TREAT! ALSO PLEASE READ “CRIMSON REVERIE” IT’S REALLY AMAZING AND SO GORGEOUS <333 i love greek myth and then intersperse that with lily’s prose??? YAWPPPPPP
“i want to kiss you” by @arminsumi — okay i wanted to add this bc it is my favorite fic series of all time and i’ll tell you why… the absolute LOVE and ADORATION that satoru & suguru have for reader is astounding and the idea of a blossoming friendship between people from different cultures is so fucking precious… i genuinely have never read a fic w this premise/concept before and it is truly SO unbelievably beautiful :’) op does a WONDERFUL job of creating a soft, HUMAN atmosphere/friendship -> relationship between reader & satosugu :’) i can’t WAIT to read the next chapter hehe i truly recommend this fic series with every fiber of my being <333
#asks#anon#P.S. in order to read io’s fic i just put my rb of it on there :3 so you can still read the fic if you want! AND I HIGHLY RECOMMEND YOU DO!#i would add so much more but unfortunately i’m a YAPPER and this got long as FUCK and i only added a few people 😭#ALSO I NEED TO READ MORE OF MY NEW MOOTS FICS!!!!! that’s another goal of mine#AND ALSO some moots are more dark/angstier fic writers and don’t write too much fluff/i haven’t gotten to reading their fluff#BUT JUST KNOW THIS WOULD BE PAGES LONG IF MY BRAIN WASN’T MUSH!!!!!!#moots i love you . i am making smoochie faces through a window at you all rn#AND ANON SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG . my brain is soup :3 please take this offering……… and READ these too!!!! show them some love :D#all these Dorks deserve it 🙏🏼🤨🤝
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✨INTRO POST ✨
Hey yall the name's Icarus (or Saturn or Zero im not very particular), I use any pronouns, im as old as taylor swift's debut album and my chemical romance's black parade
I am in wayy too many fandoms and I won't create separate blogs for all of them. enjoy.
basic dni if youre homophobic, transphobic, sexist, ableist, r-slur users (its not "reclamation". stop.), racist, zionist, ai users and promoters or a creep just dont come near me. this is 100% not a space for you. also dni if you ship waycest, venomcest or if youre a gaylor. and dni if you hate any of my interests. im not gonna bother with you so dont waste your energy.
also 100% dnf if youre under or are thirteen (though i think that kinda goes without saying) and maybe think twice before following if youre under 15.
i do occassionally rb sex related stuff. block the tag 'cw sex' if youre uncool with it. nothing too explicit but better safe than sorry
but otherwise
trigger happy with the block button
DMs: send me an ask if you legit wanna talk (if we aren't already moots)
Asks: always open
tags/tag games: please
also if I don't answer your asks or if you tagged me in anything and i havent done anything about it it's nothing against you I'm either just thinking of a good response or I forgot that i didnt respond to it yet. its a 50/50 chance.
tagging system: its a work in progress but if im yapping i tag it with #hey im talkin here, asks with #asks (ill come up with something better later), and anything else appropriately
theres also #textverse which is just a silly little thing where i edit texts i find on pinterest to different characters (most probably from danger days)
my ao3 is @/downtown_fangirl please go read my fics i spend a lot of time on them (you can find me talking about them and the lore on here on #fic talks) (more or less)
my ig is @/iliketosuffertwice.creatively but im rarely ever active on there
! ! IN THE FACE OF EXTERMINATION SAY FUCK YOU ! !
anyways, fandom rundown list (note that this is not a spoiler free blog for any of these):
and i do blog about all these. if you have a problem with any of it block the tag or gtfo.
Music: My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Taylor Swift, Conan Gray, Olivia Rodrigo, Chappell Roan, Alec Benjamin, Dove Cameron, Green Day, Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides, Billie Eilish, The Neighborhood, Mad Tsai, Em Beihold, Cigarettes After Sex, Panic! at the Disco (technically just Fever), Sabrina Carpenter, Daisy Grenade
Books/Shows: Percy Jackson, Shadowhunters, Grishaverse, The Umbrella Academy, Heartstopper, Merlin, Young Royals, Good Omens, All for the game, Hunger Games, AGGGTM, Dead Boy Detectives, Lockwood and Co., I am not okay with this, probably more but i cant think. you'll know. Misc: the wonderful album that is Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys by My Chemical Romance and the comics by Gerard Way (note I have not read Nat Am). I love this concept album and these funky little desert gays with all my heart. talk to me about them any time (please <3)
#i'll make this more creative when im not tired as shit#but for now here u go#Spotify#also if i tag me and her for anything thats none of your business its just me angsting over my best friend/soulmate who im also in love wit#pinned
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9, 16, 23! ;)
Eeehehehehehe thank you for the ask! ٩(。•́‿•̀。)۶💛
9. How did you get into writing fanfiction?
Well it all started with roleplaying on GaiaOnline in elementary school. It was fun making up stories that included all my interests. It wasn't until I got into highschool, after i kept getting ditched, that I realized "oh... I could control ALL of the narrative." Bwuahahhahaha. Shenenagains since then.
16. What do you struggle with most when writing?
Can't cop out and say all of it, can I. Aside from summoning the will and energy to start, the next struggle is dialogue! I love adding onto incorrect house of ashes lines, but sewing that into a fic is hard for me. When i go to reread it, it seems stiff and artificial? Idk. Would he say that?
23. Story you'd love to write, but haven't even started yet.
Oh... My moots... My beautiful moots who cheer me on while I spiral with this rough gem. Jalim age reversal. Gonna cut because.. Man..
Basically the ancient debris dust that fell on Jason also got to Salim too. Instead of cursing them with incurable lung tar, it causes them to wake up as Baaabbiieesss! (Y'know that goopy molasses stuff that preserved that anicient soldier? That. But even mooooore youthful).
Anyway, cue Zain and his dear friend Tariq raising these 2 kids until they become their parents again. Just a bunch of fluffy slice of life stuff with a sprinkle of Zain learning about Salim's struggles growing up, a dash of humbling. Also realizing how good Salim did at raising him and how bad of a parent he'd be. Can't help but cut the serious with some silly pettiness-- returning the same life lessons/little traumas to Salim. "You don't wanna eat? You're gonna have my slipper for dinner if you dont eat your stew!"
Bonus for ya: i havent gotten around to writing it because theres too many logistics and im indecisive af. I struggle with choosing the age they revert to. As much as I want infant Jason... Idk how they'd do milk. Does Salim recover quicker becuase he theoretically inhaled less? How much of themselves/memories do they retain when they de-age? Will they remember any of this when they age back up?
Too many plot questions that I dont wanna answer. Lemme just have Zain and Tariq freak out bc they can't find a toddler Jason hiding in a crumpled sweater on thr floor. I want my burnt toast Salim and butter blond Jason! 😭
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TO SPREAD SOME HOLIDAY CHEER (AND AN EXCUSE TO ESCAPE YOUR IN-LAWS, OVERBEARING EXTENDED RELATIVES, SIBLINGS, and/or PARENTS)
LETS PLAY A LITTLE GAME
𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞, 𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭...
𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎: right now is candles
𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜: dancing with our hands tied my baby
𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜: i think he knows
𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚒𝚖���� 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎: gingerbread came out of me so easily
𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎: dancing with our hands tied
𝚏𝚒𝚌 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚜𝚔: can't help it if i wanna kiss you in the rain
𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛: don't have one yet but I want to write for robin, chrissy and maybe nancy
𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛: eddie and steve
𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛: billy or the older men sorry
𝚂𝟻 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜?: i hope will dies, scoops troop comes back, nancy gets a happy ending not being tied to a romance storyline and eddie comes back let me dream.
𝚔𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚝 (𝚢/𝚗), 𝚠𝚑𝚢/ 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝? i dont know much about that but ill say yes if eddie comes back to me
𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 (𝚢/𝚗) 𝚠𝚑𝚢/𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝? NO. steve needs to move on and nancy deserves a good ending because she is such a great girl
𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎: i don't really know a small blog but if i ever found them id support them just as a lot of people have supported me. ill tag some of my favorite writers who deserve love too
@eiightysixbaby @eddiesxangel @slutty-thevampireslayer @onegirlmanytales @keeksandgigz @reidsbtch @lofaewrites @pricelessemotion @ihatepeanutss @chrrymunson @stveharringtn
love youuuuu!! 💕💕💕
𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚋𝚘 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎: @eiightysixbaby always makes me love eddie so fucking much and @loveshotzz with AIRWIY!steve
𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖: i dont really know but I remember reading love bites by @luveline back when I was hiding in my account and that also inspired me to write my own stories
𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖: first person to make me a moot tag was @sp1rit-realm even if we interacted a couple of times I think it was the first time I felt like I belonged here so thank you and miss ya!
𝚐𝚘𝚊𝚕𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞’𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛: actually starting to write, i've wrote before for myself or my friend diana who always reads my stuff even when she isn’t in the fandom but this blog allowed me to feel safe and post my own writing. i used to struggle a lot but now its so much easier thank you so much for all the support
𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛: 3.5k on i could see you as my addiction
𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚎:


𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚙𝚎: best friend to lovers
𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝, 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚏𝚕𝚞𝚏𝚏?: fluff!!!!!! but i also enjoy angst and smut
f̾u̾c̾k̾ ̾m̾a̾r̾r̾y̾ ̾k̾i̾l̾l̾
𝚝𝚎𝚍, 𝚖𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚛. 𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚎?: fuck ted marry mr. clarke kill murray
𝚓𝚘𝚢𝚌𝚎, 𝚔𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗, 𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚊? (𝚍𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗’𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚖): fuck claudia marry joyce kill karen
𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚛, 𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚗𝚎 𝚖𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚘𝚗, 𝚍𝚛. 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛? fuck wayne marry hopper and kill dr. brenner
𝚊𝚛𝚐𝚢𝚕𝚎, 𝚓𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗, or 𝚔𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑? fuck argyle marry jonathan kill keith
𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚎, 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚛𝚐𝚢𝚕𝚎? IM GONNA CRY. fuck steve many times marry eddie kill argyle sorry
𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚋𝚊𝚝, 𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚊𝚗, 𝚟𝚎𝚌𝚗𝚊? fuck demogorgon marry vecna have u seen jamie? kill demobat
no pressure tags: i tagged some people already, you can do it if you like! also anyone who wants to have fun with these questions
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Saori with a girlfriend s/o who is shy also but her girlfriend has cat who she talks a lot to when she is home
Feline friend(^. .^) !
Saori Hidaka x F! Reader

✮a/n: hihi my second d4dj request lets goo🗣️🔥🔥 i dont know much about Saoris character in general so i had to read like.. 2 of her character stories.. hopefully i didnt mischaracterize her, i hope you enjoy anon ;)) also.. has anyone here played wuwa? I played it too and I may or may not be planning on writing it? If my writing moots here write for wuwa, then maybe i'll also write for it?? I still havent done much though..
✮synopsis: it was your 2nd monthsary with your gf Saori! As she visits your place, she notices you talking to you.. other.. companion..
✮contains: not much, other than second hand embarrassment🤷♀️
As you were doing your daily routine of talking to your feline friend, you were unaware of Saori who was standing by the door, watching, listening as you talked, once you acknowledge her existence you freaked out, so how did this happen excactly?
Saori knew you were that shy kid at school, everyone does, from child to young adult you were always shy, Saori would have to accompany you in every social gatherings, not that she hated it ofcourse.. Saori also knew that she was your safe space, meaning, you trusted Saori more than others, with Saori, you could be clingy, whiney, affectionate, touchy, etc. thats what made Saori think if herself as much special than others.
Today was your 2nd monthsary, Saori typically comes over to your place, now that she's free, she told her friends that she would be busy and cant attend practice.. thats okay though! They understand and let Saori go! Once Saori arrived to your place, she heard sounds of whispering, mumbling, sounds of someone talking.. did you have guests? That was.. unexpected.. whenever you invited someone, Saori would receive a text, saying how theres a guest on your place, Saori quietly opens the door, only to see you, and your cat... Talking?
"I.. just dont think a plushie will do justice.. she always buys me this.. amazing and nice gifts yet.. i buy her this.. do you think she'll like it..?" You ask your feline friend, who sleeps lazily like a potato on the sofa. "Meooow...!" You cat yawns, not understanding one bit. "I'll take that as a maybe.." you chuckle, turning your head back, only to see Saori standing there with a gift box.
"Eek! S-saori..! Since when did you get here..?!" You ask out of embarrassment, she could be here anytime she wants.. now was not a good timing. "A while ago.. listen.. (y/n) your gifts do matter.. even if its homemade, store brought or re-used item.. im still gonna love it" she assures you, walking over you to pat your shoulder. "I-i know.. the plushie was supposed to be a surprise when you get here.." you pouted, Saori only smiles reassuringly at you "thats okay, infact, im more eager to see your gift.." she sat down beside you and handed you your gift "happy monthsary love.!"
Bonus:
"L-love..?! Where did you learn that..? Thats.. unusual coming from you.." you mumbled under your breath, Saori chuckles awkwardly" hehe, Rika taught me.. also.. do you talk to your cat everyday?" She asks, you simply nodded "yeah.. whenever im lost or confused, she somehow helped me.."you mutter as you pet your cat, your cat purring in satisfaction, Saori only smiles and pets your cat aswell
#d4dj x reader#x reader#d4dj#merm4id x reader#saori hidaka#saori x reader#merm4id saori#saori hidaka x reader
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*succinct & eloquent opening line. maybe a clever joke or quote* :D
do you ever sit there and contemplate your life choices after like a certain experience or a talk with a loved one?
do you ever come across a quote or a piece that seems like it was written for you in this particular moment in time? an anecdote that mirrors your current situation perhaps?
well im currently going through it & after a double whammy of mama lore TM during some resurfacing anxious & assorted crises, i dont even know what im going through anymore. but we shared a really sweet heart to heart and reminisced over good and less good times aw!
i am reminded that there is still much to life, light to be sought and found, good times yet to be had. its bittersweet. its mature. its scary? its like coming to terms with your mortality but on a smaller scale. or bigger whos to say...
i wont be venting anything, i think for now at least im content to vague post lmao. also my dad bought me some stress eating treats so i might need to go wallow in my feels for a bit
after i jinxed myself by saying im going on hiatus but failing to stay off the website lol (i had moot withdrawl symptoms sue me), i wont be repeating the same mistake, but with context clues i trust u can see where im going with this
it might sound presumptious to state so confidently that this next month of my life will be the hardest in my career, especially since im not even half way there yet, but the truth of the matter is that it is.
ive been struggling for well over a year now (mostly academically) and im both succeeding in places i didnt before (alhamdulillah!) but failing in the exact same places elsewhere. guys i may have anxiety lol
self fulfilling prophecies, nocebo effect, whatever it is & regardless of what you want to call it, its rough. its hard. im tired. theres still so much left and im tired. i shouldnt be this tired. or this empty. or careless. what have i let myself become? why am i punishing myself still?
this coming month will dictate the rest of my future and ill have no one to blame but myself if i let the opportunity slip through my fingers. but if all goes well inshallah i can put this all behind me and start anew so theres that silver lining :D
i kinda lost direction of this post about half an hour ago lol. my point is im going to try harder at balancing several life aspects bc i really cant put it off any more. i need to establish balance because ive been out of the loop for too long now. *shudders in python*
anyways there are plenty of things i have to work on, both in my studies and life, so i have that going for me *party kazoo noises*
id love to grace you all with some wise words or a life lesson or something but i dont have a neat one liner to sum up anything. despite that im writing this because sometimes letting thoughts float in my head isnt enough, i need to articulate and write it out because to let them roam in the vast expanses of my mind under the pretense that i achieved something is frankly silly as it is counterproductive.
a n y w a y , to anyone and everyone reading take care of yourselves and your loved ones. i wish everyone the best in life and in their endeavours. i will probably pop back in every now and again to catch up on messages and make sure everyone is alive and nothing burned down. i will however attempt to exert self control. (key word: attempt)
aight imma head out before i get too emotional or combust with the need to say something stupid like i love you be more unserious XD
#*thoughtful and anecdotal tags*#anyways lol#wake me up when september ends#tldr im getting my shit together hopefully#shout out to my parents for loving me when i disowned myself lmao#i love you very much :')#was extremely tempted to make up a proverb/ metaphor the way parents do when teaching u a life lesson lol#personal post#ish#unserious post#vent post esque#eh whatever#its a bit all over the place but hey so am i ;)#anyway farewell#barely proofread#we die like my procrastination starting tomorrow#heh geddit
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i dont know if this is somethignu want but can u twll me about ur pandora headcannons
only if u want tho
I would love nothing more than to
How I see her:
There are two sides to Pandora: actually fucking unhinged and logical, reasonable scientist. She's so insane and genuinely mentally unwell it isn't funny. But also if you even try to sell her on something illogical she'd rip you to shreds (physically or verbally is yet to be determined). Naturally curious but also has a very strange intuition and just Knows what studies to follow. She truly is the duality of man. The true mover in silence, actually. Nobody knows what the fuck she's up to at any given moment and they never will until it's too late. Very soft-spoken, though (it hides her true evil intentions). Let Pandora Be More Fucked Up 2025.
My fave hcs:
A Rosier/Evan's twin (I also like her being hc'd as a Lovegood and Xeno took her name but also... the aesthetic possibilities of her being a Rosier....)
Not a seer but had wild, untameable magic that was very easy to get out of control
Prefers potions because of the above point and also because it's more logical
Massive animal lover (especially butterflies and creepy crawlies), would NEVER experiment on animals (humans, however...)
Very interested in bizarre and unusual things, especially things that can't be explained. She will find an explanation.
Strangely flexible, considered running away to be an acrobat in the circus for funsies
Loved decorating her hair and doing crazy things with it as her self-expression
The majority of the school was freaked out by her/saw her as a complete weirdo. The rest were enamoured with her.
Her bedframe is made out of human bones btw (no she doesn't think she needs therapy)
Speaks several languages (English, Afrikaans, Italian, Spanish, French, etc) but none of them entirely fluently
My fave ships:
Xenodora — one of the cutest canon ships ever, I fear. Xeno is her test subject and he regales her with his conspiracy theories <3
Pandorcas — underrated wlw ship that deserves all the love ever. It's so fucking cunty I love them.
Bartydora — they're both unhinged but in very different ways. Their friendship is so powerful and they get each other on such a bizarre level
The Polycule — okay... hear me out... Lyall x Hope, Pandora x Dorcas, Pandora x Lyall, Hope x Dorcas, Pandora x Hope and QPR Dorcas & Lyall... they're so insane and wonderful
Marydora — very normal(tm) popular girl and an absolute freak. Weird Girl by mommy long legs coded I refuse to explain this further.
Sydora — they're both freaks together and I love that for them. Wonderful for gay people that they exist. They experiment together and on each other <3
Pandoreline — Pandora's innate intelligence and Emmeline crashing out trying to be anything like her... Emmeline trying to pretend Pandora is popular so she can justify liking her... yes.
Rosier twincest — LISTEN I DO NOT SUPPORT INCEST DO NOT FUCK YOUR SIBLINGS I simply have a lot of unhinged moots and I do love gothic horror/unsettling aesthetics
(PS everyone say thank you to @evanorphia for colouring my view of Pandora as heavily as they did)
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dumb idea, but felt necessary
so heres my moots (some of them atleast) and what tmagp character i associate them with.
@styrofoamdoor colin. youre like an absent father. i refuse to elaborate.
@ngalu celia. generally pretty chill, kind, and every now and then youll just say something insane like it’s absolutely nothing.
@chouthechaoticraccoon gwen (post bonzo). on your own unrelated sideplot, overthinking everything, and most likely on the verge of a mental breakdown. put the coffee down. please.
@chaoticbuggybitchboy alice. really cool, definitely struggling in some way at all times, and you probably handle that with humor (me too friend). generally just fun to be around. on a side note, put the fanfic down. please. also, you have correct opinions on everything, i dont make the rules.
@jetstar2828 sam. idk why. vibes.
@sunflowerqueen333 i dont know that much about you but youre really nice, so im choosing celia :3
@princessofthesapphics sam. again, dont know you that well yet (unfortunate), but you remind me of sam. welcome to magpod posts btw, you can never leave. you should be expecting wayyyy too much talk about tma(gp) from me in the future :)
@fruityfroggyfelon lena. stressed. congratulations, you get the #1 blorbo and shes a complete mess. you either consume way too much caffeine, or youre just like that. nobody knows. you tend to appear from the void to yell about something, before disappearing yet again. silly <3
@raccoons-under-a-trenchcoat “chester”. i feel beheld. u seem like the kind of person to email me a random mans address completely unprompted and i love that for you.
@alley-brigade-productions colin. eye coded while simultaneously holding a grudge against the eye. no further explanation.
@humanteethmarksonhumanbone celia. if you said you wake up on train tracks next to an interdimensional hellportal, i would probably believe you. good friend, even if we dont talk much :>
@encryptidarchivist lena. question, how much sleep do you get, perchance? go drink some water. do it. like, right now.
sorry if these aren’t accurate, this was just for fun and if anything was insult adjacent just know i mean it lightheartedly, love you ^^
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As an Dy's solo stan I would say yes some of Dy's solo stan can be super annoying a lot of times (most recent instant is I don't like how they have to compare Dy's archivement to others and claim he's the most successful nct soloist, so unecessary), but I personally dont see them villainify, belittle and attack other members's character like the way other solo stans do to Dy? Their anger (while I wouldn't say rational or justified) mostly direct to the fandom and the company but the things these akgaes said about Dy then and there, a lot of times unprovoked are truly vile. I stop paying attention to those antis long ago but this time the argument last longer than usual and it got even worse when they appeared together which is surprising.
I've seen Do's fans attack other members. Not as a group effort, though. Yes, in general Do's fans are behaving better, and the random Do's fans who get interviewed on streets look genuinely like very nice people. It's because of the type of idol Doyoung is. I talked before how there are Ace and Underdog type of idols who attract more of confrontational and egoistic fans. Tae and Jae are aces, WinWin or Yuta are underdogs. Doyoung is none of them, the majority of his fans are emotionally mature. Alas, it seems to change. Do's i-fans on X actually need to make effort to maintain this "oh, we are the better subfandom" image of themselves. This riding a high horse might not last long if the things continue the way they are developing.
It's a slippery slope, unfortunately. Starts with minor things, then escalates, and a person often doesn't notice how they surround themselves with not the best moots and become toxic themselves. Even if we don't want to acknowledge it, we, humans, are animals first, we need to make a civilised person out of ourselves, actually grow into one, and constantly work on maintaining positive traits and good behaviour.
Idols and artists are supposed to bring joy, art, beauty, emotional support, companionship even. And the best of them do it. And yet people choose petty wars and dick-measuring instead of healing with a song, an idol friendship, or becoming better following a good example of their bias. And yes, antis and toxic-solo stans kind of drag a fan into their squabbles. However, it is the Internet, the said anti can be ignored or silenced by a ban if they personally attack. It is a choice to be involved with them, afterall (with the exeption of some serious cases (and no, the charity is not one of those), I'm talking about day to day commotion on X).
Doyoung is perceived as a threat. Other subfandoms simply acknowledge unconciously his importance in the group, his success and his talent. That is why he is villinified. It is a way to allow oneself to become hostile, become vicious - to turn "the enemy" into a monster, to strip him off the "human" label. Doyoung can't be Taeyong's friend, no, he is a scheming two-faced leech who sleeps and sees how to undermine the leader. Doyoung can't be loved by the industry people because of his character and be offered opportunities, no, SM pushes him as a nepobaby. Doyoung can't donate out of the goodness of his heart, no, it's just a way to fool everyone into believing he is kind and not actually rotten to the core. Doyoung can't be the best vocalist, no, that would mean acknowledging he has a talent and a right to be highlighted.
You see the pattern? Stripping him of the halo and the wings and making him into the devil incarnate. This way it is easy to justify hatred. Turn a human into a nonhuman, a "leech". And the hatred was born because Doyoung is too close in rank to their bias (also wears a shiny crown), or is the bias' dear friend (jealousy of his proximity to the bias), or "steals" all the opportunities (singing lines) and titles (leader).
It's futile to fight with the antis, they won't change their mind. And being aggressive in return is unproductive as well because passerby and new fans silently observe this exchange and may start to dislike or keep away from Doyoung because of the unpleasant association.
You fight shadows with light, and cover a nasty smell with fragrance. If there are more posts praising Doyoung and showing off his good sides instead of active squabbles and subtwits, then the negativity from the antis will simply drown and become hard to find.
It is attention that gives those antis and Do's haters strength. Stop giving it to them. Whether it's interaction or thoughts and emotions.

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im just gonna minimal editing thought dump before i try sleep becuase i think i need that
fuckk no yeah im Doing The Thing again. yk, that thing i post about at least like once a week at this point? where my sense self just up and splits off? yeah. that. might be sleep deprivation related. idk. theyre correlated at the very least.
we're not completely separate yet. (we being my body and my mind) (no wait it just kinda happened) yeah ok so from here on out i/me is the mind that does. she/her and sometimes it/its is the body that feels. unless she does something. idk.
i was gonna say she sleeps in too much but like, we're literally up at 3am. have been for the past 2 nights (tonight and yesternight) (as in, was up past 3 last night)
and it doesnt think its a bad thing? like she enjoys drifting in and out of consiousness, at least the concept of it. in practice its a little less interesting but yk
i really do think she just needs someone to hold. someone made of flesh and blood and bones who can listen to her and who she can listen to as well. like it longs to be held but i think she also has the need to comfort. to tell someone else its gonna be okay and believe it with all her being. to be their shoulder to cry on.
hooly shit we're touch starved. i dont usually have the ability to "feel" that i just kinda guess but no, i feel it. shes yearning hard. i know for a fact if she were on hrt she'd be SOBBING about this. plushies are nice and all and do help a little but they aren't living. she needs a living breathing person here
once again not labelling this split as anything. feels less like multiple separate individual things and like two halves of a whole separated with minimal communication between them. my ability to ""sense"" the body's emotions is kinda vibes based.
like i can "see" an emotion and how potent it is but i dont actually feel it really. if it is strong enough she can sometimes do something about it tho which is interesting (like earlier she grabbed the teddy next to her and hugged it hard)
from our (mostly my) minimal research (im unqualified as shit) this feels like it could be depersonalisation-derealisation??? we often get both at the same time so....
do have the classic thing where whenever an... i guess ill call it an episode. whenever an episode happens during the day im always like "it always happens when i think about it" "am i trying to prove something" so it feels like we're faking it but im pretty sure thats just because literally everything feels fake when that happens so.... yeah
like (in shorter term episodes) everything suddenly feels like im looking at it through a screen? like everything becomes flat.
idk. its 4 now. shes eepy and cute. im tired and dont have a separate physical form, so i guess im cute too. its been a surprisingly long day given that we did fucking nothing. again.
she'll snuggle and cuddle her teddy and ill... idk what happens to me when she sleeps
ok on behalf of my body, gn chat!!!! :3:3 she loves you all in the moot way. hugging you petting your hair squishing your cheeks :3 meow
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❥ I will only write x readers on this blog, and will post longer stories with original characters on my wattpad account (the exception, is my fic graveyard)
❥ Most of my stories at the moment are fem!readers because it's the default way I write, however I am trying to change this and start having more gn!reader fics available
❥ Each fic has an individual dialouge key at the beginning, and the rest of the fic's dialouge will be color coded to match the person or character indicated at the beginning (this is usually only for my youtube video based fics like the Nate Hardy ones so the fic doesnt end up being 12k words explaining who is saying what)
❥ I dont have the time or extensive knowlege of grammar to sit down and edit most of my fics... so if errors bother you, this may not be the best experience, or place, for you to spend your time
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❥ Please be reasonable with your requests. All I'm saying, is I will have differing rules on if a fic is for the HoTD/GoT fandom than if it is for any other fandom. I am willing to be more lineant on those because I am brain broken like the rest of the fandom, iykyk.
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hii sruu !! ♡ omg, your theme is literally breathtaking—it’s so effortlessly gorgeous, i’m in awe rn >//< also, i just read 'with and without' a few moments ago, and honestly? it’s the most heartbreaking yet beautiful angst i’ve ever read in my life?! the cliffhanger? genius. like, i’m still thinking about it ㅠㅠ i saw you’re considering a part 2, and let me just say—absolutely go for it !! i’ll be here waiting, ready to cry all over again ( ╥﹏╥ ) ♡ i know we’ve been moots since 2024, but i’ve always been way too shy to send you an ask (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) hehehe bye!
hello emily bae, so nice to see you in my inbox >< thank you so so much love, although i love yours a lot more :3 it's so refreshing & cute ! AHH TYSM AGAIN for reading and loving with and without ! honestly, i love the angst there and im so glad people of blr love it too TT okay !!! if i ever make a part two, i will be sure to let you know— you might as well be the first person to know about it cause you’re just so cute bae 🤍 and don’t ever be shy to send me asks omg, i dont bite at all and i would LOVE to receive asks from you ! MWAHH 🎀

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