#to my sweet boy 💖

[neparni-par]

I can't lose when I'm with you

How can I snooze and miss the moment?

You just too important

Nobody do body like you do 💙🩵

[wulfhalls]

u heard about doomed by the narrative now get ready for doomed by my mum and her coven of space eugenics cult sisters thru their 10k year long breeding program

[forceuseralona]

I'm back for today only (maybe) to celebrate the birthday of a very special little guy 🥳😘😄

[yearnyt4twenty]

Absolutely astounding that the most beautiful person in this entire world is into me

[jamestasha]

Natasha protecting an orphaned boy in Secret Avengers (2010) (Issues #24, #25, #29, #31 , #36 and #37)

[quibvsposts]

sacrificial lamb

[mrstsung]

I will defend kung lao with my life. If you hate kung lao. Or write kung lao wrong. I will end you!

Never forget or forget what nrs did to you,took from you,my sweet bunny.

🥺💖😭😭😭😔🌸🐰

Never forget what they stole from you!!!!

[oddsconvert]

I'm so so sorry to hear you've had a shit day and that you're struggling, friend. I am sending you all the air hugs. You deserve a break and I hope you take care of yourself extra hard the next couple of days!

Ok questions you asked for, and you shall receive!

(trigger warning: potential self harm mention)

Does Josh have a mantra or something to remind himself not to give in/give up while he's playing into Felix's whims?? I know you've said he has to play pretend to survive, but how does he keep himself sane? Or maybe he finds/makes a secret artifact to give him comfort? I'm imagining him being so lonely and dejected after giving into Felix after awhile and I don't want him to get too depressed :(

Would Josh ever hurt himself to try to get away from Felix?

Does Felix find anything else "incriminating" or suspicious to him on Josh's phone?

Does Felix have any other friends besides Kurtis?

Would Felix ever video record Josh?

Obviously please only answer what you have capacity for and ignore anything you'd like! I am definitely a rambler. I am here for you friend and I appreciate you and think you are very cool! 🤗

Thank you so so much 💞😭🫂 all the love to you!!! ❤️

I'll answer in bulletpoints!

Josh always tells himself that Felix may have his body but never his mind - he fights so hard to play along and pretend to keep his mind intact, and to never let himself slip into the delusion. His survival instincts are so strong - he doesn't want to give up, he doesn't want to die (he's scared of dying). He wants to live and not just survive - he tells himself when he goes home, he will make something of his life and break the cycle he was living in.

- in terms of a secret artifact to give him comfort, I've yet to show this in the story - but when Felix raided Josh's apartment and picked up his clothes, he also took a knitted blanket that Josh's mother made for him that he's had since he was born... Felix gives him that. Josh is over the moon to have his comfort item, and he uses it as his motivation and reminder too. (of course Felix always uses it against Josh and threatens to confiscate it/burn it if he's naughty.)

Josh would try and hurt himself to get away from Felix - desperate times call for desperate measures. Definitely when he gets tunnel vision and reaches low points. It would be hard to do so - with the constant restraints, sedation and cameras (Felix won't let him out of sight, not after what happened with Aaron). But if Josh can do something to land him in hospital 👀 he will. Without hesitation.

Felix never turns Josh's phone on ever again. It's switched off and locked away in his desk drawer in his study. He has, however, downloaded all he needs to onto his laptop. Messages, photos, even his music. He does find photos/texts/videos of Josh and Alec that flares Felix's jealousy and he's enraged when he reads messages between Josh and his previous hookups 😬

Felix DOES have other friends beside Kurtis! Only a handful, and a select, trusted few know about Josh. Two others we'll get very acquanited with, one of them coming soon in the storyline 👀

Yes, omg, Felix definitely DOES video record Josh! At all his worst and vulnerable moments, I can assure you. Felix has a whole harddrive dedicated to his pictures of videos of Josh. I love the image of my poor boy just so hurt and out of it - tears streaming and suddenly a flashlight blinds his eyes as Felix films him 🤌

[nattawinlove-andmygaytea]

I'm so sad that I have to say goodbye to these characters and to the actors working together... but It's a Miracle and a joy that I had the opportunity to witness it.✨

strawberry cakes forever 🍰❤

Kiseki: dear to me 2023

[morbidspace]

My chocolate cake

[transfemmes]

And have YOU 🫵🤨 rewatched Mob Psycho? What's that?? You haven't seen Mob Psycho??? You need to change that immediately and watch Mob Psycho.

[cherry-bomb-ships]

Every day I am leaning more and more toward just making the Rowdyruff Boys familial f/os 👉👈💖💖💖💖💖

[wulfhalls]

corrupted godhood. reluctant false messiah. prophecy as a creeping all consuming malady. does the oracle see the future or make the future? the horror of trapping yourself inescapably on purpose. the chains of destiny dragging you towards the path you are fighting tooth and nail to free yourself from. there never having been a chance to begin with. no other choice to make. but making that choice regardless.

[yearnyt4twenty]

Loving him is the easiest and best thing I've ever decided to do.

[merry-andrews]

I love you! You're an amazing person and super fun to rp with!

HONEY HII!! OH MY GOD THANK YOU!!!🥺🥺😭😭💗🌸💗🌸💗🌸💗🌸💗 I love role-playing with you too, sweetie!! Your characters are so fun and I'm like, all smiling and 'HUH! take that, John!' Whenever I read your replies!!🤭 honestly you're a gem and I really really love writing with you!! Sending lots of love!!🤗🤗🤗😚😚😚💕💕💕💕💕💕

[kissingarthurclaus]

Now it's 2:30am and inexplicably I'm thinking about Engie 🥺🫶 I'm also thinking about Scout!!