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CURE
#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#alsnt ivan#ivantill#to me you are black sorrow#missing them…#they definitely both in hell
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hello


another wip because I'm bored
#__harrow7#artists on tumblr#another wip#i am still here#making wips#over and over#yipee#alien stage#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan#vivinos#black sorrow#to me you are black sorrow#im cryin#crying rn
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“Unauthorized duplication will result in gerard coming to your house and sucking your blood”







i love my bullets cd more than anything
#i brought you my bullets you brought me your love#my chemical romance#my chem gerard#ibymbybmyl#demoliton lovers#early sunsets over monroeville#honey this mirror isnt big enough for the two of us#romance#gerard way#vampireswillneverhurtyou#our lady of sorrows#cubicles mcr#mcr bullets#mcr#bullets era#2000s emo#post hardcore#mikey way#frank iero#ray toro#2002#the used#cds#pop punk#alternative#life on the murder scene#three cheers for sweet revenge#the black parade#danger days#mcrmy
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currently thinking about how many times we see Till at various ages just...casually injured. Just appearing with scratches and bruises and sometimes blood for No Discernible Reason (the reason is very discernible and it makes me cry)
#the one of him as a literal toddler actually broke me though cause I actually didn't notice it until just now when rewatching round 6#I just paused at that screen and thought "hey I don't think it's normal for toddlers to have a bunch of red scratches on their cheek#then I thought too hard and cried#I also thought his bruises in black sorrow were just weird shading or appeared after he encountered the thing#but those bruises were there since the beginning of the music video#the lip one anyway#I wonder if any of the other kids ever asked him about it tbh#just going up and asking “hey why the fuck are you always injured”#I wonder how he'd react#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#alien stage till
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to my shallow emotions
#art; if you cannot sing#ivantill#ivantill fanart#ivan alien stage#alien stage till#till ; until you see me#mirror; sorrowful black hole#alien stage
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alnst spoilers (obv) okay so, ive been thinking. last year sua got to cover ruler of my heart, which is the song where luka was trying to impersonate her to use against mizi. with all the theories about luka doing the same to till with ivan, what if ivans cover will be the song for round 7? just like he impersonates sua with romh, he will impersonate ivan this time. the way mizi saw sua singing that day, till will see ivan too.
#yeah this has been consuming my brain the whole morning idk what to tell you#omg yall imagine if we get an ivan unknown (till the end...) cover. wouldnt that be funny.#im still thinking about what could hyuna be covering#each character's cover has a reason behind it#at least to me#i wont talk much abt it rn but since mizi → black sorrow (yearning for sua)#sua → ruler of my heart (what mizi saw)#till AND mizi → unknown (till the end...) (what till wanted to happen)#till → all in (his rebellious nature)#luka → sweet dreams (i dont understand much about his character. however it sounds as if hes... searching for something. anything)#i think the my clematis and cure covers go without saying#oh wait i just had an idea. tillvan duet for black sorrow?#i think its unlikely since someone (mizi) already covered black sorrow#however it would be interesting to listen to#for the same reasons as to why till got to duet u(tte) with mizi#AND ALSO SOMEONE GAVE ME AN IDEA ON ANOTHER POST#hyuna dueting with mizi for all in!#again very unlikely since we JUST got an all in cover (ily till) but it would be so fucking sick if we ever got to hear that#alnst#alien stage
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Black sorrow
#Sakurazukamori Subaru#sumeragi subaru#x1999#spoilers#ig???#tokyo babylon#insipired by black sorrow from alien stage#I SOMEONE KNOWS THE REFERENCE PLEASE DO TELL ME#I HAVE LIKE A MILLION RAMBLING IDEAS ABOUT IVANTILL X SEISUB YOU CANNOT IMAGINE#alien stage#seisub#-ish
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I desperately want to see Ivan with longer hair like in the one child flashback if anything could turn Till gay it would be that
I had a draft on here about Ivan joining the rebellion and growing his hair out long!! ROUND 6 released and absolutely DASHED my hopes of course but it was nice to look back on how blindly optimistic I was haha.... ha....
Anyways. Yes. Ivan with long hair. I think he'd look good with it in a low ponytail maybe... or braided hair.... I've seen AUs where Ivan stayed in the slums and he absolutely rocks a mullet. It's a shame Unsha and Nigeh are so keen on keeping their pets well groomed and proper (Ivan and Sua's hair is so perfectly cut and it stayed that way for basically their whole lives). Ivan with a mullet... Sua with the same hair length she had in the angel/devil art with Mizi.... wah..... they'd look so good.
I think a lot about the fact that Till is so fixated on Mizi's long hair and I wonder if he'd start growing fond of Ivan's hair too if he grew it out (Till braiding flowers into Ivan's hair and insisting it's just practice even though he adjusts the style into something he thinks would fit Ivan specifically... Ivan feeling warm at the touch of Till's hands in his hair.... aauuuuooiighhh)
#its sad to think about how till is probably the one growing his hair out for round 7#ivan and mizi have their hair cut short (a sign of maintenance) while till stagnates#long hair grown out due to the lack of will.... stuck in the past while ivan and mizi try to move forward (ivan died but you know.)#(he finally moved forward and acted for till's sake)#their hair actually means everything to me. ivan and sua are always short and clean cut#because their owners want them to remain prim tidy and clean. they must look presentable#while mizi and till have longer wild hair that often gets messy because shine is lenient and forgiving while urak couldnt care less#mizis hair is long and freeflowing because she herself has a free and lively spirit. tills is sharp and unkempt due to lack of care#PARA SHUT UP THIS ISNT WHAT THE ASK IS ABOUT sorry i just think their hair really fits their characters#honestly wouldve loved to see ivan with longer hair because one time while watching black sorrow the video froze#and i had to stare at the back of ivans head for an uncomfortable amount of time. just me his goddamn fade and utter silence#in fairness that is a clean ass cut like damn. props#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#ivantill#implied#asks
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Tryna sing My Clematis ♡♡♡
#♡♡♡#alnst#my clematis#just trying to#it has been stuck in my head bro#yesterday it was CURE#yesternight it was Black Sorrow#note: I do NOT sing. not good at least.#this is just for fun and some practic#i am trying to become good at singing#since i gotta sing for praise team#they put me because they are convinced i am good at singing#i am not. it is actually my voice fooling them.#my voice SOUNDS good#but i am not good at singing#make any sense?#so this is just practicing#i hope i can be good someday#:3#SO DO NOT ASK FOR MY SINGING JUST YET TVT#it will be disappointing#unless you are in to listen to my laughs#because most of these recordings are so unserious hahahaha#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
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whoever on the AS team decided they'd drop this today knew itd take up 90% of my thoughts.
#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#LOOK HOW HAPPY HE IS!!! HOW FREE!! NO BRUISES NO PAIN NO EYEBAGS#im so FJWJFJEJVJRFIEIVIEIFEUFIEI#WHEREVER YOU ARE T.ILL!! I HOPE YOURE THE HAPPIEST MAN ALIVE RN!!!!#anyway afternoon dash its lunch and im counting down the hours until hometime#thinking about getting to messages at work though! and then? well see ...#i have a date with my askboxes this weekend#also one for my carr.d tonight. we know whats coming#i would sing black sorrow if he didnt have feelings for me too i get it 💔
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if you don’t cry on your walk home from the bar are you really alive
#it’s 1am and I am deeply deeply sorrowful#I love you so much#thank you for dealing with me#how can one feel so alone in a room full of people???#emma rambles#this is probably a delete later#but if you’re feeling lonely in your life#I see you I love you I’m holding you#my heart is a black hole in my chest
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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Either Ivan knows how to cry on command or he is actually the worlds biggest crybaby in disguise, and his tears are naturally so minuscule. He’s not a big crier

His little baby teardrops 😭
#alien stage#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan#alnst#I find it interesting. He could be doing it to get sympathy when he’s with Till but—what if he’s just that much of a baby#Hmm#its very silly to me#It works though…I feel a little bad seeing him so pathetic#ivan alnst#Yes ivan is hard at emotions. but instinct is a hard thing to surpass even for his condition. id like to think he developed it as a skill#since most situations. things wouldnt get to him. so for example when he'd be at a funeral he needs to learn to look mournful. at times whe#its normal having the ability to just cry when you want is useful#but for scenes like black sorrow#i think it's all genuine. you cant fake that kind of expression.
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Seeing all the fanart of max being white is devastating, he's canonically black in the films 😭
#why must you do this to me 😭#i just want the fuckin rep#at the very least you could have made him more than white i stff#*flips table rips wallpaper howls at the moon in sorrow*#max goof#a goofy movie#goofy movie#an extremely goofy movie#extremely goofy movie#fanart#black representation#max goof is black!
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Me when I’m hyperfixated on dnd but whenever I think about my own experiences with dnd I either feel deep sorrow or unbridled rage 😞
#sorrow for every single time I’ve dmed because I’ve blacked out and had a panic attack every single time#and still chose to just keep going#not great#and then unbridled rage for every single time my group has gone on an extremely long unplanned hiatus just from them constantly cancelling#the day right before a session too#dnd is not a fun hobby guys you should never play it#unless you play it with me then play it all day every day forever 😋#dungeons and dragons#dnd
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Still a week for each poll. All past results and open polls are pinned at the top of my profile or can be found in the "mcr song tournament" tag! Have fun :)
#mcr#my chemical romance#our lady of sorrows#ibymbybmyl#i brought you my bullets you brought me your love#all the angels#the black parade#living with ghosts#mcr song tournament#poll#gerard way#frank iero#ray toro#mikey way
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