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sequel to the post about Lizel
Gil is seen as insanely, inhumanly powerful and antisocial. This is mostly true. Gil is far more powerful than he should be by normal human means, and he's not particularly interested in getting along with people.
However, he's not entirely against human contact not ignorant to social matters. Gil will punt idiots straight out of the building as needーand adventurers are exactly the kind of rowdy group who will be annoying and only listen to violence so can we even blame himーbut he otherwise has no problem holding a conversation. It's OTHER PEOPLE who have a hard time talking to him because of their own assumptions and his scary reputation.
The key is that he genuinely doesn't care enough about being social to rectify or even be bothered by this! As long as there are a few people who can act like civilized human beings towards himーand there are some! The landlady of the inn, the bartender, even Studd as a guild employeeーhe's good. Gil does not get lonely easily.
AND THIS REMAINS TRUE AFTER MEETING LIZEL. He's not particularly seeking out new connections, but Lizel is a sort of social connection he's never had before, and that. It's nice. He doesn't need more, but now that he's had this, going back would be difficult.
#a gentle noble's vacation recommendation#a mild noble's vacation suggestion#odayaka kizoku no kyuuka no susume#穏やか貴族の休暇のすすめ。#休暇#manga#japanese webnovel#i'll think of this as a vacation and enjoy it#休暇だと思って楽しみます。#Gil is a mountain man content to hunt in the woods#but woe to whoever harms the one person he cares about#also i think this is why Gil likes Judge#post Lizel#wanting to serve Lizel combined with Judge's personal high standards in doing his job#mean that now Judge is brave enough to actually face Gil despite how scary he is#and Gil respects that bravery and perhaps more importantly#he appreciates Judge treating him as a customer. appreciates Judge not letting fear or jealousy affect how he treats Gil#Judge is a really good kid and Gil sees that#now that Lizel is here#Lizel allows Gil to relax and act like a person#Gil's sharp instincts have always extended to humans#to recognizing how they feel about him#the fear and jealousy he inspires is annoying to deal with because it makes people act differently towards him#so he avoids it#but when people AREN'T#well that's nice and he seeks it out#remember that Gil recognized he and Studd are sort of similar#Gil sees#Gil#hachi no hanashi
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Like an Angel of Death
#I find it so interesting how chosen is the poster boy of all this destruction when Dark was also there contributing#like yes chosen absolutely is responsible for these attacks#no doubt or question about that he is absolutely contributing#but dark is too and at the point of the newgrounds attack#chosen was becoming more reluctant#I wonder how chosen and dark felt about that respectively#how does chosen view these articles and views of him#how does dark feel about not being recognized? is he proud of chosen? is he upset about the lack of attention? both?#ava spoilers#animator vs animation#ava#alan becker#alan becker fanart#ava tco#ava the chosen one#leafey draws
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TILL
#alnst#alien stage#alien stage till#alnst till#till alien stage#listen. i am sorry.#anyway do you think about the fact that some people couldn't recognize till in the r6 teaser#do you think itll be harder to recognize him now#anyways um. once again i am sorry#i originally planned more for tills birthday#but some things came up. theres been heavy rains in my area#my room ended up flooding. i am now sleeping on the living room floor#please bear with me#this is all i got.....#lowkey projected onto him here bc. same. this is lowkey how i be feeling#sorry that was so unnecessary eugh.#anyways this is a scheduled post#at 12am this will post so#good morning! happy birthday till!#i DO have more till posts lined up just saving them for a more appropriate time#para.art
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Hira + すき
#utsukushii kare#my beautiful man#1x01#1x03#1x06#hira kazunari#gifset#*brace's#//#one of the first things Hira tells the audience about himself is that he struggles to use the word “like”#because of his speech impediment#and because‚ as he admits to himself‚ there's nothing he REALLY likes. nothing he finds “beautiful”.#nothing so interesting or so moving as to get that word out of him#but at the end of that same episode—after meeting Kiyoi—he voices out the word#quietly‚ in secret#but as he does‚ he recognizes the feeling is there. he recognizes its tangibility‚ like nothing he had felt before.#the first time he confesses how he feels to Kiyoi‚ he's just as surprised as him#he didn't need to make an effort‚ because he had no intention of saying it. the word just stumbled out.#something out of his control—much like the feeling it represents#his attempt to restrain it resulted in a scream‚ yearning to be heard‚ to be accepted#and when he realized it was‚ not only accepted‚ but welcomed#he confessed with much more confidence than before—loud‚ clear‚ and certain#no stutter—but then again‚ neither was it present any other time#when it was about what he feels for Kiyoi
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You heard it here first, folks.
Twist good.
(spoiler under the cut, go read it first if you wanna experience it!)
#I know EXACTLY how I'm gonna adapt this in BB too#With how BB!Nightheart is gonna end up as a RiverClan spy#I'm going to end off with a chapter with him recognizing the tension of a crowd as he walks out of a den#and he's like... ''he knew something was about to happen. He could feel it.''#And Frostpaw's going to realize what's happening when she sees him here in a *state* for the first time in a long time.#ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh it's gonna be goooooooood#thank you erins FOR ONCE I'm being FED#ASC Spoilers
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1x01 / 1x09
#the terror#the terror amc#james fitzjames#SDLFKJASLDKFJ james saying the same thing about franklin and francis#except when he said it about franklin he was a different and more foolish person#believing the lie of franklin's beneficent paternalism#(WHILE FRANKLIN IS LITERALLY LOWERING DYING DAVID YOUNG INTO THE ROW BOAT FOR CONVENIENCE SAKE!!!!!)#and then in 1x09 seeing and recognizing and feeling the depths of francis' genuine kindness and love and care for these men#even these men who had done harm to him!!!!!!#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#do you ever think about how 1x09 is about LOVE and TENDERNESS and how it MATTERS even when DEATH IS CERTAIN#do you ever think about how franklin's paternalism IS the british empire!!!#and scream!!!!!#more than god loves them!! more than queen and country loves them!! sent to die for nothing!!! for a trade route that would never work!#and if they had survived and returned home england would've still killed them!!#would've demanded they lie about their experience court martial-ed for losing the ships sent out again to starve to death for a new venture#did you know that three of the shackleton expedition survivors got home through hell only to turn around and die for england in WWI!!!#this show makes me insane!!!!!!!
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Feeling loved
Bonus:
#Kirby#kirby of the stars#kots#Kirby fanart#dedede#kirby king dedede#king dedede#dededad#i think a lot about their bond#this isn't meant to put down metadad#i just thought about how meta knight isn't really around in the novels#Kirby likes him but he just doesn't live in dreamland#but dedede feels like comfort to Kirby#and Dedede has problems truly showing it#this originally was going towards Kirby feeling inadequate over being a hero#and only being loved because they're useful and people put them on a pedestal#but it was pretty angsty and Kirby and Dedede aren't really the type to dwell too much on that stuff#if Kirby feels safe then that's everything they need#in case you don't recognize who Kirby is drawing in the bonus panel it's Chilly#even if Kirby is closer to Dedede and Meta Knight as father figures that doesn't mean Kirby has forgotten about Chilly#Kirby doesn't forget the people that they love#the 'you can stay' was meant to be about the castle but i like it more being vague#like it's about Dedede assuring Kirby it's okay for them to just being around#they will always be welcomed
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a deep blood moon, a starless night
dark enough to see the light
#something something he has the title of prince yet is treated like a commoner#callum holds a prestigious ranking due to his mother's marriage yet he is not the hier to the throne#im sure canonically he literally cannot care less specifically#but i like to think it factors into his struggles with finding himself#and his purpose in the world#this is a “we love ezran” household#but i cant help feeling callum has the vibes of a middle child despite being the oldest#while ezran is both oldest and youngest. burden of the crown yet still a child#the title of high mage gives callum his own kind of recognition#but it doesn't separate him from the title of prince#he's the first human mage to do primal magic yet only his inner circle recognizes how big of a feat that is#something something having a strong mind and heart with an untapped thirst for knowledge#everyone forgets about him so it gives him time to research all he needs#this was originally inspired by the vibes of “red moon” by will wood#puts my callum would listen to will wood if he existed in xadia badge#probs ¡Akido! (Neurotic / Erotic)#Williard!#Against the Kitchen Floor#and White Noise#in case i make it is a callum album overall tbh#late night ramblings#tdp#callum tdp#tdp fanart#the dragon prince fanart#the dragon prince callum fanart#the dragon prince#my fanart#my art#bobasalt
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So I just read all 914 pages of Fool’s Fate in one day. I don’t think I’ve ever read that much in one day ever. These books are so good holy snickerdoodles I love the politics and the amazing worldbuilding (robin writes matriarchies and different societal structures SO GOOD) and the realistic characters and Fitz’s unreliable narration and also the gay ass ‘friendship’ between him and the fool (fitz ‘no homo but also my bond with you is deeper than my love for anyone else including my other half bonded wolf and my wife and also sex’ farseer)
So uh. Yeah. Excuse me while I go cry in the corner. Again.
#aint no way you’re convincing me fitz is less than bi he’s just got internal homophobia so he can’t recognize it#lowkey canon if u disagree I’m sorry but ur just wrong 🤷♀️#the way some of his lines with beloved mirror lines he’s had with the women he’s slept with is just#robin#robin hobb#why must you torture me so exquisitely#I love these books so goddamn much aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#don’t even get me started on the ‘beloved’ thing#fools fate#fitzchivalry farseer#farseer trilogy#tawny man trilogy#fitz x fool#fitzloved#the way literally everyone else was like ‘they’re fucking’ and fitz over here like ‘uh uh no way nope love you but no homo bro’#meanwhile beloved over there just dying inside#also when he died I almost laughed bc I couldn’t believe robin was going to kill off the only canon gay character after torturing him#SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE OF HIS GAYNESS#glad she didn’t bury that gay after all#these books are so aggressively straight with all this talk about men and women and how different they are she couldn’t handle beloved#and his genderfluidity#jk I’m glad they even exist at all their bond is very compelling both platonically and romantically and I fear what may have been written#if they got together canonically#I love them so much#really excited to read the fitz and the fool trilogy hopefully it’s just as compelling with their relationship#might do fanart at some point if I feel it
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Posting it on its own as well cuz there’s something about Danny being naturally quite creepy in ghost form, just left of human shaped and unhinged about it too
Inspired by this thought by Paenling
#Danny phantom#dp#based on a prompt#but seriously what if how he’s seen in the show as just an inverted colour scheme is just how he views himself#and the reality is that no one recognizes him because he does not even present human when in ghost form#like hearing all languages as your personal one and responding like that but everyone else is hearing their language back#the perception is very different based on who you’re looking at#to Danny ghost behaviour is wired into him on a dna level#that he doesn’t even notice when it changes#probably has never thought about it and thinks he acts the same as when he’s human but he doesn’t#it’s not bad#but sometimes it could be#I bet his concept of death and danger is far more skewed as a ghost#and time far more loose#most people begin to feel the years getting in later in life#Danny doesn’t#to him it’s all the same#Sae has thoughts
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Something I realized (which was obvious to me subconsciously) is that... The family that vehemently didn't accept me when I first came out but now do accept me are still the same family that I am most unwilling to be open about things I feel protective over.
I remember that my dad reacted so poorly, not to my coming out, but to my transition specifically that my therapist was the one to ask if I wanted to put it on my file that I wanted nothing to ever be shared with him about my health after I broke down multiple times due to my anxiety that I would never transition. While there are and were protections for me, I was incredibly fearful at the time because I was a minor, and I was so worried that he would have prevented my transition that I couldn't have said for certain what (if any) lengths he would have gone to to prevent that.
He's grown a lot as a person, and made some commendable strides. But he didn't find out from me when I medically transitioned the second I turned eighteen, and I think that's among the things that truly made him realize the scope of the issue.
I'm not here to guilt trip parents, guardians, or other members responsible for the care of the children or teens or young adults in their care.... but this is a cautionary tale. You aren't saving the people in your care when you do this, you simply reinforce an idea that you will never care for them, never want them as they are, would rather them be shoved away.
When you give people reasons to be secretive, they will behave secretively. When you give people reasons to doubt their safety around you, they will become sneaky, defensive, and withdrawn. When you give people reasons to doubt that you value their life, they will believe that you don't care if they live or not.
#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#ally advice#transphobia#transphobia tw#i always feel the need to preface that i have a rebuilt relationship with my dad specifically...#...but that my experiences with them have served to me in many ways to illustrate... well... what NOT to do if you are in his situation#i do still grieve that my relationship with him looks very scarred and that it took a long time to get to where he is now#but i recognize that in many ways this is a product of the world and culture we live in and that he lived in#in a world he grew up gay was used as a slur. would i expect that trans people would be treated better?#and he was responsible for how he reacted but also... it's nuanced as to why he reacted so poorly#and i want people to AVOID being like he did if they EVER want a decent relationship with the other person#i want this to be a cautionary tale and that my ending is unique. not all of us are even ABLE to repair a relationship that was THAT broken#some of us die trying. some of us never get closure. some of us are in active danger because of those reactions#and that's the more common reality i have found. most other queer people have no-contact with families who pulled the shit my dad had...#...and that's - frankly - a good idea in 99.9% of cases. i will never judge someone for the way they go about dealing with that#i'm just emphasizing that i am unique in the sense that i was able to somewhat repair that
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something he can't put into words.
#ANOTHER DAIGO POST!!!! <333#also sorry for being like teehee yaoi dojima anyway daigo can't/probably shouldn't be close to his bio dad and latched onto this random#20 year old but Doesnt Quite recognize what is so wrong about sohei and so right about kiryu and how he should feel about either#meaning he cant fulfill his true desire (baby duck around kamurocho with his babysitter who's probably got better things to do bc people#always have better things to do than take care of him but at least kiryu pretends he enjoys it#for hours and hours and hours. some of the others ask him how he is or what he's up to at school but they don't really reach him like kiryu#does. he wants to impress him soooo bad. aughhh baby daigo you're annoying but you're also so emotionally neglected#haha latching onto mentors bc they're more involved/easier to connect to than parents haha who would do that not me ahem uh anyway#(skrunks be normal about and not project onto a kiryu + child dynamic challenge: impossible)#anyway he can't just say sohei's his father bc he's a big crime daddy but he hasn't really.. accepted? whats going on with kiryu yet either#i dont think he knows kiryu's his dad is my point#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza#dojima daigo#like a dragon#daigo dojima#ykz#i accidentally saved over soo many versions of this so i had to be like fuck it we ball. thats the final version of that panel now#gonna schedule this for later today bc i dont wanna stifle the kazumi posts but i also uh. am impatient#anyway more little daigo content he's such an ass but it makes so much sense why he's like that and he deserves a whole lotta love#also i just realized i used different name orders for kiryu and yayoi... sorry idk im just incapable of writing kazuma kiryu#uhOOPS POSTED IT EARLY NVM#yer gettin a loootta skrunk content today ig#skrunkart
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So I decided to watch a bit of Bridgerton with my mother, which I'm not really interested in (I don't really like period pieces unless it's a fanfic for a ship I like) but it's a show she enjoys so I sometimes catch her watching it and join her, and literally the only takeaway from the stuff I've seen with her is that Colin, Lord Debling, and Penelope should have all been poly
#guys listen a lot of shit could have been solved if they had just been poly (says local poly relationship writer & enjoyer)#i know polin is like the Ship this season from what i've seen when i lightly check out the bridgerton fandom#but i really enjoyed the chemistry between penelope & debling. they were cute.#that scene where he asked in a roundabout way how to propose to her. it was sweet. also the way he stuttered was really cute.#i also imagined colin & debling together in a world where polyamory & queer relationships weren't frowned upon#and i think they would be cute. he & colin would have a fun dynamic because debling's similair to pen but also he still very different#and i think that seeing colin being oblivious about liking him would be cute#it would definitely add to the drama if violet didn't really understand that colin was into both pen & debling at first. but when she does.#she spends the entire time with her head in her hands because her son is so bad at recognizing his feelings.#i just think the two would be really cute if the time period wasn't. you know. very unaccepting of queer relationships.#bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#lord debling#alfred debling#polin#colin x penelope#pebling#penelope x lord debling#colin x penelope x lord debling#colin x lord debling#god i think i'm the only one adding to that tag. if not creating it. oh well.#please don't bother interacting with this post if you're just going to say that polin is superior or whatever. literally just block me dude#yuri's thoughts & rambles#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton spoilers#this literally might be the only time i even use the bridgerton tag
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Guys listen I'm once again having ideas that I cannot draw. Consider:
A brief look of rage on Calypso as odysseus calls out for /a different goddess/
#epic the musical#Calypso#Odysseus#Love in paradise#Concept ideas that I cannot draw#Tw: Calypso keeping odysseus as a sex slave for seven years#Tw:rape#Or at the very least trigger warnings for some one being aggressively into you when you've already told them no multiple times#And being manipulative and feeling entitled to do whatever they want with you#Anyway debates about how severe Calypso's actions were aside#Calypso is a jealous goddess who has been trying to get odysseus to willing ask her for help for years#And HATES when odysseus mentions anything or anyone from the outside world#And here he is calling out to a different goddess for help when said goddess abandoned him?#When she's right fucking there?!!!#You know she'd be so so pissed#I make a lot of posts exploring Calypso and odysseus's time together which might make it seem like#I hate Calypso and I don't I actually really like her character#There's a lot of nuance and pain for me to dig my fingers into and play with which is my favorite and#I can also just recognize she was a victim that turned around and victimized other people and that she's an antagonist so
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What a whimsical looking young man I wonder if he has received any job offers recently
Original photo
#my art#project sekai#rui kamishiro#if u saw this get posted before: no u didn’t#forgot to schedule the post for the morning incident 60 dead 600 injured.#i feel obligated 2 say I actually post abt pjsk on my main (apotelesmaa) frequently (I have brain worms)#& I only post on this blog once in a blue moon and it’s usually not serious art atp#so do not expect anything.#curtain call. what an event. love rui he’s such a good character. I hope he explodes.#he is so full of love and so bad at recognizing his emotions and problems.#‘I don’t have any emotional hang ups about anything’ says the guy who has so many emotional hang ups#rationalizing pulling back as safety measures instead of fearing abandonment/concern of hurting tsukasa (or others) again ->#rationalizing accepting asahi’s job offer because it’s the best for his future even if it’s not the best for himself#also tbh I think to some degree u could argue accepting the job offer was his way of getting ahead of being abandoned#not that it would happen and not that he’d recognize that to begin with#negative self awareness king! he is not processing his emotions at all!#would love for him to mention the job offer in a future event. even just offhandedly. shaking him by the shoulders. talk to ur friends moron#me when I’m in a not recognizing what I’m feeling and how it effects me competition and my opponent is rui kamishiro from hit game pjsk#etc etc. anyways.#once again falling into the ‘sure whatever this can go on the art blog’ category#in that I used simultaneously too much effort and very little in creating it#once again: [hope you’re hungry. for NOTHING] dot jpeg. as is typical here at hallowclave dot tumblr dot com.
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I need more fics of Zuko working at a teashop with Iroh (be it Pao's (iirc) or the Jasmine Dragon) but he's just really fucking short. Because can you imagine, be it Jet, Katara, anyone who's met Zuko (either as Zuko or as Li) stumbles into the teashop, makes a scene and comes off as a bad guy because they bullied this little boy?
I think I've read just one fanfic where this was a thing and I need more people to adopt the idea.
I just think it'd be funny if Katara tried to do what Jet did (let's say this happened a few days prior to Azula capturing Ba Sing Se), left because she realized no one believed her, returned later with the rest of the Gaang, Sokka tried backing her claim, he ALSO gets reprimanded for making stuff up about a little boy, and meanwhile this is all happening Aang and Toph are having a delightful time with their new friend "Li." Should they do something? Maybe. Will they? Nah, anyways Li what tea would you recommend?
#zuko#katara#aang#jet#sokka#toph#li from the tea shop#atla#i love the idea of zuko just accepting his new role as a child (you are one honey but whatever)#and using it to get out of trouble with people who recognize him#''how dare you say such things about mushi's nephew?''#''the audacity of some of you; you're older than he is you should know better than bully a child!''#''li is such a darling i wish he'd smile more and maybe he would if SOMEONE didn't make him feel uncomfortable.''#etc. etc. etc.#of the gaang i think toph would be the one to go with it#know her friends are saying the truth#and just straight up deny what they're saying#she knows that this little boy is her friends enemy (and hers but like they haven't fought so is he really?)#but it's so much more amusing to see katara and sokka scramble to get support#she's not sure where aang stands until she hears him try to befriend ''li''#bonus points to aang if he succeeds (like actually succeeds)
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