#u see my dilemma?
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idk how many of u are online but idk if i wanna remake blogs still. that being said.... pomfiores or 5choenheit.
#◟ ⋆ㅤㅤif my hair's a mess﹐my mind's a mess.ㅤ( ooc )#to delete *#part of me *wants* to remake.#another part doesnt#u feel?#u see my dilemma?
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tiny fandom rant
thinking abt how being an Intellectual Brown woman isolates me from fandom experiences bc since i call out orientalism/racism against swana and my people in media that makes me too "anti" but the shit id be into and ship since i was 13 would land me 100ft deep into "proship" territory....
#u see my dilemma?#too proship for the antis and too anti for the proships#i think the entire proship vs anti discourse is stupid anyway just have basic fandom etiquette#of “dont like dont read”#but also feel free to openly criticize media that u consume too bc now media is flawless#also i hate that u can call out smth racist in media but then all the white gays jump you bc u pointed out a flaw in their favorite media#like SHUT UPPPPPP#anyway the islamic symbol appropriation in legend of Zelda ocarina of time for the gerudo sparked this#and also the gerudo being basically desert thieves dressed like bastardized belly dancers like im so tired#and then on twitter i remember seeing a huge thread calling out every instance of orientalism in gacha gaming#and non brown ppl stuck their asses in saying “who cares shut up anti these are good chara designs”#like i hate yall fandom mfs soooooo much u are all so allergic to basic critical thinking#the woes of being an intellectual are so heavy on my beautiful brain and body#also racism DOES show up in your “harmless” fictional media bc EVERY MEDIA CREATED IS INFLUENCED BY POLITICS#WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!!!!#like take a damn university social science class u stupid motherfucker
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me: if I had a nickel for every time a ship is built up and extravagantly developed only to be separated at the end of the series by forces working against them but the actors getting married in real life is waved as a, like, consolation prize in my face, I’d have two—
also me, seeing a vague post in the crash landing on you tag:
#Karamel#bellarke#pls i beg let me be wrong about it#crash landing on you#I don’t ship rl people do u see my dilemma#It is a kind of comfort tho in a ‘in another life’ way!!#but also pls no#Also!! They ain’t married but#spideychelle
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"draw it badly" wayyyyy ahead of you
#guess who spent an hour sketching a face! this guy.#i need a personal tag#i need to draw or else i'll die. but trying to draw makes me want to die. do u see my dilemma#if i'm the only one that can draw the things i want then i'm FUCKED
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#genshin impact#eisara#raiden shogun#raiden ei#kujou sara#henlo its been 80 years since last time i've posted something im not dead yet (unfortunately) lmao#fighting for my life tryna finish this before new years bc if i didnt end it off with eisr i will combust#eisr on the brain 24/7 but also art burnout working overtime do u see my dilemma
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the never stop blowing up vhs is where cute twinks go to get harmed
#not art#nsbu spoilers#kirk blade.... johnny manhattan..... maybe tenuously cosmo chase#also genuinely I Love that vic ethanol is showing himself to be bit of a dick#and kingskin conversely First Actual Communication With The Player is like. idk I just work here#(I am vibrating in my seat abt liv bloodlust. shes experiencing a bit of emotional consequence. hope she powers thru it and#becomes even worse)#I also love that g13 and jack manhattan are both like. gone#I know in adventuring party they're charting it to shape up as like. usha also slowly losing herself to the work like g13 did#and them becoming one entity entirely in the sense that their selves stop mattering in the face of their hacker capacity#(also called the Forum Moderator Dilemma)#but I also like to think that g13 handed it back to usha cleanly in the second episode with that one interaction#and is now fully unplugged from everything. left the movie. man is Sleeping#we all agree that paula ate jack manhattan tho I think it's fine to assume that#and! the way russell has been like. fully going whole hog full tilt into helping other people and moving the plot along#while Suggesting That Doing Self Reflection And Learning Lessons From This World Might Help to Other People#like I love that. 1/lieutenant syndrome but also 2/extremely transfem coded#like past the ''ohh I have realisationd I'm coming to'' stage. far past. man is bored with thinking abt genders#not new realisation to him! had that thought two decades ago. not motivated enough by anything to change anything#I think I just love the scenario of like magical mystical journey in a fantasy world clearly designed to make you contemplate ur gender#and ur like oh no what? we did that years ago. whats up#deeply interested tho. open up russell we wanna see whats up with u#dang is perfect no note 10/10 more important than anything else he is genre aware and savvy and that truly is all he needs here#the ''let's make it fun'' scene he does with liv is SO good I love him. Im so scared the vhs will snatch him away. hes too genre perfect
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ok maybe in the next life im born someplace that isnt falling apart w parents willing to raise me ok
#hi sorry. heeeyyyyy#i have a paypal now im debating getting a crowdfunding thing set up#<- but like i feel like i need to save. that#does that make sense. It does not#like i feel like i need to save me setting up an emergency Please Help post for like a more emergency emergency#but also there's so much wrong that i really cant set a goal for 1 specific thing.#i need a mattress i need pillows i need clothes i always need food i always need toiletries#like its a case of i need money to survive i have no access to money and my parents wont provide anything for me#but like im being provided barely anything to begin with. do u see my dilemma.#anyways i think ive convinced my mom to buy me sheets & bedding i might be able to convince my dad to get me a mattress for like#christmas. maybe#i need a laptop for school & work thats a whole other thing WHATEVER. ok#gwext
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i dont usually like messing around w altering what’s possible to do in canon vs its literally within my power to give alistair theirin a dwarf prince boyfriend vs i would have to come up with another fucking name
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Roy is obviously scary spice
yes but consider this.. jamie tricking him into a matching costume with the team by making him wear sports gear to the halloween party...
#but also.. everyone assuming roys scary spice despite him not wearing a costume..#do u see my dilemma#ted lasso#royjamie#questions that i'd ask you#anon
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u guys would still love me if i moved back to my main right 🥺
#I only made a side blog bc i let one interest take over my main and it felt weird to post abt anything else lmao#but! i’m over that issue. have been for a while ngl i honestly just like the vibes over here more#which is funny bc tals they’re your own fucking blogs be the change u wanna see in the world etc etc. i could revive my main easily#what do y'all think. obvs at the end of the day im gonna do whatever bc I have this dilemma once every couple months#and as u can see nothing has changed 😭#but still. thoughts#tally txt
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ok i need input pls help me - i'm drawing nimbus and i can't decide whether to give her cuffs/bondage gear or a strap/strap harness (ik i could do both but i think it'd look too busy). so!
thank youuuu
#pls let me know!!!!!#for more context it's a solo drawing so there's no other ghoul that might sway the like.. dynamic or whatever#and i am both indecisive and a switch lover. so u see my dilemma
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I have so many half-baked oneshot ideas but not enough motivation to see any of them through 😔
I made myself finish a draft for an In Too Deep update though so that'll be coming soon after I give it some time and come back to edit
#torn between wanting to do more sfw stuff vs more n/sfw stuff#and I kind of want to do a Cynthia piece that isn't for In Too Deep either#but I've got a lot of ideas for ITD too if only any of them would keep me motivated#and i want to do more d x m oneshots as well#u see my dilemma
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goodnight sunshine
#Sean Astin is coming to town in two days and I’ve been contemplating buying a photo op for like 2 months#I just got paid for a photography job that would mostly cover it but I also need a couch 😔 do u see my dilemma sigh
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Dogboy in me LOOOVES attention but rabbitboy in me is terrified of being perceived
#chai guy rambles#do u see the dilemma#i do a fun trick and people laugh and pet me but then i give them the thousand yard stare for making a noise in my general direction
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Pretty woman
#tw blood#genshin impact#sandrone#sorry for posting like once after 436574365743 years im hyperfixating on sandrone and arlecchino against my will#the content i have to work with is a few voicelines#very limited screenshots that dont show their full fit#and a dream#nothing quite like hopping from a sinking ship to another that is the equivalent of riding on a piece of driftwood with a stick to paddle#do u see my dilemma#doing my silly little dance in my silly little clown shoes and honking my silly little clown nose as we speak
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the thing about writing horror means i only feel the ~writing vibes~ at night, but the thing about having a day job means i need sleep at some point.
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