#to tell us that the kim namjoon cant rap

[bisexualnamjoonie]

just saw someone tag "rap monster" on an IG post saying 98% of K-pop idols cant rap and now I need to kill something

[chimswae]

BTS Caretaker CH29

Summary: She may think she has Bangtan Sonyeondan wrapped around her fingers. She may think it is easy to love the members equally without hurting any soul. She may think the boys wont fall head over heels for her. She assumes it is okay to show a little love and affection towards the boys, what if she gets it all wrong? What if it only brings more complication to her already complicated life? Can she survive their charms? Will she be able to resist them? What if they just wont let her go?

- Pairing: BTS x Oc ( Yoongi x OC, Jungkook x OC)

- Genre: Fluff, Slight Angst, Romance, Idol!au

- Word Count: 4,753

- Author Note: Mild smut ahead (more to heated makeout session though hahaha) so, you have been warned on my cliche smut writing, i really dont know how to write a proper smut.So sorry for that, u can skip that part :)

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Chapter 29

“Coming!” hurriedly, Hoseok ran to the front door and he’s welcomed by the stack of boxes in someone’s arm. And that someone’s arm happened to be Seul. He pressed his lips together while taking the view in front of him with questionable gaze “wow, someone is planning to move in today?” Seul leaned her body against the wall to stabilize herself.

“Jung Hoseok you better make way for me if you don’t have any intention to help!” her faint hollered was muffled behind the stack of boxes.

Hoseok snapped out of his daze and quickly apologized before lending his hand to help the small girl. “What are these Seul? Why are you carrying all of these by yourself?”

“Present from Armys. I claimed it from the management office” he lifted the first box from the pile, groaning at its weight as he carried it inside. Not even half of the burden were lifted off from her and it really annoyed Seul to the core.

“Unbelievable! Are you really going to take one box from…ugh.. Goodness, you are impossible Hobi!” she nagged. Seul struggled out of her converse and entered the place carefully. When she thought she’d been careful enough, her knees buckled due to the extreme loads which did not match her size.

Seul blamed Hoseok for leaving her with the remaining boxes and chose to pick only one from the piles. Ungrateful Sunshine! She mentally groaned in dissatisfaction. Easing the boxes down on the ground carefully, Seul made sure her lower body could withstand the weight for few more minutes.

Her movements grew sloppy and uncoordinated “Ouff…” without warning, she screeched loudly garnering everyone’s attention. Seul stumbled forward and crashed on top of pile of boxes. To make it sounded humiliating, her face was buried inside one of the boxes and she had to literally hold her breath from sniffing the goodie bags inside.

“Seul?” “Seul what happen!” “Seul-seul are you okay?!” heavy footsteps could be heard from every corner. It seemed like everyone was in rush to the crime scene. A hand reached out to her arms, pulling her from inside the box and examining her body to find scratches on her skin.

Jin patted her cheeks, looking frantic “Did you get hurt anywhere?” finding herself breathless due to the small accident, she finally expelled a soft sigh along with small chuckle.

“Sorry. I am okay, I didn’t mean to worry-Yah Kim Seokjin” she was pulled into Jin’s warm embrace baffling everyone in the room. The members were snickering sarcastically, judging dramatic Jin throwing shades on him.

She palmed his chest, pushing the latter away from her body to create some space for both of them to breathe. “Aren’t you being a little too dramatic?” Jin shot her a disapproval look and trailed her gaze to the rest of the members who had their usual bitch-hands-off-her look across their face.

He knocked the top of her head with his knuckle “ Yah Kim Seokjin? Where is your Jin Oppa? Aren’t you being too informal? ” her nose scrunched up in disgust and turned to others seeking for morale support. Namjoon opened his arm welcoming Seul in his embrace. He grinned widely until the dimple appeared. She rushed to his arms, as Namjoon enfolded his long arms around her earning low protest from the floor.

“Since when you are so touchy with Seul?” said the maknae bitterly.

Jimin shook his head frantically “I cant.. handle more competition. Don’t fall for hyunggie Seul-ah!” he snorted with his whiny voice. She refused to entertain the whiny baby and sealed her mouth until then. The more she showed her response, the longer she had to watch these boys irrelevant mouth fight.

Namjoon paid no attention to others and rubbed her arms urging Seul to come with him to his room “Where are you bringing her?!” Jin shouted from the living room watching their body slowly disappeared from his vicinity. Yoongi rolled his eyes, escaping the commotion to his room.

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Seul spent two hours in Namjoon’s room watching English shows though she barely survived throughout the shows, Namjoon was kind and patient enough to translate some difficult terms for her. Hoseok and Jimin would come to check on them every five minutes until the couple had enough and decided to lock the door.

The first 10 minutes, Jin pounded on the door like a mad man demanding the leader to return Seul back to them or else they would call help to open the door. The guys seemed to have so much time in hand today that they chose to pick on Namjoon and Seul instead of minding their own business.

After wasting his energy in persuading Namjoon and Seul unlocking the door, Kim Seokjin gave up and finally they could find some peace.

Nibbling on her chips halfway, she dropped the remaining on her lap as she pointed at the screen with a soft gasp “ Is it even ethical to kill someone and get away from it?!” Namjoon chuckled softly and hummed a soft yes.

“This is so fucked up!” Seul threw her arms in the air and rubbed her pounding head. He flicked his eyes up and down before his left brows shot up in either surprise or disapproval of  Seul’s choice of words “Language. You have been spending too much time with Yoongi hyung” flicking her forehead lightly, the girl pouted in protest.

Namjoon’s forehead creased into a frown “ It is called ‘How To Get Away With Murder’ for this reason duh. The title itself already give away the idea of the story. You are being a drama queen” she curled up beside him and brought her attention back to the television screen.

“I know, but it doesn’t make any sense. If I were Wisse Gribbins, I would tell the police and leave his friends to deal with their own problem”

“It is Wes Gibbins. You sounded so Korean” he corrected and let out an amused laugh. She smacked his forehead softly, scowling in disapproval “The last time I checked, I am Korean, Rap Monster-ssi” he cringed at the way how she called him by his stage name. It was his first time to hear it from Seul and for some reason it created a huge gap in between those words. Unfriendly, yes that was it.

“That sounds even horrible. Just stick with Namjoon. Rap Monster-ssi doesn’t fit you” he glared down at her and ran his fingers in her hair out of habit.

“But, I meant to ask something… Just your view, tell me honestly alright? I have been thinking to change my stage name” he bit his lower lips as if in deep thought.

The corner of her lips pursed up as she nodded “To what? Joonie? O-ri?” he scoffed.

“Joonie is too cute! Stop bringing up O-ri, I am so over my Hiphop Monster figurine which resembles a duck, ugh now I have to live with that”

Seul tilted her head, thinking deeply before responding “ Jji-Mon! (RipMon)” clasping her hand together, her eyes twinkled in happiness as if she just won the big prize of the night.

Namjoon stared at her blankly trying to brain Seul’s words. He regained back his ability to talk not long after.

“What in the world? How did you know about that! It was long time ago, and I thought you weren’t a fan Seul. Or are you secretly my fan since start but you got to hide it because you are too shy to admit it?” he drew his own conclusion annoyed the hell out of her.

Sneering sarcastically, she poked his forehead returning Namjoon to his original position as he had moved a little too close to her “I saw the concept trailer, whereby you and Jimin had to rip off your shirt. You really are a true god of destruction; how could you rip it off at once when Jimin’s shirt was looking fine after the deed, unlike you. Tsk, Rap Monster-ssi” she teased.

“That was wardrobe malfunction. Stop using that against me. I won’t ask your opinion for my stage name anymore, you are a true Army, what do I expect? You will make me use those funny nicknames”

“Hey! I am not your Army. And those nicknames aren’t that bad. I found it is entertaining” he chuckled lightly.

“Alright you are not my Army. However, you are our girl. So, let’s get back to our main topic, shall we? About my stage name. I am thinking of making it official. Instead of using Rap Monster, I want to use RM. What do you think about it?”

Seul beamed “RM sounds professional and cool!”

“And, Rap Monster sounded unprofessional?” he scratched his head.

“I didn’t say that. Rap Monster is good but now that you are moving forward and become bigger, I think RM suits you better though I prefer Namjoon over anything, no offence. But, Rap Monster sounds too teenager-ish to me. I like RM. I am sure Armys will love it too” she patted his head with light giggle.

He chortled “Teenager-ish. That makes sense. I am no longer the Rap Monster who wrote childish lyrics, I wish to be better and thorough in producing music. Do you think Armys will be okay with RM?” he expressed his concern. In all honesty, Namjoon did not want to screw things up especially when it involved Armys. Every decision that he’s about to make, he would put Armys in his thought.

“Joon, your fans will love it. Remember they love you just as much as you love them. Trust them. You are worrying too much. Shall we just use Jji-Mon instead?”

“Absolutely no. You are not in charge in this” he pinched her nose, frowning at her small tease.

They jumped in surprised as a loud banging at the door drew their attention momentarily “Kim Namjoon! Ji Seul! Open the goddamn door now or I swear to god I will break it down in 10 seconds!”. Kim Seokjin was screaming at the top of his lungs threatening them once again.

Springing up, she smoothed back her tousled hair and rose from her feet “I will tame the whiny lioness, stop worrying over the stage name. Let Armys know how you feel, it will make you feel better”

“Thank you Seul..I will think about it” a slow smile worked its way across his face. Namjoon knew exactly what he felt right now. And, he made up his mind about the stage name.

“Kim to the Namjoon! Return Seul safely now!” he pounded loudly.

“Ugh Jin is so annoying. Give it a thought alright?” she winked as she hurriedly went to open the door “Coming! You can stop pounding the door now Jinnie!” Seul hollered in response to Jin’s wrath.

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The next day Seul arrived at the boys’ place to work a little later as she had to accompany Mrs Hwang for routine check-up. She went straight to tend her job as soon as she sent her mother back safely. Upon her arrival, the place was empty. They must be out somewhere or most probably at the company practicing for their next tour. In few days they will be leaving Korea and this time it’d be Wings Tour Japan Edition.

In the middle of preparation for their tour, the boys had started going in and out from the studio for their upcoming comeback which was expected to be in September. The second half of 2017 had already drained fifty percent of their energy. Hence, the thought of surviving the rest of the year until their comeback was torturing them.

Seul walked along the hallway, picking up dirty laundry in process while humming to some random songs. She stopped halfway in front of Yoongi’s private study room or more like his mini studio. He had one at the company as well as in their dorm. Yoongi would use either one of his genius lab depending on his mood. However, most of important and private stuffs would be secured in his main genius lab. The one that he had at home was a casual thing, he didn’t really put passwords to the door.

There was a small voice coming from the room, and out of curiosity she pushed the door slowly scanning the room in hope to find familiar faces like Min PD. Smiling to herself, she was over the moon to see Yoongi in his seat engrossed in his work. He didn’t even notice her presence there.

She took the chance to enter the room stealthily just to scare him a little. Chewing on her lower lips, she stifled her giggle settling the dirty laundry outside. Seul crept into Suga’s Genius Lab, shutting the door behind her silently. She stood behind him waiting to jump out or to creep up, startling him.

Seul chose the second options to appear more daring. It was Suga not Jungkook. This guy deserved a little scare just to tame him. To put it off this way made it sounded so wrong. She shook her head to get rid of the weird thought and getting ready to execute her so called guerrilla attack.

Before she could make a move, Yoongi swivelled his chair around facing the girl. Seul gawked in bafflement, giving Yoongi upper hand to pull her into his lap. “Got you” his low voice sounded awfully deep today, and it almost made Seul losing her shits.

“What are yo-“ she struggled to stand up but Yoongi tightened the grip around her torso, running his thumb in circular motion along her waist line.

“I miss you” he murmured.

She softened in his hold. “I miss you too” she encircled her arm around his neck. Seul looked startle by her own action but drawn as he inched close to her face. It was only a matter of time before their lips reunited again. Yoongi brushed his lips against her, holding her cheek in his hand drawing her closer.

He kissed her gently, cradling the back of her head, relishing the feel of her soft hair and delicate bones. Their lips moved in the same rhythm, ravishing each other lips. She stroked his chest, allowing the latter to push his tongue inside dominating this battle.

To be frank, she never expected kissing Min Yoongi would be this hot and it triggered her desire to feel more of it. He roamed his hand around her body, feeling every inch of her covered skin adding the fuel in their already heated moment. Aching for more, they pulled away from the kisses panting for clean air and before she could regain her normal breathing completely, Seul let out a small moan in his earlobe.

She clung to him, emitting a low groan as he sucked on the tender area at the base of her neck. Her voice encouraged him to explore her body further. Yoongi’s temperature rose and he went to kiss her again with so much passion. This time Seul responded to the kisses as passionate as his.

Carefully, he ran his hand to her buttocks switching her position. She straddled him on the seat, her knees on either side of his legs, wrapping herself deliciously close to his body. His fingers fiddle with the button of her blouse, when she made no move to stop him, he took the chance to unbutton them halfway down enough to reveal her chest.

Yoongi breathed softly against her lips and nuzzled her face. Their gaze met as they communicated silently with a single stare that they exchanged. Chewing her lower lips, Yoongi kissed her briefly before running his lips along her jaws. He slipped her hand under her blouse, feeling her tender skin against his hand.

Seul’s body went rigid with surprised as trembled shook her body. The euphoric warmth blossomed within her once more when she felt his hand caressing her chest inching close beneath her cleavage. His lips returned to ravage her neck knowing what it did to her. She arched towards him, holding back the moan in her throat. He nipped at her neck slowly getting harder and more insistent as time passed.

Her hand clutched onto his shoulder for support, as her free hand ran freely in his brown lock. Yoongi’s action rendered her breathless. She unconsciously moved a little creating small friction against the dangerous zone. It was supposed to be untouchable, yet as soon as she heard Yoongi deep groan. She knew she had done something inappropriate to it.

“Darn it Seul” he nibbled on her earlobe as he picked up the confuse girl, making his way to the couch behind them. He laid her down and found himself on top of her. Yoongi was not rushing into doing anything intimate with her, in fact he had been monitoring her response. If she didn’t push him away, meaning he got her permission. Up to this stage, Seul showed no sign of protest.

She slid her hands under his shirt, signalling him to take it off. His breath hitched at the sight of eager Seul beneath him making Yoongi wanted to take her right way. She took a moment to stare at his body without blinking. Seul pictured the image of shirtless Yoongi in her head, admiring his fine body that matched the perfectly milky skin. Yoongi looked effortlessly beautiful without his shirt on.

“You seem impressed baby girl” said Yoongi teasingly.

Her cheeks reddened realizing that she’d been taken a long time to admire the fine man on top of her. However, when Yoongi lips captured her once again in another long and endearing kiss, it washed off all the shyness in her.

She closed her eyes and felt the passion swelling in her. He broke the kisses and looked into her eyes “Baby, tell me when to stop” she was moved by his soft side. Despite in this situation Yoongi put her feelings above his raging hormone.

Nodding with a smile, Seul pulled his neck down and made the first move. She kissed him on the lips, using a little tongue before trailing the kisses to his neck. She knew what was she doing causing the older guy to emit a long moan while his hand gripping her hip.

Chills bumps across her body as Yoongi pressed against her, as he pinned one of her hands abover her head. He interlaced their hand together and he kissed his way down to her chest.  Reaching her back, he unclasped the fabric that had been hiding the beauties in front of him. Seeing Yoongi’s lustful stare, she blushed madly and threw one of her arms to cover the twins from his prying eyes.

Their eyes locked, as he removed her hand uncovering the two beauties. He breathed sharply and mumbled “You are beautiful baby girl. Too beautiful” she anticipated what he’s about to next. She chewed her lips nervously but soon the feeling was taken over by one of the greatest pleasure in her whole life. One at a time, he just kept on and on kissing and sucking on them turning Seul into a moaning mess.

Arching her back, she pushed her chest forward letting him to have them, giving into the pleasure that he gave her willingly. While he’s working on pleasuring her, he unbuttoned the remaining button of her blouse and slipped it off her.

Yoongi held both sides of her abdomen as he moved down, pushing her legs apart. Watching her hesitation, he took the cue to trail his kiss back to her stomach, kissing it all over. He was so gentle with her, every kiss that he showered were made of love.

“Yoongs…where is everyone” she bit her tongue from expelling another loud moan.

Stroking her hips deeply, Yoongi kissed her inner thigh playfully and mumbled against her skin “Out. They won’t be back until tonight” kissing and licking her, he teased her into a frenzy. Seul grabbed the sheets tight, grunting sexily which drove Yoongi mad.

The couple continue undressing each other skilfully.

Clothes scattered on the floor leaving her with only thin fabric covering her most fragile area and so did Yoongi. He glances at her once again seeking for permission. A faint blush crept up her cheeks, and that was enough to convince him that she’s alright with this level of intimacy.

She exhaled as if to steady her nerves when he finally freed her and continued to shower kisses there, earning a deep grunt from Seul. One of her hands was locking his hair, Yoongi worked his way in between with passion.

“Yoongi..” her breath hitched. Seul was reaching her peak and he knew it, just how he intended it to be. Still not stopping, he kept on with his skilful tongue. Her body tense up as she exhaled a deep breath feeling the ecstasy from his sinful tongue love making.

The sensation from his warm tongue drove her insane.

Only soft and erotic groans could be heard across the room. Just how much they longed for each other this way? They were drowned in a sea of lust and love.

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Sitting in between Yoongi’s legs, he snuggled her closer to his body. “I want you to listen to this song. It is a demo for our new album” her eyes gleamed in excitement. “Is it alright to let me listen to it? I mean I am not a BTS member” she mumbled confusedly.

“No, it is alright. It is just a rough version of the song. We haven’t confirmed anything yet” Yoongi chuckled softly as he reached out the ipod on the glass table and adjusted the headphones over her ears.

“Ready? Tell me what do you think of it alright?” Seul nodded with a thumb up. His thumb glided over the screen, and the first strain of a smooth alternative hip hop with a light touch of jazz echoed through the headphones. She found herself enjoying the soft beat as her head tilted by its own to right and left in response.

There was not much lyric in it since they may need to come up with new changes now and then. However, she could catch small lines that they already included in the song. It was poetic and catchy.

All of my wonder You’re the answer I call you her, her Cause you’re my tear, tear

Yoong ran his thumb along the side of her waist anticipating Seul’s reaction. He had been working the songs with Namjoon and Hoseok, though the leader had already come up with the full lyrics of the outro, he still had to make sure the beat matched the lyric perfectly.

When the song ended, Seul removed the headphones and turned her head facing the handsome rapper. “That was beyond amazing Yoongi!” she grinned, planting a soft kiss on his cheek. He watched the girl cracking his gummy smile “Really? I wanted to submit this last touch to Joon, so he could record the rest of the lyrics” Seul tapped his small nose.

He scrunched his nose cutely “You did great! Can’t wait to hear the full version of the song. I can feel it in my bones that it is going to be my favourite songs from your new album” just by watching her giddiness boosted his confidence.

“Don’t decide that now. There are more cool songs in the album. Wait for it. It is going to be a new side of Bangtan Sonyeondan” he brought her to his arms again, resting his chin on the top of her head.

She nuzzled her face at the crook of his neck “I am with Bangtan till the end” he caressed her hair lovingly and placed a kiss on her head.

“Of course. You are our girl” he soothed her with a deep murmur.

Their girl. Namjoon said the same thing. Her feelings were a mixture of happiness and guilt. Sometimes she was scared of her future though she promised to live the present without worries.

She couldn’t simply wash off this insecurity in her, just because it was impossible to forget. Seul had to handle her present with confidence and face her future with no fear.

Just, never let your fear decide your future.

Yeah, she’s holding onto the principle.

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“Someone trashed our practice room!”

“The culprit tried to break into Hoseok’s hyung studio, but they didn’t get through it. I bet they or he or she whatever were in rush. They left right after they broke into Joon hyung and Yoongi hyung studios” Jungkook explained to Seul with heavy pant. He was just so mad that his veins started to appear on his skin.

Seul felt angry to hear the news, the girl clenched her teeth together “Did they take anything from the studios?” Yoongi pinched the bridge of his nose with a harsh grunt.

“My works were all gone. Those assholes! OUR HARDWORKS WERE ALL GONE! SCREW THIS” he yelled venting his frustration. Namjoon expelled a heavy sigh “They didn’t take anything from my studio, but the equipment was ruined. Ugh, I really want to kill the person who did this” his brow creased and he pressed his lips into a thin line.

“CCTV?” she inquired.

Shaking his head in defeat “Someone tampered with the surveillance camera. The footage was deleted. I had no idea how they entered the building” Seul frowned in disapproval.

“It was odd how they trashed Joon and Hoseok studios but wiped off Yoongi’s works. The furniture and equipment in his room are untouchable. There is no sign of robbery. Could they be after Yoongi?” the eldest of the group spoke up with a deep furrow.

She sent Yoongi a sympathy glance knowing all his hard works being erased overnight, that must be upsetting. Who would do such things to him? Yoongi might appear unfriendly but he would not hurt anyone. He could spit the nastiest remarks on others who provoked his anger, yet that only happened when you tick off the Min Yoongi.

“Did you make any enemy outside? Anyone that rings the bell?” Jimin shifted his gaze back and forth from Jin and Yoongi. Then he pursed his lips, feeling defeated.

Yoongi watched him, while he narrowed his eyes in a deep thought. To think of the possibility, Jin assumption could be right. However, he couldn’t think of any names that could possibly do this to him. After he became a trainee and debuted as BTS member, he rarely got the chance to meet someone new and make new friends.  

He dedicated his life for his work and Bangtan, not that he remembers making any enemy outside. Maybe few people who loathed him from choosing the easiest path to become artiste. It was a long time ago since he used to be an underground rapper. Namjoon and him were hated for being an idol so they had cut off their ties with them. That was the last time they ever met the crews and to think someone would do this to him after years sounded unreasonable.

“We found the culprit! Lets head to the company now!” their manager popped out from nowhere surprising everyone.

“What? How? Who?” Hoseok and Jungkook said in sync, as they were already on their feet.

The tall man nodded while grabbing the keys “He turned himself in. We will get our answers soon. So, let’s go now” Seul eyes widened at the revelation. If the person really turned himself in, then why would he waste his energy to commit those crime.

“Do you want to tag along?” Yoongi touched Seul shoulder “I can make use of your presence beside me, please” his eyes bore into her. Seul hesitated to know she was in no place to be around the boys publicly.

They heard their manager emitted a deep sigh, “Seul, come with us. You may need to stop someone from causing a scene” his eyes were fixated on Yoongi. He knew exactly how the guy would react, Yoongi’s anger was not a joke.

“Sure…” Yoongi grabbed his extra mask and helped to put it on her. It was needed to protect the girl from being exposed to medias or Armys. At least, they might see her as one of the staffs instead of spreading false rumours.

For an odd reason, she didn’t feel good about this. She just couldn’t rid this uneasiness in her. Was she overthinking about the whole thing?

  This work belongs to  Chimswae © 2020. All Rights Reserved

[catsandstrawberries]

Real Family: Part 9

Pairings: BTS x teen female reader, platonic love

Warnings: Language, neglect, a major panic attack involving past child abuse 

A/N: Heavy panic attack at the end, Yoongis a douche 

Summary: It’s not blood that makes a family. It’s love.

Masterlist 

“Are you sure none of you cant come with me?” I asked wiping my sweaty palms on my black stockings, harshly gripping the sleeves of my black Gucci backpack that Taehyung had bought for me. The night before I had felt so prepared, but as soon as I woke up everything felt like it was going downhill.

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The consistent beeping of the smoke detector immediately caused me to jolt up and rush out of my room and down the stairs as fast as possible. The oaky smell of burnt food lingers in the kitchen and I quickly catch on as I see streams of smoke escaping from a pan that was currently placed in the sink. Jungkook stands anxiously in the kitchen, standing on a chair and trying to deactivate the smoke alarm with a broom. I try to call out his name but instead, I'm met with a coughing fit from the puff of smoke wafting towards me. Yoongi is the first to run into the room, “what the fuck Jungkook!” At his exclamation, Jungkook jumps down from the chair successfully turning off the alarm.

“I was just trying to make (Y/N) breakfast since it was her first day of school,” Jungkook mutters while I stare wide-eyed at the fact Jungkook wanted to do something so nice for me. And the fact that there seemed to be more steam coming out of Yoongi's ears than from the burnt pan.

“Are you fucking kidding me? I've barely gotten two hours of sleep and I still need to finish recording my song and learning the dance moves that you,” he glared at Jungkook, poking him in the chest, “can't teach me because you're so busy trying to help her.” I wanted to defend Jungkook, even myself and stand up to Yoongi, ask why he hated me so much. But a third, annoyed voice appeared growling at Yoongi.

“Go back to bed Min.” Yoongi turned around as if he was ready to argue but once he saw the annoyed look on Namjoon’s face he stormed out of the room. Bumping shoulders with the man as he did so. All I could do was watch, and awkwardly shift towards the glass panes.

“Ill open some windows.”

After getting out most of the smoke and listening to Jin complain about his precious kitchen and how Jungkook shouldn't even step foot near a metal pan for the next week I decided to get changed. Namjoon had given me a box the other day filled with school uniforms for Lee’s Science and Performing Arts Academy. Interesting combination. The main colors of the school were black and green so all of the outfits corresponded to the colors. One outfit was a black and green skirt, black tights, black sweater, the second outfit was exactly the same but instead of a black sweater, it was dark green and came with knee-high black socks. The last one was black jeans with a white button up and a dark green vest and suit jacket. I choose the first option, and it wasn't until after I was dressed when I realized how time-consuming it was to properly put black tights on. Checking myself over in the mirror I went back and forth from deciding if I should tuck my sweater into my skirt or leave it untucked. Eventually deciding to tuck the front half. As soon as I had grabbed my bag Namjoon was yelling from the bottom of the stairs about how they needed to leave and then we were all rushing out the door. Squeezing into the SUV wasn't that hard when Namjoon was driving, yet the earlier events in the kitchen made the ride tense.

“Do I really have to go in by myself, don't I need an adult to talk to the principal or something?” I asked once again, spotting the huge school with the green and white sign that stated in bold letters, ‘School of Lee's Science and Performing Arts.’ Namjoon glanced at Jin who was sitting in the passenger seat,

“I'm actually not needed until 10 since there recording rap line and doing a practice for only dance line.” I straightened in my seat, a relieved smile gracing my features. “Really?” Jin answered my question by hopping out of the car and I quickly followed in his footsteps, a strange feeling washing over me when I heard Jimin mumble,

“they're both growing up so fast, feels like we just met her a few weeks ago.”

The closer I got to the school the more I noticed how fancy it was. The front of the building was covered by a huge courtyard, currently covered with a thin sheet of snow. The sides seemed to have tennis, basketball courts and larger fields in the back. I looked back up at Jin and suddenly felt horrible for begging him to walk into the school with me. Jin opened the door for me, “thanks Jin, not just for the door though. I'm sorry if you didn't want to come with, it was stupid, I'm just being such a chi-” Jin placed a hand on my shoulder giving me a reassuring smile,

“hey it's fine. I'm actually glad I came with you, also I may have killed Jungkook or Yoongi if I had to spend another moment with them, my poor kitchen.” I laughed at his joke and watched as he started to lead me through the maze of the school, following the signs that led to the principal's office. I looked around at the empty halls, assuming that most kids were in class since the hallways were dead silent and school had started about an hour ago.

Before I knew it we were standing in front of the principal's office, Jin giving a few light taps to the door followed by a faint “come in.”

The office was clean, green walls and white trimmings giving the room a strange glow. In the center of the room was a wooden desk, a plaque stating, ‘principal Lee.’ The man sitting behind the desk in the wheeling chair gave us each a friendly smile, he looked to be in his fifties, black hair greying at the ends, wrinkles forming around his eyes and mouth. He stood up from his chair offering both of us a handshake, “you must be (Y/N), and you're..”  

“Kim Seokjin.” He sat back down and motioned for us to sit in the two unoccupied chairs. He took out a vanilla folder, opening it and flipping through the files before taking out a single piece of paper.

“It says here, Kim Namjoon and Kim Seokjin are your primary care members.” He looked back up to Jin, “Everything seems to be in order.” He grabbed another paper from the folder and reached out to hand it to me,

“Here's your schedule, let's take you to your first class.”

The hallways seemed busier than my last school, the students seemed less friendly (maybe that was just the uniforms) and everyone seemed to be staring at me wherever I went. After Mr. Lee had dropped me off at my third-period history class I quickly noticed the girls staring me down from the other side of the room. Rather than listening about Lincoln's inauguration all I could focus on was the whispers behind my back.

Lunch came sooner than expected and I was happily shocked to find that instead of gross mystery meat and yellow gush that most schools served, there was an array of foods that actually looked good. Also what school served lobster? Apparently rich private schools did. But the worst part of it all was finding a place to sit. The lunchroom was littered with numerous green tables. Some fitting groups of kids throwing footballs, doing homework, and fooling around on electronics. A tap on my shoulder caused me to turn around, a girl my age stood behind me, curly blond hair and dark green eyes adjoined her oval face. Her tan skin seemed to glow in the lights and the intense coats of mascara on her eyes looked painful.

“Hi, my names Amber, would you like to sit with us?” She pointed towards the table behind her, filled with girls and boys all fooling around with one another. I hesitated, looking at the girls pointed smile,

“um sure.” She grabbed my wrist, rather roughly if I might add, dragging me to the table of teens. She pushed over a girl, mumbling a ‘move over’ under her breath as she squeezed me in. “I never got your name?” The girl who had been texting on her phone looked up from the bright screen to stare at me wonder in her eyes.

“My names (Y/N).” Amber’s eyes darkened for a moment as she spoke,

“That's a cool name. These are my friends, Olivia and Rachel.” She pointed to the girl who looked up at me wide-eyed and the other girl sitting next to Amber. Both seemed equally interested in me and before I could ask Olivia quickly spoke up.

“So is it true that you live with BTS?” She laid her cheek on the table, starry-eyed looking into the distance. Before I could answer Rachel started practically screeching.

“Is Suga Hyung that attractive in person?” The way she said his name left a bitter taste in my mouth and I almost wanted to tell her not to call him that. “Oh, he must be so nice! Do you call him dad? You're so lucky to live with seven attractive boys.” Sure, Lucky. Lucky to be adopted by seven strangers, lucky to have Yoongi hate me, and apparently lucky enough that most people in this school only want to talk to me because of my new “family.”

“Actually-”

“Look guys its the school pig!” Rachel and Olivia started to laugh at Ambers joke, faces turned towards a girl sitting by herself at a lunch table. She clearly had heard the joke because she immediately put her food down, eyes glazing over.

“How many donuts do you think she can fit in her mouth? 10, 20?” I glared at Rachel. “Ok, you have no right to say anything negative about someone's body type.” I turned to Amber then locked eyes with the girl, standing up and leaving the lunch room.  

The rest of the day went by pretty quickly. The day consisting of me being awed by the entails of fancy school and shocked by how boring classes were. I had also realized that the school was filled with rich kids whose parents were either a co-leader for Pepsi or distantly related to Gordon Ramsey. By the time the bell had rung I had practically run out of the building searching for the familiar SUV. When I had finally found it, I expected to be met with one of the boys but instead opened the door to meet a complete stranger.

“Oh, sorry wrong car.” Just before I could shut the door the driver pulled down his black face mask.

“Actually I'm your new chauffeur.”

This ‘new chauffeur’ drove me straight home. The car ride awkwardly quiet as I stared out the window, around the car, and basically everywhere except for him.

“Thank you,” as soon as he pulled into the driveway I was jumping out of the car, itching to get out of the tight school uniform. Entering the large house it was eerily quiet,

“Hello?” When no one answered I realized what Namjoon had said the other day about their long week of practice due to there comeback. Taking off my shoes, I brought my bag to the living room plopping down on the couch and starting on my homework.

~

A gentle shove on my shoulder causes me to groan, rolling onto my side, facing away from my perpetrator. Whoever it is, tells me something along the baseline of ‘get up.' But my foggy brain doesn't register anything but the nice warm blanket I'm wrapped in. The person continues there an assault, flipping my body back, so I'm facing their direction. I groan in annoyance, pulling the blanket up and over my face,

“Kayleigh you really need to wake up.” The blankets pulled off my body, and I immediately shrivel into a ball trying to contain as much heat as possible. “I have to get going, Kayleigh. Your driver will be here soon so get ready.” At his words, I'm sitting up from the bed,

“wait, so you aren't driving me to school anymore?” I rub at my blurry eyes, blinking rapidly to try and gain back my vision.  Once I can suitably see, I find an anxious Hoseok who looks back and forth from me and the door. He opens and closes his mouth, debating what to say until a loud honk interrupts the silence.

“I should go.”

Fourth-period precalculus was a disaster. I had absolutely no idea what I was doing, and every time I tried to raise my hand and ask a question the teacher would skip over me, and move on. What made it even worse, was how easy the class was. I was placed in precalc to catch up with my peers. If anything, I felt like I was falling back, in comparison to the rest of the class. Not to mention that most of the other kids in my grade were in calculus, so if anything I was already behind.

So you can imagine how happy I was when the shrill ring of the fire alarm interrupted my pre-calc class. Grabbing my coat, I raced after the students, slightly giddy until I stepped outside and felt the cold chill of the January air.

“Why do we have fire drills in January?” I muttered, rubbing my arms through the sleeves of the jacket, not expecting an answer.

   “The school board keeps getting complaints about safety and how the school doesn't prepare their students for harmful situations.” I shifted my head towards a girl, the same girl who was sitting in the cafeteria and being made fun of. “My mom works with the school board.” She added, shivering slightly. I then took notice of her appearance. She had short chocolate brown hair that fell straight in a bob, piercing blue eyes and darker washed skin. She filled out her uniform, slightly curvy but perfect proportionate for her height around 5’6. I didn't understand why Amber was making fun of her, I thought she was beautiful. What I noticed the most was her shirt-sleeved white button up that tagged along with her uniform. She must be freezing. As if she could read my thoughts, her body started to shake, fingers clenching to get blood flow back into them.

“Here, you must be freezing.” I took off my coat, holding it out to the girl who rapidly shook her head.

“Oh no, it's ok. I mean it looks like a nice jacket, and I probably won't fit I'm a little, bigger-.” I interrupted her before she could say more,

   “Please, just take it.” I smiled at the girl who gave me an unsure look. With some more convincing she finally took the material. “I'm (Y/N) by the way.” She smiled,

   “I know. We have almost all of our classes together.”

Oh Shit

   She immediately started laughing at my reaction while I looked appalled, great first impression.

“I'm Zara. Thanks for standing up for me by the way.” The students started making their way back into the building, and the two of us followed the crowd but made sure to stick close together.

   “If it's any consolation, I think you're beautiful.”

After talking to Zara, we both had realized that we had every class together except for math. She, of course, was in honors abstract algebra, instead of asking her what that meant I just smiled and nodded. Talking to Zara was like breathing fresh air, her personality was so calming and youth filled, it reminded me that it was ok to be a kid. That I didn't always have to be the girl who thought she was alone.

She was also hilariously funny,

“I have a BTS water noodle.” I stumbled in my jog, almost tripping over my own two feet. The gymnasium walls smelt of sweat and privilege, and usually, I'd be annoyed because it's gym class. But since I started running with Zara, I hadn't stopped smiling. “My younger sister loves BTS. So for my birthday, she got me a BTS water noodle. I never use it, but my younger sister takes it with her whenever the word water is mentioned.” The whistle sharply blew, cutting through the air and stopping all of the teens from running and talking. Turning our head toward the gym teacher, he motioned towards a bag of soccer balls.

“Get in groups of two and work on passing.” Mr. Ping was young, yet still looked older than Jin. He was tall, lean and muscular. He seemed to be in his early thirties, a silver band wrapped around his ring finger that he unashamedly flashed at some girls (and boys) when they would look at him for too long. When I first met him, he had immediately shown me a portrait in his office of a baby boy in a sports onesie. Definitely a family man.

   After Zara grabbed a ball, we headed towards one corner of the room, kicking the ball back and forth to one another.

   “Do you think our gym teachers hot?” I choked on my own salvia, the ball racing past me, as I had no intention to stop it. For a moment I thought she was joking. Until I saw the serious look on her face.

“Isn't he in his thirties?” My voice of reason did nothing to stop her train of thought.

“So? That's only a thirteen-year difference.”

“He's engaged-”

       “But not married, something could change.”

“Zara he has a kid.” The girl paled then nodded in my direction as if she was praising me for winning the silly query.

“Touché”

Unlike any other school day I had ever experienced, authentic happiness was coursing through my veins, and not just because it was a Friday. After school had ended I quickly got Zara's number in my phone and the thought of having this year be different; new home, friends, school, maybe things would be different.

Opening the door to the mansion, I found Yoongi and Jimin death glaring at one another, seething words at each other that I couldn't hear. Namjoon was in the background, frantically cleaning while Jin was yelling words I couldn't understand at the two.

“Is everything ok?” I asked while slipping my shoes off. The boys didn't seem to notice me until now, all four sets of eyes turning to me.

“Everything's fine.”

“Everything's fucking horrible.”

   Jimin and Yoongi both spoke up at the same time while Jin harshly glared between the two before softening his gaze on me.

   “Kayleigh why don't you go find the rest of the boys.” I nodded but before I could move Taehyung and Jungkook were peaking there heads out from upstairs.

“The upstairs is all clean.” Hoseok then appeared from the living room area, “the rooms are good.”

“(Y/N), why don't you go get changed for the social worker.” Oh, that's why everyone seemed so nervous. I passed Yoongi, heading to the stairs but his quiet whispers became exceptionally clear all of a sudden.

“Huh, you must love this. This attention from seven world-famous guys. Why do you think people want to be your friend at school? Its because they want to meet us.” I knew Yoongi didn't like me, that was obvious. But I wouldn't let him imply that Zara was only my friend because of them. Clenching my fist, I turned a full 180, coming face to face with Yoongi. I tried not to overthink how I basically had to look up at him or the fact that his death glare made me want to crawl into a hole and bury myself alive.

“What the fuck is your problem?” My voice was calm and steady, but the anger in me was on the edge of boiling over. “You've hated me ever since you saw me at the orphanage,  I didn't ask for you to adopt me, I was perfectly fine where I was.”

The words coming out of my mouth were bitter. Lies that I spewed to get a reaction because I knew everything was so much better here than living in foster care.

"What have I ever done to you? Ever since I've gotten here, all you've done is act like I'm a leech on your shoulder. What, are you too intimidated by the fact you actually have to grow up?”

Fuck, my eyes widened immediately at his hardened gaze, I went too far. Before I could apologize or back down the venom in his voice pushed me further. “This,” he made eye contact with Namjoon, motioning his hands towards me, “is why I didn't want her.”

“Yoongi!” I couldn't tell who's voice was shouting because my head was spinning and my vision was blurring. This always happened, someone, deciding that I wasn't good enough, that I didn't fit the right standards. I couldn't handle it, not again.  

“You should have left me at the orphanage.” I seethed, his answer was automatic, I think that's what hurt the most.

“I wish I had.” A few shouts from the boys sounded through the room, but what made me turn my head was the feminine voice that cleared her throat. Katie stood in the doorway, clipboard in hand and a disappointed look on her face, this wasn't how I wanted to see her again. I suddenly felt the need to apologize for my actions, tell her that Yoongi and I were faking it and we secretly cared about each other. But the words that parted from her mouth in an exasperated sigh was what broke me.

“Not again (Y/N).”

I was rushing up the stairs as soon as the last syllable left her mouth, hand over my parted lips to stop the sob attempting to escape. I narrowly missed Jungkook's grabbing hands at the top of the stairs trying to stop me, but I snuck through and rushed into my room. Locking the door and falling to my knees, I finally let the tears fall, why did I have to screw it up again?

I angrily threw my belongings into my bag, teeth clenched both in anger and to stop the sobs tempting to reach the surface. After I had shut my door, muffled yelling had erupted from the downstairs, I hated how I was the reason for them fighting. The static in my head only grows once the fear of going back to my old life enters my mind, and once I significantly calm my breathing down a knock sounds from my door. I hold my breath, waiting for the voice to identify itself,

“(Y/N), can you let me in. It's just me, I promise.”

I tempted keeping the door shut, telling him that I couldn't do this. I walk up to the door, leaning my forehead up against the cool wood. Gently wiping the tears from my face, my hand hovers over the knob, in a split moment decision I decide to unlock it. I open the door, turning my back to him and sitting on the bed, I run my fingers on the blankets, wondering if I would spend another night in the building.

“Do you want to stay?” I look up a Jin, probably red-faced and teary-eyed from crying.

“Do you want me too?”

Instead of answering Jin gave me a gentle smile, sitting on the bed next to me, but sitting far enough away to keep his space.

“Did you know,” he started cracking a grin, “that whenever I'm sad I read my blood donor ID?” I raised an eyebrow at the man,

“Why?” I sniffed,

“Because it always says, ‘B positive.’” Jins face morphed into a full out grin, and an obnoxious windshield wiper laugh filled my ears. The joke wasn't necessarily funny, but his genuine laugh is what made me smile.

“Ah, there's that smile.” He scooted closer on the bed as a silence developed between the two of us. “Yoongi's difficult, it took most of us half a year till we really connected. When Yoongi found out he had to live with you, it scared him. He can barely even take care of himself so how's he supposed to take care of a child? He doesn't want commitment.” I couldn't help but hear the hidden meaning in his words.

They don't want commitment.

“Why am I even here? There's a reason why you didn't answer the question, its because you don't want to lie to me.” I stood up from the bed, tears forming in my eyes. I couldn't do this, I couldn't handle it, why was everyone lying to me? I rushed out of the room just as Jin reached out to me.

The thoughts are accelerating inside my head. I want them to slow so I can breathe but they won't. My breaths come in gasps and I feel like I'll black out. My heart is hammering inside my chest like it belongs to a rabbit running for its skin. The room spins and I kneel on the floor, trying to make everything slow to something my brain and body can cope with. I feel so sick. I stand up, rushing towards the exit, feet traveling forward until one hits a side table, causing it to tilt and wiggle. A tall, glass candle sways side to side on the table, before falling to the floor, shattering into millions of tiny pieces.

It starts slowly, the feeling of dread crawling up in my chest, spreading like a drop of ink onto a wet piece of paper. Darkening my thoughts and making it harder for me to see, breath. It doesn't take long for my breath to quicken, eyes wide and chest rising in an uneven pattern as I try to suck in as much air as possible. As if the moment I stop trying there won't be any air left. The shattered glass on the floor causes me to wince, past memories of breaking things by accident and being beaten because of it entering my mind. Tears are flowing down my eyes like a dam had just broken, the drops dripping down my face and onto my hands. My sight becomes blurry and flashes of the belt, my father, shouting and my own screams are all I can remember.

“I'm so sorry.” I choke out, chest tight, and standing in front of me are three shocked boys. Namjoon takes a step forward, fist clenched and an unreadable expression on his face.

“Please don't hit me.”

The boy stops, and so do the others behind him, visibly tensing. “I'll clean it up, I'll pay for it.” I knew whatever I had knocked overlooked expensive, everything did in this house. I drop to my knees, scrambling to pick up the broken pieces of glass,       “(Y/N) stop you’ll cut yourself.” Just as Hoseok said, blood starts flowing from my palms, he drops to my level suddenly and i'm scrambling back. Holding my bloody hands out as if they could protect me, back hitting the wall, “please don't hurt me again, it was an accident, i'm so sorry.” My breathings ragged, uneven and I'm hyperventilating. I close my eyes as if they could block out the events unfolding in front of me. Hands gently cup my face and im eye to eye with Jin, “We won't hurt you here, ok? Just breath.” I take a big gasp in, but can't stop the broken, strangled release of air. Hoseok's kneeling beside me just in time as the world around me gets blurry, Jins two eyes soon becoming four as everything turns sideways, and I finally collapse.

[like-twilight]

My 100 most listened to songs this year (that are on Spotify) :3

Ateez: Twilight (not even surprised there, its my favourite song ever)

Ateez: Wave (even though I’m an Illusion type of gal Illusion is usually for when i feel good, and Wave is when I want to feel better and keep my spirits up at work so. hence)

Ateez: Say My Name (she’s perfect)

Ateez: Illusion (AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)

Ateez: Aurora (shut up its hONGJOONG’S SONG)

Ateez: Hala Hala (DEEP IN MY HEART, DEEP IN MY SOUL)

BTS: Boy With Luv (lies and deceit, this is NOT my most listened to BTS track, last.fm can back me up)

BTS: Dionysus (SHE WAS MY MOST PLAYED BTS TRACK AND thats the periodt on that tea i just aged fifty years)

Ateez: Utopia (WE CAN TOUCH UTOPIA WE CAN REACH THERE UTOPIA)

Ateez: Dancing Like Butterfly Wings (WHOUOOAH WHWOAUHAIFD)

Ateez: Pirate King (for the hundredth time, Hongjoong, i WILL be your friend)

BTS: Make It Right (no)

Seventeen: HIT (listen………………………………………….. shouldve been the title track)

TxT: Crown (i am so happy my most listened to txt track isnt….. something else…. *gulps* good job, hatchlings. and when will i stop calling you hatchlings? NEVER)

Ateez: Sunrise (HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHONGJOONG’S SONG - listen this song is cheesy and im absolutely in love with it. i want. joy. my heart Seeks it, i cant help it)

BTS: Mikrokosmos (like i said fuck joy)

Taemin: Stone Heart (im being called out for being a sad thot. or a horny emo. idk)

GentleBeatz: Cold Night (pls im crying)

ATEEZ: Precious (MINGIIIIYYAAAAAHHHHH. fuck it up, son)

BTS: Home (im exhauussted man. guess wat. i jus wanna go home. ME TOO, namjoon)

Day6: Beautiful Feeling (its the tragedy of my life that there are no caps in hangul. this is truly. the most beautiful song and it brings me so much happiness. and dowoon. it brings me so much dowoon.)

Seventeen: CLAP (*vibrating at a frequency that could shatter glass* bbbBAkKKSSsUUUuu)

Sunmi: LaLaLay (this is why i think this list definitely has a limit on how many songs you can have from an artist on this list because LaLaLay is like my fiftieth most-listened to this year according to last.fm and has a lot of BTS and Seventeen and more ATEEZ before it so idk. anyway sunmi good, release a minialbum pleaaaase?)

BTS: Jamais Vu (its jins song :<)

Ateez: Crescent (*closes eyes* nO)

Day6: Like That Sun (BOIIII day6 really is something else)

Seventeen: Home (honestly? i cry. awh i cant believe this year started with seventeen, it was so so so so nice to become a carat x””””) and this song, man… warmth ♥)

BTS: Intro: Persona (WHO THE HELL AM I)

Ateez: Treasure (hoOOOOBOI thank fuck i watched the dance practice that made me appreciate this song better x””))

Taemin: Want (quote from myself: “I’m not sure about the song but Taemin is a really beautiful man” oKAY)

Seventeen: Our Dawn Is Hotter Than Day (my actual favourite svt song :”””) its. peace ♥)

Lauv: I’m So Tired (bitch i am)

Ateez: Promise (NO ONE TAAAKE YOOUUUUU DOOOOOOOWN)

NCT Dream: Boom (what are these foetuses doing here lmao)

BTS: I Need U (whats THIS motherfucker doing here x”) fuck off)

BSS: Just Do It (the Only Song)

Ateez: My Way (this Hongjoong rap……. i swear, my LIFE)

Seventeen: Boomboom (the LEAST LIKED SVT TITLE TRACK??!?! kiSS MY BUTT)

BTS: Mic Drop (u kno, the steve aoki one)

……………. TxT: Cat & Dog (listen…… its Yeonjun’s rap, i swear! IM INNOCENT!!!)

Ateez: Stay (me: its the Wanted intro song! x”””))

Seventeen: Don’t Wanna Cry (ulgo shipji anha bitch)

BTS: Blood Sweat & Tears (last year’s most listened………. still as horny as ever)

NCT 127: Superhuman (they do have a lot of songs that i love but i feel like this is the song?! like The Song?!?!? The Comeback? its just so well put together and i love LOVE the choreo. doyoung ate the vocals)

Ateez: Desire (another song i really didnt appreciate in the beginning but. I changed my ways, i promise, tHAT OUTROOOOOO)

Stray Kids: Miroh (fine, fINE THEY GOT ME WITH THIS ONE)

Seventeen: Lie Again (bitch. also i realised my favourite line isnt even said by mingyu its said by mr. scoops. anyway im in pain)

BTS: Anpanman (i still cant believe how Actually good this song is x”””))

Ateez: Wonderland (you know for a song that was only released two months ago! only one of which was measured by spotify, its p good! gAJAAAAA)

Taemin: Sexuality (that one perf. you know the one. yeah.)

Apink: 응응 (this was released in JANUARY and its still one of the best songs this year)

 BTS: Trivia: Seesaw (he has a CHOREO)

Ateez: Light (yuNHO’S SONG)

Seventeen: Getting Closer (fuck them haters, this is the most well-put together svt song that exists fight me about it)

Shinee: Symptoms (this song is Beautiful, i remember going through shinee’s discography and being FLOORED)

BTS: Go Go (yoloyoloyoloyo)

Ateez: WIN (AAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEE)

Seventeen: Bring It (Hoshi: imma kill everyone in this mofakin house)

Taemin: Artistic Groove (”oh i dont like this song that much” she said “Im a fucking LIAR” she said)

BTS: Pied Piper (why nOT DIMPLE)

Ateez: Mist (WOOYOUNG’S SONG)

Seventeen: If I (The Hip Hop Unit Song)

Taemin: Move (its Her)

BTS: Epiphany (:< lovely jin ♥ i remember getting into bts and deciding to bias jin Immediately and then five days later this bitch drops you ain ever seen an emotional rollercoaster like that)

Ateez: Thank U (dude when yunho and yeosang go hAL MARI ISSEO and the jongho goes nEOL SAENGGAKHAMYEON BYE)

Seventeen: Moonwalker (this is so random x”) WHY NOT ROCKET since i have to be tormented by my sins anyway)

Taemin: Shadow (fair, fair, this was my favourite from this album for a long time)

Trivia: Love (nae sarang sarang sarang) 

Ateez: Dazzling Light (CHOREO!??!?!)

Seventeen: No F.U.N. (this is such a random selection of svt songs spotify put in here x”””))

Taemin: my current fave from this album :””))

NCT 127: Touch (BITCH IM SO SOFT FOR THIS SONG ITS SO CUTE)

Ateez: With U (cOFFEE SHOP MUSIC)

BTS: Begin (why this. i dont even like jk)

Block B: Very Good - Rough Ver. (of course this is on here x”””) LETS GO)

Day6: Sing Me (that one live did it for me where jae just Goes Missing and then he’s in the middle of the crowd suddenly yes very good)

Ateez: If Without You (little known fact the OOOOH and WhoOOOAOaa sound effects in the background are all Me)

Taemin: Danger (neolhumchyeogayohumchyeogayo)

BTS: Dimple (finally! anyway this choreo was a mistake)

NCT 127: Simon Says (”i dont like this song that much” sHE LIED AGAIN)

Ateez: Beginning of the End (why lmao)

Day6: Somehow (ahhh this used to be my ultimate favourite day6 song and its still v close to the top ahahhHfdjhkéfdosdjágf I love IT)

Seventeen: Hug :<

Oneus: 가자 (GIVE ONEUS THEIR WELL-DESERVED WIN THEY HAD THREE KILLER TITLE TRACKS THIS YEAR THEYRE AMAZING)

NCT U: Boss (jungooooo ♥♥)

BTS: Reflection (Kim Namjoon Made Me Cry In Public????!!?!)

Seventeen: Highlight (get. out. of. my. sight.)

Bastille: Bad Decisions (is…. is this the first (and possibly only��) non k-pop song on this list,!??! hahAhfddéjfdk)

Day6: Shoot Me (DEI SIKSEU DEI SIKSEU WHOOOOOOOOOO that was the fanchant)

Steve Aoki (feat. two random people): Waste It On Me (kim namjoon stop telling me to eat you)

Seventeen: Oh My! (ah when i used to listen to this every morning to give me Good Mood)

Oneus: Twilight (taEYANGI TTEOREOJINDA)

Taemin: Thirsty (same)

Editors: Barricades (oh good, save me, tom, sAVE ME. this song is actually amazing. i love uhhhhh uUUUHHHH frankenstein and the other new ones (i know their titles) but this one is just up there too ♥♥)

Seventeen: Good to Me (and then mingyu outthotted everyone and the world exploded, the end)

Day6: 121U (the song that first got stuck with me!)

Baekhyun: UN Village (this is so random but i mean i wont lie.)

The Boyz: Bloom Bloom (im so happy this is on here. these guyz deserve so much more love and recognition ♥♥ both bloom bloom and ddd are amazing and. theyve had a year)

Seventeen: Very Nice (you could say this song is… aju nice ;-))

Momomeme: Gogobebe (oh does this mean i can be bisexual? since theres a gg on this list? PLEEEEEEASE)

[daddiejoonie]

BTS when they find out you have a kid and the father isn’t in the child’s life.

hyung line

Warnings : mentions Domestic violence

Namjoon

Namjoon and you had been on a few dates and the topic of your kid hadn't popped up because you were scared of what he would say. You like him a lot and even though it’s been a few dates you could see your self being with him for a long time. so on your 3rd date you decide its time to tell him.

“so Namjoon i have to tell you something” you said 

He just smiled and said “You can tell me anything”

“ Okay” you took a deep breath looking down at your hands“ so I wasn’t trying to hide this from you i just didn’t know how to tell you. I am a mother I have a 4 year old son” you were scared to look at him so you rambled on.

“if you Don’t want to see me anymore i understand this all big and i like you a lot and i hope this doesn’t mess us up” you said rambling on as you played with your fingers not wanting to look up at him. “ I don’t like bringing people into my sons life if they aren’t going to stay in his life. hes had enough with his father picking and choosing when he wants be be there for him”  I was cut off by him taking his hand in mine. 

“ Y/n look up at me” he said softly you look up at him slowly “ I’m not leaving, and I’m not mad. It’s a lot to take in, but I i like you y/n and when you are comfortable with me enough I would like to meet your son”

Min Yoongi

You are rapper for bighits newest girl group and we have been hanging out for a couple weeks now him helping you with your rapping.

“ you need to Rapp about things in your life, you know like I’ve rapped about my depression”

“ I mean i have something but I don’t think the company would like it” you said d like if down

“ Well it’s just me” he said

“And I know you tired, of hearing that man

A real man take responsibility, for his seeds

This for every single mother, whether you white or black

It don't matter, you know I'm saying

Ery'body can't be born rich, you know I'm saying

I come from the hood, I made some'ing out of nothing

You know I'm saying, everytime I do a concert

It's females in the front row, after the show

They like sign my autograph, so I can get back home

My kids gotta go to school, you know I'm saying

So if you taking care of your child, by your damn self

Keep doing your damn thang, if Fantasia can do the shit”

He looks at me his eyes full of wonder.

“I didn’t know you were a mother” he said softly

“ yeah I have 2 twin boys” You said

“you’re on your own with them” he asked and I could here the slight anger in his voice.

“ yeah their father up and left me when I got pregnant, he’s never seen them” You said rolling my eyes

“That’s bull shit what type of man would leave his own kids” he said �� and what idiot would leave you” he said brushing your hair behind your ear. “ I swear some men in this world are idiots, I would love to meet your boys if you would let me” he got a little closer to your face your noses basically touching. You take in a sharp breath.

“You can meet them anytime you would like” you said softly

“How about today, let’s finish up here and go” he said

Kim Seokjin

You are a makeup artist for big hit and the boys love you. they are going on tour soon and they wan’t you to do the makeup and hair on tour. The thing is you cant because you have a 3 year old daughter that you cant just leave to find for her self. only a few people know in the company and Jin is not one of these. One day you were talking to Jin bout how the mangers want you to go on tour to do hair and makeup as i got him ready for a music video.

“you should your the best” Jin said smiling 

“But i cant” i said “ I cant leave my daughter alone”

“YOUR DAUGHTER” he said his head whipping around

“Oh I forgot you don���t know, Yes i have a daughter shes 4″ i said smiling

“ why did you never tell me i thought we were close” he said pouting

“ well I don’t talk about her a lot at work because people judge me because he father isn’t in her life, i’m a single mother” i said 

“I wouldn’t judge you Y/n, i like you to much to judge  you because you have a daughter plus i want to meet her, maybe you can bring her on tour you know in the summer time when there is no school i bet she would have fun and ill be able to play with her, and cook for her” he said all excited I just giggled 

“ your planning things already,” is said 

“i just want to show you the type of man i am” he said smiling me sweetly “ I want you to know that I would never leave” he said taking my hand in his

 Jung hoseok 

You were at the park with your son playing on the play ground. When you heard your name being called.

“Y/n!!!! Y/n!!!” screamed the voice you turn around to see Hobi running to me.

“ HOBI” you said

He ran to you tackling you to the ground. You lay there laughing with him.

“Ouch” Hobi said pulling away rubbing his arm.

Your son stood there with a stick in his hands

“Your hurting my momma don’t do that” he yelled

“ what did he mean by that Y/n “ Hobi said turning to me I could see the fire in his eyes

“ he wasn’t hurting me Mark we were just playing, this is momma’s friend from work Hobi” You said

I looked back at Hobi to see him smiling at your son.

“ nice to meet you Mark, I would never hurt your momma remember that” he said smiling

“ I’m sorry it’s just my dad used to leave marks on my momma I don’t want that again” Mark said my eyes went wide “ go play Mark me and Hobi will be here and watch you” You said

“Hobi i-“ I stared to say then looked down at my hands “ it’s something I don’t like to talk about but I’ll I’ll say is there’s a reason his father is not in his life.” I said looking up at him with tears slowly falling

[osamuniichann]

Map of the Soul: Persona

yall already know after the bois drop an album i gotta jump on here commenting my love on it real fckn quick. They did it ONCE AGAIN, im so happy and alive and god i guess we gon jump back into what i think of the album!!

Intro: Persona. bro when this came out and I heard them old school vibes??? I WAS GONE. tbt to school luv affair and the old hip hop albums like can we just appreciate this nostalgia sldkgj the visuals in the mv were great, Nams looked BEAUTIFUL as per usual HHH. But I gotta say im scared of CGI Nams that mans too big i gasped--

Boy With Luv (feat. Halsey). Ok now L I S T E N. I KNEW when the teasers came out that this song was gonna bop so hard but DAMN DID IT HAVE TO GO SO HARD THO!! and like even tho I’m not a huge halsey fan, (i went to her badlands concert here and it was p good! im just not so into her new music so c: to each their own right?), she really matched this mv! the looks, the colors, the choreo, the vocals?? PERFECT. the visuals were so mf pretty aaaa. Its such a happy song like i kept replaying and i kept smiling so BIG! depression? never heard of her!! we going POSITIVITY AND HAPPINESS!

Mikrokosmos. Sister microcosms, mitochondria, microbiology. Yethhhh, i love the slow beats, the vocals being served eye--god, dont u wanna run?? or actually it sounds like the beginning soundtrack of a movie?? like when they’re walking and the producers, writers, directors’ names show on screen?? and the main character is listening to this on their headphones and then when they get to school, they take out their earphones and the audio gets quieter LMAO i appreciate this song a lot! c: 

Make It Right. Now this the one with Ed Sheeran collabing right?? u can totally tell its him, it has such a distinct sound unique to only him! i was gonna beat his ass if he gave me an annoying ass Shape of You but he came through sldkjgsg its a p chill song, i just wanna be on a bike riding through a park alongside a river at night IDK. like its calming and just makes me wanna take some time to myself to reflect and just stay relaxed. aaaa and when they sang “I can make you better, hold you tighter” im SAD :((( bts really comin out with soft ass songs, they forever have my love and support!

HOME. KLDSJSDLG YOOO. THIS. THIS FCKN ONE RIGHT HERE OFFICER. THIS IS MY FAVE (Boy With Luv is my second fave!!) like i heard that HOME was a song describing how we--the fans--are like home to the boys so i expected a ballad or a slow, soft song like 2! 3! or Spring Day but nOoO. they came out with this?! this mf shit goes so H A R D. I THREW MY BACK OUT [TRYNA] TWERK TO THIS. LIKE THE BEAT, THE VOCALS, THE FALSETTOS, THE HARMONIES, THE RAPS?!!! FUCK THIS STOMPED MY TEETH INTO A CEMENT CURB AND BROKE ME. MY ASS WILL FOREVER CLAP TO THIS!! jimin really went in like can i just say???? “you know u got that HOoOoOoMeee” GEEZUS I NEED THIS LIVE MA’AM, SIR ... *chef’s kiss!

Jamais Vus. JIN STARTS IT HELL YES. if im correct, this is the hopejinkook song right?? I love hearing hobi rap-sing/sing like its just so hyped or melodic. its such a addicting melody! And when Jungkook comes in wit the “please give me a remedyyyy~~” like um yes sir im bout to switch majors to Pharmacy so I can snatch some of them remedies to give u baby bois

Dionysus. alright my fellow percy jackson/heroes of olympus/trials of apollo stans, where yall at??? I deadass thought since Dionysus is the God of Wine and fertility, i thought we was gonna get some slow, sensual, luxurious sounds like House of Cards or Singularity?? But no ma’am we got Marvel, superhero, crime-fighting, shounen anime, ass-kicking rock emo vibes! IM LIVIN FOR IT LIKE HELL YE. someone bring out a fckn punching bag im bout to beat the crap out of it. And the change in beat during Yoon’s part?? “are you ready to get hyped up?” - Kim Namjoon 2019, IM BALD. Thanos bout to get his ass kicked wit this song playing, its a mf sign dont @ me! literally ant man better crawl up Thanos’ pruny fckn ass and expand while this plays in the back idc! also i heard hobi wrote the melodies and produced this track; man really went marvel/spiderverse on us and i LOVE IT

Final thoughts: amazing album AS USUAL!! the boys always aren’t afraid of exploring new genres and creating new sounds which i seriously lovelovelove. ive never been disappointed with an album from them, can yall spell TALENT?? the skill, the vocals, the raps, the visuals, the EVERYTHING is just perfect, outstanding, completely and utterly amazing. ill never get tired of these bois, they make me so happy and god im just so blessed to be born and living during the same time as them. i cant believe theyre back, im so excited and hope they will be able to come to my state for a concert bc im ready to spend top dollar to see them up close! i cant wait for what’s to come; no matter what they put out, ill forever support and love them wit all my goddamn heart! c: 

[toastybutstupid]

Bangtan Boys Fanfiction Recommendation Post

This is very long overdue.

So this is a post of some fanfictions i have read in this fandom that are one: Really fucking good and you should read them. (Literally all of them) And two: Aren’t nearly recognized enough. 

i will be adding to this list!! I read alot of fanfiction like that’s all i read because the creativity is used so well!

NOTE: THESE ARE ALL SHIP FICS. AND ALOT ARE YOONSEOK!!

perhaps an X reader will come along down the line! You never know!

PLEASE TELL ME IF ANY LINKS DON’T WORK!!

Okay let’s get started!

Beta Tau Sigma by Bazooka (Mature; 123k; Namjin and Yoonmin; COMPLETE)- HIGHLY RECOMMEND!! This was one of the first works i have read from this fandom and its by far a TOP fanfiction that i love, this actually sprang my love for college AU’s! Great read!

On Patrol Season 1 & 2 by Ragi (Not rated; 246k; Jikook, Yoonseok, and Namjin; COMPLETE)- REALLY GOOD!!!!Has to be one of my favorites produced from this fandom. Definitely something that i’m currently rereading! Really fucking good okay like im sad its ending.

And one musn’t tell lies by Tteokie (Mature; 36k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE)- DUDE THIS WAS THE FIRST HARRY POTTER AU I READ FROM THIS FANDOM AND HOLY SHITTTT!!!! This is really good!!! Literally so fucking happy i found this fic okay. 

IMMA BEAT THAT PUSSY by Sotaekook (Teen; 44k; Taekook, Namjin Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)-  THIS. IS. THE. BEST. CHAT FIC OUT THERE. THIS BEATS IT ALL FOR ME OKAY LIKE THE AUTHOR CAN TAKE MY MONEY. Okay but in all seriousness, this fic is one of the best chat fics out there, even the angst is very good (It’s not heavy by any means though!)

Pick Me Up by Priska (Mature; 93k; Jikook and lowkey Taegi; COMPLETE)- Mk, im not into omegaverse much, but this one is really good. i still need to catch up im like 4 chaps behind. But this is really good and i recommend this one HARDCORE.

Pretty In Pink by Profound_Felicity (Explicit; 67k; Namjin; COMPLETE)- !!!!!!!!Dude this is some pretty fucking nice shit. Its a crossdresser!Jin and i fell in love with this fic in the first chapter. Recommend!!!!

My Lovely Lilac By Profound_ Felicity (Explicit; 74k; Taekook; COMPLETE)-  This is part two-ish? To Pretty In Pink but its from Taehyung’s point of view and holy shit it’s so cute?? Its a crossdresser! Taehyung and i love this so much.

The Bet by Jonghyunslisterine (Teen; 46k; Jikook; COMPLETE)- 

OKAY 

O K A Y

THIS IS WHAT GOT ME HARDCORE SHIPPING JIKOOK.

this is basically jk making a bet with tae to try to get chim to go out with him. AND IM SO SHOOK WITH THIS HOLY SHIT. REALLY GOOD.

Let’s Not Fall in Love by Jungkoojk (Mature; 142k; Jikook, Yoonseok, and Namjin; INCOMPLETE)-  this also got me hardcore shipping jikook. mk so like basically, Jk and the rap line are like his posse (Excluding Hoseok and Jin’s in the posse too) were hosting a party and like they play spin the bottle and you can sorta see what goes on there jk wants to get to know jimin more oh and homophobia is an issue

I Don’t Know What To Call This Yet by  Anaamikaa (Mature; 44k; Yoonseok, Namjin, Taekook, Vmin; INCOMPLETE)-  Min Yoongi meets Jung Hoseok. That’s literally what is and it b u i l d s. Fantastic chemistry between these assholes i cri.

Been Tryin’ Hard Not To Get Into Trouble But I Got War On My Mind by Teenuviel1227 (Explicit; 56k; Yoonseok and Taekook; COMPLETE)- Okay this made me cry at the end lemme tell ya. Its really good god. Like Yoongi is an undercover agent for the police department at Hoseok’s race crew and Yoongs gets attached and adfhasofn its so good!!!!

trying to behave (but you know that we never learned how) by Christmasyoongi (Explicit; 311k; Yoonmin, Namjin, Yoonseok, and Vhope; INCOMPLETE)- This fic.

okay it’s really fucking good okay. The angst is p heavy though. Yoongi and Jimin grow up together and shit. Okay but i want to say this: I understand that some people will not like this one because certain things happen, but it is warned. Do not read if you are going to be bashing the author who worked so fucking hard on this. This really is a work of art, no matter how harsh the situation is okay. The author does not need hateful comments on something they worked really hard on. and you can tell too. I will defend this author because how much i respect them. SAD BUT VERY FUCKING GOOD OKAY ITLL BE WORTH IT. 

Wait by YannaB (Mature; 18k; Jikook, Namjin, Vmin, And Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- Dude this one is so… o fucking good? its one of those fics that i comment on every single update okay. Jungkook and Jimin grow up and Jk’s dad is a dipshit. I really love it okay like im waiting for the next update!!

the gravity that pulls me (i can’t look away) by Sirradel (Mature; 37k; Namjin and Yoonseok; COMPLETE)- if you love the apocalypse feel, namjin, yoonseok and more namjin and space? REad this holy shit. i love Bazooka and this writer reminded me so much of thier work and goalfns this made me so happy okay its v cute and i want to die of f l u f f

i have five senses (and they’re all for you to use) by Taberune (General Audiences; 10k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE)- THIS IS FUCKING GREAT OKAY. This was a 3 in the morning read and fuck it was so good and i think im gonna reread this shit tonight lmao. Basically, overtime your mind bonds with those you’ve grown close to and Yoongi has to hide his thoughts of Hoseok so much and finsoifnaqo THIS IS SO GOOD PLEASE GIVE IT LOVE.

Confessions by Miskeen (Mature; 5k; Namseok; COMPLETE)- THIS IS WHY I STARTED SHIPPING NAMSEOK. THIS IS WHY. andthatwholethingwiththemarriageinjapan. BUT. Hoseok gets a note in his locker asking for a date and Namjoon is his closest friend but hey Hoseok dont know how to kiss

late calls (with the lovers that’ll hate you) by Throne (Explicit; 14k; Yoonmin, Taekook, Namjin, Vhope; INCOMPLETE)- ireallylovehpausokay OKAY. SO THIS MOFO JIMIN IS A VEELA. AND LIKE ONE TIME HE TRIES TO USE HIS POWERS ON SOMEONE HE DIDN’T KNOW TO GO TO HOGSMEADE  AND YOU FIND OUT LATER THAT ITS YOONGI WHO IS CAPTAIN OF THE SLYTHERIN TEAM. ITS REALLY G O O D 

a litany in which certain things are crossed out by Gaslight (Explicit; 31k; Yoonseok and Namjin; COMPLETE) (MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH)- i dont know how to feel about this one. Its really fucking good shIt the angst is heavy. I was reading it and i cried in class because holy fuck. Yoongi loses his memory. sad but good okay.

Look Who’s In Trouble by Sybuology (Mature; 12k; Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- this fic is so soft and cute oh my christ. the author hasnt updated in a while though:/ but this is some domestic fluff for yoonseok and doing the parent thing and its so cute i actually want to die holy shit.

Life Is Sweet (When You’re Growing Up So Fast) by Feminist_Killjoy (Teen; 14k; Yoonseok, Taekook, and Namjin; COMPLETE)- all these little losers work at the mall and fall in love with one another and it s so cute and like it gets lowkey angsty. Like holy shit?? Jimin gets fucked over alot though lmao but its funny and he finds someone in the end ;)

You Should Let Me Love You by Infinitizeit (Teen; 7k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE)-  thIS IS SO CUTE OH MY GOD. Like Hoseok and namjoon work for yoongo and like hoseok doesnt want to go to his hs reunion right? w ro n g. Yoongi is like you gots to go ill be your date or whatever. this is v cut okay im mad i put it off for so long

Dead Leaves and Spring Flowers by Infinitizeit (Mature; 10k; Yoonseok, Vmin, Namjin; COMPLETE)- I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS. iread this just the other day and holy shit it made me shook as heck. so like. Your soulmates name is etched on your chest on your heart and there is this rare thing where youre heart can break if your soulmate loves someone else. well. Jung Hoseok has a soulmate, Yoongi and Taehyung do not.

The Two Billion Songs On Love by Lexwrites (Mature; 11k; Yoonseok, Namjin, and Taekook; COMPLETE)- T H I S. I LOVE COLLEGE AU’S. This is so sweet and soft and yoongi is so in love but he doesnt know that. really fucking good okay like ughhhhhhh

Pieces by StopTheDams (Teen; 59k; Yoonseok and Namjin; INCOMPLETE)(MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH)- 

FUCK OKAY.

YALL REMEMBER WHEN I WAS INTO SPN AND SHIPPED DESTIEL? tHIS GAVE ME THAT VIBE AND ITS SO GOOD AND SAD BUT FLUFFY AND HOLY SHIT I JUST CAUGHT UP WITH IT ANDITS SO GOODLIKE I WAS SOBBING

You’re A Fineapple by Infinitizeit (Teen; 2k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE)- yoonseok and pickup lines. what else is there to say?

It’s Just Kissing, Not Rocket Science by Ragi (Not rated; 14k; Minjoon and Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- This is really fucking cute alright. i dont ship minjoon much but this made it rlly cute okay trust me. Namjoon runs one of the biggest gay bars in Korea when Park Jimin comes into his bar crying about heartbreak and then asks for advice on how to keep a man. R E C.

September by TheHalesNyx (Explicit; 26k; Yoonmin and Junghope; COMPLETE)- Another omegaverse and its v sweet holy fuckkkk

i love omegaverse that arent all dom sub and this is the one okay. its sweet and cute. basically yoongi meets jimin in a shop right when his cycle starts.

You Have 1 New Message by Bazooka (Teen; 30k; Namjin; COMPLETE)- I LOVE BAZOOKA’’S WORK OKAY I HAVE HIGH RESPECTS FOR THEM.

BASICALLY, NJ USES SJ SELFIES FOR HIS SUGAR DADDY AND NAMJIN ARE BEFRIENDED!!

The Mark of an Educated Mind By Bazooka (General Audiences; 6k; Namjin; COMPLETE)- Namjoon looks up bts fanfiction and is surprised but what he finds and questions what his relationship with Kim Seokjin really is

v cute okay

Celebrity Crush by Bazooka (Teen; 16k; Namjin; COMPLETE)- THIS IS A FOLLOW UP TO THE MARK OF AN EDUCATED MIND OKAY. dude this

this made me feel shit. Basically after nj finds out sj’s celeb crush is himself, he questions the relationship further.

Comfort In Lies by UsagiFelton (Mature; 107k; Jikook and Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- this was so cute then it got sad then it got really cute??

its in the canonverse and shit its cute and jk cant do emotions holy shit

Bubblegum, Neat Freaks, and The Mystery of Love by Cliffolly(Not rated; 53k; Namjin and Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- this is so soft holy shit. the humor is there, the fluff is there god it really cute and regret putting it off for so long. So basically, neat freak Kim Seokjin meets Kim Namjoon and when he does, well, let’s just say the two got into a bit of a sticky situation, causing Namjoon to have to treat Jin to dinner for the whole week. this is really fucking cute okay like its really cute fluff!!!

The Petty Criminal Discount by Kingkiwi (General Audiences; 6k; Jikook; COMPLETE) this is really cute and soft. i was like in the mood for some coffee shop au’s and holy shit this is a beauty?? Jungkook is a criminal of sorts and well, whenever he’s on the run he goes to a coffee shop where he meets the owner of Dark & Wild.

baby, baby, you’re a caramel macchiato by sweetmxchi (General audiences; 1k; Jikook; COMPLETE) sdafgh this is v cute and i wanted to die because im a slut for flirty Jimin and shy Jungkook like ughhhh its just so cute. After living in the us for three years, no one has ever spelt Jungkook’s name right until one day where it was spelled right.

Constraint by Harlot (Explicit; 40k; Jikook; COMPLETE) this is really funny to me and but it gets lowkey angsty. anyhow, Jungkook doesn’t like Jimin and well he’s straight.Or so he thinks. I LOVE DRINKING GAME FICS

I Bloomed For You… by Meanie_Beanie_nim (Mature; 200k; Taekook, Yoonmin, Namjin; COMPLETE) IM ONLY 6 CHAPTERS IN AND IM IN LOVE. Yo but like this is a soulmate au it includes the disease hanahaki so its a lowkey gore type of fic? like in the sense that its gonna be graphic in some parts. i dunno i like my angst hardcore so like im chill with this. Shy, socially awkward Jeon Jungkook meets Jung Hoseok who extends him to his group of frineds and well, he meets Kim Taehyung. Oh and his aunt had died of Hanahaki disease,which is a rare occurrence. OKAY IT’LL GET ANGSTY BUT IM LIVING FOR THESE CUTE FUNNY MOMENTS

Nanny by Nochucomethru (Mature; 13k; Jikook; COMPLETE) THIS WAS SO CUTE LIKE IM WRITING A TAEHYUNG SINGLE DAD FIC CURRENTLY MK THIS STARTED THAT. Anyways, Tattoo artist Jungkook needs a job and Park Jimin, single daddo, needs a nanny. ;)

You’re My Genie, Lamborghini (You’re My Teeny Weeny Meenie) by mindheist (Explicit; 7k; Jikook; COMPLETE) YOOOOOOOOOOOO IM LIVING FOR THIS ONE MAN UGH I FINISHED IT LAST WEEK AND UGHHHHH. Park Jimin, training vlogger and dancing cover guy Jeon Jungkook meet through twitter and then Jungkook bruised his tailbone. WeLL. READ TO FIND OUT MORE.

The Room of Unrequited Love by dyegu (Teen; 15k, Jikook and Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE) did i ever mention how much i hp aus bc i do. seriously tho i want to see where this goes, the author hasnt updated in two months but its really good and worth the await. JIMIN IS A PREFECT AND CATCHES jUNGKOOK AND YOONGI AT NIGHT LOOKING FOR THE ROOM OF REQUIREMENT. AND LIKE JIMIN SEEMINGLY WANTS TO BEFRIEND JK BUT LIKE HES NOT COOPERATING?? ITS CUTE I SWEAR.

the art of the plug by themelonlord (Explicit; 16k, Yoonmin; COMPLETE) This is pracitcally porn with feelings man. its really good smut though?? Y’all…. this is good. Jimin plugs himself and Yoongi finds out and oh sweet jesus its a ride (Pun intended.)

your body is a place to stay by jonghyunslisterine (Teen; 8k; Jikook; COMPLETE) I FUCKING FOUND IT. JESUS I DIDNT BOOKMARK IT AND LIKE OMFG THIS IS REALLY GOOD AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Jk isn’t liked by many of the mom’s bc his tattoos and they dont believe he can raise his daughter. He also meets Park Jimin in a bookstore and well, his daughter loves him too

somethin’ fishy by sweetlyblue (Explicit; 48k; Yoonseok, Taekook; COMPLETE) so i got into a merman thing early this school year and like i found this diamond in the rough and holy shit its so cute?? basically Hoseok lives at a beach and finds a visitor when he almost drowns. super cute i wanted to die reading it.

Undressed by superrunnaturall (Explicit; 21k; Yoonseok, Vmin; COMPLETE) Dude this is so cute too like?? jesus i really liked the end because like…. guess you’ll have to read to find out ;))). but so like Jin sets Yoongi up with a date on a dating show i guess?? and well, they talk in their underwear and get to know eachother and wow. r e a d.

yoonseok au #1 by chinatea (Teen; 3k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE) This was just really beautifully written?  i dont understand how it so cry worthy good but it is?? well so, i read this a while ago so here’s the summary from the author

:  in which nomadic witch!hoseok and town witch!yoongi get married happily ever after. help. r e a d it  pl e a se

In the Twilight Air by Trilluvium (Explicit; 39k; Yoonmin; COMPLETE)

okay so this is just smut. but its cute smut. Basically jimin and yoongi fuck bc they both virgins. and well. it goes on and tbfh it’s cute.

Riptide by peppermint_wind (Mature; 62k; Jikook, Yoonseok, Namjin; COMPLETE) SOFT s o f  t. it does have homophobia though because it is canon divergence. well jk think he got feelos for jimin but so does jimin but things can get a bit out of hand…

[ao3feed-minjoon]

BTS - Song Fic

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2BnPwCc

by jibootyjimin

I wanted to make like a thing where you guys rec me songs and then I write drabbles or ficlets to go with them/based on them. like you guys just rec me a song and the pairing and i just do with it what i want and can while centering it around the song. each drabble/ficlet would only be around 200 to 500 words so what do you guys think?

-

ships I’d write for:

KookMin, Vmin, Vmin, YoonJin, Taegi, JinMin, MinJoon, SugaMon, JiHope, YoonMin, YoonSeok and VMinKook

Words: 67, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of Drabbles and Ficlets

Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Park Jimin (BTS), Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Min Yoongi | Suga

Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung | V/Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster/Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Taehyung | V/Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster/Park Jimin, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Park Jimin, Min Yoongi | Suga/Park Jimin, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | V/Park Jimin

Additional Tags: Drabbles, Cross-Posted on Tumblr, Songfic, Inspired by Music, Rating May Change, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Other pairings can be requested, im too lazy to add them all, warning though, if i dont ship someone i might tell you i cant write it, or it might take longer to be written

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2BnPwCc

[ao3feed-yoonjin]

BTS - Song Fic

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2BnPwCc

by jibootyjimin

I wanted to make like a thing where you guys rec me songs and then I write drabbles or ficlets to go with them/based on them. like you guys just rec me a song and the pairing and i just do with it what i want and can while centering it around the song. each drabble/ficlet would only be around 200 to 500 words so what do you guys think?

-

ships I’d write for:

KookMin, Vmin, Vmin, YoonJin, Taegi, JinMin, MinJoon, SugaMon, JiHope, YoonMin, YoonSeok and VMinKook

Words: 67, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of Drabbles and Ficlets

Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Park Jimin (BTS), Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Min Yoongi | Suga

Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung | V/Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster/Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Taehyung | V/Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster/Park Jimin, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Park Jimin, Min Yoongi | Suga/Park Jimin, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | V/Park Jimin

Additional Tags: Drabbles, Cross-Posted on Tumblr, Songfic, Inspired by Music, Rating May Change, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Other pairings can be requested, im too lazy to add them all, warning though, if i dont ship someone i might tell you i cant write it, or it might take longer to be written

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[scarlette-joel-writing]

Fear of Flying

Pairing: Kim Namjoon x Reader

Requested by: No one 

Genre: Cuteness 

Warnings: A bit of language. Anxiety (fear of planes). 

Words: 1.4 k 

Part 1 Part 2

A/N There will be a part two to this. I have it all planned out.

She has never been on a plane before. 

Not because there werent opportunities for her to go, because there had been plenty of chances throughout her life. No. She had never been on a plane before because of her fear of flying. 

Actually. It wasnt a fear of flying at all. It was a fear of being 39,000 feet in the air with the knowledge that if they began to plummet to the Earth, or into the water, there was absolutely no chance that she would survive. That was what scared her the most. It was the fact that she was putting her life into the hands of a pilot to let her be flown half way across the country.

It was a fear of falling

She had told her mother a week before that it was only an 11 hour drive from her home state of Indiana to New York City, and if she left early enough she would have been able to make it there in time for the wedding with time to stop and rest along the way. Her mother wasnt having any of that. 

“I have already bought the ticket Y/N. Dont make things unnecessarily difficult just cause you think you are going to die in a plane crash. We have spent over a hundred years mastering the art of flying and aviation. I think you are pretty safe,” was all that her mother had said on the subject, turning away from her.

And that had been the end of that conversation. There was no use arguing with the woman that would have dragged her by her ears to the airport and kicked her ass all the way to her seat. It was just better for Y/N to go and get over her fear of flying by herself than trying to win a fight that she had already lost.

“Hello, Miss,” comes the voice of a stewardess as she passes by my row. There is someone coming down the aisle before her and she points the person to the seat right next to mine before giving me a nod and heading further down the aisle. She lets her head fall back against the seat and lets her eyes shut, trying to block out the sound of everything else and the fact that I am going to sit on this plane for two and a half hours.

“First time on a plane?” is the question that the guy sitting next to her asks and part of her just wants to ignore him and not answer, but another part of her begins to nag at the back of her mind, knowing that she has heard that voice somewhere before.

“Is it that obvious?” She replies lowly but opens her eyes to look at the guy next her, and almost lets her eyes bulge out of her head.

Sitting next to her is the man that she had seen less than a month ago at the Billboard Awards, giving a speech on how thankful he was to have won the award. The same swept back brown hair and the same striking eyes. He was everything that she had heard about from all of her other friends that followed Kpop religiously. And she knew that she had indeed heard his voice before. In the interviews that her roommate fawned over in the middle of the night and in the raps of their songs that her roommate had blasting through the dorm room almost every day. She knew a lot more about this man that she thought was probably socially acceptable.

But she didn’t want to scare him away. So she kept her mouth shut.

“It’s pretty obvious,” he gives her another smiles, runs his hand through his hair to sweep it back off of his forehead, and then sticks the same hand out for her to shake. She quickly does and he smiles wide. “My name is Namjoon”

“Namjoon,” she repeats, pretending to let the Korean name roll around on her tongue to get used to the taste. Though she had tasted his name, as well as the other members of his group and countless others, on her tongue many times. “Can I call you Joonie?” she answers and he gives out a small laugh before shaking his head yes.

“I don’t see why not,” she nods her head at him and then turns back to the window

“My name is Y/N” She says without looking at him. That’s when she feels the plane lurch forward, and all thought of Kpop idols and nicknames fly out the window. She latches her hand on to the side of the chair and squeezes as hard as she can, willing herself to calm down.

“You really don’t like flying,” Namjoon whispers, and that is when she feels the side of the chair squeeze back and she looks down to realize that she hadn’t actually let go of Namjoon’s hand after they had exchanged pleasantries. She wants to tell him sorry. Wants to take her hand back and suffer through the anxiety alone, but she cant deny that having the presence of someone near her does make her heartbeat slow.

“I really don’t like flying,” she responds before shutting the cover to the window, not allowing herself to look out of it anymore. Itll just freak her out more than she already is.

“Then lets talk about something else to get your mind off of it. Why don’t you tell me a little bit about yourself?” His thumb begins to very lightly runs his thumb back and forth over her hand and she realizes that she is trying to match her breathing to the strokes that he makes.

One breath for every two strokes.

“Umm… Okay. I am 19 years old. I go to college here in Indiana. I was born and raised here as well. I have two younger sisters. My parents are great. I am flying out to New York City to see my best friend’s mom get married and I want to be a writer when I grow up,” She is rambling. Spouting out different facts about Herself and her life as she goes.

“Well then I guess its my turn. I am 23 years old. I am from South Korea. I love music and am currently in a band of sorts right now with six friends of mine. I am traveling to New York to meet up with those friends and have some fun before work takes over our entire lives,” he laughs and Y/N laughs right along with him.

~

And that is how it goes for two and a half hours. Namjoon and Y/N talking about everything and nothing. And as the plane is landing, Y/N looks at Namjoon with the biggest smile on her face.

“Thank you for everything. You really made flying more enjoyable,” he gives her a wide smile and she returns it right back. “And your English is impeccable,”

“Oh! That reminds me. I forgot to ask. Do you know any Korean? You probably don’t, but I thought I would ask,” he is gathering his carry on now. The plane has landed and people are beginning to file off. Her time with him is slowly coming to an end.

But he was right. She didn’t know the language. She had never seen the need in learning it. But. She did know one phrase from all of the music and TV shows that her roommate and other friends would watch and listen to.

She pulled the Sharpie she always carried with her out of her back pocket and popped the cap off, grabbing his hand once again. The same hand that had held her own throughout the whole flight and in the space that ran from the end of his slim thumb to where his wrist began she wrote:

‘아름다우시네♡’

“It was a pleasure meeting you Joonie,” she said as she set his hand down at his side, not giving him the chance to read what she had written on him. He just gave her that brilliant smile again and nodded his head.

“You too, Y/N,” she let his hand go, and he allowed her to walk out into the aisle first. There were one of the last two people on the plane, but that didn’t really seem to matter. “I really like the nickname Joonie by the way,”

“Me too. And it’s a lot shorter than Rap Monster,” she laughed and watched his eyes go wide before she waved a hand goodbye and turned to exit the plane, no longer afraid of flying.

[hello-btsfangirl]

BTS reaction if their s/o gets worried bc she thinks his ex -gf Is better then her?

Kim Seokjin/Jin:

JIn would look at you with a concerned face before saying “You are my love therefore you are perfect in any way possible. We are such a good looking couple, everyone is jealous of us” He knew that sometimes you struggled with your self esteem. His hand gently caressed your cheek as he looked at you and smiled. He brushed the hair out of your face and kissed your temple gently.

“Love may come and go, but I know that our love is stronger than anything. The past may hurt and so on, but you are the ONE I was meant to share my life with, so please understand that you meant the world to me. Even when you burn the food or stumble because of your own feet, you are absolutely perfect and I wouldn’t change a thing about you” he hugged you tight. You could hear his heartbeat, he loved you from all his heart.

Kim Namjoon/Rapmonster:

It was raining and both of you had some time off work, you were happy to be with him as this was the perfect time to snuggle. Even though you should feel pure delight when you saw his smile, you just fell to the ground and your tears started rolling down your cheeks. He hurried over to you and asked with concer “y/n what is wrong?” he dried your tears away with his thumbs “Do you ever think about them” he looked confused “them?” you snuffled “your ex, the one who could do anything and more.

Do you ever miss them?” he scuffled and placed you in his arms “listen to me babe, love has a funny way of doing things. Sometimes it plays tricks on you only to break you down, and other times it makes your heart fly way into the sky knowing that you have finally found the ONE. You are the best, you are my champion so to say. Never doubt that”.

Min Yoongi/Suga:

“Hey babe would you come listen to this” you sat down next to him and put on the headset. Music was flowing through your ears, his words in a rap made to cause emotion, the only problem that you were already bubbling and brewing with tons of emotions. When he took a bathroom break he left this phone and when it *pling* you saw a text, a text you wish you never read. For now it was stuck in your head those four little words “I still love you”.

It was his ex, did he still think about them, your face became sadder by each thought passing by. He took of your headset “you saw the text didn’t you?” you nodded “y/n you cant be serious, I don’t feel the same way. They broke my heart and I thought for a split second that the world was going to end and the most amazing thing happend, I met you. Don’t worry, okay? You are the one mattes now and you are more perfect than anyone could ever ask for”.

Jung Hoseok/J-hope:

Hoseok loved to teach you dancing in the studio, you always adored his passion for teaching and dancing. You were both laughing and having a great time when you suddenly got the though that his passion could be inspired from somebody else. You were certainly not his first dance student, images of him with them dancing tight and sweaty made you feel jealous and empty, you felt a sudden sadness and your cheek became wet from the tears dripping on them.

“y/n whats wrong? You were dancing great, don’t mind that one part. I know it a little tricky but you did well” you stared at your feet, biting your lips “no, I just thought maybe it would be more fun dancing with someone better than me like maybe your ex” his face changed like a sudden ray of sunshine had just gone out the window “y/n look at me” you looked at him fearing the worst “I love you, do you realize that. Some people fall in love multiple times but it takes someone special to steal it. And you did just that, you stole it and I want you to keep it forever, you are amazing and I would never ever want to see you like this again. Being you was what made me love you”.

Park Jimin/Jimin:

You knew that when a heart is being broken it is difficult to fix, you wished you never knew of his ex. You had met them before and they were everything you weren’t or at least thought you weren’t, turns out this had been bugging you quit a bit. You didn’t understand why he loved you, the question lingered in your brain and you got the courage to tell him how you felt “I feel like a zero compared to them, all the achieved and so on” he stared at the ground “y/n” he said, he reached out for your hand and stroke them with his thumbs.

“you must never believe that you are a zero, you must never believe that you are not worth anything and you must never believe that you don’t deserve what you have. I didn’t choose you, you chose me, you wanted me and have stayed by my side even in the darkest of times, they didn’t. But believe in me when I say that no one can compare to you and how much I love you”.

Kim Taehyung/V :

“Youre not gonna win this time!” you yelled as you pushed the buttons with all your might, he tried to distract you by taking his arm and cover your sight, you would push them away and they on the screen it said “GAME OVER” you sighed “oh man, I totally had that if it weren’t for you” he laughed. The high score  came up and you noticed a name, you felt a hole in your stomach like someone had ripped out all your intestines, you wanted to puke.

The mood in the room changed “you two played this a lot together didnt you” he could see that it made you uncomfortable and turned of the tv, he sat down in front of you trying now to get your attention “We did, but that was only because I like this games. I play this with the other guys too, and well they too”. He held your hands and played with your fingers “ No one ever really tells you when you have found the one, that is something you know by heart. People have some much space in their hearts that they share their love with so many but there is only one who can really find the secret path all the way to ones heart. So please don’t worry and just be with me and let us be happy”.

Jeon Jeong Guk/Jungkook:

Jungkook really never talked about his ex, he had forgotten all about them it seemed. For some reason you very anxious over this, you would always feel like you were in a competition and were racing to win his heart and be his forever and always. You hated this feeling and wanted it to go away, so you decided it was time to ask him “Jungkook” he smiled “what is it y/n?” you shivered a little “Do you love me?” both stood frozen for a couple of second before he rushed to you and looked you deeply in your eyes.

“never ask such a question”. You were shocked at his sudden action and you body seemed to be stuck “I have always loved you, what kind of question is that. I love you and thats all you need to know. The ones who came before means nothing to me now, all that matters is you and me, here and now, forever and always together”.

[slythmyth]

Expect The unexpected

Chapter 2 Expect the unexpected

Warning: Fluff, Strong language but just sometimes.

Reader x Taehyung

Picture is not mine!*

Once you’ve met someone you never really forget them

It was the 1st January 2019, 11 am to be exactly. You’ve never had such an hangover before. Your head is aching and you have a strange feeling in your stomach.„ wait what happened at the party? “ you asked yourself. It didn’t matter how much effort you put into remember what happened you just simply couldn’t remember except a beautiful boxy smile.

You stood up and tried to walk to your guests room where your bestie was sleeping. You stepped inside and watched her slowly waking up.„Did you sleep well (Y/bfs/N)?” „yeah kinda i had a strange dream, don’t ask me what about.” you sat right next to her and wondered if she could remember what happened.

„do you remember what happened yesterday i cant remember a single thing!” „well” said you bestie with eyes wide glued at the ceiling„ I danced with the hottest guy in the whole club!, we talked for kinda 10 min about his career and hobbies, we had shots, danced like wild and you-“„Me what?” you said with curious voice. „nothing I thought i could remember something but i just can remember what i was doing but not 100%.” your eyes saddened and your head looked on the floor. You thought that your bestie could help you remember that guy from the party but without any success. Your bestie looked at you and saw your disappointment. „But “ she started„ I think i can remember something, yeah i think my hook up and your mystery man know each-other, ergo they must be friends you know what that means noona?” „ That you will never learn that you cant call me noona?” you said with a sarcastic smile. „No stupid, it means if i can remember the name of my hook up we surly are going to find out the name of your mystery man!” she said with a proud smile. You first looked ar her with a disbelief in your expression but after thinking about it you start to believe that idea. it’s just logical but you know your best friend that if she wants something unconditionally, she gets it, but wait she cant even remember what she said 10 mins ago? how is she going to try remember a name, while she was drunk? „sweetie dont worry i got this” said (Y/Bfs/N) with a confident smile. 30 min after talking you walked to the bathroom, took your clothes off and started to pour water in the bathtub. You took your favorite scent vanilla and pour it in. You set in and put on some music. Moments after you relaxed, your best friend ran into the bathroom with her hands on her head grabbing her hair.„NOONA omg I remember something!” „CANT THAT WAIT PLS? FOR GODS SAKE!” you said while trying to cover yourself.„No cause I remember some names and i will forget them if i don’t tell you now!”you knew it was important so u said:„alright turn around cover your eyes and give me the towel and tell me.” „alright, so what I can remember is someone’s name was sugar i guess? and then Cookie, hope, jimmy, tea, worldwide something and something with monster. I’m 100% sure that my hook up was the monster but he told me his real name but i kinda stuck with Moon and joon something in between but i lend him my phone, i dont even know why!”You looked at her with a confused glance and said: "wait he used ur phone??? GO AND GET IT HURRY! “ „why whats the matter?” asked your now confused friend. „idiot he could’ve gave you his number or he took a picture now go and get that damn thing already !” your best friend rushed to her room and searched for her phone after finally getting it she couldn’t believe her eyes when she unlocked her phone. She found a blurry picture of herself with her hook up but she couldn’t recognize him. You run with your towel around yourself towards her.„And??? did u find something suspicious?” „well yeah this strange picture and well a unknown number on whatsapp wait a sec the initials are RM" Said (Y/bfs/N) with shocked face.„ I guess we found your hook up, write him something” you said nervous cause it was the only way to find that mysterious man from last night. So (Y/bfs/N) wrote a simply : Hey are you that guy from the new years eve party?”You both waited and waited for so long that you couldn’t wait any longer. „You now what crazy is when you have a simply 1 % chance to find maybe the love of your life with the help of a total stranger who maybe don’t even know him...” you said with all lost of hope. „wait noona he will write back i know it! HE WILL”

You put on your black ripped jeans, with your black low vans, and oversized wine red hoodie and walked to your closet where your black jeans jacked was hanging. „ I will never find him, sooner or later i’m going to forget him anyway so who cares.” „where you going?” asked your bestie while starring at her phone. „I’ll need some fresh air that’s all, be right back bye.”

You walked out of your house heading to the city. It was cold and yet the sun was shining. You needed something to eat and get yourself some coffee, so you decided to enter the Starbucks coffee shop. You ordered a english breakfast with a latte macchiato for on the way. You sat down on a settle and ate your little breakfast as soon as you finished you stood up and walked along the streets. You saw a Shop for Artists, they sell utensils for paintings you didn’t know what it was but you had a strange feeling that you needed to enter this shop, as your life would depend on it. Your heart started to race as you would know that something or someone was in there.„Strange maybe i see something i need too finish my drawing at home.” you said yourself. As you entered the shop a familiar smell of paint got into your nose, kinda feels like home. You walked up to the acrylic colors and crash into someone who was taller then you. „oh i’m sorry my bad, here let me help you!” said the stranger lending you his hand. „this voice wait it sounds familiar to me.” You thought yourself right after that you looked up to him he had a kind smile on his face and honey tanned skin with a black headband, black jeans and black long sleeved shirt.

„No it was my fault, should’ve watched my steps.” He disagreed and helped you to grab all your stuff that fell on the ground.„Thank you..-“ „V” he replied fast.„V? wait that actually can’t be your full name.” you said with a suspicious look. „yeah you right it’s not my real name but you could not pronounce it.” he replied with a smirk.„ oh yeah let me try it then.” He took a piece of paper and wrote his name down so you could pronounce it.„Kim Taehyung, what a beautiful name.” He looked at you with a very surprised face and said:„ well thank you but wow you could pronounce it perfectly, what’s your name?” „Y/N Y/L but I know that’s going to sound a bit weird but did we’ve met before?”„ actually we did at the party you remember?” „well now as you mentioned it yeah the only thing i could truly remember was that beautiful boxy smile.” As soon as you said those words you started to realize what you’ve just said and started to blush but you weren’t the only one. Taehyung touched his neck and looked on the floor while blushing like a little shy boy. You both talked for hours and drank hot chocolate in the Artist shop. You talked about so much that you didn’t realize it was almost 4 o’clock, you’ve spend almost 4 hours just talking with him. You phone buzzed multiple times so you looked at it and saw the 20 missed calls of your best friend it must be very important if she calls so much times. „Is everything okey?” Tae asked. „yeah it’s just my best friend called me multiple times and i’m worrying right know that something might happened.” he put his hand on yours and told you that you should go home and look after her. as soons as you agreed you both stood up put on your jackets and walked to the exit as Tae paid both hot chocolates. You both stared at each other like it could last forever and walked to the bus station. „It was very fun to see you again i wouldn’t mind if we can meet each-other like that again what do you think?” You couldn’t believe what you just have heard you felt a strange but familiar feeling in your stomach. „Of course we can i would love to” shortly after that he gave u a hug and before you could even react to it you noticed the bus that was waiting for you to enter. „I need to goo, thank you Taehyung for this amazing day I’ve never had so much fun in a long time!” Before he could even respond and ask your number you got pushed in by other passengers that almost missed the bus. He waved goodbye and said to himself:„No Y/N i thank you that we’ve met each other.”

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You just have arrived at home and as soon you opened your door (Y/Bfs/N) stood in-front of you with wide eyes. „Noona omg you finally here RM wrote me back and thats not his real name btw its Rap Monster well actually its Namjoon but anyway you never going to believe me what i’m going to say to you.”

You rushed upstairs with your bestie put on some comfy clothes and sat on your bed.

„It doesn’t matter what it is I have something better so-“ „NO NOONA YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!” you looked at her tried to calm her down. “Look Y/N remember yesterday at the bus station we saw the 7 handsome men dancing on the tv?” you nodded.„well guess Rm is that guy from that BTS video, the one with the greenish hair and he knows the name of your mystery man it is V-“ „Taehyung” you said sharply after her. „Taehyung?” you bestie said with confused look. „Yeah V is just a nickname and Guess what i met him at the artist store today! we talked and drank Chocolate, wow why didn’t I recognize him when I saw him at the party?”

„Anyway he send me that picture just 5 min ago and look its your boy V.” You took your besties phone and couldn’t believe what you saw. It’s him.„Okey Namjoon invited me to a concert of them and he said I could bring someone with me that means you could see V again! isn’t that nice?! “ „Thats great cause I don’t have his number and its better if you wouldn’t ask RM cause i think its better that way.” you said with a smirk on your face.

RM continued to write the date of the concert and all the infos. You were laying on your bed an thought about the amazing day, You knew from the beginning that you would see him again even if you weren’t 100% sure. „Maybe we really never forget someone after we’ve met once.” Afterwards you fall in a deep sleep and dreamed about V.

That was Chapter 2 Hope you liked it!

Chapter 3 Idol

[mean-yoongii-blog]

give vjinseok more love

((((me talking about how underappreciated these three are at 4am, where grammar doesnt exist and spelling is dumb. this is entirely my opinion but im pretty sure almost everyone can agree)))) being an army is hard. like, it's really fucking hard. you get to wake up in the morning and cry over seven men who still get hyped over receiving pokemon stuffies as prizes. that life is hard and it's probably where the rock bottom is, but whatever. being an army is harder when there's inequality going on around the group, screentime wise, line distribution wise, etc. this issue existed since 21 b.c.e and im here to finally speak my fucking mind for it. so bts has seven members, right? jungkook, jimin, jhope, suga, jin, tae, and namjoon. anyway, we all know that jikook are the main and lead vocalists of the group so it's very predictable that they get a lot of attention considering it's unavoidable to give them screentime since, you know, they're technically 50% of whatever the hell we're on about, whether it's about a song's line distribution or an mv's screentime. now, obviously there are the three rappers who dominate everything, be it an mv or whatnot. i mean, jesus, joonie walks in with this hard presence and he's literally gonna start owning the video. thats it. so we get that jikook is well known and very appreciated, right? suga and joon are also automatically given attention becsuse these two are powerful when it comes to rap. now, let's just focus on hoseok, tae and jin. let's start with our angel hobi. now, hope is definitely not underrated. we all know that his stage presence is very powerful. he's never not involved. however, the reason why i didn't group him with his fellow rappers is because, let's be real, jhope is not a rapper. he is not a rapper. he is a person who raps. according to jackson wang—tnx jackson tnx got7 woohoo—there's a complete difference between these two and i think u got it already. jhope is not underappreciated, his skills are. first of all, he came into the idol world with dancing the only skill in hand. we all know that he's never an amateur. he's always been a pro at dancing however when you're in a group u cant just fucking dance. you need to use your lips too and hope here has no experience on that. if bighit made him debut as a part of the vocal line, it could've been better as we all know that hobi has always dreamt of becoming a singer even as a child and his high note on the thot ver of n.o is enough to say that he may not be as good as jungkook but he's gr8 at it too. howeverrrrrrr he's not put as a vocalist. he's placed in the fucking rap line. no, im not saying he's bad as a rapper because he's not (ehem outro wings ehem). but if u place yourself in his shoes back when he became a trainee for most likely dancing and rapping, thats hard shit. hobi has no experience in rapping. but guess what? he fucking killed it. he slays every rap he gets. he spits fire in every cypher there is and yall telling me that he's not good? hell no go home in conclusion, for the fuckers who keep disregarding jung hoseok's abilities, back up because golden hyung can sing, dance and rap and i s2g if you still sleep on him ill choke u next is v. kim taehyung kim **that introduction still kills me every time** now before anything else, tae is not underrated. he's very popular actually. he's popular to armys and to his fellow idols as well. i assume this is because he has gr8 looks and he's very friendly and what a precious child amirite so why did i group him here? becAUSE BIGHIT THATS WHY. now, bighit is not a bad company. in fact it's a great company, really considerate to their boys all. i mean the most we can say is that at least it's not sm bc you feel me? ye anyway, the funny thing is everyone thinks that v is in an ok position because he's pretty and everyone loves him. YES tae is beautiful and YES hes lovable but we need to realize that to be recognized for your looks is ridiculous when they do it while ignoring your talent. taehyung is well known already but people also need to know his skill too. this is almost the same as hobi's story. let's get back to the trainee days in which taehyung literally came from a middle class fam and signed up for bighit without having a clue on what he could do. remember that he was inexperienced when it came to dancing, singing, and obviously rapping (but let's let him live for a little). his pretty face has always been pretty, but u cant debut without offering anything else can you? however, as inexperienced as he was, taehyung has talent. he had potential that is now proven talent. so what i dont really understand is why they didnt give this child the position to be a lead vocalist or even a main vocalist, much more fair distributed lines. the old eras—the hardcore gang bad boy wannabes concept—actually stars v a lot—ehem war of hormone, spine breaker, boy in luv, danger ehem—because they used his hard and deep ass voice. but ever since run era came, bc i believe thats where bts dropped the hard look, he barely got lines. i understand that his voice is different compared to others as the other four vocalists—including jh now bc he finally debuted as a vocal—are tenor whereas v has baritone however they can actually use his deep ass voice in great use. like in let me know—tnx min yoongi for this amazing song—, hold me tight, spring day, house of cards, love is not over and more of their ballads, it's shown how talented kim taehyung is because of his capability. not to mention, stigma proved that his voice can reach great ranges too and that goddamn falsetto stjll gets me everytime i havent even started on how sharp his moves are but i think everyone has gotten over that little issue that he should be a part of the dance line so in conclusion, taehyung is a precious beagle who's very talented and amazing that needs to be more appreciated for what he can do rather than just for his face bc nO lastly, sockjin hahahaha now when i became an army he caught my eye a lot bc of fire and he has an astonishing face. jin is a very beautiful person and just like tae, he's almost friends with everyone however, if someone is underrated, jin is your guy. now lets give this guy some slacks because he came into this world without knowing what he can do, just like v. he came without having no experience in dancing nor singing. he has passion for acting apparently but we'll get to that l8r. anyway what he could only offer is how beautiful he looks. now, first of all. let's all be honest that jin is not the best singer in the group. however he's not bad either. in fact, when i watched their mr removed, he's more stable than jimin and v and to sing with that much stability is impressive enough. i assume that jin doesnt hold on to talent but his potential is so great it's so large and it can actually drive him further. jin is always appreciated for how strong he is as a visual but never for how stable and smooth his voice is and that is absolutely rubbish. remember that he's a person who entered this world without any experience and yet here he is, breaking records on billboards and shit, and you're still sleeping on him? the thing is, bts is popular enough but jin isnt, bts is known but jin isnt and as someone who stans every member, this hurts. bts isnt just rm or jungkook. i have nothing against those two, but i present u kim seokjin here. he's full of potential. he can shine so bright if only there's an actual opportunity waiting for him. the reason why he isnt appreciated is because the company doesnt really give him much chance to show what he can do. yes admittedly he's not the best singer there is but how can someone improve when they dont give him the opportunity to improve? i dont need to give an example on w/c song has barely jin because lbr almost every song has barely jin. in addition, jin is a visual and yet his screentime is so little. i know that i shouldnt give a shit on the visual thing but if this guy isnt recognized for his position in singing, why wont u recognize him as a visual either? i understand that there are a lot of mvs that actually show him a lot—bst, boy in luv, spring day—but do u think this is enough? do u think that this is fair to him? jin is a 25 year old man. he's not naive. although he laughs it off whenever he's being ridiculed, I'm sure that he somewhat feels sad sometimes because of this. understand that this man is not just here for entertainment. understand that we cant only appreciate him for his jokes and awkwardness, that he's not just here to make us happy through the stunts they pull to give comedy. understand that he's not just the mom of this group. understand that he's probably gone through so much training to improve himself and yet get so little in return. understand that there's more to kim seokjin than what meets the eye. jin is not bias nor my bias wrecker but i have this special affection for him that makes me want to protect him at all cost. for the last part, the acting thing. now, im very happy for v for debuting as an actor because he slayed being hansung in hwarang. i will never say that he doesnt deserve that because he does. hes amazing at acting and i hope he get more solo projects since the drama. meanwhile, i look forward to jin having his own drama. i dont think it's necessary for him to have one now but hopefully it happens soon. jin has great potential in acting and considering this is his former dream, im sure that theres still passion for it somehow. in conclusion there is more to jin that we haven't seen because of the lack of opportunity given to him and he deserves so much more recognition to whar he gets now. this doesnt mean that im bias to anyone, okay? i adore each seven members equally. i dont want to raise v and bring down jungkook or raise jin and bring down jimin. no. whatever jikook gets at this moment, they deserve every bit of it. all i want is for them to get equal love. ////end

[fromthe-seoul]

BTS WINGS TOUR NEWARK DAY 2

so im just gonna write down everything I remember from last night for you guys because honestly it was the best night of my fucking life (topping the last time I saw them) and I never want to forget anything.

just to preface i actually ended up going to day 1 sitting in the mezzanine level so i knew what stages were where and whatnot.

-first of all I woke up at ass o’clock to sit in the GA line and basically spent the day with the loveliest humans and friends @versigny @spcywolf and @writingseoul with Kappy’s other amazing friends and it was just??? a really fun time??? honestly best 6 hours spent in the frigid cold ever.

-we all took naps in my hotel room before going back to rejoin the line for entry we reached that level of friendship and it was beautiful

-the process for wristbands and entry was not the best but we made it work, we ended up getting into our P2 spots in the pit around 6 pm

-everyone was super lit before singing along to the full bts mv playlist they had put together, but looking back now i should have seen how bad the pit would become, it was very cramped very early on

-not today was first and honestly i couldn’t really see anything because i was so cramped and i was stuck behind these really tall girls so my staying in the midst of that did not last very long lmao but namjoon looked hot as fuck with his bandana and i was still living

-i honestly dont remember much about their intros because i was so uncomfortable and trying to breathe?? somewhere during this and am i wrong my friend and i pushed our way to the back and the side so we could actually see and breathe and the view was actually so much better!!!

-seeing the baepsae hip thrusts in real life was surreal and LEMME TELL U ONE THING ABOUT JUNG HOSEOK. HE WAS NOT PLAYING AROUND. at the end once he had killed us with his smooth freestyle he then killed us dead with an absolutely unfair wink/lip bite/lick thing that i fELT. 

-jeon jeongguk is the most talented kid i cant even express how impressed with the begin stage i was. that choreo is no damn joke and he hit. everything. WHILE SINGING. he was so passionate i could feel it 

PARK FUCKING JIMIN NEEDS TO CALM DOWN. I WAS SPEECHLESS FOR THE ENTIRETY OF LIE. also i wanted to touch that liquid looking silver shirt (which was very low cut god bless) just to see what its made out of

-first love was honestly one of the most poignant performances of the night. Min Yoongi is such a passionate performer and the air was electric, like we couldn’t breathe for the whole song.

-Lost was the first song where they came out to the extended stage and holy shit!!! my first time seeing them up close!! seeing their beautiful faces life-size!!!!! first of all kim taehyung is stunning. second of all it was just amazing. part of me still cant believe it happened.

-also when jeongguk stands to the side waiting to come back in he definitely makes little faces at the crowd both amusing and rude

-next was save me and it honestly saved me. it was the first time seeing all seven of them performing so close and i will take that memory to the grave. and then they just went right into i need u and i was almost crying since that was my first comeback as a true army

-reflection will always hold a special place in my heart because of its meaning and namjoon is such a beautiful person inside and out. there was both the fan chanting and the lyrics change at the end and it was just amazing.

-STIGMA. TAEHYUNG DID THAT.

-Mama was up with us at first and let me say that Hoseok is just an extraordinary performer. its ridiculous and palpable and you can’t help but smile and admire him watching. his is also incredibly good looking it was like looking at a photo but in real life!!

-awake was such a special moment for everyone because literally we were all singing along for the entire song. jin’s voice was on POINT and the graphics behind him and the strings players were so epic it was just amazing

-THEN WAS LITERALLY THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY LIFE AND IT ADDED TEN  YEARS, CYPHER 4. everyone was losing their fucking minds and rap line was in it to fucking win it. i almost got baptized by hobi but was a lil too far back. also min yoongi is gorgeous and namjoon is a fucking master i will fight. those damn pimp coats.

-i honestly don’t remember a lot from fire other than that it was lit as fuck, we were all singing along, and seeing the dance break in real time is something i will never forget. also jeongguk is rude.

-next they did a medley of their other title songs like no more dream, no, boy in luv, danger, and run and i was so hype during the old songs, i didn’t film or take pics even though they were close because it was just so fun and the boys were having fun watching all of us. hoseok and jeongguk came to our side a LOT and i was not complaining aT ALL

-at some point they had a little dance break and everyone got a turn and on my life min yoongi slut dropped and i gasped and jimin was doing some smooth ass shit and im mad still

-side note holy fuck this is getting long but im almost done i promise

-21st century girls was everything i could have wanted. i saw yoongi’s line in real life i can die in peace.

-after this they had a little ment saying that they had fun and that the next song would be the last song but namjoon we all knew you were playin we know how this works

-hobi did the first part of boy meets evil and everyone lost their shit. everyone. and it transitioned into BST and the fanchants were so strong i was so pleased and it was beautiful.

-when they left to go change for the encore we all put our bags over the lightsticks/phones for the rainbow and it was the most beautiful thing ive ever been a part of. it was so pretty and when the boys came back up they looked visibly touched and proud and i was so proud to be an army

-the first encore was wings and the boys were just jumping around and dancing with us and i swear jimin came over to us so much and bent down and straight up flirted with some fans it was insanely attractive and liferuining

-along the way jin found a perfect pink army bomb and was being adorable with it but i honestly didn’t see him much on our side :(( jungkook took someones bomb too and straight up looked at it like he’d never seen one before before switching to cute dancey boy mode

-after this they said their goodbyes :((( the cheers were so loud for everyone and every member i could tell was just amazed and humble and grateful and i was so proud that i could be there. yoongi and tae used a little korean at the end of their thank yous like “gomowo” and “saranghaeyo” and namjoon said a beautiful thing about music and performance transcending barriers and i was crying that  is my  biaS

-he also taught us “hamke” which means together in korean and i was just watching yoongi swell with pride as he heard us all yelling it together

-2! 3! was such a special moment and it just felt amazing to sing together with them. tae was nearest me and he took his in ear out and closed his eyes and was just listening like the most content boy in the world

-the stage went dark and then they did spring day as the absolute last song and it was so beautiful and there was confetti and it was perfect. after they finished they started playing the backing track for it and the boys bowed as we all sang the “oh oh oh” in the background and it was a Moment that i will never forget. they all walked around all sides and tried to wave to as many people as possible.

-it was at this time where namjoon came to our corner and was waving and i pointed at him and he saw me and nodded, smiling and i can fucking die now my life is complete there is nothing else i need

-they went down to the main stage and bowed with the dancers and left which was so sad but honestly this night was amazing and i wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world i love bts and i love supporting them and i wish them all the success in the world. 

[coterminalangle]

THE WINGS TOUR ANAHEIM DAY 2 RECAP

-FIRST, I GOT PLENTY OF PHOTOS AND I FILMED ALMOST EVERY SONG (not the whole song for some of them) SO IF YOU WANT ANY PHOTOS JUST MESSAGE ME!!

-so i was pretty close up: section 225 row E

-pre-concert, they played all their MV’s and no one was really hyped for like 2013-2015 MV’S BUT THE MOMENT YOUNG FOREVER CAME ON EVERYONE WAS SCREAMING OK EVERYONE WAS HYPED LIKE BRUH

-they started with not today and let me tell you, the moment they appeared on stage, they looked unreal. literally. they looked like perfectly sculpted wax figures istg

-i couldn’t believe i was actually there; i still can’t.

-they did silver spoon next and the beat was kinda different but it made it more lit so i wasn’t complaining and boi those hip thrusts i dropped my phone

-everything went downhill after that- not downhill like failure of the show, but failure of my heart and mind to process my emotions

-all the songs im gonna recap are gonna be out of order from this point down

-so they performed dope and of course jimin ended with that cute ass heart thing

-lost hit me like a truck

-they did this mashup of old songs- n.o, danger, boy in luv, no more dream??, there were others but i honestly can’t even remember i was too hype

-ok

-cypher 4

-c y p h e r  4

-i am willing to kill to watch that performed live again

-i don't usually say these things but THEY LITERALLY WORE THOSE RICH ASS SUGAR DADDY COATS OK HOSEOK WORE THOSE FUCKING SUNGLASSES AND NAMJOON IS SO FUCKING TALL AND YOONGI JUST FUCKING SLAYED MY EXISTENCE OK

-speaking of daddy, this bitch sitting near me wouldn’t stop screaming daddy throughout the entire concert and i nearly smacked her 

-but yes, cypher 4 made my existence whole again

-SOLO SONGS

-jeongguk that talented ass fucker who can do anything and do it perfectly i can’t with that boy he performed begin so well thaT DANCE BREAK THOUGHT OMF so much talent i-

-jimin was a whole king. a whole king. when they lifted him up in the last chorus in Lie, i almost chocked and died

-yoongi. yoooooonnggiiiiiiiii. ok so first love. they played this vvv emotional video before he performed and it fucking crushed me and then yoongi comes out and slays the entire human race .here was an orchestra and i was so weak ok

-reflection. ok so you see, kim namjoon is my whole heart and seeing him in person was actually so surreal and absolutely unbelievable. sure, call him my bias but he means a lot more to me than a label. anyways, this boi, so fucking tall. he looks so much taller in person. like i have friends that are 5′11 but kim namjoon i dont know why he looked so damn tall maybe because he’s a glowing bean but still i dont understand why he had to look so damn perfect i screamed i love you kim namjoon at the top of my lungs about 67 times. OK AND BACK TO RELFECTION ok you know the whole “i wish i could love myself” part?? well after we started chanting “we love you” he started changing up his lines and i dont know why but they hit me so damn hard just him singing in english and being able to speak from his heart while he improvd in front of 20,000 people was heart breaking and heart warming at the same time

-stIGMA ok taehyung and namjoon swithced places so basically at the end of reflection, namjoon runs inside the telephone box and then taehyung comes out of it. here’s all i remember from stigma: kim taehyung hit those high notes yes he fucking did

-MAMA MAMA MAMA OHMYFUCKING GOSH ok hoseok is pure gold, he couldn’t stop smiling, ohmygod. everyone was hyping him up and he couldn’t stop smiling he’s so ethreal god bless. basically he sat in this chair with the backup dancers around him and he sings mama and all that. and you know that pause before he goes “hello mama” OK LOOK HE STARTED WALKING BACK TO THE STAGE AND HE PUTS HIS MIC ON A STAND AND STARTED SINGING/RAPPING ACOUSTIC OHMGOD BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE HIS “HELLO MAMA” FUCKING KILLED ME OK YES IM A 94 LINE ENTHUSIAST COME@ ME also during mama thre were videos of fetus hoseok playing on the screen and i sobbed my little boi i lava him so much

-AWAKE WAS MY SHIT I SWEAR OK JIN HIT ALL THE FUCKING NOTES GOD FUCKING BLESS HE’S A KING AND THEN DURING THE PAUSES IN BETWEEN LYRICS HE WOULD JUST LOOK AT THE CROWD AND HE LOOKED LIKE HE WAS GONNA CRY EVERYTIME HE WAS SO SINCERE AND SO THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL I CAN’T THANK THE LORD ENOUGH FOR KIM SEOKJIN

-okok so they performed save me and i shit myself

-they performed run and i was like MY SHIT dude they kept throwing water or whatever that action is called but boy was it a beautiful sight they were so happy i’m so happy

-well fire. um. threw me under a bus and crushed every organ in my body HOW THE FUCK DO YOU EVEN PERFORM THAT SONG SO WELL AFTER PERFORMING LIKE 15 SONGS BEFORE IT BITCH THEY WERE SO IN SYNC I CAN’T BELIEVE

-21st century girl was so cute they were so free and so themselves ive lived

-i need u. wow tears fell from my eyes

-favorite part of every song was when they would just stop singing/rapping and the entire audience just chanted the lyrics tey looked so happy i can’t

-whEN YOONGI AND HOSEOK TOOK OUT THEIR EARPIECES YOU KNOW YOU DID WELL

-OH AM I WRONG WAS SO LIT OK

-they played this really emotional video and it basically was saying how its 7 boys but 1 heart & 7 hearts but 1 boy and i honestly didn’t think it could hit me that hard it was just explainin their journey and how they’ll always walk togther i swear to god i’m whipped sadly i didnt get a video of this video but ohmygod

-everyone served fuckin looks wowow blessed

-seokjin told us that he felt born again and i lost it AND THEN HE GOES “ARMY YOU ARE MY HEART” AND HE HAD A FUCKING PAPER HEART TAPED TO HIS HEART I CANT WITH HIM OHMYFUCKING

-THEN TAEHYUNG TAKES IT AND STARTS MAKING CUTE FACES WITH IT

-ok someone threw some flower plushy i believe on the stage and seokjin picked it up and pretending like he was pikachuing with it god i cant him 

-kim namjoon started thanking his mom for everything hes done and accomplished and ohmyogod i screamed “thats my baby” so many fucking times at all 7 of them im so whipped 

-he started talking about the rainbow and then got all philosophical and i couldnt stop crying hes all “after rain theres always sunshine and thats where rainbows come from” aand im pretty sure he connected us to being his rainbow somehow ohmygod im melting

-did i mention kim namjoon is so fucking tall hes so ethreal i cant even begin to describe how much i love him ok all of them look so fucking good in person they look like gods tbh ohmygod KIM NAMJOON IS SO FUCKING TALL CAN I HAVE HIS HEIGHT IM ONLY 5′6 GODDAMN

-seokjin’s intense waving at the end made my life

-JIMIN FUCKING JUMPED LIKE 6 TIMES OK HE WAS JUMPING FOR JOY AS IF HE WERE JUMPING FOR A JUMPING PHOTO GODDAMN I OVE THAT BOY SO MUCH I CANT CONTROL MY EMOTIONS HES SO PRECIOUS

-HOSEOKS SMILE IS ALL I EVER NEEDED TO LIVE

-also your ears are literally plugged in there from the amount of screaming and hype so all of them sound perfect and have the voice of gods then once your ears are okk you can actually hear reality

-spring day got me so emotional jimin’s dancing man

-2!3! i cant begin to explain

-ok BOY MEETS EVIL HOSEOK IS A MOTHERFUCKING GOD I NEED AIR OK HE SLAYED THAT SO FUCKING HARD OK THANKS

-blood sweat and tears man. blood sweat and fucking tears: a song title that sumed up my entire concert experience. ok but it was so good ok, they were all so into it. DURING YOONGI’S FIRST RAP VERSE HE HELD OUT HIS MIC AN EVERYONE CHANTED HIS ENTIRE RAP OHMYGOD BEST MOMENT HE LOOKED SO SATISFIED I LOVE MIN YOONGI

-oh yes during that really emotional video they played you never walk alone and i lost it

-i probably forgot a shit ton of stuff but i hope this gave you insight on how to die and live at once

-one of the best nights of my life-i cannot begin to thank bangtan for their wonderful performance and ability to hype up 20,000 people and get them all to scream “i love myself” and to get a crowd to scream lyrics in a language they don’t understand or speak

-all 7 of them asked if we will walk with them forever, so here’s my answer amongst the 20,00 people screaming, crying, and hype: bangtan,  i will never fail to support you and i will never fail to stop loving you. thank you for proving that dreams come true, even if those dreams seem like a reality because we’re numb to believing the nearly impossible. thank you for letting me stick by you and thank you for bringing the freshest sense of life and love and reality. so yes, i will walk with you, out of pure love and inspiration.

[btssmxt-blog]

Good for You

Description: Suit and tie, red dress, high heals, and the most perfect evening. You feel you have to over make yourself to even add up to anything in the presence of Kim Namjoon. But tonight he takes the time to describe how perfect you are to him from head to toe in excruciating detail.

Pairing: Rap Mon X Reader

Genre: Light fluff / Smut

Warning: strong language, tiny mention of alcohol, graphic smut 

Probably one of my favorite pictures of this beautiful ass man, anyway, please tell me what you think of my debut smut. *wink wink*

                                                                -Tokki

In front of your vanity you eye yourself in the mirror, putting on the finishing last touches of your makeup. You made sure your hair laid down in perfect curls. You scanned your make up for any smudges or crooked lines, and then you adorned your ears with ruby earrings to match your bright red skin tight dress, that showed just enough skin.

You felt almost perfect. Almost, meaning you weren’t too sure if what you had on was enough for your boyfriend who you’d been soon meeting that evening. You tried to shake the fear and anxiety that had found a home in the pit of your stomach, but it was no use. You simply convinced yourself that whatever happened when he saw you, you’d promise to look better next time.

He’d be over your apartment any minute and you were literally running frantically back and forth in your heals trying to make sure that the dining room was set perfectly. Everything just had to be perfect for the perfect man you still weren’t sure how you managed to steel. For the past few weeks he has done nothing but treat you sweetly and made you feel nothing but comfort and love. He was your world and all you thought about and you hoped and wished on all of your stars that he wouldn’t get tired of you and leave.

There was a gentle but confident knock on the door, and your eyes darted toward the clock. 6:00 on the dot. He seemed to be very punctual with everything the both of you have planned so you shouldn’t have been as surprised as you were. But you felt your skin prickle and a strange hot/cold feeling that you always got when you were beyond nervous.

“C-coming…” You halfheartedly called as you drew in slow deep breaths to calm your nerves. He was here. You couldn’t keep him waiting.

Soon you were at the door, and with a timid reach for the nob, you unlocked it and pulled it open to be greeted by a tall male who was Namjoon Kim. He immediately grinned at you, his dimples flashing the moment he saw your face, but it quickly faded and contorted into something more serious as his eyes trailed down to observe what you were wearing.

“Wow…you look…”

You drew in a sharp breath and held it, waiting for whatever he had to say. He seemed to have noticed as his eyebrows furrowed curiously. 

“Beautiful.” He finished before tearing his eyes away from where they lingered on your cleavage. “Well can I come in?” He asked and smirked slightly in amusement.

“O-oh…yeah. Come in.” You stepped out of the way and he walked past you, stealing a gentle peck away from you as he entered your home. He wondered why you were acting so nervous. He had come to your house plenty of times and has seen just about every room without a problem. He hadn’t seen you this nervous since the first time the two of you met.

Namjoon inhaled deeply, taking in the scent of what he assumed was steak that had been cooking. He had tasted your cooking before, but only little stuff like ramen or bulgogi. He was excited to taste your skills in making a gourmet-like meal.

You had gained your composure after you were slightly taken aback by his little kiss. Again, you weren’t too sure what you were worried about. You loved him, and you were pretty sure he felt the same..

You walked toward the kitchen where you watched him wander off to, following his nose. You smiled softly at his back that faced you. It was broad, and especially looked taught in his suit jacket. Your eyes trailed upward to his hair which was combed backward out of his face in such a perfectly attractive wait. You hummed to yourself at the pleasure you gained from just looking at him, and then you moved passed him to turn off the broiler. 

“It smells good, baby.” He told you and walked up behind you. His arms wrapped around you and you couldn’t help but melt backwards into his chest.

“I almost didn’t eat all day because I was excited for tonight.”

“You should never starve yourself, Joonie.” You replied lightly.

“And besides, I want everything to be perfect for you, so you cant stay here.” You giggled and turned to look at his face. “ Go wait in the dining room and I will join you shortly.”

“Hm..” He hummed and pouted lightly as he briefly thought about arguing against it, but he decided not to. “Will there be wine?” He asked you quietly with a small playful smile.

You rolled your eyes in a playful manner and you pointed to the wine cooler beside the cabinets. “You know where the glasses are.” You said to him before turning back to your steaks and taking them out. You found yourself slowly relaxing. You were so glad that you decided to stay home to have dinner with him rather than going out. It felt a lot more intimate this way. So much more comfortable without the stress of a bill or poor service form a waiter.

Maybe you should do this more often.

Namjoon poured the both of you a glass of wine before bringing them into the dining room. He eyed the room with interest as he noticed the effort into making it look as romantic as possible. There was an intricately designed vase that sat in the middle of the dining table with two roses in them which you thought could represent the two of you. The oak wood table was dressed in a white table cloth and adorned with little flour petals. He smirked and looked upward at the ceiling. The lights were dimmed and he was amused by the way you tried to set the mood. Moonlight streamed through the window which really helped set the mood as well. He really appreciated your efforts, knowing all you wanted was him to be happy and impressed with you.

You stepped into the dining room with two plates in your grasp. You set one in front of where he sat and then the other on the opposite end of the table. You hummed, satisfied with the way everything looked.

You took your seat and then looked across the table to where your eyes met with a staring Namjoon. He wore a little smirk on his face and you wondered if he was even aware of it.

“Everything looks perfect, baby.” He complimented. “You especially.”

You blushed and looked down at your plate. You hoped that what you were feeding him was enough, or tasted alright at that.

“Thank you..” You replied shyly before meeting his eyes again. “So do you…as always, of course.” A sheepish smile appeared on your face as you attempted to compliment him without feeling shy. Failing, of course, but at least the words left your mouth.

His lopsided smile seemed to grow and he picked up his eating utensils. He was eager to eat. Like he had said earlier, he almost didn’t eat anything all day for excitement of this very moment. All he ate was a bowl of instant ramen, so yeah, he was hungry.

You watched him anxiously, not meaning to stare, but you really wanted to know what he thought. He cut a piece of steak which looked tender and juicy and he parted his plump lips, causing you to bite your own. You always thought his lips were pretty. Sinfully so, that it. You didn’t mean for such thoughts to suddenly flood your thoughts, but you couldn’t help yourself. You shook your head and focused again when he began humming in delight. He smiled, again revealing his attractive dimples and he looked at you happily.

“This is probably the best steak I’ve ever eaten.” He said sincerely. You felt a huge weight lift off of your shoulders and you were beyond proud of yourself when you learned that he really enjoyed the meal you especially slaved away to all day all for him. You could finally eat without any other worry. As you tasted the food, you were also surprised to see how good it really did taste, and you grinned to yourself.

“I’m so happy you think so.” You responded and flashed him a genuine smile. You didn’t notice that his eyes were lingering, again, far below your eyes. His chocolaty orbs scanned your entire chest and then looked up to your lips and watched closely every time they closed around your fork. You were oblivious as you convinced yourself that you shouldn’t look at him too much, afraid he will become uncomfortable.

After a little while he had pushed away his half eaten plate and sat back in his chair.

“Babe..” He said quietly. You still hadn’t noticed anything, but he had worked himself up so quickly that he was squirming a little in his chair, trying to relax himself from his growing erection that couldn’t be ignored.

“Yes?” You answered and finally met his eye again. You squinted just slightly as you saw something strange in his gaze. Something you didn’t recognize and had never seen from him before. Something that shot a fiery heat down to the pit of your belly, replacing that anxiety your had come to ignore and caused your thighs to quickly shut and squeeze together.

“Dinner was great but…I think I’m looking more forward to desert now. What did you have in mind?” He asked you and placed his hands under the table, out of your view.

“Oh…I had cake…b-but if you dont want any, I also have ice cream..and I think…-”

He cut you off with a little scoff and he shook his head.

“Y/N, I don’t want that kind of desert. I want something better than that.”

“O-oh. I’m sorry..” You said as you still haven’t caught on to what he was hinting at. “Well, maybe I can go to the store and-”

“Oh, my baby is so innocent.” He practically moaned out. Your breath hitched at the sound and that same hot/cold feeling washed over you. You watched him as he stood up and came toward you and finally you could pinpoint exactly what the look was his gaze held.

Lust.

You shook lightly as thoughts of him ravishing your body flooded your mind, but you weren’t too sure if you were ready for that step, no matter how enticing those thoughts you had were.

He came closer to you and he removed the fork from your hand. He then pulled you from your seat and brought you close to his chest.

“You look so delicious tonight.” He told you as his arms wrapped low around your waist. A sort of whimper escaped your lips when you felt exactly what you were doing to him and it really caught you by surprise. His bulge was hard against your stomach and you flushed red.

“I-I..how could I..?” You murmured, unsure if what anything he was saying was true at all and all he wanted was to just get off, or if it really was you that made him feel this way so suddenly.

“How could you? Your perfect, that’s how. Everything I ever dreamed of.”

You looked up at him and he could see your uncertainty. But he only smiled down at you. A gentle, loving smile that didn’t quite match the dark lust in his eyes.

“Come here.” He said calmly and gripped your wrist. He pulled you toward the bathroom and he grabbed a small face towel on his way in. “I’ve noticed you’ve been having a lot of doubts about yourself lately, but I just haven’t addressed them. But I think I will now because it’s gone a bit too far.” You watched him curiously as he positioned you in front of the mirror.

“You don’t ever need this.” He murmured gently to you, “I don’t ever want you to feel like you need to cover your face every time you see me.”

He wiped the towel against your face, applying a little pressure to ensure that he was getting off every pit of makeup. Once your face was bare he planted a loving kiss against your cheek.

“You are so much more beautiful in your own skin,” he told you. “And don’t ever let anybody tell you otherwise, because if I find out, I will beat their ass no matter who they are, do you understand?”

You nodded your head vigorously, 100 percent sure that he wasn’t lying. You had seen him get angry before to defend you and it was no joke. You shut your eyes when you felt his hands on your shoulders. His lips kissed you all across your jawline and then down to your neck.

“I want you to feel beautiful. You never have to over dress and pretend to be perfect because of me. You are perfect how you are, flaws and all, and I love each and every one of them.”

You blinked, not sure if you were going to cry or not. You opened your eyes and looked at his reflection. Your hand reached up and carded through his hair lovingly and you felt him smile against your skin.

“I don’t?” You asked him to be sure. No one had ever said anything like that to you before and you found yourself trusting and loving him a lot more.

“You don’t” He assured you. He lifted his head and looked up at you before he pressed his lips to yours. Your heart fluttered and you hummed happily against his soft plush mouth. You turned in his arms and his chest pressed firmly against yours. Confidence filled you slowly and you wrapped your arms around his neck. He kissed you carefully, not wanting to push you too far, but when he felt you deepening the kiss and kissing more passionately, he smirked and gripped your hips to pull you in closer.

“I think…” You breathed when his lips eventually trailed away from yours and down to the juncture between your shoulder and neck, “I’ll let you have desert now..” You panted softly, out of breath from kissing him for so long.

You jumped when you heard a sudden growl rumbling in his throat before escaping between his lips. That heat from before started up again and you were curious to know what he was like when he was in the mood, and he was eager to know everything you liked since this was the first big step the two of you were taking within your relationship.

“Then let me take the wrapper off of my special piece of candy.” He whispered in a deep husky tone that you had never heard before and was immediately eager to hear again. His hand trailed upward against your back to the top of your zipper and he pulled the zip down slowly, exposing your back. He watched your skin slowly become exposed in the reflection of the mirror and he hummed with satisfaction. You moaned softly when you felt his teeth lightly graze the skin in the crook of your neck. He helped you pull your arms out of the sleeves of your dress and then it fell, pooling around your feet, leaving you in just your underwears, Your skin prickled and became laden with goosebumps at the mixed feeling of hot and cold. You looked up at him, curious of his next move. He leaned back to marvel at your body which you found to be very comfortable to be exposed to him.

His raised and met with yours, and you could hear another growl rumbling in his chest. He was hungry. You whimpered at the sound, feeling something warm pool and stain your panties. You wanted him to touch you. Now.

It seemed as if he had read your mind and had lunged forward toward you. His lips colliding hungrily against yours. His hands trailed downward the the back of your thighs and all you wanted was him to move closer to your heat, but he didn’t. Instead he lifted you up in his strong arms and carried you out of the bathroom and down the hall. You wrapped your legs around his waist as tight as you could, desperate for any sort of friction against your core. You parted your lips into the kiss and his tongue eagerly slipped into your wet cavern. At first you were fighting for dominance but you failed almost instantly, falling easily into submission as his tongue invaded every inch of your mouth he could reach.

He brought you to your bedroom and he broke the kiss, a string of saliva the only thing connecting your mouths together before it broke away. You looked up at him with hooded eyes, your lips swollen and pink as he set you down on your bed. He held your gaze, not daring to break it as he quickly kicked off his shoes and pulled off his jacket before loosening his tie. He crawled onto the bed in between your legs and he pushed you down on to your back.

“Take this off..” You whispered and tugged at his shirt. You wanted to see his chest bare and exposed in front of you. You wanted to touch him, not the fabric that blocked not only your way but your view too.

He smirked down at you as he sat up on his knees, straddling over you as he pulled off his tie completely. He moved slowly, and you watched impatiently at his fingers which worked the buttons of his shirt painfully slow.

“Namjoooon!” You whined impatiently and shut your eyes in frustration. He chuckled, finding amusement in teasing you. He unbuttoned the last of the button and then pulled off the useless fabric all together. You looked up at him and your hands flew to his chest and then running down to feel his toned abdomen. Your back arched slightly before you relaxed into the bed again. You were anticipating so much and you learned something new about yourself. You were hella impatient.

He laughed softly, finding your impatience to be cute. “Babygirl, if you want me that bad, then just say so.” He whispered to you, bringing his lips to your ear so that you felt the heat from his breath. You whined softly and crossed your legs tight, wishing to relieve yourself.

“Joonie please…I want you..”

“Want me to what?” He questioned, verbally teasing you further.

“Touch me!” You cried out finally, becoming too worked up to hold on to your head or keep your composure.

He hummed, satisfied by your wishes. He lifted your legs up and he gripped on to the hem of your panties. He slowly pulled them down and then up off your legs and tossing them off somewhere. He parted your legs and leaned forward between them and he reached underneath you, unhooking your bra with one hand with skill as if he had particularly practiced that one motion for a long time.

He pulled your bra off and tossed that away also. He watched as your breasts bounced free and then he licked his lips hungrily. He leaned down and sucked a mound into his mouth while taking the other one in his grasp. He sucked and twirled his tongue around your nipple and tweaked and pinched the other with his fingers. You moaned out and pushed your chest up further into his hold. Your hand went to his hand and you tugged lightly at his soft locks. He remained in that position for only a little while before he switched and did the same to the other mound.

His lips then trailed downward, leaving a trail of butterfly kisses in his wake until he reached to your burning core. You expected him to touch you but he didn’t. You groaned irritably when he pulled away and you heard him chuckle. You opened your eyes and shot him an evil look, but he only sent back a mischievous grin.

“Look at how wet you are down here.” He mused and scooted down so that his face was level with your core. He gripped both of your thighs and he pushed them further apart. “Is it because of me? Are you this wet because of me?”

You expression softened and a light blushed appeared across your nose. You weren’t too sure how to answer but you did respond with a little nod of the head. He chuckled again and extended his index finger and ran it in between your folds. You whimpered at the feeling of him finally touching you where you needed him most, but then your eyes opened again the moment you didn’t feel his touch any longer.

“Namjoo-” You began but stopped when you saw him pulling his finger from his mouth.

“Mmm..” He hummed and smirked down at your shocked expression. You went completely red. He tasted you. No one had ever done such a thing before. You weren’t a virgin but never had someone made such brazen actions in your presence before.

“You taste so good.” He told you before dipping back down again, lining his face with your center again. “Mind if I taste you more?” He didn’t wait for a response before you felt him flatten his tongue against your heat. Your breath hitched and then you let out a low moan when you felt him lick striped in between your folds. The feeling was foreign but you would welcome it back any time. He licked over your slit before raising his head to your clit. He sucked the bundle of nerves into his mouth and suckled as if it was the best thing he had ever tasted. Your back arched and your hand flew down to his hair, again gripping and pulling at his locks. You cried out in pleasure and instinctively bucked your hips upward. You couldn’t help but grind and ride his face but he gripped your hips to still your actions. His tongue trailed back down and then suddenly he darted his tongue into your hole. You were a mewling mess as he continued the action, eating you out as if you really were some kind of desert. Never could you imagine some ones tongue making you feel so good. His muscle was skilled, strong, maybe from being so talented with his words and speedy rapping skills. You gasped when you felt him suck on your little button again, and this time his finger came to play. He rubbed your slit once more before he pushed the digit into you. He pumped it back and forth and smirked in amusement when he felt you clamping down around him. You moaned loudly, your back arching again as you felt a coil somewhere in your lower belly tighten and you knew you were close.

“N-Namjoon..” You moaned wanting more. It was like he read your mind again that night when he slipped a second finger into your needy hole. He pumped his finger quickly while he continued to suckle on your bundle of nerves. Your toes curled and your pulled a little harder at his hair. He was aware that you were close.

“Cum for me and I’ll reward you.” He whispered just loud enough for you to hear over your noisy mewling. He curled his fingers upwards to hit over your gspot and that when you were brought to the very tip of your high and pushed over. You gasped and moaned loudly as you released into his mouth, and then he proceeded to lap up your juices as if he had been dehydrated. You panted and watched as he sat up again, a smug look on his face, your liquids dripping messily from his chin. He licked his lips and all you could think about was kissing them and tasted what he had been tasting. You reached up and pulled him close to you and pressed your lips to his. It was sloppy open mouthed kiss, but you could careless. Once hand trailed down and tugged roughly at his belt.

“I want it.” You panted against his lips. “Please, don’t make me wait.” You lifted your hips to meet his and your grinded against him, wanting to feel his bulge, and you did. His pants looked tight and uncomfortable with his little friend being awake. You smirked in satisfaction and gave his belt another hard tug. “I’m sure even you can wait.” You said after breaking the kiss and looking up at him. All signs of that stupid smile or irritating smirk had left his expression as the attention was brought to him. Of course. He felt like he was going to burst right through his pants, but he wanted to put all of his attention on her. He supposed now that she was right. He really couldn’t wait anymore.

“Now, Namjoon!” You whined and was already unbuckling the piece of leather. He was brought back from his train of thought and he looked down at your hand. He helped you and brought his eyes back to your needy expression. He grit his teeth. All he wanted right now was to satisfy you. He managed to finally kick off his restricting pants and boxers somewhere onto the floor and he gripped your hips again. He pulled you up into his own hips and he grinded down into you. You whimpered and gazed into his dark eyes which seemed black now with how blown his pupils were. You didn’t break the eye contact until you felt the tip of his member pushing at your entrance. You looked down at his, seeing the angry red tip. He was as hard as a lead pipe if that was possible and the veins that wrapped around the muscle protruded and bulged out angrily. He was big, and for a moment, you weren’t sure if it all would fit. He pushed just the tip into you and you yelped. The feeling of him stretching you coursed through you like a tidal wave. He watched your expression closely as he began to push into you again. He paused every so often, letting you adjust to his size. It stung for only a moment when he was sheathed, and tears pricked your eyes.

“Are you okay.” He whispered, leaning down so that his lips grazed your ear again. He gripped one of your hands and held it tight, wanting you to focus on anything but the pain. You nodded your head in response and squeezed his hand.

“Move..” You whispered. He nodded and slowly pulled back. You chewed your lip and whimpered when he pushed back into you. He repeated the action slowly until the pain subsided and pleasure coursed through your veins. Your wrapped your free arm around his neck and you moaned softly.

“F-faster.” You told him, and he obliged. He grunted quietly from excretion as he thrusted faster into you, moving farther back to thrust harder as well. You moaned louder and brought your hips up to meet his every thrust. Your head tilted back and you were sent into a euphoric state.

“P-Please Joonie..” You stuttered out and wrapped your legs around his waist, wishing for him to go deeper. “M-More..”

He caught on fast that you weren’t looking for too much vanilla. You wanted to be fucked and that was the bottom line. He let your hand go and placed them at either side of your head for better leverage. He slowly pulled back almost all the way, only leaving the tip in before he thrust forward hard. He repeated the action and you cried out in ecstasy. Sinful wet sounds filled the room, slapping skin and the smell of sex and you wouldn’t have had it any other way. You gripped onto his shoulders, digging your fingers into his skin.

“Fuck don’t stop!” You cried out. He was slightly taken aback. He was sure it was the first time he had ever heard you curse and he wondered if you ever had in your life. A smug smirk slowly replaced his shocked expression as he was filled with a sense of pride for being the one to fuck you out of your mind. This encouraged him to keep going, not that he was planning on stopping in the first place. He groaned at the feel of your walls closing needily around him and pressed his face into the crook of your neck. “Shit, you’re so tight. How are you this fucking tight?” He hissed through clenched teeth. You wanted to reply with something witty, something that might make him at a loss for words, but when you opened your mouth, the only sound you made was a guttural moan. It wasn’t too long before you felt that same tight coil in the pit of your stomach in you were reaching your high. You whined and moaned strings of curses and a mangle of slurred words that sort of sounded like his name. Your eyes rolled back and you were in pure bliss, pure pleasure when you felt yourself spasaming around him. He moaned out loudly when he felt this and he readjusted, knowing you were close. He found your gspot again and he rammed into it as best he could.

“Cum on my cock, baby” He said in that same husky voice he used earlier. You moaned lightly at the sound and then the coil snapped. Your back arched up high as you released almost on cue around his dick. You saw stars, your vision going black while he milked out your orgasm. Then you went limp under him while he continued to thrust into you, searching for his release. It wasn’t too long before he followed suit and came inside of you, filling you with his hot white seed. He groaned loudly and his body went limp and landed on top of yours. You opened your eyes to look at him. His hair was no longer neatly combed back and instead covered his eyes, sticking to his forehead with sweat. You hummed softly and ran your fingers through his hair gently as you felt his chest rising and falling rapidly. 

“I love you.” You whispered to him. You felt him smiled and he lifted his head to meet your eyes. “I love you too.” He replied sincerely. He planted a kiss on your shoulder then on your lips before rolling over to your side so he wasn’t crushing your body with his weight. You watched as his eyes fluttered closed and you sighed happily when you felt his arms wrap around you and bring you close.

One thing ran thing your mind this time.

Maybe you really should do this more often.