#tired and never again to rest
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Galidraan works best, imo, as almost a Camlann moment in the midst of a larger trap. Take away the simplistic framing Open Seasons gives it.
Instead, Death Watch has been responsible for the violence the Jedi are investigating, but the governor points them to the True Mandalorians. A few of Jango's Mandalorians have turned up dead from lightsaber (darksaber) wounds.
They meet in the clearing, Jango just level-headed enough to argue his case, the Jedi ready to listen. Young Jedi and young Mandalorians getting glimpses of each other for the first time, stories of mythical enemies jumping unbidden to their minds.
Did anyone notice the glint of a sniper rifle, far off in the trees? Would they have had time to call out before the shots came, a Mandalorian shot so cleanly through the visor it's like nothing touched her and a freshly knighted Jedi with a hole in his chest?
In the end, there's nobody left who can say what happened. Who made the first move. There's an investigation, of course, but with Mandalore already moving towards a civil war the Senate has greater concerns. It was a tragedy, the report will say. There was no peaceful resolution--the Jedi had no choice. The dead would seem to agree.
#not kotor#death watch#jedi order#mandalorians#tor vizsla would not leave this to chance#i also like the idea that he took the darksaber from jaster before he killed him#because there is a vivid frame in my mind of jango holding the darksaber taken from tor's corpse#only to leave it because he avenged jaster and now whatever is left of the mandalorians can rot#jango and dooku leaving their respective families with fresh blood on their hands#tired and never again to rest#not quite a meta
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Radiostatic week 2024 illustrations compiled in a single post because I like how they look all together
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin vox#hazbin alastor#radiostatic#one sided radiostatic#radiostatic week#radiostaticweek#radiostatic week 2024#digital art#my art#clip studio paint#I will never be tired of showing them I love them so much#again I am so proud of this project and so happy with how it turned out#+ I was testing a new coloring workflow for the first time that I applied to all of them so to turn out this good on the first test WOW#sorry if I dont post new stuff for a while after this I need to rest
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Sanji: I am a man with STANDARDS
Zoro: I ate chocolate rice balls off the floor after they'd been stepped on
Sanji: oh no! Hes meeting all my standards!
#one piece#opla#one piece sanji#one piece zoro#zosan#listen#i know its been said probably a million times#and im reading a fic with it rn#but we all know Sanji lost his goddamned mind when he found that out#rivalry ended in SECONDS#zoro went from public enemy number one to hearing wedding bells approaching at fearful speeds#hes unsure why theyre stopping at the Baratie again#zeff is griling him about eggplants now?#the cook gets nosebleeds when he looks at him?#hes never been so well fed in his life until then#the rest of the crew is so tired of eating Zoros favorites#hes out of the loop until Sanji asks when he thinks the wedding should be#the little girl who made the rice balls is their flower girl
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a very interesting (and endearing, at least to me) detail about jean's character is how he tends to fix himself during a confrontation. (long post ahead)
despite the fact he looks just fine, he does it to self-soothe more than anything, because he knows he has no control over the situation. so if he can't get through harry, at least he's in control of how he looks. and he can look BETTER, more put together than harry, so he makes sure to show him that. every time.
constantly readjusting, correcting, dusting himself off every time he's confronting his former partner because i think he has a severe inferiority complex (since harry outranks him and refuses to accept any promotion, which makes jean perpetually stuck as a satellite-officer, tied to a self-destructive man who's also good at what he does + harry has had a chance at a love that's so redeeming that he pictures her as the game's equivalent of God, a love that jean desperately yearns for so he hates harry for blowing it, and hates himself for never finding such a love despite the fact he's more put together than harry, or so he claims) that flares up every time harry's in the vicinity. i don't think jean has problems asserting himself when harry's not around, though. we've seen that here.
jean's perfectly capable of being authoritative, and has power over his colleagues, contrary to popular belief on this website. of course, provided harry's not there.
because he'll start slipping every time. his body language is also incredibly stiff, i'm assuming it's to seem like he's composed, but that falls apart when you notice how many times he struggles with his breathing, how many times he has to collect himself.
naturally, since kim also outranks him, jean behaves the same way with him although less emotional. he loses the spite, turns a little more submissive, though his pride doesn't completely disappear, like authority indicates. i also believe it's because kim didn't address him properly, therefore jean didn't feel the need to extend more than basic respect towards him.
it's very interesting to see, since he seems to have this ongoing inner conflict between his pride and his self-hatred. believing he's better than harry, yet crumbling at his presence. laying down and taking it, then suddenly revolting. being in control until the reason you're forced to take control shows up, then suddenly you're not in control anymore and you have to fix your hair and your tie and dust your suit and cough to look like you have your shit together. to prove that you're better. jean's trying to tell harry that he's BETTER than him! that's why he does all of that shit! he's terrified of ending up like that! he's even more terrified of the fact that despite being the mess he is, harry IS better than him! HELLO!
#lav thinks#he's so INTERESTING!!! i wish all jean discourse starters a very shut the fuck up#i've been seeing some shit takes abt him not having power over anyone/him never doing his job etc n it's sooooo tiring#like give it a rest idk play the game again w your eyes OPEN this time!#i love him he's so interesting.... sososo fascinating#jean vicquemare#disco elysium
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con went ok
#buttercatrho art#shitpost#scribble#met someone who actually knew crosscode#and they bought my crosscode stickers#i ran on that high for the rest of the con#but im so fucking tired holy shit#in the im never going outside again phase rn /lh
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forgot how annoying people can be in the tags. "the set is almost perfect except..." "op you forgot this" how about you make 20+ gifs and you'll include everything?? yeah i forgot some movies because i don't think about them, they're not relevant to me, and what about it???
#it's about the sweaters post#the banshees of inisherin omission is legitimately upsetting even to me but the rest of the suggestions....#but i was tired of thinking about the sweaters and i just wanted to be done with the set#i first got the idea in 2021 and decided to let it go#then it came back to haunt me in january#so i just wanted it to be over tbh#but also you don't have to reblog the post just to complain in the tags#'why did you put it in there?' bc i wanted to#'you didn't include this? op you don't know what you're talking about' and you do???#shouldn't have made that set tbh#gonna finish the ones i have started and then never touch a compilation set again
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Streets are flooded in Kherson, Ukraine, Wednesday, June 7, 2023 after the walls of the Kakhovka dam collapsed. Residents of southern Ukraine, some who spent the night on rooftops, braced for a second day of swelling floodwaters on Wednesday as authorities warned that a Dnieper River dam breach would continue to unleash pent-up waters from a giant reservoir. (AP Photo/Libkos)
Russian rockets are launched against Ukraine from Russia's Belgorod region, seen from Kharkiv, Ukraine, late Sunday, June 4, 2023. (AP Photo/Vadim Belikov)
Volunteers evacuate dogs and goats from the flooded city in Kherson, Ukraine, Wednesday, June 7, 2023. Floodwaters from a collapsed dam kept rising in southern Ukraine on Wednesday, forcing hundreds of people to flee their homes in a major emergency operation that brought a dramatic new dimension to the war with Russia, now in its 16th month. (AP Photo/Libkos)
A woman identifying the body of her 34-year-old daughter, who was killed in an overnight missile strike in Kyiv on Thursday, June 1, 2023. (Nicole Tung/The New York Times)
Local resident Tetiana holds her pets, Tsatsa and Chunya, as she stands inside her house that was flooded after the Kakhovka dam blew up overnight, in Kherson, Ukraine, Tuesday, June 6, 2023. Ukraine on Tuesday accused Russian forces of blowing up a major dam and hydroelectric power station in a part of southern Ukraine that Russia controls, risking environmental disaster. (AP Photo/Evgeniy Maloletka)
People look at a fire on the top of residential building following a drone attack, in Kyiv, Ukraine, Saturday, May 20, 2023. Russian air attacks have escalated to near-nightly raids over the last month. The attacks come at night, when most in Kyiv are sound asleep. The sirens wail across the Ukrainian capital, rousing bleary-eyed residents, who, after 15 months of war, have customized individual routines to cope with Russia’s latest air campaign. (AP Photo/Alex Babenko)
Dead fish are seen on the drained bottom of the Nova Kakhovka reservoir after the Nova Kakhovka dam breached in the village of Marianske in Dnipropetrovsk region, Ukraine, Wednesday, June 7, 2023. (REUTERS/Sergiy Chalyi)
Children attend a group therapy class at the recovery camp for children and their mothers affected by the war near Lviv, Ukraine, Wednsday, May 3, 2023. A generation of Ukrainian children have seen their lives upended by Russia's invasion of their country. Hundreds of kids have been killed. For the survivors, the wide-ranging trauma is certain to leave psychological scars that will follow them into adolescence and adulthood. UNICEF says an estimated 1.5 million Ukrainian children are at risk of mental health issues. (AP Photo/Vasilisa Stepanenko)
Police evacuate local residents from a flooded area after the Nova Kakhovka dam breached in Kherson, Wednesday, June 7, 2023 (REUTERS/Ivan Antypenko)
Ukrainian emergency workers wearing radiation protection suits attend training in Zaporizhzhia, Ukraine, Wednesday, June 7, 2023. The Zaporizhzhia Nuclear Power Plant, Europe’s biggest, relies in large part on water from the now-emptying reservoir at the Kakhovka dam. The U.N.’s International Atomic Energy Agency reported “no immediate risk to the safety of the plant,” whose six reactors have been shut down for months but still need water for cooling. (AP Photo/Andriy Andriyenko)
#war in ukraine#russian world#i know the last post i made was a month ago#but i honestly had a 'block' bc even if i post these pics what difference does it make?#the ppl who rb are ukrainians and the ppl who know what r*ssia is#the rest just have the luxury not to care#and that pisses me off so bad#im just tired and angry#i want ukraine to win and r*ssia to be sent to mars or wherever so i never have to hear from them again#i want them to fck off once and for all
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#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#i really like the subtract glitch i've been doing recently - so here's some of that again lol :3#the way it interacts with their palettes is so fun i like it a lot ehegh :33#//anyway do you ever consider just tossing out any part the human body you've learned to draw and just drawing dumb little guys with arms#like pipecleaners forever or what hfhs#//oh this is was doobled in traditional originally#i need to digitize more of these. Because#though aura's hair was more extreme in the second panel in that version - i'm tired though and 3 days ago it was the same so no feelings to#change that lol :)#also i didn't shrink the noise enough so it didn't look right - and i was not going to reimport it so Bon Voyage my dude hfhs#was Supposed to fit on a 900x900 canvas but i made the panels a liiiiitle bit too big so it's 950x950#which is Fine it's a round number but it's not a Round-Round number so [gesturing]#1000x1000 was way too big for this little thing so she sits at a pleasant halfway point :>#//anyway i was also up til 3 a.m. last night doing ?? something ?? i genuinely don't even know what lmfhsbvh#nice though maybe my brain'll get a reset lol :3#stay up really late some random nights and jumpstart your brain!! it's foolproof!! never fails!! [<- these statements have not been reviewe#by the FDA or the Center for Sleep Control]#//ANywho now i'm going to be on my way#/oh i also forgot to post the oath n aura refs i made for artfight lol-#i'll prolly put those up w/ the kira and hid ones though :>>#i like to have the whole ensemble :D i Do feel bad when one of them gets left out hghsfh - like forgetting a stuffed animal somewhere#even though they're all together for small portion of the story it still feels off lol#i should prolly introduce the rest of the cast at some point. .... ......... ..........hm yea prolly. maybe one day hfhs#//anyway NOW i'm going i've run out of tag space i think hfhs - toodles !! :>
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having the kind of mental panic that not even Creating Art can fix. wuh oh
#muzz mumbles#what if it doesn't get better#what if things stay this way forever#or get even worse#what if i never get a house of my own#what if i'll be stuck in this bed for the rest of my life bc i can't work#or i can but nobody wants to hire a fucking cripple#what if i have to watch the people i care about get hurt again and again#and not be able to do anything about it ever because i'm useless#or part of the problem#what if the stuff i'm passionate about doesn't work out#what if my writing actually fucking sucks and i've just been wasting my life#and time and energy#what if i'm never truly happy again#i'm so fucking tired. i am exhausted
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still taking a break (from writing and just using my mushy brain in general)....... sorry :,)
#thought the weekend would refresh me but I just left it feeling even more tired 😭#I really want to write again but my brain is just. not. working#uuuggggfgghhhhh#I'll rest some more... thank you for being patient with me......#when it feels like I will never write again... that's how I know I'll have a big writing spree just around the corner.........
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#I once made a joke to my students that even though I never worked out I was always mentally lifting weights#in the gym of my own mind.#and it’s been such a helpful metaphor#not to make an outrageous statement here or to overestimate how smart I am (often not very smart at all!)#but just. my brain gets use. it gets exploration. it has been honed.#if it had an embodied form (other than my body) yeah! it would be lifting weights!#and/or doing gymnastics lol (for a zeitgeist-y metaphor)#(actually I am legit so good at mental gymnastics)#but ANYWAY the point is: the metaphor struck me because it highlighted how little my brain gets a break#and again—it’s not all worthwhile or deep or insightful or GOOD. a lot of it is useless or downright silly mental activity#but it IS activity. it is mental motion. day in day out. and it is so so so so so so so hard for me to give my brain a break#or even know how to do that#and I am absolutely tearing mental muscles and getting whatever it is athletes get when they work out too hard#or too strenuously#to extend the metaphor to the limit#and I need !!!!!!! a rest day#vacations are almost worse tbh. I feel like I hit this point a lot in the summer#because school forces me to think about things but actually much more helpfully it forces me to stop thinking about things#and do something else. it’s thinking on a schedule lol#and so the breaks are just built-in#but on my own I’ll just go go go go go and fall down every rabbit hole and chase my own tail#and it’s so tiring#anyway it hit me the other day that I could actually set limits for myself#like I was thinking about something in the shower (as you do) and it was stressful#and then I was like you have until the end of the shower to think about this and then you have to stop#and it was super helpful. I need to do that more. but yeah.#I don’t know how to give myself a rest day because who knows what will set the brain off#I also Know it wouldn’t be as bad if it wasn’t all interwoven with anxiety. but anixey is very deeply interwoven with how my brain works#so stressfully going down a million thought paths#ANYWAY !!!!! it is 1;41 am and I can’t sleep!!!!!!!
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i hope nat does something deeply morally fucked up in s3 that makes the people who decided to sort her into Good Person Box (in contrast with All The Rest Of Them Who Are Bad) shake in their boots going but she's good?????!??!?!?!
#since digestif the nat takes are tiring. i love nat but omg when the fandom decided#shes the only one who Ate Jackie In A Morally Acceptable Way cause she talked to her bones after bsbsbsns#and now like#im so heartbroken for nat!! absolutely its devastating#but like#we do all know that in canon she was like. in on it right#like she took part in that game#as did all the rest#and she did eventually let javi die. with all the rest#this isnt nat hate just in case someone cant read fbsbsbsn#i love nat. I Love Nat#but the posts that are like IF I WAS NAT ID NEVER TALK TO THEM AGAIN#okay well the thing is that nat WAS in on it and then they all let javi drown as javi begged for nat#and what we do know is the kill ritual keeps happening and we can assume nat keeps taking part in it#since she survives AND is in touch with the rest enough to have tai pay for her rehab decades later#yellowjackets spoilers#yellowjackets blogging
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it's actually so devastating that the first boy i ever loved and who loved me back was struggling with addiction and self harm and depression when we were together and like. it was never going to happen and we were never going to make it, despite my neverending hope that it would.
#and now im never going to love anyone again bc i wont survive it#i almost k*lled myself like three times after we broke up#and then when we got back into contact and i got closure i still ruined it with my overeagerness#and i landed myself in a fucking psych ward#so yea i dont think i can ever try to love anyone else again it's too dangerous and im going to have to be alone for the rest of my life#and im just sitting here bitter and tired bc my sister and my cousin will always choose their boyfriends over me#im always going to be the one left behind and i just need to accept it#while theyre moving in with their boyfriends and growing up and getting to do adult things ill just be stuck living in my moms house foreve#bc i dont think ill ever get better to the point that i could have those things too
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#tw vent#I am so. so tired#this week hit me like a freight train#I have final coursework to hand in in less than a week and I'm stressing because I was most definitely not given enough time to do it#and everything inside me is telling me I'm going to fail and I'm pretty sure my teachers think so as well#all my friends are high achievers who always get high grades and put their soul into their work and then there's me. Constantly failing#I try so hard but no matter what I do I never make any progress and I'm afraid I'm going to be stuck here#and that eventually my friends will move on academically and maybe socially and I'll be left behind and feel like a scared kid again#I can't go outside for a walk to try and calm myself down because I fucked up my ankle#so I'm sat here in my room surrounded by work I can't seem to even escape for a second#I just wanna explode#I'm getting to the point where I'm just being unproductive because all I do is sit in bed and rot#and if I'm not doing that I'm at work or at school#and of course I can't even sleep. I can't even rest for a moment#this is shit man#so utterly shit#mel's thoughts
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People in the fucking 90s already: Please stop it with the love triangle.
Marvel writers: Anyone say sum'thin?
Poly people rejoicing at Krakoa finally solving that damn thing: See? We've been telling you, poly exists.
Marvel: Ahahahhaha, yeah, let's kill that whole timeline because too many bigots buy our comics, oops.
People: Okay, but it's the year of the good Lord 2024, we won't have to deal with that shit all over again in the new show, right?
X-Men 97: You know what, I'll give you not one but TWO love triangles.
#x men#everything after x2 didn't happen sue me#x men original timeline movies#x men movies#just stop#scott summers#i'm so tired#and i say that with all my love as a jeanlogan shipper in movieverse only#please give it a rest#this show could be so brillant without that shit#x men 97#at least we seem to be rid of the erik angle now#so when they reverse today#we might at least get romy steady finally#but ugh no one fucking needs to see that shitty triangle anymore#go poly or make a choice#that said i still love how the show manages to show#that scott is not or not the only one at fault here#everyone's confused and traumatized as fuck#and jean fucks up just as much#so i hope this show finally helps with people stop hating on Scott for Maddie#but if i never have to see that shitty triangle again#instead of either all three of them just fucking as it should be#or logan especially being free of that bullshit at last#it won't be a day too soon
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To that anon about stretching, I'd suggest exercises against carpal tunnel (you can easily find exercises for that on google)
And if you're a tierer, couple that with whole body stretching and preferably exercise
This has taken an interesting turn into sports science
#high school PE theory help me out here#with stretching you want to do about 8-10 seconds per stretch then switch the leg/arm you were stretching#eg 10 seconds left bicep then 10 seconds right bicep#obviously you’ll want to focus more on hands arms and head for playing rhythm games but you should get up every now and again and do some#leg and back stretches#maybe do some basic warm up exercises as well but we never did too much on the exercises stuff all the technical stuff was for exam students#obviously playing rhythm games is anaerobic so it will tire you out after a short while#and you’ll get better over time but it’s good to rest every now and again#do some cool down stretches too#don’t listen to any of this i’m not qualified to talk about fitness#asks
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