#time to drown i guess
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Ages ago, I promised a sequel to my Ruthlessness sketches with my new Poseidon design, and well... See, I had a very specific vision for this, my beloved 🫶 favorite song in the whole entire musical. And I guess I was finally brave en- I mean, found the time to bring it to life. Enjoy 🙈🌊🔱
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@glisten-inthedark look at what I've done now
#epic the musical#own art#epic the vengeance saga#epic poseidon#epic odysseus#get in the water#Look at him he's still so ✨extra✨#cw suggestive#cw nudity#at least i guess kinda?? nothing is technically visible but#guys i cant be the only one to whom this song has very VERY strikingly h*rny undertones#it's not just steven's suddenly quite sultry voice either#just think about how this is essentially “get into the water - which I control entirely - with me :)”#poseidon's trying to make him submit himself to him it's another power game#but this time it's so much more intimate#i mean the whole of get in the hundred strike is about brutal intimacy so i shouldnt be surprised ig#me omw to ruin this song for y'all forever i guess#just if you think about the implications what killing him in this way—drowning him—might entail before he would actually die#complete control and envelopment ... you have imaginations guys#use them to follow this train of thought further in this direction and you will realize#my guy could literally just impale him with his trident or sth#but nope—“drown. Get into my domain. Get into (an extension of) me. Submit your whole being to me. let me envelope you wholly."#or “grant me a moment of total control over you before i end your life just in the way that I imagine and see fit”#this is made so much funnier by the fact that poseidon completely fails to make odysseus submit in any way#and ends up submitting himself#yes i am doing 600 strike doodles next i shall have fun#i guess i should tag this even though this is genuinely not ship art just a part of the power game and poseidon's general h*rniness#odyseidon#poseidon x odysseus#odysseus x poseidon
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Let me assign you an affection language.
A Knife Called Grief You have left your house, you have left those people behind, but what are you going to do about the memories which have taken root in you? You can run but not without them. You want someone to sit with you on this cool marble floor while the sun burns everything.You want them to cut your rotten heart and theirs too. You want to sit with it in front of you, let them see you with all your flaws, which haven’t been your fault but you have been made to believe so, and you want them to love you anyways. Because you know you’d do that for them.
[yoinked from iobartach]
#[inch resting]#ooc#dash game#[reminds me of a post I saw about Miguel's infidelity-- I can't find it anymore but basically it boiled down to#his betrayal of Gabriel and Xina being a sort of betrayal of himself. Now the OP was also trying to make sense of the comic's writing as it#also mischaracterized Xina (per their words)‚ but since Miguel knew Xina since they were young and she protected him from bullies‚ and#Miguel grew up shielding Gabriel from their parents‚ his betrayal and subsequent estrangement from them for someone new‚ someone his brothe#loved‚ and also apparently supported Alchemax whereas Xina was much quicker to criticize it‚ can be seen as Miguel trying to shove down the#vulnerable‚ hurt‚ HUMAN side of himself to make way for the idealized version he tries to protect as a corpo snob.#Which is an interesting viewpoint considering post-forcible-genome-splicing‚ comics!Miguel was also desperate to prove his humanity. He see#himself as an abomination‚ a freak. So how do we reconcile this with movie!Miguel‚ who we admittedly don't know much of his mental state#other than he is basically having The Worst Fucking Day Of His Life Constantly due to grief and leading hundreds of Peter Parkers?#I guess in my own characterization‚ Miguel is trying desperately to shut down that vulnerability‚ BE the inhuman juggernaut‚ the leader‚#but at the same time time‚ esp post-BTSV‚ is so ridden by his mistakes and sins and endless list of shortcomings‚ ALONG WITH the grief for#his daughter that he doesn't seem keen to heal from‚ that he's simultaneously trying to REconnect with that. Figure out what and who he is#outside of work‚ outside of Canon Events‚ outside of everything that Miles took and shook upside down. But that's difficult when#you're so determined to shut that down too‚ huh? Spider-Man can't do both. Not this time. Miguel is going to have to learn one day that he#needs to allow himself to FEEL human instead of constantly shutting it down or drowning it out. Maybe then he'll BE human again too.]#[🍻 if you read this far; I fear this was largely incoherent]
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wait ok so @titkos--sideblog @lavenderrlilac both of you mentioned that the murder husband pic could be from the paint ball scenes, but the suits they are wearing in the paint ball scenes that we got in the music videos are way too dark to match the ones from the murder husband photos (and the sleeves don't match either):
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so are we thinking there are TWO different suits for the paint ball?? or maybe they go play paint ball two separate times with different outfits?? or is the murder husband pic something else entirely??
someone else mentioned that they thought it was a bts from JD's halloween shortfilm, but dunk wore a black pair of pants and a white shirt for that and joong wore black and both are in short sleeves (and dunk's shoes don't match):
#things i think about at 3:30 am when i have to get up for uni in 5h rip#the heart killers#fadelstyle#stylefadel#thk spec#thk#adrm#airenyah plappert#i'm calling it the murder husband pic bc when i saw it for the first time#it somehow immediately brought an image of the nbc hannibal finale to mind#idk somehow my brain immediately associated it with that#which is probably why i totally failed to connect it to paint ball dkfkfkfkjfjf#IDK I GUESS THE PIC JUST REMINDS ME OF HANNIBAL AND WILL HOLDING ONTO EACH OTHER ALL EXHAUSTED#BEFORE THEY GO OVER THE CLIFF#but yeah in reality it's not gonna be as dramatic in thk so like. it's really probably just sth fun like paint ball#(esp bc with that much ''blood''(??) on them it would have to be a gruesome murder like in hannibal)#(i don't think shooting someone would drown them in blood like that)#(and thk is too light of a show for a gruesome stabbing and the likes a la nbc hannibal)#(but hey a girl can dream 💁🏼♀️)#anyway i desperately do need to go to sleep byeee
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So now i have migraines apparently 😭
#wahh#it started this morning and i had to lay down this afternoon#all the stress of the past 24 hours i guess#it’s like a nightmare#literally having flashbacks to 2016#not as bad the second time lol starting to get used to it#real dark#never ever underestimate how much america hates women#the saddest part is that u can just See It#all of the men / a lot of them / where i live act like him#big fat misogynistic jerks#they’re all such cruel bullies#im trying not to let it get to me but it’s hard#one day at a time#there’s so many good people out there too#kind nice people#idk#kinda feels like drowning rn#but u gotta keep going#sometimes thinking about all the art i want to make is literally the only thing that keeps me going#so that’s good!#make stuff#draw paint write whatever#and fuck trump#notes tag#i couldn’t stand the thought of there being any doubt#so#i hate trump#boooo
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“not the worst saw trap” WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENS IN SAW THEN
ppl die mostly lol
series gets crazier as the movies go on so like 'walk around in glass with a candle while covered in a flammable substance while looking for numbers in a dark room' is exponentially better than being put in a brazen bull, gettin clapped by bigass ice cubes ,or having your ribcage turned into angel wings.
#asks#anon#those examples might all have been inescapable (cause that was a thing) if im remembering right but there were bad escapable ones too#for example the infamous reverse bear trap#or just anything that was timed or was a teamwork challenge#ive never actually watched saw but ive seen all the dead meat vids except for like...the most recent movies#drowning in pig guts and the pendulum were p memorable ones#theres one where u have to look thru used needles in a toilet to find a key for some kinda murder device. that ones not too bad i guess
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base princess: normal types
razor: steel types
adversary: fighting types
witch: grass types
nightmare: dark types
spectre: ghost types
tower: psychic types
damsel: fairy types
prisoner: rock types
beast: bug types??
stranger: ??? (flying types maybe...)
tsm gets anything she wants ever. shes above type-themed teams but poor type coverage across the moves. uses legendaries . grins
quiet: dragon types (lol)
hero: normal types
cheated: rock types
stubborn: fighting types
opportunist: bug types
paranoid: psychic types
cold: ice types (lol)
broken: poison types
smitten: fairy types?
skeptic: ground types
hunted: grass types
contrarian: flying types
tlq: still uses themed teams but alternates between them. AWFUL type coverage pkmn wise but somehow manages with different moves. uses the complimentary legendaries to tsm
the narrator: doesnt have a team. instead has like a single flying type or something. or a single mythical that he is working w that doesnt know how to feel abt what theyre enabling
#slay the princess#i do also like to imagine a more themed team that has less to do w type associations#and more on individual pkmn matching a character#but its fun to imagine what types theyd gravitate towards anyway#and it takes WAY less time to think up#but i probably will try later#also didnt include ch3s but i think theyd buld off the ch2 vessel team types#like burned grey is fire/fairy and drowned grey is water/rock#wraith is ghost/dark. fury is fighting/psychic#but i think the like. ch3s that r more exclusive generally take the ch2 and build on it#its the shared ch3s that get combined#although the occasional combination of typings would still be fun for like. den or smth#maybe the types start to include the complimentary voices types?#i almost made smitten fire but im not sure... itd force skeptic to be water#which i guess could work? but im not sure...
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*Drawing this forced me to confront that I have my own Ben Drowned AU *Here he is growing up from a child in the Moon Children to a computer virus, though! How... wholesome???
#creepypasta#ben drowned#ben drowned au#fanart#*I was considering drawing him with like. brown hair like Ben Lawson has in the arg apparently#*But I kinda realized that I like changing the moon children up a bit#*Like they're SO SO cool in canon don't get me wrong! No spoilers but their cult status ends up being less important as time goes on and it#becomes more sci fi#*AGAIN REALLY COOL but I do like fictional cults a LOT so my version of Ben is a bit different for reasons that relate to that#*I guess this is like. cultier cult au#*My Art
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It's so insane to me how I went from "I don't really see it" to "holy fuck, the season 4 finale!" to "actually I like Taylor a lot, can we keep her?" to "okay, season 6 is very cute for them though" to "bucktommy? hell yes!"
Like. I binge watched 1x01 to 6x11 in a month or two then watched the rest of season 6 live, shipped Buddie for almost a year including reading thousands of fanfics, posting speculation and headcanons, reblogging a bunch of stuff, falling for the couch theory, even writing a few lines (though I never posted it) and being generally excited. Then I took one look at Tommy and I was like "goodbye Eddie, hello Mr pilot".
It's not even that I don't like Buddie anymore, I always said if they write a good story line I'm totally down for Buddie endgame. But the way Bucktommy broke up was so so bad and the writing in all of season 8 sucked major ass and like. Idk, do I still want Buddie endgame? Not really tbh. Not anytime soon and I doubt the show has enough time to do this properly.
#911 abc#idk usually when i get this obsessed with a ship i go down with them#but not this time i guess#bucktommy#<- target audience#the way the bobs behaved did not help either#out of pettiness alone i'm somewhat anti buddie these days#sorry @ all the buddie shippers who were normal about this but the loud assholes drowned you out big time
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i was dreading a paper on psychoanalysis i have to write, then i remembered dreams are within psychoanalysis territory and i could feel the little demon in my head rubbing its evil little hands together going "yeess.....yeeeeeeesssss"
#Morpheus every single time i'm given the freedom to write about whatever i want for class: 'I feel a disturbance in the force'#i wrote about dreams last semester for another class and guess what i will do it again this semester i will do it again next semester if#given the chance#Lord Morpheus and i drowning in kharis juice whenever i write about dreams and devote the research to him#hellenic polytheism#kinda#at least the tags are about it#Morpheus deity#confused-theist has things to say
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‘You’ll never believe what happened to these cave divers who went into Dead Man’s Cave which had bars blocking the entrance and a big sign out in front saying if you go in you’ll die!!’
really. will i really be surprised by the outcome of this situation.
#i got recommended cave diving disaster videos on youtube#’you’ll never guess what happens!!!’ yes i will. they drown on their own hubris. every time.
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So time loops huh? Also that waterlogged ghost lady still freaks me out every time.
#all we saw was some kind of skeleton and then 'so this is where it happens huh?" like WHAT#what do you mean by that little buddy#I think Randall must have had a little sister or cousin or something at one point and Julie brings that side out of him which is cool#still don't trust that guy but eh Jim is more irritating at this point tbh lol#i wonder what that drowned ghost lady's deal is#why is elgin trapping fatima there and presuambly feeding whatever thing inside her his blood??#guessing that's why he siphoned some out im assuming#also now im wondering how much time loops are happening in this story now that we've seen at least one go to completion#mine#op#from mgm#from epix#from series#from tv#from tv show#from tv series
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Zhu Yuanzhang; the radiant emperor, fated to be the greatest of all.
Zhu Chongba; just a humble monk at your service.
#the radiant emperor#zhu yuanzhang#she who became the sun#he who drowned the world#my art#look I feel like I could have done better especially with the shadows#but I've had a cold for ages and my eyes are irritated#so I just wanted to finish this#I do like it though :)#Zhu is SO gender honestly#I'm still getting used to drawing digitally#feels like I have to re-learn everything I already know when it comes to traditional art#oh well guess I'll just have to practice#:)#please don't steal my art I worked hard on this#the radiant emperor series#added the black background#I think it looks better but I also liked the red because of the rebbels#get you a girlguy who is described as having an insect like face/ as a cricket or a somewhat ugly man#but a the same time pulls people in and fascinates them
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#negative#sitting here trying to do the mental math of why i'm TURBO depressed right now#like am genuinely struggling not to Do Something Stupid for the first time in a HOT minute#like 'oh yeah 1. we have a chemical imbalance#2. we've made less money this month than last month so will have to hustle to pay the basic bills#let alone get non-food necessities + make any sort of headway into the debt we're in right now#and 3. The State Of The Fucking Country Right Now#like hmmm no fucking wonder#it has been BAD though today like notably so#i know it's been kind of worse than usual for a hot minute or so but today has been notably difficult#i think last week or the week before we had a couple of 'barely able to get out of bed' days#and honestly the physical pain has been worse than usual recently too so that's probably contributing#also praying to any god who'll listen that i won't owe a massive amount in back taxes this year#aauuggghhhhhhhhhhhghghhhh#i'm trying SO so fucking hard to stay positive but oh my god it is getting more and more difficult#idk how much longer i can keep it up#anyway sorry to complain on the dash again#i guess part of me hopes that the people in my life who may have noticed my decline in 'reaching out to help people'#(in general but especially recently)#will maybe see it and know that it is because I Am Drowning and it's NOT because i secretly hate them or something#there's no graceful way to tell someone 'hey i have to ignore you for my mental health' unfortunately
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german bureaucracy is proof that true evil does exist
#too much to even type out a rant in the tags so until tumblr invents voicemails youre all safe#but anyways does anyone wanna hang out in oslo on friday since now im gonna hang out there all day with nothing to do bc my#appointment at the embassy is fucking POINTLESS now :))))#so many things about this but also a) how hard do you think it can be to find the birth registry entry of one (1) ☝️ person?#whatever your answer is - triple it#and then put on extra time bc even though youre searching for the BIRTH registry. somehow said person having moved away makes the task#sooooooo much harder bc even tho you have the full birth date + name + hospital and everything. somehow you still search by the current#address of the person???? yeah.#and then it will also take another week to send an email to said person saying hey we found your entry but you didnt pay for shipping so#please pay extra!#which okay fair. ill pay shipping.#next question: how expensive do you think it is to send one (1) ☝️ sheet of paper from germany to norway?#just the one.#the answer is 30€#APPARENTLY#what on EARTH are you using to ship it??? is miss merkel personally delivering it via private jet??? hello????????#anyways. ANYWAYS. 🙂#mamy more things going wrong 🙂 and since i dont have all the required paperwork for the appointment now i might as well not even go like.#really what is the point bc they say on their homepage that if you dont have all the papers then nothing will be done.#so :)#guess i will just. walk around oslo all day and drown my sorrows in falafel 👍🏻
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Theres a very edgy voice inside of me who keeps telling us its better for us to just die and like. Of course we're not gonna do that & their excuses & aggression are kinda silly but their lines would be bangers if we put in it in a similar context. Thats not about me killing myself maybe. I mean something fictional.
#nillas#they say an intrusive thought and an impulsive thought are very different things but this guys making me question how blurry the line is#Im not gonna write a dramatic novel length suicide note full of my dissatisfactions towards the world or anything like that#and then idk drown myself????? I cant even drown myself anywhere here but lets indulge i guess.#but man would it be cathartic to be able to scream ''DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE YOU SHOULD ALL JUST DIE!!!!'' while crying pathetically#and then like blow myself to bits and then regenerate my limbs so i can write another edgy bit like ''FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE!!!''#[Blows myslef up again] [Regens] ''IF YOU HATE ME SO MUCH FOR KILLING MYSELF WHY DONT YOU FOLLOW ME TO HELL!!!!''#[Blows myself up] [Regens] ''DONT ACT SURPRISED WHEN IVE BEGGED YOU TO LISTEN SINCE I WAS A KID!!!!!!!'' [Blows up]#[Regens] ''IF ANY OF YOU KILL MY DOG I'LL FUCKING HAUNT YOU ILL KILL YOU ILL KILL YOU ILL FUCKING KILL YOU!!!!!!!!'' [Blows up] [Regens]#''Ok thats enough writing ill go back to doing more next time I hit a low point to cheer myself up :)''#''Im so glad i can blow myself up repeatedly and reset my muscles & joints god this feels way better :)''#vanili powder#head stuff#<- hi girl im out mentalling your illness#Ours?#Wondering if its an our problem or of its just you#Im so glad im alive like this if i had to deal with this shit when im just 1 guy in 1 body i wouldn't even make it#Well I guess technically I didnt??????
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mm i Neeed to go the beach
#just me hi#wauhuhh !#something about just drifting around in water that i am slightly scared of that really makes my brain whir happily lol :>#i am slightly scared of it for two major reasons: 1) fish. lord the fish why are they so scary 2) sometimes i think i'll drown and they jus#won't find the body. which is less rational than the fish so that's why fish is my number 1 fear at all times lmao#/i think out of all the animals on the planet i am the most scared of ordinary fish. not even the deep sea stuff hfbshv#cuz look they're so far down there you Have to assume they look funked. and also they prolly don't like human meat. so it's cool#but regular fish?? some of them eat birds. they eat birds dude. what would they do to me if they knew how to use harpoons??#also they for SURE eat corpses so we loop back to fear no. 2 really just being fear no. 1 hbfhs#/see i'm not even that scared of the animals my parents are determined on exploding. like man if i get eaten that was prolly bound#to happen anyway. i Know how that goes. i know what mauling is lol#i am the only person in this house who will walk around outside on a moonless light w/ no flashlight because if i was sposed to be dead i#can guaranteE there are much better opportunities. funnier ones‚ too#/just looked it up bobcats are SHY little guys. they are just shy babies. except for when they have rabies :)#shy rabies babies <3#/anyway back to the fish. i don't like how there are some that specifically like to eat human skin. mmm no i have never liked that ever not#one little bit. makes my skin crawl hghfsh#i don't care what it does or can do that is NOT cool lil dude ;w;#/hang on i'm googling 'weirdest things fish eat' because i want to scare myself i guess hbfhvbsf :'3#they're only showing me weird fish!!! no !! tell me about a fish that's living exclusively off of plastics!! or car tires !! come on !!!#these guys are just funky looking. and just Kinda funky looking. though this humphead guy is funny lol :)#he looks scary but with a charm that i can't deny#his forehead. and mouf. this guy is awesome#and of course he's endangered because the world is exploding. but it's so cool he exists :D#//anyway fish are scary. and miss humphead is Huge so goofiness aside he's also scary hhfbvs#also why do some of those motherfunkers swim close to shore and bite at you. those guys suck so bad#that's only happened to me so many times but enough for me to have a fear that has lasted for over half a decade lmao#//and anywho i'm running out of tag space lol :)#we're going ot the park!! i'm going to skate :DD !!#i wanna get good at my old stuff again hfsh - so bye! bye !! toodles !!!
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