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is there an official 5e spell that can reliably perform an abortion on a willing target? preferably with a casting time no more than a minute, and without room for DM to reject it. i’m not sure if it can be relied upon to count as a curse
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anyone who has been to a deh uk show, did you have to print out the tickets or will it be okay if i just show them the digital version ?? saw someone who had printed out tickets and now im overthinking it lmao
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Chapter 1 : One Sided Family
Big TW:(thanks for reminding me;-;) sensetive stuff such as graphic SH and CSH.
(yes, this is the fic title <33)
Danyal Al Ghul, A child that shouldn't have existed, a child capable of sunny sweet smiles and empathy despite the harsh environment of the league. No one understood how he could still smile and make subtle small jokes, a warm presence that he gave off was eerie for the league. It made Talia much more favorable of her other son, the much superior Damian Al Ghul.
Danyal himself didn't understand how he could be himself, whenever he greets someone they ignore him, he tries to open up to his own brother hoping for some closure between them but that only left him with a deep scar in his cheek, he had to tend to his own wounds from fighting with his brother, his existence felt like a mere stepping stool for Damian Al Ghul, Also known for being the Real Heir of the Al Ghuls. Danny slowly felt disappointment in himself, blaming himself for being the way he is.
Was Danyal wrong? Was Danyal a mistake? Danyal asked himself gently placing his small palm on the mirror, a slap of the Mother he is bound to with flesh and blood visible in his cheek, his small hands pressing on his reflection, 'Why am I.. wrong?' Danyal mentally asked himself trying to hold back to tears who wanted to break through his calm act, his chest heavy with questions yearning for the warmth he was not even familiar with.
Danyal saw a new guard for them, he resembled someone... Danyal couldn't pinpoint who, He always greeted the guard despite them not greeting or saying anything back, but Danny felt as though they were watching him, softly. Danyal smiled at the guard every so often despite being told by his superior twin that there is no use in taking notice of the guard. Danyal always snuck books to the guard and often puts it in his hands or Danyal would sit beside him and read slowly.
The guard used to only stare at the books but now he's started reading them which made Danyal's heart leap in joy as he had finally found an interest of the nameless guard. At some point Danyal had approached the guard and slowly got used to sitting on the Nameless Guard's Lap, Danyal no longer felt lonely in the league. Getting attached to his new found friend despite Damian's disappointment in his attachment atleast his twin is now learning more stuff from observing the guard.
It was occasional that Danny get a scrape or two from the harsh training and the guard would come by the boy the kneel, staring at the scrapes as if it would go away with just sight trying to 'intimidate' the wound to stare it away, unable to process on how to properly 'repair' or heal the injury. It made Danyal laugh as it portrays that the guard has a sense of care for the boy but just didn't know how to act on it, knowing nothing as to how he'd be able to help Danyal.
As time went on Danyal has grown fascinated with the stars, His newfound friend has noticed sure, often nodding along with Danyal's Chattering about what he's learned and what books the boy has read, Danyal wishes that this silent friend of his would stay with him for he is the only one who's ever listened to the boy. "Can I know your name?" Danyal blurted out to the guard, "Oh wait sorry Right— you can't speak—" Danny was interrupted by the guard's deep Voice.
"Jason." He said, Danny perked up and his eyes sparkled and he nodded with a wide bright smile, it made the guard flinch and just nod back, now it was just another day for Danyal hoping to read more books with the guard but upon entering his chambers... He was not there.
Danyal felt his heart crack at the sight of his friend not being present. Where is he? Danyal looked around silently in the league searching for his friend desperately but he never found the Man, Danyal held back his tears as to not show any emotion. He thought maybe the guard was a test from Grandfather to tell Danyal that he could take what Danyal loves the most if he continued to be... Weak.
Slowly he built up walls around his heart, his soul, secluding himself and becoming lone, Although he still trained even under harsh conditions he continued fighting through, not because he had a purpose but because it's the only thing he thinks he's useful for, he could never surpass his superior twin but the best he could surpass would be his own self. But deep inside him his heart aches at the loneliness he felt, he felt alone and gradually his mind was filled with thoughts of usefulness and what is... What is he?
What was wrong with him? Not even grandfather liked him, rather grandfather nor mother looked at him, Neither did his twin. 'Maybe I really just wasn't supposed to be born...' he whispered under his breathe holding back tears as he stared at his reflection in the mirror. He pulled up his sleeves and unsheathed his blade, "Maybe.... Maybe the pain will make me forget...?" Danyal asked himself staring at the mirror, moments after he hissed in pain feeling his blood trail down from his wrists.
He couldn't hold back his tears as he continued to let the blood drip, he stared at his tear streaked face, "Yeah... The pain does make me forget.." Danyal smiled in the mirror slowly getting himself used to the mask, Putting on a poker face is better than... Him. Danyal washed his hands and pulled down his sleeves, hiding the wounds just like always as no one would really care nor notice a few sliced in his wrists. No one will ever love him back in this place, his devotion and love will never be.... Acknowledged either way.
Another day passed, and another, and another, normal days until assassins who had been, practically with the league for a long long time who still held their loyalty to the former leader whom Ra's had executed didn't stand by. In an act of revenge, the remaining assassins had tainted the food of the two heirs to the Demon Head with poison and immediately committed death to themselves afterwards.
Danyal laid on the cold floor, his body slightly pulsing slowly losing consciousness in their private chamber, Danyal looked over to his twin and reached to hold the boy's hand, he felt his consciousness fade slowly as the pain began to began it's work. Thinking death will finally take it's toll on Danyal, he wishes upon a star, a myth of the children, tell no one and it will come true, Slowly he fluttered his eyes close and wished upon his last gasp of Breathe he wished that in If ever there is a next life, someone to love him with all his heart the way he loves back.
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He blinked, he opened his eyes, he had been reborn, his body now regressed back to that of a baby. He was born in the family of the 'Fentons' , parents that are scientists(?) he wasn't quite sure as to what the Fenton's really are. Although they weren't always present he could feel that they loved him, loved him as their son ofcourse. They spent their time tinkering away and chattering about their latest project. It did not bother D̶a̶n̶y̶a̶l̶Daniel as they took their time to teach Danny the basics of 'Tinkering' away.
Jasmine Fenton, Jazz as she preferred was different than his past experience, instead of leaving him behind and going on her merry way and watch their parents 'raise' him she stayed, rather she acted just like a mother, despite being the more favored sibling among their parent's favor, despite her being just allowed to leave the boy to fend off for himself, she stayed.
She read many books, thick and thin, so many infact it surpassed her already tall frame, all books surrounding the topic of parenting and how to take care of a child that is Daniel, It confused Daniel, all this love and attention they are giving is new to him, like a radiant glimmer of hope that shines brighter than the sun itself. It was warm and Comforting, a new sensation he didn't want to let go. He clutched onto his Sister..? Mother. Like a chickling to it's mother hen.
Whenever he was in distress she was there to console him, comfort him that he did nothing wrong, whenever something didn't go his way she'd teach him how to understand how not everything turns out the way he wants. She taught him many things, Jack and Maddie did too but Jazz taught him nearly everything. She was there, she filled the roles of Mother and Father despite her having the talents to run away and become successful, her intellect leaving her with many open doors she could take yet she looked behind and stayed... For him.
He fumbled and sometimes felt shy with all the love he is receiving, along with his new two best friends Samantha Ingrid "Sam" Manson and Tucker Foley and some mutuals, they too were with him through thick and thin despite... Despite that accident that left him scarred. They cared for him and loved him even tho they knew, they all knew he changed. That he died but they stayed and helped him through the memories and the pain, slowly gaining more friends in the school despite his difference.
Even getting a suitor that is Dash Baxter, although Jazz was very protective of Danny at first for The Boy was a Former Bully and A Jock that jazz didn't trust he didn't give up on trying to court Danny that it made Danny laugh, Jazz finally let the boy Court Danny after so long of fighting jazz for the 'right to love' as Sam would call the whole ordeal. They stuck through everything, the mess and the new appearances.
Even when Ellie appeared! Although she was a surprise to him he accepted her wholeheartedly seeing her as his little sister, although it started rough because of some complications with Vlad... they got through it and slowly going somewhere together. Then he saw himself, a future version of himself from another timeline where he had lost it all, He knew everything, every secret he kept hidden and locked away. Dan knew every thought he made, every action and every strategy. Both eventually clicking with each other and Dan realizing he still had that soft spot in his 'core'.
The bond between them becoming brothers just as well, it was perfect, D̶a̶n̶i̶e̶l̶Danny had people who loved him back, the way he loved them with all his being. The way he gave away his heart to them. If only Maddie and Jack never found out what he became after the accident, maybe he could've stayed. He felt so much pain being strapped to the table and opened up like some... Animal. The last moments he's seen being his Older Sister, Jazz screaming out his name in the Lab before his eyes fluttered close due to exhaustion and pain.
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Why was he back? The walls of the league surrounding him, His breathe Hitched and his eyes frantically looking around slowly processing that he was.. back. Back in the league, he felt his walls instantly guard his 'core' his heart. "What?" He blurted out as he breathes in and out trying to compose his beating heart. 'Why? Why? Was it all a dream? Please. It wasn't a dream right?!' he asked himself under hushed whispers and clenched his chest, he saw the scar he retained from the accident still in his hand, he traced it on his body and the Lichtenberg Scar was still trailing along his palm to his chest to his eye.
D̶a̶n̶y̶a̶l̶ couldn't understand, how does he remember the years he was Danny? Perhaps a past life? That couldn't be as he gained back the scars from that 'past life' , it all felt like a haze in the mind, a barrier of fog into memories he couldn't access. He knew to himself it wasn't dream. It couldn't be at all! There was no way! The only proof he had to say to himself that it had been real was a neon green sticky note that appeared Infront of him in the mirror.
"Time Will Tell.'
-CW
Danny grit his teeth, he felt the last of his tears flow out, a silent scream escaping his mouth as he for the first time in what felt like years, let the blood trickle down his palm from his wrist, from that day froward he didn't care no longer. He thickened the walls around his heart and do what he was told. 3 days after his awakening Damian himself finally woke up, but remained indifferent as always.
"Danyal?" Damian took notice of Danny for the first time. Damian noticed that the Boy... Stopped smiling at Damian, Damian didn't understand at first but he just thought to himself that maybe it's just that Danny has finally realized his softness will not get him anywhere in the league. Danny stared at Damian for the most part and never responded to his twin's questions, always lost in thought in those eyes devoid of any emotions, eyes that used to shine at the sight of stars now dull and... Dark.
Ra's was pleased by Danyal's new self, for this dull knife was finally sharpening itself to be a deadly dagger, Talia remained as indifferent as always but Damian had a slight hint of concern he shut out. Danyal remained indifferent, setting himself to be the loyal tool he was expected to be keeping his hands in his back and his head moderately high but not higher than his superior twin's. He was the tool they always expected him to be now, Damian's supposed stepping stool to success and greatness as the next Demon Head Heir.
'Right, this is how it was always supposed to be...' Danny whispered to himself, Damian hearing only faintly and glancing at Danny who didn't look back, Danny didn't look 'scared' or 'nervous' Infront of Ra's or anyone anymore as he shouldn't be, he acted like a doll with no emotion, complete contrast of what he used to be. He thinks it's for the betterment of himself to completely lock his emotions in the empty space in his head.
For his 'Mother' is no longer there to receive his love.
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When they turned 10 years old Talia sent them off to their Father in Gotham in an effort to disrupt their work which didn't really succeed.
Richard "Dick" Grayson immediately took a liking to Damian seeing Jason in the young boy and someone who needed 'care' and guidance. Danyal... Danny was just following them as they cemented their immediate likeness to Damian after they had thought Bruce Died. Dick immediately decided that he would put his all into guiding the young Damian.
But what about Danyal?
Danyal tilted his head as he paused in the doorway of the Manor, "Oh my... Hello there Young Master..." Alfred Pennyworth, the Butler of Wayne Manor greeted Danyal and lowered his knee to Danyal's height, "Oh.... Hello..." Danyal merely greeted meekly as he looked up at the older Man, "Come on in.. May I know your name?" Alfred asked holding out his hand to the poor boy. "Danyal... But... Please call me Danny.." Danny, smiled.
Alfred Nodded and lead Danny in the Manor, "Do you want to eat anything young Master Danny?" Alfred looked down at the new ward and Danny stared at Alfred for a moment, "do you know.. how to make.. Burgers or Pierogi?" Danny tilts his head, "why Ofcourse Master Danny, how about beverages?" Alfred asked softly, "Just some... Soda is fine." Danny gave him a small smile as Alfred held the boy's hand and lead him to the kitchen to wait and eat.
Danny knew they weren't exactly food that Danny should be familiar with in the league, Danny asked for them either way to remember the taste of Illinois in his tounge. To remember When Jazz would cook him pierogi or when him and his friends and 'suitor' would eat at Nasty Burger with their food, he merely wanted to remember the 'past life' that he so loved.
Alfred served him his food with a smile, a pierogi and a burger with soda, Danny brightened up and smiled at Alfred, "Thank You Sir Pennyworth..." Danny muttered shyly and Alfred chuckled amused, "Please just call me Alfred, Master Danny." Alfred slightly ruffled the boy's hair gently and Danny nodded so.
After some time Danny yawned whilst telling Alfred stories of Amity Park, Alfred just listening intently despite the confusion on how Danny would know this, or the fact that Amity Park didn't exist... Alfred listened to the small boy's chatter until he grew exhausted and fell asleep leaning on Alfred's arm. Alfred's eyes softened gently carresing the boy's cheek and grazing over his visible Lichtenberg scar that tainted his innocent small face.
Alfred gently carried the boy and heading over to an empty bedroom that was promptly kept clean by Alfred everyday, Alfred tucked the boy in and looked over his shoulder, "Alfred... That's the other one right?" Dick asks, "Yes Master Dick, This is.. Danyal, but he prefers the Name Danny." Alfred just bows slightly at Dick who nodded.
"I see... Jason and Damian are at the living room, do you also want to meet Damian now too?" Dick asks and Alfred nodded following Dick out of the room, Alfred carefully and quietly shut the bedroom door letting Danny sleep peacefully. Danny's Scars spread, revealing more of it's leakage to Danyal from Daniel, Danny felt his dreams manifest.
Days, Passed, maybe even weeks, Danny lost count on how long it has been since he's talked to one of his 'brothers' or Damian as it seemed they're always busy, Damian was also building connections with them and Danny being once again left behind to himself... 'maybe I could help Tim with Father?' Danny asked himself slowly perking up knowing he can ask Clockwork for a Favor. Although it may change some things in the timeline because of his favored interference. Maybe they'd finally acknowledge him.
Danny snuck inside the Batcave with ease using his Phantom Abilities, He wrote on a small sticky note that he found by Tim's usual Desk and drew a summoning circle to ask CW. Danny looked up at a clock "Clockwork... Can you do them a small favor?" Danny asked the clock softly and it ticked loudly by the minute and Danny knew that meant a 'Yes'. Danny smiled softly and put stuck the note in the computer where Tim would easily see.
Danny was organizing the files after seeing the mess and even putting other sticky notes to help Tim, Danny's heart fluttered at thinking of how he could help Tim through small clues, all notes he put had the initials "D.W." on them with a smile. Eventually he even got a Coffee Ready Thermos by the Desk for Tim before leaving the Batcave with a happy smile and a light heart.
"Clockwork should I tell Alfred?" Danny asked the grandfather clock and it ticked by the minute initiating another yes, Danny hopped happily and heading to find Alfred but promptly stopping in his tracks. Danny stared at Jason and Damian 'hanging out' in the backyard. "The Guard..." Danny muttered under his breathe, he leaned on the Window from upstairs as he watched them play.
"Maybe... I'm not meant to be loved her—" the Clock ticked loudly as if aggresively saying that it was not the case. Danny just stared at the clock and sat by the window. "I miss my mom..." Danny mutters softly his voice betraying him and breaking. "Damian?" Dick places his hand on Danny's shoulder, "O-Oh! It's you... Your name is Danny right?" Dick asked with a worried face wiping the tears in Danny's face.
"Am I... Not wanted here..?" Danny asked straightforwardly tears sliding down his cheeks, Dick froze, "W-why would you say that Buddy?" Dick's face contorts into more worry and disbelief. "This is... The first time I've been here that any of you talked to me..." Danny sobbed out, unable to hold back his heavy emotions any longer, Dick just embraced the small boy in his arms. "It's not that you're not wanted... That's not it, I'm sorry." Dick softly whispered as Danny continued crying.
"I'm sorry we made you feel that way..." Dick just comforted the boy, He didn't notice that his 'favoritism' towards Damian was affecting the other boy, they always thought of him as the unmoving wallflower that didn't seem or look that he cared at all about it, they always thought Damian was the one who needed more care since he seemed more expressive and aggresive.
Dick took Danny outside hoping he could know more about the kid, although Danny only stayed quiet as they watched Damian and Jason play, Damian dragging Dick to play as well, Danny being.. left behind again.. atleast he's gotten used to being left alone that it stopped hurting too much. Danny stood up and left without the three noticing his presence disappearing.
"A promise is just a slurry of words that can always be broken..." Danny muttered softly under mostly broken breathes as he headed back to his assigned bedroom. Tommorow dawned on Danny as the presence of Clockwork dropped the temperature of the home, Danny felt himself shivering slightly and breathe puffing out frost as he was in the halls.
He had forgotten that 'Danyal' and 'Daniel' are different bodies and that he himself is not used to this sudden coldness that felt like Winter inside a frozen cave. "Danyal!" Danny heard Damian call out his name and a jacket being wrapped around him, "Wear this." Damian clicked his tounge as he helped his younger brother cover up and wrapped his smaller frame with a large and thick blanket.
"I've been looking everywhere for you." Damian sighed and hugged Danny tightly, "Huh? What do you need Damian?" Danny just asked and Damian grabbed the boy by the wrist gently and dragged him to the Batcave, "I think that green creature is looking for you." Damian says breathing out a puff of frost as he does so, Ice trailing along the walls the longer the temperature stayed low.
Damian dragged Danny to the Batcave, Damian trying to resist the cold but Danyal getting concerned and Wrapping Damian in the blanket he has given him, "I already have a jacket Akhi." Danny sighed and forced Damian like a burrito before being the one to drag him to the Batcave instead.
As they arrived at the Batcave they saw Tim on his knees on the floor staring up at the large green portal atop the summoning circle adorned by stop watches and candles, other heroes such as The speedsters and some Danny doesn't recognize also present. The higher being wore blue ghastly robes holding a staff. It was hard to properly see the being with it's full glory due to the brightness of the Lazarus Green portal.
"This Interference will cause some.. major and minor changes in the future... Do you want to proceed?" The being asked, but it didn't seem to ask Tim. Tim looked over his shoulder and saw Danny and Damian, Danny nodded. "Very well little Badger~" the higher being laughed amused at how this world is proceeding instead of it's original course.
[Clockwork Favors his Grandchild too much to not do the bidding of changing a Realm's timeline course.]
The higher being that is Clockwork slowly approached Tim who instinctively covered Danny and Damian with his body, his action made Clockwork smile enthusiastically, "atleast you have the mind to care for both boys... Hmm... Yes yes I'll help you..." Clockwork motions his hand dismissively slowly turning his body to face the other leaguers and John Constantine. "Oh my. I came early didn't it Hellblazer?" Clockwork tilts his head smiling and approaching John.
John felt the weight of the room become heavier than before, the pressure from the god of time's presence weighing them all down, John lowered his head as a bow and the other leaguers followed his motion knowing well if they even offend the god they'll have no other choice now and Bruce will surely not come back. Clockwork taps his chin with his finger a smile still plastered in his face. "The children shouldn't be awake for any of these." Clockwork said and before anyone could respond, he turns his head to Damian and Danny's direction and flicked his finger.
Their eyes shut close, sudden exhaustion overwhelming both their bodies.
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Danny opened his eyes suddenly and sat up near immediately, gasping for air and frantically looking around, he found Damian slowly waking up beside him, Danny could hear his heart racing in his ears as he slowly took in slow deep breaths. "What time..." He muttered trying to track the clock hanging by the wall and soon his eyes landed on the clock reading the time at exactly 8:00 AM. It was already day and the sun was shining through the gap of the curtains.
"Ugh...." Damian groaned beside him, slowly sitting up and rubbing his eyes tiredly. "Danyal...?" Damian muttered his gaze landing on his brother beside him. "Hello.. morning..." was all Danny could mutter slowly catching up on his breathe. He fixed his eyes on the door suddenly as it opened, Dick entered the room to check on them and he froze upon seeing them finally awake.
"Oh my Fucking god— YOU'RE AWAKE!" Dick had tears in the edge of his eyes as he pulled both boys into a bear hug, dick trying his best not to cry of worry, "Unhand me Grayson! It is far too early for this!" Damian complained and tried to push Dick away but soon gave up, Danny just slowly softened and buried himself in the hug, loving the physical attention. "You've been both asleep for almost a week, Jesus Christ..." Dick just curses under his breathe, hugging them both tighter.
"You saved Bruce..." Danny perked up at his statement but soon realized he was looking at Damian, Danny was confused and Dick suddenly pulled Damian up and hugged the boy only. "C'mon Dami! You have to see Bruce! You saved him after all with that tip!" Dick dragged Damian, "I did not do anything GRAYSON!" Damian sneered and cried out looking back at Danny who's eyes were slowly losing it's light once more.
"Dan—" Damian was cut off by Dick suddenly tossing the boy in his arms and carrying him in his shoulder, "C'mon now Dami! Don't be shy about helping!" Dick exclaimed. Danny heard their footsteps slowly running far from the room.
Danny's breathe Hitched as he tried to hold back his tears, slowly lowering his head and his gaze landing on his hands. He buried his face in his hands as broken sobs soon broke through his defenses. "But... I'm the one who helped Tim..." He muttered under sniffled and muffled sobs. He slowly pulled on his head as he kept his head lowered on the blankets, slowly curling up on the bed kneeling still. "I was right.... No one... Loves me here..." Danny... Danyal cried out softly. His heart growing heavy the longer he cried.
Danyal laughed as he pulled on his hair and dragged his hand down his cheeks, leaving small red marks as he dug his fingers on his neck and slowly wrapping his arms around his shoulders letting himself fall back in bed, knowing he's been left and forgotten once again. He buried himself under the blanket and cried softly, muffling his sobs with the thickness of the blanket.
"I helped..." He says, feeling childish for being jealous and feeling that it was unfair that Damian is the One getting credit. He Felt childish, Undeserving. "Right... He's the superior Twin... It's inevitable." He scoffs, 'reminding' himself that he's not the loved twin for a reason, trying to tell himself that he's not worthy of their love because he's not someone even worthy of being Damian's Brother, not worthy of being an 'Al Ghul'. Let alone being worthy of being a 'Wayne'.
He just slowly closed his eyes letting tears flow out, "I miss my mom..." He softly mutters.
"I miss my family..."
Tags for the OP of this prompt and someone else lol:
@unadulteratedsoulsweets (OP)[I tried my best to recreate this OP]
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@yoopsity <33
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#danny fenton#danny phantom#danny phantom fandom#dc x dp#dcu#dp x dc#dc x dp crossover#dcxdp#dp x dc crossover#danny phantom fanfiction#danny phantom fanart#danny phantom art#angst
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The possible reason Sabine used the force. It wasn't because it came to her, but rather came from her and Ezra's unborn child.
Due to the spot on Sabine's neck, which was thought by many to be a hickey as well the romantic undertones presented in the Ahsoka series as well as the Three Loth Cats standing next ot Ezra and Sabine in the mural. Combined with Sabine's sudden use of the force, which baffled many fans as well by her descision to stay on Peridea for an unknown reason. I think i've managed to figure that her tapping as well her reason for staying with Ahsoka were due to one thing, her and Ezra's unborn child, which would likely be force sensetive, due to Ezra. It makes perfect since she was able to tap into the force cause it's not coming from her, but her and Ezra's child. All the time we questioned it, yet this theory seems to make sense.
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Sorry this is random but am I allowed to just call myself a lesbian? (Or mspec lesbian ofc) At least temporarily? I've been trying to figure out a label for myself since I've been questioning a lot (this isn't the first time) and lesbian fits the most I think right now, I'm fictorose (fictoromantic & fictosexual) and like guys (as well as some characters who aren't specifically guys) but I have strong tertiary attraction to women in a sensetic way, I also heavily relate to lesbians and stuff and feel like my tertiary attraction to women affects/influences my attraction to guys??? It's weird like in a strange way I kinda feel like I'm lesbian for men?? Idk
(Also for context I'm a genderqueer+ girl and I used to identify as bi years ago until I realized I'm not attracted to women in a romantic or sexual way)
You do not need my permission. You're allowed to do whatever you want whenever and I am not the gatekeeper of who's allowed to identify as a lesbian. But, if you want my opinion:
You experience lesbian attraction, so you can call yourself a lesbian. Strictly aroace people are "allowed" to call themselves lesbians with strong tertiary attraction. I see no reason why fictorose or even allorose people can't. If it's meaningful enough to you to want to label it, then go ahead. You have a right to that label. You are a lesbian. It's nothing short of amatonormativity to say it's only allowed if you're fully aroace. Anyone can experience tertiary attraction that means something to them, and label it if they so desire.
I don't quite understand feeling lesbian for men and I probably never will. But I don't care. I don't need to understand it, if that's how it feels in your brain then ok get silly with it. It isn't gonna kill me.
But to reiterate: you do not need my permission. I can give validation, which I did, but ultimately my opinion is not that important. If I had said no, you'd still be able to be a lesbian because I don't make those decisions. I had typed out a lot about this but decided to copy it and make a post separate for people asking me permission to be a lesbian instead of derailing here. Just remember I'm a random teen with a tumblr blog and free time, not an authority on who can and can't be a lesbian
#mspec lesbian#mspec lesbian safe#bi lesbian safe#mspec lesbian positivity#I'm not upset at you for asking permission anon I'm just silly when I have thoughts
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Captured Part 2
Finaly part 2 enjoy
Warning: Minors do Not interact, smut under the Cut, mention of death, insults, cum Lots of Cum, unproteCted S!x, breeding k!nk, mention of Fights, posession
My body feels sore and i groan. I can't even remember how much time has passed and i feel still exhausted. My hand brushes over something that doesn't feel like my bed and i open my eyes.
It wasn't a dream. I wasn't dreaming about what happend to me. I automaticly press my legs together and look at Adrian, who lays beside me. He seems so peacefull. No signs of the beast that nearly killed me.
I slowly sit up and look around my room. We both are alone and it's silent beside the birds chirping outside. I feel a hand brushing over my arm and look at Adrian who has his eyes still closed but his hand grabs my arm. I grit my teeth together and want to free myself from his grib.
Sadly no matter how hard i pull he doesn't move and his grib only seems to tighten around my arm. I groan frustrated and finally he seems to move, but not like i expected him to do. His arm goes around my waist, he pulls me against him and rolls over so i am lying beneath him.
"Adrian!," i scream into the matraze and feel his other hand sliding over my curves. He hums in respons and nipples on my neck. God how much i want to kill this ass. Something inside me however, stops me. Like a unknown might holding me back.
I only wear a shirt and underwear that he probably put on me after what happend. His lips sent shivers down my spine and my hand grabs his, stopping it from moving to my thighs. Adrian gently bites down my neck, and his fingers interwine with mine. "What is it mouse? Don't want me to take care of you?," he asks me teasingly and licks over my neck. He lets out a soft chuckle and kisses my neck again.
I shiver and press my legs more together. Fuck what is wrong with me? Why do i feel so aroused? He seems to sense my discomfort and his other hand slides up and down my back. Strangely it calms me down and i take a deep breath. "What happens to me? What are you?," i ask him and he stops kissing my neck.
He moves so we look into each others eyes and cups my cheek. His thumb brushing over it and moving down to my jawline. His hips are pressed against my butt and i can feel something hard pressing against me. "I will answer all your questions, my little mouse. What happens to you is that you are bond to me. Well not fully. That is what you're feeling, the desire to be fully mine," he whispers and licks his lips.
His hand goes down to my legs and spreads them appart. A smile on his face, while his fingers brush over my soaked pantie. "Don't worry i will give you what you crave, because i crave it too. Way longer than you...but everything at the time. And to what i am...well i am a Wendigo...," he murmurs and licks over my face while i shiver.
"But Wendigos are cannibals. They eat humans and kill them. So why am i still alive?," i ask him and feel my core dripping with arousel. He chuckles and his fingers pull down my pantie to my knees. My heart races in excitement and i watch him closely. His fingers brush over my sensetive flesh and he looks deeply into my eyes.
"Well...because i love you...i know it might seem strange. I mean i am a monster in your eyes but everytime you visited your grandparents i watched you. It made me happy seeing you...originaly i wanted you dead. I couldn't handle this weird feelings...," he whispers and his hands spread my legs so he can place himself between my legs. I shiver and my head spins, it feels like i am in trance and all my senses, my whole being is focused on him.
"Then...over a year ago...i paid a visit to your grandparents. I think it was shortly after you left...and i wanted to kill them first. But your grandma was smart...that old woman knew a lot and nearly managed to kill me...," he continues and starts to lick his lips. His brown eyes shine in the weird light. I feel so many emotions in such a short time that i feel overwhelmed. But i don't say anything i just listen.
"Then it turned and your grandfather got into my claws. The old woman begged me for his life...and then you came to my mind again. I told the old woman if she promised you to me...i wouldn't kill them and let them life. She agreed, but asked me not to hurt you because you deserve better. Your grandfather on the other hand wished me that i shall rot in hell and that you would kill me...," he smiles while he tells me this.
So many questions still linger in my mind and he seems to notice that. He presses himself on top of me and his tongue licks over my lips. "Little one...your grandparents loved you so much...and i stay true to my word. Your grandmama says i should not hurt you i wouldn't...but if you try to leave i will. You are not allowed to leave me...because you belong to me now," he groans against my lips and bites down my bottom lip.
His hips start to grind against me, his clothed bulge rubing against my wet core. I mewl and feel ashamed, how can i feel this desparet? My hands move to his back and my hands grab his shirt. My mind is dizzy but i manage to ask him a question that burns in my mind. "Where are my grandparents now?," i ask my voice shakes and my grib on his back tightens.
He chuckles against my lips and his tongue licks over them while he starts to grind more roughly against me, groaning dirty. "Thats...what you want to know...right now? I would rather talk about something else right now...but fine.," he groans and rolls to the side. He takes me with him and i am now on his lap. His clothed hard cock stille pressing against me. My juice covering his pants and he smiles darkly at me. His hand moves to grab me by my waist and he lifts me up while he removes his pants.
His cock jumping out of his pants and looking agressive at me wich makes me gulp. He lowers me onto him, which causes me to moan and i am also a little in pain. Its overwhelming, not only for me but also for Adrian. He whimpers and his jaw seems to tighten, his hands tremble while his eyes seem to devour my body. He doesn't move and seems to let me adjust to his size.
He groans and takes a deep breath before he looks into my eyes. "To answer your question...little one...your grandparents are not far away from here...they life in a cave with some of my friends...i could not trust them...so under the watch they life in the cave now. Don't worry my friends are not like me...so don't worry they will not kill them...maybe i allow you to visit them if your a good girl," he whispers and smiles.
His eyes shine predatory and he lifts me up, his cock nearly sliding complitly out but before that happens he pushes me down onto him again. I moan and my hands go around his neck my hips starting to move automaticly wich causes him to groan. God i hate how fucking drunk i am. How much i enjoy riding him even though he is a fucking monster. Adrian grabs my hair and pushes my head back a little so he has more acess to my throat.
"You're so fucking perfect for me. I want to show you that in every way posible," he growls and starts to leave bite marks on my throat. My warm heat only gets wetter and wetter while he starts to pick up the pace. The sound of slapping skin, moans and growls fills the room. I don't know why, but i feel so strange and overwhelmed with emotions, so sensetive. Fuck he fucks me so good. It's like all of me is now complitly and forever bonded to him.
Adrian seems drunk as well, his bite and slams getting rougher and more painfull, wich sends more pleasure through me. His cock throbs inside my pussy and makes me whimper when he starts to find my g-spot and pounds mercilessly against it. His bites draw a little blood from my throat but he stops before he bites to hard or deep and licks of all the blood. "Fuck little one...i will make you full of my cum...my sweet cum that only you deserve," he growls and rolls me over again.
The changed positions make him able to push deeper inside of my pounding against my cervix, it feels painfull. I am to cock drunk to notice this pain but i am sure i will feel it after this intense session. My back now pressed against the couch, he pounds me into the mattrasse like the animal he is and draws the first climax out of me. My walls tightening around his cock and milking it. He groans, his eyes turning white for a moment and then i feel him shot his warm sticky load in me. He feels me up so much that some of his cum leaks out from the space where we are conected and down onto the covers.
He growls and bites down on my shoulder. "Mine...all mine...full of me. Only me...," he growls and bites down on your shoulder harder. He doesn't pull out of me and it doesn't seem like he will, at least for a while. In what good shit did i get? I don't care, i am still so high from him fucking me to oblivien, that it seems like he also fucked my brain out.
He stops biting down my shoulder and groans in pleasure, while his cock still twitches inside my pussy and my womb hurst, because of how much sperm is inside. Adrian seems satisfide and his hand brushes over my belly. "hm...round and full with me...lets see how long it takes for me to make you carry my young," he groans and i feel his cock hardening and throb in excitment inside of me again.
I didn't sleep for the day and night, he still keeps going and i am sure this hunger to breed will not stop even if he achieves his goal.
End of the second part. Like everytime ignore my spelling mistakes love you guys
#wendigo smut#smut#monster fucker#monster kink#monster smut#monster fuqqer#monster k!nk#breeding k1nk#breeding pet#fiction#fictive#wendigo#rough kink#monster romance
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moots time-sensetive question pls answer its for a quiz
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So umm, sorry this is a sensetive question at all. but like, I'm newly gender fluid and its like a big fear of mine im just faking it all, is there any ways for me to like alleviate those fears 😭
Again you don't need to answer if u don't want too
Yo, thank you for the ask! This is a really good one. I'll try to help you out there, anon.
I think we all struggled with this particular feeling at one point or another. It can come back sometimes even after we concquer it. It's definetly tough, makes you question everything, and to be honest I'm not really sure where it comes from and why it is so universal.
Anyway, I would encourage you to sit for a moment and think. What does "faking it" mean? Convincing youself and other you are something you're not? Forcing yourself into a label? Well, okay. Are you trying to convince somebody? Are you trying to force something?
Remind yourself of the reasons you decided to put such a label on yourself. Was it for attention? Was it for some malicious reason?
Or was it for your comfort? To complete sense of identity, understand yourself better, find a community?
Being genderfluid is based mostly on the feeling. It's a wide spectrum of elements one can have or not. So even if your experience isn't like others you're still could be genderfluid.
But also. Remeber that you can't fake something while being unaware of it. "Maybe I'm doing it unconciously!" bro no. Don't listen to that voice of doubt. That's paranoia. Imagine that's just some annoying aunt that vistis once a year to gossip. She's a bitch. Roll your eyes every time you hear her.
Anyways, in my case that feeling just kinda dissapeared. It stuck for a long time but then it became weaker and weaker. This blog certianly helped me. Coming out (and getting postitive reactions) helped. Being connected with myself and honset has been helping.
Not sure if this was useful in any way, shape or form but I really hope at the very least it was entertaining ;) anyone is welcome to tune in with their comments, thoughts, advice or criticism!
#genderfluid#lgbtq#lgbt#lgbtqia#lgbtq+#nonbinary#trans#transgender#genderqueer#enby#queer#ask#gender
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DAY TWENTY-TWO: SNOWMAN
Fiance! Hatori Sohma/Nervous! Reader
Synopsis: The Reader and her fiance builds a snowman together.
A/N: Mentions of ABUSE, thats all. Do not read if you are sensetive to this topic or dont feel comfortable.
[Name] walked outside with her fiance behind her as her eyes were wide from seeing all of the fluffy white snow on the floor, he liked seeing her like this. Especially when she would always not say anything much or do anything from the trauma of her other relationship since he would physically abuse her every now and then.
“So much snow...“ She whispered as she had her hand out to see a snowflake on her palm.
“You never seen snow?“ The ravenette asked her as he walked a bit close to her, she nodded no to the question.
It was too true, she had never seen snow because when she was with her other lover he did not let her go out the house or even go do anything she wanted to do. It was so dark, just like his heart was after some accident in his life. And because of that, he had took advantage of the power and decided to abuse her every now and then. But when she met him, she knew that he was a gaurdian angel and save her from the darkness that her so-called fiance put her in. Turns out that he did since he had stood up to him and take her away from him since he had seen a scar on her arm one time and he did not take that lightly.
After that day, he had always promised to protect you and make sure that you feel love and would always try ways to make you happy. Now engaged and soon getting married in a couple weeks.
“Tori, can we build a snowman together?“ He stares at her in surprise from the sudden question she asked.
The sparkly eyes of [Name] shined bright like diamonds as she waited for an answer.
Hatori could not resist when it comes to her, especially since she was new to most of these things.
“Yes...“ He responded with a small smile after he chuckled. Hatori and [Name] walked together side by side, holding hands.
- LATER -
[Name] rolled a ball for the snowman as Hatori waited for her to come with the second ball since the first one was already on the ground. He smiled at her from the way she enjoyed herself out here in the cold weather.
“Need any help?“
She nodded and turned her head away in embarrassement as Hatori chuckled at her cuteness before helping her with the ball of snow. He liked this side of her a lot more than her original. Sooner or later, the second half was done, and both did the third one together and carried it to put on the second one. “Now we need sticks.“ Hatori said to himself before noticing the [Hair Color] woman getting two sticks, so he decided to get stones and a carrot.
When he returned, he was surprised to see the sticks on the snowman already.
HOW DID SHE MANAGE TO DO THAT SO QUICK? He thought.
“Tori, are you o-ok?“ She asked him before nodding and dropped the stones and put the carrot in his pocket. They managed to get the snowman together in silence as [Name] smiled a little more than before, since she was so happy that they came out here and usually Hatori was busy with somethings, he wanted to take this time to relax from his work and make her happy like that promise when he had proposed to her. “[Name] [Last Name], will you marry me?“ He said to you, one hand with a ring and the other had your hand in it as your face was dull and expressionless from the question but instead of answering she felt tears streaming down her cheeks since she was wondering why would someone like him marry someone like herself. “O-Out of all the women you picked to marry, why me...? Im not like the others.“ The ravenette smiled at her before having a hand on her delicate cheeks and wiped the fresh tears from her eyes. “I didnt choose you for no reason, I choosen you because I like you for who you truly are. You dont have to be like the other women you see or be around, just be who you truly are...“ After he said that, a bit more tears fell from your cheek and decided to finally say, “Yes...“ and stay into his warm embrace after that.
Finally, they were done with the snowman and stood by one another with hands interlocked as they looked at the creation they did together.
“Thank you, Tori...“ He turned to her to see a birghtest smile from her.
“For helping me break out of my darkness... I really am glad you came into my life.“
He gasped lightly at her and then started to stare at her for a short second before colliding lips together for a couple seconds, “No problem.. I will be here for you anyday.“
#x reader#25 days of christmas#christmas#christmas 2022#anime#manga#fruits basket#hatori sohma#hatori sohma x reader#imagines
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TIME SENSETIVE QUESTION
#i wanted to try making a poll#so i dug out this old thing#the awnser is VERY important#tf2#doctor who#soldier tf2#posts by twigs
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When the angle is very slightly different but you still can't choose
New life
Din and Luke were sitting by the river side watching Grogu carelessly chasing frogs and butterflies. It was the first time since Luke brought Grogu to this planet that he saw him so full of joy. His little heart was filled with unbearable sadness after he parted his ways with Din which neither really helped during training nor felt right to Luke himself.
Both men were sitting in silence each absorbed by heavy thoughts about the future.
Din was the first to break the silence:
- Luke... it's not easy for me but I have to say ... I've been a bounty hunter all my life. I don't know any other life, I never questioned the way I lived. My creed was everything to me. Until... until this little kid appeared in my life and turned it upside down. I love him more than life - as if he was my own kid. He gave a new meaning to my life and I can't go back to the way I lived before. All I want is to stay with him and watch him growing, even if he doesn't grow much in my lifetime - Din chuckled.
- I want to protect him although I know nobody can do it better than you.
Din trailed off with some embarrassment... he had never spoken so much to somebody he saw only second time in his life.
Luke took a deep sigh before he replied:
- I know, Din. And I could say: take him away, take him to Mandalore, travel the Galaxy together and "may the force be with you". But this wouldn't be right. This would be unfair and disrespectful to my teacher's memory... Master Yoda, and...- he tilted his head in sad thoughtfulness as he slowly ended: "to my father". Mando didn't have to be force-sensetive to clearly feel Luke's pain when he mentioned his father.
- Grogu is strong with the force and he'll never forget his abilities anymore. Although he's not fully trained - I don't want him to be found by the dark side of the Force in his most miserable moment...if that happens and he has to face it alone - the chance he will turn to the dark side is much higher than...if he stays here surrounded and supported by like-minded Jedi...- Luke paused and glanced at Din as if he wasn't sure whether he should continue or not.
- I need someone to look after Grogu and protect him while I'm away on a mission or searching for new students...I fully trust you on it if this is what suits you - he paused again.
- And to make it even more efficient I will train you to wield your darksaber - Luke smiled in the end.
A sigh of deep relief escaped Din's chest before he shortly replied:
- Thank you. I won't fail you. I promise.
They didn't notice that Grogu had been sitting next to them for a while and babbled something happily smiling at them...
- What does he say? - asked Din
- He says: he feels like he finally found a family - Luke replied and both men burst out laughing.
#luke skywalker#the mandalorian#din djarin#grogu#dinluke#din x luke#dinluke fanart#star wars fanart#clan of three#dinluke animation#lil dormouse 3d#3dart#3dartist
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time sensetive question how flirt boy
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Mirrors: What is your muse’s least favorite thing about their appearance?
Fear-Themed Headcanon Questions! She hates her face. Senritsu had accepted that her body is a tool she needs to move around, and she had thought about it before the curse just te same. Her arms are strong, her legs can walk, her mouth an sing, her feet can dance, her teeth can chew, her skin is sensetive to a friends or lovers touch, her hands can play the flute and just as nimbly carve bones and wood for building instruments; so she is very neutral to her body as long as it does what it is meant to do. She is accordingly also very neutral to how her body had changed, so even if her joints hurt on damp days and her back permanently aches, it is still a body she uses to do what she is doing and that body is doing those things properly. Her face however, was always just hers. And what she sees in the mirror is not the face she was born with. It is not the face she thinks she will see in the mirror when she looks into one nowdays and it startles her everytime seeing a face that is not hers in the mirror. @skarletchains called her 'pretty' in one theard in which they were jokingly flirting around and while it was meant sweet and charming, it still made Senritsu flinch, because he had complimented a face that did not even felt like hers. Senritsu has a intense dislike about getting compliments about her looks. Its not that she is ashamed how she lookes, its not that she thinks that she is ugly (Senritsu of all people with her keen ears is very aware that attraction is not 100%just looks and the things people were attracted to before- her haircolour, her clear skin, her hips and thighs, her voice, her personality and her dark eyes are still there), its simply that that is not her face. At least it is not the face she has when she thinks about herself. So when people compliment her, even if she knows that they mean it sweet and even lovingly, they do not compliment her and obviously that makes her uncomfortable. Of course eventually Senritsu will have to accept that face as hers, because she will never be able to change her body back (because that would defintiive kill her this time), but right now it just feels wrong.
#you came on this blog and went straight for that poor girls throat#awesome :D Thank you for the ask dear :DD#hunting-songs: headcanon#hunting-songs#I LOVE DIGGING INTO MUSES TRAUMA MWAAHAHA
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🌶️ [HOT PEPPER] Who would your OC declare their sworn enemy if they could meet them?
🍊 [ORANGE] Does your OC have a prophecy surrounding them? If they don't, what would it be?
🍑 [PEACH] How do they show their kindness? How kind are they truly?
🧅 [ONION] What is surefire to make your OC cry? Who knows of this information?
Giving another shot at the OC ask games and hopefully I don’t embarrass myself again this time lol
gurl don't worry you are the first to send me questions today
🌶️: we already know who her sworn enemy is. Ocelot. like she doesn't really have a reason for hating him, beside what will happen at the end of the fic, she just does.
🍊: if Azedi had a prophecy would be "sacrificing your life for a man". I can't explain it too much, but prophecies in many medias, especially in greek novels that I EAT FOR BREAKFAST, prophecies are often things that people tend to make everything possible to not make true, but at the end they become, like the prophecy of Troy's downfall. So Azedi has tried all her life to avoid this prophecy, as she had always sworn herself to never give up everything for a man but at the end...you know she met her brit himbo.
🍑: Azedi is, as multiple times stated, a very kind person. Everytime she sees a little creature, animal or human, she immidietly would sacrifice her life for them. Azedi shows her kindness with a lot of sweet words, but also giving advices and letting people borrow or take some of her stuff if needed, and only if they are someone she is close to ofc.
🧅: people that she loves that try to hurt her by controlling her. As soon as she senses it, she ends up crying. And Liquid knows it, because he has seen it himself. But also grief is a very sensetive thing for her.
#I flipping hate Liquid he doesnt deserve my daughter!!!/jk#mgs#metal gear solid#metal gear#metal gear series#mgs oc#metal gear oc#mgs oc [bloody tiger]#mgsv#mgs1#liquid snake
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are there any important npcs in your oc's life? what are they like?
ORIGINAL CHARACTER QUESTIONS& HEADCANONS: * collection #1
X'Ma - X'Ma was a Verpine Jedi Healer who at some point after becoming a Knight was called to help a by a natural disaster destroyed community on a Outer Rim world. The catastrophe was a lot of more devasting than she had been informed and after months of beeing on the planet the population turned to canibalism and X'ma and only one other of her Jedi-Healer group were able to flee. After years of redrawing, X'Ma eventually figured that all problems in the Galaxy came from hunger (For food, for more riches etc) and that she was able to at least help with the Hunger for Food and joined the AgriCorps. When Ziv was send to the AGriCorps, she was specifically send to learn under X'Ma, so her Force-Healing-abilities could grow. X'Ma was therefor Zivs Master in the AgriCorps and teached a group of Adepts. She was also the person on whichs example Ziv decided that she wanted to present specifically feminine. She was murdered during Order 66. Ziv refers to X'Ma often as "old bug" since X'mas petname for her group of Adepts was "my little grubs".
Malkhaz- Malkhaz is a Kiffar with psychometric abilities, who had been send to the AgriCorps at the start of the Clone Wars. He was Zivs best friend in the AgriCorps and boyfriend only for them eventually realizing that they were better of as friends. Zivs earring is a gift from him. Depending on the Plot when a antagonist is needed, Malkhaz is a inquisitor. Ziv regulary remembers him as "a sweet boy".
Malaarrii- is a Wookie artist who worked for the same Crimelord as Ziv did shortly after she became the Murakamis Warden. When Ziv took the Murakami with her she figured she would need to be able to fight against Lightsabers and joined the service of a Crimelord as a personal Doctor in exchange for a cortosis vembrace. She thought she would pay off her debt to the crimelord, but obviously she had not yet grasped the fact that she wold never be able to pay off her debt as long as she was useful for the crimelord. Malaarrii was a woodcarver and since Ziv could understand his langauge they often sat together. As Malaarriis favorite pastime was carving childrentoys and Ziv as a midwife was earning money on the side working woth new parents, they bounded overtheir interest together and Malaarrii was the first time Ziv actually fell in Love. After around two years Ziv eventually figured that she would never be able to pay off her debt and Malaarrii helped her escape out of the crimelords grasp. They still love eachother dearly but had ahd no contact since that time. Ziv still unknowingly looks for features and personalitytraits in other people and people she is romantically attracted all have in some way some similatritys to Malaarrii.
Joon -Joon is a Rhodian Force-Sensetive who was a member of Zivs Youngling Clan and with that was essentially Zivs brother in the manner that they grew up together since they were laying in the Crib and therefor knew eachother inside and out . He survived the purge and became a Bounty Hunter. And he utterly hates Ziv. For a complete understandable reason from his perspective, but anyway: The members of the different Hawkbat Clans are known to be creative, caring, determinated and very intelligent and have the potential to be mischievous, if not even very cunning just as the animal Hawkbats who are considered to be elegant animals but also a animal on whichs bad sides one should never end up. In a group the animals were strong and could take down any prey. They adjusted to the life on planets like corouscant through intelligence and teamwork and became the symbol of many pirate-groups due to their slyness and ableness to adjust to their changing enviorment (Like hawkbats adjusted in Legends to the new biological components on Coruscant after the Yuuzhan Vong War). The animals personality features are very good features to have in a personality as learning children, especially the social side of it, but also give birth to very colourful characters in adults- Like Ziv is one obviously, who is with her intelligence, willingness to serve the community (or flock if one wants to stay in Hawkbat terms) and determination that often grows into cunningness a typical personality found in a Hawkbat Clan. The task of growing up in such a Clan is to balance those features- to make sure that ones determination does not grow into obstinacy, to make sure that ones caring nature does not grow into giving oneself up for others, to make sure ones creativeness and mischief does not grow into cruelness. Joon struggled with this balance- in fact, he failed. Just as Ziv would numerouse timesduring her life. He was determinated to become a Jedi Knight and would not allowe that his Clans preformances slowed him down. If he would have worked with the other children, that would have been fine, yet his determination turned into cruelness because there was on eof the children who always lacked behind, especially in Lightsaber Practice. The children of the Clan decided as a group that this child should be taken on easily and train with the younger chlidren of another clan who were on their level, but Joon would not join in this decision and always pick out this child a sparring-partner to essentially beat that child down into a bloody mush everyday over and over and over again. The children of the Hawkbat Clan took Joon to th side and told him to go easy on their sibling, Joon promised and said that all he was thinking of was the education of the clan. Then he again picked on that child, picked them as a sparring partner and again beat them to a bloody mush. This went on for weeks until Ziv decided it was enough and one night while everyone was sleeping she went over to Joons bed, pinnend him down into the sleepingmath with her weight and remainded him that she has very sharp claws and very sharp teeth, that she was sleeping every night right next to him and especially:That her mind could not be read. To make her point she burried her teeth in the boys throat and left permanent scars that damaged the boys vocal Chords or the rest of his life.Joon left the other child alone after that and redrew from the other children and while he never snitched on Ziv, she was eventually months later send to the AgriCorps. So while her mind could not be read there were probably catched flickers of this episode in Joons mind by older Masters in the Temple. Joon can be used as a occaisonal antagonist in theards and his relationship with Ziv is obviously complicated: They are siblings they grew up like siblings, thy love eachother like siblings and they are for eachother the only thing left of the Hawkbatclan but they also hate eachothers guts.
Thore Wotans - Thore is one of the Imps Ziv used for intel. He originally joined the empire to protect himself and his family from histilitys as he as a Kiffar and with that "only" a Near-human was for the empire not human enough. They lived together for a little over a year in the starharbour on which Thore was stationed only for Thore to be seen as unimportant enough to not be evacuated by the empire when the starharbour was used as a testfield for the Blackwing virus to nuke out the rebelcell stationed there. WHich obvious was there because Ziv was part of it. Thore and Ziv evntually managed to flee the starharbour but as it obviously was revealed that Ziv had constantly used Thore for intel and drugged him with avabush they broke appart. A year later Thore joined the rebellion. Ziv and Thore became friendly after a longer time and eventually occaisonal lovers, but they never reconected again for the obvious reason that the trust was gone. There is still love, but no trust. Thore is the Father of Ullr and Thrud, however he has no idea that he is a biological miracle who managed to concieve crosspecies since him and Ziv had had no contact after Endor.
Sos - A whipid prostitue in whichs Borthel Ziv worked as a midwife and medic. The Borthel, located in a big starharbour and therefor often visited by Imps on shoreleave which among other people Sos used to get Intel for the Rebellion. Ziv and Sos had a short affair, which lead to her intreducing Ziv to Saltbite and with that to the Rebellion.
Deep Current Squad, but especially Óss Saltbite and Ár Southriver- Since Ziv is named after Sif, the Deep Current Members are all named after runes in the Elder and Younger Futhark in some connection to Sif. With Óss (Wotan, Odin, inspiration, Wisdom) and Ár (plenty, bounty of Frey, good harvest), beeing examples. Saltbite obviously had been the one who had been contactd by Sos when Ziv joined the Rebellion and he is also the only one who knows about Zivs Jedi Background. This secret makes them closer, but also they are more distantly in thir personalitys because Saltbite is the oldest of the Group and really has not the nerve to deal with Zivs antics that happen because Ziv had not been socialized by Tynnan and also loves messing with people.Ár and Ziv mostly ended up often sitting together because Ár needed estrogenshots and Ziv as a medic was the one giving them to her. Accordingly after a long time they ended up beeing friends with Ziv even beeing the midwife when Árs mates had litters. This friendship was eventually shaken up a bit after ZIvs Jedi-background became known to the other members of Deep Current but they eventually reconnected again. In the Sequel verse in which Ziv had been frozen in carbonite, Ár is the one who took care of Zivs Daughters when she vanished.
Thrud and Ullr: Zivs twindaughters, that had till now not played a big role in any theard. They are Endor-babys, and eventually more of an epilogue aspect of her story and a reason why she redrew from the rebellion. Thrud and Ullr are forcesensetive, though they never joined Lukes school. Thrud becomes a Doctor and Ullr uses her forcesensetivity for little crimes.
The Murakami Orchid- For someone who had influenced Zivs life so much and in fact is the one person that protecting and keeping save is Zivs lifeduty, there can be not much said about the Orchid. They are young and they are learning and they might be just as stubborn and foulmouthed as Ziv.
#on a complete sidenote: Would X'Ma be a transwoman? Joon and Ár are trans#but their species has specific gendernorms#but verpines have not so I am wondering#hmmm well since tehy have non X'ma referring to herself as a woman itwould make her a transwoman ?#anyway thanks for the ask and have fun reading!#headcanon#irrfahrer#Ziv Odiz' Zee
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MONODY IMPORTWNT QUESTION. AM I CRINGEFAIL (TIME SENSETIVE)
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Serious answer: yes but like /pos
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