#time period post : therapy/aftermath

[dallasgallant]

What do you genuinely think Ponyboy’s longterm outcome is post-book, given your knowledge of the time period and location? I love reading fic about him going to therapy as much as the next girl, but I feel like that’s not a likely thing, right? Do you think he’s able to get himself back together and return to his previous academic success?

I talk a big game but I’m not a complete expert I just like to look some stuff up, lol. But between what I know and what my grandma told me after finishing and I joked about him going to therapy…

No. He wouldn’t go. It’s not that it didn’t exist but it just wasn’t something people really did, both as it was sort of meh and heavily stigmatized at the time. If a doctor recommended it pony would likely flip and refuse to go because he isn’t “crazy”. Not to mention they’d likely be priced out of it but I’m not completely sure on the cost.

Back then people “toughed it out” (thanks grandma). It’s sort of evident when you look at all the boys or the way Pony talks about greasers and then neighborhood in general, all self medicating or coping mechanisms that aren’t the best due to, stigma, cycles of abuse and poverty etc — that’s another thing this is all sort of a sudo “therapy speak” and it sort of bothers me that people would think a character would be hyper aware of their behavior let alone the causes in modern language/ understanding

To them it’d just be the way things are for some people you know?

“No one had X back in my day” -> no just the words and understanding weren’t common and people just went on with their life dealing as good or bad as they could. This goes for about anything.

This also isn’t to say that the terminology, disorder or general stuff like coping, addiction etc didn’t exist or wasn’t discovered either it was just more highly medicalized and hush hush. You’d tell very few people if at all.

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Now for pony himself I suspect he had super unmedicated ADHD/ADD before everything even went down (there’s a post on this so I won’t repeat here)

I think it’s complicated. He definitely gets the help he can from doctors but, I don’t want to say he completely gets “better” as he did have a full on head injury but it wasn’t as drastic as a lot of them can be.

He does have a behavior shift but it isn’t as drastic as the bottle incident, Pony’s a little rougher around the edges, more guarded and a bit combative and frustrated. Sort of what everyone was dreading happened— he’s just as likely to blow as the rest of them now, maybe not as destructive but still.

Pony still tries in school, he does well enough but he’s not as soft spoken, he’s a bit louder without realizing but still reflective and a little sensitive just outwardly.

[poppadom0912]

Holding On Sequel

Warnings: Mentions of guns, injuries, hospitals, angst

Summary: Recovery from the worst night of the Halstead's lives seems impossible.

A/N: Wrote this randomly when I remembered receiving several comments wanting a part two and after much deliberation on the plot, this is what I came up with. I'm not a medical professional, everything mentioned is all from google. Please enjoy the ending of this as there won't be a third part to what was supposed to be a oneshot ;)

*****

Things were never the same following the night of the accident.

Jay and Will found themselves at your beside for however long they were permitted to. During his shifts, at his breaks and whenever he found time, Will found himself in your room watching your coma ridden self and Jay would always call and text for updates, every other minute out of work spent in the hospital.

The surgery had been a success, no one ever doubted it when Connor took charge, but it was the aftermath that had gone downhill.

Cerebral hypoxia caused from the severe blood loss and haemorrhaging, causing damage to your brain, the extent of damage which even Abrams struggled to determine as long as you remained unconscious.

The coma lasted for such a long period of time that Abrams was hesitant in keeping your life support machine on.

Jay had a tiny bit of a go at the man for suggesting such a thing, Will attempting to hold him back from doing anything brash.

So Abrams took a step back for another week and the next time, Charles approached the brothers instead. His ever so gentle and understanding voice with his soft eyes causing them to crumble.

It seemed that everyone had come to a collective conclusion, tonight when both their shifts were over, they'd say their last messages and goodbyes before Abrams would pull the plug.

That day, like clockwork, Will took his lunch break too eat his sandwich at your side, talking and telling you everything and anything like he always did. Eventually, someone would always join him for moral support or for some company, either or, today it being April who also was on her break.

As Will combed his fingers through your knotted and greasy hair, their was a sudden spike in your heart monitor causing his fingers to abruptly pull at a tough knot, his own heart thundering, head snapping up to look at the machine in question.

Both doctor and nurse sat in silence, staring at the machine with sharp eyes, ready for any other fluctuations.

A higher pitched beep went off two minutes later, Will choking out a breathy laugh at the moment he believed was never going to come.

Struggling to formulate any thoughts, he turned back to look at you, his eyes softening paired with watery smile.

"it's okay Y/N." He swallowed harshly, barely listening to April calling for Abrams as the heart monitor continued to go off.

"Take as much time as you need."

*****

"Hey, you all finished?

Jay appeared out of nowhere, walking towards you with his keys in hand very casually like he hadn't just scared the living hell out of you.

"Yeah, almost. I just have to mark these last few questions and then we can go home." You said, gesturing to the test papers in front of you on your desk.

Jay hummed, perching himself on the tables that you forbid your kids from sitting on where he sat whistling till you were done.

Around fifteen minutes later, you were done. All your things were now back in their shelves and drawers, your bag packed as your announced you could leave now.

Jumping off the table, Jay rounded the desk and took hold of the wheelchair handles, pushing you out of the classroom, pausing so you could lock the door behind you.

This was your new norm.

Two months post waking up from your coma and, you were thriving as much as you could adjusting to this new lifestyle.

Only two weeks ago were you able to get back to work, spending all your time in and out of rehab and physical therapy, the latter of which you still attended.

The Cerebral Hypoxia affected your ability to speak and walk, the former which was fixed within a month of rehab but the latter...

Well, you were in a wheelchair for a reason.

To cater to such a sudden change in lifestyle, both Will and Jay took their turns in helping, acting as carers of sorts especially in the beginning of your recovery.

Their shared efforts leading to your current living situation - the three of you living together in a completely new place that had wheelchair accessibility that you were able to afford combining three salaries.

Even now, there were still some things that you hadn't become accustomed to such as: wheeling yourself everywhere, relying on others for small tasks like laundry and the sympathy from the entire world.

You would never get used to the stares you continued to receive at school from the children.

"Will get's off in a hour, he's asking about takeout." Jay said, cutting you off from your train of thought as you reminisced on your current recovery.

"Our usual Chinese place is good for me." You said, watching as he typed something into his phone, most likely texting Will your words. "I'm really craving their duck."

"Perfect." He mumbled, turning his phone off as he started the car to drive home.

It took a very long time to work out how to get you and the wheelchair both in and out of the car but after much trial and error and eventually help from your physical therapist, it all worked out.

Will and Jay were changed men after you woke up from the coma. They were, if even possible, more protective of you than before to a point where the line between overprotective and overbearing was extremely thin.

But all three of you had to learn and adjust, making mistakes and sacrifices necessary in making this recovery and new lifestyle work.

You wished you could turn back time and change things, going back to that fateful night where you could change what you did.

Thinking back to it now, you would've been smarter, used some common sense and put your card some place sensible, maybe walk faster to the station instead of pausing in the middle of a dark street nowhere near the main road or civilisation.

But alas, no matter the regret, it was all in the past now, as your therapist said, dwelling on it won't change the present.

All you could do is what was in your control which currently consisted on focusing on your physio to try and get your legs to improve even somewhat, try to enjoy being coddled by your older brothers like you were all kids again and continue to teach the children who never failed to make you feel better.

While you were well into the recovery process, there was still much progress to be made and in an ideal world, by the end of it all, you'd be back to normal and stable on your own two feet. A life where everyone could go back to their lives, Will and Jay being allowed to live their lives independently without having to help you get into the shower or bed.

For now though, all you had to do was focus on yourself, taking small baby steps to try and get back to being you again.

"For fucks sake- Will forgot the prawn crackers!"

With these morons at your side, being you was easier than ever.

[aradiaravenswood]

Aradia’s Project List

Hi friends! This pinned post will show all of my completed, in progress, and planned fanfic works. Works that have been posted will include a link to the fic, and each entry will have brief details about theme, pairing, and expected general timeline of posting. I will be updating this periodically as I release things/complete things/potentially get new ideas, and I’ll keep this post pinned to the top of the blog. Enjoy!

— horizons

— restitution in absentia - epic length, HBP divergence (or arguably very late OOTP divergence), mystery and angst, super-powered Ginny, morally gray Draco; currently WIP, anticipated completion date December 2024/January 2025

— where the sky meets the sea - multi-chaptered but significantly shorter than RiA; working summary of “In which Draco Malfoy goes to trauma therapy, as told by a trauma therapist. In which Ginny Weasley deals with the aftermath of accidentally temporarily becoming a god— oops. In which Draco and Ginny learn to love each other and lead fulfilling lives in a post-Voldemort world.” Will be posted in 2025.

— secret third thing with no title yet - crossover? multiverse? action and adventure? yes? anticipated for 2026

— this is me trying

— Mise en Place - one shot, EWE, summer fest fic, second chance relationship for Draco and Ginny in 2009, Draco in the Muggle world, divorced Ginny; completed

— Of Apples and The Trees They Fall From - planned 6 chapters, sequel, Ginny introducing Draco to her family, early days of navigating their new relationship; fall fest fic, WIP

— Vol Vers La Vie - planned 13 chapters, prequel, exploration of Draco’s life from Deathly Hallows until the events of Mise; will be released 2025

— all of this is temporary

— PTOLEMAEA - 11 chapters, dead dove, Ginny/Tom, Voldemort Wins AU, written for TWHoS Gothic Fantasy Fest; inspirations include Dante’s Inferno, Black Mirror, American Horror Story, Ethel Cain’s “Ptolemaea”, and Paris Paloma’s “escape pod”; completed

— PENANCE - multi-chaptered, D&G surviving in a Voldemort wins world, tied together by mutual common interests; do we live with horror or fight to change it?; will be released 2025

— PRODIGAL - multi-chaptered, D/G time travel fix it fic to save the world from a Voldemort empire; will be released 2025

— Stand Alones (Canon Compliant)

— The Mental Game - 250 word drabble, Ginny and Quidditch, could conceivably fit into RiA or Mise universes; completed

— aphelion - canon-compliant longfic; will explore D&G’s time at Hogwarts during DH, then will be post-war with Draco serving an Azkaban sentence; expect slow-burn enemies to lovers, anticipated for 2026

— Stand Alones (Alternate Universe)

— All the World’s a Stage - 2300 word DG one shot, Medieval AU, inspired by the movie Molière, written for the Audaciously Austen Quill Quest; completed

— Ginevra - an Anastasia (animated film) retelling but make it Drinny; probably multi-chaptered but short, sticks pretty closely to film plot; maybe 2025, maybe 2026 depending on how other projects go

[outofangband]

Updated Maedhros and Chronic Pain/Injuries Thoughts Part One

Angband World Building and Aftermath of Captivity Masterlist

I wanted to rewrite and update previous posts about this! More can be found on the above masterlist and the post Angband tag and character tags

CW: discussion of torture and the aftermath 

This is updated to discuss more general context of former prisoners in Beleriand. My second post on the subject will go into more detail about other specific former prisoners. 

As always please feel free to ask more, I always want to talk about this stuff (Maedhros and captivity and trauma, medical stuff, status and circumstances of former prisoners in Beleriand, etc)

Maedhros suffers extensive chronic pain after Angband. This is the result of a variety of physical torture he endured as well as the effects of extended enforced immobility both before and during his time on Thangorodrim. There are also psychological aspects of his trauma that can manifest in physical pain whether fleeting or enduring.

It is also worth noting that chronic pain is common among torture survivors regardless of the nature of the torture (though of course different methods can cause different kinds of pain) Many if not most former prisoners of Angband and of other imprisonment suffer chronic pain to some extent, sometimes as the result of direct and deliberate violence, sometimes as the result of poor conditions, deprivation or other factors. 

Long term symptoms such as these are relatively rare among the Noldor at this time with the obvious exception of the injuries suffered by Nolofinwë’s host on the Helcaraxë. Knowledge of post torture symptoms are even less widespread among the returned Noldor and among the other elven people of Beleriand, such knowledge was often sparse or rarely spoken of. In some places and cultures, anything related to torture or Angband was considered taboo and avoided. 

Many of the measures Maedhros employs to deal with the effects of his captivity, both physical and psychological, he develops himself sometimes with the aid of healers of his people. It would be many decades after his rescue that he would first have extended contact with any other former prisoners. At the time of his rescue of course there were no former prisoners of Angband among the returned Noldor. As I’ve talked about, Maedhros’s condition immediately post rescue was somewhat unique for his healers. 

It is worth noting again that Maedhros’s Thangorodrim condition specifically cannot fully be understood through a human lens because any human would die after mere hours in such a devastating stress position. The spine and lungs, not to mention limbs would be completely destroyed and the body unable to function. So it must be that there is some license given to fantasy circumstances (methods of healing, different physical rules, etc)  and/or Maedhros’s status as Caliquendi or elf. 

Maedhros’s body is more or less wrecked upon Thangorodrim. I think Morgoth likely believed that even if he wouldn’t die, Maedhros would be unable to ever regain enough strength or function to pose as a threat and in most cases, he would have been correct. The period of deprivation and stress upon Thangorodrim as well as previous abuses and conditions in Angband never fully leave Maedhros’s body. The bodies of elves remember as their spirits do and despite an unusually successful recovery, Maedhros suffers the effects to some extent until his death. 

Physical therapy was vital in reversing the muscular atrophy in his arms and legs after his rescue. Regaining ease of motion for walking as well as fine motor skills took extensive and continued practice. Sensation is lost in some places and damaged in others, flesh holding onto stabbing or stinging sensations without relief. Maedhros walks with a limp for many years following his rescue.  He also uses various mobility aids including different kinds of canes  (walking sticks, canes to redistribute weight in his arms, etc) and braces on his legs and back. Medicinal salves and draughts can offer some aid though the side effects are often strong enough that Maedhros wishes to avoid them, especially during his time in Himring. 

to be continued 

[jerzwriter]

Tobias x Casey Masterlist - 3 From Here...to There

Updated 06.23.2024

Welcome to Part 3 of my Masterlist for my Open Heart MC, Casey MacTavish & Tobias Carrick.

Fics/content in this section take place during the Open Heart Book 2 timeline and cover how they went from Casey vowing never to speak to Tobias again, to developing a deep friendship, then more.

This covers the time period of the chemical attack (I HC that took place in October 2020) through the spring of Casey's first year of residency (March 2021).

About Casey | About Tobias Original Characters in T/C World

🎭 Angst  ☁️ Fluff  ❤️‍🩹Ansty Fluff 😂Humor 🔥 NSFW /18+  Ⓜ️ Mature 📱 Text Fic  📷 Edit 🎨Fanart

In Chronological Order

Crash (Mini-Series) - The Chemical Attack Crash Part 1 🎭Tobias and Aurora rush to Edenbrook after learning Casey was involved in the chemical attack. As Casey and her friends try to come to grips with what's happened, others are taking the steps necessary to try to save her, Raf, and Danny. Tobias is determined to find a cure, but will he be on his game?

A New Chapter ❤️‍🩹 They met. They fell hard. He screwed it up. But when a crisis hit, he rose to the occasion; but where does that leave them? When the doctor goes to visit his patient, he finds out.

Just Passing By... ❤️‍🩹 It's roughly three weeks after the attack, and Casey is just back home from the hospital. She's struggling with the aftermath, and her friends can't seem to help. Tobias passes by on a whim, and the roommates are not happy to see him. But how will Casey feel?

One Step ❤️‍🩹 It's a month after the chemical attack, and Casey's still not ready to face the world. She'll only leave home for therapy with her recently reunited friend, Tobias, playing chauffeur. But today, he wants to see if she's willing to take a little step back to being her old self.

In Good Times & In Bad 03.12 📱This is kind of a WIP-ish text fic that will lead to the next part of With Warning - which will be posted this week :)

With Warning (Short Series): First Shot: Jackie and Bryce ❤️‍🩹😂 Six-Weeks Post Attack Jackie's day off does not go as planned when one, then two, unexpected visitors appear. As Casey got ready for her lunch, "not date," Jackie & Bryce had some words for Tobias.

With Warning (Short Series): Part Two: Ethan Ramsey ❤️‍🩹 Eight-Weeks Post Attack A confused Tobias heads to his old watering hole to relax, when uninvited self-reflection gets in his way. He finally has it under control when Ethan shows up, and the visit isn't necessarily friendly. How does the night end... and who isn't being truthful.

With Warning (Short Series): Text-Fic Supplement: In Good Times & Bad ❤️‍🩹Casey's having a rough time, and Tobias is there.

With Warning (Sort Series): Part Three: A chat with Sienna ❤️‍🩹 Tobias is there for his friend Casey when she's struggling months after the chemical attack. During a visit, he has the chance to talk to Casey's best friend.

The Fine Print ☁️ Casey is still trying to remember who she was before the attack, and she asks Tobias to help her in a unique way.

Christmas Through Your Eyes (Short Series): Part 1: A Proposition ☁️It's three months after the attack at Edenbrook Hospital, and Christmas is almost here! After being challenged by a friend, Tobias is off to spend the day with his friend, Casey. He has a proposition for her, but will she be on board?

With Warning (Short Series): Part Four: Reckoning ❤️‍🩹A few months after the chemical attack, a friend at Mass Kenmore gives Tobias a good-natured ribbing, and then Aurora offers him some advice.

Christmas Through Your Eyes (Short Series) Part 2: With a Capitol T ☁️Tobias asked his friend Casey to join him on a trip back to his hometown of Washington, DC. It's turned into a competition about whose city does Christmas best, and both are determined to win. In part two, join Tobas and Casey on their journey from Boston to the Nation's Capitol. Part 3: The Philadelphia Story ☁️ Tobias took his friend Casey to his hometown of Washington, DC, to show her how they did the holidays. She was impressed, but now it was time to show him how it was really done in her hometown of Philadelphia. As they spend time surrounded by Christmas magic, will they be able to keep their promise to be "just friends?" A Bite of the Apple ☁️ Tobias took his friend Casey to see his hometown of Washington, DC, all decked out for the holidays; then, she showed him how her hometown of Philadelphia did it. Now, they make one pitstop on the way back home and decide what city does it best... and wrestle with what they mean to each other. Christmas Through Your Eyes Epilogue 🎄☁️ When the weather thwarts Casey’s plans to be with her family on her first Christmas following the attack, she is touched by her friends stepping up to make it special. Especially when Tobias passes by on his way to Kenmore.

Christmas Through Your Eyes: A Bite of the Apple Fanart 🎨04.22 by @/artbyainna (IG)

The Big Secret ☁️ Casey and Tobias are trying to figure out what they are to each other; when she calls him to meet her at Donahue's, does she let it all out?

Kind of our first Valentine’s Day… ☁️ First, they were obsessed. Then she hated his guts. Then they became friends. Then he fell in love. And so did she, but she wouldn’t admit it. And now it’s Valentine’s Day, so what do they do?

Mostly Pleasant Surprises (Short Series) Part 1: Birthday Presence - It’s Tobias’s birthday, and Casey's not sure how to acknowledge it. With the help of Sienna, she she puts a plan in place, and it seems to be going well... and then, it doesn't. Part 2: Discovery - A startling discovery fills Casey with doubt, just as Tobias comes to an important conclusion. Part 3: The Best Laid Plans - Casey's friends are determined to get her and Tobias together at long last. When Bryce has a chance encounter with Tobias, it seems like all systems are go. Will they get the fairy tale ending they deserve? Part 4 - And that's what happened... Their friends have given up. Misunderstandings, misassumptions, and good old-fashioned fear lead to turbulence and turmoil for Tobias and Casey, but after a week of no contact, only one of them seems to be hurting, at least on the surface. Tobias is determined to move on, but will his haste put a nail in their coffin or help bring them back together?

Mostly Pleasant Surprises Fanart 🎨by @/artbyainna (IG)

[healthcare2025]

Strength in Crisis: The Role of Trauma Management in Healthcare

Crises often strike without warning, leaving chaos and uncertainty in their wake. Whether it's a natural disaster, a mass casualty event, or an individual medical emergency, the healthcare system stands at the forefront, ready to respond. The strength of this response lies in effective trauma management, a critical component of healthcare that ensures timely and efficient treatment for those affected by traumatic events.

Understanding Trauma Management

Trauma management encompasses the protocols and procedures used by healthcare professionals to care for patients who have suffered physical injuries. This field is multifaceted, involving emergency response, surgical intervention, intensive care, rehabilitation, and psychological support. The primary goal is to stabilize patients, prevent further harm, and optimize recovery outcomes.

The Importance of Preparedness

Preparation is the cornerstone of effective trauma management. Healthcare facilities and professionals must be equipped to handle a wide range of emergencies. This involves:

Training and Simulation: Regular training sessions and simulation exercises prepare healthcare teams for real-life scenarios. These exercises help refine skills, improve coordination, and ensure that everyone knows their role during a crisis.

Resource Allocation: Hospitals need to maintain an adequate supply of medical equipment, medications, and blood products. Additionally, having a well-coordinated system for resource distribution ensures that these supplies are available where and when they are needed most.

Communication Systems: Efficient communication channels are essential for coordinating efforts among various departments within a hospital, as well as with external agencies such as emergency services, law enforcement, and other healthcare facilities.

Immediate Response: The Golden Hour

The first hour after a traumatic injury, often referred to as the "golden hour," is crucial for saving lives and minimizing long-term damage. Rapid assessment and intervention during this period can significantly impact patient outcomes. Key components of immediate trauma response include:

Triage: Quickly assessing the severity of injuries and prioritizing treatment based on the urgency of the patient's condition.

Stabilization: Addressing life-threatening conditions such as severe bleeding, airway obstruction, or cardiac arrest.

Advanced Medical Care: Providing necessary surgical interventions, administering medications, and utilizing advanced technologies to support vital functions.

The Role of Trauma Centers

Trauma centers play a pivotal role in managing severe injuries. These specialized facilities are equipped with the resources and expertise needed to provide comprehensive care for trauma patients. Levels of trauma centers range from Level I, which offer the highest level of care, to Level IV, which provide basic emergency care and stabilize patients for transfer to higher-level facilities if needed.

Rehabilitation and Long-term Care

Trauma management doesn't end with the initial emergency response. Rehabilitation and long-term care are essential for helping patients recover and regain their independence. This phase involves:

Physical Therapy: Assisting patients in recovering mobility, strength, and functionality.

Occupational Therapy: Helping patients adapt to daily living activities and, if necessary, finding new ways to perform tasks.

Psychological Support: Addressing the mental health impacts of trauma, including post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), anxiety, and depression.

Psychological Support: Healing the Mind

Trauma has a profound impact not only on the body but also on the mind. Psychological support is a crucial element of trauma management, providing patients and their families with the emotional care needed to cope with the aftermath of a crisis. This support includes:

Counseling and Therapy: Offering individual and group counseling sessions to help patients process their experiences and emotions.

Support Groups: Facilitating connections with others who have undergone similar experiences, fostering a sense of community and understanding.

Crisis Intervention: Providing immediate psychological support in the wake of traumatic events to prevent long-term mental health issues.

Strengthening the System: Continuous Improvement

The landscape of trauma management is constantly evolving, driven by advancements in medical science, technology, and an ever-growing understanding of trauma care. Continuous improvement in this field involves:

Research and Innovation: Investing in research to develop new treatment methods, technologies, and protocols that enhance trauma care.

Quality Assurance: Implementing systems to monitor and evaluate the effectiveness of trauma care, identifying areas for improvement.

Policy Development: Advocating for policies that support trauma care infrastructure, funding, and access to services.

Important Information:

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Conclusion

In times of crisis, the strength of the healthcare system is tested. Effective trauma management is essential for saving lives, reducing suffering, and facilitating recovery. By prioritizing preparedness, immediate response, rehabilitation, and psychological support, healthcare professionals can provide comprehensive care that meets the needs of patients in their most vulnerable moments. As we continue to advance in this field, we build a more resilient healthcare system capable of withstanding the challenges of the future.

[creative9blogs]

Navigating Life Post Knee Replacement: What Changes to Expect

Undergoing knee replacement surgery is a significant step towards regaining mobility and alleviating pain caused by severe knee conditions. However, it also entails a period of adjustment as you adapt to your new knee and the changes in your daily life. Here’s a comprehensive guide to help you navigate this new chapter and understand what changes to expect.

The Immediate Aftermath: Post Knee Replacement Surgery Recovery

Right after your knee replacement surgery in Delhi, you'll be in the recovery room, monitored closely by medical staff. The initial days are crucial as your body begins to heal. You may experience some pain and discomfort, which is normal. Your doctor will provide pain management strategies, including medications and ice packs.

The best knee replacement surgeon in Delhi will ensure you are well informed about the recovery process. Early movement is encouraged to promote blood flow and reduce the risk of complications. Physical therapy will begin soon after surgery, focusing on gentle exercises to improve flexibility and strength.

Getting Back on Your Feet: Physical Therapy

Physical therapy is a cornerstone of post-knee replacement recovery. Your therapist will guide you through exercises designed to improve mobility and strengthen the muscles around your knee. It's essential to follow your therapist's instructions diligently to achieve the best results.

During this phase, patience is key. Progress might seem slow initially, but consistent effort will lead to significant improvements. Regular follow-ups with the best orthopedic doctor in Delhi will ensure that your recovery is on track and any issues are promptly addressed.

Adjusting Your Daily Routine

As you regain mobility, you’ll need to make some adjustments to your daily routine. Here are a few changes you might expect:

1. Walking Aids

Initially, you may need to use walking aids such as crutches or a walker. These tools provide support and stability as you begin to walk independently again. Gradually, as your strength improves, you’ll transition to using a cane or walking unassisted.

2. Home Modifications

Making your home knee-friendly can ease your daily activities. Consider installing grab bars in the bathroom, using a raised toilet seat, and rearranging furniture to create clear pathways. These modifications enhance safety and convenience as you move around.

3. Activity Levels

While it’s important to stay active, it’s equally crucial to avoid overexertion. Listen to your body and balance activity with rest. Low-impact exercises such as swimming, cycling, and walking are excellent for maintaining fitness without putting undue stress on your new knee.

Returning to Work and Social Life

The timeline for returning to work varies depending on the nature of your job and your individual recovery progress. Desk jobs may allow a quicker return, while physically demanding jobs might require more time. Discuss your work plans with your doctor to ensure a smooth transition.

Socially, you’ll be able to resume most of your activities as you feel more comfortable. It’s essential to communicate with friends and family about your recovery, so they understand any limitations you might have.

Long-Term Lifestyle Changes

Knee replacement surgery offers a new lease on life, but it also calls for long-term lifestyle changes to protect your knee and overall health.

1. Weight Management

Maintaining a healthy weight reduces stress on your knee joint. A balanced diet rich in nutrients supports your recovery and overall well-being. Consulting with a nutritionist can provide personalized guidance on healthy eating habits.

2. Regular Exercise

Incorporating regular exercise into your routine is crucial. Focus on activities that strengthen your muscles and improve flexibility. Avoid high-impact sports that could damage your knee. Your physical therapist can recommend suitable exercises for long-term fitness.

3. Regular Check-Ups

Continued follow-ups with the best spine surgeon in Delhi or your orthopedic specialist are essential to monitor your knee’s condition. Regular check-ups help detect any potential issues early and ensure your knee functions optimally.

Embracing a New Normal

Adapting to life after knee replacement surgery involves embracing a new normal. While adjustments must be made, the benefits far outweigh the initial challenges. Improved mobility, reduced pain, and a better quality of life are the rewards of your perseverance.

Stay positive and patient throughout your recovery journey. Lean on your support system, including family, friends, and healthcare providers. With the guidance of knee replacement surgery in Delhi, you can confidently navigate this transition and enjoy a more active, pain-free life.

Conclusion

Knee replacement surgery in Delhi opens the door to a future with improved mobility and less pain. The journey involves adjustments and dedicated effort, but with the support of the best orthopedic doctor in Delhi and regular follow-ups with the best spine surgeon in Delhi, you can look forward to a more active and fulfilling life. Embrace the changes, follow your recovery plan, and celebrate the milestones along the way.

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[banyan-mental-health]

"Overcoming Social Anxiety in the Post-Quarantine World"

With the end of quarantine in sight, it is important to consider the mental well-being of those who have been affected by the various quarantine regulations. Information regarding the effect of social distancing and how to manage any resulting anxiety is critical for post-quarantine success. One of the most common and difficult challenges is dealing with social anxiety in the aftermath of quarantine. The article at Banyan Mental Health provides some helpful tips and advice regarding the best ways to manage and cope with this social anxiety:

Re-engage with friends and family, while being mindful of the need to be patient and understanding.

Engage in meaningful activities, such as volunteering or participating in recreational sports or activities.

Practice relaxation techniques such as yoga, meditation, deep breathing, and progressive muscle relaxation.

Depending on the individual, it is necessary to recognize that despite the fact that quarantine has ended, the period of adjustment may take some time and effort. It is important to reach out for assistance when needed, and to take into account the advice given by mental health professionals. In some cases, therapy or other professional help may be necessary. Many professional addiction treatment centers, such as Banyan Mental Health, offer a variety of mental health services that can help individuals to manage social anxiety. Although quarantine is ending, it is important to recognize that the moments and experiences of the past year may take some time to reconcile. Those who are feeling the effects of social anxiety due to this pandemic have access to countless resources, both through professionals and through online resources. Staying connected, taking the steps to overcome social anxiety, and actively participating in healthy activities are all necessary for a successful post-quarantine life.

[gonocontact]

A Break from the Takes.....

*Squeezing in a Disclaimer again*

Being involved in a Narcissistic abusive relationship is already a mind fuck all on its own. But it seems as though the survivors of these "relationships" know nothing of these types of things BEFORE. Naive? Maybe. I think we think that nothing like this is a reality in the first place. Nobody this cruel could exist in the world, right? This fact is true, we give people the benefit of the doubt. That is, until we experience the Narcissist first hand. After that, our outlook on the world definitely changes. 

Herein lies my experiences with my Narcissist that took place within a three-year period, from Summer 2019 to Summer 2022, and then the year after that, from MY point of view. I will try my best at recounting these experiences to the best of my memory. This is not only therapy for me but it is also to bring awareness to you, the reader. Gawd I hope you never experience anything like this in your life. This mental health condition, in its wide array of degrees, is quite damaging to the Narcissist and their co-parts. 

Keep in mind, I am NOT a medical professional, nor do I work in the medical industry. Most of the time people with these conditions aren't even properly diagnosed (scary). But when something leads you to a laundry list of check boxes within the DSM-5 (and you actually check every single box more than once, or it's subcategories), one is bound to make an educated decision. Also, when you stumble upon an online communities with thousands of posts of others' experiences STRONGLY resembling your own, it tends to validate a number of things for you. 

Here is my disclaimer:

Ahead lies, in as much raw truth as I can tell, much vulgarity, substance abuse, physical violence, mental abuse, verbal abuse, trauma bonding, gaslighting, Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome, adultery, suicidal ideation, reactive abuse, psychological abuse, deception, and all-in-all fucked up shit. I'm telling you, I am no Saint, but this is my bare truth. If any of this will trigger you, I implore you to stop reading HERE.

From here, until my story is complete, I will try and keep this updated with a weekly submissions. It will showcase how the slow burn of an abusive relationship with, quite possibly, a narcissistic individual can slowly break down your being. It will also describe my sudden exit and road to recovery, and it's aftermath.

Be good to yourself. Take care.

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Solarpunk Writing Prompts #14

Here you can listen to original podcast

Here is the source of the podcast's transcript you can read below

Solarpunk Prompts - The Henchmen

Hello world. I'm Tomasino.

This is Solarpunk Prompts, a series for writers where we discuss Solarpunk, a movement that imagines a world where technology is used for the good of the planet.

In this series we spend each episode exploring a single Solarpunk story prompt adding some commentary, some inspirations, and some considerations.

Most importantly, we consider how that story might help us to better envision a sustainable civilization.

If this is your first time here, I'd recommend checking out our introduction episode first, where we talk about what Solarpunk is, why you should care, and why this series came into being.

Without further ado, our prompt today is: "The Henchmen"

A group of mercenaries, bodyguards and defense contractors are hired by a billionaire to protect him in his remote stronghold after the great market collapse. Their boss eventually grew bored and ordered them to harass people from neighboring villages, barely making ends meet. He didn't expect the bodyguards to turn on him. Now, after their boss had an unfortunate accident, these security personnel, with no experience in community building or with the local language, are trying to open up the stronghold and join their distrusting neighbors.

Our prompt today is all about breaking expectations. How would a post-apocalyptic stronghold work? What sort of people work security for a loner billionare? How could a bunch of mercenaries turn to community building?

In typical post-apocalyptic narratives we face the same challenge: things are terrible and made worse by people. How do we get away or insulate ourselves from that awfulness?

The idea of humanity turning on itself is at its most extreme in the guise of zombies, where all has been reduced to mindless hordes of selfishly hungry who want what you have, even if it's just your flesh.

That is a powerful narrative and it has driven so much cultural art that it's become second nature to envision our future reality in that dim light.

But is it realistic? Can we really expect the worst to come from our communities?

“When a disaster strikes, like the flooding in Houston [after Hurricane Harvey], for example, you see everyday people pouring out all this generosity and solidarity,” says Christian Parenti, associate professor of economics at John Jay College in New York City. “Suddenly the idea that everything should have a price on it, and the idea that selfishness and competition are good, all that just gets parked. Suddenly, everyone is celebrating cooperation, solidarity, bravery, sacrifice, and generosity.”

And that's not a unique reaction in the face of hardship, nor is it new. Our shared history is filled with stories of calamity and just as many stories of community standing together and facing it as a group.

If anything, our methods have improved over the generations. We're not simply picking up the pieces, we're building new things, better things.

[A] clear illustration of how grassroots disaster relief can lead to larger initiatives comes out of Puerto Rico post-Hurricane Maria, where what started in the town of Caguas as a volunteer-run community kitchen soon transformed into an island-wide network of community centers, known as Mutual Aid Centers. Today, these centers provide more than just meals — they offer all sorts of services related to art, education, and therapy. Even acupuncture.

Disaster Collectivism

Stories like this about disaster collectivism are plentiful. If you'd like to hear many, many more, check out The Response: a documentary and podcast series exploring how communities respond to crises, both in their immediate aftermath and over a period of months and years.

You'll find a link in the notes.

For our story the question becomes how to we buck these trends and write something that captures this idea, disaster collectivism, and makes it engaging and exciting, while also reaffirming the notion that this is the realistic future, not Mad Max.

Where do we start? Well, just like the prompt itself, I'd recommend we start with that false assumption.

Take our billionare, for instance. What was he planning? How did he think this was going to work? He hired armed men to protect him. How was he expecting to stay in charge when money stopped existing? When they were no longer being paid?

Let's not kid ourselves here, he must have thought about it. He must have a plan of some sort, because the billionares running around today planning their own assylums and hideaway bunkers are thinking about it.

Oh yes, that's a very real thing, and it's a booming industry. Prepper communities have bulk bunkers across the world, and many individual billionares have plans within plans for their final escapes.

When the humanist, Douglas Rushkoff, was whisked off to the desert to meet a mysterious cabal of "ultra-wealthy stakeholders", this was one of their talking points with him.

[Some] billionaires considered using special combination locks on the food supply that only they knew. Or making guards wear disciplinary collars of some kind in return for their survival. Or maybe building robots to serve as guards and workers – if that technology could be developed “in time”.

Our story billionare surely had thoughts along the same lines. When he met his untimely end, did that release the stockpiles to his henchmen or is it locked away behind an impenetrable door, wasted.

For the start of the story, we must think for a moment not as the Solarpunk futurist but as the power-mad capitalist.

After his meeting with the billionare preppers, Ruskoff described them as:

Taking their cue from Tesla founder Elon Musk colonising Mars, Palantir’s Peter Thiel reversing the ageing process, or artificial intelligence developers Sam Altman and Ray Kurzweil uploading their minds into supercomputers, they were preparing for a digital future that had less to do with making the world a better place than it did with transcending the human condition altogether.

[to them] “winning” means earning enough money to insulate themselves from the damage they are creating by earning money in that way.

Douglas Rushkoff Story - Original Source

Douglas Rushkoff Story - Updated Source

Once we've spent an uncomfortable moment inside that existential despair, we can return again to our more probable future. By setting up the story with that false premise we have sown expectation into the reader who now awaits the riots of the people or the betrayal of a minion who will then take the place of warlord.

Instead, the rug is pulled! And in that confusion anything is possible, both for our henchmen and for our reader.

Here are people who don't know how to communicate well let alone form communities. They are in charge now, right? The boss is gone, they have the guns. But that's not right, and it's not what they want. The see a community struggling and they want to help because that's what humans do in a crisis. That's how we react, for real.

So now they have choices to make. They're going to open their doors and share with these people for a start. And maybe in that process they'll slowly learn to trust one another rather than be traumatized.

It's a story of two communities merging.

Violence is not the answer. It won't bring them more food or water without taking it from someone else. It's through community and collaboration that they'll grow.

Lets recall, The prompt says The Great Market Collapse, not The Great Civilizational Collapse. The world is in chaos seeing a death of capitalism, but the people are alive, just confused and afraid. The villages around the stronghold may not want to venture into the bigger cities, fearing riots and political upheaval, but farms still function, people live their day-to-day lives.

Consider where this story might take place? It's a spot on the map somewhere. Is it somewhere in Southeast Asia, perhaps, where a lot of the Billionaires decided to build their bunkers? Who lives in the villages? Do the children tend to stay when they grow older, or flee to the big cities as soon as they can? If so, have they came back since the Market Collapse, trying to find a new place in the world with skills intended for a different one? Each community has their own problems independent of the Stronghold.

The villages may not speak the Henchmen's language, but maybe their kids do, maybe one who returned home with more exposure to the world. Is there a defacto mediator or group of them among the children?

The tension is there from the start. By the time the Billionaire is out of the picture bodyguards may have already earned a bad reputation with the locals. How can the villagers - who are not stupid - trust their new neighbours?

Character and community growth are the theme, and growth stories are wonderful for their trials and failures.

In a sense, even our opening bluff is one of these, where the billionare is faced with a trial and his failure to grow is what empowers our henchemen.

It could be an interesting perspective choice as well. A story could begin from the point of view of that wealthy prepper and really sell the idea of what sort of story this will be, right up until his bitter end.

"Oh, that didn't work," is a wonderful thing to have your reader say as they move into chapter two.

And maybe that trend could continue throughout. Maybe our henchmen need to fail a few times themselves before they get the lesson.

Disaster collectivism is a noble pursuit, and one which seems to come naturally to communities in trouble. But it isn't a painless process, and each step along the way may not go as planned.

The struggles and growth of your characters and community are what makes it engaging and exciting, and will reaffirm the notion that this, this right here, is our realistic future,

And that's what Solarpunk is all about.

Until next time, I'm Tomasino. I hope you'll join me for the next Solarpunk Prompt.

Music in this recording is taiyou hikou by Yago Omoikane from Global Pattern's compilation Solarpunk: A Brighter Perspective

[ddaz3d-and-cc0nfused]

༉‧₊˚. 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢 𝐚𝐬𝐤 || 𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐬

— pairing: bucky barnes x plus size!reader

— summary: bucky was too late, and now he's left with the cruel story of his mistakes to tell.

— warnings: horrible ending, mentions of bullying, mentions of Bucky's wife being a bitch.

— wc: 785

⋆ a/n: this is for the anon that left their maladaptive daydreaming idea in my inbox, i felt as though the request was too long for me to post alongside the fic itself, so i just hope this finds you lol. i know this may have not been what you were going for, but i don't think I could have written this the way you suggested without it turning into a mini-series, and i am horrible at writing those, so this basically explains the story and the aftermath of it :]

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Bucky felt like an idiot. No, he was an idiot. He had lost everything and now here he was, a single father to a kid that his ex-wife wanted nothing to do with. Now that he has the time, he can't help but think about how he should have listened, to his friends, to his family, to you. He was young and dumb and now he was paying it for it in the cruelest way possible. He supposes he deserves it though, seeing as though he hadn't seen how wretched dot truly was.

Maybe it was because you and him had been this dynamic duo that took the world by storm, that he felt pressured to separate from you despite seeing you as his little sister. Now that he had thought about, he never truly felt like you were family, he always felt like he was pushing something down, desperately running away from the thought that he might view you as someone that he could potentially fall in love with. Now that he had thought about it, it was always you. If he was struggling, you were right there by his side. When he lost his arm, you were there going through all of the physical therapy with him. When he was on the fucking edge of getting evicted, you would give him your rent money.

He didn't know how he could be so cruel, how he could have just forgotten about all that you had done for him. He's lost everyone due to his ex-wife, his said friends and family. He was alone in this world with a child that had no idea what he was born into. When he thought back on it, he realized that his bachelor's party should have been a realization period for him, a second chance for him to take step back before losing everything completely.

You hadn't been coming around as often as Bucky would have liked, but he had finally saw you, finally got to talk to you again. It was as if that night you both rekindled something that had long been lost as soon as began to date Dot. He hadn't realized how much you truly bled out from his life, how far away you were slipping away from him until you two were sat with a glass of champagne in hand. He should have seen it then, should have seen the way you looked at him, the hurt hidden behind your eyes as you attempted to keep up appearances.

It was then when you had arrived late to his wedding that he should have finally admitted to himself that dot wasn't what he wanted. He couldn't do it without you, couldn't swear holy matrimony to a woman if you were by his side as his best man, even though you were a woman. He broke the traditional rules for you, only for you to be slowly slipping away from his grasps. You looked like you were having fun with everyone, so you must be fine now, right? You didn't look as tired as you did when he had spoken to you last, but you did actively avoid going near him, especially when dot was around. He didn't pay much attention to it, too lost in everything that was now Dot Barnes.

He should have stopped you from getting on that plane to leave, should have forced you to stay there with him. But alas, his worry with departure didn't last long as Dot soon announced that she was pregnant. He could've sworn he was on cloud nine during the whole thing; buying toys, clothes, basically anything that she wanted, she had gotten. Then when the baby was born, it was as if a switch was set off in the woman's mind. She was aggressive and possessive, and all around just a piece of work to be around. It was only then when he heard of your visitation that he realized that she wasn't you, she would never be you, she wasn't his girl, his childhood best friend, his number one supporter.

Divorcing her felt like a weight was lifted from upon his shoulders, but his son James Jr., felt like a ball and chain weighing him down. Maybe it was despicable to think about it in that way, but it felt more like a punishment than a means to be happy. Bucky found himself longing for his old life back, longing for you. He couldn't do this alone; he didn't know the first thing about taking care of a baby.

But as he approached your doorstep to beg for your forgiveness there was another car in your family's driveway that was definitely new.

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[embermc]

I was talking about this on Discord earlier, but after looking over some old Tommyinnit lore vods, I've come to what can be seen as sort of a sad speculation regarding c!Tommy and some of his exile memories, particularly the latter ones.

I genuinely think there is a decent possibility that c!Tommy, at least to some extent, blocked out the memory of his suicide attempt at the end of exile (otherwise known as what happened with the tower) as a traumatic response. In my belief, he retains pretty much most of his exile memories, as he's spoken about c!Dream treating him awfully numerous times, and made references to his trauma regarding lava. But it's quite likely that this specific traumatic event, at the very end of his exile, ending up causing c!Tommy to block it out for a decent period of time.

There's a couple of pieces of evidence that make me think this is true. I was thinking back to a scene in which Ghostbur brings up the idea that everyone from L'manberg thinks c!Tommy is dead, and Tommy seems to be genuinely confused, as if not knowing what Ghostbur means and why anyone would think he was dead. He seems to react similarly to this a few times later, as well, when others bring up believing Tommy had died during exile. Another stronger piece of evidence comes from Tommy, upon visiting Logstedshire with Tubbo and Ranboo in his "exposure therapy" stream, muting the call upon seeing the tower (looking quite disturbed, understandably so, but also somewhat surprised in that manner) and explaining to his chat that he forgot about the tower, and in implications, his suicide attempt. This is... quite an integral and heavily traumatic event for Tommy to simply accidentally forget about, which leads me to believe that he likely subconsciously repressed the memory as a traumatic response. This also explains why this was the only post-exile time, as of my memory, that Tommy speaks about the tower, or his suicide attempt/contemplation on said tower. Although that could just imply he wouldn't want to talk about it due to the trauma, I believe that this theory could make sense as well.

And unfortunately, this makes sense in canon. c!Tommy was instantly involved in another major conflict after escaping from exile, and as I've mentioned in previous posts, he never truly got the time to process what had just happened to him before becoming involved in another heavy conflict regarding Technoblade and L'manberg. Not to mention, Tommy during the Bedrock Bros era was still dealing with the aftermath of an abusive situation and the lingering effects of Stockholm Syndrome. With all of this going on, it likely would have been extremely hard for him to also have to try and work through the aftermath of something as traumatic as a near-death situation in the form of a suicide attempt. It's incredibly likely, at least in my belief, that c!Tommy blocked out this memory for a decently long period of time following his exile, as a traumatic response.

[lovesanmotion]

mafia!ateez reacts: comforting s/o with ptsd

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[!] To those who are curious, PTSD or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is a mental health condition that is caused by a traumatic or terrifying event - either witnessing or experiencing it. A few examples of it are: childbirth experiences (losing a baby), serious accidents, war and conflict, torture, being kidnapped or held hostage and seeing other people get killed before you.

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Hongjoong:

You felt like a failure, not only to yourself, but to your in laws as well. Three years after your marriage, they were already expecting a heir. At first, Hongjoong would lie and say that he is too busy to go back home and sleeps in his warehouse, but the longer he lies, the more he lacks reasons. You, on the other hand, tried your best to do everything just to be blessed with a child. You went to various temples and recited prayers, lit up incense sticks and performed rituals. You consulted love doctors to know which positions is best to have a baby, ate organs of various animals and countless made love with Hongjoong during the full moon. But all those efforts became vain when you would still get your monthly period.

You would cry to yourself while looking at the baby gifts your friends and his closest friends gave you. You couldn't bare any insult thrown at you by his mother or his father. The sight of them alone already gives you anxiety. Amidst of your crying, a pair of arms would wrap around you from behind and engulf you into a hug.

"We'll get through this together" Hongjoong says, resting his chin on your shoulder while caressing your stomach.

Seonghwa:

Even though Seonghwa had given the enemy group the five hundred grand, they still had a little time to have fun with you. While Seonghwa and his men were on their way to claim you, the men and their boss made you watch them kill the lives of innocent adults and children. If you look away, they would stab you. And if you closed your eyes, they would stab you but ten times more.

Days after the incident, you found it hard to look at anything that is red and sharp objects immediately triggered you. Upon the sight of a cutlery knife once sent you to tears and a sobbing mess while Seonghwa catches you in his arms. Seonghwa had ordered all the maids to hide anything sharp and pointy and discard anything red that they have and replace it with any color. Whenever you cried, Seonghwa would take you in his arms and bury your face on his chest. Neverminding how your tears would soak his button down shirt.

Yunho:

When Yunho refused to give in to the enemy group, they held hostage someone very dear to him. You. They had locked you up in a room inside their warehouse, the room didn't have anything except a hanging light and a chair you're currently bounded in. While the enemy group was waiting for Yunho, a female members of their entertained your room. Fearing the worst, she started throwing punches at your stomach as if you were a punching bag. When she learned that Yunho and his men arrived, she gave one last punch and that is to your jaw and falling down on the ground.

The aftermath of the horrific event paid a price to you. Whenever someone tried to get close or lay a hand on you, you would immediately scream and run away from them, raising your arms around yourself in a defensive position. This was especially hard for Yunho since he wanted to comfort you by having you in his arms, but couldn't due to your new fear of being touched. With this, he signed you up for therapy and bought the prescribed medication your therapist had given. And as you undergo therapy, Yunho would be delighted to make you your breakfast, send you gifts and place them inside your room and leave you love letters on top of your bed table. Hoping that one day, you would be able to overcome it.

Yeosang:

When the enemy group learned about you, Yeosang did not hesitate to get you into hiding. Immediately ordering four of his men to get the helicopter and locate you to a secret island, but on the way, the skies became grey and foggy, Yeosang on the other end of the intercom monitored your safety, following you in a ship in the waters. However, the line started to disrupt until he heard your screams and multiple gunshots. He took off the headset and stared up in the skies where he could make out the figure of the helicopter about to crash down.

The helicopter carried five people, including you. And it so happens that it was only you who survived the accident. You weren't facing anything serious, just a few scratches here and there, but whenever you heard loud sounds such as banging and ringing, you would immediately jump in your spot and your hands would automatically hold onto him. Yeosang would comfort you by holding your hand and caressing it gently with his. While doing so, he would do breathing exercises with you, it was simple but effective.

San:

When San managed to hide you underneath his desk, you couldn't help but overhear their conversation. Though nothing what they were talking about made sense to you, what stood and stuck inside your head were the words "If possible, I would have killed you with my bare hands right now and watch as the color in your skin fade into purple and blue." left you hanging and pondering over it.

And ever since that day, you couldn't look at San in the eyes anymore. You once tried to, but your mind played tricks and you saw how his lips turned into purple. It came to a point where you find it hard to sleep at night because the image of him being dead would be the first thing to greet you as your eyes closed. San would everything in his power to get rid of your disorder, but most importantly, he would also pay attention to what you feel about his lifestyle because, without denying it, it was him who brought you into this.

Mingi:

The sound of gunshots and bombs rang all over your ears, you swear you could lose your sense of hearing already. Bodies lying down on the ground, unmoving and still. You wondered how could he face this kind of scenario everyday. You tried to get away when a bomb exploded near you, causing you to fall on the ground, losing consciousness.

A few days after the terrifying event, Mingi observed how you became startled and frightened at the sounds of loud ringing, how you would zone out of yourself and sometimes, feel detached. Mingi swears that you're physically with him, but mentally somewhere else. He knew that after witnessing something so terrifying would cause you this, and that is why Mingi had you signed up for cognitive therapy. Hoping that your mind would bury the past events and be able to help you overcome it.

Wooyoung:

It had not only happened once, but it happened twice already. You've lost two of your unborn babies while giving a heir that would soon inherit Wooyoung's business. The loss of your children brought you great stress to yourself emotionally and physically that your health started to decline and your hair slowly started to grow white in your middle twenties.

When Wooyoung learned all of this, he gave the maids an indefinite vacation. One wherein he told them to rest and eat good food while he took his time taking care of you. Before leaving, the maids wished the young madam (aka you) a goodluck and speedy recovery. And in the succeeding days, Wooyoung would get up early and prepare everything for you. After that, he would go on long walks with you in the garden and pick flowers and make flower crowns. He wanted to divert your mind and away from all the negative you were thinking of. And he also took a mental note to dye your white hairs.

Jongho:

Before Jongho came to your rescue, you were placed inside a large fish tank with chains around your ankles and arms. Not understanding what you were doing inside at first until you felt the cold water at your feet. Finally realizing what was going to happen to you, you kept banging your hands on the screen of the tank, yelling that someone would hopefully hear you. Fear would slowly start to get you as soon as the water rises to your knees, it was useless to climb out with both of your hands tied. Slowly, the waters dangerously increased until they reached your waist. You were already floating in the water and the coldness starting raising the hairs in your arms. You tried screaming for help, particularly screaming Jongho's name. But your pleas were answered by nothing. And as the waters reached to your neck, you tilted your head up to give you more oxygen. Until slowly, the waters fully engulfed you. You held your breath before you could be succumbed, but it wasn't enough as a few minutes later, your body started to jerk and your head moving front and back and slowly, your eyelids closing down on you and your eyes rolling back.

Jongho was quick to saving you. After closing your eyes, he was able to break the human sized tank and caught you in his arms. Laying you down on the nearest surface he could find and then performing CPR on you. But even though he saved you from near death, he noticed how you would avoid taking baths and not coming out of the house when it was raining. He knew that the past event caused you to like this. At first, he tried to convince you to watch the rain with him, but you disagreed. Whenever you would take a shower, Jongho would have to be inside with you. In every step, Jongho would be there for you to overcome your fear and be able to face the waters once more.

[chasingfictions]

Hello have seen your posts about your ats rewrite and I am interested!! But also am a bit confused where to start w it or what order to read things in? Do you have like a master post or smth of your fic? Premise sounds amazing

aaaa thank u so much!! i dont have a masterpost but this is a great opportunity to make one!

series title is don't know how to stick around, but i wanna ... because i hate brevity :)

all the fics in the series are in chronological order to how they appear on ao3, and u can find that page here. that said, while there are pieces of continuity that carry through, i do try to write them more or less readable as stand-alones, so no need to necessarily read in order! if there's continuity from previous fics that's relevant, i generally drop a lil previously-on in the notes.

anyway, this is first and foremost a series about faith! it is second and uh... secondmost? a series about what if ats didnt hate women. ats has this tendency to get tired of women characters and shove them out of the narrative and say no more story for you, and i um. hate that. a lot. so this is a series where Faith Gets To Have More Story, but critically so does darla and cordelia and fred and lilah :) the whole gang's here :)

definitely a series that features heavy fuffy, and has a kind-of fuffy endgame but also a kind-of-not fuffy endgame, in that im interested in writing buffy as a part of faith's story, but not the center of it? also includes to a less focused extent - cangel, frunn, faith/anne steele, faith/darla, spuffy, some background tillow and xanya too. upcoming fics will almost certainly include weslah, faith/gwen raiden, and very possibly lilah/harmony? whole series also features very strong faith-cordy friendship and faith-angel siblingship

anyway! the fics!

1. where would i even start | time period: "sanctuary" and immediate aftermath | 6k words

(In which stabbing fantasies are Faith’s coping mechanism; Cordelia is always right; No one goes to jail; and Faith is just trying to figure out whatever the hell it means to be the Slayer again.)

i said hey what would happen if faith didnt go to jail in sanctuary and now uh. record scratch freeze frame i guess im writing an entire ats rewrite novel :) im fine u guys :)

2. when do i get better? | time period: back end of ats s1 | 10k words

(In which Faith has trauma dreams, attempts girl talk with Cordelia, tries to hit Angel playfully but keeps actually injuring him, is still trying to work out what it means to be the Slayer again. And in which, most importantly, Faith is a lesbian but still doesn’t know it yet.)

not terribly plotty -- more about setting the landscape for the emotional stakes of the rest of the series. giving faith some breathing room to process trauma and have things be slow and painful in a necessary way for a while

3. what if there’s nothing wrong with me? | time period: summer between ats s1-s2 to very early ats s2 | 12k words

(in which Faith and Gunn are besties, Gunn is a fanboy for slayers, Cordy thinks she’s the best friend in a romcom but doesn’t understand which kind of romcom, Lorne is a gay icon, and in which, most importantly, Faith is a lesbian but she knows it this time.)

definitely the fuffiest this series has been so far (up until the upcoming installment which is very fuffy). faith is gay!! this is a fic about how faith is gay

4. we’re five by five over here, baby. | time period: back half of ats s2 | 32k words

(in which Faith and Wesley go to family therapy, someone has a post-funeral threesome and shockingly it’s not Faith, Faith can’t stop calling Angel “big guy,” and in which Faith attempts to be a fuckboy but ends up uhauling hard.)

The One Where Faith Gets to Be Happy. faith has a girlfriend! faith is thriving! things still hurt a lot but faith is! happy! when you get! down to it! also including a decently sizeable sunnydale crossover for Joyce's funeral

5. this my grave or yours? | time period: between btvs s5 and btvs s6 | 44k words

(In which there’s only one Slayer left standing, but someone still has to guard the fucking Hellmouth. Also, in which Anya enforces mandatory fun, Spike’s best friend is Dawn and everyone agrees that’s really lame of him, and Giles wants to be invited to Build-a-Bear. But, mostly, in which it all just hurts. All the time.)

btvs s5-s6 interlude fics are one of my favorite genres of fic bc i love suffering i guess, and that's very much what this is. faith and the scoobies having big time grief all the time. not really an ats fic except for a few ats character cameos.

6. what's a family look like? | time period: early-mid ats s3 | 28k words

(In which Darla and Angel are toxic coparents; no one dies of a mystical pregnancy; and the Fang Gang can’t stop flirting with each other. And in which Faith keeps thinking about her mom, even though she really, really doesn’t wanna.)

darla doesnt die! a fic about how darla doesnt die! this is the least faith-centric of the fics so far, plot-wise, because there's just a lot of ats arc stuff to contend with as we get into the later seasons, but faith's experience is obv still the emotional center

7. [TBA] it’s not how i thought it would be | time period: second half of ats s3 | ... still in draft but currently we're at uhhh... 50k words? and i still have the whole final arc to write??? so.....

this is basically the chaos one. gunn/fred/wes love triangle. groo/cordy/angel love triangle. buffy/faith/darla love triangle. spike/buffy/faith love triangle. briefly a faith/willow/tara love triangle??? everyone goes to xanya's wedding? it's all a lot?? i still have to write all the connor wesley prophecy stuff but uh. that sure is also gonna be a part of it.

8. [????] ats s4/btvs s7 fic?

most likely will be more than one fic because that's a Lot of content but yeah

9. [????] post-chosen btvs / ats s5???

also probably will be more than one fic. im going to be writing this series forever you guys. it's okay.

10. [????] epilogue-y gift fic for @episode5s my beloved

this isnt going to have any bearing on plot or arcs but WILL be fun :) we can have a little domestic fluff. as a treat.

11. [?????] i have this vague idea about doing kind of an a visit to the goon squad style anthology fic set in this verse.

it's about all the ats women side characters lives intertwining in standalone short stories??? focusing on (as far as my very vague plan goes) kate, drusilla, darla, gwen, lilah, and harmony.

that's it! that's the series!!!!!!! as you can see these keep getting longer and fucking longer every fucking time so uh. yeah :))))) this is gonna be a long time going!!!! im prob just gonna use this ask as a masterpost going forward and will edit in the new fics as they come and re-reblog it :)

[eirenical]

...i'm tempted to just say "any of those prompts for xiaoge" XD narrowing it down, maybe 'Take off your shirt. Don't give me that look'? or 'Walk then. Come on, walk towards me. I bet you can’t even take a step’? whichever you like more^^

sometimes the cure is worse than the disease (5,480 words) by eirenical for @laireshi

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 盗墓笔记 - 南派三叔 | The Grave Robbers' Chronicles - Xu Lei, 盗墓笔记重启 | The Lost Tomb Reboot (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Wu Xie/Zhang Qiling, Wang Pangzi & Wu Xie & Zhang Qiling Characters: Zhang Qiling, Wu Xie (DMBJ Series), Wang Pangzi

Additional Tags: brief appearances by - Freeform, Xie Yuchen - Freeform, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Past Rape/Non-con, Consent Issues, Aftermath of Torture, Past Torture, Medical Torture, Medical Trauma, Hospitals, Nosocomephobia, Fear of hospitals, Panic Attacks, Dissociation, Failure of Anesthetic, drug resistance, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, The Iron Triangle | Wang Pangzi & Wu Xie & Zhang Qiling, Xiao Hua Ex Machina, (it's a thing trust me), Golmud Sanatorium, Flashbacks, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Guns, Gunshot Wounds, Blood Loss, Blood and Injury, Xiaoge's Canonically Slowly Coagulating Blood, Cats as Therapy, Bodily Autonomy, ...and the lack thereof, Wrongful Imprisonment, mentions of canonical memory loss, Robbery, being held at gunpoint, Armed Robbery, Major Character Injury, Whump

Summary:

Wu Xie stripped off his cardigan, wadding it up to cushion Xiaoge's head as he laid him down on the ground. Wait… wait… There were two gunshots, but only one antique broken. Wu Xie cursed long and hard as he eased Xiaoge up onto his side, doing his best to ignore the quiet whimpers of pain as he checked his back. No exit wound. There was no exit wound. Shit. Wu Xie laid Xiaoge back down, then leaned into the cloth he was holding to his stomach. "Xiaoge! Xiaoge, you listen to me. You do not get to die like this. Not like this. Not after everything… And not because some punk kid with a gun got lucky. Do you hear me?"

It was a routine day at Wushanju... until it wasn't. And Wu Xie didn't think it could get any worse than Xiaoge collapsing right in front of his eyes.

...he was wrong.

Notes and detailed warnings below the cut:

December 12, 2021: This started out as a prompt on tumblr sent by laireshi and got wildly out of control. ;D Enjoy?

A note on canons: This fic is based off novel canon. However, I haven't read the Chongqi novels, yet, so any references to events in that time period (i.e., Wu Xie's terminal illness, them still living at least part time at Wushanju) come from the Reboot drama canon. Everything else is novel-based.

Anything in "[]" brackets are the Iron Triangle's tapping language.

Further Detailed Warnings: In the first section of the fic, Wu Xie is held at gunpoint in an armed robbery attempt at Wushanju. There is a brief description of the physical altercation between he and his attacker. Xiaoge is shot during the robbery attempt; there are mentions of blood, gunshot wounds, blood loss. Xiaoge expresses very clearly that he doesn't wish to be taken to a hospital and Wu Xie overrides him, telling him that it isn't his choice to make. (This is part of the 'consent issues' and 'bodily autonomy' issues mentioned in the tags.)

In the second section, Wu Xie and Pangzi are watching over Xiaoge post-surgery. When he wakes up, he is catatonic and unresponsive due to a severe panic attack from being in a hospital. Wu Xie explains that they had learned of Xiaoge's imprisonment in Golmud Sanatorium from the mid-60s to mid-80s, implying that he had been badly mistreated and likely tortured/experimented on during those 20 years.

The final sections are from Xiaoge's POV and start off with him in a severe state of dissociation at the hospital during surgery, half in reality, half in hazy flashbacks to his time in Golmud. He is in severe pain and awake, thanks to him having a high tolerance to most drugs. As soon as this is discovered, the dosage is increased and he finally passes out. When he comes to in the room, he is still severely dissociated and does not know or recognize Wu Xie or Pangzi, thinking they are yet another set of abusers from Golmud. It is heavily implied that in addition to the torture/medical experimentation, he was also raped while imprisoned and now fears it happening again. He remains mostly dissociated until the very last section when he starts to come back to himself when they return to Yucun. Everything from there on out should be safe. XD

[inevitably-johnlocked]

Do you know of any fics wherein there's a courtroom scene in it? thank you very much.

Hey Lovely!

Ahhh, these are the ones that immediately come to mind.... I know I’ve missed some, so please add some if you have any, gang! <3 Please note, anything in the MFL section of this list was added because it showed up with keywords I searched for in the doc, and I don’t know if they all have court scenes, LOL. SORRY in advance if they don’t! <3

COURTROOM SCENES

The Trial of Sherlock Holmes by jenna221b (G, 3,015 w. across 3 works || TAB!lock, Metafic / TJLC, Victorian AU / 1895, Christmas, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Oscar Wilde) – Scripts based on speculation that Sherlock will be put on trial in The Abominable Bride to parallel the Oscar Wilde Trials of 1895.

five times sherlock holmes lied to john watson (and one time he finally told the truth) by miss_frankenstein (G, 5,948 w., 1 Ch. || TAB Compliant || Homophobia, Pining Sherlock, Oscar Wilde Trials, Happy Ending) – Set in "The Abominable Bride" universe, this piece adopts a familiar format to chronicle Sherlock's quiet suffering in the wake of the 1895 Oscar Wilde trials and the particular way they affect his relationship with (and feelings for) John.

The Thin Line by Odamaki (M, 10,809 w., 1 Ch. || Virgin Sherlock, Awkwardness, Confessions, First Times, Anal, Idiots in Love, Hand Jobs, Gentle Kissing) – John swallows. Keeps his eyes on Sherlock. Begs him not to ruin him.Sherlock leans forward over the witness box ever-so slightly, "I was distracted," he informs the court, "by my partner, John Watson.”

To Mend Icarus by AlessNox (T, 28,347 w., 14 Ch. || Post-TRF / Pre-S3 Divergence, BAMF John, Anger, Fighting, Sex, Bed Sharing, Stalking, Case Fic, John’s Past, Introspection, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Crime, Mythology, Darkness) – After a case lands John Watson in court, he tells Sherlock that he is leaving. Not understanding why, Sherlock decides that the only way to learn the truth is to investigate his flatmate, Dr. John Watson. Sherlock finds that coming back is not enough to fix all of the damage that he caused by leaving. A post Reichenbach, post reunion re-discovery fic.

Set in Stone by SilentAuror (E, 39,309 w., 1 Ch. || Romance, Wedding, Therapy, Fluff and Angst) – Sherlock and John are back from Ravine Valley and planning their wedding. However, as they move past the trial of the human traffickers, Sherlock can't help but wonder if he's imagining that John is becoming a little distant. Surely he isn't getting cold feet about the wedding... Part 2 of The Ravine Valley series

Sentenced by SarahKnight (T, 44,777 w., 30 Ch. || Dev. Rel., Alternate S4 Canon, Drama, Angst, Pining, Feelings are Hard) – Virtual series 4 opener. Sherlock's in prison being targeted by a murderer, John's married to a pregnant assassin and Moriarty's back.

MARKED FOR LATER

Do You Get the Gist of the Song Now? by Riffir (E, 3,642 w., 1 Ch. || Dom / Sub AU || Masturbation, Caning, Riding Crop, Mouth Soaping) – Inspired by the courtroom scene in Season 2 Episode 3 (as was obviously some of the dialogue that I blatantly ripped off), SubSherlock refuses to play nice in the courtroom and is sentenced to judicial caning. As well as John's censure later on.

It Yet Remains to See by 4getwhatisaid (T, 11,000 w., 4 Ch. || High School / Teenlock AU || Rape/Non-Con, Angst, Fluff, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Suicidal Thoughts, Brief Mentions of Self-Starvation, Past Sexual Abuse, Caring John, Naked Cuddling, Happy Ending) – Teenage Sherlock and John deal with the aftermath of their encounter with Moriarty, but more troubles arise when Sherlock becomes involved in the villain's court case. Part 2 of the All We Need of Hell series

Dehumanise Me by deuxexmycroft (E, 26,898 w., 6 Ch. || Prison AU || Rape / Non-Con, Graphic Violence, Abuse, Dom/Sub Elements) – John is sent down for life after accidentally murdering someone, and gets snatched up to play prison wife for a strange man named Sherlock Holmes.

Orange is the new sexy by Sardonicpineapple (E, 42,217 w., 31 Ch. || Prison AU || Top John, Correctional Officer John, Prisoner Sherlock, Sub Sherlock, Dom John, Crying During Sex, Oral / Anal, Fingering, Age Gap, Power Play, Angst & Fluff, Power Dynamics) – 19 year old Sherlock Holmes is sentenced to 13 months in prison. Bullied, bored and lonely, Sherlock can’t believe his luck when a young, sexy, former soldier comes to work as a correctional officer.

Homo homini by Madoshi & Serinah (M, 43,826 w., 4 Ch. || Slavery AU || Domestic Violence Mentions, Depictions of Violeence, Psychological Trauma, Mentions of Torture and Brainwashing, Stockholm Syndrome, Enslavement, Interrogating Under Influence and With Prejudice) – In a world where people are divided into masters and slaves, Sherlock Holmes is sentenced to slavery. For life. He is then purchased for personal use by his best friend John Watson. Now, they have to live with it. And solve crimes. Including the one that landed Sherlock before the court of justice.

Do No Harm by Calais_Reno (T, 79,203 w., 16 Ch. || 1920′s AU || Murder Mystery, Flappers, Drugs, Developing Relationship, Period-Typical Homophobia, POV Sherlock, Trials, Prison) – In 1923, Dr John Watson is on trial for the murder of his lover, Mary Morstan, a writer of popular mysteries. If convicted, he will hang. Sherlock Holmes sets out to prove his innocence, but finds himself more and more infatuated with the handsome doctor, and deeper and deeper inside the bohemian world of London's painters, playwrights, and poets. Will he uncover the evidence needed to acquit him in time?

An Innocent Man by Fangs_Fawn (T, 183,970 w., 42 Ch. || S3 Fix It, PTSD, Angst, Mystery, Drama, Violence, Friendship, Hurt/Comfort, Friendship, Redemption, Forgiveness, Prison, No Slash) – "And what about John Watson?" Sherlock had asked. He had expected a rather dull answer...after all, he had been away. He had not expected to hear that John had spent the past two years in prison.

All the Best and Brightest Creatures by wordstrings (E, 188,426 w., 33 Ch. || Case Fic, Action/Adventure, POV First Person, Alternate Canon, Romance, Hurt / Comfort, Love at First Sight, Asexuality, Kidnapping, Torture, Drug Use/Addiction) – Sherlock sent Jim Moriarty to prison for killing Carl Powers at age ten. This is the story of the consequences.