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i’m so sorry but if you’re in the ‘fantasy media is escapism I don’t want to think about any REAL world problems‘ crowd then why are you posting about the witcher. there are few fantasy sagas that are quite so explicit and intentional as the Witcher when mirroring its characters, world, and conflict around real people, politics, and everyday struggles. also that’s why it’s GOOD
#this is not about netlix I don’t watch the show n I don’t care abt it#don’t worry im not really vaguing anyone on here it’s just stuff I read online and in articles and social media in general#tires me out and also makes me sad for the long and important legacy of fantasy authors and creators doing their best to#translate and break down their reality into a fantastical setting :(#like don’t do sapkowski like this he worked hard to make this real#the witcher#the witcher books#double shot
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Mike's posting on Youtube now. If you're a Bendy fan very unhappy with the awful decisions he's been making recently or the way he spoke to his fans.... I would heavily consider making a somewhat civil comment about how fucking annoying his constant stubbornness to keep posting on social media no matter how fucking poorly it goes for him Every Time is, and how just because he's moved to a new platform we aren't going to stop criticizing his actions nor forget how awful he was on Twitter/X
Here's the comment I left, no I wasn't super kind because Mike is rich and a bigot, he'll be fine if I'm a little rough on him. Wonder how long he'll let it stay up lmao.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#bendy and the ink machine#batim bendy#bendy and boris in the inky mystery#I am genuinely so tired of this man dear god#please discourage him from using social media in the comments its so tiring to constantly have to worry or hear about the stupid shit#he does and says constantly I was so relieved when he deleted his twitter cause it meant I no longer had to constantly read and then make#a post informing people on what stupid fucking things he said now#also I didnt bring it up in this comment but lmao lol to promise quality to his fans when the graphic novel literally has#coloring mistakes in it like it has multiple what a joke he is#somebody please point that out in the comments Im begging you guys-#ramblez#for the record I wouldnt consider this bullying bc mike is an asshole but also bc#using social media clearly upsets him greatly esp with how he speaks to people on it#its clearly bad for both his mental health and the mental health of the fans or in particular me#for the love of god tell him this is a bad idea
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Does anyone have any tips to help stop yourself from comparing your artwork to others, or equating your value as an artist with likes and reblogs?
I've struggled with this for a while and it's getting old, I don't know how to just shrug it off. Any genuine advice would be nice
#its just bygging me bc i know rationally they dont matter i knoe they dont#but i still feel it in my bones that im not good enough because my work doesnt circulate on platforms#i paint for fun and then i post and i get these feelings and theyre so goddamn annoying#i know to just keep posting anyway and try to enjoy the ride but my Depression Brain is such an asshole#i wish it would be quiet#i never used to feel this way either until likes and reposts/reblogs became so integral to social media#on top of needing commissions to get by while looking for work and attending school soon#idk maybe this is just a vent and ik no one can Fix it that simply#i guess im just speaking 2 the void rn and maybe others feel the same#*bugging#and i really am so grateful just to know anyone likes it or comments on it and reading feedback really really means so much#but i feel like unless im pumping out specific fandom stuff that doesnt really happen#but the negative thoughts and feelings can b rly strong sometimes and im just tired#im sure this is a depression thing too#hoping i can get into therapy thru school but it depends on finances as everything else in this world does 🫠#ill keep going tho#and please if you are someone who does comment or reblog and say something about the work please do not ever stop#it means so much to me and others im positive it does#i see you and i appreciate you so so much#thank you and thank you to anyone who reads or comments some ideas
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Been kinda working on a personal thing on and off lately, it's gonna require me to do art like this of ALL my AU designs, but I'm slowly working through it all. Thought I'd share most of the one's I've finished so far. So far we have AWLB AU Puppet, Michael (part 1) Mangle, Ballora, Bonbon, Bonnet, Circus Baby, Eleanor, Ennard, Fetch, Nightmare and Plushtrap. WWLWWF AU Plushtrap, Michael, Elizabeth and Evan. And my two FNaF OC's, Stardrop (who has a minor role in AWLB) and Hal Hyena. (sorry for including my OC's. I really don't do like, anything with any of my OC's anymore, but I just wanted to include Star and Hal in this.) I plan to try and get art like this done of all the designs I've made refs for so far first, then I'll be taking a step back again to make refs of everyone I never got around to doing refs for from AWLB along with finishing the designs for Through the Static. Likes and reblogs are always appreciated.
#insomnia hyena art#fnaf au#insomnia hyena fnaf aus#fnaf: what was lost what was found au#fnaf: a wound left bleeding au#FNaF OCs#fnaf michael afton#FNaF Mangle#FNaF Puppet#FNaF Ballora#FNaF Bonbon#FNaF Bonnet#FNaF Circus Baby#FNaF Eleanor#FNaF Ennard#FNaF Fetch#FNaF Nightmare#FNaF Plushtrap#FNaF Elizabeth Afton#FNaF Evan Afton#FNaF#Five nights at freddys#Stardrop#Hal Hyena#I'm not really scrolling social media much. but I think I will start checkin notes again here and there#posting a few things again#etc.#if you have the time. i'd love if you could give this a reblog#i read all the tags. and it genuinely makes my day on the rare occasion i get a nice lil comment#drawing and writing are still a bit slow. been really tired. and having issues with my wrists and shoulders a bit again
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I'm just procrastinating work by thinking about the distressing decline of critical thinking and media literacy, but the take "Writing dark content allows people to heal from their own negative experiences," while true enough, also feels like it is missing a critical dimension:
Fiction needs victims because empathy is a learned skill.
Through sympathizing with the plights of fictional characters, upon whom we can safely project ourselves, we learn to identify with the suffering of others in the real world as well, even those with whom we do not share similarities.
Fiction's central function is the recognition and resolution of conflict, an absolutely vital real life skill that requires the ability to resonate with the challenges of those outside our Self.
Our stories need suffering so the real world can have less of it.
#irl stuff#so tired of online literary debates hosted by people who've never read anything but fanfiction#and I say that as a fanfiction author#just thoughts sparked by things on social media#so I can write this instead of grade essays#can't believe we're having to relearn the ancient Greek concept of catharsis 2500 years late
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I had someone ask me about 'The World Has Been Changed' tshirts and since I took down all my merch shops here's the print file for free if you wanna print it yourself. donate to a random charity for the tax benefits if you download! or don't! go crazy go wild I don't care!!!!
also I hiked up a ridge and made a cool dragon video that's up as early access on Patreon rn. (I only have one Patreon tier and it costs $3)
ALSO also I'm hosting a Drawpile get-together in my Patreon discord tomorrow night starting at 5pm PST, so if you join to see the dragon video you are free to come to that as well. :) (once ppl join the Patreon discord I don't kick them out even if they stop being patrons btw)
#auropost#and don't feel guilty if you can't do a donation or be a patron or whatever it's just a gesture#and the patreon is just a tip jar really#if you're reading this i'm just glad you're here and it's all good#anyways can you tell i am just bone-deep tired right now#i scrolled thru instagram the other day (mistake) and felt like i was in plato's cave#like holy FUCK none of this is real!!!!!!!! it's ALL just Product Advertisement#perpetually a hair's breadth away from deleting all my social media these days#wanna play with holograms touch grass make art with my friends and that's IT!!!!
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not to hate on non-OP fans who watch just ep 1071 and/or 1072 to check out the hype and make commentaries, but why would you though? you have zero context aside from "toon force", which is the most superficial aspect of this power-up. nor do you have any idea why gear 5 matters so much thematically, how gear 5 affects the political balance in the OP world, how it's reshaped the narrative and re-contextualized so much of what came before, how much it substantiates Luffy's character and character purpose, how many questions and answers it brought about regarding the underlying history of the OP universe, etc. etc. the animation is amazing, of course, but it would've been nothing if the nature and narrative intents of gear 5 hadn't been foreshadowed throughout hundreds of episodes. this was a buildup years in the making on the foundations of 20+ arcs. those are the reasons why fans have been hyped
#one piece#monkey d luffy#gear 5#rant#bc im so SO tired of comparisons from non-fans who watch an ep or a clip and are a-holes about how it's 'overhyped'#my dude my bro it's not for you#this isn't made for you bc you didn't watch or read the animanga#you dont know the story- 'but i followed the play-by-play on social media-' NO THAT'S NOT THE SAME THING#aarrrgh#edit: fixed some typos and made clarifications
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I’ve never been so obsessed with a character so bad that I literally can’t do anything else I’m like the squidward meme watching SpongeBob frolic outside the window stretching a hand out to all the pretty paintings and animations and comics I see in my head but being unable to feel any motivation for it . If only i could use the energy spent to create 20 kon doodles to sit down and concentrate on a single finished full piece I used to be able to make like 5 page comics what happened to me
#sighs yes before anyone says anything IK it’s probably adhd related 😭#BUT ITS GOTTEN SO BAD I CAN FEEL THE DIFFERENCE IN MY BRAIN HOW DID IT GET WORSE#it’s probably a mix of burnout too but I don’t get tired of drawing ?#it feels like when u get dizzy or change glasses or so#and it’s either everything is wayyy too in focus and you can see literally everything clearly that it hurts ur brain#which doesn’t help given how saturated w information the world is always#and simultaneously somehow everything is blurry or out of focus and I physically have to strain myself to hone in on one thing#I JUST WANNA READ COMICS AND FINISH A DRAWING AND HANDLE WORK AND SCHOOL AND TALK TO MY FRIENDS#ALL IN OME DAY#BUT MY BRAIN IS LIKE. TODAY IS ONLY FOR COMICS. YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ESLE#😫🫶 I’m deleting this later I’m just ranting LMAO#I’m highschool it’s crazy bc I did okay and then honestly i just think my ability to concentrate has deteriorated as the years have gone by#free me!!!#either way I want to lessen my social media and just pick One bc girl I have an Instagram a tumblr and a twitter this is horrible for me .#honestly I’ll probably pick instagram and just post on tumblr when I have art#I already do that#I mean when I have Good art.#IM RAMBLING IDK
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Happy New Year! 🥳🎉
Wishing you another great year with great health and most important of all no back pain nor any office syndrome symptoms 😤🔥
Have happy shumako to brighten your year ❤️💙
#shumako#I keep missing one social media over the other#new art? what new art?#asdfghh#but srsly tho#last week of the year is always busy with all the social obligatory gatherings#i’m just tired#why am I sleeping at 3 on the first day of the year anyway#if you are reading it this far I wish you another happy new year#WITH NO BACK PAIN#ALSO GOOD SLEEP#AND GOOD FOOD
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when you're in the midst of writing a dissertation on a fictional character you love only for that one annoying relentless part of your fandom to start hating on them randomly. 😪
#i've loved#polin#and#colin bridgerton#for like a decade but only started seeing the fandom shit when season 3 part 1 aired and wowwww#the hatred polin (and their actors) get needs to be studied because do y'all never get tired#would love to just appreciate something without so much disingenuous aggressive discourse#i can't stand bridgerton season 1 but you don't see me on every single social media raging about it#it's a fictional character#get a grip#anyway no one's going to read it except my two friends and it'll be like 20 pages long because i'm a dumbass but i'll write it anyway#just needed to get this out of my system#to delete later
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Apparently that's called the 'irresistible force paradox'
#oc f/o#f/o art#fictional other#self shipping#self insert#oc#original character#they're patient with me#also I finally draw Hadri with a different form!#I want to do more with their shape shifting but I haven't made much that turns out well#small vent in tags upcoming if you don't want to read#Feeling bad about posting but I shouldn't just give up#In some way social media isn't for me because I take things too personally#but if I'm going to meet people I have some common ground with I don't know where else I'd look#common ground with something that means something to me#I want to meet people that don't suck to talk to#And actively have things they want to talk to me about that we're both interested in#Tired of being just ears.#I'm talking about my family here not anyone on the site btw#I just wish there were people who wanted to talk in the same way I want to talk#same level of energy I guess#Sorry to vent in silly drawings but it is what it is#Fun fact if you read this far...Hadri would like Evangelion#I don't know why that came to mind today but it makes total sense#They're a deity-like person so religion is interesting and they'd be drawn in by the drama#I honestly don't know how they'd examine media since their setting is basically medieval so Hadri's never really watched anything#Maybe a play?#I'd be nice to know what Hadri would think of things I like#But my tastes are very colorful... watched Ind/go Park for example and have it stuck in my head now#Popp/ playtime and Ind/go Park seem to both be going for fnaf Portal and I am feeling something
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tiny fandom rant
thinking abt how being an Intellectual Brown woman isolates me from fandom experiences bc since i call out orientalism/racism against swana and my people in media that makes me too "anti" but the shit id be into and ship since i was 13 would land me 100ft deep into "proship" territory....
#u see my dilemma?#too proship for the antis and too anti for the proships#i think the entire proship vs anti discourse is stupid anyway just have basic fandom etiquette#of “dont like dont read”#but also feel free to openly criticize media that u consume too bc now media is flawless#also i hate that u can call out smth racist in media but then all the white gays jump you bc u pointed out a flaw in their favorite media#like SHUT UPPPPPP#anyway the islamic symbol appropriation in legend of Zelda ocarina of time for the gerudo sparked this#and also the gerudo being basically desert thieves dressed like bastardized belly dancers like im so tired#and then on twitter i remember seeing a huge thread calling out every instance of orientalism in gacha gaming#and non brown ppl stuck their asses in saying “who cares shut up anti these are good chara designs”#like i hate yall fandom mfs soooooo much u are all so allergic to basic critical thinking#the woes of being an intellectual are so heavy on my beautiful brain and body#also racism DOES show up in your “harmless” fictional media bc EVERY MEDIA CREATED IS INFLUENCED BY POLITICS#WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!!!!#like take a damn university social science class u stupid motherfucker
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Since leaving Twitter in 2022 my mental health has improved dramatically, and a huge portion of that was because of the sheer volume of "ALL CAPS WE ARE SO FUCKED" being shouted at me at all times. It's therefore really important to me to curate this space to be one that doesn't fear-monger or rage-bait, and for some reason I've just seen a LOT of really dramatic negative posts on my timeline which has gotten to me enough that today I'm dealing with my first big anxiety attack in weeks and I am. Not. Happy. about this remission.
So! I apologize for my contribution to some very stress-inducing conversations, and I will probably start unfollowing or asking people to tag things they post that have a panicky tone to them. Being informed is not the same as being terrified; fear stops us from thinking rationally, makes us more likely to act in extremes to try to 'fix the problem' or worse assume nothing can be done and catastrophize further.
Here's a little graph to help us all remember what we actually can control (and therefore worry about) and what we cannot.
So do what you can, remember that fear helps nobody, and do something nice for yourself today! I will, too.
#mentally exhausted#mental health#us politics#I am not immune to propaganda (social media accounts taking the worst reading possible from a situation and running with it)#please stop signal boosting the tiktok amateurs like they're professionally trained authority on the subject#i am so so so so tired
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people when they find out goth is actually about loving the death and the gross and not just dyed black hair and fishnets
#started reading flowers in the attic bc of nicole dollanganger (also i knew my mom hates it so i would probably love it)#and its so good the writing feels like a buttery letter it is so hard to put down#im only halfway through so far though#my mom saw it and got super upset bc its a terrible awful evil book#and like its tiring#im so happy slashers and gory movies got normalized bc if everything that made me feel calm was constabtky berated by everyone idbe soworse#also started spending time on other social media sites besides tumblr and it was evil#not putting an essay here but books and art about bad things are allowed to exist#turn the other cheek#goth#gothic literature#complaining
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reading posts that come across my dash and sitting for a minute to debate with my mental disorder if not reblogging this will mean a hell portal will open beneath my feet and i will suffer for eternity for my lack of action or if its all good and i can just scroll on by (its usually the hell portal thing)
#⚠️#personal#having ocd makes making moral decisions so fucking hard for no reason#cause ill see a post thats like info or seems important and like i can tell its that kind of post just by skimming it st first and somethin#clicks in my brain that just tells me if i dont share that post everyone will know and think im a horrible person#regardless of what the actual post is about#i need like a handbook on how to make proper moral decisions#cause like yeah i do care about things i try to share stuff about things i care about and believe are important but sometimes i dont have#the energy to read long as posts and my brain twists it to make it out that people will know and i am the bad guy#idk my ocds telling me even saying this makes me a bad person#the fact i even struggle with this#sometimes i think im not built for social media but really i think social medias not built for people like me#maybe i should get help for my ocd but the idea of describing all the shit going on in my brain to someone just makes me feel scared#cause like i dont know when to draw the line at making something a problem i should actively have a hand in helping#how much is too much when do i stop#<- in regards to my own mental health like the mental exhaustion that can come from it i hope this makes sense#like some things you gotta invest like emotional shit into and like sometimes im just tired and i come on here and im faced with one of#those posts and i just have to debate with myself what the fuck im supposed to do#this is more a me issue than anything i need to sort this shit out with some mental health professional or something#cause like i dont want to have people think i dont care about these things i do and ik pressing reblog takes like no energy but idk man#im not even sure if some of the shit i reblog is cause i care or is just an ocd compulsion#i feel like most times its both#i cant help but think im the problem here i want to be on social media its just so draining having my mind repeatedly hound me for not like#showing enough care (reblogging more posts) about a certain issue online#idk im so tired of it all im so tired of my mind i wish i didnt have ocd#vent#so funny right after i posted this i scrolled down and one of these posts was rigjt beneath it and the debate happens all over again#lord i need to get out of here
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at this point with all of the IRL art markets i've done where i've made genuine connections and the fact that this tumblr is probably the most successful thing i've run almost ENTIRELY in secret, i'm ready to just tell people to put in the effort to find my art on their own damn time because i'm done with the self-promo social media bullshit ╰(‵□′)╯
#i stg like 90% of the things i've read and engaged with in the arts were things that i found completely by accident or thru pals#it's never been stuff that was shared to twitter and 'went viral' or whatever the fuck#and yeah that kinda includes webtoons tbh but i'm gonna get more into that later#just tired of the grind of posting to a void#i've had way more success doing art markets and conventions even during the ones where i've walked away with less money than i started#social media can suck my dick#self post#rant
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