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The Eliot Spencer Details Masterpost

I have been recording details about our beloved Eliot Spencer on my latest watch through. And now, it's finally time to reveal the details!! If I have gotten any details INCORRECT, I beg of you to correct me, at which time, this post will be updated and credit given. (Note: S1 was aired out of chronological order. I am going by chronological episode numbers - aka the correct order - and providing the episode titles as well to minimise confusion.) !! This post contains details from Leverage: Redemption! Read the episode references carefully if you are wanting to avoid certain spoilers !!

Shirtless Moments

S1 E7 The Two-Horse Job: The flashback scene when Aimee asks Eliot what his excuse was for not coming back to her, we see him being dragged/tortured, shirtless. "Tell us what you did with the monkey!"

S2 E2 The Tap-Out Job: Eliot is shirtless for the fight match.

S4 E9 The Cross My Heart Job: Ehh he's not completely shirtless here but whatever. At about 16 mins in, Eliot and Parker are getting changed together, Eliot strips to a singlet then throws his shirt at me the camera. (I didn't include other scenes of Eliot in a singlet here because in this scene he's actively undressing, whereas in others he's not.)

Necklaces

The earliest sighting of his guitar pick necklace is S1 E2 The Homecoming Job. It continues to pop up frequently in episodes, though noticeably less in S1. I thought about recording every occurrence of it here but ... lmao it's in legit waaayyyy too many episodes for me to bother.

S2 E10 The Runway Job: Honourable mention of the necklaces Eliot wears with his fashion week outfit. The longer one is kinda dogtag-esque, the shorter one is ... I think it's a fleur de lis? He also wears a range of chain necklaces later in this episode.

S4 E18 The Last Dam Job: Bird pendant (possibly kingfisher) visible at 34 mins 39 seconds. Full credits to @wolves-in-the-world for this one including the time stamp! You can check out their reblog of this post with more details here!

Dammit Hardison

S1 E13 The Second David Job: The FIRST INSTANCE of dammit Hardison in the entire show! Said upon discovering each other in the gallery, around 4 mins 15 seconds.

S2 E1 The Beantown Bailout Job: Said around 22 mins 30 seconds, immediately following, "What are the odds that Eliot's crotch will actually explode?" Iconic.

S2 E6 The Top Hat Job: When setting up for the magic show and discovering the rabbit missing, roughly 19 mins 45 seconds.

S3 E3 The Inside Job: Running from security, around 31 mins 30 seconds.

S3 E4 The Scheherazade Job: Trying to enter McRory's at the same time, around 1 min 30 seconds.

S3 E5 The Double Blind Job: This is an honourable mention because this time NATE is the one to say dammit Hardison! 9 mins 15 seconds.

S3 E6 The Studio Job: Upon discovering the master tape isn't in the case, roughly 32 mins.

S3 E7 The Gone Fishin' Job: Eliot and Hardison running in the woods for their lives, arguing as always. This one is a bonus 'dammit' because Hardison says it straight back to Eliot after Eliot yells it at him! Around 21 mins.

S3 E12 The King George Job: Discussing Hardison's forgery work, followed by Eliot regretting touching anything. Around 23 mins 55 seconds.

S3 E13 The Morning After Job: Pretending to be cops and accidentally ending up with a prisoner to take back to jail, around 16 mins 20 seconds.

S3 E14 The Ho Ho Ho Job: Honourable mention of Chaos mocking Eliot by saying dammit Hardison. Roughly 21 mins 15 seconds.

(phew, S3 was rough on Hardison! given what Eliot was going through with the whole Moreau thing.... ooh that's delicious angst)

S4 E5 The Hot Potato Job: Honourable mention for Sophie saying it this time! While playing the role that was meant for Eliot, around 24 mins.

S4 E6 The Carnival Job: Mixing chemicals for a distraction, roughly 25 mins 30 seconds.

S4 E17 The Radio Job: Hardison running away from being thrown off a high floor, around 5 mins.

S4 E18 The Last Dam Job: Sneaking around at the Bellington Dam, roughly 13 mins 35 seconds.

S5 E1 The (Very) Big Bird Job: 'Accidentally' putting a brew pub menu in front of Eliot, around 10 mins 20 seconds.

S5 E15 The Long Goodbye Job: Emotional scene that we do not speak about, around 12 mins 40 seconds.

RS1 E1 The Too Many Rembrandts Job: After knocking Harry out and asking Hardison to help carry Harry, and Hardison refuses. 11 mins 40 seconds.

RS1 E2 The Panamanian Monkey Job: Upon discovering that security is headed to the vault where Parker is, and the only way down there is through the vents. Around 34 mins 10 seconds.

RS2 E1 The Debutante Job: We get 3! In this whole episode! Probably to make up for Hardison being gone for most of Redemption. Anyway! First one when Eliot and Hardison are in Ralphie Roy's place and Hardison has no idea who Ralphie is, around 23 mins 15 seconds. Second is when they're breaking into the elevator and Hardison won't help fight or move the unconscious guards, roughly 37 mins 40 seconds. And third, after the job when Parker says that Hardison was the one who took out all the guards. Around 45 mins 10 seconds.

RS2 E3 The Tournament Job: Right at the start after Eliot says gaming isn't a sport and Parker texts Hardison, so Hardison starts blowing up Eliot's phone. Lmao. Around 4 mins 20 seconds.

RS2 E4 The Date Night Job: After realising Breanna stole his truck, Eliot says dammit, then aims it at a grinning Hardison, since Breanna is already running away. Around 46 mins 50 seconds.

Dammit Parker

S1 E4 The Snow Job: Parker jumps out of a second floor window, Eliot catches her. 15 mins. (Parker gets a dammit from Eliot before Hardison does!!)

S3 E8 The Boost Job: Parker driving erratically, Eliot thrown around in back seat. (Technically there's a pause between dammit and Parker but I'm still including it) 35 min 35 seconds.

S5 E12 The White Rabbit Job: Searching the mark's house, Parker wants to steal a shirt. Again, this isn't technically a proper dammit Parker, as Eliot instead says, "Put it back! Dammit." But I'm still including it because it was aimed at her. 21 mins 20 seconds.

RS1 E9 The Bucket Job: Parker is pretending to be a hacker heavily modelled off Hardison. Not a proper dammit Parker as, again, Eliot only mutters "dammit" under his breath, but still counts to me. Just after 18 mins.

RS1 E10 The Unwellness Job: At end of episode, after Parker admits that she didn't even learn Eliot's name till after the team broke up the first time. 44 mins 30 seconds.

RS1 E13 The Hurricane Job: After washing up on shore and entering the Beacon Inn, Parker and Eliot are bickering about Maria. He doesn't strictly say dammit Parker but there's absolutely no doubt who he's directing the dammits towards. 3 mins 30 seconds.

RS2 E6 The Fractured Job: When farewelling Billy and Parker says next time she'll finish telling him about the robot bodies. Again, it's just dammit not dammit Parker but it's close enough. 41 mins.

RS2 E8 The Turkish Prisoner Job: Another standalone dammit that is most definitely aimed at Parker! When breaking Romero out, Parker says she's a firefighter (with far too much glee), around 14 mins 30 seconds.

RS2 E10 The Work Study Job: A full dammit Parker this time! When Parker reveals that it's super easy to steal from a university and produces a whole bunch of stuff, roughly 22 mins 40 seconds.

Very Distinctive Moments

S1 E2 The Homecoming Job: Eliot ID's the weapon from the gunshots, around 8 mins. Later, he ID's a guy off his knife fighting style, around 18 mins 50 seconds.

S2 E6 The Top Hat Job: ID's a CIA guy from his stance, roughly 7 mins 45 seconds.

S3 E11 The Rashomon Job: ID's the smell of peppermint on Hardison's breath, around 21 mins.

S3 E12 The King George Job: ID's former British paratroopers by their haircuts, 30 mins 10 seconds.

S4 E1 The Long Way Down Job: ID's a former spetsnaz guy by his footprint, 13 mins 45 seconds.

S4 E5 The Hot Potato Job: Honourable mention of Eliot ID'ing ex-military personnel by their stances, he just doesn't say very distinctive. 18 mins 50 seconds.

S4 E11 The Experimental Job: Honourable mention of Eliot ID'ing a helicopter by the whumpa-whumpa (there's 7 of them did you know). Around 7 mins.

S5 E3 The First Contact Job: ID's military satellite transmission by the static, 7 mins 20 seconds.

S5 E9 The Rundown Job: ID's a Navy Seal who enlisted between '90-'95 by his watch, around 16 mins.

RS1 E2 The Panamanian Monkey Job: ID's a drone (Breanna's) from the sound. 11 mins 50 seconds.

RS1 E3 The Rollin' On The River Job: ID's Russian mob by the tattoos, 36 mins 30 seconds.

RS1 E7 The Double-Edged Sword Job: Honourable mention for Maria ID'ing the way Eliot disarmed her gun, 7 mins 50 seconds.

RS2 E4 The Date Night Job: Eliot ID's a guy as not having a distinctive anything - which is what is so distinctive. 20 mins 40 seconds.

RS2 E13 The Crowning Achievement Job: ID's MI6 off their search pattern, 6 mins 50 seconds.

Known Family

S1 E6 The Miracle Job: When discussing Bibletopia, Eliot says his nephew would like it. This is the ONLY mention of a nephew in the entire show, Redemption included; nor is there any direct mention of a sibling beyond this (which leads me to believe that this nephew is actually the son of a close friend/cousin/military buddy, rather than a direct family relation, but that's just my headcanon).

S2 E3 The Order 23 Job: When talking to the abused boy, Randy, Eliot says he has an uncle named Randy.

S5 E11 The Low Low Price Job: Eliot's dad owned a hardware store and he wanted Eliot to take over one day. But Eliot wanted to get out of that small town, so he joined the service. Fought with his dad the night before he left and hasn't been back since. He goes back at the end of this episode and knocks - but his dad never answers the door 😭

RS1 E9 The Bucket Job: While interrogating/torturing Eliot with Red Haze, Bligh says that Eliot's dad's friend from Vietnam has invited Eliot to join them for Christmas. At the end of the episode, Eliot goes to join them for dinner, only to get a message from 'J' that his dad was a no show. This 'J' is widely accepted as Eliot's unknown sibling but that is incorrect! 'J' is Eliot's dad's buddy from Vietnam!

RS2 E6 The Fractured Job: The ultimate Eliot family backstory episode!! (if you haven't seen it yet and don't want spoilers, skip this one!) Eliot was adopted by a black couple, Billy and an unnamed woman, after being abandoned/surrendered at a hospital as a baby. His father was a war hero who got none of the glory and sustained a wound, ruining his civilian career path, so Billy never wanted Eliot to follow in his footsteps. Eliot loved the stories of his dad in the military so joined up to be like him. His mother died while Eliot was on an op and he couldn't get leave to come back for the funeral, deepening the rift between him and Billy. Ultimately, they reconcile, (Eliot says his dad was always a hero to him, Billy say's he's proud of Eliot, they hug), and I cry every time 😭❤️ [Edit: Eliot being a baby at the time of being found at the hospital and consequently brought home by his adopted mother is unconfirmed and my presumption. We have no clear info on his age at adoption. Thanks to @nival-kenival for picking that up!]

Phrases: Ain't

S1 E4 The Snow Job: Said to Nate, right before Nate tells him to go skip some rope.

S1 E9 The Stork Job: Says it twice while conning Irina.

S1 E10 The Juror #6 Job: Upon being told to go help Parker instead of watching a sports game, Eliot takes his beer back.

S2 E2 The Tap-Out Job: Discussing the fights the mark runs, says they ain't the UFC.

S2 E3 The Order 23 Job: Said right before threatening to throw Randy's abusive father over the railing of a stairwell.

S2 E4 The Fairy Godparents Job: Upon spotting a hitman sent to kill McSweeten and Taggart.

S2 E8 The Ice Man Job: After hearing Hardison call himself the Ice Man, says he won't bail him out when things go wrong.

S2 E9 The Lost Heir Job: While trying to get Parker to the court room and end up cut off by the police.

S2 E11 The Bottle Job: When Hardison wants help to clean up Nate's apartment and Eliot refuses.

S2 E14 The Three Strikes Job: When Nate says to meet outside the ballpark but Eliot refuses because now he's sucked into the sport.

S3 E3 The Inside Job: Twice while arguing with Hardison about how to rescue Parker, once when Parker offers him a lift down the stairwell with her on her harness rig and he refuses. This is the most he says ain't in a single episode!

S3 E7 The Gone Fishin' Job: Once when the militia try to make him kneel, later when the militia kid catches him and Hardison near the train tracks.

S3 E11 The Rashomon Job: When Sophie changes her story to mock Eliot's accent and mannerisms.

S3 E15 The Big Bang Job: When confronting Moreau with Hardison.

S4 E1 The Long Way Down Job: Upon arriving at the base camp and complaining to Nate.

S4 E7 The Grave Danger Job: When looking for a buried Hardison and hearing the sprinklers.

S4 E10 The Queen's Gambit Job: At the end, swearing revenge on Sterling.

S4 E12 The Office Job: Arguing with Hardison about Eliot's sandwich while searching the warehouse.

S4 E13 The Girls' Night Out Job: When trying to convince Nate to socialise at the very start.

S4 E14 The Boys' Night Out Job: Exactly the same as the previous episode, so this one barely counts.

S4 E17 The Radio Job: In the patent office, when trying to figure out who lured Nate into this situation. The same scene is used later as a flashback.

S4 E18 The Last Dam Job: Warning Nate of the consequences of taking a life with your own hands.

S5 E2 The Blue Line Job: When ambushed by Marko when leaving the ice rink.

S5 E9 The Rundown Job: Once when going to wring information on the hit out of Riley, once when Hardison steps on the trigger plate of the claymore.

S5 E13 The Corkscrew Job: First time talking to Betty about how Leonard's a jerk.

RS1 E1 The Too Many Rembrandts Job: Twice when ambushed by RIZ thugs in the warehouse.

RS1 E2 The Panamanian Monkey Job: Once when discussing Ryan Corbett at the start, once when refusing to let Hardison have a turn with the diamond-tipped drill.

RS1 E3 The Rollin' On The River Job: When warning Breanna to be certain of her calculations for how to get him and Parker out of the casino's vault.

RS1 E8 The Mastermind Job: Once when discussing hiring people to overthrow a government, once when discussing how they're going to do like 6 things at once, including saving Harry.

RS1 E9 The Bucket Job: Said twice while talking with Blanche, after Blanche helped rescue Eliot from RIZ.

RS1 E14 The Great Train Job: While digging through the tainted soil with Harry.

RS2 E1 The Debutante Job: When trying to get to Volkov's plane with Parker and seeing that two guards are in the way.

RS2 E5 The Walk In The Woods Job: Talking to Paul after rescuing Harry, who was pretending to be Eliot.

Fun fact: for every ain't that Eliot says, Hardison says at least two more. And that's too many for me to bother recording!

Phrases: Y'all

Never. Not even once.

Hardison, on the other hand, says y'all all the damn time - every season, multiple times, sometimes even multiple times in the same episode.

Honourable mention for Chaos saying y'all as an incorrect mockery of Eliot's accent in S3 E14 The Ho Ho Ho Job.

... Okay, okay! So Eliot says it a few times in Redemption! But only in ONE episode!

RS1 E1 The Too Many Rembrandts Job: Said 4 times when playing a character and convincing people to clear out of the auction house.

That's it.

Aliases

These are all the names that Eliot's gone by or used on cons that I could find, not just full blown aliases.

S1 E1 The Nigerian Job: Detective Lieutenant Carden (the scene with this alias was cut from a lot of versions of this episode)

S1 E4 The Snow Job: Vince Fetkey, Hans Von Schwesterkrank

S1 E7 The Two-Horse Job: Brad Mackie

S1 E9 The Stork Job: Dale

S1 E12 The First David Job: Professor Sinclair

S1 E13 The Second David Job: Professor/Dr Adam Sinclair

S2 E2 The Tap-Out Job: Kid Jones (on the fight match poster)

S2 E4 The Fairy Godparents Job: Coach Brewer

S2 E5 The Three Days Of The Hunter Job: Earl

S2 E9 The Lost Heir Job: Officer Hilts

S2 E10 The Runway Job: Julian

S2 E14 The Three Strikes Job: Roy Chappell

S3 E1 The Jailhouse Job: Dr Abernathy

S3 E2 The Reunion Job: Lloyd Hickey

S3 E4 The Scheherazade Job: Guy Hamilton

S3 E5 The Double Blind Job: Phil

S3 E6 The Studio Job: Kenneth Crane

S3 E7 The Gone Fishin' Job: Agent Quint

S3 E8 The Boost Job: Skeeter

S3 E9 The Three-Card Monte Job: Detective Moffat

S3 E10 The Underground Job: Eric

S3 E11 The Rashomon Job: Dr Wes Abernathy

S3 E16 The San Lorenzo Job: Ray Laroque

S4 E2 The Ten Li'l Grifters Job: Charlie Siringo

S4 E4 The Van Gogh Job: Lieutenant (only granting him this one because CK played him in the flashback)

S4 E5 The Hot Potato Job: Tom Boonen

S4 E12 The Office Job: Mr Dennis

S4 E14 The Boys' Night Out Job: Luigi

S4 E15 The Lonely Hearts Job: Jackson Cooper

S4 E16 The Gold Job: Tobias Bowden

S4 E17 The Radio Job: Cowboy (*cough* John McClane *cough*)

S5 E2 The Blue Line Job: Jacques "Jack" Labert

S5 E3 The First Contact Job: Willie Riker

S5 E5 The Gimme A K Street Job: Steven Turner

S5 E6 The DB Cooper Job: DB Cooper/Young Steve Reynolds (again, technically not an alias but whatever it's here anyway)

S5 E7 The Real Fake Car Job: Barry McElroy

S5 E11 The Low Low Price Job: Archer

S5 E14 The Toy Job: Carl

Honourable mentions of Eliot being called: "Rambo" by Hardison in S1 E2 The Homecoming Job [thanks @independent-fics for this!]; "Emeril" by Parker in S1 E3 The Wedding Job [thanks @aardvaark for this one!]; "Sparky" by Parker in S1 E10 The Juror #6 Job and by Tara in S2 E15 The Maltese Falcon Job; and "Skippy" by Hardison in S3 E7 The Gone Fishin' Job.

RS1 E1 The Too Many Rembrandts Job: Will Gallagher

RS1 E6 The Card Game Job: Glenn the Savage

RS1 E7 The Double-Edged Sword: Emmett Milbarge

RS1 E8 The Mastermind Job: Frank Farmer

RS1 E10 The Unwellness Job: Hank

RS1 E12 The Golf Job: Reed Wilkins

RS1 E13 The Hurricane Job: Calvin

RS1 E15 The Muddy Waters Job: Armus Vagra

RS2 E7 The Big Rig Job: Kris

RS2 E8 The Turkish Prisoner Job: Nick O'Brien

RS2 E10 The Work Study Job: New Blood, Caterpillar

Honourable mention of Eliot being called "Skipper" by Hardison in RS1 E16 The Harry Wilson Job.

Known Associates

This is in direct reference to hitters/people from the criminal world that Eliot knew or was aware of prior to the Leverage Team. Quinn is not included in this list due to that distinction (sorry Quinn).

S1 E3 The Wedding Job: The Butcher of Kiev

S2 E7 The Two Live Crew Job: Mikel Dayan

S3 E11 The Rashomon Job: Gutman

S3 E15 The Big Bang Job: Chapman, Damien Moreau

S3 E16 The San Lorenzo Job: Damien Moreau

S4 E4 The Van Gogh Job: Frank, Randall

S4 E6 The Carnival Job: Roper

S5 E4 The French Connection: Rampone

S5 E9 The Rundown Job: Riley

Trivia

S2 E6 The Top Hat Job: Eliot claims he only sleeps 90 minutes a day, and that he cured his claustrophobia as a kid by locking himself in the woodshed behind his house for a couple nights.

S3 E6 The Studio Job: Eliot is nervous to perform in front of an audience, to the point that Parker startles him and she's surprised that she did. Interesting to note that he seems to have no issue playing sport in front of crowds.

S3 E7 The Gone Fishin' Job: Eliot says he hates beets.

S4 E5 The Hot Potato Job: Eliot chews gum. He does this throughout a LOT of episodes across the seasons but I've only noted down this one episode for it.... thanks, past me 🙄 [Edit: thanks @nival-kenival for more info! Another confirmed episode is S1 E2 The Homecoming Job, and S3 E13 The Morning After Job!]

S4 E9 The Cross My Heart Job: Eliot says he fought a guy with a Nerf sword in Damascus, 2002.

S5 E11 The Low Low Price Job: Eliot drives an F-150 to his dad's house in Oklahoma. This is a THIRD vehicle that apparently belongs to Eliot, in addition to the Chevrolet Silverado and Dodge Challenger we see in other episodes. The F-150 is not seen again.

S5 E12 The White Rabbit Job: Eliot has 'special sedatives' aka a little psychotropic he picked up outside of Bogota.

Eliot mostly walks at the back of the group, presumably to be the rear guard and make sure no one falls behind. See ... just about every damn episode for evidence.

RS1 E3 The Rollin' On The River Job: Parker says that Eliot has cut his way out of an ice cave, escaped a gorilla enclosure, and catered a wedding for the mob.

Eliot is seen wearing glasses throughout various episodes. A flashback in S1 E1 The Nigerian Job shows him wearing presumably his own glasses. All other instances of him wearing glasses (that I can think of) are when he takes someone's glasses for a con. It is unconfirmed if Eliot actually needs glasses to correct his eyesight or not, but is a fandom headcanon. In S3 E1 The Jailhouse Job there is an interaction where Nate ribs Eliot for taking so long in a fight, and Eliot says it's because of new glasses. An argument could be made that this means Eliot does require glasses. [Thanks @independent-fics for picking this up - for pretty much all the details pertaining to Eliot's glasses!]

And there you have it! All the details that I've spent the last 3 months collecting!! Now it's time for me to take a good, long break because my brain is fried! 😂

Once again, let me know if you find any errors so I can update the post. Data from Redemption S2 is where I've most likely missed things, since I don't have it on DVD and it's sooo much harder to scrub through streaming footage to find things. When will they release RS2 on DVD I need itttt.

If you've made it this far, thanks for reading! I hope this post can be a helpful reference for you!

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Accidentally Coincidental

CHAPTER 9 (click pictures for better quality)

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a/n: updates will be slow, i'm working on a pretty long fic on my side blog.

pairing: Idol!Kim Seungmin x Fem! CollegeStudent!Reader

genre: contemporary romance

SMAU

synopsis: Y/N, a regular college student accidentally texts Seungmin, a star in the K-pop group Stray Kids while trying to text her Ex, Soonyoung to come pick up his things, leading to an unexpected connection that blossoms into a heartfelt romance.

ignore time stamps, dates (other than the ones mentioned during texting) and typos

THERES A WRITTEN PART, DO NOT JUST SCROLL THROUGH THE PICS!

WARNING: I think Seungmin took something this chapter, he’s a littleeeeee too confident.

It was late, again. The usual time for you and Sky to talk. You found yourself smiling down at your phone, heart racing slightly. Even after everything that had happened, there was still a little mystery between you. His teasing messages, his encouragement, and his strange ability to push you out of your comfort zone while also making you laugh, it was becoming the highlight of your days. Today felt like it was heading toward something different, though. There was a shift in the air.

Your phone buzzed.

Seungmin rolled his eyes, but he couldn’t help the small smile spreading across his face. Tomorrow couldn’t come soon enough.

——

The next day was bright and clear, the perfect background to what seemed like a major turning point in your life. You had been nervous all morning, playing the texts between you and Sky in your head over and over.

Now it was real, this mystery guy who had inched his way into your heart through long nights of conversation was finally about to show himself.

You stood in front of the mirror and arched a brow, smoothing down your outfit. You had chosen something simple, comfortable, yet still nice. It wasn't like this was some formal date or anything, at least you didn't think it was- but the butterflies in your stomach were telling you a whole different story. Your hands slightly shook as you applied just a touch of lip gloss and then checked the time. 2:45 PM. Fifteen minutes until you were supposed to meet him.

You took one last deep breath, grabbed your bag, and turned towards the door with your heart pounding.

Just a small walk from your apartment, but the distance felt like forever to get to the café. How would he look? Would he be as charming in person as he was over text? Would you even recognize him? And more importantly- what if things were awkward? What if all the chemistry you'd felt over the phone disappeared the moment you met?

You reached the café exactly at 2:58, your palms sweating while you pushed the door open. The soft clinking of coffee cups and the hum of quiet conversation met your ears, but you only heard the beating of your heart. You scanned the room, your eyes landing on table number 7 in the back corner- just as he had said.

Your breath caught. There he was.

A guy with short dark hair concealed by a black cap was sitting at the table casually, wearing a black jacket, a black wife beater under, and jeans.

He looked up just about the time you came in, and the instant your eyes met, he smiled. You couldn't see his mouth as it was covered by a mask, but you could clearly see the smile that reached his eyes.

And in that instant, you realized. Those eyes are oddly familiar.

Your feet seemed to be walking across the room on their own accord, your mind racing.

He stood as you approached the table, with that very same playful grin on his face.

"Hey," he said, his voice low but warm. "Guess it's time for me to finally collect on that kiss, huh?"

You couldn't help but laugh, the bubbles rising up inside you as you sat.

You recognized that voice, and you knew who he really was, but you were not one bit disappointed.

"Well," you said, trying to keep your voice level, "I did promise, didn't I?"

“Sit down, unless you want everyone to see old-regular-me kissing THEE Kim Seungmin.”

I genuinely don’t like this wtf🧍

TAGLIST - CLOSED - if your name is in pink, I couldn't tag you

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[winterxgardener]

Now that the cat is obviously out of the bag, I can't help but retrospectively look back at these moments in prior vids👇

https://youtu.be/KeRNjsodHxw?si=jxA8XhpPicHT0xYv

@ 9:51

Damien coming in clutch when Ian thought Court said Shayne.

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https://youtu.be/aFumchmobLs?si=Cu6ibwBEquk3vByl

@ 5:21 - 5:32

Baby/maybe? I still go back and forth on this one, ya know? Could've been a slip of the tounge, but who knows🤷‍♂️

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https://youtu.be/RhTkjMf4j50?si=JeQqXZSQbGl4YMwd

@28:45

Same thing as before, it could be either or, but it is way cuter if it is the former instead🥰

❤ ya blog✌

I am delusional, so I freak out before checking the time stamps. Thank you for pointing out this subtle Shourtney interaction. 💚💙

[portlandwithyou]

A Cop, a Mountie, and a Baby- Time Stamp Roulette

Minutes: 4 9 14 16 22 39 45

[airenyah]

bad buddy music in 23.5 degrees: ep1

(ep2 | ep3 | ep4 | ep5 | ep6 | ep7 | ep8 | ep9 | ep10 | ep11 | ep12)

in episode 1 of 23.5 degrees there were a total of six (6) pieces of royalty free music that have been featured on bad buddy too:

1. first morning – lalo brickman

bad buddy timestamps:

ep12 pt1 - 10:50

ep12 pt2 - 9:20

23.5 degrees timestamps:

ep1 pt3 - 4:49

ep1 pt4 - 6:59

2. fragmentarium – anders schill paulsen

bad buddy timestamps:

ep6 pt2 - 5:45

ep11 pt3 - 12:07

ep11 pt4 - 8:30

ep12 pt2 - 1:55

ep12 pt4 - 6:02

23.5 degrees timestamps:

ep1 pt4 - 6:02

ep9 pt1 - 1:50

3. meet cute – clarence reed

bad buddy timestamps:

ep4 pt3 - 0:19 / 9:00

ep5 pt1 - 4:34

ep7 pt1 - 3:46

ep8 pt1 - 11:20

23.5 degrees timestamps:

ep1 pt1 - 2:06

ep2 pt4 - 4:13

ep4 pt4 - 0:42

ep11 pt2 - 3:45

4. moonshiner’s turn – martin landström

bad buddy timestamps:

ep1 pt4 - 1:16

23.5 degrees time stamps:

ep1 pt4 - 1:28

ep7 pt2 - 5:28

ep8 pt4 - 6:42

ep12 pt1 - 13:20

ep12 pt4 - 4:40

5. retro today – alexandra woodward

bad buddy timestamps:

ep1 pt2 - 6:49

ep7 pt1 - 3:08

23.5 degrees timestamps:

ep1 pt2 - 4:16

ep3 pt1 - 3:11

ep3 pt2 - 15:10

ep8 pt1 - 10:16

6. someone i’ll never be – the grateful 7

bad buddy timestamps:

ep2 pt3 - 2:17

ep5 pt1 - 5:55

ep12 pt3 - 11:30

23.5 degrees timestamps:

ep1 pt1 - 9:08

ep8 pt2 - 6:32

[blackwatervial]

The Pete Show.

For the my rewatch of The Pete Show (sometimes and more uncommonly known as KinnPorsche The Series La Forte), I will be noting down time stamps in which the main character Pete (from the Pete Show) makes an appearance. I will also, as a little bonus, add appearances of his romantic interest “Vegas”. Today:

Episode 2

After the out-of-focus background Pete of the first episode, minute 6 of the second introduces to in-full-focus backside Pete. Peachy!

And while I usually only add one visual representation per timestamp, there is one moment in this one that deserves to be singled out. It occurs at 6:46, where we're getting out first title drop of The Pete Show!

It sure is, buddy!

He next appears at the 18:00 mark for another whopping 20 seconds! We see him next to a pool (Pete-Trivia! This won't be his last fun pool-moment)! Here, we are dealing with the rare swimsuit-edition Pete. He comes in two different versions and this is the fully clothed one

After a brief intermission of unimportant Pete-less moments he returns at minute 19:42, which he lights up with his dazzling Pete Smile™ (Not to be confused with the feral Pete Smile™, which will be displayed about 9 episodes later)

Minute 25 sees the return of a fan-favourite: blurry background Pete! But this one is a special boy indeed - look at that piece of bread he's clutching in his paw! Delightful!

At 27:24, we meet exposition Pete slash gossip Pete! He makes sure we're all caught up on the goings-on in the family while being a little judgy-judgy about it. Deserved!

At 40:14, we encounter bodyguard Pete. He's doing his job! His job is...guard. He's quite good at it, standing there all prim and proper and giving some more exposition, such as introducing his boyfriend to the audience:

At 45:38 appears another all time favourite of Pete enthusiasts out there: smoking Pete. Literally and figuratively smoking hot. Nothing more to be said, just look at him!

At 48:44 we have underappreciated Pete. I hope he goes to the bodyguard union and files a complaint.

Love-Interest appreance counter

At 50:46, Vegas is having a talk with his dad. Mildly exciting.

But!

A fun fact for everyone who made it his far! At minute 38:50 we get introduced to dear Vegas for the first time! And who does he appear as? That's right: blurry foreground Vegas! Him and Pete have so much in common <3

Previous Pete Show Posts

[wen-kexing-apologist]

Dead Friend Forever: Episode 12- Squicks and Triggers

Busy day yesterday so sorry for the delay on getting the squicks and triggers post out for Episode 12. Any blue colored time stamps are plot relevant moments and any red colored time stamps are any potential seizure triggers I was able to catch (I didn't see any in here, but it is totally possible I missed them). If there is a trigger or squick that will prevent you from watching a plot relevant moment, feel free to reach out to me via DM or ask and I will tell you what happened during that time stamp :)

00:00-2:47  Recap 2

04:47-05:15 -Intro

06:14-06:18- creepy mask on screen 

06:20-7:08 - character with bloody face

07:08- 07:32- character stabs his eyes with needles, this is intercut with other characters very bloody faces, quick cuts, etc. no needles remain in the eyes after the deed is done

07:32-7:45- close up of character’s face with blood running down his cheeks from his eyes, pans down to bloody needles in his hands 

07:56-8:00- jump scare

8:08-8:38- character being strangled leading to his head being bashed repeatedly against a hard surface with blood dropping on his face

09:35-9:51- character choking, seizing, being threatened with axe

09:51-10:17 character being strangled, then a different character being strangled, then both characters being strangled 

10:17-10:19- sound of bones breaking over a black screen 

10:20-10:31- Mangled bodies visible on stairs

10:47-13:20-  general underlying thread of character suicidality/character asking to be killed

12:22-12:33- blood pool on ground 

12:56-13:00- characters struggle fr knife, grabbing the blade, hands covered in blood 

13:18-13:20- character stabbed

13:22-13:40- characters shown with knife in chest, bloody 

14:22-14:40- character dying from knife wound to chest, blood, emotional distress

15:57-16:33- interspersed imagery of sex between teacher and student, while others watch and film. 

17:10-17:34- suicidality, character jumps off building 

19:42-20:03- character repeatedly bashes their own skull with a rock, blood, interspersed scenes of character falling from building 

20:26-20:31- character cuts their own throat with box cutter, shown on screen

20:53-21:00-  character slipping, unconscious underneath blood soaked water in a bathtub, interspersed with character falling from building

21:08-21:24- character slashing wrists repeatedly with box cutter 

21:45-22:02- character dead in bloody bathtub, character slicing throat, character jumping from building, etc. 

23:08-23:28- character repeatedly stabbing hand with scissors, wounds are visible, sound of metal piercing flesh repeatedly played over flashback 

25:04-25:07- decapitated head 

25:07-25:12- character shown with knife in chest, blood

25:24-26:15- character hangs themselves, shown multiple times throughout the scene

26:15- 26:29- bloody hand visible on screen 

26:41-26:50- hanged character shown on screen 

26:55- 27:15- character being strangled

28:32-28:37- character shot

28:37-29:21- blood visible on character’s head, character shown with knife in chest and blood all over 

30:10-31:02- all the dead characters shown on screen in a continuous shot, mangled bodies, stabbed, blood, etc. 

32:16-32:50- severe emotional distress

[sirenthatmakesyouwantcake]

these are my thoughts on interview with the vampire S2E4

(6:03) The play we nice, it was fun to watch but i get it, it’d get repetitive to watch more than twice, you can see it on claudia's face, she looks so done

(8:35) I think he’s being a bitch about it, the play is good but like, is that all really needed, does she really need to be in the costume all the time, i think i would have gone insane.

(9:39) yeah, he thirsts for louis’s dick

(10:18) I think someone wants to be boyfriends, and once again, they are adorable and Lestat is wonderful, Sam Ried plays him so well. At (11:57) too

(12:52) it sounds more like PTSD to me, but i in no way know what im talking about

(15:59) santiago seems like the cool gay uncle, the one you can can gossip to about the family.

(17:24) some times, you just need a mid night snack, whether you're armand and louis or claudia actually eating someone who pisses her off

(19:25) what he sees in him is that he is beautiful

(21:36) Sometimes I forget just how powerful Armand is. The other day i had seen something about how he can fly and gets books for Louis, and they can give other vampires powers, so why doesn't he just give Louis the power to fly. I was thinking it may be a power thing, something about armand having more control in their relationship, the person had also mentioned how Louis now wears black, armand has definitely has changed him too. ( i cant find the post, if i ever do, ill link it here)

(27:07) claudia's actor had such a beautiful voice, not just when she’s playing claudia, but in general.

(28:55) he came with flowers, i'm going to scream. also, why is flowers spelled so weird, it's not even pronounced like that, i think it should be spelled flours

(45:49) im kind of sad that we won't be seeing him any more, he was one of my favorite characters to watch

I dont want them to break up, they are cute most of the time, especially when they were first meeting, and at the beginning of the season, they seemed so happy as they are going over everything again, but they are finally going through all of the bad parts, and remembering everything. I fear that they will be over by the end of the series. I forgot to write this during the scene and don't feel like finding the time stamp, but i found it funny how lestat just eat the paper

This is possibly the first time I've watched the day it came out, I might even post it today. Spoiler, that did not happen, i didn't feel like editing it last night

Thank you for reading

other episodes

S2E1 S2E2 S2E3 S2E5 S2E6

[jselorekeeper]

Time Stamps Part One

Welcome to the Jacksepticeye ego time stamps! Where I have went through every video and media post to share with you all! There may be some I missed but I have majority of the appearances, including ones that may not be canon anymore!

Part Two

Part Three

Part Four

July 9th, 2016: Time to record some videos

JACKIEBOY MAN RETURNS | Welcome To The Game #2

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Here come dat Jackieboi! Welcome BACK To The Game”

0:22-14:42 (Extended appearance; he is playing the game)

The Jacksepticeye Power Hour - Marvin’s Magic

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Today we answer the biggest question about Magic: “Is it Real??” All on the Jacksepticeye Power Hour!”

0:00-10:23 (Extended appearance; he is in the whole video)

September 14th, 2016: Dr. Septiceye will see you now!

The Jacksepticeye Power Hour - Dr. Schneeplestein

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Step into my E.R. to be operated on by the No.1 doctor in the world!”

0:00-8:38 (Extended appearance; he is in the whole video)

THE START OF THE NIGHTMARE | Five Nights At Freddy's Sister Location #1

Old Title: Something doesn’t feel right | Five Nights At Freddy’s Sister Location #1

Page Source: “Snooping” 

Description: “You’ve waited a long time, now I wake”

4:28-4:29 (Momentary Glitch)

8:20-8:22 (Momentary Glitch)

15:29-15:30 (Momentary Glitch)

20:18-20:20 (Momentary Glitch)

26:25-26:26 (Momentary Glitch)

31:27-31:33 (Extended Glitch)

33:24-33:30 (Extended Glitch)

34:10-34:12 (Momentary Glitch)

35:29-35:31 (Momentary Glitch)

36:51-36:54 (Momentary Glitch)

39:26-39:30 (Momentary Glitch)

October 10th, 2016: “Anti is coming for you” 

October 10th, 2016: “Of course, I noticed him ;)”

THEY HAVE AWOKEN... | Five Nights At Freddy's Sister Location #2

Page Source: “Curious I see”

Description: “Follow the signs, release me”

0:00-0:02 (Momentary Glitch)

4:00-4:01 (Momentary Glitch)

6:20-6:21 (Momentary Glitch, extremely hard to see)

9:09-9:15 (Extended Glitch, motions of the body glitching out)

9:20-9:22 (Momentary Glitch, following the context of Sean saying “I’m so close”)

12:56-13:04 (Extended Glitch)

16:28-16:30 (Momentary Glitch)

17:09-17:15 (Extended Glitch)

18:08-18:11 (Momentary Glitch)

19:00-19:02 (Momentary Glitch)

October 13th, 2016: Ỉ̌͌ͬ̚͟ ̘ͣ̂̃ͥ͌̿ͬs̸̹̗̖͇̣̞e̥̻͓̭͕͛̾̚ê̼͖̹̌̌ͥ̕ ̗͙̹̦ͬ̔́y̝͕͗̏̒ͮ͢ͅo̖̤͉̼̘͖͎ǘ͓̭͔̀.̪̐ͦ̊

October 15th, 2016: I̷ am̛ n͢ȩar..̧.͡

October 17th, 2016: H̵al҉l̵o͟wee͘ǹ's ́g͞ơnna͜ b̛e f͡un ̀th̕i̷s͜ ̕y҉e͢a͡r!̛

SOMETHING INSIDE | Five Nights At Freddy's Sister Location #3

Page Source: “Stronger” (“Let me out”, “Pay Attention”)

Description: “I see you understand now, keep watching”, link to the short video “Soon” 

0:02-0:03 (Momentary Glitch)

1:13-1:15 (Momentary Glitch)

2:35-2:41 (Extended Glitch)

5:26-5:32 (Extended Glitch)

10:43-10:47 (Momentary Glitch)

14:30-14:35 (Extended Glitch)

14:41-14:44 (Momentary Glitch)

17:28-17:30 (Momentary Glitch)

Sǫo̴n͠: (The video has been hidden)

Page Source: Unknown 

Description: “Very good, you may be worthy”

Temple Of No

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “No! Just no! Don’t Go There! Don’t go to that temple! I’m warning you!!”

11:10-11:14 (Momentary Glitch)

PLEASE DON'T KILL ME | Hello Neighbor #2

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Hello Neighbor!!....AHHHH Stop Throwing Bear Traps at me!”

9:45-9:47 (Momentary Glitch)

October 21st, 2016: n̯̻̦ͮ̄͋ǒ̯̯̱͗̚ ͙̳̰ͦͦ̒ṃ̟̘ͯ̉͛ọ͕̣̐ͪͤŕ̘͓̈̑ͅê͇̘̙ͬ̌ ̙͍��͌̅ͤg̜͉̤͌ͪ̓a̜͕̹̐͋ͨm̲͈̯̉ͦ̚e̤̝̤̒̂̈́s̪͚͈̄ͦ̎

MERGED TOGETHER | Five Nights At Freddy's Sister Location #4

Page Source: “The doctor, can’t save” (“Very Clever”, “I grow stronger”)

Description: “It’s almost time, I grow stronger”

0:00-0:02 (Momentary Glitch)

1:18-1:21 (Momentary Glitch)

2:40-2:43 (Momentary Glitch)

3:15-3:16 (Momentary Glitch)

5:13-5:14 (Momentary Glitch)

7:29-7:36 (Extended Glitch)

9:59-10:19 (Extended Glitch)

10:23-10:26 (Momentary Glitch)

20:10-20:13 (Momentary Glitch)

22:00-22:02 (Momentary Glitch)

27:18-27:20 (Momentary Glitch)

27:35-27:36 (Momentary Glitch)

CHOOSE YOUR OWN GOAL | ClusterTruck #16

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Let’s try some more Custom Levels in ClusterTruck!!”

12:41-12:42 (Momentary Glitch)

GRANNY DAB | Stuntfest #1

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Granny got some moves in Stuntfest! Watch her dab!”

8:33-8:36 (Momentary Glitch)

SWIMMING IN POOP | Pipejob (HTC Vive Virtual Reality)

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “It’s a dirty job but someone’s gotta clean up the Virtual Reality poop in Pipejob!”

12:13-12:17 (Extended Glitch)

ROBOT WARS | Manual Samuel #3

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “The orphans!!! What have I done!? Things are looking grim in Manual Samuel!”

21:33-21:36 (Momentary Glitch)

MEET THE YANGS | Guts And Glory #5

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Meet the Yang Family in Guts and Glory! They ride and die together like any good family should!”

6:56-6:58 (Momentary Glitch)

ALONE AND AFRAID | Layers Of Fear - Part 1

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “It’s time to say goodbye”

Comment: “I don’t need my own!”

20:28-20:43 (Extended Glitch)

22:07-22:11 (Momentary Glitch)

SORE FROM LAUGHING | Stuntfest #2

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “The physics in Stuntfest are so ridiculous, I can’t stop laughing at them!”

2:18-2:22 (Momentary Glitch)

5:00-5:06 (Extended Glitch)

BULLETPROOF CHEST | Mr. President #3

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Who needs a bulletproof vest when you have a bulletproof chest!!!”

Page and Description has nothing

1:07-1:10 (Momentary Glitch)

11:13-11:18 (Extended Glitch)

15:48-15:52 (Extended Glitch)

October 29th, 2016: M̦̠͇ͦ͊̚ọ̞̼̅̃ͬr͚̗͚͆ͫ͐n͚͔̣ͫ̊̒i̝͈̲̐ͣͩn̬̳̳̑͂ͣg̻͓̦͒̓ͨ

THE SIGNS ARE THERE | Layers Of Fear - Part 2

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “It’s Almost Time”

4:39-4:42 (Momentary Glitch)

7:50-7:56 (Extended Glitch)

10:20-10:25 (Extended Glitch)

13:00-13:04 (Momentary Glitch)

20:10-20:13 (Momentary Glitch)

26:01-26:05 (Momentary Glitch)

SCARIER THAN IT LOOKS | The Cubicle (HTC Vive Virtual Reality)

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Tomorrow ends him”

Whiteboard: “Don’t Watch”

1:39-1:42 (Momentary Glitch)

3:48-3:53 (Extended Glitch)

7:20-7:32 (Extended Glitch)

9:16-9:21 (Momentary Glitch)

October 30th, 2016: I̢t is̛ d͜on҉e̵

October 31st, 2016: ar͝e you ̧re͠ady̡?̵

October 31st, 2016: t͡od̨ay's͝ t́he ҉d͜ąy

October 31st, 2016: Cu͡t͏e 

October 31st, 2016: He̡ll̷o̕..͝.͜

October 31st, 2016: A͜w p̡oor͟ ̀yo͏u͏

October 31st, 2016: y̸ou̴r m̢i̴sery͠ ̛m͘a͡k̨es̷ ̵m̨e͠ ̵happy!̸

S͢ḀY ͏GǪÒ͜D̸B͞Y̧E

Page Source: “Say Goodbye, I’m back, good puppet”

Description: “You wanted me...well here I am”

Whiteboard: “Happy Halloween”

2:17-2:35 (Extended Glitch)

3:18-3:20 (Momentary Glitch)

3:40-3:42 (Momentary Glitch)

4:20-4:35 (Extended Glitch)

5:33-5:37 (Momentary Glitch)

6:35-6:38 (Momentary Glitch)

8:05-8:09 (Momentary Glitch)

8:25-8:45 (Extended Glitch)

9:08-9:10 (Momentary Glitch)

9:48-9:51 (Momentary Glitch)

10:32-12:00 (Extended Glitch)

October 31st, 2016: D̷id y͞ou en͞j̡o͘y̢ thè s̶h͝o̢w̸?

November 1st, 2016: Sw҉ee̢t́ Dréa̡ḿs̡

MURDER ON THE DANCE FLOOR | Party Hard #1

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “All I wanted was some peace and quiet…now EVERYBODY dies in Party Hard”

Comments: The only appearance is Anti being in the thumbnail

CHRISTMAS DOCTOR | Amateur Surgeon Christmas Edition

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “There is no break for a world class surgeon! Not even on Christmas!”

5:00-12:15 (Extended appearance; he played most of the game before disappearing)

I'M SO SORRY | Detention 返校 - Part 2

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Forgotten or Just too Afraid to Remember?”

0:24-0:28 (Momentary Glitch)

3:43-3:54 (Extended Glitch)

BROKEN INSIDE | Detention 返校 - Part 3

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Broken Spirit...let me out”

8:52-9:09 (Extended Glitch)

22:13-22:17 (Momentary Glitch)

BLOOD ON YOUR HANDS | Detention 返校 - Part 4 (END)

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Betrayal, Neglect, Mistake”

1:12-1:14 (Momentary Glitch)

2:02-2:08 (Extended Glitch)

5:27-5:32 (Momentary Glitch)

5:49-5:52 (Momentary Glitch)

27:45-27:53 (Extended Glitch)

28:00-28:06 (Extended Glitch)

28:21-28:37 (Extended Glitch)

February 16th, 2017: I miss the piercings

March 7th, 2017: Trying to grow the beard out!

AL̛WA̢Y҉S̀ ̨W͠A͞T̡CH҉ING̶

Page Source: “Never Forget”

Description: “You Thought I Was Gone, Tried To Replace Me, I’m Always Here”

1:14-2:25 (Extended Glitch; Anti’s Speech)

Chase Brody - The Jacksepticeye Power Hour

Old Title: Bro Average

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “Welcome to Bro Average! Home to the sickest trick shots and extreme sports with Chase Brody. This one's called the teabag”

0:00-4:27 (Extended appearance; the whole video is about him)

May 12th, 2017: Some men just want to watch the world burn

SPREADING THE SICKNESS | Epidemic

Page Source: Nothing

Description: “The sickness and death spreads but I swear I had nothing to do with it..... it's an EPIDEMIC”

8:04-8:45 (Extended Glitch)

TRUST ME, I’M A DOCTOR | Bio Inc. Redemption #4

Page Source: “Cracks”

Description:“There's only one true doctor of death, the fantastic (terrible) Dr. Schneeplestein”

0:00-12:09 (Extended appearance; he is playing the game)

July 26th, 2017: REBORN

July 28th, 2017: Are You Ready?

July 28th, 2017: I’m Not Done Yet

July 31st, 2017: Don’t Believe His Lies (SOS in morse code in tags)

July 31st, 2017: Ze good doct͏͠à̷h

TOUGHER THAN EXPECTED | The Escapists 2 #2

Page Source: “Need a Doctor?”

Description: “Getting out of jail in The Escapists 2 might be a little harder than expected”

Comment: The Thumbnail has a date in it

August 1st, 2017: A̧̡͜nd Ǹ̡ow T̸̀̀͏empting Í͟nside 

August 1st, 2017: Sti̸͝t҉ç̶͘h̨ed Toge̷͞t́͜her (Use to be Bad Blood)

Endless Cycle | Suicide Guy

Page Source:“Anti, looking in the right places”

Description: “Kill yourself over and over again to wake up from a horrible dream in Suicide Guy...what a weird sentence” 

Comment: Overall the video has nothing, just page source

August 2nd, 2017: t͚̱̜̣̹̖͞ͅo̵̱̩̯̬̹ͅo̢͏͈̳̞̲l͚̭͉͓͈͕͡á̜̩̱͘͞t͏̧̝̱͈̝͓̟e̢̨̹͔̬

August 2nd, 2017: Sp̨r̡e͝a͟di̛ng

August 2nd, 2017: T̀im͠e̷i̴sbro͝ken

August 2nd, 2017: S̢͔͖͎͈̘̰͎ͅa̻̣͚͠͠v҉͈̭͖̙͉̰̩͈ͅe̦͚̞͞ him

KILL JA̶CKSEPTICEYE | Bio IN̵̛c Redemp T̨I̶̢on

Page Source: “no, save him, kill Jacksepticeye, virus, puppets, no more strings on me”

Description: “So concerned for your little boy, pay attention next time...who’s next?”

2:21-2:23 (Momentary Glitch)

3:04-3:05 (Momentary Glitch)

3:39-3:45 (Extended Glitch)

4:12-4:16 (Momentary Glitch)

4:46-4:49 (Momentary Glitch)

5:07-5:12 (Extended Glitch)

5:14-5:27 (Extended Glitch)

6:00-6:05 (Extended Glitch)

6:28-6:35 (Extended Glitch)

6:36-6:49 (Extended Glitch)

6:53-7:01 (Extended Glitch)

7:11-7:17 (Extended Glitch)

7:20-7:23 (Momentary Glitch)

7:30-8:02 (Extended Glitch)

8:05-8:15 (Extended Glitch)

8:16-8:46 (Extended Glitch) 8:46-10:36 (Extended Glitch)

August 3rd, 2017: H̶ell͞o̡

October 9th, 2017: 1 year

October 29th, 2017: I’ve got my eye on you! 

October 29th, 2017: Feelin Dapper! 

October 30th, 2017: Out Of Time 

October 30th, 2017: Oui Oui! 

The Jacksepticeye Power Hour - Jameson Jackson

Old Title: The Silent Movie

Page Source: “Boo”

Description: “It's time for a good ole fashioned pumpkin carve! Happy Halloween!”

5:23-5:39 (Extended Glitch)

[batsplat]

Qatar 2004: a back-of-the-grid penalty, an "unbelievable" start, a lot of overtakes and a crash

Time stamps

News & explanation of penalty

0:00 - news of penalty, "... Rossi's team who took it upon themselves last night, and Biaggi's team as well, to go out there and clean that spot on the grid and there was a complaint from the Repsol Honda team..."

1:23 - press room chaos, "... when I went down between the 125s and the 250s, when nothing had been quite confirmed, there was a lot of very excited Italians around with bits of papers in hand and accusations..."

2:08 - Gibernau's opportunity, "Looking at the championship, this is a huge race for Sete Gibernau. He knows that he's starting from the front row of the grid; he knows that Valentino Rossi starts from the back row of the grid."

2:25 - race predictions, "[Rossi] has struggled hasn't he, this weekend, we've seen him go off track quite a few times as well."

On the grid

2:40 - Rossi on the grid, "Just wonder what his mood is. Will he look and smile? No, he won't. He is seething."

3:38 - Gibernau's reprieve, "He's got to win this race."

3:54 - Gibernau's form, "... so one thing Gibernau can't complain about this season is his luck..."

4:14 - Rossi preparing, "When he's really concentrating you don't know what's going to happen."

Start of race

4:21 - warm-up lap, "[When we usually] ride with Valentino Rossi, he's riding to the front of the grid, in pole position or on that front row. Now we're going to see the grid all in front of him."

4:45 - race start, "Valentino Rossi has made up - whoa - around ten positions into the first corner, maybe even more."

5:24 - overtaking Hayden, "He's already back into that eighth position that he would have been on on the grid if it weren't for that penalty."

5:55 - Rossi's starts at Yamaha, "He's been making some good starts this year, actually, has Rossi on the Yamaha, but never quite as good as that."

6:09 - overtaking Bayliss and Capirossi, "Rossi surely has now moved up into seventh place."

His progress

6:54 - stuck in the pack, "He's having to work very very hard to get past the likes of Colin Edwards and Alex Barros and Ruben Xaus."

7:08 - overtaking Barros, "... and Rossi and Barros have touched! And Rossi stays on board and raises his hand to Barros, Barros runs it wide and Rossi knows there that he's the guilty party for that one."

7:36 - replay of Barros overtake, "He's apologised to Barros but the upshot is that he's got past him."

7:53 - Nakano's engine fails, "Of course all that does is move Valentino Rossi further up the pack." [...] "... it's helped Gibernau and Checa in front because while all that happened with Nakano blowing smoke everywhere, everyone else behind him has had to slow down."

8:12 - Barros falling back, "Barros is actually now down in 17th place, so I'm not sure if he was hit by Valentino Rossi and perhaps he's damaged one of his brakes or his clutch lever or maybe even part of his body."

The crash

8:42 - Rossi crashes, "His hands are on his head [...] He runs wide onto the grass, onto the astroturf, loses control of his Yamaha..."

9:41 - the championship standings, "Fourteen points, what a lifeline for Sete Gibernau."

The full race is available here.

In 2004, Valentino Rossi came into Qatar with a 39-point lead in the championship over Sete Gibernau. Including Qatar, there were still four races to go, and Gibernau's excellent early season form had tailed off. Gibernau had made the podium in all of the first six races (including 2 wins), but in the six subsequent races had only scored two podiums (1 win) and had DNF'd twice. The title seemed like it would be Rossi's once again - his first on a Yamaha.

This was the first time MotoGP visited Qatar and the conditions were brutal: then still a daytime race, it was very hot, with all the riders struggling on the slippery sand-covered track. Rossi had gone off the track repeatedly in the sessions leading up to the race, qualifying only in eighth. The concern was that the dusty track would lead to poor starts, so Rossi's team used a scooter during the night to lay down rubber on his grid slot. The next morning, there was outrage - and Honda filed a complaint against Rossi. (It is a little unclear whether the main instigators were Respol Honda, who were supposedly officially behind the request, or Gibernau's Honda Gresini team, whose team boss Fausto Gresini allegedly took the complaint to race direction.) The physical evidence along with a blurry photo reportedly taken from the press room was enough to sway race direction. A six second penalty was applied to Rossi's qualifying time, leaving him to start at the back of the grid. Yamaha filed a counter-protest against Camel Honda rider Max Biaggi, whose team had swept sand off the grid slot, and he was given the same penalty.

The penalty infuriated Rossi and he blamed Gibernau and his Honda Gresini team directly for what had happened. He considered it a dirty game from Honda given that riders typically got away with tampering with grid slots (usually in the context of wet races where towels would be used). It is unknown to what extent, if at all, Gibernau was directly involved in the complaint - he denied it after the race, publicly saying he thought Rossi "didn't deserve" the penalty. Here is what Rossi reportedly said in the immediate aftermath of the penalty (from Stuart Barker's 2020 biography):

“I’ve been looking for an excuse not to talk to Sete. Today he gave me one.” “Sete was the one who was behind all this,” he said. “He has acted like a child. It is like a knife has been pushed into my back.”

In any case, Rossi made an excellent start from the back of the grid, getting up to ninth by Turn 1 and making up two more positions in the first lap. He continued working his way through the field, including by overtaking Alex Barros:

Rossi had made it up to fourth and was sitting behind Colin Edwards when he ran wide onto the grass and crashed on only lap 5 out of 22. He walked away head in hands at his mistake and had badly injured his little finger - though not enough to be an issue for the rest of his season. As he put it in press before the next race in Sepang: “I have a hole in the finger, but I don’t think it’s a big problem for ride this weekend”. Gibernau won the race, making it a Gresini 1-2 alongside teammate Edwards. Rossi's championship lead had been whittled down to a mere 14 points with three rounds to go.

Rossi was still furious at Gibernau, reportedly calling his team "bastards" on live television, and, of course, vowing that Gibernau would never win another race again. For the rest of the season, he took matters into his own hands to ensure his promise would be kept. He won the remaining three races - including with two risky last lap passes on Gibernau in Australia, when a second place would have been enough to clinch the title.

Here he is in his autobiography (published in 2005) on the benefits and perils of riding angry:

At the 2003 Australian Grand Prix I was very fast, I was ahead, I was leaving Capirossi way behind. We were still in the first part of the race when I was made aware that I was now second. I was still in the lead, but I was in second place [initially in seventh] because I had been given a ten-second penalty for ignoring the yellow caution flags. Yes, the silly caution flags which the stewards, for reasons known only to them, insist on putting in invisible places, where nobody can see them. The same thing had cost me a win at Donington a few months earlier. "Enough!" I told myself. And, from there, I went on a tear. Without realising it, I started going even faster. I gained back nearly a second per lap, and, by the end, I was once again in first place. I had made up the ten seconds and there was still time to increase my lead. It's not as if I had been biding my time before the penalty that day. I wasn't planning on saving myself for the end. No, I was going as hard as I could. It's just that, afterwards, I went even harder, crazy as it sounds. I turned my rage into pure speed. Most riders can't do that. For them, rage just raises the level of tension and increases their chances of making crucial mistakes. I'm like that too - some of the time. Qatar in 2004 is a good example of that. I remember, I was absolutely furious because Honda had filed a complaint and I was forced to start from the last row. In just a few laps, I had come back up the field into fourth place. I should have calmed myself down and waited for the right moment. Instead, I fell. Looking back on it, that was a moment of uncontrollable folly. Normally it doesn't work that way. Normally I can control it. Or, at least, my brain can. And I'm thankful for that, or else I'd really be in trouble!

^"This time, and for once, Valentino Rossi does not escape."

[patrickarchana-caminofrances]

Day 3 - Walking from Zubiri to Pamplona

Distance: 20.4 kilometres (official trail distance) 27.7 km (we walked)

Elevation gain:

Cardio level: 4

Steps:

Patrick’s steps - 30,387 steps

Archana’s steps - 34,087+ (Apple Watch battery resigned after 18 kilometres walking)

Weather: Overcast, pleasant temperature

Terrain: Muddy (after last night’s rain), slippery, undulating walk without strenuous section, we followed the river - across the highway from time to time, sometimes it got tricky as the path was narrow. Patrick’s rating 2/5, i.e. not too demanding.

Wednesday 4th September 2024

Another very pleasant day! We were picked up from our hotel in Pamplona Mercedes Vito (Van) at 9 am and dropped off at Zubiri around 9:25am. The previous day in a rush we had forgotten to get our Camino Passports stamped in Zubiri so stoped by a cafe to get them stamped and then marched off. At 9:30am we were probably the last pilgrims leaving Zubiri. Patrick even wore shorts and Archana opted for her Keen sandals instead of the trekking shoes, as we expected an easy day. It had rained the previous day, the sky was overcast and the temperature on a cooler side. A couple of kilometres into this walk we bumped into Rob & Barbara and also David, we had met all three of them plus David’s young son Martin, although we had been separated the previous day. The Camino teaches you about life in its own way. People joined you on parts of the trail, you exchange pleasantries but each one marched to their own tune and walked their own Camino. Some of them you saw again and some you never saw again, some became friends for life and some taught you an important lesson in that brief encounter. Even we (Patrick and Archana) were walking our own Caminos. Usually we started together and then due to his long stride and higher level of fitness Patrick would be miles ahead of Archana, sometimes he would wait for her in the next town, next church, end of the trail….

Like today as Archana walked into Trinidad de Arre, she saw beautiful church across the bridge as she entered the town. There was a notice welcoming people to their church and to stamp their own passport. So when Archana walked into the dark church, only the altar was visible. But then suddenly the motion sensor triggered the light and she noticed on her left sitting on a church pew was Patrick!! All he said was “I have been waiting here for you for over 45 minutes!”.

After saying a small prayer together and chanting the mahamantra, they walked side by side on small streets on the outskirts of Pamplona until they reached the walls of a fort, even a drawbridge above what would have been a moat in the bygone days.

Happy days! Laundry had been sorted the previous night, so tonight it would be a shower to freshen up, some rest and back for sone more Sangria at the same bar as the previous night.

It was a sultry night, the sangria was delicious and day 3 had been done and dusted.

[quodekash]

Win asks a lot of questions. In twelve episodes of the show, Win asks a grand total of 162 questions. And, because I don’t have a life, here are all 162 questions in one place, plus what episode each was in, what part of the episode, and a time stamp. Enjoy. 

EP 1, 1/4, 4:16, “right?” 

EP 1, 1/4, 12:28, “when will you stop?” 

EP 1, 1/4, 21:21, “who did this?” 

EP 1, 1/4, 21:44, “do you think that’s easy?” 

EP 1, 1/4, 22:17, “what is it now, man?” 

EP 1, 1/4, 23.21, “happy?” 

EP 1, 1/4, 23:24, “why are you so problematic?” 

EP 1, 2/4, 1:45, “waiter, can we have one (two, three) shaved ices please?” 

EP 1, 3/4, 6:27, “tinn, how did you become a judge here?” 

EP 2, 3/4, 2:56, “we have a fan?” 

EP 2, 3/4, 4:38, “you think we’re your slaves?” 

EP 2, 3/4, 4:40, “you think you’re the school president and you can do anything?” 

EP 2, 4/4, 0:25, “gun, are you sure?” 

EP 3, 1/4, 4:49, “why did you even agree to that, gun?” 

EP 3, 1/4, 4:55, “what’s that freaking smile?” 

EP 3, 1/4, 6:47, “how does he know that?” 

EP 3, 1/4, 6:48, “is he watching us?” 

EP 3, 1/4, 7:27, “who would have time to tutor us?” 

EP 4, 1/4, 1:11, “right? they are” 

EP 4, 1/4, 3:51, “see? I knew it.” 

EP 4, 1/4, 5:06, “what the heck are you doing?” 

EP 4, 1/4, 12:34, “why are you here?” 

EP 4, 2/4, 1:40, “what?” 

EP 4, 2/4, 1:41, “I couldn’t help it, could I?” 

EP 4, 2/4, 4:31, “do you think we will accept him?” 

EP 4, 2/4, 5:17, “why the heck would we want that?” 

EP 4, 2/4, 9:57, “what?” 

EP 4, 2/4, 10:35, “what the heck are you guys doing?” 

EP 4, 4/4, 4:40, “what the hell is wrong with you?” 

EP 4, 4/4, 4:41, “what do you want?”  

EP 4, 4/4, 12:01, “gun, why did you come back?” 

EP 5, 1/4, 1:59, “how’s your band now, sir?” 

EP 5, 2/4, 0:33, “what the hell are you doing here?” 

EP 5, 2/4, 1:13, “you think i’m slacking off, don’t you?” 

EP 5, 3/4, 5:27, “why are you here, Sound?” 

EP 5, 3/4, 5:38, “what?” 

EP 5, 3/4, 5:39, “do you think i’m running home?” 

EP 5, 3/4, 5:44, “are you picking a fight?” 

EP 5, 3/4, 5:46, “huh?” 

EP 5, 3/4, 11:14, “are you trying to get on my nerves?” 

EP 5, 4/4, 7:35, “what is love?” 

EP 6, 1/4, 6:46, “the heck are you talking about?” 

EP 6, 1/4, 13:34, “why?” 

EP 6, 1/4, 13:35, “are you bullying me?” 

EP 6, 1/4, 13:51, “are you happy now?” 

EP 6, 1/4, 13:57, “how about i shut your mouth with my feet?” 

EP 6, 2/4, 3:39, “was that a warm-up, too?” 

EP 6, 2/4, 3:52, “want me to coach you?” 

EP 6, 2/4, 4:37, “how many times have i told you?” 

EP 6, 2/4, 4:45, “don’t you get what I said?” 

EP 6, 3/4, 1:04, “why looking confused?” 

EP 6, 3/4, 3:53, “there’s more?” 

EP 6, 3/4, 3:59, “HUH?” 

EP 6, 3/4, 4:06, “have you decided who has a secret crush?: 

EP 6, 3/4, 5:34, “can i try it again?” 

EP 6, 4/4, 3:38, “that was off-script, wasn’t it?” 

EP 6, 4/4, 7:01, “should i just work in this industry?” 

EP 6, 4/4, 7:11, “your tier?” 

EP 6, 4/4, 7:12, “what tier, exactly?” 

EP 7, 1/4, 1:39, “when will he stop rambling?” 

EP 7, 1/4, 5:00, “why do you always ruin your friends’ mood?” 

EP 7, 2/4, 6:20, “you know people send me flirty messages every day?” 

EP 7, 3/4, 2:26, “four, do you like to eat?” 

EP 7, 3/4, 2:40, “do we need to?: 

EP 7, 3/4, 3:08, “what?” 

EP 7, 3/4, 3:42, “why on earth do i have to be attached to you?” 

EP 7, 3/4, 3:57, “can you hurry up?” 

EP 7, 3/4, 3:59, “see?” 

EP 7, 3/4, 4:32, “what?” 

EP 7, 3/4, 4:37, “why would i lie?” 

EP 7, 4/4, 2:27, “what are you waiting for?” 

EP 8, 1/4, 10:08, “are you sure?” 

EP 8, 1/4, 13:31, “what?” 

EP 8, 1/4, 17:26, “what did you do?” 

EP 8, 1/4, 17:31, “why did you drink that? 

EP 8, 2/4, 4:33, “can’t you see the situation?” 

EP 8, 2/4, 4:34, “how dare you leave now?” 

EP 8, 2/4, 4:38, “what?” 

EP 8, 2/4, 4:40, “gun, how can you let him leave?” 

EP 8, 2/4, 9:37, “are you the last one who saw him?” 

EP 8, 2/4, 14:30, “how about we practice all night tonight?” 

EP 8, 2/4, 14:36, “how does practice all night sound?” 

EP 8, 3/4, 2:39, “so this is your workshop, huh?” 

EP 8, 3/4, 3:00, “what’s wrong with your wrist?” 

EP 8, 3/4, 3:05, “why didn’t you tell us?” 

EP 8, 3/4, 3:08, “why acting cool?” 

EP 8, 3/4, 3:30, “want to go back with me?” 

EP 8, 3/4, 4:14, “does it fit?” 

EP 8, 4/4, 1:52, “why are you telling me?” 

EP 8, 4/4, 1:55, “you want me to take you?” 

EP 8, 4/4, 2:03, “how is your wrist?” 

EP 8, 4/4, 2:05, “is it better now?” 

EP 8, 4/4, 2:12, “what?” 

EP 8, 4/4, 8:01, “am i dreaming right now?” 

EP 9, 2/4, 4:08, did you come and set these up for us beforehand?” 

EP 9, 2/4, 9:25, “can anyone please tell me why he wanted us to do this cover dance?” 

EP 9, 3/4, 0:26, “how can that help with playing music?” 

EP 9, 3/4, 3:10, “what’s up with you recently?” 

EP 9, 3/4, 3:24, “what are you mad at me about?” 

EP 9, 3/4, 3:38, “what song are you writing?” 

EP 9, 3/4, 3:52, “why did it turn into a sweet love song?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 9:53, “why do i feel like you just yelled at me through that song?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 10:13, “seriously, since when?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 10:45, “hey, can i go with you?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 10:54, “are you leaving me here?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 10:58, “what if i get home soaking wet?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 11:00, “don’t you feel pity for me?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 11:02, “what if i have to walk home through the rain and get sick?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 11:05, “can i go with you?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 11:34, “you are?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 11:42, “the umbrella is small, right?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 12:00, “what is it?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 12:01, “are you blushing?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 12:07, “why is your heart beating so fast then?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 12:33, “what if i say my heart never beats fast for you?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 13:34, “can you coach me?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 13:48: “do you think you can do it?” 

EP 9, 4/4, 14:00, “so this is your way of hitting on me?” 

EP 10, 2/4, 5:40, “so what if we have no audience?” 

EP 10, 3/4, 8:19, “tinn, where’s gun?” 

EP 10, 3/4, 8:20, “didn’t he come with you?” 

EP 10, 4/4, 0:29, “what should we do now?” 

EP 10, 4/4, “where on earth is gun?” 

EP 11, 1/4, 7:30, “what?” 

EP 11, 1/4, 7:32, “are you guys giving in to this small defeat?” 

EP 11, 2/4, 6:08, “what do you want me to do?” 

EP 11, 2/4, 6:17, “don’t you get it?” 

EP 11, 2/4, 6:18, “what do you expect me to do?” 

EP 11, 2/4, 6:23, “what do you want me to do?” 

EP 11, 2/4, 6:28, “what do you want me to do?” 

EP 11, 2/4, 6:46, “what can i do now?” 

EP 11, 2/4, 17:56, “why didn’t you help him carry?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 7:13, “like it?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 10:14, “how can you even walk?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 10:53, “gun, do you want to take my place?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 10:57, “hey, gun, what’s wrong?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 11:01, “why are you two hugging?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 11:04, “if nothing, then why are you guys hugging?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 11:09, “gun, are you dizzy?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 11:11, “are you having a fever?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 11:20, “can i have some?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 13:23, “why would we walk all the way here just to let you drink it?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 13:37, “why would we walk all the way here then?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 13:41, “and you think we’re not?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 13:54, “he should go so he can stop being so self-centred?” (there was a question mark in the subtitles so im going with it) 

EP 11, 3/4, 13:58, “when was i being like that?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 14:04, “and you didn’t make mistakes at all, right?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 14:06, “was i the only one wrong?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 14:21, “why can’t you become a world-class musician if you’re so great?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 14:26, “so what?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 14:54, “what do you do every day aside from stopping fights?” 

EP 11, 3/4, 15:24, “you just realised that, a-hole?” 

EP 11, 4/4, 3:39, “did i miss something?” 

EP 11, 4/4, 3:40, “what is happening?” 

EP 11, 4/4, 3:45, “what did you two talk about?” 

EP 12, 1/4, 16:41, “have you seen this?” 

EP 12, 1/4, 16:43, “have you guys seen this?” 

EP 12, 2/4, 1:18, “have you seen the student council help other people like they did with us?” 

EP 12, 2/4, 8:15, “right, pumpkin?” 

EP 12, 3/4, 0:20, “what’s the situation?” 

EP 12, 3/4, 11:52, “what?” 

EP 12, 4/4, 5:57, “what should i write down?” 

conclusion: win asks a lot of questions 

[denimbex1986]

'“I got called a gay elder the other day,” Andrew Haigh said. This title, bestowed by a group of younger gay men, initially rankled him. It’s true that Haigh — the director of acclaimed films like “45 Years” and “Weekend” — had recently turned 50, but he still found that landmark age hard to believe.

“I’m looking older,” he told me, “but it’s a strange thing to think that I’m not young anymore.”

That uncanny feeling is a key theme in Haigh’s latest film, “All of Us Strangers,” which he adapted from the 1987 novel “Strangers” by Taichi Yamada. Andrew Scott stars in the film as Adam, a screenwriter in his late 40s with a whole lot on his mind: As he entertains a tentative romance with his neighbor Harry (Paul Mescal), he returns to his childhood home and finds it somehow inhabited by the parents (Claire Foy and Jamie Bell) who died when he was young. Though this reunion summons Adam’s inner child to the fore — a transformation Scott sells with heartbreaking subtlety, even when dressed in Christmas pajamas — there are still tricky adult conversations to be had with his parents about his sexuality and lonely middle age.

“I knew that for this film to work, I had to throw myself into it on a very personal level,” Haigh said. “So much of the things they’re talking about and the memories that Adam has of being a kid are my memories.”

That commitment even extended to filming much of the movie in the house where Haigh grew up, a notion that astounded many of his actors.

“I always have this image of him losing one of his baby teeth in that house where the crew were stamping on the floor,” Scott said. “Isn’t it extraordinary that as you shoot a scene downstairs in the kitchen about a man coming out to his mother, he could have gone upstairs after he had actually done that and been upset in a small bathroom?”

In November, I met Haigh at an old-fashioned cafe in Hollywood where, as a young film student, he used to plop down in the corner booth and order the blackened chicken sandwich and too much coffee. (Haigh no longer eats meat, so during our lunch he had the veggie sandwich instead.) As we spoke about the personal stories from his youth he excavated for “All of Us Strangers,” he said he had started to come to grips with the journey he has traveled since and the nickname that long voyage had earned him.

“I might get a T-shirt that says ‘gay elder,’” he told me, chuckling.

Here are edited excerpts from our conversation.

A lot of this movie is inspired by your early life. What were you like as a child?

I think I was a sad kid. I was fine when I was younger, but my parents split up when I was 9, and I was being bullied at school. When you’re an unhappy child, it shapes everything. It doesn’t go away — it will always be there, the way you felt, and the instinct to repress yourself early on can affect everything.

How did their divorce affect you?

There was so much that I was made to push down and forget and not talk about. I don’t think I ever spoke to anybody about how I felt. And look, it doesn’t take a genius to look at my films and think that all of those themes come out within the stuff that I make about feeling alone, about searching for stability, about trying to understand the past and change it somehow in order for you to move forward. Pretty much the filmmaker I am now is because of how I was as a kid.

Why were you being bullied at school?

Because they knew I was gay, basically.

Did you know you were gay?

No. They could see my difference before I could. And I talk about it in the film, but it was the early ’80s and the mid-’80s in the U.K., this incredibly homophobic time. Everyone was terrified of AIDS and the government had Section 28, which was a law against teaching homosexuality in school. I think most queer kids from the ’80s kept everything very, very hidden. I was in relationships with girls all the way into my 20s, and I didn’t come out till my late 20s, till after university.

What happened when you told your parents you were gay?

They were good. They had to do a huge readjustment in their understanding of me, so that’s not easy for parents. You go through some strange questions, for sure, and it takes a bit of time, and you find your way through it. But it’s a strange thing because I know lots of people have very supportive families, and it doesn’t mean you don’t feel a little bit separate. Even in this age of acceptance, there is still often a line that you don’t want to cross. Or maybe it’s even that we feel uncomfortable, that we still want to hide elements of ourselves because we’re still afraid that they might not love us as much.

So frequently, we want to reassure everyone else not to worry. We’ve held this thing in, which almost makes you explode from being sick with the pressure building inside you, and still you’re like, “Oh, don’t worry, I’m really happy,” or “I’m going to be great.” And in retrospect I’m like, what was I doing? I wasn’t fine. I was a mess and I was terrified and all I was trying to do is make them feel better. For a lot of queer people, we’re doing that all the time, trying to walk this line of not pushing boundaries too much so we don’t get rejected.

When you were reading the novel that “All of Us Strangers” was based on, did you sense immediately that you could explore all these themes in an adaptation?

It definitely took a long time. It’s a good novel, but it’s very traditionally a ghost story. I thought about doing it as that to start with, but then I knew that I wanted the romantic relationship in the story to be queer, and I wanted it to be about the associations of family love and romantic love and how they’re all wrapped up together.

You shot the film in the house you grew up in, in Croydon in South London. Were you picturing that place when you wrote the script?

Yeah. I think I was rooting it to the idea of a childhood home, and then as we started trying to work out where to shoot it, I was like, “Well, why wouldn’t I go and shoot it there?” I knew it would be a strange experience, but I like how I feel when I’m a little bit terrified and emotionally fragile. The interesting ideas come from that.

What was it like when you first walked through that door?

I don’t really know how to explain it. It’s a very peculiar feeling. When I walked around by myself and I sat in what would have been my old bedroom and looked out the window, you just remember things. I remember standing at that window when I was a kid. There were some enormous trees outside, but when we lived there, those trees were only knee-high. Somehow that freaked me out more than anything else, that those trees were pretty much the exact age as me and they’ve been on this planet for 50 years, as I have.

You’ve cast Claire Foy and Jamie Bell as the parents. How much like your real parents are they?

Look, my dad’s from the north of England and sounds a bit like Jamie, and my mom sounds a bit like Claire. And they sort of look a bit like that and their personalities are quite similar. So there’s definitely a sense that they are related to my parents.

It’s interesting that when we first meet Jamie’s character, before you’ve revealed the familial relationship, it almost seems like he’s cruising Andrew’s character in the woods.

It always made me laugh that no one’s surprised when a straight guy goes for someone who’s a bit like their mom — that’s just like a natural thing — but no one ever says, “Well, gay guys and queer guys, maybe they quite like someone who’s a bit like their dad.” I wanted to play with that because, to me, love is rooted in feeling comforted and safe and understood. That is what your parents give you, and it’s no surprise that you might want it from a lover, too. And Jamie Bell looks super hot. Who doesn’t want to cruise him coming out of the trees?

Did the actors meet your parents?

No. I would never do that. I mean, my dad’s not well so he won’t get to see the film. But my mom’s seen the film and I’m sure she’ll meet the actors at some point.

What did she think of it?

She saw it with my brother in a screening room in London, and I think it was hard for her to watch. There was a lot of stuff that feels personal to her, and I don’t underestimate how strange that must be. There’s a scene that I have now made with some twisted version of me talking to a mother in the bed that used to be my mom’s bed. That’s not an easy thing for them to deal with, so I really do appreciate it. But she loves the film, she’s super excited about it.

It’s a shame my dad can’t see it because I feel like he would like it. My dad has quite bad dementia and it came on while I was making the film, just a strange time for it to happen. During the shoot, I went up to visit him because he’d just been put into hospital, and he’d completely forgotten that I was gay. Had no memory of it: “Oh, so you’ve got a wife? Are you married?” I was like, “Oh, Christ.” I didn’t tell him, I didn’t say that I was with my partner.

Why not?

I was terrified, I felt like I was 20-whatever again. I didn’t want to upset him because he’s in a care home now, but at the same time, you feel the same terror of, “Oh my God, is he going to reject me when I really don’t need this right now?” Then I came back to London and the next scene I shot was the scene with Jamie and Andrew talking [about his sexuality], a pretty tough emotional scene to have done the day after that. So it was a rough time.

I did see my dad again and I brought my partner with me, so he’s seen my partner now. It was interesting because he was like, “Well, as long as you found love, that’s the important thing. That’s all I care about.” I feel like some element of him still knew, and I’m glad I got to bring my partner to see him. It just shows how you always have to still keep coming out.

There’s always something that can reduce you to the state you were in before.

Exactly. That’s what this film is: It’s absolutely about being reduced to that state. And that’s why I thought it was so interesting to wrap it up in grief, because I think grief is such a similar thing. When you lose someone, it’s always just there as something in you. It felt like this film has such a perfect way to express how we can’t move on from things unless we’re helped to move on from those things.'

[prose-among-the-trees]

Uh can you elaborate on your call out on DD? Like you threw a lot of shit at the wall without a single source and I've not heard any of that before. Could you specify on the misinformation part because I haven't seen anyone say that.

The whole post reads like you have personal beef and not an actual argument

You got it. I’ll admit I should have gone about that with a lot more backing it. I’ve never met DD in any capacity, nor do I want to, but my personal issue with them comes from how did was portrayed to me before, during, and after my diagnosis through their YouTube videos and the way they sensationalize and offer clickbait titles to all of their videos.

There are three fantastic videos by a YouTuber called Cringey about the timeline of DissociaDID. The first video starts out as a desire to respond to Nin (host at the time) about the way she handled the allegations against TP and how shady that was. I’ll post the video here along with the timestamps (these timestamps are also a pinned comment by the creator)

Timestamps for part one (these are copied directly from the pinned comment)

Intro: 0:00-2:48

DID definitions and notable DID YouTubers: 2:48-7:24

The Pottergate Center: 7:24-13:08

The University Complex (Nin being denied university re-entry): 7:24-17:58

Misinformation (bad sources and using psychological terminology to sound smarter): 17:58-23:59

The Real Nin (BetterHelp, supporting TeamPiñata + friendship with Bobo): 23:59-47:51

Closing thoughts and reiterating the video’s intent: 47:51-51:35

On the Misinformation section:

Just gonna make a lil transcript for these sections because I feel like the actual words (with time stamps) are more telling than my stupid ass narration.

18:16 starting transcript

Cringey speaking: “In Nin’s video, ‘Schizophrenia and Dissociative Identity Disorder, What’s the Difference? Debunking DID Episode 9,’ she says this.”

DD speaking: “Hallucinations. Hallucinations are hearing or sensing voices that aren’t real or aren’t really there. This could be things other than just voices, so you can see things that aren’t really there, hear things, feel things that aren’t really there, and hallucinations are a symptom that can come with Dissociative Identity Disorder but are very very integral to a diagnosis of schizophrenia.

“So somebody with DID may or may not suffer from hallucinations, but somebody with schizophrenia will DEFINITELY suffer from hallucinations.”

18:58 ending transcript

Cringey corrects this, explaining that only about 70% of people with schizophrenia are reported to have experienced hallucinations, leaving an entire 30% not accounted for in DissociaDID’s quick summary of such a complex condition.

I’m going to cite an NIH article that supports that here.

For this next section, I’ll leave the timestamps for you to watch and just summarize since she rambles a bit.

Starts at 20:45 and ends at 23:44

Cringey discusses the fact that DD doesn’t discuss the limitations of studies conducted in regards to how long ago the study was conducted, the outdated terminology*, and the fact that a lot of these studies, in being so old, are no longer representative of the world now as people are being diagnosed.

Some of these studies come from 1901, over 100 years old, all the ones before 1994 use MPD as the term for DID, and a lot of the names seem to be just copied to make the sources look more credible.

“A lot of these sources are also books with individual studies in them, so if you haven’t heard of did, you’re going to have to spend a lot of time reading these books to find the individual studies, other than just providing the study itself.” Paraphrased from Cringey

*little side note here- they still will put ‘multiple personality disorder’ in their video titles and act like they’re destigmatizing the disorder. Ffs.

There is a part 1.5 where Cringey corrects points that she makes in this first video, along with clarifications and addressing criticisms of it. That’s linked right here:

This video is only 15 minutes and corrects how DissociaDID is pronounced, the university that Cringey references DD attending, how to pronounce betterhelp (English is not her first language), how psychologists can diagnose disorders in the uk, whether or not she’s DissociaDID herself, and the definition of stalking versus using public (mis)information provided by someone you’re criticizing.

I think this little video is mostly correcting semantics but it’s still important because it verifies that Cringey really did a deep dive and the actual misinfo like the way she pronounced names was mainly language based and not someone not doing their due diligence when it comes to research.

If you’re pro self dx then you won’t like Cringey’s takes in this 1.5 video so be sure to take those with a grain of salt.

Okay on to part two that I’ll link here:

More Timestamps (again copied directly from her pinned comment)

Recap of part one: 0:00:00-0:04:52

Table of contents for this video: 0:04:52-0:05:58

In depth study issues and the 1-3% statistic: 0:05:58-0:12:09

Racism + problematic behavior: 0:12:09-0:27:20

(Tw here for domestic abuse in times 0:22:36-0:26:45)

Patreon, fan exploitation, and DissociaDID draws: 0:27:20-0:41:43

Unanswered questions and manipulation: 0:41:43-0:59:42

DIDTubers and their opinions on Nin: 0:59:42-1:16:24

I’d like to point out that the issues with Nadia didn’t go away (the racism part). In DissociaDID’s update video introducing Kya in one of their first few videos back the last time, Kya alludes to bullies forcing Nadia off the internet. That’s not true. Nadia was a racist caricature of an indigenous person that people of color saw issue with.

It doesn’t shock me that you haven’t heard of this before. DissociaDID keeps a tight hold on comments, both on TikTok and YouTube, as to make the audience feel more tight knit. There have been people who have had issues with them since they started their channel. Any criticism that they get, nicely worded or not, is quickly deleted and it’s assumed that it never happened at all. Most recent example I can find was on one of their most recent TikTok videos.

You’ll also notice I didn’t mention the issue of treating fusion like death in these particular sources. This is a criticism by the did community that watches her now, and most of that criticism is found on Reddit. If you don’t want Reddit as a source I don’t blame you, but comprehensive articles aren’t being written about DD, and the subreddit is where people with the condition have come together to discuss why that and so many other takes of theirs have been detrimental to the did community.

But yeah. The videos are long but they’re worth the watch if you want to see criticisms people had and still have 3 years later. My initial post was riddled with emotion and personal bias, and I won’t apologize for the former. DD hurts the community by being in it, and they should not be allowed to be a public figure misrepresenting a disorder that is so debilitating to myself and so many others.

Thanks for reading.

[airenyah]

Hi, I'm enjoying your JoongDunk era very much, keep up the good work 😃 I was wondering if you could maybe possibly share the JD timestamps in siyh? I don't want to watch the whole show, but I really want more JD on my screen. Danke schön 🥰

hiiii, glad to hear! it usually feels like there's not many JD enjoyers here on tumblr, so i'm glad that there are in fact some people out there who are enjoying the JD turn that my blog has taken over the last few months 😂😂

anyway, yes, sure thing!!​ here you are (joong's "my starlight" has come on spotify just now as i'm typing this lol):

bitteschööön <3

i hope you can read it! i'm probably gonna type it out at a later point, but right now i'm on mobile and i can't be bothered

edit: here's a transcript

joongdunk time stamps in "sky in your heart" and the "star & sky" special

sky in your heart:

Ep1:

Pt.1 → 10:55–13:33

Ep2:

Pt.4 → 1:50–3:09

Ep3:

Pt.1 → 6:15–7:39

Ep4:

Pt.3 → 2:22–3:41

Pt.4 → 1:55–3:30

Ep5:

Pt.1 → 4:23–5:39

Pt.2 → 7:45–8:54

Ep6:

Pt.1 → 9:46–10:34

Pt.2 → 4:48–5:30

Ep7:

Pt.4 → 5:07–6:14

Ep8:

Pt.1 → 7:42–10:02

(Pt.3 → 4:43–6:26)

Pt.4 → (montage: 0:27–2:14) 2:14–4:02

star & sky special:

Pt.1:

4:08–8:03

Pt.2:

(0:18) 0:54–6:27 → Texas Chicken Ad

6:27–8:25

Pt.3:

0:15 – 4:00

4:37–7:18 (DaoKluen dialogue: 5:50–6:14)

8:51–11:22

Pt.4:

0:15–6:12

10:55–13:06

[wen-kexing-apologist]

Dead Friend Forever: Episode 10- Squicks and Triggers

Another episode, another busy weekend so apologies for only getting to this now, but here are the squicks and triggers for Episode 10. Any blue colored time stamps are plot relevant moments and any red colored time stamps are any potential seizure triggers I was able to catch (I didn't see any in here, but it is totally possible I missed them). If there is a trigger or squick that will prevent you from watching a plot relevant moment, feel free to reach out to me via DM or ask and I will tell you what happened during that time stamp :) and if there is anyone who is relying on these posts before they watch an episode, please let me know and I will be sure to tag you or otherwise DM you the link when I post it so you don't miss it!

Episodes 1-8 || Episode 9

Episode 10

00:10-01:11- Recap

01:11-01:15- image of dead body, shirt entirely soaked with blood 

01:17-2:32 Characters threatened at gunpoint, blood on character’s face, and dead bloody body visible in background throughout the scene

2:32-03:01 - Intro

05:48-06:00- creepy masked figure and fake blood

06:14-6:58- creepy masked figure in pursuit of character running through the woods, creepy smile on character’s face, character impaled and spits blood.

07:34-07:37- creepy masked figure

07:45- 08:09- character in intense emotional distress

08:46-08:53- character drugged

10:28-10:47- creepy mask

14:33-14:35- sex between adult and minor

16:36-18:08- character with bloody face visible and characters threatened with gun throughout scene

18:26-18:46- jump scare and character making threats of violence

22:41-24:27- character with bloody face, characters threatened with gun throughout (gun goes away at 24:00)

24:49-25:12 character with bloody face visible throughout

25:29-29:32- close up of character with bloody face 

25:43-26:23 character with bloody face visible throughout

26:24-28:50 characters threatened with gun, including a character captured and threatened with a gun to the head, hallucinations of creepy masked figure (starting at 27:38-28:50)

28:57-29:52:- character shot and collapses (28:57-29:15), blood visible, characters threatened with gun, including gun to head 

31:10-31:30- character beaten

31:35-31:42- presumed corpse of very battered character is visible 

31:51-31:54- presumed corpse of very battered character is visible 

32:00-32:06- presumed corpse of very battered character is visible 

32:28-35:10 character with bloody face visible and character’s threatened with gun throughout scene 

35:10-35:40- preview for next week